YaeKannushiindoorplacing is always very brief, is simpler than itYae Jithreebrother and sister'srooms.八重神主室内的摆放一向很简约,比之八重霁三兄妹的房间还要简单。
The father and sonare sitting facing each other, no onehas first opened the mouth.
父子俩对坐着,谁也没有先开口。Long time.
半晌。„Hatesme?”YaeKannushiasked.
“恨我吗?”八重神主问道。Yae Jiastonishedlooked atfatheroneeyes, inhisimpression, thismanmayneversaythiswords.八重霁惊异的看了父亲一眼,在他的印象中,这个男人可从来不会说出这种话来。„Hates!”Categorical that Yae Jithissaying said that nohesitation.
“恨!”八重霁这话说的斩钉截铁,没有一丝犹豫。YaeKannushiinline of sightlooking at each otherwithYae Ji, insteaddid not lookto the houseotherplaces, as to seek for the recollectionfromtheseplaces.八重神主不在与八重霁的视线对视,反而看向了房屋里其它地方,似乎想从那些地方寻找回忆。„More than 20years ago, Ihave also hatedmy father.”On the YaeKannushifaceshows the smile of self-ridiculing, „, not onlyhe, Ialsohatesthatwoman.”
“二十多年前,我也怨恨过我的父亲。”八重神主脸上露出自嘲的笑容,“不只是他,我也恨那个女人。”Yae Jiknows that the fatheris sayinghisgrandparent, buthetothese twoimpression, in the shrinehas not hadtheiranyhas lived the traceslightly.八重霁知道父亲是在说他的爷爷奶奶,可他对这两人没有丝毫印象,神社中也没有他俩任何生活过的痕迹。Yae Jiunderstoodrecently the past events in manyvillage, except a cold, nearestMikobloodlinessacrificial offering, happenedtwentyyears ago.八重霁近些日子了解了不少村子中的往事,除去凛,距离最近的一次巫女血脉祭祀,就发生在二十几年前。At that timediedin the altar, the soulwentto serveFox God, shouldbehispaternal aunt.
当时死在祭坛上,灵魂前去侍奉狐神的,应该是他的姑姑。Thatandhehassharing the same roots‚paternal aunt’, goesto serveFox Godtime, maybe smaller than presenthimvery much.
那个和他有血脉相连的‘姑姑’,前去侍奉狐神的时候,很有可能比现在的他还小。„Whydoesn't saveher?”
“为什么不去救她?”YaeKannushimoves back from otherplace the line of sightYae Ji, self-ridiculing on facegraduallytransformtobitterly and astringently.八重神主将视线从别的地方又移回八重霁身上,脸上的自嘲逐渐转变为苦涩。„Clearing weather, youmustknow,is not everyone hasyoursotalent.”YaeKannushirecalled that day of sacrificial offering, twopatrollersare drawinghim, hegaveto shout the throatmutely, butresult?
“霁,你要知道,不是每个人都拥有你这般天赋。”八重神主回想起祭祀的那天,两名巡逻队员拉着他,他把嗓子都给喊哑了,可结果呢?Yae Jicannotverygoodhiddenownmood, heobviouslynot beverysatisfiedfather'sreply.八重霁还是不能很好的隐藏自己的情绪,他显然不是很满意父亲的回答。„Such being the case! The pain that youreceivewhymustaddonownchild! Do youalsowantto becomegrandfathersuchperson? Makesownchildhateyoufor a lifetime?!”
“既然如此!你受过的痛苦为什么又要加在自己的孩子身上!你难道也想成为爷爷那样的人?让自己的孩子怨恨你一辈子吗?!”„No.”YaeKannushishakes the head, „youdo not understand, youare young, you......”
“不。”八重神主摇头,“你不懂,你还小,你......”„Sufficed! Youwill put outsuchexcuse! Youare youngyouto be young, whodoesn't growfrom the childstage?”Thinks that the wound in coldfootbareplace, thinkscoldthis whole lifepossiblycannot standforever, the anger of Yae Jichest cavityplacethengathersagain.
“够了!你们都会拿出这样的借口!你还小你还小,谁不是从孩子阶段成长起来的?”想到凛脚裸处的伤口,想到凛这辈子可能永远也站不起来,八重霁胸腔处的怒火便再次汇聚。„IfOkaa-sama, herwill definitely not have agreed that withcoldgoes to the sacrificial offering!”
“要是母亲大人还在,她肯定不会同意拿凛去祭祀!”YaeKannushi, since former generationShrine Mikodied in battle, inthisYae Village the positionloftiestperson, does not dareto lookunexpectedlyagainownchild'seyes.八重神主,自从上代神社巫女战死后,这位八重村里地位最为崇高的人,竟然不敢再去看自己孩子的眼睛。„No, youdo not understandus, evenyourmother, thatsacrificial offeringwill still hold. Will be fencedbyyourmotherpersonally, dieswithtwentyyears of icesame......”
“不,你不理解我们,即便你母亲还在,那场祭祀还是会举行。会由你母亲亲自操刀,就和二十几年凌死的时候一样......”„Youtalk nonsense!” The Yae Jiangersaid,alsostretchesagainignoresmanyyears of goodeducation, the directstanding upbody, is bellowingtofrontfather.
“你放屁!”八重霁怒道,再也绷不顾多年良好的教养,直接站起身子,对着面前的父亲大吼。„Okaa-samanotlikeyousay! Only thenyou! Only thenyou! Paternal aunt'sdeathhas madeyouturn into the psychological abnormality! At that time the soulhad twisted!”
“母亲大人才不会像你说的那样!只有你!只有你!姑姑的死已经让你变成了心理变态!那时候你的灵魂就已经扭曲了!”YaeKannushistares, heissurprisedbecause of the Yae Jiangeractually not, because in the Yae Jimouthjumpsmanyhehad never heard the noun.八重神主微愣,他倒不是因为八重霁的怒火而感到惊讶,而是因为八重霁口中蹦出了许多他从未听说过的名词。By the YaeKannushiintelligence quotient, the pondercanunderstand that slightlyfrontchildrefers toanything.
以八重神主的智商,稍稍思考就能明白面前的孩子指的是什么。Looks straight aheadwithit.
与之直视。„Multi-shapes, were almost just the sameasinitialme, Iwas probably more excessive than you. Butresult? Mother......”
“多像啊,和当初的我几乎一模一样,我好像比你更过分。可结果呢?母亲还是......”„Sheisshe! Everyone is different!”
“她是她!每个人都是不同的!”„ButYae TribeKannushiandMiko, will live the sameappearance.”YaeKannushicalmlylooks atYae Ji: „In tenyears, yousitto my position, will turn intothisappearance.”
“可八重一族的神主、巫女,都会活成相同的样子。”八重神主静静看着八重霁:“再过十年,你坐到我这个位置,也会变成这个样子。”„Thisis the curseandfate of Yae Tribe! Everyone will turn into the most repugnantthatappearancefinally!”
“这是八重一族的诅咒、宿命!每个人最终都会变成自己最为讨厌的那个样子!”„For the village, forYae Tribe, we have tosacrificecold, twentyyears ago former generationKannushidecided that sacrificed the iceto be the same!”
“为了村子,为了八重一族,我们不得不牺牲凛,就和二十几年前上代神主决定牺牲凌一样!”Yae Jiis staringYaeKannushiwickedly, „Iwill not at least liveabsolutely your appearance! Alsowill not turn into the person who oneselfdislikeabsolutely! Curse? Fate? Ineverbelievethatthing! The destinyis to depend on itselfto control!”八重霁恶狠狠地瞪着八重神主,“至少我绝对不会活成你这个样子!也绝对不会变成自己所讨厌的人!诅咒?宿命?我从来不相信那东西!命运是要靠自己掌控的!”„~”YaeKannushismiled, Yae Jifeelsunfathomable mystery, since Okaa-samawalks, hefirsttimefather who seesthisappearance.
“呵~”八重神主笑了,八重霁感到莫名其妙,自从母亲大人走后,他还是第一次见到这个模样的父亲。„Had not said that likeme, youandinitialIcarvedsimplyfrom a mold. Destiny? Sinceyoubelievethat moment that Ithas, youreceiveItto controlforever.”
“还说不会像我,你和当初的我简直是从一个模子里刻出来的。命运?从你相信祂存在的那一刻,你就永远受祂掌控。”Yae Jisatsuddenly.八重霁突然坐了下来。„Imustbringcoldto go to the bigcityto treat an illness.”
“我要带凛去大城治病。”„Footmuscledoes not meetwell.”
“脚筋接不好的。”„Treatshercough.” The Yae Jilooking straight aheadfather, saidearnestly: „Cherry will also followIto walk.”
“去治疗她的咳嗽。”八重霁直视父亲,认真道:“樱也会跟着我走。”„Good.”
“好。”
The YaeKannushineatreplymakesYae Jifeelimpractically.八重神主干脆利落的回答让八重霁感觉到不切实际。„We are very possibly longwill not come back.”
“我们可能很久都不会回来。”„As you like, so long as after Idied, youwork asthisYaeKannushion the line.”
“随你,只要等我死后,你来当这八重神主就行。”„IfIdon't work as?”
“要是我不当呢?”YaeKannushiturns headto looktooutsideshrine, asked: „Do yougive up? Outsidedoes not havesimplicity that youimagine, eats the monster of person, no doubtis fearful. Butsomepeople, wantfearfula lot oftimescompared with the monster, theyeat the personnot only, will also destroyyourconsciousness, plundersyoursoul, makingyoulivesto might as welldie.”八重神主扭头看向外面的神社,问道:“你舍得吗?外面没你想象的那么简单,吃人的妖怪,固然可怕。可有些人,比妖怪还要可怕千百倍,他们不光吃人,还会摧毁你的意识,掠夺你的灵魂,让你变得生不如死。”„Yae Villageis longer than the time that Shinano Provincehas, why can wecontinue? WehaveFox Godto bless, have the protection of Yae Tribe.”
“八重村比信浓国存在的时间都长,为什么我们能延续下来?我们有狐神庇佑,有八重一族的守护。”Yae Jicalmlylistens, opens the mouth saying: „Cannot frightenme, mywillis firm.”八重霁静静听完,开口道:“吓不到我,我的意志还算坚定。”„You can actually keep the cherry.”YaeKannushiurged.
“你其实可以把樱留下来。”八重神主劝道。„No, she can also walkwithme. YouandOkaa-samalive togetherfrom infancy to maturity, whatappearanceherchildhoodis, aren't youclear?”
“不,她也会和我一起走。你和母亲大人从小到大生活在一起,她的童年是什么样子,你难道不清楚吗?”„Thatis the fate. Yae Jishakes the head, stands upagain, „ Ineverbelievethesethings, waits for the rainto stop, the coldbodyis better, wewill leaveto go to the bigcity.”
“那是宿命。八重霁摇摇头,再次站起身,“我从来不相信那些东西,等雨停,凛的身子好一些过后,我们就会动身前往大城。”Sitsalsofollowsto stand up there YaeKannushi, said: „Inwarehousehasin a box case to be loaded with the Shinanomoney, the doctorwill not givein vaincoldsees a doctor.”
坐在那里的八重神主也跟着站起身,道:“仓库中有个匣子中有装有信浓的钱币,医师可不会白白给凛看病。”„Iknew.”
“我知道了。”„Wait.”YaeKannushistopped by calling outYae Ji, butheactuallyturned aroundto walktoward the inside room, when withoutmany, held the longchestto go outfrom the room.
“等等。”八重神主叫住八重霁,而他却转身朝里屋走去,没多时,就从屋内捧着长匣走出。GivesYae Ji, „takesthis.”
递给八重霁,“带上这个。”
The Yae Jidoubts, turn on the longchest, Sakura Blossomstaticlying downare one of them.八重霁疑惑,打开长匣,樱吹雪静静躺在其中。As ifinducesto the arrival of Yae Jiimpatiently, Sakura Blossomtrembledtwo, sends out„chirp chirp chirp” the swordrecited the sound.
似乎感应到八重霁的到来,樱吹雪迫不及待的微颤了两下,发出“嘤嘤嘤”的剑吟声。„Thanks.”
“谢谢。”Yae Jicloses the swordchest, the black belt of arm across box case, the back after behind, turns around to depart.八重霁合上剑匣,胳膊穿过匣子上的一条黑带,背在身后,转身就要离去。„Clearing weather, Ihope after you, cancome back. Dies at least inme......”
“霁,我希望你以后能回来。至少在我死......”Yae Jibeckons with the hand, has not turned head: „After the doctrine when the water wellenoughpaddies and domestic animaluse in village, theseinjure someoneabolishes, Iwill considerto come back.”八重霁摆摆手,没有回头:“什么时候村子中的水井够田地、畜生使用,那些害人的教条废除后,我会考虑回来。”„After all, hereismyfamily/home.”
“毕竟,这里是我的家。”
......
......Ps.thinksonce, howeveryonepresentis?
Ps.想想曾经,大家现在都是怎样的?Pss.because of the number of wordsreason, hits the big shot who enjoysto placewill thanktomorrow, today( the words of author) inIfirstreport a wave of result, sellswhile convenientmiserably.
Pss.因为字数原因,打赏的大佬放在明天感谢,今天(作者的话)里我就先汇报一波成绩,顺便卖个惨啊。Psss.Iwalk the procedure/program, extends the small hand to open the recommendationticketwhile convenient.
Psss.我走程序的,顺便伸出小手要张推荐票。
(??? 3?) fifth day of the fifth lunar monthpeace and good health
(???三?)端午安康
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