The effort of Chapter 18 little girl( first) 第18章小女孩的努力(第一更) The studio always needs the bright ray, lets the person feel feeling that type of shadow light interweaves secretly. 画室总是需要明亮的光线,来让人感觉那种阴影光暗交织的感觉。 The boys give the studio that she prepares, big, 30 square meters, this just learned/studied the girl who draws regarding one, is very luxurious. 男孩子给她准备的画室,大大的,足足有三十来个平方米,这对于一个刚刚学习画画的女孩子来说,是十分奢侈的。 On the wall hangs is coming from the draft manuscripts of «Picture God» animation major creation groups, these draft manuscripts regarding the cartoon collector without a doubt are the first-hand treasures. 墙壁上挂着许多来自《画神》动漫各大创作组的手稿,这些手稿对于漫画收藏者来说毫无疑问都是第一手的珍品。 What is most attractive was " God King » in most popular woman Qin Siwei line manuscript, occupied an entire wall, the woman's already in the new issue was the long volume, has the charming princess taste. 最漂亮的是《神王》里人气最高的女侠秦思危的线稿,占据了一整面墙,女侠在新的一期里已经是长长的卷了,有着娇媚的公主味。 In the studio is also placing many furry foreign-style dolls, can let the girl when drawing, always has a lovable mood. 画室里还摆放着许多毛茸茸的洋娃娃,可以让女孩子在画画时,总是有着一份可爱的心情。 The little girls under decided to enter the studio finally surely, both hands fork in the waist, stood in the studio center, sized up this to be relative to her some too big a studio. 小女孩终于下定决定走进了画室,双手叉在腰间,站在了画室中央,打量着这间相对于她来说有些太大了点的画室。 „Looks that you shouted hurt, flustered at heart, is only thinking your finger was important, where had free time to think other attention.” “看着你喊疼,心里就慌了,只想着你的手指要紧,哪里有空去想别的注意。” When the little girls remembered oneself finger the crab bites, he takes his finger attraction crab to loosen her finger, when she loves dearly, he is saying. 小女孩想起了自己的手指被螃蟹咬住时,他拿着他的手指吸引螃蟹松开她的手指,她心疼时,他这么说着。 The little girls think, for him, oneself can also not be afraid pays, overcomes the difficulties. 小女孩想,为了他,自己也可以毫不害怕地付出,克服困难。 The little girls take off the coat, reveals the slender delicate shoulder, in the pierced good towel, like the country girl who does the heavy manual labor. 小女孩脱掉外衣,露出纤细柔弱的肩膀,在头上扎好毛巾,像个干粗活的村姑一样。 She takes down the picture on wall completely, was tired she to pant, each picture supported with the good wood/blockhead rack, what luckily did was unframed, the weight was limited, otherwise this was really not she can complete. 她把墙壁上的画全部取下来,就累得她气喘吁吁了,每一幅画都是用上好的木头架子支撑起来的,幸亏做的是无边框的,重量还有限,要不然这真不是她可以完成的。 Her finger is too thin, somewhat cannot hold eventually, the frame falls, pounded the toe. 她的手指太细,终究有些抓不住,画框滑落下来,砸到了脚趾头。 Little girl pain cried, good to look for him, wanting him to help rub, oneself here there pain, was looks each time his, then he gives to rub is not painful, before went without hesitation, is not good today, cannot make him know that oneself is handling this matter. 小女孩痛的哭起来了,好想找他啊,想要他帮忙揉揉,每次自己这里那里痛了,都是找他的,然后他给揉揉就不痛了,以前自己都是毫不犹豫地去了,可是今天不行啊,不能让他知道自己在做这个事情。 The toe of little girl is swollen, cannot wear the pretty sandals over the following several days, otherwise was ugly, he can not like, oneself already she is not attractive. 小女孩的脚趾头都肿了起来,接下来的几天就不能穿漂漂亮亮的凉鞋了,要不然丑死了,他会不喜欢的,自己已经没有她那么漂亮了。 Takes down the picture completely, the little girl starts to move the foreign-style dolls of these corners, is doll so many are so big, has furry, in the summer in looks fortunately, really hugs in the bosom, moved a meeting, is uncomfortable on the whole body, she does not dare to turn on the air conditioning, because he has said that when should better not to make the easy perspiration again the matter turns on the air conditioning, is not very good to the body, if the cold caught cold, before not having means him to leave again, completed. 把画全部取下来,小女孩又开始搬那些角落的洋娃娃,可是洋娃娃这么多这么大,有毛茸茸的,夏天里看着还好,真抱在怀里,搬了一会,就浑身不舒服了,她可不敢开空调,因为他说过,最好不要再做容易流汗的事情时开空调,对身体很不好,要是感冒着凉了,就没有办法再他离开前完成了吧。 Finally three walls revealed that the Qin thought danger woman on other aspect another visits her with a smile, seemed saying, Yezi, come on 终于三面墙都露出来了,另一面墙上的秦思危女侠笑吟吟地看着她,仿佛在说,叶子,加油哦 Then was to clean, what a pity today already does not have the time, the little girl was much more tired goes home. 接下来就是要打扫了,可惜今天已经没有时间了,小女孩累得晕乎乎地回家了。 Next day, the little girl came, is in the pierced the towel, in the hand takes the feather duster, tied up swept clear the wall and ceiling on the long bamboo pole. 第二天,小女孩又来了,还是在头上扎着毛巾,手里拿着鸡毛掸子,绑在了长长的竹竿上清扫墙壁和天花板。 The little girls have been gaining ground, the dust, the dirty thing falls toward her eye , the little girl is clean, the white and tender small cheek was scratched by the small hand, immediately turned into the painted face, looked in mirror, the little girl sticks out one's tongue again and again, had not been seen own this appearance by him fortunately, was bad. 小女孩一直抬着头,灰尘啊,脏东西啊都往她眼睛里掉,小女孩干干净净,白白嫩嫩的小脸蛋被小手一擦,马上就变成了大花脸,看了看镜子里的自己,小女孩连连吐舌头,还好没有被他看到自己这个样子,糟糕死了。 The neck gallic acid acid of little girl, the arm also acid, how many strengths worked yesterday did not have, today must continue, why haven't oneself used? Oneself only will enjoy, did not understand that pays? Are oneself a little difficult cannot overcome? 小女孩的脖子酸酸的,手臂也酸酸的,昨天干活了就没有多少力气,今天还要继续,自己为什么这么没有用呢？难道自己就是只会享受,不懂得付出吗？难道自己一点儿困难都不能克服吗？ The little girls wiped the red eye, she has not handled such matter, thinks before oneself, enjoys him to take to own each pleasant surprise naturally, when oneself also learned pays with diligently, liked him, because oneself understood that his payout and were diligently difficult. 小女孩擦了擦红红的眼睛,她从来就没有做过这样的事情啊,想想自己以前都是理所当然地享受他带给自己的每一次惊喜,当自己也学会付出和努力时,才更加地喜欢他了哦,因为自己更加懂得他的付出和努力远比自己要艰难。 Qin An, Yezi likes you, must make you know, Yezi likes you very much, the little girl is thinking, got hold of the small fist, has probably the appearance of strength very much, then felt oneself can insist. 秦安,叶子喜欢你,要让你知道,叶子很喜欢你,小女孩想着,握紧了小小的拳头,好像很有力量的样子,然后就觉得自己能够坚持下去了。 But the toe is painful, the little girl drags her two body that long feather dusters to move in the room slowly , how so to be lamely painful, toe headache, but also is backbreaking, the eye is very painful, these repugnant dust fell to oneself eye inside. 可是脚趾头还痛着呢,小女孩拖着她两个身子那么长的鸡毛掸子在房间里慢慢挪动着,一瘸一拐地,怎么这么痛呢,脚趾头痛,还腰酸背痛的,眼睛还很痛呢,那些讨厌的灰尘都落到自己眼睛里边了。 He said can ask the person to clean, now such matter, how can make others help be done, is certainly good, the little girl who wants to do is biting the light lip, looks at the clean wall, finally completed a small part, is not tasteful, sat on the studio central floor. 他原来说可以请人来打扫的,现在这样的事情,怎么可以让别人来帮忙做呢,一定要自己做的才行,小女孩咬着薄薄的嘴唇,看着干干净净的墙壁,终于做完了一小部分了,一点儿也不讲究了,一屁股坐在画室中央的地板上了。 This is also only a small part, every night, no matter the end of the period review, is hitting the excuse of drawing, rushes to here , to continue the remaining work. 这还只是一小部分,每天晚上啊,不管期末复习,打着画画的借口,跑到这里来,继续剩下的工作。 The little girls rush to the metal market, bought the high aluminum alloy ladder, usually rarely must squander in spending money the money of little girl's own small wallet. 小女孩跑到五金市场,买了个高高的铝合金梯子,平常很少要用零花钱的小女孩把自己的小钱包里的钱都花光了。 How sells the uncle of ladder is very such strange the young little girl to buy such thing, helping her deliver to downstairs. 卖梯子的大叔很奇怪这么小的小女孩怎么会买这样的东西,帮她送到了楼下。 The little girls are not the fools, because he has said that cannot with the strange man, particularly the strange sturdy mature or young opposite sex is together alone, she declined the uncle to help deliver to go upstairs, the uncle placed downstairs to walk the ladder. 小女孩不是傻瓜,因为他说过,不能和陌生男人,尤其是陌生的身强力壮的成熟或者年轻的异性单独相处,她谢绝了大叔帮忙送上楼,大叔把梯子放在了楼下就走了。 The uncle walked, the little girl worried, what physical strength before had to live, shouts him, he was so high, was strong, was strong, making the little girl always like depending upon him, relied on him, now what to do? Cannot look for him. 大叔走了,小女孩犯难了,以前有什么体力活,都是喊他啊,他那么高,那么壮,那么强,让小女孩总是喜欢依靠他,依赖他,现在怎么办呢？不能找他。 Originally will always bring many to him many troublesome, the little girl thought that must prove oneself can to become his trouble, oneself always like shouting him to help, because likes him, because he is her he. 原来自己总是会给他带来很多很多麻烦啊,小女孩觉得要证明自己可以不成为他的麻烦,自己总是喜欢喊他帮忙,只是因为喜欢他,因为他是她的他。 The little girls try hard to hold up the ladder, the slender delicate calf that finally that he likes is one soft, the ladder fell the ground, had/left the sonorous metal sound, luckily a recording room sound-insulated condition of building was very good, did oneself in the stair hall, do others unable to hear in two buildings, this will be the little girl will not shout reason that the uncle went upstairs, because to the building in the accident sentiment, shouted the broken throat, the person in downstairs room could not hear. 小女孩努力举起梯子,结果那他很喜欢的纤细柔弱的小腿就是一软,梯子就掉到了地上,出铿锵的金属声,幸亏一楼的录音室隔音条件很好,自己在楼梯间,在二楼干什么别人也听不到,这也是小女孩不会喊大叔上楼的原因,因为到了楼上出了什么事情,喊破喉咙,楼下房间里的人也听不到。 „Quite heavy.” The little girls rubbed the rubbing the hands wrist, has to tow top the ladder, moved toward the building in it little. “好重啊。”小女孩揉了揉手腕,只好拖着梯子顶部,一点点把它往楼上挪了。 Moves several steps with great difficulty, hand acid, without the strength lets go, the staircase falls down. 好不容易挪上几个阶梯,手一酸,没有力气地一松手,楼梯又掉了下去。 She has to sit in the steps wipes tears. 她只好坐在阶梯上擦眼泪了。 Wiped for a long time tears, for the first time why hates is in itself, chest, buttocks, does not have others' big, even the arm and leg are careful. 擦了好久的眼泪,第一次痛恨自己为什么是小小的,胸部小小的,屁股小小的,都没有别人的大,连手臂和腿都是细细的。 Wipes clean tears, the little girl study was clever, withstand/top the ladder to skid in the staircase from the back, such ladder slides again downward, she can withstand with oneself body. 擦干净眼泪,小女孩学乖了,从后边顶着梯子在楼梯上滑动,这样梯子再往下滑,她就可以用自己的身体顶住了。 But she is fearful and apprehensive, because she feared the ladder, once slides, her delicate small body, cannot block the impulse that type slides. 可是她还是胆颤心惊的,因为她怕梯子一旦滑下来,她那纤弱的小身子,根本挡不住那种滑下来的冲劲。 Fortunately, has not lived this dangerous matter, the little girl gets so far as in the ladder the studio, then went to the small homes of three people to clash taking a bath, lay down a while, the whole body was the sour numb and aching hemp, does not want to move. 还好,没有生这种危险的事情,小女孩把梯子弄到画室里,然后去三个人的小家里去冲了冲凉,躺了一会儿,浑身都是酸酸麻麻的,都不想动弹了。 He and she records in downstairs, thinks oneself are painting pictures, oneself must make the best use of the time, is he and she doing? Sound recording? If oneself, will not certainly be able to bear with him plays to kiss traces, he can also handle that matter with her, is Yezi has not done. 他和她在楼下录音呢,以为自己在画画吧,自己得抓紧时间啊,他和她在干什么？只是录音吗？要是自己,一定会忍不住和他玩亲亲摸摸吧,他还和她可以做那种事情,是叶子没有做过的。 The little girl acid, rubs the eyes, does not go to think these things, crawls, runs up to the studio to support the ladder. 小女孩心里酸酸的,揉了揉眼睛,不去想那些事情,爬起来,跑到画室里把梯子支撑起来。 The ladder is quite high, the little girl is quite small, crawls, covers the eye not to dare to look downward, before being good to imagine is the same, lies in his arms pretends anything not to know, anything could not see to be OK, moreover was not worried, will not be afraid. 梯子好高,小女孩好小,爬上去,捂着眼睛不敢往下看,好想像以前一样,趴在他怀里就装作什么都不知道,什么都看不见就可以了,而且一点也不担心,一点也不会害怕的。 She must work, how can cover the eye? Little girl carries with the hand the dye pail, a hand takes the small writing brush, starts to write on the wall. 她要做事情的啊,怎么可以捂着眼睛呢？小女孩一只手提着染料桶子,一只手拿着小小的毛笔,开始在墙壁上写字。 Her hand is shivering, how possibly to stand firm? Thinks that less than one meter six little girl, stands on two meters high ladder, a hand also proposes the component not to calculate that light dye, a hand must write, she is not Sun Sūn, where has such big skill to believe that own balance capability, can balance even, but she is still a timid girl, before , dares to crawl the crawling tree, but he, study was together clever, only visits him to handle the boy mischievous matter, the waist was a likable girl, no longer likely tomboy insane. Played. 她的手在颤抖,怎么可能稳得住呢？想想啊,一个都不到一米六的小女孩,站在两米多高的梯子上,一只手还提着份量不算轻的染料,一只手要写字,她又不是孙荪,哪里有这么大的本事可以相信自己的平衡能力啊,就算能平衡,可是她也是个胆小的女孩啊,以前还敢爬爬树,可是和他在一起以后,自己学乖了,只看着他做男孩子调皮捣蛋的事情,自己腰做个讨人喜欢的女孩子了,不再像假小子那样疯玩了。 Originally and he in the same place, oneself changed so many, somewhat thinks of beforehand, likes present......, because he quite does certainly like present? 原来和他在一起,自己变了这么多啊,有些想念以前的自己,也更喜欢现在的自己……因为他一定比较喜欢现在的自己吧？ But if he quite likes present, why he will like that playing noisy from the beginning mischievously? Will he quite like such? 可是如果他比较喜欢现在的自己,那他为什么一开始会喜欢那个调皮玩闹的自己呢？还是他会比较喜欢那样的自己？ The girl was confused, if, she thinks certainly before very much self-confidently, so long as is oneself, he can like. 女孩儿迷茫了,要是以前啊,她一定会很自信地想,只要是自己,他都一定会喜欢的吧。 She and he is liking mutually two people, two people started to like from the junior middle school mutually, liking for a long time very being very long, two people from the ordinary schoolmate to the good friend, to liked again mutually. 她和他是互相喜欢着的两个人,两个人从初中开始就互相喜欢着了,喜欢了很久很久了,两个人从普通同学到好朋友,再到互相喜欢。 On September 1 , 1995, he vindicated to her. 1995年的九月 1 日,他向她表白了。 Starting from this day, pure and ignorant she knows by feeling that a person likes. 从这一天开始,单纯而懵懂的她知道了被一个人喜欢的感觉。 She has been enjoying this feeling, is treasuring this feeling, until recently, she some believes indulgently, the feeling of since by a person being liked is like this good , because have not made him feel liked, he because was liked by others , likes others? 她一直在享受着这种感觉,也在珍惜着这种感觉,直到最近,她才有些胡思乱想地认为,既然被一个人喜欢的感觉这样好,是不是因为自己没有让他感觉到被喜欢,他才会因为被其他人喜欢了,也去喜欢别人啊？ Therefore she must make him know, she most likes his. 于是她要让他知道,她是最最最喜欢他的。 The little girls close one's eyes, deeply inspires, tells itself should not be afraid falls down, even if really fell, without the means completed own idea, but must leave behind the first few words on the wall. 小女孩闭着眼睛,深吸一口气,告诉自己不要害怕掉下去,哪怕是真的摔下去了,没有办法完成自己的想法,可是也要在墙壁上留下第一句话。 „Qin An, this is I writes to your love letter.”- “秦安,这是我写给你的情书。”- Today before moving the keyboard, almost hesitated for 45 hours, two can complete before 1 o very reluctantly, what a pity today is three, two, must before 12 points puts. 今日动键盘之前,就差不多犹豫了四五个小时,两更能在1o点前完成十分勉强,可惜今天是三更,还有两更,还是要到12点前放出来。 Oh, how this adjusts, the symbol really cannot compare to go to work, seems like itself to control the time, but where can control. 唉,这个咋调节啊,码字果然比不得上班,看上去自己支配时间,可哪里能支配的了。 [ Pours love into offer] [倾情奉献]