Chapter 29 Qin An, is my heartbeat quick?( 7000 character big chapters, asked monthly ticket) 第29章秦安,我的心跳很快吗？(七千字大章节,求月票) The pale moon/month hangs in the east side, the background of sky has wipes the dreary color, in the eye of Qin An already could not see the setting sun split vision that distant west drops, only has the An Luo tears. 苍白的月挂在东边,天空的背景有着一抹惨淡的颜色,秦安的眼睛里已经看不到遥遥西堕的夕阳余光,只有安洛的眼泪。 If lets the woman who the man bursts into tears is not the good man, that Qin An is not a good man absolutely. 如果让男人流泪的女人不是好男人,那秦安绝对算不上一个好男人。 Present Qin An, will not approve such standard, the good man to be good, lies in the woman sheds tears that to be worth. 现在的秦安,绝不会认可这样的标准,好男人好不好,在于女人流下的眼泪值不值得。 „What I do not want you to make, your what does not serve as, is waiting well, waits for me to pursue is catching up, delivers to your palm the happiness that you want, this is good, ok?” Qin An puts out a hand, is wiping her tears gently. “我不要你做什么,你什么都不用做了,好好地等着,等着我追着赶着,把你要的幸福送到你的手心里,这样就好,行吗？”秦安伸出手,轻轻地擦拭着她的眼泪。 „Is the happiness that I want what?” The An Luo doubts visit him, does he know? “我要的幸福是什么？”安洛疑惑地看着他,他知道吗？ „I know, the happiness that you want, I can give.” Where Qin An can not know, is similar to her to his understanding, even if he is unable to grasp her present thoughts, will be very clear she to be rigid in anything. “我知道,你要的幸福,我能给。”秦安哪能不知道,就如同她对他的了解,他纵然无法把握住她现在的心思,却很清楚她会执着于什么。 „The happiness that I want, you can, but do you give up?” An Luo scratches the moistness of clean corner of the eye, on the small cheek has the stubbornness and focus not then, happiness that „I want, is only the family of three, did not have a more important thing to exist again. All beforehand hindrance, will be swept clear cleanly by me.” “我要的幸福,你能给,可你舍得吗？”安洛擦干净眼角的湿润,小小的脸蛋上有着绝不回头的倔强和执着,“我要的幸福,只是一家三口,再也没有更重要的东西存在了。一切之前的阻碍,都会被我清扫干净。” An Luo speaks, turns head to walk, her form is delicate, vanishes gradually in the dim light of night that fills gradually, such small person, she is hiding is one lets the too many anxious and weak focus. 安洛说完话,扭头就走,她的身影纤弱,渐渐地消失在渐渐弥漫起的夜色之中,这样一个小小的人儿,她心里边藏着的却是一份让太多人不安和无力的执着。 Qin An long sighs, he and she radically are two extremes, looks like in Qin An, her too heavy sentiment, all her thoughts and happiness, pin in a sentiment, she neglects the sentiment that other should pay attention. In her opinion, he is fickle, he puts out the most important sentiment, are too many there unfaithful/stamen operation she indifferent indifferent sentiment. 秦安长长地叹了一口气,他和她根本就是两个极端,在秦安看来,她太重情,她所有的心思和幸福,都寄托在一份感情上,以至于她忽略了其他应该重视的感情。在她看来,他薄情,他把最重要的一份感情置之脑后,却在那里花心经营太多她冷眼漠视的感情。 The first offensive probe and attempts to be defeated completely, a point with does not have. 第一次略带攻击性的试探和企图完全失败,一点用都没有。 Qin An wants to make her peaceful, but is very obvious, is impossible, she does not calm down, she is impossible to visit him to handle his matter helplessly, actually place that she wants final. 秦安只是想让她安静下来,但是很显然,根本就不可能,她静不下来,她不可能眼睁睁地看着他做他的事情,却把她想要的放在最后。 Qin An sits on the bicycle back seat, looks at An Luo to leave from afar. 秦安坐在自行车后座上,远远地看着安洛离开。 A while, Sun Pao and Qin Xiaotian bang came, turns head strangely. 一会儿,孙炮和秦小天轰轰隆隆地过来了,奇怪地回头。 „Don't you deliver her to go back?” Qin Xiaotian thought that Qin An did not have the demeanor, the racket leads on yellow Pupu the dust, while blamed the Qin An insufficient gentleman. “你不送她回去？”秦小天觉得秦安太没有风度了,一边拍带着自己身上黄扑扑的灰尘,一边责怪秦安不够绅士。 „Girl turns head to walk every so often, but thinks person peaceful, does not want you to pursue to comfort her, particularly in she knows that you and her contradiction simply does not have possibly in the moderate situation temporarily.” “女孩子很多时候扭头就走,只是想一个人安静一下,并不是要你追上去安慰她,尤其是在她知道你和她的矛盾暂时根本没有可能缓和的情况下。” „Is this? Sometimes that actually, Li Yu was angry, in share that our two read in her is the girl, gives her reluctantly the face, finally took the stick to expel hitting by her.” Sun Pao understood very much said. “是这样？那倒是,有时候李玉生气了,我们两个看在她是女孩子的份上,勉强给她面子,结果被她拿着棍子撵着打。”孙炮很理解地说道。 „Is Li Yu so fierce?” Although again Town Middle School time knows that Sun Pao in the girl who 70 classes do not dare to provoke is only Li Yu, several contacts that but Li Yu, Li Yu is a delicate and gentle appearance, even if knows that possibly is not the appearance that her whole time display, but Qin An still unavoidably to her impression some changes. “李玉这么厉害？”虽然再镇初中的时候就知道孙炮在70班唯一不敢招惹的女孩子就是李玉了,可自己和李玉的几次接触,李玉都是一副柔弱而文静的样子,即使知道那不可能是她大部分时间表现出来的样子,但是秦安依然免不了对她的印象有些改变了。 „She is also fierce with us.” Qin Xiaotian smiles, but also is somewhat self-satisfied, probably was expelled is running was very happy that the bum incorrigbility of man annotated on Qin Xiaotian very well clearly. “她也就和我们厉害。”秦小天嘿嘿一笑,还有些得意,好像被撵着跑还挺高兴的,男人的贱骨头劣根性在秦小天身上很好地诠释清楚了。 Qin An and their two are walking along the green slat road, saw the Li Yu family/home newly-built building from afar. 秦安和他们两个沿着青石板路走着,远远地就看到了李玉家新建的楼房。 Originally Li Yu jia in the entire village rare hut already overthrew, the original address newly-built building has three, this is also rare in the area, in vast majority of others is two , compared with the surrounding one-story house and two little building, Li Yu jia house is especially conspicuous. 原来李玉家在整个村子里都少见了的土屋已经推倒了,原址新建的楼房有三层,这在当地也是少见的,绝大多数人家里都是两层,和周围的平房和二层小楼一比,李玉家的房子格外显眼。 Even if the average people know the campus store in school to make money, could not guess correctly can probably make how much money, the campus store in district No. 2 Middle school contracts to Sun Pao in plenty, Qin Xiaotian and Li Yu three students, the Li Yu whole family that in fact is responsible for handling truly, the income and a Li Yu family/home original that day sells several packages of smoke several bottles of mineral water iron-covered tent and shed shop to be no comparison between them. 一般人即使知道在学校里的校园商店赚钱,大概也猜不到能赚多少钱,丰裕县二中的校园商店承包给孙炮,秦小天和李玉三个学生,实际上真正负责打理的还是李玉一家子,收入和李玉家原来那个一天就卖几包烟几瓶矿泉水的铁皮棚铺子不可同日而语。 Now Li Yu family/home newly-built building, but also owes some money, the matter that but the repayments do not use energy, is defending the campus store, that will be Ms. Jin chicken that will keep laying eggs...... will at least come to see regarding many villagers in Qingshan Town truly is so. 现在李玉家新建的这个楼房,还欠一些钱,可是还款也不是多么费劲的事情,守着校园商店,那就是个会不停下蛋的金母鸡……至少对于青山镇的许多村民来看确实是如此。 The Qin An three people walked, Li Yu mother looks from afar, throws down the clothes hastily, scratched the clean hand to welcome, shouted toward the room behind: „Li Yu, the small day they came.” 秦安三个人走了过来,李玉妈远远地看着了,就连忙丢下衣服,擦干净手迎了过来,朝着屋后边大喊:“李玉,小天他们过来了。” Li Yu ** the attitude is very intimate, can she not be clear? A Li Yu ordinary girl, has not had ties of kinship with any leader in the school, why does the contract of campus store have her share? Also not because of her and Qin Xiaotian, Sun Pao relates well? 李玉**态度很亲热,她能不清楚吗？李玉一个普普通通的女孩子,在学校里没有和任何一个领导沾亲带故的,校园商店的承包凭什么有她的份？还不是因为她和秦小天,孙炮关系不错？ Mixes as for the daughters and these two boys in the same place, annoyed many idle talks, Li Yu ma does not care, feared poorly. 至于女儿和这两个男孩子掺和在一起,惹了不少闲话,李玉妈是不在乎的,穷怕了。 Why let alone the daughter does not have really the disgraced matter, Li Yu ma only closes one's eyes, when others' words are eyes red purely. 更何况女儿也没有真干什么丢人事,李玉妈只闭着眼睛当别人的话纯粹都是眼红罢了。 Can not be jealous? Seeing the person is poor, shameful rich, particularly must not exposed to the poor person become to be richer, this is the way things should be. 能不眼红吗?见得人穷,见不得人富,尤其是见不得比自己穷的人变得比自己更富,这是人之常情。 Li Yu mother also saw certainly Qin An, this was slender, on the face always leads the smile youngster, gave her feeling is actually and Sun Pao, Qin Xiaotian was different, inside is passing a thing that made Li Yu ma feel inferior, she can becomes the child Sun Pao and Qin Xiaotian, tried to get close intimately as elder, was not good to Qin An, the attitude of that elder, could not suspend. 李玉妈当然也看见秦安了,这个身材修长,脸上总是带着笑容的少年,给她的感觉却是和孙炮,秦小天不一样,里边透着一种让李玉妈自惭形秽的东西,她可以把孙炮和秦小天当孩子,以长辈的身份套近乎亲热,可是对秦安却不行,那种长辈的态度,摆不出来。 „, Did you do late, is not at home to stay, day in day out ran around like crazy......” Li Yu to walk from the room, in the hand is also moistening some green grass and vegetable leaf scraps/condescend, raised the head, saw that Qin An is smiling to her slightly, cannot help but cheeks spilled over flurried blushing, „I...... I washed to start.” “这么晚了,你们来干什么啊,不在家呆着,一天到晚瞎跑……”李玉从屋后边走了出来,手上还沾着些青草和菜叶屑,抬起头来,看到秦安正对着她微微笑着,不由得脸颊儿泛出慌乱的红晕,“我……我去洗下手。” „In preparation pig feed?” Qin An looks, Li Yu's hand very well looked that grows up in the poverty-stricken family/home, is being the farm work girl, hand that always the pair is condensing the Chinese female tradition beautiful quality. “在准备猪食啊？”秦安瞧了瞧,李玉的手挺好看的,在穷苦的家里长大,做着农活的女孩子,总是有一双凝聚着中国女子传统美丽品质的手。 Li Yu nods hastily, she may not have Qin An so many viewpoints and attitudes, but feels in front of Qin An, hand dirty like the appearance, does not lose face very much, hurries to wash the hands, somewhat stands there cautious. 李玉连忙点了点头,她可没有秦安那么多观点和态度,只是觉得在秦安面前,手脏兮兮的不像样子,很丢脸,赶紧洗了手,有些拘谨地站在那里。 „My mother said, time your family of new year's celebration delivering many cured meat, I had eaten, is very delicious, has not thought that is you feeds in a big way.” Qin An also said to Li Yu ma: „Thanks cured meat that the pig that now domestic kill makes, already was very difficult to eat.” “我妈说,过年的时候你们家给送了很多腊肉,我吃过,特别好吃,没有想到都是你喂大的。”秦安又对李玉妈说道:“谢谢了,现在自己家养杀的猪做成的腊肉,已经很难吃到了。” „If likes, later does some to deliver, cleanness that this pig eats, is Li Yu carries the pig feed that sloppy and a family/home in type of vegetable/dish boils, like others home pig feed, that meat did not eat was not good.” Li Yu ma said hastily with a smile why she actually does not understand feeds is not good, because the pig feed that the feed the meat eats is very expensive, shears the grass not to spend. “要是喜欢,以后多做点送过去,这猪都吃的干净,都是李玉自己背了草和自己家地里种的菜煮的猪食,不像别人家用的猪饲料,那个肉吃了不好。”李玉妈连忙笑着说道,她其实也不懂为什么喂饲料的肉吃的不好,只是因为猪饲料挺贵的,割得草又不花钱。 „I had the luck of having good things to eat......, but, Li Yu you on not feeding hogs the flowered too much time, otherwise Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao will blame me.” Qin An smiles to say. “那我就有口福了……不过,李玉你可别在喂猪上花太多时间了,要不然秦小天和孙炮都会怪我了。”秦安笑了笑说道。 Li Yu cheeks one red, looked at Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao, somewhat does not know that low-spirited how to deal with the Qin An light joke. 李玉脸颊一红,看了看秦小天和孙炮,有些黯然地不知道怎么应对秦安平淡的玩笑话。 Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao somewhat were actually awkward, two youngster already so ignorant were no longer ignorant, understands that meaning of Qin An, he is looked that their two liked Li Yu. 秦小天和孙炮倒是有些尴尬了,两个少年已经不再那么懵懂无知了,明白秦安的意思,他是看出来了他们两个都喜欢李玉。 Li Yu mother is somewhat regrettable, can she unable to look? Own daughter is very marketable, what a pity is this Qin eldest son eldest son looks at present does not glance, Qin An halo were too many, although usually felt that Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao good...... Qin Xiaotian is not no need saying that the Sun Pao father was also the big labor contractor, cannot with Qin to the mountain, compared with Qin Huai, but Li Yu family/home definitely was the pats the horse cannot catch up, in share that only then sought friendships with......, but Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao, compared with Qin An, that was not conspicuous. 李玉妈有些遗憾,她能瞧不出来吗？自己女儿挺抢手的,可惜的是眼前这位秦家长子大少爷看不上眼啊,秦安身上光环太多了,虽然平常感觉秦小天和孙炮都不错了……秦小天不必说,孙炮老爸也是大包工头了,不能和秦向山,秦淮相比,可是李玉家肯定是拍马赶不上,只有高攀的份上……可是秦小天和孙炮,跟秦安一比,那就太不显眼了。 Sat a meeting in Li Yu jia, Qin An and Qin Xiaotian, Sun Pao leaves. 在李玉家坐了一会,秦安和秦小天,孙炮就离开了。 Qin An bore eventually, without going to manage Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao matter, he believes words that secure water spoke, the important place they are confident, perhaps this is a turning point that they grow, perhaps this was the gathering practices the test of their friendship, the sentiment of youth youngster, the wound crossed, understood the sentiment. 秦安终究还是忍住了,没有去管秦小天和孙炮的事情,他相信安水说的话,要地他们有信心,也许这就是他们成长起来的一个转折点,也许这就是萃练他们友情的一个考验,青春少年的感情,伤过了,才更懂得感情。 What a pity is, Li Yu or as is always maintaining the attitude of being neither friendly nor aloof to Qin Xiaotian and Sun Pao, above the friendship, actually also stops in the friendship, is far from the affection not to fill...... Li Yu to have that favorable impression object, is not Qin Xiaotian, is not Sun Pao. 可惜的是,李玉还是一如既往地对秦小天和孙炮保持着若即若离的态度,友情以上,却也止于友情,远远谈不上恋情未满……李玉心里有那种好感的对象,不是秦小天,也不是孙炮。 Later little appears, Qin An is riding the bicycle and Qin Xiaotian, the Sun Pao hurricane, he has not been carrying the person, does not fear their all terrain vehicle. 以后少出现吧,秦安骑着自行车和秦小天,孙炮一路狂飙,他没有载着人,可不怕他们两个沙滩车。 Dim light of night already fell completely, the street two sides have the street light, is actually person line of scarcities, Qin An rides again quickly, fell behind all terrain vehicle, Qin Xiaotian and in the Sun Pao sudden corner the stair took the shortcut, that type of stair regarding all terrain vehicle easy, Qin An actually must stop to carry the bicycle to pass. 夜色已经完全落下了,街道两边有路灯,却是人行稀少,秦安骑得再快,也落后了沙滩车,秦小天和孙炮突然拐弯上了台阶抄近道,那种台阶对于沙滩车来说轻而易举,秦安却必须停下来扛着自行车过去了。 Qin An was disinclined to continue so with them not to compete fairly, speed slow, actually looks under the street light from afar, a girl of wear white skirt, stood under the street light lonelily, opened the eye to look around toward here. 秦安懒得和他们继续如此不公平的比赛了,速度缓了下来,却远远地看着路灯下,一个穿着白色裙子的女孩子,孤孤单单地站在路灯下,睁大了眼睛朝着这边张望。 In her pupil has an anticipation and inexplicable palpitation, that is the young girl simple pure sentiment, was involved hurt the appearance. 她的眸子里有一份期待和莫名的心悸,那是少女简单纯净的感情,被牵扯伤害了的模样儿。 „Big Sister Xinlan.” Qin An stopped, „I deliver you to go home.” “心蓝姐。”秦安停了下来,“我送你回家。” Li Xinlan lowers the head, the exquisite nose twitched two, that several lovable the freckle wrinkled. 李心蓝低下头来,小巧的鼻子抽动了两下,那几颗可爱的浅浅的雀斑皱起来了。 Qin An from the bicycle, took off the coat to scratch the bicycle back seat, „ok, was clean, will not smear your skirt.” 秦安从自行车上下来,脱掉上衣擦了擦自行车后座,“好了,干净了,不会弄脏你的裙子。” Li Xinlan looks that he throws the ash that the clean white shirt scratched, put in the body, showed the happy expression, a little shy. 李心蓝看着他把原本干干净净的白衬衫擦的灰扑扑的,又穿在了身上,露出了浅浅的笑意,有一点儿的羞涩。 Li Xinlan sat, Qin An is pedalling the bicycle. 李心蓝坐了上去,秦安蹬着自行车。 The night wind got up, the blown Li Xinlan long hair is floating, sits the girl on bicycle back seat, after jolts, naturally embraced his waist. 夜风起来了,吹的李心蓝的长发飘飘,坐在自行车后座上的女孩子,在一个颠簸之后,自然地揽住了他的腰肢。 Hears on him to mix the aura of slight perspiration taste, Li Xinlan cheeks is somewhat feeling hot red. 闻着他身上混合着轻微汗味的气息,李心蓝的脸颊儿红红地有些发烫。 Arrived at the dormitory, Qin An moves to the old dwelling, but Li Xinlan also lived here, at this time also had many people to enjoy the cool air in the courtyard, looks at Qin An to deliver Li Xinlan to come back, warmly and Qin An greeted. 来到宿舍楼,秦安家搬到老宅了,可是李心蓝家还住在这儿,这时候还有挺多人在院子里乘凉,瞧着秦安送李心蓝回来,都热情地和秦安打招呼。 Is an old acquaintance, looks teacher who he grows up, some unfamiliar feelings, in the Qin An smile were also many some smalltalk flavors. 都是老熟人,看着他长大的老师,却有了些生疏的感觉,秦安的笑容里也多了些客套的味道。 „My parents are not at home.” Qin An delivered Li Xinlan to main house gate, Li Xinlan lowered the head to say. “我爸妈不在家。”秦安送了李心蓝到家门口,李心蓝低头说道。 „For a long time has not spoken with Big Sister Xinlan.” Li Xinlan such girl, has the courage to say such words, has not thought probably, if were rejected, what kind of embarrassment can be, she only then anticipated. “好久没有和心蓝姐说说话了。”李心蓝这样的女孩子,鼓起勇气说出这样的话,大概就从来没有想到过如果被拒绝,会是怎么样的难堪,她心里边只有期待。 Li Xinlan then pulls out the key, opened the door. 李心蓝这才掏出钥匙,打开了房门。 The Li Xinlan family/home, has little change, is such simple and simple. 李心蓝的家,并没有太大变化,还是那样简单而朴素。 „Are you seeing Chen Yaoyao? She studied to the city nearby.” In Room Li Xinlan, Qin An sits before the desk, Li Xinlan like treating guest, poured one cup of tea to give Qin An. “你见着了陈夭夭吗？她到市里边上学了。”在李心蓝里,秦安坐在书桌前,李心蓝像对待客人那样,倒了一杯茶过来给秦安。 In the Li Xinlan room, is that pure, pure simple and elegant fragrance, the bed sheet of blue white check, neat white quilt of fold, small single bed. 李心蓝的房间里,还是那股纯纯的,洁净素雅的香味,蓝白格子的床单,折叠的整整齐齐的白色被子,小小的单人床。 „Is seeing, she came to our school to fight, is bumping me, afterward also often can meet, she in three, I in one.” Qin An holds the teacup, without the mouth flower and Li Xinlan spoke, he does not want to select anything to come, only wants to speak with her simply. “见着了,她来我们学校打过架,碰着我了,后来也常能见着面,她在三中,我在一中。”秦安捧着茶杯,没有嘴花花地和李心蓝说话,他不想挑什么来,只想和她简简单单地说话。 „Is she such? Does she ask you to trouble?” Li Xinlan sits in the bedside, to Qin An, was caring very much visits him, in her opinion, Chen Yaoyao such girl, is very fearful existence. “她还是那样啊？她有没有找你麻烦啊？”李心蓝坐在床边上,正对着秦安,很关心地看着他,在她看来,陈夭夭这样的女孩子,是一种很可怕的存在。 „No, but I looked actually very many to her troublesome. Relax, I will not suffer a loss.” Qin An smiles, without thinking oneself and Li Xinlan topic, can fall on Chen Yaoyao unexpectedly starts, otherwise only feared oneself and she do not know that said anything, after all oneself and Li Xinlan uncommon surface, often do not relate, when like all the intimate acquaintance, has not needed some topics to relieve that type just to meet for a long time the strangeness. “没有,不过我倒是给她找了挺多麻烦。放心吧,我不会吃亏的。”秦安笑了笑,没有想到自己和李心蓝的话题,居然会是落在陈夭夭身上开始,要不然只怕自己和她都不知道说些什么吧,毕竟自己和李心蓝不常见面,不常联系,就像所有许久未亲近的熟人一样,需要一些话题来解除掉那种刚见面时的陌生感。 „That is good.” Li Xinlan felt relieved. “那就好。”李心蓝放下心来。 In the room calms down all of a sudden, as if between two people also had no words to say again. 房间里一下子就静了下来,仿佛两个人之间就再也没有什么话可以说的了。 „Qin An, you were getting more and more fierce.” Silent a while, Li Xinlan raised the head, the elbow supports the knee, both hands holds the chin to look at Qin An. “秦安,你越来越厉害了。”沉默了一会儿,李心蓝才抬起头来,手肘撑着膝盖,双手捧着下巴地看着秦安。 „My father also said that next semester you will be high three, in the liberal arts experiment class, you is also the highest quality people of key trained lives.” Qin An actually not modest. “我爸也说了,下学期你就高三了,在文科试验班里,你也是重点培养的尖子生。”秦安倒是没有谦虚。 „Can I be admitted to the university that you want?” Li Xinlan blinks to ask. “那我能考上你想要去的大学吗？”李心蓝眨了眨眼睛问道。 „I have not thought which gains admission to the university, that several universities that but I should the student of not area-wide student examination my result files register for frequently. Can on same the university, I did not say certainly, but we can definitely same enroll the college entrance examination.” Qin An said with a smile. “我还没有想过考哪所大学哦,不过我应该不会考我那个成绩档的学生经常报考的那几所大学。能不能上同一所大学,我说不准,不过我们肯定可以同一届参加高考。”秦安笑着说道。 „You were say me not to be admitted to a university, can retake courses?” Li Xinlan is very sad. “你是说我考不上大学,要复读吗？”李心蓝很难过。 „It is not, I in high two will enroll a college entrance examination, Big Sister Xinlan, you cannot compare me also to test almost.” Letting Li Xinlan can, be admitted to better point university is also good diligently, Qin An remembers that the Li Xinlan once university entrance examination result is not outstanding, is far from achieving becomes the liberal arts experiment class highest quality people fresh degree of now. “不是,我会在高二参加一次高考,心蓝姐,你可不能比我还考的差点哦。”让李心蓝能够更努力一点,考上更好一点的大学也好,秦安记得李心蓝曾经的高考成绩并不出众,远远没有达到现在成为文科试验班尖子生的程度。 „I am definitely worse than you.” Facing Qin An, Li Xinlan does not have the confidence, but Qin An said the university of his not area-wide student examination his score scale. “我肯定比你差的。”面对秦安,李心蓝没有信心,可是秦安说了他不会考他那个分数档次的大学。 That is good, Li Xinlan cannot think that what Qinghua Peking University, is Qin An such person, probably should enter such university, Li Xinlan has not thought goes abroad to study such matter, that in her remote can treat as does not have this matter. 那就好,李心蓝也不敢想什么清华北大,可是秦安这样的人,好像就应该进那样的大学,李心蓝还是没有想过出国留学那样的事情,那个在她心里遥远的可以当做不存在这种事情。 „Performs to own effort is good, is better than whom, is worse than whom, is not meaningful, the key was your oneself satisfied well.” Qin An drank tea, then discovered that the cup has a unique aura, like thing that all girls use frequently, has the brand mark of their unique moving aura. “尽到自己的努力就好,比谁好,比谁差,都没有什么意义,关键是你自己满足了就好。”秦安喝了一口茶,然后发现杯子有一种独特的气息,像所有的女孩子经常用的东西一样,有着她们独特动人气息的烙印。 „Cup is that I use, I feel, like on a person, can share a cup to drink water with him.” Li Xinlan had the courage to say suddenly probably very much difficultly, the small cheek rose red. “杯子是我用的那个,我觉得,喜欢上一个人,就是可以和他共用一个杯子喝水。”李心蓝突然好像很艰难地鼓起了勇气说道,小脸蛋都涨得通红。 Li Xinlan has said that she likes Qin An, Qin An knows, he is grasping this cup, the second tea, could not drink. 李心蓝说过,她喜欢秦安,秦安知道,他握着这个杯子,第二口茶,却怎么也喝不下去了。 „But I felt, I should not like you, because you have the girl who oneself like. I do not know now oneself likes you, did not like you.” Li Xinlan said very much uncomfortably, the mild-mannered eyebrow wrinkles in the forehead, making her seem like the mood is very chaotically dry. “可是我又觉得,我不应该喜欢你了,因为你有自己喜欢的女孩子。我现在不知道自己是喜欢你,还是不喜欢你了。”李心蓝很难受地说道,柔顺的眉皱在眉心中间,让她看起来心情十分燥乱。 She is only a simple girl, intertwines to her concern simply slightly, she does not have means to untie. 她只是个简单的女孩子,简单到她的心事稍稍纠结一点,她就没有办法自己解开。 Qin An does not have to deny oneself had the girl of liking, Li Xinlan looked at An Luo to sit in the appearance of bicycle back seat, she has been waiting there, waited for Qin An to ride a bicycle again. 秦安没有否认自己有喜欢的女孩子了,李心蓝瞧着了安洛坐在自行车后座的样子,她就一直在那里等着,等着秦安再骑车过来。 „Qin An, you said that I also do like you?” Li Xinlan does not know, she asked Qin An, because in her opinion, Qin An anything understood, since Qin An expelled from her side the slaughter outline, she started to trust him. “秦安,你说我还喜欢你吗？”李心蓝不知道,她问秦安,因为在她看来,秦安什么都懂,自从秦安把屠纲从她身边赶跑,她就开始信赖他。 Qin An shakes the head, then said hastily: „I do not know, liking a person is very complex matter, is very difficult to talk clearly, does not know like your oneself, others are unable to be convenient.” 秦安摇了摇头,然后连忙说道:“我不知道,喜欢一个人是很复杂的事情,很难说清楚,就像你自己都不知道,别人更加无从方便。” The Li Xinlan look is somewhat vacant, then also shakes the head, „likes a person is very simple matter, felt that the heartbeat knew.” 李心蓝的眼神有些茫然,然后也摇了摇头,“喜欢一个人是很简单的事情,感觉到心跳就知道了。” Some Qin An actually heartbeats was fierce, he remembered and this girl's heartbeat time. 秦安倒是有些心跳的厉害了,他想起了和这个女孩儿的心跳时刻。 „Can I trace your chest?” Li Xinlan anticipated that looks at Qin An, blushing on cheeks, light, is actually a gentle and pure sentiment. “我可以摸摸你的胸口吗？”李心蓝期待地看着秦安,脸颊儿上的红晕,薄薄的,却是一份柔和而单纯的感情。 Qin An nods, throwing out the chest chest cavity. 秦安点了点头,挺了挺胸膛。 „You untie the clothes knot. Cannot be away from the clothes. I am not so clear.” Li Xinlan lifts the hand, appearance that somewhat insists tenaciously, that is one type must so, not so incorrect attitude. “你把衣服扣子解开啊。不能隔着衣服。那样我就不清楚了。”李心蓝抬起手,有些固执地坚持的样子,那是一种非得如此,不如此不行的态度。