The phoenix of Chapter 164 Nirvana, is bathed in blood newborn( asked monthly ticket) 第164章涅盘的凤凰,初生浴血(求月票) The dim light of night covers is occupying in Lou Xing cities in several short mountains, this shines the name city by space Lou Xing, has one to flow the peaceful makings, sees such a city very much rarely, all headlights flow under the tree shade, boundless the leaf gloss that in darkness pokes head in the street light that to shine sends from emerald greens, shines, as trees halo continuously, let such as drag was just cleaning, full glossy black silk family treasure that the entire city became. 夜色笼罩着盘踞在几座矮山之间的娄星市,这座以天上娄星照耀命名的城市,有着一份流淌安静的气质,很难得看到这样一座城市,所有的车灯都流淌在树荫之下,从一片翠色茫茫中探出头的路灯照耀的黑暗中的树叶油光致致,映照出随着树木此起彼伏的光晕,让整个城市出落的如摇曳着刚刚洗净,满头乌亮丝的小家碧玉。 Transmits the automobile tire steamroll the traffic lane to arrive at the far sound from afar from far to near again, is serious and slow, the tree shade dances, can smell is floating the purple lotus flower slightly fragrant, Sun Sūn not voluntarily hand machine-pressed on ear, covers with the hand in the mouth, leaks the sound that from that slender slender fingertip, having several points to shame, then steps on the footsteps on moss probably. 远远地传来汽车轮胎碾压着车道由远到近再到远的声音,严肃而缓慢,树荫婆娑,可以闻到漂浮着紫芙花的微香,孙荪不自觉地把手机压在耳朵上,用手捂在嘴边,从那纤细修长的手指尖漏出来的声音,带着几分羞,便像是踩在苔藓上的脚步。 The night wind is provoking the Sun Sūn silk, probably the part of the side branches and leaves spreading, overflows to scatter. 夜风撩拨着孙荪的丝,好像是从旁边枝叶上蔓延过来的一部分,四溢飘散。 Sun Sūn often always repeats several times the same words, for all this, on her face still does not have a least bit does not bear, always felt, even if repeats many times, with words that the opposite party spoke, is still extremely useful, not among chatting like ordinary friends, again succinct clear, was the idle talk that said. 孙荪每每总是把同一句话重复好几次,尽管如此,她的脸上依然没有一丝半点的不耐,总觉得就算重复很多次,和对方说的话,也是极其有用的,不像普通朋友间的闲聊,说的再简洁清楚,也不过是废话。 After a while, Sun Sūn several cannot detect that nods gently, that powders the face to faint from the ear to dye hot, on duplicate fair mild nape of the neck. 一会儿后,孙荪几不可察觉地轻轻点了点头,那一抹粉晕从耳根子上一直烫染下来,覆上了白皙温润的脖颈。 Hung up the telephone, Sun Sūn straightens up waist, the night wind was swaying her pajamas, closely is pasting her young girl exquisite light graceful body section. 挂断电话,孙荪挺直了腰肢儿,夜风吹拂着她的睡衣,紧紧地贴着她少女玲珑轻曼的身段儿。 Sun Sūn to Kaiyoudai, enters the living room, won over the window and curtain screen gently, without interest stands on tiptoes the tip of the toe to walk quietly, a sound like cat, her body is not lithe, in addition the practice danced is also used to press the weight of body on the tip of the toe, walked also the flavor of several points of dance, the floated resembles in responsibility that in the wind dragged. 孙荪离开阳台,走进客厅,轻轻拉拢了落地窗和帘子,悄然无息地踮着脚尖走路,像猫儿一样地没有一点声响,她的身子本就轻盈,加上练习舞蹈也习惯了将身体的重量压在脚尖上,走起路来也几分舞蹈的韵味,飘飘洒洒的像在风中摇曳的荷。 Sun Sūn cannot disturb the intimate good friend and one's beloved, own good friend and own one's beloved are intimate, oneself took it for granted unexpectedly cannot disturb them, what mentality is this? Sun Sūn is somewhat helpless, Sun Sūn, Ye Zhulan and Qin An are others are eventually different. 孙荪不能打扰正在亲热的好友和心上人,自己的好朋友和自己的心上人在亲热,自己居然理所当然地觉得不能去打扰她们,这是一种什么样的心态啊？孙荪有些无奈,孙荪,叶竹澜和秦安终究是和旁人不一样的。 When Sun Sūn walks, although took the gate, but has not caged, knows that Ye Zhulan and Qin An impossible her to lock, in out of the door......, since decided two little girls and Qin An when together, both people belong to Qin An, that Ye Zhulan will not certainly make the movement that like this offends somebody. 孙荪走出来时虽然带上了门,可是并没有上锁,知道叶竹澜和秦安也不可能把她锁在门外……既然决定了两个小女孩和秦安在一起时,两个人都属于秦安,那叶竹澜当然也不会做出这样伤人的动作了。 Sun Sūn close to gate, the rapidness of quite heartbeat, although has seen the boy and girl on the television is intimate, how then can be the same with the reality inside? Let alone Ye Zhulan, the Qin An two people are doing, Sun Sūn does not know what impact oneself will be under. 孙荪靠近门,心跳的好快,虽然在电视上看过男孩子和女孩子亲热,可是那和现实里边怎么能一样？更何况还是叶竹澜,秦安两个人在做,孙荪不知道自己会受到一种什么样的冲击。 Sun Sūn thinks, to opening the door near, goes to the living room, when poured several cups of dinners the remaining red wines drank, the girl drinks somewhat anxious, her alcohol capacity is bigger than the common girl, but some feelings are still uncomfortable, sat there slow, making that uncomfortable feeling vanish gradually, when the liquor vigor, was a bit like on that day and Tang charm drinks together the appearance, Sun Sūn then approached the room gate. 孙荪想了想,又离开门边上,来到客厅,倒了几杯晚餐时剩下的红酒喝了下去,女孩儿喝的有些急,她的酒量比一般女孩儿要大,但是依然有些感觉难受,坐在那里缓了缓,让那种难受的感觉渐渐消失了,酒劲儿上来了,有点像那天自己和唐媚一起喝酒时的样子,孙荪这才又走近了房间门。 The hand of Sun Sūn places the sphere to lock a door on, is swaying from side to side little, is pushing the door quietly. 孙荪的手放在球形锁门把上,一点点地扭动着,悄悄地推着门。 Luminous leaked from the room, what scene can be? Is and have seen such Qin An is kissing the Ye Zhulan small rabbit, Qin An did already want the body of Ye Zhulan? 一丝光亮从房间里漏了出来,会是一副什么样的光景？是和自己见过的那样秦安亲吻着叶竹澜的小兔子,还是秦安已经要了叶竹澜的身子？ In the Sun Sūn mind appears many to make the person face red, the body hot picture, cannot stop that wish to peep the thought that makes an effort to twist the door lock, does not make the gate have the little acoustical shadow, in order to avoid alarms Qin An and Ye Zhulan. 孙荪脑海里浮现出诸多让人脸红红,身子热的画面,止不住那种想要偷看一下的念头,用力拧着门锁,不让门出一点点声影,以免惊动秦安和叶竹澜。 After oneself go, how can face? Really such as the present decided such that must make, will have her already was clear about some possibility? 自己进去以后,要怎么面对呢？还是真的如自己现在决定要做的那样,会出现她已经清楚了的某种可能？ If such, oneself must make the matter that this cannot raise the head for a lifetime again, even if Qin An and Ye Zhulan will not look down upon themselves, but...... Sun Sūn will recall once the immature pure age when a person occasionally alone silently, is nerve-racking low-spirited. 如果是那样,自己就要做出这一辈子再也抬不起头来的事情了吧,即使秦安和叶竹澜不会瞧不起自己,可是……孙荪会在偶尔独自一个人默默回忆曾经稚嫩纯真的年代时,黯然伤神吧。 Once a how proud girl, for what swept proudly falls place? 曾经多么骄傲的一个女孩儿,为了什么骄傲扫落一地？ From now henceforth, does not dare to hold up the head like the past, did the heart reveal compared with the peacock perfectly also wants the proud manner? 从今以后,再也不敢像以往那样昂着头,心无瑕疵地露出比孔雀还要骄傲的神态了吧？ Sun Sūn however sighed quiet, that was considered as anything, does that is to is wrong, is good is bad, knows without being told eventually. 孙荪幽然叹息了一声,那又算得了什么,这么做,是对是错,是好是坏,终究如人饮水,冷暖自知。 The gate shoved open slowly, Sun Sūn stands on tiptoes the tip of the toe, is leaning the body, stepped the step to lift her slender straight calf to admit the room like cat, then this somewhat stealthy posture framed placed there. 门缓缓地推开了,孙荪踮起脚尖,侧着身子,像猫儿迈着步子一样抬起她那条纤细笔直的小腿放进了房间,然后她这个有些鬼鬼祟祟的姿势就定格保持在那里了。 Ye Zhulan is leaning the body, is looking at door, somewhat looks at Sun Sūn that appearance astonishedly, but also some immersions rich blushes to remain, but also the somewhat suffering tears hang on her long eyelash. 叶竹澜侧着身子,正望着房门口,有些惊异地看着孙荪那副样子,还有些沉浸的浓郁的羞红残留,还有些委委屈屈的泪水挂在她长长的睫毛上。 Qin An is also leaning the body, is holding Ye Zhulan from the back, on the face full is helpless with worried, but also is hugging the shoulder of Ye Zhulan gently. 秦安也侧着身子,从背后抱着叶竹澜,脸上满是无奈和苦恼,还在轻轻地搂着叶竹澜的肩头。 This appearance seemed like Qin An to bully Ye Zhulan, is comforting her, after is not two people were intimate happiness. 这副样子好像是秦安欺负了叶竹澜,正在安慰着她呢,绝不是两个人亲亲热热之后的甜蜜。 Naturally, most made Sun Sūn embarrassed wish study Ye Zhulan such to sneak is the present situation in at this time the bedding hiding, oneself want to peep Ye Zhulan and Qin An, he and she was actually calm and composed even in press of work looks at Sun Sūn, seemed catches in the act to be a thief. 当然,最让孙荪这时候窘迫的想要学着叶竹澜那样钻进被窝里躲起来的就是现在的情形了,自己想偷看叶竹澜和秦安,他和她却好整以暇地看着孙荪,好似被当场抓住做贼了似的。 Girl's light facial skin somewhat by, red of red cloud. 女孩儿薄薄的脸皮儿有些受不住了,火烧云似的红。 „Does?” Sun Sūn first receives own leg, out arrives, knocks on a door, then twists open the door lock, walks naturally, as if that embarrassed scene had not lived to be the same a moment ago from the start. “干嘛啊？”孙荪先是把自己的腿收回来,走到门外,敲了敲门,然后才又扭开门锁,大大方方地走进来,仿佛刚才那个窘迫的场景压根没有生一样。 With the Ye Zhulan study, Ye Zhulan frequently this. 和叶竹澜学的,叶竹澜经常这样。 „Do you do?” Looks at the Sun Sūn appearance, Ye Zhulan cannot bear stop crying to smile. “你干嘛啊？”看着孙荪的样子,叶竹澜忍不住破涕而笑。 „I had a look at you two, who knows that your what has not done unexpectedly, kissed continually traces does not have, this not like Qin An, not like Yezi? I must be careful, can it be that whom put on make-up Qin An and Ye Zhulan.” Sun Sūn is speaking the joke, some atmosphere non- natures in room, not ordinary three people in together like that relaxed no worries. “我看看你们两个怎么样了,谁知道你们居然什么也没有干,连亲亲摸摸都没有,这可不像秦安啊,也不像叶子啊？我得小心点,莫不是谁化妆成秦安和叶竹澜了。”孙荪说着玩笑话,房间里的气氛还是有些不自然,不似平常三个人在一块那般轻松无忧。 „Talked nonsense anything.” The Ye Zhulan face said red. “胡说八道什么啊。”叶竹澜脸红红地说道。 Sun Sūn this chapter coyly, had not gotten into Qin An another side bed naturally, is pasting Qin An from the back, embraced his waist. 孙荪这回没有扭捏,大大方方地钻进了秦安另一侧的被窝,从背后贴着秦安,揽住了他的腰肢。 Qin An is somewhat astonished, how Sun Sūn, such initiative...... was hearing wine taste, then looked at Sun Sūn, that pair the fine excess, passed a monster to flatter the makings eye pupil, is blurred source of trouble full filled/surplus, but looks at one, bewitches the entangling person who swings the mortal form unexpectedly. 秦安有些讶异,孙荪怎么了,这样主动……闻着了一点酒味,回头看了看孙荪,那双本就精致的过份,透着一种妖媚气质的眼眸子,更是迷离出一份祸水满盈,只是看一眼,竟然就勾魂荡魄的缠人。 „Our two failure.” Qin An said. “我们两个失败了。”秦安说道。 „Very painful, were more than giving an injection pain.” Ye Zhulan said. “很痛,比打针痛多了。”叶竹澜说道。 „Cannot go.” “根本进不去。” „I could not bear...... seem me to by him be ripped open.” Ye Zhulan cries snort/hum said. “我忍不住嘛……好像我要被他撕开了似的。”叶竹澜又哭哭啼啼地哼道。 „Being unfair to...... me was too anxious.” Qin An said apologetically, thinks this matter really endured, met after the bitter comes the sweet, who knows that the young girl and became the difference of shu woman is too big, Qin An does not think after creating injury, such sensitive place can also have any comfortable feeling, having was also painful was numb, waited afterward seriously, only feared for several days unable to get out of bed. “对不起……我太急了。”秦安歉然说道,原本以为这种事情真的就只是忍忍过去了,会苦尽甘来的,谁知道少女和成shu女人的差别太大,秦安可不认为在造成伤势以后,那样敏感的地方还能有什么舒服的感觉,有也是痛的麻木了,等事后就不得了,只怕得好几天下不了床。 Qin An first time starts to complain oneself nurture was good, actually have no reason the strange girl's body to be delicate. 秦安头一次开始埋怨自己育的太好了,倒是没有理由去怪女孩儿的身子娇弱。 „I do not do.” Ye Zhulan has a lingering fear said, oneself clenches teeth, embraces tightly the waist of Qin An, two person blow up all courage and tolerance, puts down to love and pity finally temporarily, finally has not succeeded, only lets being able to make noise of Ye Zhulan pain. “我再也不做了。”叶竹澜心有余悸地说道,自己一咬牙,搂紧秦安的腰,两个人一个鼓起所有的勇气和忍耐力,一个终于暂时放下疼爱和怜悯,结果还是没有成功,只让叶竹澜痛的出不了声。 Sun Sūn is telephoning outside, separated two doors and window blinds, has not heard this sound actually. 孙荪在外边打着电话,隔了两道房门和窗帘,倒是没有听到这种动静。 Some Qin An worry, gripped Sun Sūn the hand that searches from the back. 秦安有些忧心,握住了孙荪从后边探过来的手。 „You were worrying, what trauma casts to Ye Zhulan?” Sun Sūn looks at Ye Zhulan, little girl also somewhat timid, obviously has not thought that does the misdemeanor so to be really bad, totally had/left her bearing capacity, making her as if not dare to hope. “你是不是在担心,给叶竹澜留下什么心理阴影？”孙荪看着叶竹澜,小女孩儿还有些怯怯的,显然没有想到做坏事真的那么坏,完全出了她的承受能力,让她似乎再也不敢期盼。 Qin An nods, Ye Zhulan is pursing the lips suffering, he knows the little girl certainly not because these will give up time, but the next time, his little girl will make her own psychology undergo many to struggle and suffer, will have the courage again. 秦安点了点头,叶竹澜委委屈屈地撅着嘴,他知道小女孩儿一定不会因为这一次就放弃,但是下一次,他的小女孩儿又会让她自己心理经受多少挣扎和折磨,才会再次鼓起勇气。 Qin An wants her body, but does not want itself her so awkwardly reluctantly. 秦安要她的身子,但是不要她这般为难勉强自己。 Has many girls, because of the first pain, created to the future the trauma of life, normal the love among the men and women is partial to the dislike and desolateness, that many are not the first experience are unbearable to create greatly. 有挺多女孩子,因为第一次的痛苦,造成了对日后生活的心理阴影,对于男女间正常的情爱都偏向厌恶和冷淡,那大不多数是第一次的经历太不堪忍受造成的。 Qin An does not think Ye Zhulan this. 秦安可不想叶竹澜这样。 „Yezi, this matter, actually without you imagines is so painful.” Sun Sūn said. “叶子,这种事情,其实没有你想象那么痛。”孙荪说道。 Sun Sūn came, Ye Zhulan also leaned the body to trade one side, three people turned into very natural that appearance, two little girls shared the chest of Qin An. 孙荪过来了,叶竹澜也侧着身子换过了一边,三个人变成了很自然的那种样子,两个小女孩分享秦安的胸膛。 „How do you know?” Ye Zhulan does not believe that Sun Sūn absolutely does not have the experience, how oneself somewhat experienced, the Sun Sūn words have no credibility. “你怎么知道？”叶竹澜不信,孙荪完全没有经验,自己怎么都有些经验了,孙荪的话没有什么可信度啊。 „I and Qin An try, you look that didn't know?” Sun Sūn smiles gently. “我和秦安试试,你看着不就知道了？”孙荪轻轻浅浅地笑了笑。 Ye Zhulan stared in a big way the eye, a moment ago she actually most worried what to do was under Sun Sūn came, oneself and Qin An failed, Sun Sūn and will Qin An succeed? Ye Zhulan does not know whether oneself should avoid. 叶竹澜瞪大了眼睛,她刚才其实最犯难的就是等下孙荪进来了怎么办,自己和秦安失败,孙荪和秦安会成功吗？叶竹澜不知道自己是否应该回避。 Leaves, she does not think, does not leave, Sun Sūn left a moment ago, this matter Sun Sūn should not think Ye Zhulan in side. 离开吧,她不想,不离开吧,刚才孙荪可是离开了的,这种事情孙荪应该也不想叶竹澜在旁边的。 Who knows that Sun Sūn made Ye Zhulan stay behind unexpectedly. 谁知道孙荪居然让叶竹澜留下了。 „Sun Sūn, you......” Qin An is unreadable, this time Sun Sūn, was so unexpectedly initiative, according to his idea, oneself and Sun Sūn, must after Ye Zhulan went off exhaustedly. “孙荪,你……”秦安难以理解,这时候的孙荪,居然这般主动,按照他的想法,自己和孙荪,总得要在叶竹澜疲惫睡去之后。 In the eye pupil of Sun Sūn is full the water color, dividing not clear is the tears or anything, speechless is passing attentive, mild-mannered, Sun Sūn crawled on Qin An. 孙荪的眼眸子里盈着水色,分不清楚是泪还是什么,无言中透着一份温存,柔顺,孙荪爬到了秦安身上。 Qin An and Ye Zhulan stared in a big way the eye, although as if this shy, is actually dispersing a source of trouble young person enchanting makings female, was not familiar that proud and is acting with constraint the young girl. 秦安和叶竹澜都瞪大了眼睛,仿佛这个虽然羞涩,却散着一份祸水红颜般妖娆气质的女子,决不是熟悉的那个骄傲而矜持着的少女。 Ye Zhulan is astonished in the boldness of Sun Sūn, Qin An is startled in bold Sun Sūn, she without removing pajamas, actually oneself removed her small underpants. 叶竹澜讶异于孙荪的大胆,秦安更是吃惊于大胆的孙荪,她在没有褪去睡衣时,却自个褪去了她的小内裤。 „Do not move, so as to avoid you make to love me, the first time, is I must your, was not......” the Sun Sūn words has not said, she closely is hugging Qin An, that clever small waistband the buttocks are moving, made an effort to complete that moment spring plowing plow to move. “你别动,免得你弄疼我,第一次,是我自己要给你的,可不是……”孙荪的话没有说完,她紧紧地搂着秦安,那灵巧的小腰带着臀挪动着,用力地完成了那一刻的春耕犁动。 On the Sun Sūn fair face filled blushing at such night, at this moment, unexpectedly fiery red burning, is nipping lip tightly, the fresh blood stream of that faint trace, just like the phoenix of Nirvana, was bathed in blood newborn- 孙荪白皙的脸庞上本就在这样的夜晚弥漫上了红晕,此时此刻,竟然火红的烫,紧咬着唇瓣儿,那一丝丝的鲜血流了下来,犹如涅槃的凤凰,初生浴血- Finally completed, perhaps is somewhat top-heavy, this also at the matter that under these days unique situation had no alternative, but I think after the matter, transition exploded Sun Sūn this girl's final performance gently slowly suddenly, she really made me love dearly likes...... Sun Sūn to drop down, Qin An did not have for the first time, did the monthly ticket have? 终于完成了,也许有些头重脚轻,这也是在这几天的独特形势下无可奈何的事情了,但我本就想事轻轻慢慢之后乍然转折爆孙荪这个女孩子最后的表现,她实在让我心疼欢喜……孙荪倒下了,秦安的第一次没了,月票有了吗？ Thank bestows on the god, floating leaf Feng, saberf1y, could not bear fall down lei, why did not have to live world, the highest concept, did not have money, had the interest, zjun97121o, book friend 11 o 32 o 143753357 , super 33, the brotherless sunlight, book friend 11 o 3 o 5134959 ooo in March the 2 o day hit to enjoy generously. 感谢赋神,飘飘的叶枫,saberf1y,忍不住掉下涙,无缘何生斯世,最高概念,是没钱,不是没兴趣,zjun97121o,书友11o32o143753357,super33,茕昀,书友11o3o5134959ooo在3月2o日的慷慨打赏。 Thank today the generous support of saberf1y brother 50,000 coins, such as the saberf1y brother said that excited time also had, actually summer flower regarding the first time held to read is too deep, everyone can feel relieved, the recent worrying matter did not have the influence not to change the plot trend, this arrangement was actually the Yezi failure, Sun Sūn counter pushes. 感谢今日saberf1y兄五万币的慷慨支持,如saberf1y兄所说,心动的时候还有很多,倒是夏花对于第一次的执念太深,大家可以放心,最近的烦心事没有影响也没有改变剧情走向,这次安排的其实就是叶子失败,孙荪逆推。 Today is reported again, troubles this my dear friend, do not go to trouble again, I change, I delete, ok. 今天再次被举报,麻烦这位仁兄,不要再去麻烦了,我自个改,我自个删,行了吧。 [ Offer] [奉献]