The south does not have the good news, only then the bad news, then has the list once in a while from the battlefield back tribe, in the list each name then represented a wild person soldier of dying. 南方没有好消息,只有坏消息,隔一段时间便有名单从战场送回部落,名单上每个名字便代表一名死去的荒人战士。 The disposition of wild person is simple, is very close with Tang people, regardless of facing what kind of difficult position, can be silent, but will not be elegant, even if the aspect is severe, when the women will wash clothes lightly will go hunting occasionally also snort|hum the ballad. 荒人的性格朴实坚毅,与唐人很接近,无论面对怎样的困境,可以沉默,但不会郁郁,即便局面严酷,妇人们洗衣打猎时偶尔还会轻哼歌谣。 As the time passes, the southern war is even more atrocious, the frequency that the list delivers is getting more and more slow, the length is getting more and more long, keeps the elderly and infirm in tribe not to have the mood to sing again, the trim wilderness becomes more and more peaceful, the atmosphere is getting more and more depressing each night, can hear the faint wail strong wild person woman, sees in the list from already son's name, is unable to bear sadly. 随着时间流逝,南方的战事愈发惨酷,名单送回来的频率越来越慢,长度却是越来越长,留在部落里的老弱妇孺们们再也没有心情唱歌,整片原野变得越来越安静,气氛越来越压抑每个夜里,都能听到隐隐的哭泣声再坚强的荒人妇女,在名单上看见自已儿子的名字,也无法忍住悲伤。 Days, are responsible for looking after Ning Que and Sang Sang that wild person woman, finally saw in the list from already son's name, she starts to sob, the neighboring woman encircles in the same place comforts her. 有一天,负责照顾宁缺和桑桑的那名荒人妇女,终于在名单上看见了自已儿子的名字,她开始哭泣,邻近的妇人围在一起安慰她。 Ning Que puts down the tent heavy curtain, before turning back the bed , to continue to give the medicine for Sang Sang. Sang Sang drank two then to anchor, looked up him saying: „What significance do we hide have here? I must die eventually.” 宁缺放下帐蓬沉重的门帘,走回床前继续替桑桑喂药。桑桑喝了两口便停住,抬起头来看着他说道:“我们藏在这里有什么意义？我终究是要死的。” „Does not use the compunction, wild person is the same with us, did not accommodate in Shi, even if they have not given shelter to us, West Ling temple and Central Plains these countries, will not allow them to continue to go on living.” Ning Que said. “不用内疚,荒人和我们一样,本就不容于世,就算他们没有收留我们,西陵神殿和中原的那些国家,也不会允许他们继续活下去。”宁缺说道。 Sang Sang shakes the head gently, said: „But if we do not come, they will not die is so quick.” 桑桑轻轻摇头,说道:“但如果我们不来,他们不会死的这么快。” Spoke these words, she spreads out palm, looks that in the palm that black board game piece starts to be in a daze, this board game piece on the Lan Ke Temple last game of chess, only that she falls. 说完这句话,她摊开手掌,看着掌心里那颗黑色棋子开始发呆,这颗棋子是在烂柯寺最后一局棋上,她落的唯一那颗子。 The person who in the tribe dies are getting more and more, her sickness is getting more and more serious. The tent is getting more and more cold, the surfaces of all matters turned round on the frost, only then the black board game piece in her hand as before mildly as before. 部落里死的人越来越多,她的病越来越重。帐蓬越来越冷,所有物事的表面都覆上了一层浅浅的霜,只有她手里的这颗黑色棋子依旧温润如故。 Ning Que hugs the bosom to say her: „Does not need to be worried, even if the wild person cannot withstand, we can also go to the north side, we can have a look at the hot sea the scenery, First Senior Brother saying that piece of sea, although was freezing, but if can break the ice to get down. Also can find several peony fish, the Old Yellow cow very much likes eating, the flavor should be good.” 宁缺把她抱进怀里说道:“不用担心,就算荒人顶不住,我们还可以去北边,我们可以去看看热海的风景,大师兄说那片海虽然冻着了,但如果能破开冰下去。还能找到几条牡丹鱼,老黄牛都很爱吃,味道应该不错。” Sang Sang said: „You know that I am not worried about these.” 桑桑说道:“你知道我并不担心这些。” Ning Que is silent. 宁缺沉默。 Sang Sang said in a low voice: „Runs away Suspended Temple from Lan Ke Temple, runs away from the wilderness to toward Yang City, runs away again the wilderness, finally runs away here, I really am running away tired......” 桑桑低声说道:“从烂柯寺逃到悬空寺,从荒原逃到朝阳城,再逃到荒原,最后逃到这里,我实在是逃的累了……” Ning Que wants to say anything, was prevented by her. 宁缺想说些什么,被她阻止。 Sang Sang said: „In toward Yang City. You have spoken a few words to me. You said that in the future and death resembled actually very much, if has been doomed, that worry then did not have any significance, if can change, we do not need to worry, only needed to try hard to change.” 桑桑说道:“在朝阳城里。你对我说过一段话。你说未来和死亡其实很相像,如果已经注定,那烦恼便没有任何意义,如果可以改变,那我们更没有必要烦恼,只需要努力去改变。” Ning Que said: „This was the teacher says.” 宁缺说道:“这是老师说的。” Sang Sang said: „The world is very big, but does not have the place to make me really go on living, we are clear, the result cannot change, why do we also want to worry? The death then means that does not have the future. When the change, we should not try the society to accept.” 桑桑说道:“世界很大,但真的没有地方能够让我活下去,我们都清楚,结局已经改变不了了,那我们为什么还要烦恼？死亡便意味着没有未来。在改变不了的时候,我们难道不应该试着学会接受。” Ning Que said with a smile: „These words said is very good.” 宁缺笑着说道:“这句话说的很好。” Sang Sang micro lowers the head bashfully. 桑桑微羞低头。 Ning Que said: „Has not thought that my family Sang Sang currently very much has the big small family elder sister's style.” 宁缺说道:“没想到我家桑桑现在很有大家小姐的风范。” Sang Sang said: „I am a young maidservant.” 桑桑说道:“我就是个小侍女。” Ning Que said: „And does not raise Zengjing big scholar is the father of your this body, only said that you are the young lady of King of Hell, society also whose status can be more honored than you.” 宁缺说道:“且不提曾静大学士是你这身子的亲生父亲,只说你是冥王家的大小姐,人世间还有谁的身份能比你更尊贵。” The Sang Sang Ning Que hitting joke has not continued then, because she knows that he said these words want to change the topic, said: „I do not want to continue to hide.” 桑桑没有接着宁缺的打趣话继续说下去,因为她知道他说这番话是想岔开话题,说道:“我不想继续躲藏了。” Ning Que silent long time, asked: „Why? Thought that the conscience is restless? Thought that like this hides to come to hide to look like the mouse of street very much? In childhood I had said to you, so long as can go on living, no matter everybody shouted target of universal detestation that hit, poisonous snake that everybody dreaded. Should do.” 宁缺沉默了很长时间,问道:“为什么？觉得良心不安？还是觉得这样躲来藏去很像过街的老鼠？小时候我就对你说过,只要能活下去,不管是人人喊打的过街老鼠,还是人人畏惧的毒蛇。都应该去做。” Sang Sang said: „I know that from was impossible to live again long time, such being the case, why can make the mouse or the poisonous snake? If this is the conscience is restless, then.” 桑桑说道:“我知道自已不可能再活很长时间,既然如此,为什么要去做老鼠或毒蛇？如果说这是良心不安,那么便是吧。” „Perhaps we are destined to such laborious place live.” “也许我们命中注定就要这么辛苦的地活着。” „What is destined?” “什么是命中注定？” „Chance?” “机缘？” „Teacher said that I am his chance, what then my chance is?” “老师说,我是他的机缘,那么我的机缘是什么？” „Your chance naturally is I.” “你的机缘当然就是我。” „Do not speak the joke. Why does not know, I always thought that should go to the south from this time.” “不要说笑话。不知道为什么,我总觉得自已这时候应该去南方。” „Goes to the south side dead.” “去南边会死。” „Does not go also dead.” “不去也会死。” „Reasonable.” “有道理。” Ning Que is actually very clear. If Sang Sang appeared in the battlefield of south wilderness at this time, the matter that is most likely to have died not necessarily, actually likely dying was more fearful. 宁缺其实很清楚。如果桑桑这时候出现在南方荒原的战场上,最有可能发生的事情不见得是死亡,却很可能比死亡更可怕。 He said: „Said that lives lively. solitary dies, if must die, truly should have a sight lively ceremony, moreover perhaps toward the blind alley , can also seek the fresh opportunity.” 他说道:“都说热闹地活。孤单地死,如果真要死,确实应该有个风风光光热热闹闹的仪式,而且往死路里去,也许还能寻到生的机会。” Sang Sang saw him to agree from already the opinion, has smiled happily. 桑桑见他同意了自已的意见,开心地笑了起来。 Although does not know the special details in southern battlefield, but can feel obviously from the atmosphere of wild person tribe, the aspect that the wild person faces is getting more and more severe, even the woman in tribe, in starting to prepare the leather armor weapon, momentarily on the possible front to join the fight. 虽然不知道南方战场上的具体情况,但从荒人部落的气氛里可以明显感觉到,荒人面临的局面越来越严峻,甚至就连部落里的妇人,都已经在开始准备皮甲兵器,随时可能上前线加入战斗。 According to Ning Que most formerly plan, used the wild person tribe to block the Central Plains allied armies some time, looked that the Sang Sang condition can change for the better, then he brought Sang Sang to go to extremely the northern cold territory again, even if went to the hot sea bank to be the savage, cannot be held by the Buddha and Dao two powerhouses, however the Sang Sang condition not only has not gotten better, instead became more and more serious, particularly Sang Sang has not been willing to continue to become a fugitive, then all then rested. 按照宁缺最先前的计划,利用荒人部落挡住中原联军一段时间,看桑桑的病情能不能得到好转,然后他再带着桑桑去极北寒域,哪怕去热海畔做野人,也不能被佛道两宗的强者抓住,然而桑桑的病情非但没有好转,反而变得越来越严重,尤其是桑桑自已不愿意继续逃亡,那么一切便休。 After making the decision, does not know that was the spirit had the reason of imposition place finally, the Sang Sang spirit became fairly good, no longer looked like few days ago like that ill and weary always wants to sleep, the chill/yin cold aura in within the body was getting more and more heavy, she had some appetites, one bowl of meat gruel were eaten put down most probably. 做出决定之后,不知道是不是精神终于有了安放处的原因,桑桑的精神变得稍好了些,不再像前些日子那般恹恹地总想睡觉,体内的阴寒气息越来越重,她却有了些食欲,一碗肉粥被吃了大半才放下。 Ning Que has heated cauldron hot water, takes a bath for her. Sang Sang sits in the cauldron, cold air overflows, the low-quality wood under pot continues to burn, in addition the hot symbol, has been able to guarantee that the flame does not extinguish. 宁缺烧了一大锅热水,替她洗澡。桑桑坐在大锅里,身上的寒气四溢,锅下的柴木继续燃烧着,加了火符,才能保证火焰不熄。 „This makes the person look that definitely thinks I prepared to cook to eat you.” “这让人看着,肯定以为我是准备把你炖来吃了。” Ning Que is rubbing her hair. Said with a smile. 宁缺搓揉着她的头发。笑着说道。 Sang Sang somewhat gruffly has smiled, said: „Smelly is not delicious.” 桑桑有些憨憨地笑了起来,说道:“臭臭的可不好吃。” Ning Que said: „My family Sang Sang is most delicious.” 宁缺说道:“我家桑桑最香甜可口。” Sang Sang said: „That has not seen you to eat me.” 桑桑说道:“那也没见你真把我吃了。” Ning Que said with a smile: „Who makes you always not make every effort to succeed, has been getting sick.” 宁缺笑着说道:“谁让你总不争气,一直在病着。” Sang Sang gained ground, opens the eye to look that he said earnestly: „Does not eat, but really could not eat.” 桑桑抬起头来,睁大眼睛看着他认真说道:“再不吃,可就真吃不着了。” Ning Que presses to get down her head, said: „You are not do not know that I do not like eating the meat.” 宁缺把她的脑袋按下去,说道:“你又不是不知道我不爱吃肉。” The Sang Sang grievance said: „In childhood in Wei City, all meat made you eat, in Chang An City. You like greasily side the Shui Zhu'er elder sister, where can look not to like?” 桑桑委屈说道:“小时候在渭城里,所有肉都让你吃了,在长安城里。你就喜欢腻在水珠儿姐身边,哪里看得出来不喜欢？” Ning Que had nothing to say in reply, has not to speak, took up the towel to bind to hold on her the bed, was careful these to congeal the water of ice bead to dry her on, put out Chen Jin to record the powder of family/home, was spreading on her face uniform. 宁缺无言以对,只好不说话,拿起毛巾把她裹住抱到床上,然后仔细把她身上那些已经凝成冰珠的水擦干,又拿出陈锦记家的脂粉,在她脸上匀匀地涂着。 Sang Sang looks in the mirror from already gradually the white small face, sighed saying: Black that „before always thought from lived. Afterward got sick was getting more and more white, now was also black, this black and white did not have a fate, was really troublesome.” 桑桑看着镜中自已渐白的小脸,叹气说道:“以前总觉得自已生的黑。后来病了就越来越白,如今又黑了,这黑白也没个定数,真是麻烦。” Ning Que scratches the powder for her, starts to trace the eyebrow for her, spoke thoughtlessly to say: „My family Sang Sang, thinks that black black, wants white white, is really the heavy powder wipes always a suitable young beautiful woman really pale.” 宁缺替她擦完粉,又开始替她描眉,随口应道:“我家桑桑,想黑就黑,想白就白,真真是浓妆淡抹总相宜的一个小美人儿。” Sang Sang said: „Ning Que, your present facial skin was getting more and more thick. Tells such blatant lies, facial expression is invariable.” 桑桑说道:“宁缺,你现在脸皮越来越厚了。撒这样的弥天大谎,也神情不变。” Before Ning Que is looking at carefully the body, this clean small face, visits her like the black ink eyebrow, such as the leave of grass short hair, lowered the head in her volume has kissed the mouth, has kissed the mouth on her cool lip, said: „You were very beautiful.” 宁缺端详着身前这张干干净净的小脸,看着她如墨般的眉,如草叶般的短发,低头在她额上亲了口,又在她凉凉的唇上亲了口,说道:“你本来就很美。” Sang Sang is somewhat bashful, actually bravely visits him, returns to kiss. 桑桑有些羞,却勇敢地看着他,回亲过去。 Ning Que smiled, wears the underwear for her. Pastes getting angry symbol, puts on several thick cotton to set off Qiu Fu, has been blowing a whistling to the account outside, then calmly visits her, asked: „Does this walk?” 宁缺笑了笑,替她穿好内衣。贴上火符,又套上几件厚厚的棉衬裘服,对着帐外吹了声口哨,然后静静看着她,问道:“这就走？” Sang Sang nodded, said: „Walks.” 桑桑点了点头,说道:“走吧。” Ning Que said: „That walks.” 宁缺说道:“那就走吧。” ...... …… ...... …… Goes ahead, does not need any reason. No longer stays. Ning Que and Sang Sang refused wild person tribe intense detaining even to detain, harness black Horse-drawn Carriage to go to south. 说走就走,不需要什么理由。只是不再停留。宁缺和桑桑拒绝了荒人部落激烈的挽留甚至是拦阻,驾着黑色马车向南而去。 The untold hardships come, suddenly goes. In and other First Senior Brother waited for the entire winter like initially them toward Yang City, then meets then bids good-bye. 千辛万苦而来,忽然而去。像极了当初他们在朝阳城里等大师兄等了整整一个冬天,然后相见便分手。 This behavior seems somewhat absurd, nearly the child's play, in fact actually the helpless choice under absolute difficult position, natural is false natural, in the background is the incomparably cold despair, the world does not have the place of taking shelter again greatly, becomes a fugitive not to have the direction not to have the end point, that does not have the significance. 这种行为看上去有些荒谬,近乎儿戏,实际上却是在绝对困境之下的无奈选择,潇洒都是假潇洒,底子里是无比寒冷的绝望,天下再大也没有容身之处,逃亡没有方向没有终点,那也就没有意义。 Sang Sang that the serious illness will die does not want to run away again, therefore Ning Que also no longer ran away, therefore they are pinching cold air, goes to south that stretch of battlefield, but in that flash that the decision no longer becomes a fugitive, he and she in these time that the the human world world only saves, regained some type to be called the free significance. 重病将死的桑桑不想再逃了,于是宁缺也不再逃了,于是他们挟着一身寒气,向南方那片战场而去,而正是在决定不再逃亡的那一瞬间,他和她在人间世仅存的这些时间,才重新获得了某种叫做自由的意义。 These days becoming a fugitive was forced, left is also forced, between the bright and dark wars, all matters that they handled deals, was forced, only then went to at this time tranquilly, was the choice that they made on own initiative, because only had truely represents the eternal death, was highly talented bright and dark. 这些天的逃亡是被迫的,离开也是被迫的,在光明与黑暗的战争之间,他们所做的一切事情应对,都是被迫的,只有此时平静赴死,才是他们主动做出的选择,因为唯有真正代表永恒的死亡,才高于光明与黑暗。 Sang Sang saw from already the result, knows unable to get rid, therefore she is very quiet, Ning Que wants to understand these matters, had completely understood the truth, or regarding the Sang Sang sickness, he has not had any hope, therefore he no longer fears sadly, starts to be tranquil. 桑桑已经看到了自已的结局,知道无法摆脱,所以她很平静,宁缺想明白了这些事情,看透了其中道理,或者说对于桑桑的病,他已经不抱任何希望,所以他不再恐惧悲伤,也开始平静下来。 The Big Black horse is unable to be tranquil, the hoof treads the green grass, the nose smells the wild flower fragrance, on its buttocks has fronted the thick several beast leather packings, is unable to prevent the cold air attack in carriage, between both legs already frozen passed out, it is very terrified restless. 大黑马无法平静,蹄踏青草,鼻嗅野花香,它的臀上垫了厚厚几块兽皮垫,也无法阻止车厢里的寒气侵袭,双腿间早已被冻的失去了知觉,它很是惶恐不安。 Black Horse-drawn Carriage to the opening up wasteland person tribe, in the sky that thick dark clouds moves gradually, is covering the late spring wilderness, making the green grass on wilderness gloomy. 黑色马车离开荒人部落,天空里那片厚厚的乌云渐渐移动起来,笼罩着深春的荒原,让原野上的青草都变得暗淡起来。 More than ten black crows fly along with Horse-drawn Carriage south, does not know that is the chill/yin cold aura overflow of Sang Sang within the body is getting more and more serious, the temperature of air changed low, they became peaceful. 十余只黑色乌鸦随马车南飞,不知道是不是桑桑体内的阴寒气息外溢越来越严重,以至于空气的温度变低了很多,它们变得安静了很多。 ...... …… ...... …… ( Moved false taking advantage of yesterday slept well, biological clock has moved, hopes that this time can insist a long time, should better insist that was daytime writes thing is too easy to get sleepy, in the evening also had renewal, moreover please do not forget that tomorrow will have renewal, wishing everybody weekend happy.)( To be continued. 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