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#69: Will three people, be happy?

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Will the Chapter 69 three people, be happy?( Before dawn (3 - 5 am)) 第69章三个人,会幸福吗？(第五更) The resentment of woman is always hard to disappear especially, but the will of the people are the meat is eventually long. 女人的怨气总是尤其难以消失,可人心终究是肉长的。 An Luo bears acid intent of corner of the eye, looks up out of the window. 安洛忍住眼角的酸意,抬头看着窗外。 „Remembers? You and I made, no matter Elder sister, was the younger sister, if on liking someone, wanted another person to agree to be good.” The secure water is also looking at out of the window, has such agreement time, is such night, has the bright moonlight to hang, can look at the beautiful scenery by the window, has the beautiful mood. “记得吗？你和我约好了,不管是姐姐,还是妹妹,要是喜欢上了某一个人,一定要另外一个人同意才行。”安水也望着窗外,有这样的约定的时候,也是这样的夜晚,有明月高悬吧,可以透过窗看美丽的风景,有着美丽的心情。 „You have not observed the agreement.” An Luo said. “你没有遵守约定。”安洛怔怔地说道。 „How do you know?” They agree, agreed that refers certainly to that matter between men and women, intimate conversation that among the little girls blushes, thinks again, the peaceful water somewhat blushes. “你怎么知道？”她们约定的,同意的,当然指的是男女间的那种事情,小女孩之间脸红的悄悄话,再想起来,安水还是有些脸红。 „This should be for the first time you do not observe the agreement to me.” An Luo is looking at her. “这应该是你对我第一次不遵守约定。”安洛望着她。 „Yes.” The secure water drop the nod, this to her, was the extremely uncomfortable matter, she always attached great importance to pledging extremely, let alone was between the younger sister. “是。”安水点了点头,这对于她来说,是极其难受的事情,她向来就极其重视承诺,更何况是和妹妹之间的。 „Therefore Qin An and are more important than the younger sister.” “所以秦安和比妹妹重要。” „Why said?” The secure water sits side her, is shaking her hand. “为什么这么说？”安水坐在她身边,握着她的手。 „Did not say that this matter...... I was stranger, what did you say a moment ago?” An Luo finds it hard to believe. “不说这个事情了……我只是更加奇怪,你刚才说了什么？”安洛还是觉得不可思议。 „I said that you can pass.” The secure water does not want with the An Luo lecture of Qin An importantly younger sister's important topic. “我说你可以自己过去啊。”安水也不想和安洛讲秦安重要还是妹妹重要的话题。 „At least...... at least now, I say the present. You are the Qin An justifiable girlfriend, is the would-be daughter-in-law in uncle eyes, how you can make your younger sister midnight go into his room, you think, I go into his room, can discuss the life with him, discussed ideally......, even if discussed the life, discussed the ideal, should you still be jealous?” “至少……至少现在,我说现在。你是秦安名正言顺的女友,是叔叔眼里的准儿媳,你怎么可以让你的妹妹半夜跑到他房间里,你难道以为,我跑到他房间里,会和他谈人生,谈理想……就算是谈人生,谈理想,你也应该吃醋啊？” „What can you make with him?” The secure water even more felt, in the sentiment, perhaps An Luo is the most normal mentality. “那你会和他做什么？”安水越发感觉,在感情上,也许安洛才是最正常的心态。 „Does- love.” “做-爱。” An Luo is at heart worried, with her thought that usually is hard the person beside man extremely with the words and phrases that opens one's mouth, expressed itself to be discontented uncouthly. 安洛心里烦闷,用她觉得平常极其难以和自己男人以外的人启齿的词句,粗鲁地表达自己不满。 The secure water was silent. 安水沉默了。 „What kind of, uncomfortable, can understand my mood?” An Luo said indignantly. “怎么样,难受了吧,可以理解我的心情了吧？”安洛忿忿地说道。 „You is a my younger sister, he is the person who I love, I am uncomfortable, but does not represent me unable to accept...... or uncomfortable for a while, what I most think is what, do you know?” The secure water raised the head, the beautiful and graceful eyelash glitters the silver needle that under the moonlight such as outstanding curls, is rocking the limpid and pure female mood. “你是我的妹妹,他是我爱的人,我是难受,但并不代表我不能接受……或者难受只是一时的,我心里边最想的是什么,你知道吗？”安水抬起头来,美丽而优雅的睫毛在月光下闪烁如翘卷起来的银针,晃动着清澈而纯净的女子情怀。 „You most think that but accompanies side Qin An, to you, this was enough. Therefore you can pretend did not care at all his side to have other girls.” An Luo is very weak. “你最想的,只是陪在秦安身边,对你来说,这就足够了。所以你可以装作毫不在意他身边有其他女孩子。”安洛很是无力。 She is easy injured, is easy to receive the setback, many that because she wants, is incessantly little, but secure water, wanted are too few, not wants the person of no asking simply not to have the means to cope, although secure water not does not want not to strive, but not but therefore being hard makes her not obtain anything disappointedly. 她容易受伤,容易受到挫折,因为她要的很多,不止一点点,而安水呢,要的太少,无欲无求的人根本没有办法对付,安水虽然不是无欲无求,可是也不因此而难以让她失望没有得到什么。 Because of this, the An Luo innermost feelings should compare this age the peaceful water to be powerful although, but her heart is actually far less than to settle the water to be calm like that. 因为这样,尽管安洛的内心应该远比这个年龄的安水强大,可是她的心却远不如安水那般能够沉稳下来。 The secure water shakes the head, „younger sister, you were inferior that Qin An understands me.” 安水摇了摇头,“妹妹,你不如秦安了解我。” „Is insufficient, even if he is attentive to you, I am and you grow up together the person.” An Luo also shakes the head. “不至于吧,哪怕他对你再用心,我才是和你从小一起长大的人。”安洛也摇了摇头。 „I most think that accompanies in you and side Qin An, how I do not know you, the happiness that but I want, takes three people in the same place, I can look that you two live well, I can accompany him, can accompany you...... this is being I have pursued, is thinking secretly matter.” The secure water strokes the sending silk that is hanging, the moonlight from referring to the seams inclines like the water, her that shines upon is exuding crimson cheeks even more clear, „the present, the elder sister did not have the means to think so like this, the elder sister wants to live with Qin An with you together, is good?” “我最想的,是陪在你和秦安身边,我不知道你怎么样,但我要的幸福,一定是要三个人在一起,我可以看着你们两个好好过日子,我可以陪着他,也可以陪着你……这是我一直追求的,偷偷地想着的事情。”安水抚摸着垂下来的发丝,月光从指缝间倾斜如水,映照的她那泛着绯红的脸颊儿越发晶莹,“现在这样了,姐姐没有办法就这么看着,姐姐想和你一块儿跟秦安过日子,行不行？” „That line, two women, how can with a man live together? Moreover...... and has that relations.” The secure water station, as a normal modern woman, anybody was impossible to accept such situation, the elder sister was, was she this? Haven't oneself had a thorough understanding of Floyd's these books? Don't oneself have the analysis to be clear? “那怎么行,两个女人,怎么可以和一个男人生活在一起？而且……而且还是有那种关系的。”安水站了起来,作为一个正常的现代女性,任何人都不可能接受这样的情况,姐姐是怎么了,她怎么是这样的？难道自己还没有吃透佛洛依德的那些书吗?还是自己没有分析清楚？ „But you are a my younger sister, I am your older sister.” The secure water said naturally, anything can apportion the younger sister, anything can give the younger sister, was only present Qin An, already does not have the means to give the younger sister, apportioned the younger sister absolutely not to have the issue. “可你是我妹妹啊,我是你姐姐啊。”安水理所当然地说道,什么都可以分给妹妹,什么都可以让给妹妹,只是现在秦安,已经没有办法让给妹妹了,分给妹妹却完全没有问题。 „Do you know? He...... he is very bad, perhaps will let both of us and he rests on a bed, will handle that matter” An Luo not to underestimate that the Qin An hooligan thoughts, he behind wants to try, he now ** as if will constrain to erupt freely, this was he biggest changes probably. “那你知道吗？他……他很坏的,说不定会让我们两个人和他睡一张床上,做那种事情”安洛绝不会低估秦安的流氓心思,他连后面都想试试,他现在的**仿佛压抑不住地爆发出来,这大概是他最大的改变了。 „That...... is truly difficult to accept.” The secure water is also awkward, felt that the cheeks hot hot person, this matter she is also hard to accept, is listening to him and Sun Sūn is intimate there like that day, the that feeling ashamed feeling, how cannot constrain, finally oneself may not draw him, ran? She does not have the means to have the relations in that apartment with him, because of Ye Zhulan and Sun Sūn, thinks she is embarrassed ashamed not comfortable very much, rather rushes to the middle hotel. “那个……确实很难接受。”安水也为难,感觉脸颊儿热的烫人,这种事情她也难以接受啊,就像那天听着他和孙荪在那里亲热,自己心里边的那份羞人的感觉,怎么都压抑不住,最后自己可还不是拉着他,跑了出去？她都没有办法在那栋公寓里和他发生关系,因为叶竹澜和孙荪在,想想她就惭愧窘迫不自在的很,宁可跑到江心大酒店去。 „Right, three people live together awkward matter many went, you looked where some people of three people live together?” An Luo starts to teach with skill and patience. “对啊,三个人生活在一起的尴尬事多的去了,你看哪里有人三个人一起生活的？”安洛开始循循善诱起来。 „Father......” secure water will not discuss in secret person of father's generation's matter, actually could not attend to at this time, must find the excuse of support to oneself, even if she impossible to be convinced by An Luo, may still probably show that under not that only, „also has Auntie Gao, Auntie Bai...... also has......” “爸……”安水本来是绝不会私下里谈父辈的事情的,这时候却也顾不得了,总得给自己找支撑的理由,即使她怎么也不可能被安洛说服,可也要证明下自己并不是那唯一的一个,“还有高姨,白姨……还有……” A name, secure water actually does not want to say greatly, that is not a happy example. 还有一个名字,安水却是不大想说的了,那并不是一个美好的例子。 „But do you feel Auntie Gao and Auntie Bai really happy? Their two, without status, no one, when they are father's wife, their status will never possibly obtain the true approval. They do not have the child, doesn't have the family/home...... this is happy?” An Luo frowns, just like secure water , something are not willing to raise, is at least father side these two women, took the counter-evidence sufficiently. “可你觉得高姨和白姨真的幸福吗？她们两个,没有名分,没有人当她们是父亲的妻子,她们的身份永远不可能得到真正的认同。她们没有孩子,也没有家……这是幸福吗？”安洛皱起了眉头,和安水一样,也有些事情不愿意提起来,可是至少父亲身边这两个女人,就足以作为反证了。 „Father has not limited them to leave, if they are unhappy, if they do not want, they naturally can leave the father, but they do not have.” The secure water argued strongly based on reason. “父亲从来没有限制过她们离开,如果她们不幸福,如果她们不愿意,她们自然会离开父亲,可是她们没有。”安水据理力争。 „Elder sister, the dependence of woman is very fearful, when was used to a man in the side, is very difficult to leave. Let alone Auntie Gao and Auntie Bai follow in father side so many years, already in regarded them to depend upon the father early at heart for a lifetime, will not be thinking departure again, not all women were not law-abiding, the woman feeling at ease whatever the circumstances are always more.” In this regard, An Luo has the right to speak, the sentiment of person is always very complex, two mood are easiest to accuse the behavior of person, one type is the love sentiment, one type is the custom. “姐姐,女人的依赖性是很可怕的,当习惯了一个男人在身边,就很难离开。更何况高姨和白姨跟在父亲身边这么多年,早已经在心里把父亲当成她们一辈子的依靠了,不会再想着离开,并不是所有的女人都那么不安分的,随遇而安的女人总是更多一些。”在这方面,安洛更有发言权,人的感情总是十分复杂的,有两种情绪最容易指控着人的行为,一种是爱的感情,一种是习惯。 Naturally, more often, loving with the custom is to link, the learn especially fonds of you, such custom, cannot change, does not want to change. 当然,更多时候,爱和习惯是结合在一起的,习惯爱你,这样的习惯,改不了,也不想改。 The secure water felt oneself eventually are not younger sister's opponent, she said him, although secure water self-examines in sentimental, she excels compared with An Luo, but told that some sane issues, for example the dialectical marriage is can only two people be able three people, this type clarifies the truth straightforwardly, rather than with the self-perception as the matter of basis, secure water said An Luo. 安水感觉自己终究不是妹妹的对手,她说不过他,尽管安水自问在感情方面,她比安洛更擅长,可是讲述一些理智的问题,例如辩证婚姻是只能两个人还是可以三个人,这种直截了当摆明道理,而不是以自身感受作为依据的事情,安水却说不过安洛。 „I did not say with you, Auntie Bai and are Auntie Gao happy, only then the litigant knows, give an exaggerated account of things that we said that is also the guess of others, the happiness like the potable water, knows without being told, perhaps only then we attempted to know truly, you now are too arbitrary the underground conclusion , was not appropriate.” The secure water did not plan and her struggles. “我不和你说了,白姨和高姨到底幸福不幸福,只有当事人才知道,我们说的天花乱坠,也不过是旁人的揣测,幸福如饮水,冷暖自知,也许只有我们真正尝试了才知道,你现在太武断地下定论,也不大合适吧。”安水不打算和她争了。 „We do not have the means to convince anyone. With the fact showed that...... I at least can determine, two people in the same place, can be very happy, three people, I actually do not know. I am not willing to take my happy adventure.” An Luo pours water washing, „, did not rest early.” “我们谁也没有办法说服谁。用事实来证明吧……我至少可以确定,两个人在一起,可以很幸福,三个人,我却不知道。我不愿意拿自己的幸福冒险。”安洛倒了水洗漱,“不早了,睡吧。” The secure water also washes, looks that An Luo changed the pajamas to go to bed, followed to go to bed, is feeling younger sister's gentle and charming body, grasped her from the back, „you really to the next door?” 安水也洗漱完,看着安洛换上睡衣上床了,也跟着上床了,感受着妹妹娇柔的身子,从后边抱住了她,“你真的不到隔壁去了？” „Does not go, if were discovered, my image all destroyed.” An Luo thinks, shakes the head firmly, acts with constraint actually not, but a girl goes into the room of boy, if passes on, no matter she is liking Qin An how, no matter others are how clear this point, will regard a scandal. “不去,要是被发现了,我的形象就全毁了。”安洛想了想,坚决地摇头,倒不是矜持,只是一个女孩子跑到男孩子的房间里去,要是传出去,不管她是多么的喜欢秦安,不管别人是多么的清楚这一点,也会当成一个丑闻。 „You know that I and Qin An matter, is how knows by the uncle and aunt?” The secure water blows by the An Luo ear sending silk, having a bashful happy expression to mention oneself that time to wish one could the scandal that looked for a slit to worm one's way into. “你知道我和秦安的事情,是怎么被叔叔和阿姨知道的吗？”安水吹开安洛耳旁的发丝,带着点羞羞的笑意说起了自己那时候恨不得找条缝隙钻进去的丑事。 „How is?” An Luo some want to listen, is somewhat excited, does elder sister's meaning want to use for reference? “是怎么样的？”安洛有些想听,也有些心动,难道姐姐的意思是要自己借鉴借鉴？ „That day was in January 1 st, I have not gotten out of bed, Qin An infiltrates from the window, runs up to...... the bed...... he to kiss me, then by him ** rushed to look.” In this matter time, although secure water doing everything possible was calmed down by oneself, is calm and composed even in press of work and Li Qin speaks, controls as far as possible the matter, but thinks now, is feeling flushing especially. “那天是正月初一,我还没有起床,秦安就从窗户里钻了进来,跑到了……床上来……他亲我,然后被他**闯进来看着了。”发生这件事情的时候,安水虽然想尽办法让自己冷静下来,好整以暇地和李琴说话,尽量把事情控制住,可现在想想,还是感觉格外的脸热。 „Wasn't that he runs up to your bed? Now you want me to run, can be the same?” An Luo is somewhat suffering, he can run up to other girl bed to come up on own initiative, but has not run up to side her on own initiative, only one time, he is drunk, makes non- answer- “那不是他跑到你床上来了吗？现在你是要我跑过去,能一样吗？”安洛有些委屈,他可以主动跑到别的女孩子床上去,可是从来没有主动跑到她身边,唯一的一次,还是他喝醉了酒,做不得数- Before dawn (3 - 5 am) delivered, one, 76 tickets stop 16 tickets that...... surpassed, cannot white cast. 第五更送到了,还有一更,76票打住了……超过的16票,也不会白投。
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