Qin An raised the head, Li Xinlan stands in the building looks at him. 秦安抬起头,李心蓝站在楼上看他。 Qin An beckons with the hand, smiles. 秦安摆了摆手,笑了笑。 On the Li Xinlan cheeks has a bashful dimple, inside condenses a concern of young girl, both hands is supporting the chin, lies on the parapet, looks that Qin An rode the bicycle to go far away. 李心蓝脸颊上有着一个羞羞的酒窝,里边凝聚着一份少女的心事,双手撑着下巴,趴在栏杆上,看着秦安骑了自行车远去。 The night wind blows, the sending silk of young girl is swinging, is concerning she tender pure. 夜风吹啊,少女的发丝在摆动着,牵动着她柔嫩纯净的心。 Looks at that form to vanish from afar gradually, Li Xinlan returns to the room, somewhat bashful outstretch finger touched the chest, remembers feeling that he felt a moment ago, cannot help but red in the face, hurries to put out English textbook to recite the text, the thoughts sinks not to calm down. 远远地瞧着那个身影渐渐消失,李心蓝回到房间,有些羞的伸出手指碰了碰胸口,想起了他刚才摸着的感觉,不由得面红耳赤,赶紧拿出英语课本来背诵课文,心思却怎么也沉静不下来了。 Night in summer, overflow when the moonlight hangs loose, gradually was deep, quietness that deep such as is drunk. 夏日里的夜晚,等到月光披散的泛滥,才渐渐深沉了,深沉如醉的静谧。 The night wind has strolled in the leaves, the sound that dances is a little reverberating, making one cannot help but raise up the ear, as if the whole world on the remaining this point sounds. 夜风逛过树叶间,一点儿婆娑的声响回荡着,让人不由得竖起了耳朵,仿佛整个世界就剩下这一点声响了。 Qin An gathered round the old dwelling to transfer several, after definite parental already had a good sleep, this started to turn the zhang wall. 秦安围着老宅转了几圈,确定父母都已经睡好了以后,这才开始翻仧墙。 Qin An stands in the top, is just sufficing in the building the wooden window of room. 秦安站在墙头,刚好够着了楼上房间的木窗。 That is pasting the window of beautiful paper-cut, has the carving flower complicated window difficult, is telling this old dwelling once position and wealth potential unknowingly. 那是贴着美丽剪纸的窗台,有着雕花繁复的窗艰,不经意地诉说着这栋老宅曾经的地位和财势。 Qin An is knocking the window gently. 秦安轻轻地敲着窗户。 „Who?” After a while, in the sleep has some lazy sound sounds, when has the beautiful woman to awake initially the charming flavor. “谁啊？”一会儿以后,睡梦中带着些慵懒的声音响了起来,有着美人初醒时的娇媚味道。 „Qin An.” “秦安。” In the window calms down, Qin An is waiting safely. 窗户里静了下来,秦安安心等着。 „I also in vitality/angry.” Also silent a while, An Luo so said. “我还在生气呢。”又沉默了一会儿,安洛这般说道。 „I am carry a rod and ask for punishment.” “我就是来负荆请罪的。” „You did not like saying that story of Romance of the West Chamber, Cui Yingying was mad stretch/open health/life to be frivolous, in addition stretch/open health/life asked the matchmaker to explain things, after he got sick greatly one, forgave him.” An Luo thinks, without is so easy, today was been angry by him, this selfish man, as if only then he has the qualifications to define happy concept, others' viewpoint is wrong, is the stupid acts of sacrificing the substance for the shadow. “你不是喜欢说西厢记的故事么,崔莺莺气张生轻浮,尚且等到张生求红娘分说,他大病一场后才原谅他。”安洛想,没有这么容易,今天被他气坏了,这个自私的男人,仿佛只有他有资格定义幸福的概念似的,别人的观点就都是错的,都是舍本逐末的愚蠢行径。 An Luo always believes, Qin An is seemingly temperate humbly, actually arrogant, this arrogance compared with many people with the school record, the talent, the wealth, the arrogance that the beautiful appearance and so on energy multiplies is repugnant, he from life, thought that soul, spirit and so on altitude comes up to bend down to warm others, the corners of the mouth have the smile of sparing a glance, was denied by him, was actually completely denied others 's life all by him. 安洛一向认为,秦安看似温和谦逊,其实傲慢的要命,这种傲慢远比许多人凭着学历,才华,财富,美貌之类底气滋生出来的傲慢要讨厌,他是从人生,思想,灵魂,精神之类的高度上去俯暖别人,嘴角带着不屑一顾的微笑,被他否定,其实就是被他彻底否定他人的一生一切。 An Luo said, depended on the pillow to sit, cannot help but sharp the ear to listen at the window outside voice. 安洛说完,靠着枕头坐了起来,不由得尖起耳朵听窗外的声音。 „Pū passes!” “噗通！” Qin An of out of the window has not spoken, but actually transmits the depressed sound that the heavy item falls down. 窗外的秦安没有说话,但是却传来重物坠地的沉闷声响。 An Luo has a scare, crawls to open the window hastily, taking advantage of the moonlight, can see near the wall under the tree, the Qin An big body collapses there, was illuminated by the moonlight is pale, the whole body is motionless, lends an ice-cold stiff aura unexpectedly. 安洛吓了一跳,连忙爬起来推开窗户,借着月光,可以看到墙边树下,秦安高大的身体瘫倒在那里,被月光照得脸色苍白,浑身一动不动,竟然散发出一种冰冷僵硬的气息来。 An Luo by losing color that he frightened, the sound is somewhat trembled, „Qin An......” 安洛被他吓的面无血色,声音都有些发颤了,“秦安……” „My body is strong, without the means big sickness, the matchmaker does not know where on looks.” Qin An said there worn out. “我身体壮,没有办法大病啊,红娘也不知道上哪里找去。”秦安在那里有气无力地说道。 „You are waiting, where I found the person to come......” An Luo also to have the matter that the thoughts haggled over anything to carry a rod and ask for punishment at this time, quickly picked up the phone. “你等着,我找人来……”安洛这时候哪里还有心思去计较什么负荆请罪的事情,急忙拿起了电话。 Qin An actually crawled all of a sudden, flees rapidly the top, worms one's way into from the window, then holds horizontally An Luo, jumped on the bed. 秦安却一下子爬了起来,迅速窜上墙头,从窗户里钻了进去,然后一把将安洛横抱起来,就跳到了床上。 How many movement rabbits have the vulture to fall, where has the injured appearance? 几个动作兔起鹫落,哪里有受伤的样子？ The An Luo short of breath, was held by him in the bosom, his aura wraps hotly, making her feel somewhat weak, stared his one eyes ruthlessly. 安洛气急,被他抱在怀里,他身上的气息热热地将人包裹住,让她感觉有些无力,狠狠地瞪了他一眼。 „Hehe.” Qin An smiles. “嘿嘿。”秦安笑了笑。 „Repugnant, a sincerity of apology does not have, I will not manage you.” Whatever An Luo he is hugging, turned the body, turned away from him to close the eye. “讨厌,一点道歉的诚意也没有,我不会理你了。”安洛任由他抱着,扭了扭身子,背对着他闭上了眼睛。 Kicks out of the way the light quilt, the moonlight of out of the window drops in the room, the female of Qin An bosom, wears the short skirt suspenders pajamas, exposes a pair of symmetrical slender long leg, the tender waist in the hip line next four, under the clear shoulder has the fine charming collar bone, the both arms hug in the same place, squeezed out a ditch of soft powder powder to put in order. 踢开薄薄的被子,窗外的月光落进房间里来,秦安怀里的女子,穿着短裙吊带睡衣,裸露出一双匀称纤细的长腿,柔嫩的腰肢在臀线下四了进去,圆润的肩膀下有着精致妩媚的锁骨,双臂抱在一起,挤出了一条软软粉粉的沟整来。 Qin An she, is then smelling the fragrance on her body, comfortable awfully. 秦安接着她,闻着她身子上的香味,舒服的要命。 „I am really falling, but does not want to make you shout others come, we two things, do not need others to mix.” Qin An also hmph hmph two, proved own present is actually painful. “我真摔着了,只不过不想让你喊了别人来,我们两个的事情,不用别人来掺和。”秦安还哼哼了两声,证明自己现在却是痛着。 „Doesn't use or does not dare? Now I should shout your mother, later we two things, really did not have others anything matter.” The An Luo mouth said that paid no attention to him, but is listening to his words, could not bear talk back. “是不用还是不敢？现在我应该喊了你妈来看,以后我们两个的事情,真的就没有别人什么事了。”安洛嘴里说不理他了,但是听着他的话,还是忍不住回嘴。 „Does not use, does not dare.” Qin An replied honestly. “不用,也不敢。”秦安老老实实地回答。 In the nose of An Luo snort/hum expressed that own disaffection, men this, dishonest unsatisfactory, honest cannot be satisfying. 安洛的鼻子里哼了一声表示自己的不满,男人都这样,不老实让人不满意,老实了也不能让人满意。 Words that „today I speak, excessive. I do not aim at you specially, wants to attack you, actually I want to make your anything have, has me to give your happiness, there are your some to be happy.” Qin An puts out a hand to embrace she smooth and gentle and charming lower abdomen, lowers the head buries the nose in her sending silk, was hearing her unique aura, „I do not think you because of pursuing certain things, but lost other similarly important thing.” “今天我说的话,过份了点。我并不是特别针对你,想要打击你,其实我只是想让你什么都有,有我给你的幸福,也有你本来就有的幸福。”秦安伸手揽住她平滑而娇柔的小腹,低头把鼻子埋在她的发丝之间,闻着她独特的气息,“我不想你因为追求某些东西,而失去了其他同样重要的东西。” „Fish and bear's paws cannot have both.” An Luo sighs, somewhat tenderhearted, she who he said can anybody indifferent quiet, no means to him also so, she put out a hand only, builds gently on his back of the hand. “鱼与熊掌不可兼得。”安洛叹了一口气,被他说的有些心软,她可以对任何人冷漠沉静,唯独没有办法对他也如此,她伸出手来,轻轻地搭在他的手背上。 The movements of two people, do not need the familiar and co-adaptation slowly, is so actually intimate with, but the nature, as if such scene, already happened innumerable is the same. 两个人的动作,不需要慢慢的熟悉和互相适应,却是如此地亲近而自然,仿佛这样的情景,已经发生过了无数次一样。 „How don't you try to know? You thought from the beginning the fish and bear's paws cannot have both, but the fish I wants, why do bear's paws also I want...... not to try to grasp in the hand? You will discover, actually the two can have both.” Qin An is still trying to console her rigid thoughts. “你不试试怎么知道呢？你从一开始就觉得鱼与熊掌不可兼得,可是鱼我所欲,熊掌亦我所欲……为什么不试试都抓在手里？或者你会发现,其实二者可以兼得。”秦安还在试图劝解她那份执着的心思。 „Have you eaten the meal that the fish and bear's paws make together?” An Luo gains ground, enabling his arm to extend from her nape of the neck place, moved the body slightly downward, was pasted his arm to rest the head on by own cheeks, that type completely by the feeling that he hugs, making her cannot help but exude the low comfortable moan. “你吃过鱼和熊掌一起做的菜吗？”安洛抬了抬头,让他的一只胳膊可以从她的脖颈处伸了过去,稍稍往下挪动了身子,让自己的脸颊贴着他的手臂枕着,那种完全被他拥抱的感觉,让她不由自主地发出低低的舒服的呻吟声。 „No.” Qin An shakes the head reluctantly, in her, the love and kinship arrived unexpectedly must for its rejection its two degree. “没有。”秦安无奈地摇头,在她心里边,爱情和亲情居然到了必须为其一舍弃其二的程度了。 „Is this, I love my husband, I hope that he likes me loving him like me, I love my elder sister, I hope that she loves me, rather than loves my husband.” The body of An Luo is still turning away from him, cheeks leans to look at him, „do I have the mistake?” “就是这样,我爱我的丈夫,我希望他爱我如同我爱他,我爱我的姐姐,我希望她爱我,而不是爱我的丈夫。”安洛的身子依然背对着他,脸颊儿侧过来看他,“我有错吗？” „No.” Qin An somewhat replied difficultly. “没有。”秦安有些艰难地回答。 „Since I not wrong, that wrong deciding however is you, why do you know do not change mistakenly?” This looks like in An Luo, either is because are unable to understand, either because of his false, since does not plan to change, actually makes to know the wrong appearance, some extremely were rather false, inside this is passing actually is also an indistinct focus. “既然我没有错,那错的定然是你,你为什么知错不改？”这在安洛看来,要么是因为自己无法理解,要么只是因为他的虚伪,既然不打算改,却做出知错的样子,未免有些太过于虚伪了,这里边透着的其实也是一种隐约的执着。 Just like her, he is also actually insisting, two person always some contradictory places, actually unify in many places. 和她一样,其实他也在坚持着,两个人总是有许多矛盾的地方,却在很多地方又统一起来。 He does not give up, she does not give up, the goals of two people have the contradiction that is hard to be well distributed, is not east wind prevails over the west wind, is the westerly wind crushes the east wind. 他不放弃,她不放弃,两个人的目标却有难以调和的矛盾,不是东风压倒西风,就是西风压倒东风。 Now he actually hugs her in the bosom, two people are silent, had an incredible inexplicable mood at heart. 现在他却把她抱在怀里,两个人沉默下来,心里边都产生了一种荒诞莫名的情绪。 He and she, already is very incredible existed, but to him and her, a that incredibleness is unimportant, he has his pursue, regret that wants to make up, she is so. 他和她,已经是很荒诞的存在了,可对于他和她来说,那一种荒诞却并不重要,他有他的追求,想要弥补的遗憾,她又何尝不是如此。 Living but is the couple, is doomed to support each other. 生而为夫妻,注定相守。 „Qin An, enclasps me.” The atmosphere and moonlight in room are common, silent to listening to each other breathing, An Luo is gripping him to place under her cheeks is resting the head on the hand. “秦安,抱紧我。”房间里的气氛和月光一般静谧,沉默到听着彼此的呼吸声,安洛握住了他放在她脸颊下枕着的手。 Qin An receives her, two people closely hug in the same place, enabling her fine small cheek to snuggle up to his bosom. 秦安把她接了过来,两个人紧紧地抱在一起,让她精致的小脸蛋可以偎依在他的怀里。 „Qin An, only when you are hugging me the time, I will feel, this is not a dream, will think that this is a real world, when you are hugging me, felt that you are so real, this real back, is actually to me the most grieved cruelty, thinks of here, I rather felt that this was only the dream......” An Luo is saying, actually still cannot help but shrank the body, is seeking that relief of his arms, „for so many years, I crossed like this, has thought was only a dream, can be woven by me heartily, until me. Felt that you, I discovered after the original dream wakes up, is the brutal real world.” “秦安,只有当你抱着我的时候,我才会感觉到,这并不是梦,才会觉得这是一个真实的世界,可是当你抱着我的时候,感觉到你是如此真实,这份真实的背后,却是对我来说最心痛的残忍,想到这里,我宁可感觉这只是梦……”安洛这么说着,却依然不由自主地缩了缩身子,寻着他怀里的那份安心,“这么些年来,我就是这样过的,一直觉得只是个梦,可以让我尽情编织,直到我感觉到了你,我才发现原来梦醒来以后,就是残酷的真实世界。” „The hopeless world, is the true brutality, we with the person of hope, we are waiting, not?” Qin An closely is hugging her delicate waist back, this time she, the body did not have to be long, annoys the person to love dearly especially. “没有希望的世界,才是真正的残酷,我们都是怀着希望的人,我们都在等待着,不是吗？”秦安紧紧地搂着她纤弱的腰肢后背,这个时候的她,身子还没有长开来,格外的惹人心疼。 An Luo has not spoken, yes, that is her hope, is her self-confident root, so long as Qin An has such hope, she has such energy, even if facing many enemies, can protect the easy life of family of three. 安洛没有说话,是啊,那是她的希望,也是她自信的根源,只要秦安有这样的希望,她就有这样的底气,哪怕面对再多的敌人,也能守护住一家三口的小日子。 „Sees your older sister together?” Qin An asked in her ear in a soft voice. “一块儿去看你姐姐吧？”秦安在她耳边轻声问道。 „Does not go, did you keep thinking about her to be very long? Some things, you do not do, in brief will not be resigned, I make you complete the matter that you want to handle, you remember well.” An Luo, the sound somewhat was exhausted and helpless, „I am feared that you do not want to come back, must be careful the table, so as to avoid drew you cannot pull back.” “不去了,你惦记着她很久了吧？有些事情,你不做,总之是不会甘心的,我让你把你想做的事情都做完,你记得回来就好。”安洛顿了顿,声音有些疲惫和无奈,“我就是怕你不想回来了,总得小心着桌,免得把你拉都拉不回来了。” „I will come back, waits for me.” Qin An kisses her cheeks. “我会回来的,等我。”秦安吻了吻她的脸颊。 „Un, I and others you.” An Luo closed the eye, Qin An, so long as your one person come back, does not want you to lead others to come back- “嗯,我等你。”安洛闭上了眼睛,秦安,只要你一个人回来,不是要你带着别人回来- [ Offer] [奉献]