#889: Sang Sang is oppressive my a lot of ( Part 1 )
„In worldeachdeath, met again after a long separation.”
“世间每一次死亡,都是久别重逢。”OutsideChang An City, the drunkardhad saidtoNing Quesucha few words, healwaysdoes not wantto understandmeaning, untilat this moment, him the meaning of clearthese wordsis the invitation.
在长安城外,酒徒曾经对宁缺说过这样一句话,他始终没有想明白其中的意思,直到此时此刻,他才明白这句话的意思是邀请。These wordsareSang Sangmake the drunkardrephrase in own wordstohim.
这句话是桑桑让酒徒转述给他的。In the Vast Skyreligious doctrine, followerdeaththenreturns tobrightGod Country, returned to the bosom of Vast Sky, ifheis willingto submit to her, then after dying, naturally can also foreverwithherin the same place.
在昊天教义中,信徒死亡便是回到光明神国,回到昊天的怀抱,他如果愿意臣服于她,那么死后自然也能永远和她在一起。Whatis calledto submit to? Naturally is Ning QuerelievesamongthelifewithSang Sangto relate.
什么叫做臣服?自然便是宁缺解除与桑桑之间的本命联系。AlthoughsheisVast Sky, mustobeyin the rule of Vast Skyworld, whenshediscovered when oneare unable to cut offthisfatality of this world, then can only hope that Ning Quehandlethismatter.
她虽然是昊天,也要服从于昊天世界的规则,当她发现自己无法斩断这段尘缘时,便只能希望宁缺自己来做这件事情。Vast Skywill not deceive the common peopleinitially the whole worldto chase down the female of King of Hell, is notshein the deceitcommon people, butwas hoodwinked the worldcriminal of both eyesby the dustwas wrongshe saying that mustbestowNing Quetoeternal, thenhadeternalinevitably, even if the reply of Ning Queweresuchimpoliteness, shestilldid not prepareto change the mind.昊天不会欺骗世人当初举世追杀冥王之女,也不是她在欺骗世人,而是被尘埃蒙蔽双眼的世人犯的错她说要赐宁缺以永恒,那么必然有永恒,哪怕宁缺的回答是那样的无礼,她依然不准备改变主意。IfmakesHeadmasterknow that Vast Skywill lower the sobiggodto bestowunexpectedly, going crazy that canenvy, the Ning Quemooddoes not havewhatchange. Heis staring athereye , to continue saying: „Goddid not negotiatewith the common people, why do youwantto negotiatewithme? Likesme? Is afraidme?”
如果让掌教知道昊天居然会降下如此大的神赐,一定会嫉妒的发疯,宁缺的心情却没有什么变化。他盯着她的眼睛,继续说道:“神不与世人谈判,你为什么要和我谈判?喜欢我?还是害怕我?”„Youare notmycitizens, thereforeIcanforgive the crime that youcommit, Itire ofhatetheserecollections, but, youenoughrespects and lovestome, thereforeIgiveyourgodto bestow.”
“你不是我的子民,所以我可以宽恕你犯下的罪,我厌憎那些回忆,但在其中,你对我足够敬爱,所以我予你神赐。”On the face of Sang Sangdoes not haveanymood, tranquilmakingpersonpalpitation.桑桑的脸上没有任何情绪,平静的令人心悸。„That yearinChang An CityDesheng Restaraunt, youhidinmydrinksJiujiangdoubleto steam, youdrankwas very happythathas forgottenLong Qing, Long Qingwantedmeto make a gift of what one has received as a giftyoutohim, Isaidhisfreshwas very beautiful.”
“那年在长安城得胜居,你躲在我的身后喝九江双蒸,你喝的很高兴,把隆庆都忘了,隆庆要我把你转赠给他,我说他生的很美。”Ning Quelooks that herordinaryfacesaid: „Youbleachnowchangefat, but how to seeis notbeautiful, butIwantalsoto speakthose wordstoyouat this timereallyvery much.”宁缺看着她普通的脸说道:“你现在变白变胖了很多,但怎么看都算不上美,可我这时候真的很想对你也说一遍那句话。”Sinceyourfreshis so beautiful, thendo not thinkwas so beautiful, in the passinglife, I do not respect and lovetoyou, butloves, why can Isubmit to you?
既然你生的这么美,那么就不要想的这么美了,在过往的人生里,我对你并不是敬爱,而是疼爱,我凭什么要臣服于你?Sang Sangsaid: „Inmymemory, you are the person who fears deathvery much.”桑桑说道:“在我的记忆里,你是一个很怕死的人。”Ning Quesaid: „ YoushouldalsorememberthatIfeared something exceed the life and death.宁缺说道:“那你应该也记得,我怕有些事情胜过生死。Sang Sangsaid: „Whatmatter?”桑桑说道:“什么事情?”Ning Quereplied: „For exampleyou, for exampleIandyourrelations.”宁缺回答道:“比如你,比如我与你的关系。”Sang Sangsaid: „Even if will therefore be killedbyme, aren't youwillingto submit to me?”桑桑说道:“所以哪怕会被我杀死,你也不愿意臣服于我?”Ning Quesaid: „ In fact, Ido not think that youwill killme, thereforeIhave the courageto standhere.宁缺说道:“事实上,我不认为你会杀死我,所以我才有勇气站在这里。Sang Sangfrownsslightly, said: „Why won't Ikillyou?”桑桑微微蹙眉,说道:“我为什么不会杀你?”„Becauseyouaremylife.”
“因为你是我的本命。”„Therefore?”
“所以?”„IfIdie, youwill also die.”
“如果我死,你也会死。”„Vast Skywill never die.”
“昊天永远不死。”„Butwill be washedwhite, newbornVast SkyoriginalVast Sky? YouleaveVast SkyGod Country, youexisted, youhavein the recollection of the human world, yourbodyhasthesedust and aura, youhad the self-consciousness, you are the life, as long as the lifewas not then willing dead, is not willingto losenow.”
“但会被洗白,新生的昊天还是原先的昊天吗?你离开昊天神国,你已经存在,你有在人间的回忆,你的身上有那些尘埃与气息,你已经有自我的意识,你便是生命,但凡生命便不愿死去,不愿失去现在的自我。”Ning Quelooks athereye, said: „We can only be contemporaneous, oraltogetherdies, thereforeyoudo not dareto go toChang An, does not dareto killme, evendoes not dareto seeme.”宁缺看着她的眼睛,说道:“我们只能同生,或者共死,所以你不敢去长安,不敢杀我,甚至不敢见我。”Sang Sangsaid: „Is together eternalwithme, why not?”桑桑说道:“与我一道永恒,有何不可?”Ning Quesaid: „What is this? Iwantin the same place, is notthistypein the same place, whatIwantistwoeach otherindependentexistencesin the same place, wecanbe in one, butcannotbe in one, becausesuchthendoes not haveyouandI, thencannot feelyouandI, thisthendoes not have the significance.”宁缺说道:“这算什么?我要的在一起,不是这种在一起,我要的是两个彼此独立的存在在一起,我们可以合为一体,但不能合为一体,因为那样便没有你和我,便感受不到你和我,这便没有意义。”Sang Sangsaid: „WhatAcademyalwaysbelieves is interesting.”桑桑说道:“书院向来信奉的是有意思。”Ning Quesaid: „Ifcanseek forsomesignificances, how could it not be better?”宁缺说道:“如果能寻找到一些意义,岂不更好?”Sang Sangsaid: „Igive the drunkard and butcher, cangiveyou, thatinevitablyisobjectiveindependenceeternal of God Country, youdo not needto be worried aboutdisappearing of self-awareness.”桑桑说道:“我给酒徒和屠夫的,也可以给予你,那必然是客观的独立的神国之永恒,你不需要担心自我意识的泯灭。”Ning Quesaid: „Butneedsto submit to you.”宁缺说道:“但还是需要臣服于你。”Sang Sangsaid: „Alllives, mustsubmit to me.”桑桑说道:“所有的生命,都必须臣服于我。”Ning Quesaid: „Ido not accept.”宁缺说道:“我不接受。”Sang Sangsaid: „Why?”桑桑说道:“为什么?”Ning Quesaid: „Becauseyouaremywoman.”宁缺说道:“因为你是我的女人。”Sang Sanghas not understoodthese words the meaning.桑桑没有明白这句话的意思。Ning Quevisitsher saying: „Sinceyouaremywoman, then can only yousubmit to me, regardless on the bedon the dining table, shouldbeyoulistens tome.”宁缺看着她说道:“既然你是我的女人,那么就只能你臣服于我,无论在床上还是在饭桌上,都应该是你听我的话。”Sang Sangthineyebrowmicropressed, said: „How can youachievethis point?”桑桑的细眉微蹙,说道:“你如何能够做到这一点?”Ning Quelooks that shesaidcalmly: „Likethatnightby the hotsea, yourefuses to acceptmeto holdyouto take.”宁缺看着她平静说道:“就像在热海旁那夜一样,你不服我就操到你服。”
The Sang Sangfacial expressionhas not changed, the brightLiuYeeyesdeep place, trillionstarsare actually destroying.桑桑的神情没有变化,明亮的柳叶眼深处,却有亿万颗星辰正在毁灭。Herhandno longeris the gentleuniverse, butis the angryuniverse.
她的手不再是温柔的宇宙,而是愤怒的宇宙。Ning Quefelt that a formidableinvincible mightarrivestoownbody, the innumerablemountainpeak voltagesin the shoulder, the kneestartpsstto make noise, as ifmomentarilypossiblybreaks off.宁缺感觉到一股强大的神威降临到自己的身上,无数座山峰压在肩头,膝盖开始吱吱作响,似乎随时可能折断。Hefeelsclearly, oneselfare shakingherhandissuchcoldness and dignity. Hiseye and earstartto keepbleedingoutward, tick-tockfallson the flat roof before foot.
他清晰地感觉到,自己握着的她的手是那样的寒冷而威严。他的眼睛与耳朵开始向外不停淌血,滴滴答答落在脚前的露台上。Onhisfacespreadcompletely the bloody water, actuallystillcould not block from the somewhatpleasedsmiling face: „Theseyears, have a matterInot to thinkclearly. Yousoare why good, suchdiligentcompetent, actually many peoplealwaysdo not likeyou, theylikeShanshan, likesYilan, evenlikesLi Yuthatidiot, does not likeyou.”
他的脸上涂满了血水,却依然遮不住有些快意的笑容:“这些年,有件事情我一直想不明白。为什么你这么好,这么勤快能干,却有很多人始终不喜欢你,他们喜欢山山,喜欢依兰,甚至喜欢李渔那个白痴,就是不喜欢你。”„Iam until now clear, thatisbecause the peoplecannot feelonyourbodyare the sentiment and heat degree of humanity, becauseyoutrulyare nothumanity.”
“直到现在我才明白,那是因为人们在你的身上感受不到属于人类的感情与热度,因为你确实不是人类。”Hestares at the eye of Sang Sang saying: „Youmake the teacherascend to heaven, teachermakesyoufall to the ground, youare the god of keeping aloof, Iactuallymustturn into a personyou, ifthisis a war, then isourpriest and discipleandbetween you war. Iclearlyfeel the hatred of anger in yourbodywithtiring ofnow, theseareonly thenhumanityhas the mood that Ithink that thisis the dawn of victory.”
他盯着桑桑的眼睛说道:“你让老师登天,老师让你落地,你是高高在上的神,我却要把你变成一个人,如果说这是一场战争,那么便是我们师徒二人和你之间的战争。我现在清晰地感受到你身体里的愤怒与厌憎,那些都是只有人类才有的情绪,我想这就是胜利的曙光。”VoiceFangLuo, hetreads the previousstep, thenmusthug the bosomher, the left handexecutescharacterDivine Talisman, the cagelives inownbodytogether, simultaneouslystartsto summonownlifein the consciousness.
话音方落,他踏前一步,便要把她搂进怀里,左手施出一道字神符,笼住自己的身体,同时在意识里开始召唤自己的本命。Hestartsto summonSang Sang.
他开始召唤桑桑。On the cliff of that yearsnowlakeside, hesangfirstto understandthissongtoSang Sanghear of Sang Sang, understoodhein the summon and invitation that in the songsent out.
在那年雪湖畔的山崖上,他唱了首曲给桑桑听桑桑听懂了这首曲子,明白了他在曲子里发出的召唤与邀请。
Different throughinvitation that the drunkardrephrased in own wordswithher, thatinvitationwassuchclose, means the absoluteobedience, even ifwere the threat of shadowandKing of Hell of deathis unable to tear.
和她通过酒徒转述的邀请不同,那个邀请是那样的紧密,意味着绝对的服从即便是死亡的阴影和冥王的恐吓都无法撕裂开来。Anyhas the life of independent consciousness, canin the instinctconflictfacing this unilateralrelationabsolutelyultimatelyaccepts, needsto strugglefor a long time.
任何有自主意识的生命,面对这样绝对单方面的联系都会本能里抵触就算最终接受,也需要很长时间去挣扎。Butat that timestoodSang Sangoncliffnotanyhesitant, has not struggledthenagreed withthisinvitation, becausethenshe was also notVast Sky, shewashisyoungmaidservant.
但当时站在崖上的桑桑没有任何犹豫,更没有挣扎便同意了这个邀请,因为当时的她还不是昊天,她本来就是他的小侍女。Oncethisliferelationestablishes, thenindestructible, even if Vast Skyis unable to cut offvoluntarily, thereforeSang Sangcomplexioninstantaneousmicrowhite, thineyebrowpressedis tighter.
本命联系一旦建立,便坚不可摧即便是昊天也无法自行斩断,所以桑桑的脸色瞬间微白,细眉蹙的更紧。
In this is Academyplansmost essentialonepoint, accuratethiswasMasterbroughtSang Sangto travellast yearextension of the human world, wasNing Quedaresto leaveChang Anto arrive at the reason of West Lingtemple.
这便是书院计划里最关键的一环,准确来说这是夫子去年带着桑桑游历人间的延续,也是宁缺敢于离开长安来到西陵神殿的原因。Lifecannotreject the order of Cultivator.
没有本命物能够拒绝修行者的命令。However the followingdevelopment, has surpassed the anticipation of Ning Que, becauseSang Sangbecameexcept for the complexionwhite, the azuresleeveshivered the numberto flickerslightly, withoutany otherchanges.
然而接下来的发展,超出了宁缺的意料,因为桑桑除了脸色变得白了些,青袖微微颤抖了数瞬,没有任何别的变化。Shedoes not havesuchstupor that such asherequests, drops down, hecannotembrace into the bosomher.
她没有如他要求的那样昏迷,倒下,他也未能把她揽入怀中。BecausesheisVast Sky, sheis notordinarylife, is not the swordor the symbol, is not a rosary, sheis the objectiverule, althoughmustobeyin the rule of thislife, becauseoneselfisnearlyinfiniteexistence, thereforewithherrelatedrule, wantsto realize, a needbiggerstrength, the direct proportionsuch ascan the giant stone on clifffall, obeys the rule, whenmoststartsto promote the giant stone, strength that needsto be hardto imagine.
因为她是昊天,她不是普通的本命物,不是剑或符,也不是念珠,她是客观的规则,虽然要服从于本命的规则,但因为自身是近乎无限的存在,所以与她相关的规则,想要实现,需要更大的力量,正比如可以山崖上的巨石落下,也是服从规则,但最开始推动巨石时,需要难以想象的力量。Ning Quenowispowerhouse who the human worldhave several, hisPsyche Poweris very vigorous, when buthewantsdirectlyto controlVast Skywith the consciousness, appearssomewhatis still tinyandlaughable.宁缺现在是人间有数的强者,他的念力很雄浑,但当他想要直接用意识控制昊天时,依然显得有些渺小而可笑。Sang Sanghas not smiled, unemotionallylooks atNing Que.桑桑没有笑,面无表情地看着宁缺。Ning Quediscovered that Snow Mountain and the Ocean of Qi in within the bodyis deadlockedby the rule that oneselfare unable to understandinstantaneously, thengraduallycollapses, Overwhelming Qidispersesalong with the night wind, helostallstrengths.宁缺发现体内的雪山气海被自己无法理解的规则瞬间锁死,然后逐渐崩溃,浩然气随夜风而散,他失去了所有的力量。Sang Sangloosens the handslowly.桑桑缓缓松开手。
The hand of Ning Queno longerbygentlewaterBaoRong, the bodysuddenlychangeslight, the both feetleaves the groundgradually, the bodyis swayedby the night wind, the rearwardplundersuncontrolledfloating.宁缺的手不再被温柔的水包融,身体忽然变轻,双脚渐渐离开地面,身体被夜风吹拂着,不受控制地向后方飘掠。Helooks like the dandelion the news briefto flutterto the place above of brighttemple, thentiedbydozensinvisiblestrengths, seemslooks like the spider webcentralpitifulsmallreptile.
他像蒲公英的花絮般飘到光明神殿的上方,便被数十道无形的力量缚住,看上去就像是蛛网中央可怜的小爬虫。In any eventstruggles, cannot get rid ofthesesilk threadseventually, becausethesesilk threadsare the rules, Ning Quehas not struggled, looks that drips the bloody water that slowlyfalls, is silent.
无论如何挣扎,终究摆脱不了那些丝线,因为那些丝线都是规则,宁缺没有挣扎,看着身上缓缓淌落的血水,沉默不语。Sang Sangcrosses the hands behind the backto arrive under, calmlyvisitshim, on the face and eyepupildoes not haveanymood, israises the headobviouslyis looking, feelingactuallylikelyinbird's eye viewentirethe human world.桑桑负手走到下方,静静看着他,脸上和眼眸里没有任何情绪,明明是仰首在看,感觉却像是在俯瞰整个人间。Shelooked athisoneeyes, hehas then defeated, becausesheisVast Sky. ButNing Queknowsonehave not been defeatedcompletely, becausehehas not died, shestillhislife.
她只是看了他一眼,他便败了,因为她是昊天。但宁缺知道自己还没有完全失败,因为他还没有死,她依然还是他的本命。Ning Questartsto ponder how to continuethisfight, thisfightnotanyprecedent, the fight of smallMartial UncleorMasterorLiu Baiis different, object who hecannotstudy.宁缺开始思考怎样继续这场战斗,这场战斗没有任何先例,无论是小师叔还是夫子或是柳白的战斗都不一样,他没有可以学习的对象。Hisponderis suspended, because of a suddensevere pain.
他的思考被迫中断,因为一场突如其来的剧痛。
The shoes on hisfootdisruptpiece by piece, then the fleshdisruptspiece by piece, the bloodis bringing the blood clot, keepsflaking, after looking likehas drenched the innumerableday of rain the outer surfacebyinsolation.
他脚上的鞋片片碎裂,然后肌肤片片碎裂,鲜血带着血块,不停地剥落,就像是淋了无数天雨又被曝晒后的墙皮。In the wink of an eye, hisfootwas then separatedby the innumerableslightspaces, the innumerableflesh and bloodwere cut the tinyandneatshape, keepstocounting100 feet the templeground in aspectfalls, hisfootremaining the bones of the dead, abovehas only been smudging the bloody water and meatfilings, the picturelooksextremelyterroristly.
瞬息之间,他的脚便被无数细微的空间所割裂,无数血肉被切割成细小而规整的形状,不停向数十丈下方面的神殿地面落去,他的脚只剩下了白骨,上面涂抹着血水与肉屑,画面看着极其恐怖。Shouldmakepostponementdesirably, although the speed of spacecuttingis fast, but can still makeNing Queseethisterrifyingprocessclearly, whatis most essential, hehasenoughtimeexperiencethispain.
应该是做了刻意的延缓,空间切削的速度虽然快,但依然能够让宁缺清晰地看到这个恐怖的过程,最关键的是,他有足够的时间体会这种痛楚。Ning Quethis whole lifehas receivedmanywounds, had also accepted the penalty of mounted banditon the wilderness, buthehas not felt the soclearandterrifyingpain.宁缺这辈子受过很多伤,在荒原上也曾经领受过马贼的刑罚,但他从来没有感觉过如此清晰而恐怖的痛苦。Hislippalepiece, the beads of sweat of soybeansizeseep out, fallsto the templeground of under foot, in the lightsound, has dilutedtheseflesh and blood.
他的嘴唇青白一片,黄豆般大小的汗珠渗出,向脚下的神殿地面落去,啪啪轻响声里,将那些血肉冲淡了些。Is full of the dignifiedsoundtogether, keepsreverberatinginhisSea of Consciousness, looks like the tens of thousandssurfacebig drumis also rapping, is a tens of thousandswooden ceilingis keepingcollapsinglikely, thissoundhas the complicatedsyllable that heis unable to understand, has the exceptionallyclearwillto manifest: Thatsubmits to!
一道充满着威严的声音,在他的识海里不停回响,就像是数万面大鼓在同时敲击,又像是数万幢木楼在不停垮塌,这道声音有他无法理解的繁复音节,却也有异常清晰的意志体现:那就是臣服!
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