When Sang Sang is humanity, felt that somewhat gruff clumsy, does not like speaking, actually these are only the representations, the most basic reason is because her xing is very chilly, if inquires into toward most deep place, reason that so, that is in world that because she lives to herself, never has any true sentiment. 当桑桑是人类的时候,感觉有些憨拙,不怎么爱说话,其实那些都只是表象,最根本的原因是因为她的xing子很清冷,如果往最深处去探究,之所以如此,那是因为她对自己生活的世间,从来都没有什么真正的感情。 Regardless of the Wei City soldiers and civilians, is Second Senior Brother and Chen Pipi in Academy, once gave her to care much that the grass once gave her many gifts, she actually little gives the opposite party to repay. 无论渭城军民,还是书院里的二师兄、陈皮皮,都曾给过她不少关心,小草曾经送给她很多礼物,她却很少给予对方回报。 These passing is she is then losing in the the human world fatality of this world, since is unable to cut off, wants to mediate, then must make the compensation to these once cordiality, but Ning Que is an exception. 这些过往便是她在遗落在人间的尘缘,既然无法斩断,又想要了断,便必须对那些曾经的情意做出补偿,但宁缺是个例外。 …… …… …… …… She has paid enough many emotions in the human world to Ning Que, she gave oneself all thoughts even lives to him, therefore she does not need to compensate Ning Que, if must mediate among the fatality of this world with Ning Que, she instead needs to recall itself once to offer to his entirety, for example washing foot made a bed to fold by the housework is followed. 她在人间已经对宁缺付出了足够多的情感,她把自己所有的心思甚至生命都奉献给了他,所以她不需要补偿宁缺,如果要了断与宁缺之间的尘缘,她反而需要索回自己曾经奉献给他的全部,比如洗脚铺床叠被家务跟随。 In her opinion, this matter with having the meaning has nothing to do, but should do. 在她看来,这件事情与有没有意思无关,只是应该做的。 Ning Que does not think that these matters are should be done, but with the body by putting to death by dismemberment compared with, washed foot for her painstakingly is really only a minor matter, therefore he has squatted without hesitation. 宁缺并不认为这些事情都是自己应该做的,但与身遭凌迟之苦相比,替她洗脚实在只是一件小事,所以他毫不犹豫地蹲了下去。 He did not think that what humiliation this matter has, when like bright sacrifice such when his is worshipping on bended knees thinks to the peak bright temple, these years make you kneel are washing foot many times for me, today also you one time how? 他也不觉得这件事情有什么屈辱,就像光明祭时他对着峰顶的光明神殿跪拜时想的那样,这些年让你跪着替我洗脚很多次,今天还你一次又如何？ The clear water temperature in brass basin to foot just right, the match somewhat is hot, Ning Que handful of the water drenches to her foot on, is rubbing carefully, has not missed among the toes. 铜盆里的清水温度对脚来说正好,对手来说则有些烫,宁缺捧起水淋到她的脚上,仔细地搓揉着,连脚趾间都没有错过。 …… …… …… …… Her foot so is white, was is only softer than before is tenderer, moreover her present ankle area above flesh is also white, Ning Que looks at the foot in trough, is thinking these matters, then discovered their hand was burnt red , before remembering , when she for oneself washed foot, that pair of small hand frequently is also burnt red. 她的脚还是那样白,只是比以前更软更嫩,而且她现在的脚踝上面的肌肤也是白的,宁缺看着盆里的脚,想着这些事情,然后发现自己的手被烫红了,又想起以前她替自己洗脚时,那双小手也经常被烫红。 Since north breaks the peaks to wake up extremely. Sang Sang had not then put on shoes. In Song Country that city, that charming woman had delivered her pair of shoes, was treated as the worn-out shoes to discard by her. 从在极北断峰间醒来后。桑桑便一直没有穿鞋。在宋国那座城市里,那个娇媚的妇人曾经送过她一双鞋,被她当作破鞋般扔掉。 She is red both feet to pass through the wilderness, passes through the village, passes through the city, has arrived at the West Ling temple, passes through the bustling place. Her foot is still such cleanness, could not find any dirt above, perfectly round smooth such as in the nails of colored glaze links a dust not to have, seems is such beautiful moving. 她赤着双足走过荒原,走过乡间,走过城市,一直走到西陵神殿,走过红尘。她的脚依然是那样的干净,在上面找不到任何污垢,浑圆光滑如琉璃的指甲间连一丝灰尘都没有,看上去是那样的美丽动人。 Ning Que has washed long time, clear water such limpidity in brass basin, even gives people a feeling. The fish definitely very much likes hovering in inside, even if drinks also to gladden the heart. 宁缺洗了很长时间,铜盆里的清水还是那样的清澈,甚至给人一种感觉。鱼儿肯定很喜欢在里面游动,就算饮下也能沁人心脾。 But he honestly is washing, the unusual earnest intention of washing, because he understands that Sang Sang washed foot by oneself is not because her foot was dirty, but is she needs to give her to wash foot. 但他还是老老实实地洗着,洗的非常认真用心,因为他明白,桑桑让自己洗脚不是因为她的脚脏了,而是她需要自己给她洗脚。 Generally the young girl, so was being rubbed by the hand of man carefully, not conceals the truth or is not itchy. The general association does for the occasion exudes some euphonious laughter. But regardless of the Ning Que movement is light is heavy, Sang Sang does not have what response. Her facial expression is serious, is participating in an extremely important activity likely, but this is not the religious baptism, is only washing foot, dignified feeling that therefore she reveals, then appears somewhat laughable. 一般少女,被男人的手这般细细揉搓着,无瞒或不痒。大概总会应景地发出些银铃般的笑声。但无论宁缺的动作是轻是重,桑桑都没有什么反应。她的神情非常严肃,像是在参加一个极重要的活动,但这不是宗教洗礼,只是洗脚,所以她流露出来的庄严感,便显得有些可笑。 Ning Que holds from trough her both feet, puts to own knee on, received the snow white towel, the water dries on her foot is moistening, her foot back cot on, builds the towel on the shoulder, carries the brass basin, arrives on the temple flat roof, has poured into the water for foot-washing the wind and snow between precipice cliffs. 宁缺把她的双脚从盆中抱起来,搁到自己的膝上,接过雪白的毛巾,把她脚上沾着的水擦干,把她的脚送回榻上,把毛巾搭在肩上,端起铜盆,走到神殿露台上,把洗脚水倒进了绝壁悬崖间的风雪里。 The wind and snow like the picture, the precipice cliff also like the picture, that trough water for foot-washing look like in the naughty child hand is taking the writing brush, did not speak the truth to spread one in this beautiful picture extremely. 风雪如画,绝壁山崖亦如画,那盆洗脚水就像是顽童手里拿着的墨笔,极不讲道理地在这幅美丽的画中涂了一笔。 Ning Que remembers for many years ago shut in the Academy back side of the mountain precipice by the teacher the cliff hole, Sang Sang takes care itself in the side, prepares food to prepare food but actually the chamberpot, yellowish white filthy thing in these cleaning vegetables water and chamberpot, had poured into under the beautiful precipice by her finally, has been startled the pure white flowing Yun He silver wire waterfall. 宁缺想起多年前自己被老师关进书院后山绝壁的崖洞里,桑桑在身旁服侍自己,做菜做饭倒马桶,那些洗菜水和马桶里的黄白秽物,最终都被她倒进了美丽的绝壁下,惊了洁白的流云和银线般的瀑布。 „Probably some meanings.” He wants to say with a smile. “好像有些意思。”他笑着想道。 Through these days fight, this like ceremony washing foot, he also falls to present Sang Sang on the human world Vast Sky today had many understanding. 通过这段时间的战斗,还有今天这场有如仪式般的洗脚,他对如今的桑桑也就是落在人间的昊天有了更多的了解。 She is the set of this world rule, like the teacher last year in such that in the Song Country restaurant said that she was objective, she was absolutely calm, deferred to the logic to ponder absolutely. Even if she has life xing that continues causes, has the subjective self-awareness, the way that but she survives is this type. 她是这个世界规则的集合,就像老师去年在宋国酒楼上说的那样,她是客观的,她绝对冷静,绝对按照逻辑思考。哪怕她拥有自我延续导致的生命xing,拥有主观的自我意识,但她生存的方式便是这种。 This high-level life manifestation, is truly easy to make one be afraid, but looks like when Ning Que, Sang Sang is fearful somewhat is also lovable, like Sang Sang such of former that young maidservant, appeared somewhat clumsy. 这种高级的生命表现形式,确实容易令人感到恐惧,但在宁缺看来,桑桑可怕之余也有些可爱,就像以前那个还是小侍女的桑桑那样,显得有些拙。 She is not always stupid, is only somewhat clumsy, somewhat made the person inept plan. 她从来都不笨,只是有些拙,有些令人拙计。 She wants to cut off in the the human world fatality of this world, does not cut off then wants to mediate, she according to the ice-cold objective mathematics method, judges herself and the human world these involves, has not actually thought that these involve not ice-cold, like emotion life type of thing, is imponderable. 她想要斩断在人间的尘缘,斩不断便想了断,她按照冰冷客观的数学方法,来判断自己与人间的那些牵扯,却没有想到那些牵扯并不是冰冷的,像情感生命这种事物,本来就是无法计算的。 She thinks that she looked for the correct method, so long as paid off once had a deficit, recalled itself once to offer to Ning Que, then can sever completely with the human world in light of this, returns Vast Sky God Country. 她以为自己寻找到了正确的方法,只要还清曾经亏欠的,索回自己曾经奉献给宁缺的,便能与人间就此一刀两断,重新回到昊天神国。 But she is not clear, sometimes to humanity, loves is not the unilateral offer, was loved also not necessarily is the unilateral harvest, in brief these are very complex matters, even if she can the day calculate, is impossible to reckon up all details, on the contrary she jumped over was pondering the computation in this period, during was easier to sink, was difficult to extricate oneself. 但她不明白,对人类来说,有时候爱并不是单方面的奉献,被爱也不见得就是单方面的收获,总之这些都是很复杂的事情,哪怕她能天算,也不可能算清楚其中的所有细节,相反她越在其间思考计算,越容易沉入其间,再难自拔。 When she starts to ponder with the thinking pattern of humanity that starts to regard as important the human the emotion, she gradually will then lose her objective xing, becomes looks like humanity more and more. 当她开始用人类的思考方式思考,开始看重人类的情感,她便将会逐渐失去自己的客观xing,变得越来越像人类。 Ning Que starts to think that this matter gradually becomes interesting. 宁缺开始觉得这件事情渐渐变得有意思起来。 The West Ling temple is ruling this world, in the past to provide for the knowledge defended in the view these elders of physical disabilities, the wealth from various countries sent in the green hills continuously, these in cavern always said that even luxurious enough to can use the fur of snowfield great wolf, when mattress, now the West Ling temple is consecrating Vast Sky, when Vast Sky wanted to eat meal, had many rare and precious food to be delivered to Peach Mountain conceivably. 西陵神殿统治着这个世界,当年为了供养知守观里那些残障长老,来自各国的金银财宝源源不断地送入青青群山之中,洞窟里的那些老道,甚至奢侈到可以用雪原巨狼的毛皮当褥子,如今西陵神殿供奉着昊天,当昊天想要吃饭的时候,可以想象有多少珍稀的食材被送到了桃山上。 A white clothing girl has taken into the kitchen Ning Que. He has not thought that having kitchen can cultivate also wants the resplendent in gold and jade green kitchen when compared with the imperial palace, he has not seen so many rare and precious food, looks that near the wall the cabbage builds the hill likely generally the bear's paws, looks in the pond the pickles are soaking likely generally carelessly the treating becoming dry wing, cannot bear shake the head, said: „Does temple prepare to change professions the restaurant?” 一名白衣女童把宁缺带进了灶房。他从来没有想到过,有灶房能够修的比皇宫还要金碧辉煌的灶房时,他也从来没有看到过如此多的珍稀食材,看着墙边像白菜一般垒成小山的熊掌,看着池中像腌菜一般胡乱泡着的待发干翅,忍不住摇了摇头,说道:“神殿准备改行开餐馆？” The small face of that white clothing girl suppresses somewhat red, she and companion lived in six months in the bright temple, enjoyed the infinite honor, actually nobody dares to speak with them, although they sincere to saying, but is young, is listening to the Ning Que words, nearly smiles to make noise: „Bear's paws are used to hang the soup, the shark fin is used to simmer the juice, today's main food in behind, you...... Do one have a look?” 那名白衣女童的小脸憋的有些红,她和同伴在光明神殿里住了半年时间,享受了无限的荣光,却没有人敢和她们说话,她们虽然虔心向道,但毕竟年龄还小,听着宁缺的话,险些笑出声来:“熊掌是用来吊汤的,鱼翅是用来煨汁的,今天的主食材在后面,您……自己去看看？” „Luxurious, was too luxurious.” “奢侈,太奢侈了。” Ning Que passes through in these rare and precious food, the feeling is recalling with emotion, in Academy collected one group of gluttons, the teacher is through the ages the first big glutton, only feared that has not seen this grade of battle formation. 宁缺在那些珍稀食材间走过,感慨想着,书院里汇集了一堆吃货,老师更是古往今来第一大吃货,只怕也没有见过这等阵势。 Before arriving at the stove, looks that the iron saucepan big shovel varnishes with various type seasonings, he nods satisfied, then asked: „What dish did she most like eating recently?” 来到灶前,看着铁锅大铲明油和各式调料,他满意地点点头,然后问道:“她最近最爱吃什么菜？” The white clothing girl carefully thinks that said: „Master is not nitpicking to food, but there are time us to ask a chef to make the bowl harsh dough sheet soup from Chang An City specially, the master was very probably happy.” 白衣女童认真地想了想,说道:“主人对食物并不挑剔,不过有次我们专门从长安城找了个厨子做了碗酸辣面片汤,主人好像很高兴。” Ning Que understood. 宁缺明白了。 ...... …… ...... …… Today the supper of bright temple is very simple, is simple, somewhat is simply pale to face sè of two white clothing girls being responsible for suspending plate , was extremely worried that Sang Sang does not meet happily. 今天光明神殿的晚餐很简单,非常简单,简单到负责摆碟布席的两名白衣女童的脸sè有些苍白,非常担心桑桑会不高兴。 Ning Que made one plate of vinegars to soak the azure radish, burnt the earthen bowl radish to cook pig's feet, has stirred fry a water spinach, has made the bowl of egg-yolk bean curds, used was the most common food, the white clothing girl is anxious, suggested that he at least must change into crab meat the egg-yolk, was rejected by him without hesitation. 宁缺做了一碟醋泡青菜头,烧了钵萝卜炖腊猪蹄,炒了一盘空心菜,做了碗蛋黄豆腐,用的都是最普通的食材,白衣女童很是惴惴不安,建议他至少要把蛋黄换成蟹黄,也被他毫不犹豫地拒绝。 The dinner table of bright temple is also very big, enters the dwelling to be bigger than four of common families, that several simple dish is placed on the tabletop, appears even more poor. 光明神殿的餐桌也很大,比寻常人家的四进宅院还要大,那几盘简单的菜摆在桌面上,显得愈发寒酸。 Under Sang Sang in the dinner table is implicated, Ning Que stands side her, gave her abundantly the bowl of pig's feet soup, gave her abundantly bowl of cooked rice, two white clothing girls lowered the head, anxious could not speak. 桑桑在餐桌旁坐下,宁缺站在她身旁,给她盛了碗猪蹄汤,又给她盛了碗白米饭,两名白衣女童低着头,紧张的说不出话来。 Looks on the table that several poor dish, Sang Sang silent a while, her anything words had not said that also has not lost one's temper, received the rice bowl that Ning Que hands over to start to eat food. 看着桌上那几盘寒酸的菜,桑桑沉默了一会儿,她什么话都没有说,也没有动怒,接过宁缺递过来的饭碗开始进食。 The speed that she eats meal is quick, so was quick like the past years, reason that in the past was quick, was because after she finished eating the food, but must wipe the table to wash dishes, reason that now she is quick, was because ate food regarding her is only a custom, with absorbed energy irrelevant, was not enjoyment of humanity. 她吃饭的速度很快,就像当年那样快,当年之所以快,是因为她吃完饭后,还要抹桌子洗碗,现在她之所以快,是因为进食对于她来说只是一种习惯,和吸收能量无关,更不是什么人类的享受。 Not how long, that several dish then eaten similar, she has had three bowls of cooked rice, then sets out to leave, although has not spoken, but felt that should be quite satisfied. 没有过多长时间,那几盘菜便被吃的差不多,她吃了三碗白米饭,然后起身离开,虽然没有说话,但感觉应该还是比较满意。 Ning Que looks that formerly that white clothing girl smiled, sits to the dinner table by, has drawn the rice bucket, remnant Tang Shengzhi in tray, has eaten but actually very much fragrantly. 宁缺看着先前那名白衣女童笑了笑,坐到餐桌旁,拉过饭桶,把盘子里的残汤剩炙倒了进去,很香甜地吃了起来。 Before she often had the leftover dish food left over, now was one's turn him. 以前她经常吃剩菜剩饭,现在轮到他了。 Before finished eating the food is she washes dishes, now was one's turn him. 以前吃完饭都是她洗碗,现在轮到他了。 After Ning Que washes the dish, is somewhat backbreaking, he pounds the back to turn back the temple, discovered that day sè was black, wants to lighten the lamp in stone wall, actually discovered that somebody has prepared to sleep well. 宁缺洗完碗后,有些腰酸背痛,他捶着背走回神殿,发现天sè已黑,想要把石壁上的灯点亮,却发现某人已经准备安寝。 First makes a bed pack of quilts, then hits the hot water, redundant daytime washing foot process. 先铺床叠被,再打来热水,重复白天的洗脚过程。 Sang Sang takes back the both feet, enters in the bedding, closes the eye slowly. 桑桑收回双脚,伸入被褥里,缓缓闭上眼睛。 Ning Que the remaining water for foot-washing, are washing their foot cleanly, top the wind and snow to pour into the precipice the water for foot-washing again, rubs both hands to run back the bedside, sat. 宁缺就着剩下的洗脚水,把自己的脚洗干净,再顶着风雪把洗脚水倒进绝壁,搓着双手跑回床边,坐了上去。 Sang Sang opens both eyes, the facial expression is indifferently fearful. 桑桑睁开双眼,神情漠然而可怕。 Ning Que explained very much earnestly: „According to the truth, I should warm the bed for you at this time.” 宁缺很认真地解释道:“按道理,我这时候应该替你暖床。” Sang Sang frowns slightly, somewhat tires of hatred to be disgruntled. 桑桑微微蹙眉,有些厌憎不悦。 Ning Que has not seen her response likely, said with a smile: „Your former body was cold, has not warmed the bed to succeed for me, but I may have the fiery body.” 宁缺像是没有看到她的反应,笑着说道:“你以前身子冷,从来没有替我暖床成功过,但我可拥有火热的身躯。” ...... …… ...... …… ( Yesterday's that chapter of erroneous character were somewhat many, I revised, has also adjusted some words and expressions, discovered that really needs to revise, later wrote, if time were abundant, strove to achieve.)( To be continued.) （昨天那章错别字有些多,我修改的时候,把有些字句也调整了下,发现果然还是需要修改,以后写的时候,如果时间充裕,争取能做到。）(未完待续。)