Can Chapter 124collapse?
第124章可以崩溃吗?Ye Zhulansangnot to compareSun Sūn, butalsoverylikedsinging, the song that cansingwere many, butmostsongsonlywill groanseveral, «IWantTo haveFamily/Home»Ye Zhulanwill sing a severalsong.叶竹澜唱歌比不上孙荪,可是也挺喜欢唱的,会唱的歌很多,但绝大多数歌都只会哼哼几句,《我想有个家》正是叶竹澜会唱几句的一首歌。„I want a family/home, does not need the magnificentplace, whenIam exhausted, Iwill think ofit, I want a family/home, does not need the bigplace, whenIwas frightened, Iwill not be afraid......”Ye Zhulanto singhere, stopped, the attractiveeyebrowwrinkleda whileto loosen, „Iforgot the word.”
“我想有个家,一个不需要华丽的地方,在我疲惫的时候,我会想到它,我想有个家,一个不需要多大的地方,在我受惊吓的时候,我才不会害怕……”叶竹澜唱到这里,停顿了下来,好看的眉皱了一会儿又松开,“我忘词了。”„TangMeihao who Yezisanglistened.”Sun Sūnsmiled, has not then sung, shefeelssomewhatstrangely, currentlythree people have oneselffamily/home, ifin the futurethreepeopleformed a family/home, wastoostrange a point?
“叶子唱的都比唐媚好听。”孙荪笑了起来,却也没有接着唱下去,她觉得有些古怪,现在三个人都有自己的家,将来要是三个人组成了一个家,是不是太古怪了一点?Ye Zhulanhappilysmiles, originallycompareveryfierceTangcharmalsoto haveplace that wants the fiercepoint.叶竹澜得意地笑了笑,原来自己比挺厉害的唐媚也有要厉害一点的地方。„Pitifullywecould not seetoday'sperformance, does not know that Tangcharmcanwin the prize...... Ito look atto admire the dress rehearsal of thatprogram, canwin the bestprogramawardmostly, ifTangcharmprogramcould not win the prize, shemaynot have the face.”Sun SūnthinksTangcharmmanner, Tangcharm, butthattypehandles anything to achieve the bestperson.
“可惜我们看不到今天的表演了,也不知道唐媚能不能拿着奖哦……不过我看过艾慕那个节目的彩排,多半能拿最佳节目奖,要是唐媚的节目拿不到奖,她可没面子。”孙荪想想唐媚的为人,唐媚可是那种做什么事情都要做到最好的人。„Should unable to win the prize...... the schoolnot to daretoher the face.”Ye ZhulanmostenviesisTangcharmcanleave earlyat willlate, wantsto cometo come, wantsto walkwalks, without the teacher and leaderdaresto manageher, Ye Zhulanhas asked the father, the fathersaid that is the parents who becauseTangflattersshouldbeverygreatly very biggreat person, thatis the privilege, the parents who Ye Zhulandoes not envyTangcharmis a great person, thought that ownparents are very good, ifcanskip classesdailyandQin Angoes outto playthatonto be better.
“应该不会拿不到奖吧……学校不敢不给她面子的。”叶竹澜最羡慕的就是唐媚可以随意迟到早退,想来就来,想走就走,都没有老师和领导敢管她,叶竹澜问过爸爸了,爸爸说那是因为唐媚的父母应该是很大很大的大人物,那就是特权,叶竹澜不羡慕唐媚的父母是大人物,觉得自己的爸爸妈妈就很好,可是要是可以天天逃课和秦安出去玩那就更好了。„But she yesterday evening, ifalsosinging was so coarse......”Sun Sūnto stop the thread of conversation, shedoes not wantto remindYe ZhulanandQin Anagaintowardyesterday eveningtopicShangrao.
“可她要是还唱的昨天晚上那么难听……”孙荪打住了话茬,她可不想再提醒叶竹澜和秦安往昨天晚上的话题上饶了。At this timeYe ZhulanandSun SūnnoticedQin Annot to speak.
这时候叶竹澜和孙荪才注意到秦安一直没有吭声。
Before helooks at the window, the lookdoes not have the focal distanceemptily, the bordersomewhatmoisttrace of eyelash.
他怔怔地看着窗前,眼神空洞而没有焦距,眼睫毛的边沿有些湿润的痕迹。„Qin An, but also is painful?”Sun Sūnquickly asked that whereshouldnot be Ye Zhulanwill not be bumpinghisa moment agocarefully?
“秦安,还痛吗?”孙荪急忙问道,该不会是自己和叶竹澜刚才不小心碰着他哪里了吧?„WasIkicksyou?”Ye Zhulanlay downsideQin Ansomewhatto forget, drew backhastily.
“是我踢到你了吗?”叶竹澜一躺到秦安身边就有些忘记了,连忙退开一点。„It is not...... I am is only thinking,perhapsTangcharm«IWantTo haveFamily/Home», sangwas very good, herart or technique of singing and skillwere inferior toSun Sūn, butsangthissong, TangMeichangbest.”Qin Anloosensis shaking the hand of Ye Zhulan, rubs the eyesunknowingly, the fingerreturnsby the hand of Ye Zhulan, shookshakinggently, finallygot hold of the Ye Zhulandelicatesmallpalm.
“不是……我只是在想,也许唐媚的《我想有个家》,唱的很好,她的唱功和技巧不如孙荪,但是唱这首歌,唐媚唱的最好。”秦安松开握着叶竹澜的手,不经意地揉了揉眼睛,手指放回叶竹澜的手旁边,轻轻抖了抖,终于又握紧了叶竹澜柔柔弱弱的小手掌。„Why?”Sun Sūnis not convincedsaid,shedoes not wantto lose toTangcharm, anythingdoes not wantto lose toher, let aloneinspecial skill that inshemostexcels, was saidbyQin Anlike this.
“为什么啊?”孙荪不服气地说道,她可不想输给唐媚,什么都不想输给她,更何况还是在她最擅长的特长上,还是由秦安这样说出来。„Becausesomesongsdo not know the melody and lyricscansinggood, mustintegrateownsentiment, the lightdepends on the imagination is not good, mustexperienceto be ableinsideunique the flavor the lyricsto sing...... the understanding and focus of Tangcharmregardingfamily/home, you twotemporarilyalsoimpossibleandcompared withher.”Qin Andoes not know that thisis the divine intervention, ifoneselfhave not been injured, todaywent to the assembly hall, whenTangcharmis singingsuch a songin the stagelonely, whetherhe can also receive his nearly withindifferentsanepackage the mood at heartleaping up.
“因为有些歌不是知道曲调和歌词就能唱的好的,要融入自己的感情,光靠着想象可不行,必须经历过才能把歌词里边独特的味道唱出来……唐媚对于家的理解和执着,你们两个暂时还不可能和她相比。”秦安不知道这算不算天意,若是自己没有受伤,今天去了礼堂,当唐媚在舞台上孤独地唱着这样一首歌时,他是否还能受得住他那颗用近乎冷漠的理智包裹的心里蹿动的情绪。Qin An is very that clear the matterandTangflatter, ifthere areto understand that allobservers, hecannot escape fromfalsely, heartlessand so on infamy, hecanregardall thesesanely, becauseheknows that oneselfcannotletimpulselike the average managain, is movedto controloneselfsentiment, the Tangcharmpresentattitude still has not changed, hewas touchedbyher, was capturedbyher, thatmeans that hemustharmmoregirls.秦安很清楚自己和唐媚的事情,若是有明白一切的旁观者,他逃脱不了虚伪,负心之类的骂名,他能够理智地看待这一切,只是因为他知道自己绝不能再像常人那样让冲动,感动来主宰自己的感情,唐媚现在的态度依然没有丝毫改变,他被她感动,被她俘虏,那就意味着他必须去伤害更多的女孩子。
The sentimentcannotmeasure the computation the thing, butwithmosthurts the will of the people the reasonto chooseindifferentlyrealistically, thatwas a component of Ye ZhulanpersonenablesQin Anto chooseTangcharmsufficiently, hadSun Sūnlet alone?
感情不是可以度量计算的东西,可是用最冷漠最现实最伤人心的理由来选择,那就是叶竹澜一个人的份量就足以让秦安不能去选择唐媚了,更何况还有孙荪?Thesetwogirlsare too heavyinQin Ancomponentat heart, withoutthem, hevanishedlike this, wentto havetheirworldto look forthem, forthem, a manbecause offamily, wife, daughter, father, Brothers, but the friendis not willing dead, actuallyvanishedeventually, in a publiceyeordinary, mature, succeeded, the moderateandmelancholymanwill not have the moodto make the case of murder.
这两个女孩子在秦安心里边的份量太重,没有了她们,他就这样消失了,去了有她们的世界来寻找她们,为了她们,一个男人因为家庭,妻子,女儿,父亲,兄弟,朋友而不愿意死去,却终究消失了,一个公众眼里普通的,成熟的,成功的,温和而忧郁的男人会毫无情绪地去制造谋杀案。Because ofthem.
都是因为她们。
The sentimentneverwithpayingmanymeasuresdeeplysuperficial, does not choosewithsane, Qin Anstands, in the Town Middle SchoolcementbasketballPinglilooks atsinceYe Zhulanthat moment, knowshow, regardless ofchoose, is eventually wrong.
感情从来就不是用付出多少来计量深厚浅薄的,更不是用理智来选择的,秦安站在镇初中的水泥篮球坪里看着叶竹澜的那一刻起,就知道无论自己如何选择,终究都是错的。Cannotagain be so wrong a time, mustbe somewhat different.
只是不能再那么错一次了,一定要有些不一样。Qin Anwill not give upTangcharm, no matterfemales who give up the presenthaving, gives upTangcharm, isimpossible.秦安也不会就这么放弃唐媚,不管是放弃自己现在拥有的女子们,还是放弃唐媚,都是不可能的。TangMeiyain the weights of Qin Anheartculminationchessboard, isshe, is the daughter, is a family of three.
唐媚压在秦安心中天枰的砝码,是她,是女儿,是一个三口之家。WhenTangcharmsangin the stage«IAm wantingTo haveFamily/Home», Qin An believes that ifhestoodthere, henotbecausethisonlychoosesher, butheiswill certainly collapseinthatvery much, completelyspoiledhisplan, heexposes the sentiment that heandTangflatterednearbyYe ZhulanandSun Sūn, far exceeded the imagination of twogirls.
当唐媚在舞台上唱着《我想有个家》的时候,秦安相信,他如果站在那里,他也不会因为这样只选择她,但他一定会在那是很崩溃,将他的计划完全破坏掉,他会在叶竹澜和孙荪跟前暴露出他和唐媚的感情,远远超出两个女孩子的想象。Perhapsat that time the girlswill understand the energy that TangMeihecomes, whatexpressions that comestheseunrequited love, buttheywill also make the Qin Anunpredictablemattersimultaneously, Ye ZhulanandSun Sūncanaccepteach other, when thatis they are fewownunderstandingregarding the love and life, becauseQin Anpainstakingly planned for twoyears.
也许那时候女孩儿们会理解了唐媚何来的底气,何来那些自作多情的言辞,可同时她们也会做出秦安难以预料的事情,叶竹澜和孙荪可以接受彼此,那是她们在对于爱情和生活都没有太多自己的理解时,因为秦安苦心经营了两年时间了。MakesthemacceptTangcharmagain? It looks like inQin An, simplyhas no chance at least in the recent years,he can only firstmakeTangcharmaccept, thenunderhavingTangcharmcoordinationmakesthemacceptTangcharm.
再让她们接受唐媚?在秦安看来,至少在最近几年根本没有希望,他只能先让唐媚接受,再在有唐媚的配合下让她们接受唐媚。Likehimfirstsuch that startsfromSun Sūnthere-
就像他先从孙荪那里下手的那样-Tomorrowwill emitonechapter of «outside: Qin An», «Qin Qìn18 -year-old»below, thesesendin the freeedition of publicchapter, althoughisoutside, at presentit seems likeprogresseswith the main textplot are not related, butalsofollows the plot of main texteventually.
明天会放出一章《外篇:秦安雅》,还有《秦沁十八岁》的下,这些都是发在公众章节的免费版本,虽然是外篇,目前看来和正文剧情进展没有关系,但也终究是顺着正文的剧情。
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