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#145: The reality, is memory, the dreamland?

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Chapter 145 reality, is memory, the dreamland? 第145章现实,记忆,还是梦境？ The fall and winter of southern Hunan is chilly, the sleet are few, some morningtide sunny appearances, actually infiltrated at this time Yin, without a trace that in the woods of cover the motley light shadow vanishes, the branches and leaves of tremor send out the sound that dance in broken bits slowly, appearance that mountain rain wants. 湘南的秋冬清冷湿寒,雨雪却少,晨间原本有些阳光明媚的样子,这时候却阴渗渗的,茂密的树林里斑驳的光影消失的无影无踪,缓缓颤动的枝叶发出一声声细碎婆娑的响动,一副山雨欲来的模样。 Qin An somewhat sobers panic-stricken, present all these is familiar and strange, when is kissing these handwriting, the sound in that passing memory just like in the ear bank resounds. 秦安有些惊恐地清醒过来,眼前的这一切熟悉而陌生,在亲吻着那些字迹的时候,那过往记忆里的声音犹如在耳畔响起。 Qin An lowers the head, looked at itself, and is no different, is still dressing up of young fellow, without letting him in becomes the middle-aged man who a state of mind non- is. 秦安低下头来,看了看自己,并没有什么不同,依然是少年人的装扮,没有让他在恍惚间就成为了一个神思不属的中年男人。 Qin An felt that the forehead feels cold a while ago, tracing, unexpectedly is tearful, but the sweat, Qin An traces these, shakes the head diligently, this is not the character that Anya writes, the present was in 1997, he most beloved daughter, had not been born. 秦安感觉额头前一阵发冷,摸了摸,居然是潸潸而出的汗水,秦安摸了摸那些自己,努力摇了摇头,这不是安雅写的字,现在是一九九七年,他最心爱的女儿,还没有出生。 He love to daughter, still to the Qin Qìn love. 他对女儿的爱,依然还是对秦沁的爱。 Qin An staggers is running back in the vehicle, looked at a small alcove, was calmed down diligently by oneself , to continue to defer to the arrow prompt vanguard in guidance. 秦安踉跄着跑回车子里,看了一眼小亭子,努力让自己冷静下来,继续按照导航上的箭头提示前行。 The weather change of ravine is more rapid, is although is somewhat chilly, actually also calculates that beautiful autumn early morning, at this time already was the overcast sky, the powerful engine is still making is letting the strong bellow that the person felt at ease, however this seemed the only sound still has the strength of letting the Qin An inexplicable resistance, as if came from another world, the sound that broadcast is involving him to go back. 山间的天气变化更快,原本是虽然有些清冷,却还算明媚的秋晨,这时候已经是阴云密布,强大的发动机依然在制造着让人心安的强劲轰鸣声,然而这仿佛是唯一的声音依然带着一份让秦安莫名抗拒的力道,似乎来自于另外一个世界,传来的这种声音正在牵扯着他回去。 This car(riage), should not appear here, like him. 这一辆车,本不应该出现在这里,就像他一样。 Qin An deeply is breathing, is looking front or big, or emaciated trees, one has delimited piece by piece, cannot see the sky of top of the head, mountain valley that not being able to see the distant place can look into, not too long the mountain road in the impression of Qin An, unexpectedly probably was inexhaustible general. 秦安深深地呼吸着,瞧着前边或高大,或瘦弱的树木一颗颗,一片片地划过,看不到头顶的天空,看不到远处可以眺望的山谷,原本在秦安的印象中并不太长的山道,居然好像无穷无尽一般。 Qin An just wants to accelerate slightly, several drops of rain actually hit in the glass, Qin An has to give up this thought that kept the safe speed to continue. 秦安正想稍稍加速,几滴雨却打在了车窗上,秦安只好放弃这个念头,保持着安全的速度继续前行。 The mountain road keeps surrounding, keeps repeating the monotonous scenery, Qin An is feeling somewhat absent-minded, front seems like the woman to lead a child to beckon toward him suddenly, Qin An slam on the brakes, jump out of the car(riage). 山路不停地环绕着,不停地重复着单调的景色,秦安感觉有些恍惚,猛然间前边似乎有一个女人带着一个孩子在朝着他招手,秦安一个急刹车,跳下车去。 Front is actually completely empty, probably is only the illusion, Qin An runs to examine in the surroundings hurriedly, is anything does not have, no one has walked trace. 前边却是空空如也,好像只是幻觉,秦安匆忙跑过去在周围查看着,却是什么也没有,没有任何人行走过的痕迹。 The rainwater hits on Qin An, wet cold Shileng, Qin An held the shoulder, the body hit one to tremble, got in the car(riage). 雨水打在秦安身上,湿冷湿冷的,秦安抱了抱肩头,身体打了一个寒颤,钻进了车里。 Continues, the different small meeting, the woman and child appeared again, Qin An can determine oneself have not misread again, when he runs, still anything does not have. 继续一路前行,不一小会,那女人和孩子再次出现了,秦安可以确定自己没有再看错,可是当他跑过去的时候,却依然什么都没有。 This world has too to exceed the thing that the human general knowledge and is unable to understand, Qin An toward the thing in occult sciences has not actually thought, all these are too strange, moreover there is her shadow in inside, is the message that she sends makes him come, this should not be accidental, not necessarily is not she arranges. 这个世界有太多超越人类常识和无法理解的东西,秦安却并没有往神秘学方面的东西上去想,这一切都太诡异,而且有她的影子在里边,是她发的短信让他过来,这应该不是什么偶然,未必就不是她安排的。 Qin An returns to the car(riage), wipes the clean head rainwater, puts out the cell phone, on the cell phone is a standard signal does not have. 秦安回到车里,抹干净头上的雨水,拿出手机,手机上却是一格信号也没有。 This situation is not rare, after all even more than ten years later, the communications signal has not had the difference to cover completely, Qin An is driving to stop from time to time, finally found place that has a standard signal, hastily to that 11 cell phone numbers dialing. 这种情况并不罕见,毕竟即使十多年后,通讯信号也没有完全无差别覆盖,秦安开着车走走停停,终于找到了有一格信号的地方,连忙给那个十一位的手机号码给拨了过去。 This can only send the message, has not dialed through the cell phone number, passed unexpectedly. 这个只能发短信,从来没有拨通过的手机号码,居然通了。 „Hey, which the husband...... you, me arrived home......” “喂,老公……你到哪了,我都到家了……” Sound how one hear somewhat strange, actually in next quarter memory that provokes his heart, this sound is the wife, belongs to already for mother's wife, many one was clear and gentle. 声音咋一听有些陌生,却在下一刻撩拨起他心底的记忆,这个声音属于妻子,属于已经为人母的妻子,多了一份圆润和轻柔。 „Hey......” “喂……” The Qin An sound is shivering, oneself really dialed a telephone that spans the space and time? 秦安的声音颤抖着,难道自己真的拨通了一个跨越时空的电话？ „Hey...... feeds...... this signal......” “喂……喂……这信号……” In the receiver transmits electric wave the sound, then the telephone broke. 听筒里传来一阵电波的咝咝声,接着电话就断了。 Qin An looks at the cell phone hastily, really also did not have the signal, attempted several times, has not dialed again, the message cannot send. 秦安连忙去看手机,果然又没有了信号,尝试了几次,再也没有拨通,短信也发不出去。 Qin An throws down the cell phone, steps on the accelerator fiercely, on the instruction with navascope hurries to rapidly. 秦安丢下手机,猛地踩下油门,跟着导航仪上的指示飞速赶去。 That strange woman and child's image appeared one time, Qin An had not stopped again, the woman and child actually plundered by his car(riage), two pairs of empty and indifferent looks have delimited the glass and Qin An glance to miss in a hurry. 那个诡异的女人和孩子的影像又出现了一次,秦安没有再停,那女人和孩子却在他的车旁一掠而过,两双空洞而冷漠的眼神划过车窗和秦安匆匆一瞥错过。 Qin An turns head suddenly, in the rear view mirror still does not have the person's shadow, that flash, Qin An is actually seeing clearly, the woman and child's appearance, somewhat is clearly similar to own wife and daughters, is only that look and stance...... not the living person. 秦安遽然回头,后视镜里却依然没有人影,在刚才的那一刹那,秦安却清楚地看到,那女人和孩子的模样,分明和自己的妻女有几分相似,只是那眼神和姿态……不似活人。 The hand of Qin An shivers is turning on the air conditioning, making in the vehicle warmer, is scattering the chill in the air of heart, he opened the music conveniently, is actually a low and deep melodious prelude, familiar classics Canon, exaggerates the ideal condition that a savings and waiting erupt perfectly...... this is " Phoenix » song. 秦安的手颤抖着打开空调,让车子里温暖一些,驱散着心头的寒意,他随手打开了音乐,却是一个低沉悠扬的前奏,熟悉的经典卡农,完美地渲染出一种积蓄和等待爆发的意境……这是《凤凰》的曲子。 Qin An was startled being startled, now in this world, except for oneself, but also who can deduct this song? However this makes his sentiment pull the song that the dream circles, at this time made him not probably peaceful as dry chaotic, switched off hurriedly, opened the broadcast. 秦安怔了怔,如今这个世界上,除了自己,还有谁能演绎这首曲子？然而这首让他情牵梦绕的曲子,这时候却让他不得安宁似的燥乱,匆匆忙忙关掉,打开了广播。 Each broadcasting station, broadcast is «Phoenix». 每一个电台,播放的都是《凤凰》。 Qin An is thrown into confusion prepares to switch off the broadcast, but the song actually keeps revolving in the vehicle, as if from that void transmits , without the mark may seek. 秦安手忙脚乱地准备关掉广播,但是曲子却不停地在车子里回旋,仿佛自那虚空中传来,无迹可寻。 During heart of Qin An falls into one piece to be panic-stricken, this what's the matter, quickly stops, Qin An runs the vehicle, lightly the rain pounds by the forest on him, that familiar music actually from transmits in all directions, from that bush from, from that remote front, the rear area that just rolled by from that from his sole, transmits from his top of the head places. 秦安的心陷入一片惊恐之中,这到底是怎么回事,急忙停下车,秦安跑出车子,淅淅沥沥的雨透过林木砸在他身上,那熟悉的乐曲却从四面八方传来,从那灌木从里,从那遥远的前方,从那刚刚驶过的后方,从他的脚底,从他的头顶一声声地传来。 As if summoned, as if urged, as if pestered, letting Qin An is unable to resist, Qin An is gaining ground, only felt dizzy, staggered to fall into the car(riage), the eye was moistened by the rainwater, actually saw that clearly the time on navascope is beating rapidly. 仿佛是召唤,仿佛是催促,仿佛是纠缠,让秦安无从抗拒,秦安抬着头,只觉得天旋地转,一个踉跄跌进车里,眼睛被雨水打湿,却清清楚楚地看到导航仪上的时间在飞速跳动着。 1998...... 1999...... 2000...... 一九九八……一九九九……二零零零…… Looks at that non-stop beating the time, Qin An is only feeling a dizziness, then fainted. 瞧着那不停跳动着的时间,秦安只感觉一阵眩晕,接着就昏死了过去。 „Actually I have thought that if we are such good friend, grew up, I marry you.” “其实我想过,我们如果一直是这样的好朋友,长大了,我就嫁给你。” „Tests you, if tests is better than me, I make you kiss......, or you want not to think.” “中考你要是考的比我好,我就让你亲……要不你想都不许想。” „Qin An, I like you, is good to like liking you......” “秦安,我喜欢你,好喜欢好喜欢你……” „Our three people forever in together......” “我们三个人永远在一起……” Qin An sobers suddenly, sat fiercely, only thought that the head is murky, as if after eats too many sleeping pills went to sleep , the awakened uncomfortable vigor, both hands closely holds down own head, must blast out unexpectedly probably. 秦安突然间清醒过来,猛地坐了起来,只觉得脑袋昏昏沉沉的,仿佛是吃了太多安眠药才入睡之后又被惊醒的难受劲,双手紧紧地按住自己的脑袋,竟然好像要炸开了似的。 Qin An rubbed the temples, both hands built on the steering wheel, the look gawked, this pair of hand is no longer passing the young fellow unique fairness and vigor, but was a feeling of grown man, some close trace, is passing a no longer youth mud yellow. 秦安揉了揉太阳穴,双手搭在方向盘上,眼神一愣,这一双手不再透着少年人特有的白皙和活力,而是一种成年男人的感觉,有些过于细密的纹路,透着一种不再青春的泥黄色。 Qin An is astonished to look to control the time on the stage revolving rapidly to stop slowly in this moment, felt that in the wrist/skill is somewhat heavy, unexpectedly is a Patek Philippe & Co. that has the vicissitudes sense of history, Qin An remembers that this watch should be one of the father-in-law's collections, gives to him when a Qin An birthday. 秦安讶异地瞧着中控台上飞转的时间在这一刻才缓缓停下来,感觉手腕上有些沉甸甸的,竟然是一支有着沧桑历史感的百达翡丽,秦安记得这支手表应该是老丈人的收藏之一,在秦安的一次生日时送给他的。 The watch is unimportant, brings to the Qin An attention is actually, although does not have the year, but the month, the date and week completely and control exactly the same that on the stage demonstrates. 手表不重要,引起秦安注意的却是,虽然没有年份,但是月份,日期和星期完全和中控台上显示的一模一样。 Qin An stares blankly, felt oneself seem the puppet to be the same, was given to strip the soul, starts some good-for-nothing minute/share of not clear realities, memory or the dreamland. 秦安一阵发怔,感觉自己好像木偶一样,被人把灵魂都给剥离了,开始有些行尸走肉地分不清楚现实,记忆还是梦境。 Qin An kicks aside the vehicle door, somewhat shakes to go down the car(riage), looks at the front familiar house, extremely distant place wipes the sunlight to part the fog, sprinkling under the hillside in the golf club place was radiant. 秦安一脚踢开车门,有些晃悠地走下车来,看着前边熟悉的房子,极远处的一抹阳光拨开云雾,洒落了山坡下高尔夫球场上一地璀璨。 „Father” “爸爸” Anya dashes to come, the An Luo corners of the mouth of distant place have a smile, Sun Pao and Qin Xiaotian are giving their new girlfriend to direct in the fishpond the gluttonous big koi, Qin Huai and settle permits with the storage battery car, seems like prepares to go to the lake of not far away to fish. 安雅飞奔而来,远处的安洛嘴角含笑,孙炮和秦小天正在给他们的新女友指点鱼池里贪吃的大锦鲤,秦淮和安许同开着电瓶车,似乎是准备去不远处的湖里垂钓。 Qin An looks at all these, fell down all of a sudden on the ground- 秦安看着这一切,一下子栽倒在了地上- This book does not have a dream, do not put on two times, non- azure result. 本书不做梦,不二次穿,非文青结局。
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