Chapter 16 Tang charm can be defeated, An Luo not 第16章唐媚可以失败,安洛不可以 When many male person eyes, the woman is in love the intelligence quotient reduces rapidly, has no difference from the ignorant ignorant little girl, when they are vigilant the man goes off track, their incarnation Holmes, Kintaichi and like, will hold each detail, the truth point to only that. 在很多男人眼里,女人谈恋爱时智商迅降低,和懵懂无知的小女孩没有什么区别,可是当她们警惕男人出轨时,她们就会化身福尔摩斯,金田一之流,抓住每一个细节,真相直指唯一的那个。 Tang charm opens the door of Qin An bedroom slowly, covers gently. 唐媚缓缓推开秦安卧室的门,轻轻掩上。 „I am changing the clothes, why do you come in? Presently in my closet also like the woman, forever few clothes, my reason was because long, always some people kept thinking are buying the clothes for me, before more than half a year, put on was just good about the clothes of size, now cannot wear...... the clothes of the summer of last year, now cannot put on.” Qin An is turning away from Tang charm, is exposing the capable back. “我正换衣服,你进来干吗？才现我的衣柜里也像女人一样,永远少一件衣服了,不过我的原因是因为长个了,要不是总有人惦记着给我买衣服,大半年前穿着刚刚好合尺寸的衣服,现在就穿不了……去年夏天的衣服,现在也都穿不下了。”秦安背对着唐媚,裸露着精壮的后背。 Only then Tang Meicai without interest will only walk quietly, does not need deliberately to remind his her to walk, looks like her to be able to present that person in his bedroom naturally at any time is the same. 只有唐媚才会这样悄然无息地走进来,不需要刻意提醒他她走了进来,就像是她应该是理所当然地可以随时出现在他卧室里的那个人一样。 Tang charm arrives at Qin An behind, held in the arms his waist, closely holds in the arms him, the cheeks paste in him are slightly hot, but also the backs of some sweat. 唐媚走到秦安身后,搂住了他的腰,紧紧地搂住他,脸颊贴在他微微热,还有些汗水的后背。 The familiar and strange man aura, passes the temperature will of the people, hot Tang charm closed the eye, is actually not willing to let loose him. 熟悉而陌生的男人气息,直透人心里的温度,烫的唐媚闭上了眼睛,却不肯放开他。 Qin An built the hand on clothes rack to put, placed on the waist, gripped her hand. 秦安搭在衣架上的手放了下来,放在腰上,握住她的手。 „What's wrong?” Qin An asked her in a soft voice, determined that with was indefinite, the last anxiety existed or not, making him have entirely different to her attitude. “怎么了？”秦安轻声问她,确定与不确定,最后一丝疑虑存在与否,让他对她的态度有着截然不同。 However, when two people can spread out the words eventually, decides however after she can take off the eyeglasses, passes through the gate from her at that moment, he understood, she made some changes, however her original intention and final intention, have not actually changed. 然而,等两个人终究能摊开话来说时,定然是在她能够摘下眼镜之后,从她进门那一刻起,他就明白了,她做出了一些改变,但是她的初衷和最终的意图,却一点也没有改变。 „Because of most times, when the man wants to leave the woman side for some reasons, the woman will be hugging the man with this posture, inside this posture subtext is, do not leave me, turns around, visits me, do not make me see finally your is only the back.” Tang charm voice seems like from the shatter glass pot lightly the floor drain gets down, has a separated mood. “因为在很多时候,当男人因为某些原因想要离开女人身边时,女人都会用这个姿势拥抱着男人,这个姿势里边的潜台词就是,别离开我,转过身来,看着我,不要让我最后看到你的只是背影。”唐媚的声音像是从破碎的玻璃壶里边淅淅沥沥地漏下来,带着一丝被割裂的情绪。 Qin An turns around, both hands will pass over gently and swiftly from her cheeks in the future, build conduct the back after her, are looking at her light heavy blue rimless glasses, wants attractive many compared with original that „, since this, why also does wear the eyeglasses?” 秦安转过身来,双手从她的脸颊往后掠过,搭在她的后背上,望着她那一副浅藏青色的无框眼镜,远比原来的那一副要好看的多,“既然这样,为什么还戴着眼镜？” „Because Tang charm can be defeated, Tang charm can because of own indulging in fantasy, but the rout, Tang charm can see the boy unfaithful/stamen that she likes, Tang charm can see the boy who she likes does not like her......, but An Luo not.” Tang Meitie his chest, is listening to his heartbeat, the general girls like this very much, the heartbeat of boy likes, likes inexplicably. “因为唐媚可以失败,唐媚可以因为自己的异想天开而溃败,唐媚可以看到她喜欢的男孩子花心,唐媚可以看到她喜欢的男孩子不喜欢她……可是安洛不可以。”唐媚贴着他的胸膛,听着他的心跳声,大概女孩子都是很喜欢这样的,喜欢的男孩子的心跳声,让人莫名欢喜。 An Luo not, this was her final bottom line, if An Luo were also defeated, she did not have the escape route, can only completely give up oneself all hopes, with that did not have the fetters that may extricate, pulled back own side him. 安洛不可以,这是她最后的底线了,要是安洛也失败了,那她就没有退路了,只能完全放弃自己所有的希望了,凭着那一份无可解脱的羁绊,把他拉回自己的身边。 If can not use so, she does not think. 若是可以不用如此,她也不想。 She must hope to oneself, cannot give up easily, are at least defeated now, received the setback, but can also tell itself is not in the final situation, even if clear(ly) knows that perhaps the result is hard to change, but isn't the person this? Does not lose heart to the Yellow River, does not see the coffin not to burst into tears. 她要给自己希望,不能那么轻而易举地就放弃,至少现在自己失败了,受到了挫折,还可以告诉自己没有到最后的地步,哪怕明知道也许结果都难以改变,可是人不都是这样吗？不到黄河不死心,不见棺材不流泪。 Let alone the Yellow River can fly across, the coffin can also break out, wants to have forever, only if he on that day, that time, that room, that place is waiting for her. 更何况黄河可以飞渡,棺材也可以劈开,希望永远都有,除非他只是在那一天,那个时间,那个房间,那个地方等着她。 „vermilion Yanan told me, she thinks that I will not like Tang charm, but I told her, I liked Tang charm.” Qin An lowers the head, touches her forehead gently, which couple has, can result in the second marriage affinity, if there is this opportunity, after hoping the life world, under often/common Banxian the place the burning incense song sang the kindness, not wanted not to strive for again, or the dropping hell, will not enter the samsara forever, by innumerable misery, what's the big deal? “朱雅男和我说过,她认为我不会喜欢唐媚,可是我告诉她,我喜欢唐媚。”秦安低下头去,轻轻触碰她的额头,有哪一对夫妻,能得两世姻缘,若有此机遇,愿此生世后,常伴仙佛座下焚香颂唱恩德,再无欲无求,抑或永堕地狱,再不入轮回,受无数苦难,那又如何？ The hearts of two people paste is very near, but his words, can she hear? 两个人的心贴的很近,可他心里的话,她听得见吗？ Tang charm raised the head, is somewhat startled visits him, her heartstrings dialed quick, these Le rune/symbol of beat, are actually she listens respectfully carefully, is unable to identify meaning that knows. 唐媚抬起头来,有些怔地看着他,她的心弦被拨的很快,跳动的那些乐符,竟然是她细细聆听,也无法辨认识得的意味。 Once oneself also stupidly asked him, liked itself? He always says likes, where has, when husband does not like becoming the wife, each she always feels that time naturally is relieved and happy. 曾经自己也傻乎乎地问他,喜欢自己吗？他总是说喜欢,哪里有当丈夫的不喜欢当妻子的,每一次她总是理所当然地感觉到安心和甜蜜。 Afterward she knows, originally the husband can also like the woman excluding wife, the husband so, the father so, many people are so. 后来她才知道,原来丈夫还可以喜欢除妻子以外的女人,丈夫如此,父亲如此,许多人都是如此。 But, why can't the husband only like the wife? Otherwise, why must choose her to get married, since the marriage is a person and other half combines to form a complete person, why two people can't only have a person at heart? 可是,丈夫为什么不能只喜欢妻子？否则,为何要选择她一个人结婚,既然婚姻是一个人和另一半结合成完整的一个人,为什么两个人的心里边不能只有一个人？ „Do you like Tang charm? Because Tang charm can be that in girl you like, if......” Tang charm wants to ask him, you can like An Luo? You dare saying that you do like An Luo? “你喜欢唐媚是吗？因为唐媚可以是你喜欢的女孩子中的一个,若是……”唐媚很想问他,你可以喜欢安洛吗？你敢说你喜欢安洛吗？ He does not dare to reply, may I ask like her. 他不敢回答,就像她不敢问。 The truth, not everyone can have courage looking straight ahead. 真相,并不是每个人都能有勇气直视。 Two people hug peacefully in the same place, silent for a long time, Tang charm asked in a soft voice: „Were you doing with the sister-in-law a moment ago?” 两个人安安静静地抱在一起,沉默了许久,唐媚轻声问道:“你刚才在和嫂子干什么？” „Plays cards, that type that you know.” “玩牌,你知道的那一种。” „Like you and Qin Xiaotian, that type that Sun Pao they do play?” “就像你和秦小天,孙炮他们玩的那一种？” „Yes.” “是。” „Is only this?” Tang charm like not staring at Li Shuyue such is staring at his look, perhaps felt oneself cannot completely understand him, perhaps does not want to look, perhaps thought the issue, can believe him. “只是这样吗？”唐媚没有像盯着李淑月那样地盯着他的眼神,也许只是觉得自己看不透他,也许只是不想去看,也许是觉得这样的问题,可以相信他。 „Sister-in-law is I needs to look , something, I have the responsibility that is hard to refuse eventually.” Qin An has not answered her issue, but told her a fact, the sister-in-law is continuously with he is living the person, was a family member, was a family member, Qin Qìn, is in the person who in a house lived, can in Qin Mansion, can in other places. “嫂子是我需要照顾的,有些事情,我终究有着难以推却的责任。”秦安没有回答她的这个问题,只是告诉她一个事实,嫂子是会一直和他生活着的人,是家人,是亲人,还有秦沁,是会在一个房子里生活的人,可以是在秦家大宅,也可以是在其他地方。 „Is my responsibility.” Tang Meiyao the lip, „I am knowing that family member in your eyes very important, like you to the sister-in-law, you to Qin Qìn...... this is the place that I most regard as important, your unfaithful/stamen, you are fickle, you are cruel-hearted, your bastard, your hooligan, you are false, that are not related, so long as you regard as important the family member...... this are my hope, my confidence is, making me know, you are Qin An, your Qin An.” “是我的责任。”唐媚咬着唇,“我知道亲人在你眼里十分的重要,就像你对嫂子,你对秦沁……这是我最看重的地方,你花心,你薄情,你狠心,你混蛋,你流氓,你虚伪,那都没有关系,只要你看重家人……这就是我的希望,我的信心所在,让我知道,你还是秦安,你还是那个秦安。” Qin An lets loose her slowly, looks that too many wisdom and plans will hide in the fine gently beautiful under cheeks, the body tremble slightly. 秦安缓缓放开她,看着那张将太多智慧和心机潜藏在精致柔美之下的脸颊,身子微微一颤。 „95 years of summer, I made one buy some coals in Qingshan Town, making people by the cash insufficient, with just attained the strip to receive goods a Santana of getting new license to arrive at the insufficient cash volume, making him go to Loudi to take the car(riage).” Tang charm somewhat visits him flustered, „do not blame me, I think that did this enough, I really think that was only the disaster......” “九五年的夏天,我让人在青山镇买了一些煤,让人以现金不够,拿刚刚拿到条子可以收货上牌的一辆桑塔纳抵不足的现金额,让他去娄底取车。”唐媚有些慌张地看着他,“不要怪我,我以为这样做就够了,我真的以为只是天灾……” 95 years of time, the country just relaxed the limit of personal auto purchase, like Santana such vehicle, is is not only only rich can buy, particularly the place in Qingshan Town, attains one to be able the written note of instruction of auto purchase getting new license, is very difficult, otherwise at that time Qin An cousin's net worth, to not get so far as a Santana will move. 九五年的时候,国家刚刚放开私人购车的限制,像桑塔纳那样的车子,并不是光光有钱就能够买到的,尤其是在青山镇这样的地方,拿到一张可以购车上牌的批条,更是十分困难,否则以当时秦安堂哥的身家,也不会为弄到一辆桑塔纳而动心。 The grief has crossed, who knows the truth that inside hides also does have some not to know? The efforts of two people, have not actually prevented living of something eventually. 伤痛已过,谁知道里边潜藏的真相还有一些自己不知道的？两个人的努力,却终究没有阻止一些事情的生。 If she does not have to insert one horizontally, oneself can maintain vigilant, changes the result? Qin An is utterly confused, actually still reveals one to comfort her happy expression reluctantly, „from the beginning, I also think that is only the disaster. We are not the omniscient and omnipotent gods, we can try hard to change something, but we cannot determine completely oneself can certainly change.” 如果她没有横插一手,自己能不能保持着警惕,改变结局？秦安心乱如麻,却依然勉强露出一份安慰她的笑意,“一开始,我也以为只是天灾。我们并不是全知全能的神,我们可以努力改变一些事情,但我们并不能完全确定自己一定能改变。” „To you, to me, is such?” Tang charm lowers the head, the look actually does not vacillate sadly, „, since must change something, since tried hard, must change, I believe, you also think like this, but your cannot determine completely, aims at someone?” “对你来说,对我来说,都是这样的吗？”唐媚低下头去,眼神忧伤却并不动摇,“既然要改变一些事情,既然努力了,就一定要改变,我相信,你心里边也是这样想的,只是你的不能完全确定,是针对某一个人的吧？” „This is my concern, I only said with someone, now does not want to tell you.” Qin An touches Tang charm head, at this time his not too many thoughts and she is tossing about mutually, many times, in the matter that people always after some already settles down seeks the hope that should have, suffers a bigger attack and heart pain. “这是我的心事,我只和某一个人说,现在不想告诉你。”秦安摸了摸唐媚的头,这时候他并没有太多心思和她互相折腾着,许多时候,人们总是在某件已经尘埃落定的事情中寻着了原本应该存在的希望后,遭受更大的打击和心痛。 „Who is someone?” Tang charm both hands conduct the back to twist after his in the same place, closely is buckling the muscle of his lower back, moved the small face, digs the mouth slightly, is somewhat charmingly angry meaning asked that how wants to feel in his tone, surprised her to that name, unusual unique sentiment. “某一个人是谁啊？”唐媚的双手在他的后背上绞在一块,紧紧地扣着他腰背的肌肉,挪了挪小脸,微微撅起嘴,有些娇嗔着的意味问道,多么想感受到在他语气里,对那个名字让她意外的,与众不同的独特感情。 „Good cannot the good person.” “一个好的不能再好的人。” „Good can't the good person, not be your settling Sister Shui?” In Tang charm tone brings happily some, acid flavor. “好的不能再好的人,不是你的安水姐吗？”唐媚的语气里带着些甜蜜的,酸酸的味道。 Qin An smiles, the double back of the hand to grabs her hand to loosen behind, no longer with her said the words that now is not suitable to speak, „go out, felt that the underpants are somewhat small, must trade one to be good.” 秦安笑了笑,双手背到身后去抓着她的手松开,不再和她说现在并不适合说的话,“出去吧,感觉内裤有些小,要换一条才行。” „Also has to see, I think you to trade.” Tang charm grabs his hand, does not want to make him let loose, oneself do that is really right, obviously can feel that he was somewhat different to oneself attitude, is more intimate, is happier, is really because before , own touching type was too ugly, affected his feelings to release? “又不是没见过,我看着你换嘛。”唐媚抓着他的手,不想让他放开,自己这么做果然是对的,明显地能够感觉到他对自己的态度有些不一样了,亲近许多,甜蜜许多,难道真的是因为以前自己的摸样太丑了,影响了他的感情泄出来？ „You were not the little girl, such acting like a spoiled brat made the person feeling very disgusting.” Qin An somewhat said reluctantly, in fact regarding many couples, has not taken the affectionate couple bath for a lifetime is very normal matter, even some people clothes take off in the bedding...... Qin An not to so conservative, but feels that now is not that a matter. “你也不是小女孩了啊,这样撒娇让人感觉很肉麻啊。”秦安有些无奈地说道,事实上对于很多夫妻来说,一辈子没有洗过鸳鸯浴都是很正常的事情,甚至有些人衣服都是在被窝里脱下的……秦安不至如此保守,可是现在感觉也不是那么一回事。 „Disliked.” Tang charm loosens his hand, turned around to leave the room. “讨厌死了。”唐媚松开他的手,转身离开了房间。 On Qin An the door bolt, by the gate, are squeezing from the nightstand one pack of books, puts out thick «*** Literary selections», the person who the cousin most worships was this Hunan fellow villager. 秦安上了门闩,靠在门上,从床头柜紧压着的一叠书最下边,拿出一本厚厚的《***文选》,堂哥最崇拜的人就是这位湖南老乡了。 Qin An puts out one is still clear from the book, has not felt obsoletely, the old picture of vicissitudes motley feeling, the tears cannot stop to flow. 秦安从书里边拿出一张依然清晰,一点儿也没有感觉陈旧,沧桑斑驳感觉的老照片,眼泪止不住地流淌而出。 For that sentiment and recollection, for the present and future heart barrier. 为了那份感情和回忆,为了现在和未来的心障。 ...... …… ...... …… Before terminal examinations, last passed in the weekend, every year last semester, as the city No. 1 Middle school in college entrance examination examination site will let junior middle school section and high middle high one, the high second grade terminal examinations, are good to prepare to arrange the examination site ahead of time. 期末考试前最后一个周末过去了,每年的上学期,作为高考考点的市一中都会让初中部和高中部的高一,高二年级提前一点期末考试,好准备布置考点。 Qin An goes to the school, was called by home-room teacher Gong Linxiang. 秦安来到学校,就被班主任龚林祥叫去了。 „Does Qin An, what summer vacation have to arrange?” Before Gong Linxiang spoke, was a sigh, according to the truth, oneself simply has not asked the necessity of this issue, if changed a person, attained the national double material champion of mathematical and physics, at this time should prepare to go abroad to attend International Olympic Games. “秦安,暑假有什么安排啊？”龚林祥说话之前,就是一阵叹息,按道理来说,自己根本没有问这个问题的必要,要是换一个人,拿到了数学和物理的全国双料冠军,这时候应该准备出国去参加国际奥林匹克竞赛了吧。 As home-room teacher, a senior teacher, Gong Linxiang is very proud of Qin An such student, this regarding teacher occupation, could be very high qualifications, what qualifications no matter later bumped into to be old, experienced peer, Gong Linxiang, so long as said the own student, has won the double material champion in nation, only feared the opposite party unable to he self-satisfied subject. 作为一个班主任,一个老教师,龚林祥很为秦安这样的学生骄傲,这对于老师这个职业来说,算得上是很高的资历了,不管以后碰到什么样资格老,经验丰富的同行,龚林祥只要说自己有一个学生,拿过全国的双料冠军,只怕对方也没有能对他更加得意的谈资了。 But is looking at own student, can go a step further obviously, had no alternative looks at his freezing ball, this had nothing to do his honor, regretted purely at heart regret, this was many teachers can have the feeling that was similar to when the society saw that own some student got by pitifully, even walked into the branch road recalled this student studied was clever is outstandingly same. 可是瞧着自己的学生,明明可以更进一步,却偏偏无可奈何地看着他原地不动弹了,这就无关他个人的荣誉了,纯粹就是心里惋惜遗憾的很了,这是很多老师都会有的感受,大概就类似于在社会上见到自己的某个学生凄惨度日,甚至走入歧路时回想起这个学生念书时多么乖巧优秀一样。 „Summer vacation prepares a Britain, goes to Edinburgh University to have a look, to have the time to have a look at Cambridge and Oxford again.” Qin An replied honestly. “暑假准备去一趟英国,去爱丁堡大学看看,有时间再看看剑桥和牛津。”秦安老老实实地回答道。 „Plans to go abroad to study?” Gong Linxiang eyes one bright, this is a good outlet, by the Qin An condition, applied to write, expressed well, the overseas well-known colleges and universities hope was very big. “打算出国留学？”龚林祥眼睛一亮,这是一条好出路啊,以秦安的条件,申请写好一点,表达好一点,国外名校希望很大啊。 „Plays.” “玩。” Gong Linxiang very difficultly own that anticipation restraining, this scoundrel student, international Ao Sai does not participate, that is the important qualifications of application overseas well-known colleges and universities, his where will plan to go abroad to study? Plays, very good, looks like in Gong Linxiang, Qin An studies here, plays completely. 龚林祥很是艰难地将自己的那份期待给收敛起来,这个混账学生,连国际奥赛都不参加,那可是申请国外名校的重要资历,他哪里会打算出国留学？玩,很好,在龚林祥看来,秦安在这里念书,完全就是玩。 „You want the high two time, enrolls a college entrance examination? Is understood ahead of time an atmosphere of college entrance examination and really writes.” These two yearly markets in one will organize a group of extremely outstanding high-school seniors to enroll the college entrance examination, after all high three are mainly the reviews, selects already is not many in the new knowledge that in the college entrance examination uses truly. “你要不要高二的时候,参加一下高考？算是提前了解一下高考的氛围和真题。”这两年市一中都会组织一批极优秀的高二学生参加高考,毕竟高三主要是复习,真正在高考中用到的新知识点已经不多了。 The city No. 1 Middle school has two to enroll the college entrance examination to attain the student of six percentage good achievements high, crashes in the province at the high three college entrance examinations at one fell swoop first three, was admitted to the history of Qinghua. 市一中有高二参加高考就拿到过六百分好成绩的学生,在高三高考一举冲进全省前三,考入清华的历史。 „Good, I prepare.” Qin An nods, but how can test? He also lacks self-confidence, after all college entrance examination thing, is very mysterious. “好,我准备一下。”秦安点了点头,只是自己能考得怎么样？他心里边也没有底,毕竟高考这玩意,真的很玄乎。 „That was all right, summer vacation is quite fun, attention security.” Gong Linxiang hesitant, asked: „Sun Sūn now academic record how?” “那没事了,暑假好好玩,注意安全。”龚林祥犹豫了一下,又问道:“孙荪现在学习成绩怎么样？” The highest quality people like Sun Sūn live, how Gong Linxiang can not be clear about her academic record? Qin An understands that his meaning, smiles saying: „The Sun Sūn earnest reference appendix, I also rarely disturb her, the terminal examinations result will not miss.” 像孙荪这样的尖子生,龚林祥怎么会不清楚她的学习成绩？秦安明白他的意思,笑了笑说道:“孙荪认真备考呢,我也很少打扰她,期末考试成绩不会差。” „That is good, is not everyone looks like you.” Gong Linxiang nods. “那就好,不是人人都像你。”龚林祥点了点头。 Qin An left Gong Linxiang office, Sun Sūn conscientiously was studying actually, was in the last several days, what things is Ye Zhulan doing mystically? This little girl, the terminal examinations do not play the crane tail- 秦安离开了龚林祥的办公室,孙荪倒是在认真学习,可是最近几天,叶竹澜都在神神秘秘地干些什么事情啊？这个小女孩,期末考试可别玩吊车尾啊- Revises ps with occupying the number of words symbol, does not need to pay expenses, does not spend money- 修改ps用占字数符号,不需要付费,不用钱的- [ Pours love into offer] [倾情奉献]