Looks that in the bosom goes all out to suck the two children of milk, on the face of Sang Sang has not been revealing any maternal gloss that in the story will mentioned, are not then many including the mood, but her look had slightly feels frustrated, because this picture showed that she looked like humanity really more and more, nursed this matter, had the milk to feed. 看着怀中拼命吮着奶的两个孩子,桑桑的脸上没有流露出故事里常会提到的什么母性的光泽,便是连情绪都没有太多,但她的眼神有些微惘,因为这个画面证明她真的越来越像人类,无论是喂奶这件事情,还是有奶可喂。 After two children eat to the full, goes to sleep. She puts the child side, is holding the Divine Throne arm rest, stands up slowly, arrives at outside Dao Temple, looks to some deep blue sky direction, takes out that abacus from the bosom, the finger seems like is provoking accidentally, silent long time. 两个孩子吃饱后重新入睡。她把孩子搁到旁边,扶着神座的扶手,缓慢站起身来,走到道殿外,望向碧蓝的天空某个方向,从怀里取出那块算盘,手指看似无意地拨弄着,沉默了很长时间。 The drunkards are seeking for her in the human world, Ning Que is catching up to here, her silent reason is not restless, but is the mood is somewhat disgruntled, her disgruntledness from she has experienced to person the tip change this process in process from the god, but the pain and small and weak has not actually realized, clear, but angry, particularly thinks that drunkard dog compels in all directions to become a fugitive unexpectedly, that shame made her unendurable. 酒徒正在人间寻找她,宁缺正在向这边赶过来,她沉默的原因不是不安,而是情绪有些不悦,她的不悦来自从神到人的过程里的点滴变化这种过程她经历过,但痛楚和弱小却未曾体会过,真切而令人愤怒,尤其是想到酒徒这只狗居然逼得自己四处逃亡,那种羞辱令她难以忍受。 Does not know that is reason that because just produced, this humiliations become exceptionally strong, that type wants to protect the hope unusually intense of oneself territory and dignity, she has made a decision quickly. 不知道是不是因为刚刚生产的缘故,这种羞辱感变得异常浓烈,那种想要守护自己领地和尊严的渴望异常强烈,她很快做了个决定。 Turns back Dao Temple, her facial expression looks that middle-aged steady woman of lethargic sleep indifferently under Divine Throne, that stance of such as the past as well as becoming accustomed to occupied a commanding position to look at the opposite party, said: „I bestow your eternal life.” 走回道殿,她神情漠然看着在神座下昏睡的那名中年稳婆,如以往以及习以为常的那种姿态居高临下看着对方,说道:“我赐你永生。” Occurs without anything, not having the clear light not to have the tea, does not have the change of destiny path these cannot see and actually really have, because she no longer is omnipotent Vast Sky. 没有任何事情发生,没有清光没有茶,也没有那些看不到、却真实存在的命运轨迹的改变,因为她已经不再是无所不能的昊天。 The silent moment, she said: „If I can be immortal. Then bestows your eternal life.” 沉默片刻,她说道:“如果我能永生。便赐你永生。” Spoke these words, she thought that some are uncomfortable, the face somewhat gives off heat, thought after turning into humanity, is so easy to fall ill, wants to make anything to divert the attention, suddenly saw that pincers. 说完这句话,她觉得有些不舒服,脸有些发热,心想难道变成人类后这么容易生病,想做些什么来分散一下注意力,忽然看见了那把铁钳。 Then was called to help the pincers of obstetrical forceps by the middle-aged steady woman, in her eyes, works naturally is far fine, in that circular that but front curved becomes has the idea of true wisdom or new and odd. 那把被中年稳婆称为助产钳的铁钳,在她的眼里,做工自然谈不上精致,但前端弯成的那个圆形里却有真正的智慧或者说新奇的想法。 Whose she is somewhat curious this is who designs, then at this time. She saw on the pincers marking of that looking familiar. That marks her to look familiar very much, because that is the Academy institute manages marking that the workshop produces, reason that she so will be ripe , because she had made the food in the Academy back side of the mountain in the past. On these kitchen knives has this marking. 她有些好奇谁这是谁设计的,便在这时。她看到了铁钳上那个眼熟的标识是的。那个标识她很眼熟,因为那是书院院办工坊出产的标识,她之所以会这么熟,是因为她当年在书院后山做过很多顿饭。那些菜刀上都有这个标识。 ...... …… ...... …… Sang Sang used patient to reorganize enormously wraps child's cloth. Viewed from the exterior finally can call the swaddling clothes reluctantly. But from two child micro pressed thin eyebrows, is not comfortable. 桑桑用了极大耐心重新整理包裹孩子的布帛。从外形上看终于可以勉强称之为襁褓。但从两个孩子微蹙的细眉尖来看,并不怎么舒服。 So long as can maintain warmth well. She does not want again to be this minor matter fee mind, two children is in the both sides of Big Black horse saddle. One ride the azure lion to carry on the back, then walks toward the capital city surrounding. 只要能保暖就好。她不想再为这种小事费心神,把两个孩子系在大黑马马鞍的两侧。自己骑到青狮背上,便向都城外围走去。 Twilight rich likely is the fire, because of war, but in the somewhat almost dead streets and alleys, occasionally also has the pedestrian, looks at Sang Sang on that giant azure lion and azure lion, the people are yelling panic-stricken fleeing and becoming separated. 暮色浓郁的像是火,因为战争而有些凋蔽的街巷里,偶尔还有行人,看着那头巨大的青狮和青狮上的桑桑,人们惊恐地叫喊着逃散。 After some stretch of square time, Sang Sang makes the azure lion stop temporarily. On the square has several thousand people, is worshipping on bended knees the pray to keep toward a yard, that yard has pile of white ashes. 经过某片广场的时候,桑桑让青狮暂时停下。广场上面有数千民众,正在朝着一座小院跪拜祈祷不停,那座小院有一堆白色的灰。 This is the protestantism follower, catches up from each region, pays respect to their sacred place, recalls their Sage. 这是新教的信徒,从各地赶来,参拜他们的圣地,追思他们的圣人。 Now the protestantism influence is enhanced gradually, Song Qiliang Chen Zhuguo was precarious, Dao Sect maintained difficultly, momentarily possibly got rid, does not dare to look like in the past like that to these protestantism followers shouted that hit to shout " kill ". 如今新教势力渐渐增强,宋齐梁陈诸国风雨飘摇,道门维持极难,随时可能被抛弃,根本不敢像当年那般,对这些新教信徒喊打喊杀。 Sang Sang knows that Ye Su was burnt in that yard, these piles in the wood ash, or then has his bone ash, the trend that also since that day, she weakens is unable to recall again. 桑桑知道叶苏就是在那座小院里被烧死的,那些堆着的木灰里,或者便有他的骨灰,也正是从那天开始,她变弱的趋势再也无法挽回。 Is looking at that yard, with Xiaoyuanqian dense protestantism follower, she silent little while, not extremely angry, to the anger of goner, does not have the significance, is only mood somewhat slight surging, the sick and wounded of abdomen is inevitably affected, splits open some, she looks down to seep out the bloody water of black clothing, knits the brows slightly, then remembers, number of times that for serveral days knit the brows, were innumerable than the year to put together the past are many. 望着那座小院,和小院前黑压压的新教信徒,她沉默了会儿,没有太过愤怒,对已死者的愤怒,没有意义,只是心境难免有些轻微的波荡,腹部的伤患受到影响,迸裂开来些许,她低头看着渗出青衣的血水,微微皱眉,然后想起,这些天自己皱眉的次数,比过去无数年加在一起还要多。 „Walks.” She said in a soft voice. “走吧。”她轻声说道。 The azure lion goes to the city laymen slowly, the Big Black horse is leading two children, follows in the one side, these kneel the protestantism follower in square, simply has not noted this pedestrian, probably is because dedicated, is a irreverence. 青狮缓缓向城外行去,大黑马带着两个孩子,跟在一旁,那些跪在广场里的新教信徒,根本没有注意到这行人,大概是因为专注,也是一种虔诚。 She rides on the azure lion, looks is not yesterday's the human world, the state of mind diverges gradually, on the face does not have any mood, does not have the affection, has some divine nature, has the light to overflow from the black clothing slowly. 她骑在青狮上,看着已非昨日的人间,神思渐渐发散,脸上没有任何情绪,没有慈爱,却有某种神性,有光从青衣里缓缓溢出。 She remembers a matter suddenly, in childhood, she listened to Ning Que to say what Bodhisattva, as if also sat on the azure lion going on patrol in world, which Bodhisattva hand this azure lion book was she seizes from the checkerboard, at this time sat in it carries on the back, poured looks like really Venerable the Bodhisattva, listening to Ning Que saying that the Bodhisattva was very the firm and resolute affection, was a good Bodhisattva, because he loved all common people, regardless of the common people did like his her selecting the eyebrow slightly, scattered this feeling, thought can one turn compared with a Buddha that buddhist monk must weaker existence? 她忽然想起一件事情,小时候,她听宁缺说过什么菩萨,似乎也是坐在青狮上巡游世间,这青狮本就是她在棋盘里从哪位菩萨手里夺过来的,此时坐在它背上,倒真像是尊菩萨,听宁缺说,那菩萨很是坚毅慈爱,是个好菩萨,因为他爱所有世人,无论世人爱不爱他她微微挑眉,驱散这种感觉,心想自己怎么能变成比佛陀那个秃驴还要更弱的存在？ Left the Song Country capital city, azure lion and Big Black horse stop the footsteps, simultaneously looks to her, hints with the look, how then should walk, how can avoid the drunkard who pursues toward here? 出了宋国都城,青狮和大黑马停下脚步,同时望向她,用眼神示意,接下来应该怎样走,怎样才能避开正往这边追过来的酒徒？ West Sang Sang north, looks to some stars, she remembers that she names that star appealing to heaven wolf. 桑桑西北望,望向某颗星辰,她记得自己命名那颗星叫天狼。 „Goes to there.” “就去那里。” The sky northwest direction has the sirius, the the human world northwest direction has a small town. 天空西北方向有天狼星,人间西北方向有座小镇。 She now is Ning Que has said Tang Xuanzang, only then the godship, does not have the remaining any supernatural powers, in Monastery Lord and eyes of drunkard person, is the biggest enticement, big Cultivator of that rank, will not hesitate at all costs to kill her, Chang An City is also too far, the return trip is very unsafe, therefore she must go to that small town. 她现在是宁缺说过的唐僧,只有神格,却没有剩下什么神力,在观主和酒徒这种人的眼中,是最大的诱惑,那种级别的大修行者,会不惜一切代价来杀死她,长安城又太远,归程很不安全,所以她要去那座小镇。 She thinks suddenly that Ning Que had said that the fellow who called Tang Xuanzang, afterward probably also turned into Buddha, that fellow talked incessantly very much, but was also very obstinate, but does not understand that in heading west, why always liked running away? 她忽然想到,宁缺说过的那个叫唐僧的家伙,后来好像也变成了佛,那个家伙很唠叨,但也很执拗,只是不明白在西行的时候,为什么总喜欢逃？ She does not want to run away. 她不想逃了。 The Vast Sky dignity, does not allow her to continue to become a fugitive again. 昊天的尊严,不允许她再继续逃亡。 She must go to that small town, kills the drunkard. 她要去那座小镇,把酒徒杀死。 ...... …… ...... …… The small town handed over boundary place in Song Yan, is very desolated lonely, Tang Country recently created Northeast Armed Force, has stormed into the Yan Country center, it is said that has sieged Capital City is ten day time. The team of fleeing from calamity already crossed the small town, wells up to the southern place, has only left behind stretch of disorder ruins. 小镇在宋燕交境处,现在很是荒芜冷清,唐国新组建的东北边军,已经攻入燕国腹地,据说已经围困成京城长达十日时间。逃难的队伍早已越过小镇,向更南的地方涌去,只留下了一片狼籍废墟。 In the town the only that butcher shop has closed, only that calligraphy and painting shop is also actually opening, The Shop boss continuously in and the others, although that person will again not possibly come back, the matter that he prepares to handle possibly forever does not have the opportunity to be done, but before finally confirmation, what the boss decides to wait for him not to think, he and other that likes drinking the person not to come back. Actually guest who came one unable to think. 镇上唯一的那家肉铺关了,唯一的那家书画铺却还开着,铺子里的老板一直在等人,虽然那个人可能不会再回来,他准备做的事情可能永远没有机会去做,但在最后确认之前,老板决定一直等下去他没有想到的是,他等的那个爱喝酒的人还没有回来。却来了一个想不到的客人。 Before Sang Sang pulls the Big Black horse to arrive at shop. Crosses the threshold, visits him, bows slightly a luck, passes the family/home the good courtesy to meet with humanity that oneself know. Appears somewhat stupid. Or irritable. 桑桑牵着大黑马走到铺前。越过门槛,看着他,微微屈膝一福,用自己知道的人类通家之好的礼数相见。显得有些笨。或者说别扭。 Chao Xiaoshu thinks very irritable. Looks that she sighed saying: „Sister-in-law does not use overly courteous.” 朝小树觉得很别扭。看着她叹息说道:“弟妹不用多礼。” He is very dashing the talent uninhibited character, he is also very self-confident, in the past walked Jiang Hu time. Then knows one will certainly see many sceneries, knows the great person, for example first emperor, but he has not thought that some day, oneself will become the Vast Sky uncle. 他是很风流潇洒天才不羁的人物,他也很自信,当年行走江湖的时候。便知道自己必将看到很多风景,结识很多了不起的人,比如先帝陛下,但他从来没有想过,有朝一日,自己会成为昊天的大伯。 Zhang San and Li Si also knew the Sang Sang status, the complexion bleached instantaneously, are panic-stricken, does not arrive safely the extreme, saw that saddle bank that two powders carved the child who the jade carved, was somewhat vacant. 张三和李四也知晓了桑桑的身份,脸色瞬间变白,惊慌失措,不安到了极点,看到马鞍畔那两个粉雕玉琢的小孩子,又有些茫然。 „This is you......” Sang Sang thinks that said: „Little Junior Brother and young junior sister.” “这是你们……”桑桑想了想,说道:“小师弟和小师妹。” The Academy back side of the mountain has three generations, third-generation big Senior Sister is Tang Xiaotang, then is Zhang San and Li Si, the Ning Que fresh son daughter, naturally is Little Junior Brother and young junior sister. 书院后山有三代,第三代的大师姐是唐小棠,接着便是张三和李四,宁缺生的儿子女儿,理所当然便是小师弟和小师妹。 Is listening to this name, Zhang San and Li Si finally sobered up, thought that is the people on one's own side, what has to be good to fear? Hurries to go forward with her to salute upon meeting, was shouting Little Aunt Master grinningly. 听着这称呼,张三和李四终于醒过神来,心想都是自己人,有什么好怕的？赶紧上前与她见礼,笑嘻嘻地喊着小师婶。 Arrives at the small town from the capital city, the distance is not far, the azure lion and dark horse like the lightning, the twilight already completely drew back quickly, the dark night approaches, on small town a deathly stillness piece, only then the calligraphy and painting shop is shining the light. 从都城来到小镇,距离不远,青狮与黑马快如闪电,暮色已然尽退,黑夜来临,小镇上死寂一片,只有书画铺亮着灯光。 Only then Yijiapu, several people, but must eat meal. 只有一家铺子,几个人,但还是要吃饭。 Zhang San and Li Si courage is enormous, will otherwise not be taking the kitchen knife in the past, then strikes off to the head of Monastery Lord, otherwise impossible three characters to keep saying Little Aunt Master, when the Sang Sang chef has made several side dishes personally, carries several bowls of consomme surface time, some are still not comfortable, even said in a terrified way. 张三和李四胆子极大,不然当年也不会拿着菜刀,便向观主的头上砍去,不然也不可能把小师婶三个字喊个不停,然而当桑桑亲自主厨做了几个小菜,端上几碗清汤面的时候,依然有些不自在,甚至说惶恐。 Meal that Vast Sky makes personally? Who has eaten? Who has the qualifications to eat? 昊天亲自做的菜？谁吃过？谁有资格吃？ „Your master Martial Uncle Buddhist nuns have eaten, and has eaten more than one.” “你们师父师叔师姑都吃过,而且吃过不止一顿。” Chao Xiaoshu smiles was saying, in the smiling face has very complex mood. 朝小树微笑着说道,笑容里却有很复杂的情绪。 He looks noodles upper berth that is only tender the exactly frying egg, after silent moment, said: „That year the rain was very big, I want to eat the bowl noodles time, you have not done to me.” 他看着面条上铺着的那只嫩度恰好的煎鸡蛋,沉默片刻后说道:“那年雨很大,我想吃碗面条的时候,你没给我做。” „Afterward did.” “后来还是做了。” Sang Sang looks that he said calmly: „Moreover today I have put scallion, has fried the egg.” 桑桑看着他平静说道:“而且今天我放了葱,也煎了鸡蛋。” Chao Xiaoshu comes the small town to make anything, few knows personally that actually cannot hide the truth from her. 朝小树来小镇做什么,没有几个人知道,却瞒不过她。 In the past that spring rainy night, Chao Xiaoshu entered the old pen room, Ning Que then kills people with him at the back of the blade, after two people killed the complete human, Sang Sang gave them to get down the bowl of omelette surface. 当年那个春雨夜,朝小树走进老笔斋,宁缺背着刀便跟他去杀人,两个人杀完人后,桑桑给他们一人下了碗煎蛋面。 This bowl of omelette surface, are not that delicious. 这碗煎蛋面,不是那么好吃的。 To eat the noddles, must kill people, or gives the opposite party the life. 想要吃面,就要杀人,或者说,把命交给对方。 Chao Xiaoshu visits her to smile, picks up chopsticks to start to eat the noddles, eats is very fragrant. 朝小树看着她笑了笑,拾起筷子开始吃面,吃的很香。 Zhang San and Li Si have dipped the hot water with the chopsticks, feeds child who just woke up. 张三和李四拿筷子蘸了面汤,喂刚刚醒来的孩子。 ...... …… ...... …… On the small town the calligraphy and painting surface is unfolding actually incessantly, wineshop. 小镇上其实不止书画面铺开着,还有个酒肆。 The master in wineshop, is a young pretty widow, she not kisses without the relative, at least after fully suffering supercilious look and humiliation, then again does not have what the person of care to sell wine to sell the liquor, in this world is not the charming story. 酒肆的主人,是个年轻貌美的寡妇,她无亲无戚,至少在饱受白眼与欺凌之后,便再没有什么关心的人当垆卖酒,在这个世界上不是佳话。 Sang Sang is pulling the Big Black horse, looks that she unemotionally saying: „Has killed you, he or will be very painful, although is only the temporary mood, but I decided that kills you.” 桑桑牵着大黑马,看着她面无表情说道:“杀了你,他或者会很痛苦,虽然只是暂时的情绪,但我还是决定把你杀死。” That beautiful appearance woman facial expression is panic-stricken, the face whiten, does not know that she was saying anything, why actually does not know, guessed correctly he who faintly she said who is, because she and he good many year of all people to flee from calamity, she has not left , because she also he came back, she believes that he will lead her to leave. 那名美貌妇人神情惊恐,脸色苍白,不知道她在说什么,却不知为何,隐隐猜到她说的他是谁,因为她与他好了很多年所有人都去逃难了,她没有离开,就是因为她也在等他回来,她相信他会带她离开。 Sang Sang now is very weak, but must kill this kind of ordinary woman, still only needs to be moved. 桑桑现在很虚弱,但要杀这样一个普通妇人,依然只需要动念。 The Big Black horse is leaning the head, is not willing to go forward, the azure lion hides in the dim light of night, as if a black hill, approaches slowly, momentarily possible to swallow the woman who that sells the liquor. 大黑马侧着头,不肯上前,青狮隐藏在夜色里,仿佛一座黑色的小山,缓缓逼近,随时可能将那名卖酒的妇人吞噬。 Therefore, the drunkard appeared. 于是,酒徒出现了。 ...... …… ...... …… ( Today also has)( to be continued......) （今天还有）(未完待续……)