Chapter 92
第92章Washing blood in blood
以血洗血Ning Quegained ground, looks that heunemotionally saying: „Thattypetiredalwayssomeadvantage, studies the fellow of Mathematical Olympiadto testAcademyMath branch of study, looks that difficultytopicwill not thinkdifficult, will only thinkespeciallydamntwo, alwayscompared withmythis whole lifestrongertiredonmany.”宁缺抬起头来,看着他面无表情说道:“不过那种累总还是有些好处的,学过奥数的家伙去考书院数科,看着那种难度的题目不会觉得难,只会觉得特他妈的二,总比我这辈子的累要强上很多。”„Came tosuch a damned placebewilderedly, in the General's Residenceauspicious day, resultbecause ofyou, the auspicious daydid not haveafter several years, allpeople of understandingdied, the fatheralsodied mother also dead, Iwas onlyfour years old, resultImustconsider that yearsurviveddiedthisdog dengissue, yousaid that Iwas tired?”
“莫名其妙来了这么个鬼地方,在将军府过了几年好日子,结果就因为你们这些人,好日子没了,认识的所有人都死了,爹也死了娘也死了,我那年才四岁,结果我就要考虑生存还是死亡这种狗屎问题,你说我累不累?”Fourththat yearhisfirsttimehas gotten hold of the hatchet, the firstmurder, thenlooks the bloody water that thesedarkenslightlyturns into the viscoussemi-solidfollowing a hatchetclassto the fingerseam, at that timeheknows that the originalChocolate fountainis a type of verydisgustingthing, afterwardhehas washed the innumerablehands, alwaysthought how unable to wash off the lightrusttaste that onthesesmell of blood and hatchetsadhere to stick cohere, thisflavorhad followedhisentire12years.
四岁那年他第一次握紧了柴刀,第一次杀人,然后看着那些微微发乌的血水顺着柴刀头流至手指缝里变成粘稠的半固体,那时候他才知道原来巧克力火锅是种很恶心的东西,事后他洗了无数遍手,却总觉得怎样也洗不掉那些血腥味和柴刀上附着的淡淡锈味,这种味道一直伴随了他整整12年时间。Heextends the right handto the rain, whatever the rain waterkeepsflushing, alwaysthinksordoes not have the meansflushingto killbetween the fingerstheseviscousblood, the face whitensaiddisappointed: „Before that Ihave not killed people, resultIkill people the past yearsnowpresent the topic more relaxed, Ihave not married, actuallymusthave the smallchild in such an arrangementhorizontallyvertical Mount Minthousand li (500 km), looks that a personthenfeelshewantsto killmethento robto become the concubine the child in such an arrangement, yousaid that Iam tired?”
他把右手伸到雨中,任由雨水不停冲洗,却总觉得还是没办法冲洗干掉手指间那些粘稠的血,脸色苍白怅然说道:“那之前我没有杀过人,结果我现在杀起人来比当年做题还轻松,我没结过婚,却要带着个小拖油瓶横纵岷山千里,看着一人便觉着他想要杀死我然后把拖油瓶抢走当小老婆,你说我累不累?”„Isuchtiredamyoucreate, thereforeI, only thenkillsyoucompletelycleanly, canbecomewith ease, only then the bloodcompleteclass of yourwithin the bodyends, I the sleepwill go wellonbloodto be washedcleanly, thereforeyoucanthink that thisis a revenge of cold blood, but sometimes Iam thinking that thisis more likeis washing the hands.”
“我这么累都是你们造成的,所以我只有把你们全部都杀干净,才能变得轻松一些,只有你们体内的血全部流完,我才会觉得手上的鲜血被洗干净,所以你可以认为这是一场冷血的复仇,但有时候我自己在想这更像是在洗手。”Ning Quesees the dyingold person, said: „Withyourblood, washes the blood on myhand.”宁缺看着垂死的老人,说道:“用你们的血,洗我手上的血。”Spokethese words, hissquatting downbodypicks upold personbodybankthatchopping the hatchet, sees the old person saying: „Candie contentthisissueas foryou, after ghostdom , when is seeingGeneral's Residencetheseheadsaskedagain, butIbelieve that yourthisbeing disappointedgets byto brag the loyaltyis unable to be satisfactory to both sidesby the boredfellow who the miserytreats asto make reparations, certainlydoes not have the meansto close the eye.”
说完这句话,他蹲下身体拣起老人身畔那把砍柴刀,看着老人说道:“至于你能不能瞑目这个问题,到冥界后见着将军府那些人头时再问吧,不过我相信你这种潦倒度日自诩忠义无法两全以苦难当做赎罪的无聊家伙,一定没办法闭上眼睛。”Byhisgatheringold personearspokea few wordsin a low voice, thengets hold of the hatchet, has cut offold person'sneckextremelyskilled, stands up, accumulatesin the rain waterto pick up the bamboo or straw hatin the institute, wears the to turn roundtop, shoved open the front gateto walk.
他凑到老人耳旁低声说了一句话,然后握紧柴刀,极熟练地砍断了老人的脖子,站起身来,在院中积着的雨水里拣起笠帽,重新戴回头顶,推开院门走了出去。In the institute the rain wateris getting downas before, the frontironwork placeheard the hammeringsoundas before, firewoodgroup of nobody outside firewoodroomhas dividedagain, thencarved the hatchetinold person'sneck.
院中雨水依旧下着,前面的铁坊依旧传来打铁声,柴房外的柴堆没有人再劈了,那把柴刀锲在老人的脖子里。FormerXuanweigeneralvice generalChenZixian, the presentChang AnEast citybeing disappointedhammeringseniorartisanstares the fine rain that looks atto drop from the clouds, such asin the fish mawiceindifferentpupilfullis the dimdesperatemood, throughoutis unable to close, whatevertheserain waterstrokeon the eyeball, cleanness of thesebloody waterflushing.
前宣威将军副将陈子贤,如今的长安东城潦倒打铁老匠人瞪着眼睛看着从天而降的雨丝,如鱼肚般的冰冷眼眸里满是黯淡绝望情绪,始终无法闭上,任由那些雨水击打在眼球上,把那些血水冲洗的干干净净。UnderBig Black Umbrella outside poorwork place, Sang Sanglooks at the lane entrancedirectionsilently, fromstarttopresentpostureanychange, has not put on the smallboth feet of oldshoesconsistentlyto standin the sameplace, the rain waterwas getting bigger and bigger, moistened the clothes of herhairandleft shoulder, shehas not actually withdrawnseveralsteps the meaning that went tounder the eaveto avoid.
贫民坊外的大黑伞下,桑桑默默看着巷口方向,从开始到现在姿势没有任何变化,穿着旧鞋的小小双脚始终站在同一个地方,雨水越来越大,打湿了她的头发和左肩的衣裳,她却没有退后几步去檐下躲避的意思。
The lane entrancenobody left, hasfootsteps sound, sheturns headto look, saw onlyto wearNing Que of bamboo or straw hatto walkfromsomewest sidecrossroad, the cheeks between bamboo or straw hatshadowswere pale, sheopened an umbrellato go forwardforhimto obstruct the rainhurriedly, thenpaid attentionwhilenobody, leftthisstreets and alleysfast.
巷口空无一人,却有脚步声响起,她扭头望去,只见戴着笠帽的宁缺从西侧某道路口走了出来,笠帽阴影间的脸颊苍白无比,她急忙撑伞上前替他遮雨,然后趁着无人注意,快速离开这片街巷。
The secondname on oiled paperlistcrossed outtodayfinally, killedChenZixianisGeneral's Residenceexterminates an entire family one of the casedirectmurderers, howeverreturns to Ning Quenear47laneoldpenrooms, the moodseemsis not good, after having driedrain water on the upper eyelid, even/includingJiaohas not washedthendirectlyto lie downon the bedto startto sleep.
油纸名单上的第二个名字终于在今天被划掉,被杀死的陈子贤是将军府灭门一案的直接凶手之一,然而回到临47巷老笔斋中的宁缺,情绪看上去并不是太好,擦干了身上脸上的雨水后,连脚也未洗便直接躺到了床上开始睡觉。Recentlyhewith hardshipsufferinginOld Book Library, the bodyor the spiritweaklyto the extreme, todayin spite of the rainhave killed people, in the vigorwas collapsingthatstringcollapsed the extreme, thenfor a itloosen, the microcoldspring raindrenchedsuddenlyin addition, thendirectsuch asspring mountainsmud flowdirectsicknessbedwas hardto begin.
这些日子他在旧书楼里苦苦煎熬,无论是身体还是精神都已经虚弱到了极点,今天冒雨杀人,精气神里崩着的那根弦崩到了极点,然后骤然为之一松,加上微寒春雨一淋,便直接如春山泥流般直接病卧床头难以再起。
The microcoldbodycannot feeltoohotintent, even thoughSang Sanghas coveredtwobedcotton-wadded quiltstohim, hestaredhas been sticking the roofs of manypapernewly, mutteredasks: „Youknow why IcanenterAcademy? Youknow why Idid go all outalso to inOld Book Librarystay? Youknow why Ilike madcanstep intothatworld?”
微冷的身体感受不到太多热意,纵使桑桑已经给他盖了两床棉被,他盯着新糊了很多纸的屋顶,喃喃问道:“你知道我为什么一定要进书院吗?你知道为什么我拼了命也要在旧书楼里呆着吗?你知道我为什么拼死拼活要踏进那个世界吗?”Sang Sangis squattingin the entranceis busymaking the jinger soup, has not paid attention tohimto separate a one year or sothento come a nonsense, does not have the timeto answerhimtheseboredissues.桑桑正蹲在门口忙着煮姜汤,没有理会他隔个一年半载便会来一次的胡言乱语,也没有时间去回答他这些无聊的问题。Ning Quehas turned the headdifficultly, looksbythresholdis squattingthin and smallbody, silent after long time, smiles saying: „Thisissuesomewhatdeliberately creates trouble, youknow certainly...... Butotherpersondoes not know, likes, is actually frailestmostdoes not have the strengthreason, kills a censorto kill a seniorblacksmithsuchto take the trouble, ifIampresentI, threebladesvisitveryformidableme...... Is capable ofkillingXiao Houto killcrown prince?”宁缺艰难转过头去,看着门槛旁蹲着的瘦小身躯,沉默很长时间后微笑说道:“这问题真有些胡闹,你当然知道……可是别的人不知道,喜欢,其实只是最脆弱最没有力量的理由,杀一个御史杀一个老铁匠都这么费力,如果我还是现在的我,有三把刀看着很强大的我……怎么有能力杀死夏侯杀死亲王?”„Xiao Houwas too formidable.”Heturns the head, stares at the yellow paper that rooftheseare stickingnewly, mutteredsaid: „Does martial artspeakkill? Does not step the Cultivationroad, this whole lifeIdo not wantto killhim.”
“夏侯太强大了。”他转过头来,重新盯着屋顶那些新糊的黄纸,喃喃说道:“武道巅峰怎么杀?不踏上修行路,这辈子我都别想杀死他。”„Princesshas said that ifyoung masteryoualsopersists ingoing to Old Book Libraryto spend in distressdaily, the bodycanhave an accident.”Sang Sangis carrying the boiling hotjinger soup, sitspartlyto holdstrenuouslyhimto the bedside, saidin a low voice: „When the time comesdoes not know that youcanstep the Cultivationroad, Xiao Houhave not diedyou to die of illnessfirst.”
“公主殿下说过,如果少爷你还坚持天天去旧书楼里苦熬,身体会出事的。”桑桑端着滚烫的姜汤,坐到床边吃力地把他半扶起来,低声说道:“到时候不知道你能不能踏上修行路,夏侯还没死你就得先病死了。”Ning Quereceived the jinger soup, has licked the lipweakly, is drinkingone after another, saidin the drinkinggapin a low voice: „Hope is possibly very fabricated, buthopefulalwayscompareshas not hopedto strive to excel, must therefore try harddiligently.”宁缺接过姜汤,虚弱地舔了舔嘴唇,一口一口喝着,在喝的间隙中低声说道:“希望可能很虚妄,但有希望总比没希望要强,所以总得努力努力。”Sang Sangcalmlyvisitshim, suddenlyopens the mouth saying: „Young master, do youhaveto think, ifMr.Vast Skykeepsyoualwaysfromstepping the Cultivationroad, what to doyoucan?”桑桑静静看着他,忽然开口说道:“少爷,你有没有想过,如果昊天老爷真的就让你始终无法踏上修行路,那你能怎么办?”Ning Quegivesher the bowl, has wiped the perspiration on foreheadweakly, after showing a faint smile, was extremely slowandsaidextremelycalmly: „IfMr.Vast Skyis so bad...... JieJie, mouthHu, Isurelymustgo against heaven's will.”宁缺把碗递给她,虚弱地擦了擦额头上的汗,微微一笑后,极缓慢而又极平静地说道:“如果昊天老爷这么坏……桀桀,口胡,那我定要逆天啊。”MouthHuDagaithensays the meaning of nonsense? Sang Sangthought that the young masterreallystartedtalking nonsense of intermittent attack, set levelhimill-humoredly, thenwashed dishes the preparationdinner, no longermanagedhim.
口胡大概便是口出胡言乱语的意思?桑桑心想少爷果然又开始间歇性发作的胡言乱语了,没好气地把他放平,然后去洗碗准备晚饭,不再理他。Midnight, the Ning Quenonsensebecomesmore, becausehehas had a fever, on the paleboth sidescheeksfullisunhealthyblushing, the eyepupilappearance that occasionallyopensscattersto leave, oftenrepliesbetween the roofyellow paper and Sang Sangsmallfaces, as ifsomeare unable to focus, the lip that sheds skinwitheredwas sayingwords that hoarseis slightly difficultto understand.
半夜时分,宁缺的胡言乱语变得更多,因为他发烧了,苍白的两侧脸颊上满是不健康的红晕,偶尔睁开的眼眸神采涣离,不时在屋顶黄纸和桑桑小脸间回复,似乎有些无法聚焦,干枯脱皮的嘴唇说着嘶哑轻微难懂的话。Bicycleback seat, registration fee, teenagers'palaces, hatchet, chocolate, blood. Child in such an arrangement, blood\; Mount Min, blood\;Wei City, blood\;grassland, blood\;InGeneral's Residence the entirehis motheris the blood.
自行车后座,报名费,青少年宫,柴刀,巧克力,血。拖油瓶,血\;岷山,血\;渭城,血\;草原,血\;将军府里全他妈是血。„Why? Why?...... Why?”
“凭什么呀?凭什么呀?……凭什么呀?”Hegrabs the Sang Sangice-coldsmall hand, the visionactuallydoes not know that fallsonwhere, is closely pressed the eyebrow, the pursing the lipslip, the dimplelikelyis being the sorrowquestion mark, on the facefullis the suffering from injusticefacial expression, keptsayingthesethreecharacters, looksverypitifully.
他抓着桑桑冰冷的小手,眼光却不知道落在何处,紧紧蹙着眉尖,抿着嘴唇,酒涡像是个悲苦的问号,脸上满是委屈的神情,不停说着这三个字,看着非常可怜。Sang Sanghas changedwettowel on hisforehead, hugshimin the bosom, is whippinghisbackgently, roarsin a soft voicesaid: „Yes, istheirmistakes, you have not relatedwith the young master, relationsdo not have, theyare the unprincipled people.”桑桑把他额头上的湿毛巾换了一条,把他搂在怀里,轻轻拍打着他的后背,轻声哄道:“是,都是他们的错,和少爷你没关系,一点关系都没有,他们都是坏人。”In the morning, the Chang An Cityrainstopped, the Ning Quefeverhas also drawn back, heopensboth eyesblurry, thoughtin the throatsburns down the burning pain, routinelywantsto shoutSang Sangpours waterto drink, actuallydiscoveredownsidehas the person, turns the headto lookdifficultly, sees onlySang Sangpartlyto sitabout the clothesin the head, does not know when heavyhas gone off.
清晨时分,长安城的雨停了,宁缺的烧也退了,他迷迷糊糊睁开双眼,觉得喉咙间一阵火烧般的灼痛,习惯性地想要喊桑桑倒水来喝,却发现自己身旁有人,艰难转头望去,只见桑桑合衣半坐在床头,不知何时已经沉沉睡去。Filled with the apologyto look atheroneeyes, hesupported the bodyto want itselfto get out of bedto pour water, has actually alarmedbehindSang Sang, Sang Sangawakened, overthrewhimhurriedlyon the bed, thenjumped.
满怀歉意看了她一眼,他强撑着身体想要自己下床去倒水,却还是惊动了身后的桑桑,桑桑惊醒过来,急忙把他重新推倒在床上,然后跳了下去。Ning Quelooks atherbusyback, suddenlyopens the mouth saying: „Am Iveryuseless?”宁缺看着她忙碌的背影,忽然开口说道:“我是不是挺没用的?”Sang Sanghandsnear the teacup the lip, tries the temperature, shouldsay: „Young master, youalsospokenonsense.”桑桑将茶杯递到唇边,试了试温度,应道:“少爷,你又说胡话了。”Ning Quemutteredsaid: „Looked that the remote antiquityinducedto look atthese manyyearsnot to understand, looked that lightOcean of QiMountain of Snow analysiswasinsidecharactercannot remembercontinually, suchwent all outordoes not havemeansCultivation, nowadaysdegeneratestokillingindividualmustvoice a complaintgreatly, evengreatlywill also get sickone...... Reallyuseless.”宁缺喃喃说道:“看太上感应篇看了这么多年也没有看懂,看那本薄薄的气海雪山初探更是连里面的字儿都记不住,这么拼命还是没办法修行,现如今更是堕落到杀个人都要大发一通牢骚,甚至还会大病一场……真是没用啊。”In the morning, behindbiggrandZhuQiangqiang, in the imperialstudy room of differentfloweredgreen treesurrounding, Great TangemperorLi Yizhongstandsin the threshold, looks the rain water that onnot far awaytheseleavesdropsis in a daze. The empressjustservedhimto use upto rinseto use up the breakfast, whydoes not know, hewantsto come to the imperialstudy roomto looksuddenly.
清晨时分,高大雄伟朱墙墙后方,异花青树包围的御书房内,大唐天子李仲易站在门槛内,看着不远处那些树叶上滴落的雨水发呆。皇后刚刚侍奉他用完漱洗用完早餐,不知道为什么,他忽然想来御书房看一看。AsEmperorGreat Tang, made the onlyman who ten thousandnationssubmitted, according to the common peoplevision, heshouldnot havewhatworryis, buthewas looking in the gardenat this timesilent, clearJueRongyansomewhatwas hot-temperedstrongly fragrantnotNingxiaobviously.
做为大唐皇帝陛下,令万邦臣服的唯一男子,按寻常世人眼光来看,他应该没有什么烦恼才是,但他此时沉默望着园内,清矍容颜明显有些躁郁不宁。„Masterwent to the worldto travel, does not know when came back. Chao Xiaoshuthisfellowalsofinallysneaked off, does not know...... Can healsocome back.”
“夫子又去天下游历了,不知道什么时候才回来。朝小树这个家伙也终于溜走了,不知道……他还会不会回来。”Li Yizhongis thinkingrecentlyfor serveral daysleft the Chang Angood teacherto benefit the friend, the moodis even more heavy, after looking at the rain , the early morningflowerwettree, has had the lonesomeLiaosolitarystate of mindunexpectedlygradually, quiteloses. Whythis is also hein the morningthenarrives at the reason of imperialstudy room, inroom that only theninthisnotdisturbed, hethought that hecanobtain the truetranquility.李仲易想着最近这些天离开长安的良师益朋,心情愈发沉重,看着雨后晨花湿树,竟渐渐生出了寂廖孤单的心绪,好生失落。这也正是他为什么清晨便来到御书房的缘故,只有在这间不被人打扰的房间里,他觉得自己才能获得真正的平静。
The emperoris very fond of the calligraphy, althoughoftenoffers valuable advicesummons the ministersto cometo enjoy the bookgenerallyto enjoy the picture, butexcept for the loveempressempressesandfourprincesses, nobodydoes not darebutpleasedisturbshisquietness, evenhedoes not make the court eunuchpalace maidscleanthisroom, onepastes the exhibitionpersonallyto beginbyoneselfon the book.
皇帝陛下酷爱书法,虽然时常献宝一般召唤大臣们前来赏书赏画,但除了宠爱至极的皇后娘娘和四公主,没有谁敢不请而来打扰他的清静,甚至他不让太监宫女们整理这个房间,一应书贴陈列都由自己亲自动手。Kept sighingto turn the head, hepreparedto write the rottencharacter that severalalwayssecretdid not showto chatexpresses the mood, suddenly the facial expressioncongealedslightly, before notingsomebookshelflevel the booksinclinedirectionas if , was somewhat different.
长吁短叹转过头来,他准备去写几幅向来秘不示人的烂字聊抒情怀,忽然神情微微一凝,注意到书架某层的书册倾斜方向似乎与以前有些不同。
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