Chapter 46toAn Luois too cruel( first)
第46章对安洛太残忍(第一更)
The water that the Tweedmountain valley of July, the snowy mountainmeltsmakes the river surfacerise, immerse mid-river the shoal that is covered with the flower, the water currentmurmurmadeall around of islandhave the wetlandsceneryflavor.
七月的特韦德山谷,雪山融化的水让河面上涨,浸没了长满花儿的浅滩,水流潺潺地让河心小岛的四周有了湿地风景的味道。In the teahall in old castleoverlooking the river, depends on the window, out of the windowsunlightfallson the wetlacereflects the radiantray, reflectedto drop the teahall.
古堡临河的茶厅里,靠着窗,窗外阳光落在湿漉漉的花边上折射出璀璨的光芒,映落进了茶厅。securewaterclearcheeksShangdu a lighthalo, sheis lowering the head, halfreveal**solidfull, whitesoft/greasyhas the slightlyglowto the pinnaclepowderfaton.
安水圆润的脸颊上渡着一层薄薄的光晕,她低着头,半露的**坚实饱满,那白腻到极致的粉脂上有着微芒。Herthatslenderplainfinger, put down the teaspoon, knocks against the teacupto send out the clearurge the whining noise.
她那纤细素净的手指,放下了茶勺,磕碰着茶杯散发出清脆叮咛的鸣声。Qin An said that has been constrainingat heartthatbigstonewas liftedprobably, wiped the seedwithout interest in go against the soilquietly, revealeda littletendergreen.秦安说完,心里边一直压抑着的那颗大石头好像被掀开,一抹萌芽悄然无息地顶开了泥土,露出一点儿的嫩嫩的绿。Isthatseveral hundred-footChinese larch, just when crushedto plantto husk, is notsuchgreen?
就是那高达数百尺的红杉,刚刚挤破种子壳时,不也是这样一点儿的绿吗?Hesomewhatworried, thata few words that after allhespokea moment ago, should notmakeanybodyknow, growsinpoisonous herbat heart, even ifoverspread the wilderness of heart, in the Li Shuyuetender and delicatebodyis fluctuatingonmountain range, has his **is runningBailu, treadscrashing that the brokensoilexudes, is suppressingstep by step the thoughts that longs forexceeding the Confucianism, will lethiminstartling thunderclapsuddenly, sees clearlyallby the electric lightclearly.
他有些担心,毕竟刚才他说的那一句话,本不应该让任何人知道,生长于心里边的毒草,哪怕铺满了心的原野,在李淑月娇嫩身躯起伏着的山峦上,有着他那份**奔跑着的白鹿,踏破泥土发出的碎裂声,一步步地压制着渴望超越礼教的心思,会让他在猛然间的一声惊雷中,清清楚楚地透过电光看清楚一切。Heis not willingto acknowledge, evenis not willingto think, opens mouth, blurted out,understands, thisthoughtsare long-standing.
他不愿意承认,甚至不愿意去想,张开嘴,却是脱口而出,才明白过来,这份心思由来已久。
The securewateris silent, withoutspeech, but the browwrinkledslightly, a sigh.
安水沉默着,没有说话,只是眉头微微皱了起来,一声叹息。„Ido not know when fromstarts, Ialwaysthought that withsister-in-lawin the same place, onetypeswithsettlingSister Shuiintogetherfeeling, is very relieved, is very warm. Butafterward, Idiscovereddifferently, withsettlingSister Shuiin the same place, Irelaxedvery much, with the sister-in-lawin the same place, hadtoomanyresponsibilityininside, someheavyanddepressingthings.”Qin Ansomewhataspiratesexhaustedly, „Ithink that Iam notbywhattaboo, reveals the Nprinciple the thingto stimulate more **person who comes out, butthinksare more, thesesentimentson the morerapidness of growth, Ithink that Iliked the sister-in-law, withliking anyone was different, Ido not know that insidethatis reposingownwhatthoughts, Iwas not even clear that thisliking, whathadto distinguishwithtrueloving, Iwas only felt not willingsheto leavemyside, is willingto take care ofherfor a lifetime.”
“我也不知道是从什么时候开始,我总觉得和嫂子在一起,有一种和安水姐在一起的感觉,很安心,也很温馨。可后来,我发现还是不一样,和安水姐在一起,我很放松,和嫂子在一起,有太多责任在里边,还有一些沉重而压抑的东西。”秦安有些疲惫地吐了一口气,“我想我不是个会被什么禁忌,露n理的东西刺激出更多**出来的人,可是想的越多,那些感情就生长的越快,我想我喜欢上了嫂子,和喜欢任何一个人都不一样,我不知道那里边到底寄托着自己的什么心思,我甚至不清楚这份喜欢,到底和真正的爱有什么区别,我只是觉得,不愿意她离开我身边,愿意照顾着她一辈子。”„Sister-in-lawis a goodwoman, shouldobtain the happiness.” The securewatera moment later, is shaking the teaspoonsilentgently.
“嫂子是个好女人,应该得到幸福。”安水沉默片刻之后,轻轻地摇动着茶勺。„Herhappiness, Igive?”Qin Angrippedsecurewater the hand.
“她的幸福,我给的起吗?”秦安握住了安水的手。Shuirenis shaking handbyhim, raises the skirtto stand, is rotating the footsteps, held in the armsherfromhimbehind, cheeksis pastinghim, saidinhisearbankin a soft voice: The man who „Ilike, decideshowever can heis loving the personhappiness, hewill haveoneto hugyou, will letyouhappyfirmness and focusfor a lifetime, thereforeIfell in love withhim. Is happyto a person, to a personhappiness of a lifetime, is very difficult, the responsibilityis very serious, does not pay lip servicecanrealize. Whenyouwere tired, settlesSister Shuito giveyou an anchoringharbor, the manwas old, was getting more and more mature, attached great importance to face-savingmore and more, alwaysruns up to mother armsto act like a spoiled bratembarrassed, beforesecureSister Shui, yousettles the person who Sister Shuidepends upon, settles the person who Sister Shuimostloves, is the man who settlesSister Shui, butyoualsosettleBrotherSister Shui who Qin An.”
安水任由他握着手,提着裙子站起来,转动着脚步,从他身后搂住了她,脸颊儿贴着他,在他耳畔轻声说道:“我喜欢的男人,定然是能够给他爱着的人幸福的,他会有一份拥抱着你,就会让你幸福一辈子的坚定和执着,所以我爱上他了。给一个人幸福,给一个人一辈子的幸福,很难,责任很沉重,不是嘴上说说就能实现的。当你累了,安水姐给你一个停泊的港湾,男人年纪大了,越来越成熟了,也越来越要面子了,总不好意思跑到母亲怀里去撒娇,在安水姐面前,你是安水姐依靠的人,是安水姐最爱的人,也是安水姐的男人,可你也是安水姐的秦安弟弟。”„Ifwere tired, returnsto settlesideSister Shuito come.” The securewaterin a soft voicetwittering, sheandQin Ansideanygirlsare different, shewantshimto love, issimilarly, sheis also willingto lovehim, sheis considering the younger sistermanyyears, the alreadycustomplaces itself a specialpositionearly, is looking, protecting, is treasuringsheis lovingthesepeople.
“若是累了,就回到安水姐身边来。”安水轻声呢喃着,她和秦安身边任何一个女孩子都不一样,她想要他疼爱着,可是同样的,她也愿意疼爱着他,她照顾着妹妹多年,早已经习惯把自己放在一个特殊的位置,去照顾着,守护着,珍惜着她爱着的那些人。Qin Anis graspingherboth hands, manyheavythingsdivergeat heartquietly, has the courageagain and man who daresto strive for success, hopes the calmness and steadiness that is pressing the heart, manytimecalm and steadyalwaysoriginateYu, originates Mr. Yucompatiblemother, matter that butQin Anmusthandlenow, the father and motheractuallycannotbehisbackingin any event, is impossibleto becomebehindhimto comforthisstrengthgently, thisletshissolidificationis hardto knock the heart that like the cement, somecould not find the place of supportheavily.秦安握着她的双手,心里边许许多多沉重的东西悄然散去,再有勇气和敢于拼搏的男人,也会希望有一份压着自己心的安稳,许多时候这份安稳总是来源于家,来源于父亲和母亲,可是秦安现在要做的事情,父亲和母亲却无论如何都不能做他的后盾,不可能成为他背后温柔抚慰他的力量,这让他那颗凝固的如同水泥般难以动摇的心,也有些过于沉重地找不到支撑的地方了。securewater, thismildpeacefulsuch as the female of water, sheis willingto use her softbody, the body and mind of carrying/sustainingman.
安水,这个温润安静如水的女子,她愿意用她那柔软的身子,承载这个男人的身心。„Resta while......”
“歇息一会儿……”
The securewateris always missinghisbody, althoughinherwings of the nosemurmursuch as the moan of mountain streamhasstimulated that the ocean wavesstrike the shoremore and more, letsherdizziness, as if there is vortex that cannot constrainto rotateinhimandherbody, flowing, heris hugginghisneck, heralreadyunderstood the Qin Anknightandbyknightvaguemeaning, butsheis deeply in love the present, feelshimto fluctuateonherwatersleek/moisttemperatebody, is expressinghimdissolutelytoherloving.
安水总是挂念着他的身子,尽管她鼻翼间潺潺如溪水的呻吟愈来愈有着海浪拍岸的亢奋,让她眩晕着,仿佛在他和她的身子里有一股压抑不住的漩涡在转动着,流淌着,她搂着他的脖子,她已经明白了秦安骑士和被骑士的隐晦意味,可是她更钟情于现在,感受着他起伏在她水润温和的身子上,放肆地表达着他对她的爱。
The securewaterfelt that inhisbody the spread of flame, no longerexpostulateshim, on after the simple and beautifulgracefulfacehas the laundering , the luster of pearl, vanishes the closebeads of sweat, actuallylikethisday , the southern Chinapeeled the dragon eye of shell, water sleek/moistsleek/moist, is passinglets the personfrom the bottom of one's heartaura that cannot help butswallows.
安水感觉到他身子里火焰的蔓延,不再劝诫他,清丽优雅的脸庞上有着水洗后珍珠的色泽,泯出细密的汗珠,却像这个日子里,南国剥了壳的龙眼,水水润润的,透着让人发自肺腑的不由自主吞咽的气息。
The old castle of Tweedmountain valley, is precipitating the history, accumulated the innumerablesweetheartanalysis and synthesistangled upstory, shebecomeshiswomanhere, her maintained the pure and chaste of manyyears of young girl, the exuviateturn into the womanmost charmingsuppleshore, inshemoanedblurredly, under the giant stonezenith of vicissitudes, inthatbitlipto shut offinprovoking of note, is been clearbywater color that hesqueezed.
特韦德山谷的古堡,沉淀着历史,积累了无数情人分合缠绵的故事,她在这里成为他的女人,她那保持了多年的少女的贞洁,蜕变成女人最妩媚的柔湄,在她迷离的呻吟中,在沧桑的巨石天顶下,在那咬着唇瓣儿切断了音符的撩拨中,被他压榨的一席水色粼粼。Hewas being lovedbyher, hewas touchedbyher, hassuch a womaninownbehind, whatQin Analsohasto bear, what but alsothere isto constrain? Althoughhedoes, foreveris only the spider web that outside the variegatedcolormoralthresholdpaces back and forth, wantsinsidenetgateperson, heis at this moment fearless, sheis adding fuel to the flamesforhim, intwopeopleperishin the tangled uphappiness, Qin Anguiltanddepressingat heart, divulgeinheracceptancesilently.
他被她爱着,他被她感动,有这样一个女人在自己的身后,秦安还有什么负担,还有什么压抑?尽管他所作的,永远只是斑斓色彩的道德门槛外徘徊的蜘蛛网,想要网罗门里边的人儿,此时此刻,他却无所畏惧,她在为他推波助澜,在两个人沉沦缠绵的欢愉中,秦安心里边的愧疚和压抑,在她默默的接受中宣泄而出。Heis very powerful, sheis very gentle and charming, hehas groundherbody, as ifheavyarmorknightpassing over gently and swiftlywilderness, the long spear/gunopened the thick patch of grass, the horse's hooffalls the gully, kicked up the puddleto congeal, hedeeplyis kissingher, securewater, inherbody, felllike the rainnumerously, splashedconfusedwater colors, water colortender feelingsare wrappinghim.
他很强大,她很娇柔,他碾过她的身子,仿佛重甲骑士掠过原野,长枪挑开草丛,马蹄陷进沟壑,踢起一汪水凝,他深深地吻着她,安水,她的身子里,纷落如雨,飞溅起一片迷茫的水色,一片水色的柔情包裹着他。„SettlesSister Shui......”Qin Anto pant for breath, appreciatesthatto bud the taste of jump, sheishisharbor, in the wind and rain of his, makinghimanchor.
“安水姐……”秦安喘息着,体味着那萌动跳跃的滋味,她是他的港湾,在他这一世的风雨里,让他停泊。Shecalmlyvisitshim, hesocharming, smell, diverges the pupil of blood threadsgradually, the youngbody, the attractivemuscleline, heisQin An, heisherQin An, is reposingherunusualloveQin An.
她静静地看着他,他是这般的迷人,身上的气味,渐渐散去血丝的瞳孔,年轻的身体,漂亮的肌肉线条,还有他是秦安,他是她的秦安,寄托着她那份与众不同的爱情的秦安。Qin An, thisismylove, is not jealous, does not haggle over, does not envy, obtains the happiness, returnstenforyou.秦安,这是我的爱情,不和人吃醋,不和人计较,不和人嫉妒,得到一点儿幸福,为你回报十份。
This for a lifetimeinherentdependence, keepinghimforeverfromleavingthisfemale.
这一辈子与生俱来的依恋,让他永远也无法离开这个女子。„Gets up, latercannot, oneselfthinklike this, disregardsotherstoward the roomlira, makingotherslook, howto think?”Onsecurewatercheekssleek/moistsleek/moistpink, elegantsuch as the cloud of setting sun.
“起来吧,以后不许这样了,自己一想了,就不管不顾地把人家往房间里拉,让别人瞧着了,会怎么想?”安水脸颊儿上润润的粉红,飘逸如夕阳的云。In the room the temperateairis drifting in the air the easefragrance, makingpersoneachbreathseem likeinHwagok-riis sipping the dewdrop on flower petal.
房间里温和的空气浮荡着悠然的香味,让人每一口呼吸都像是在花谷里啜饮着花瓣儿上的露珠。„Yasutomocalledmyuncle, wasn't this naturalmatter?” The person who heandshehere, after many are newly-marriedstart the sex, happyonlywantsto be greasyall dayin the same place.
“安伦都叫我姑爷了,这不是理所应当的事情吗?”他和她在这里,就像很多新婚后才开始夫妻生活的人一样,甜蜜的只想整天腻在一起。Hercrimsonface, stillhas the lightgentleaura, thatclearlipis blooming the beauty of fermenting the entireyoung girlyears, Qin Anlowers the head, looks that hercollarchild is embellishing the peach blossomredbigpiecesnowcolor.
她绯红的脸,依然有着清淡温婉的气息,那圆润的唇瓣儿绽放着酝酿了整个少女时代的美丽,秦安低下头去,看着她衣领子里地点缀着桃花红的大片雪色。„Later, Ialsotake a honeymoon, can youalwaysfind a timeto accompanyme?”Twopeopleas ifare of one mind, Qin Anis thinking the feeling of having the honeymoon, securewateris also thinking, twopeoplein the same place, are how good, ifalsohas the honeymoonsuchromanticname, to be easierto provokein the girlsinherentlove the tangled upsentimentalthoughts?
“以后,我也要一次蜜月,你总能抽出点时间陪我吧?”两个人仿佛心有灵犀似的,秦安想着有蜜月的感觉,安水也想着了,两个人在一起,怎么都好,可是如果还有蜜月这样浪漫的名义,岂不是更容易撩拨起女孩儿们与生俱来的恋爱中缠绵多情的心思?„Naturally, Ihave not actually foundso manytimeto accompany a personspecially, thiswasourhoneymoons, settlingSister Shuiwas unsatisfied, wecameto be goodagainonetime.”Qin Anlooks that immerses into the love riverto have the uniquehappygently beautifulexpressionfemale, as if a happytree that is in full bloomin the heavenradiantly, is provokinghergently, canexpose a placehappyflower petal, securewater who at leastQin Anseesnow, in the foreheadsdid not haveanymelancholy.
“当然,其实我还没有特别抽出这么多时间来陪一个人,这就是我们的蜜月了,安水姐不满意,我们再来一次就好了。”秦安看着沉醉入爱河里有着独特幸福柔美表情的女子,仿佛一颗在天国璀璨盛开的幸福树,轻轻地撩拨着她,就能抖落一地幸福的花瓣,至少秦安现在看到的安水,眉宇间就没有了任何一点儿的忧郁。„Iratheralmostsee your smallmeetingevery day, does not likefor a long timesaying goodbyerespectively. Todayis seeingyou, tomorrowdisappears, separates is so long.” The securewateracts like a spoiled brat.
“我宁可差不多每天都见你一小会,也不喜欢分别这么久再见。今日见着你了,明日不见了,一分开就那么久。”安水撒着娇。„Right, canturn greenShan Townwithme?”Qin Anthinks saying that securewaterandheseparates, does not have the matter of means that the peacefulwatermustcomplete the studies, hecannotsubmit the application for admissiontoEdinburgh University.
“对了,要不要和我回青山镇?”秦安想了想说道,安水和他分开,却是没有办法的事情,安水不可能不完成学业,他也不能向爱丁堡大学提交入学申请。„......”Peacefulwaterinstinctdoes not shake the head, as ifreturned to the realityfromthatpurehappiness, among the gentlelooksreleased a helplessness.
“不……”安水本能地摇头,仿佛从那纯净的幸福中回到了现实,温婉的神色间释放出了一丝无奈。„Goes, hasme.”Qin Anknows that shefearsanything, the peacefulwatermustknowAn Luoat this timealsoinQingshan Town.
“去吧,有我在。”秦安知道她怕什么,安水不可能不知道安洛这时候还在青山镇。„Like thiswas too crueltoAn Luo.”How the securewateris possibly cruel enough, shecanbe determinedto strive foroneselfhappiness, rather than injuredby the younger sisterindifferently, makingherbrokenheartedalonenowheresearchownsouthwest, butshecannot achievewithoneselfhappinessabsolutely, provedyounger sisterpresentnothandles.
“这样对安洛太残忍了。”安水怎么可能忍心,她可以下定决心争取自己的幸福,而不是被妹妹冷漠的伤害,让她心碎孤寂无处寻觅自己的西南,可是她绝对做不到用自己的幸福,去证明妹妹现在的无措。Coming out that the securewaterlooks , the younger sisterwas somewhat flurried, during thatregards asallapplauds the younger sister of thing, suffered a bigattack.
安水看的出来,妹妹有些慌乱了,那个把一切都视为鼓掌之中事物的妹妹,遭受了不小的打击。Does not knowshewithstandsdoesn't live? After allshehas not come undersuchattack, in front ofQin An, sheas ifhas nothingto holdto depend on.
不知道她承受的住不?毕竟她从来没有受到过这样的打击,在秦安面前,她仿佛根本没有任何持凭。Qin Anwas silent, lovetype of thing, whocares, whocannot lose, Qin Anunderstandsthistruth, betweenheandAn Luo, butdoes not have the gunsmokewar, hecannotmakeAn Luoknow,hereallycannot do withouther, hecannotmakeherleavesidehim, butheactuallycannotmakeherknow.秦安沉默了,爱情这种东西,谁更在乎一些,谁就更加输不起,秦安只是明白这个道理,他和安洛之间,只是没有硝烟的战争,他只是不能让安洛知道,他真的不能没有她,他不能让她离开他身边,可是他却不能让她知道。Youbiggestenergyis notsuch that youthink, becauseyouareyou-
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感谢紫丶雨昔,小棉袄(o)/,zjun971210,zjun971210,极地东风破,saberfly,风歌夜魂,人睡鸟朝天,蓝梦飘零在4月23日的慷慨打赏。Thanking the polareast windbroken, puts onto weave, the personrests the birdto face upwards, zjun971210 , o 0I****0 o, the purpledotrainpast, smallcotton-wadded jacket( o ) /, absolute* lolicontrols, saberflyinApril 24hitsto enjoygenerously.
感谢极地东风破,穿织,人睡鸟朝天,zjun971210,o0我****0o,紫丶雨昔,小棉袄(o)/,绝对*loli控,saberfly在4月24日的慷慨打赏。TodaywhenIlord, un un, once againshowed that under IhaveIDto call the melancholysummerlittle flower.
今天我当吧主了,嗯嗯,再次证明下我有个id叫忧郁的夏小花。
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