ER :: Volume #3

#116: Young married woman's heart

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Li Shuyue not clear from only the attitude to Qin An is to serve what purpose now, is only a response of instinct, or protects him, either protects itself. 李淑月并不清楚自只现在对秦安的态度到底是想要达到什么目的,只是一种本能的反应,或者是保护他,或者是保护自己。 How she does not even know then, maintains the distance with him, has been in a dilemma like this? But he said that must take care of itself and Qin Qìn for a lifetime, happiness that such attitude, where comes? 她甚至不知道接下来怎么样,和他保持距离,一直这样不尴不尬下去？可他说要照顾自己和秦沁一辈子,这样的态度,哪里来的幸福？ Li Shuyue knows that so-called happiness that oneself want is anything, at least when currently speaking, she likes Qin An loving the Qin Qìn appearance, he should, he like Qin Qìn this way, is not to flatter her. She likes the feeling of that heartbeat, the love feeling mouth that probably probably inside the book writes she difference that likes that body touching to bring, blushing, the body is hot, tosses and turns, cannot help but remembered inside the dream that his solid chest and strong body...... also had these to feel embarrassed, fuzzy that have traced thing. 李淑月知道自己要的那种所谓的幸福是什么,至少就目前来说,她喜欢秦安宠爱着秦沁时的模样,他应该会一直这样下去,他喜欢秦沁,并不是为了讨好她。她喜欢那种心跳的感觉,好像好像书里边写的恋爱的感觉口她喜欢那种身体触碰带来的异样,脸红,身子热,辗转反侧地,不由自主地想起了他那结实的胸膛和强壮的身体……还有那些羞人答答的梦里边,模模糊糊的那个自己摸过的东西。 Even without this, cannot leave his side probably, cannot put aside that custom, does not give up that relief, perhaps also hopes with anything indistinctly. 即使没有这样,大概也离不开他的身边,丢不开那份习惯,舍不得那份安心,也许还会隐隐约约地怀着些什么希望。 Li Shuyue does not know how to process the present heart knot, said with him again? He will not spare a glance probably, but do oneself dare? Li Shuyue believes that the so-called science explained that is the coincidences of many talking clearly, is relating his safety, is relating the entire Qin, relates a grief of everyone person, how Li Shuyue is daring to take risk? 李淑月不知道怎么处理自己现在的心结,再和他说吗？他大概还是会不屑一顾吧,可是自己敢吗？李淑月相信所谓的科学解释,可是又更多说不清楚的巧合,关系着他的安危,关系着整个秦家,关系着一大家人的伤痛,李淑月怎么敢冒这个险？ But must to him an explanation, be who Li Shuyue knows is only being worried about this, she does not know how with him to explain own present attitude, he is not ignorant Qin Xiaotian, was not casual Qin Meng, he was very careful, was very sensitive, therefore he sympathized very much gently, he will be paying attention to all her small details, will care about surging up of her any mood. 可是总得给他一个解释的,李淑月唯一知道的就是自己在担心这个,她不知道怎么和他解释自己现在的态度,他不是浑浑噩噩的秦小天,不是大大咧咧的秦萌,他很细心,也很敏感,所以他很温柔而体贴,他会注意着她的所有小细节,会在意她任何一点情绪的波澜起伏。 Her blushing heartbeat, he will like inexplicably, she has a smile charmingly, he will be laughing, she is angry to be angry, he will apologize to show good will carefully, the appearance that asks others for help pitifully, making her not have the means and he is earnest, forgives him gently easy, will not really be angry. 她脸红心跳,他会莫名欢喜,她娇羞含笑,他会嘻嘻哈哈,她生气嗔,他会小心道歉示好,那副可怜求人的样子,让她没有办法和他较真,轻轻易易地就原谅他,不会真的去生气。 Ate meal like him a moment ago the appearance, how oneself can not love dearly, how to give up, how does being cruel enough make him uncomfortable, making him have doubts? 就像他刚才吃饭的时候的样子,自己怎么能不心疼,怎么舍得,怎么忍心让他难受,让他疑惑？ He asked that he and she are the same, does not think that inside the small family warmth, was destroyed by some mood, he cares very much, treasures very much, like her. 他还是问了,他和她一样,不想小家庭里边的温馨,被一些情绪破坏掉,他很在乎,也很珍惜,就像她一样。 „Has not been mad your.” Li Shuyue could not bear extend putting out a hand, under wants as usual, to love tenderly strokes Qin An to hang the silk before forehead, extended half, the fingertip trembled slightly trembling, actually shrank. “没有生你的气。”李淑月忍不住伸了伸手,想和往常一样,怜爱地去抚摸下秦安垂在额头前的丝,伸到了一半,手指尖微微颤了颤,却缩了回来。 Qin An cannot see anything to come, only knows that in sister-in-law's look had the too complex mood a moment ago, just wants to say anything, simultaneous/uniform Meiguang two becoming known legs, are being a big bath towel were walking, at the same time leans to scratch the head, the ambiguous look spins „un...... I on Qin An and Li Shuyue, as soon as comes out, the mood of two people solidify immediately like the cement, the thread of conversation stops, simultaneously visits me, probably I come out is not very time...... you continue, I slept.” 秦安看不出什么来,只知道刚才嫂子的眼神里有太复杂的情绪,正想多说什么,齐眉光着两条大白腿,就系着一条大浴巾走了出来,一边侧着头擦着头,暧昧的眼神在秦安和李淑月身上打转“嗯……我一出来,两个人的情绪马上凝固得像水泥一样,话头打住,同时看着我,好像我出来的很不是时候……你们继续,我去睡觉了。” simultaneous/uniform Meiniu her lithe small waist and few * the woman plentiful buttocks, kicked the slipper to enter the room, left behind Qin An and Li Shuyue also sits there. 齐眉扭着她轻盈的小腰和少*妇丰满的臀部,踢着拖鞋走进了房间,留下秦安和李淑月还坐在那里。 Qin Qìn looked that the arriving in full eyebrow aunt came out, enters the bathroom to fetch water, oneself wash cleanly the small fart fart, such big Qin Qìn, already will handle many competent things. 秦沁看到齐眉阿姨出来了,就进浴室打了水,自己把小屁屁洗干净,这么大的秦沁,已经会做许许多多自己能干的事情了。 Qin Qìn shouted Qin An in bedroom, Qin An has to draw out the book bag to walk, he must read, including the physics and math, the topic of college entrance examination paid great attention to the foundation and comprehensive, is completely different from the mysterious match, if Ao Saigeng regarded as important the talent and power of thought that problem solving skill, then the college entrance examination paid great attention relatively diligently and careful. 秦沁在卧室里喊秦安,秦安只好提拉着书包走了进去,他还得看看书,也包括物理和数学,高考的题目注重基础和全面,是和奥赛完全不同的,如果说奥赛更看重天赋和思维能力,解题技巧,那么高考则相对更注重努力和细心。 Qin Qìn sits on the bed, two small feet keep rubbing the quilt, waited for the little uncle to come to her to take off the clothes, Qin An helps her take off/escape, forced in the small body the bedding, oneself depended in the one side reads, he except for the exercise that completing the teacher confessed that already no longer needs deliberately to practice, but reviewed textbook plug up the leaks. 秦沁坐在床上,两个小脚丫子不停地蹭着被子,等着小叔叔来给她脱衣服,秦安帮她脱了,把小小的身体塞进被窝里,自己就靠在一旁看书,他除了完成老师交代的习题,已经不再需要刻意练习了,只是温习课本查漏补缺。 Qin Qìn is moving the body, crawled, lies in the chest of Qin An, reads the Qin An textbook. 秦沁挪动着身体,爬了起来,趴在秦安的胸膛,看着秦安的课本。 „Uncle, your book I cannot understand.” Qin Qìn said blurry, the character that Qin Qìn knows are not many. “叔叔,你的书我都看不懂。”秦沁迷迷糊糊地说道,秦沁认识的字都不多。 „ You tried hard to study, grow up understanding that looked. „ The Qin An eye is staring at the books, at the same time feels the small head of Qin Qìn. “你努力学习,长大了就看的懂了。“秦安眼睛盯着书本,一边摸着秦沁的小脑袋。 „I grew up, was the uncle old?” Some Qin Qìn worries asked. “我长大了,叔叔是不是就老了？”秦沁有些担心地问道。 „ No, Qin Qìn is not smaller than the uncle ten years old, when Qin Qìn grew up, the uncle also grew up, we almost grow up together. „ Qin An said with a smile. “没有,秦沁都没有比叔叔小十岁,等秦沁长大了,叔叔也长大了,我们是差不多一起长大的。“秦安笑着说道。 Why Qin Qìn is not the uncle can grow up with clearly, the uncle or the father, how the uncle is also a child, needs to grow up, but Qin Qìn was very happy „ that I grew up, married the uncle to be good? „ 秦沁不是很明白为什么叔叔会和自己一起长大,叔叔还是爸爸啊,怎么叔叔原来也是小孩子,需要长大啊,可秦沁还是很高兴“那等我长大了,就嫁给叔叔好不好？“ „It is not bashful, the girl cannot say casually must marry others, must know shy.” Qin An is holding small Qin Qìn, some especially happy. “不害臊,女孩子不许随便和人说要嫁给别人,要知道害羞。”秦安抱着小小的秦沁,有些格外的欢乐。 „Qin Qìn was shy.” Qin Qìn hurries to cover the small face, saves own image. “秦沁害羞了。”秦沁赶紧捂着小脸,挽救自己的形象。 „Then clever.” Qin An praised her. “这才乖。”秦安表扬她。 „Does mother marry the uncle to be good?” Qin Qìn is thinking that this issue, she knows mother has not married the uncle, because mother has not slept with the uncle in the evening, listened to share a table and good friend summer Xiaohua saying that married was to rest in the same place, then Qin Qìn supplemented matter that all sorts of the stories of having a child, two children were clear about the Sirs. “那妈妈嫁给叔叔好不好？”秦沁又在想这个问题了,她知道妈妈没有嫁给叔叔,因为妈妈晚上没有和叔叔一起睡觉,听同桌兼好朋友夏小花说的,结婚了就是要睡在一起的,然后秦沁补充了种种生孩子的故事,两个小朋友就都清楚大人们的事情了。 „Our already was the whole family......” Qin An traces the belly, somewhat rose, eaten were too many, somewhat could not read the book, speaks with Qin Qìn. “我们已经是一家人了……”秦安摸了摸肚子,有些涨,吃的太多了,有些看不进书,就和秦沁说起话来。 Qin An gave to play to seep to speak the story of happy Yangyang and ash too wolf, Qin Qìn fell asleep, Qin An felt not comfortable belly to take a bath. 秦安又给奏沁讲了喜羊羊和灰太狼的一段故事,秦沁就睡着了,秦安才摸着不怎么舒服的肚子去洗澡。 Li Shuyue just took a bath, saw that Qin An quickly goes in closes, remembered itself to visit to consider the concern, wrapped one long to rest the skirt to come out casually, even the underpants have not worn, the underpants that changed have not put inside the underwear basket, she did not have the thoughts to do the housework for these days, today is when scratched closet, knocked down the bucket, got wet the underwear underpants under drawer. 李淑月刚刚洗完澡出来,看到秦安急急忙忙地进去就关上了门,才想起自己光顾着想心事了,随便套了一件长睡裙就出来了,连内衣裤都没有穿,换下来的内衣裤也没有放到内衣篓子里边去,她这几天都没有心思做家务,今天更是在擦衣柜子的时候,撞倒了水桶,把底下抽屉里的内衣内裤都弄湿了。 Li Shuyue does not care, tomorrow morning will air dry, resting the skirt is also long enough, so long as sleeps careful, be not looked by simultaneous/uniform Mei on the line. 李淑月也不在意,明天早上就晾干了,睡裙也够长,只要睡觉的时候小心点,别被齐眉看着了就行。 Li Shuyue entered the room, looked that the arriving in full eyebrow is taking a novel to look, is in a that lecture of mountain village the widow in order to and child by oneself has the last auspicious day, stories between milling several men, inside are very finally many ** the description, making simultaneous/uniform Meixian have such novel, Li Shuyue somewhat flushes. 李淑月进了房间,看到齐眉正在拿着一本小说在看,就是那本讲一个山村里寡妇为了能让自己和孩子过上好日子,辗终于几个男人之间的故事,里边挺多**描写的,让齐眉现自己有这样的小说,李淑月不禁有些脸热。 „This book very well looked, I thought you look often.” Unsurprisingly, the simultaneous/uniform eyebrow starts to tease Li Shuyue. “这书挺好看,我看你经常看啊。”不出意外,齐眉开始取笑李淑月。 „Where has? Buys casually, has not seen.” Li Shuyue sat on the bed, at the same time is turning the account book. “哪有？随便买回来的,没怎么看。”李淑月坐在了床上,一边翻着账本。 „You install you, I look to fold the corners many, is to make the bookmark, you looked at...... everyone are the woman, the understanding, the understanding.” simultaneous/uniform Mei laughs. “你就装吧你,我看着折角都好多个了,是做书签的吧,你都看完了……大家都是女人,理解,理解。”齐眉大笑。 „Reads your book.” Li Shuyue was revealed by simultaneous/uniform Mei, is somewhat embarrassed, but knows that simultaneous/uniform Mei will not really be serious, Qin An is not also, also teased by her. “看你的书吧。”李淑月被齐眉揭穿了,有些窘迫,不过知道齐眉不会真当一回事,秦安又不在,也就由得她取笑了。 „Somewhat looked at me to be itchy, under was the water.” simultaneous/uniform Mei somewhat blushed, got out of bed was scratching scratching with the paper goods, changed the protective pad. “看得我都有些痒痒了,下边都是水。”齐眉自己都有些脸红了,起床拿着纸巾擦了擦,又换了护垫。 „I, if Tang Qianhang, really worried that you wear the green hat to me.” Li Shuyue shakes the head reluctantly, saw simultaneous/uniform eyebrow fair and clear there, a heart discomfort. “我要是唐谦行,真担心你给我戴绿帽子。”李淑月无奈地摇头,又看见了齐眉白白净净的那里,心头一阵难受。 „Tomorrow I will call him to come out to accompany me.” simultaneous/uniform Mei plans to ask Tang Qianhang to come to the office tomorrow, she room „I somewhat cannot bear in the office now...... is really strange, before I have thought that only then the man is lascivious, now present, the woman is also lascivious, is that matter, a while does not do, I especially thought.” “明天我就叫他出来陪我。”齐眉打算明天叫唐谦行来会所,她在会所又房间“我现在都有些忍不住了……真是奇怪,以前我一直以为只有男人才好色,现在才现,女人也都是好色的,就是那事啊,有一阵子不做,我就特别想了。” Becoming ** the boudoir words of person, always like there is no shame, girls' bedroom talked in the night, with the growth of age, was more and more color, was getting more and more undisguised. 成**人的闺房话,总是这样没羞没臊,女孩子们的寝室夜谈,随着年龄的增长,也是越来越色,越来越露骨。 „You are you, do not give the representative others.” Li Shuyue stared her one eyes, she was used to simultaneous/uniform Mei this actually, simultaneous/uniform Mei is the somewhat real personality, is not bashful, does not put on airs, this is also she somewhat bold rude and unreasonable temper in Qingshan Town being bullied created, actually simultaneous/uniform Mei will also be sometimes peaceful and charming like the virtuous young woman. “你是你,别把别人给代表了。”李淑月瞪了她一眼,她倒是习惯了齐眉这样,齐眉是有几分真性情的,不忸怩,不装模作样,这也是她原来在青山镇被人欺负出来的有些大胆泼辣的性子造成的,其实齐眉有时候也会像个淑女一样安静而妩媚。 The women, some women of experience, the temper will again not be particularly pure and simple. 女人,尤其是有些经历的女人,性子不会再那么单纯而简单了。 „I do not believe you not to think.” simultaneous/uniform Meiheng. “我就不信你不想。”齐眉哼了一声。 „In any case I not like you.” Li Shuyue has such dream to shame continually cannot damp, she is not the stone person, particularly many times...... are Qin An that good-for-nothing, but Li Shuyue can also be able to bear, will not pursue this with purpose. “反正我不会像你这样。”李淑月连做那样的梦都会羞不可抑,她不是石头人,尤其是有好多次……都是秦安那个坏家伙,可李淑月也能忍得住,不会刻意去追求这个。 „Do I give your thing?” simultaneous/uniform Mei does not believe. “我送给你的那个东西呢？”齐眉还是不信。 „ I do not believe that shows me. „ simultaneous/uniform Mei frowns, leans to look at Li Shuyue, an inconceivable appearance. “我不信,给我看看。“齐眉皱起了眉头,侧着头看李淑月,一副不可思议的样子。 „Thinks in that box innermost box.” Li Shuyue will not bump, was too ugly, always felt that is known after thing that the hands of many man women make, when will remind her in the factory makes these things, appearance that rows of places stand in great numbers, is very disgusting. “在那个箱子最里边的盒子里装着。”李淑月自己是不会去碰的,太丑了,总感觉那是被不知道经过多少男人女人的手做出来的东西,会让她想起工厂里制造这些东西时,一排排一根根地林立的样子,很恶心。 simultaneous/uniform Mei took doubtfully, really even packs has not disassembled completely, brand-new, one box of ballonet that inside throws in has not moved. 齐眉半信半疑地去拿了出来,果然连包装都完全没有拆开,崭新的,里边附赠的一盒小气球也没有动过。 The simultaneous/uniform eyebrow looks at Li Shuyue inconceivable, then understood as if suddenly enlightened, „you use Qin An.” 齐眉不可思议地看着李淑月,然后又是恍然大悟地理解了,“你用秦安的。” „You think that who looks like you, this thing, your oneself take, puts here me to feel alarmed and anxious all day, if saw by Qin Qìn or Qin An, I did not have the face to see the person.” Li Shuyue may calculate that is finding the opportunity, her several times want to bring to go out to lose to the trash can inside secretly, was worried that inexplicably can some people see, sorting then to suspect that what woman she is, although this possibility is very low, but she does not have to lose. y “你以为谁都像你啊,这个东西,你自己拿回去啊,放到这里我整天担惊受怕的,要是被秦沁或者秦安看到了,我就没脸见人了。”李淑月可算找着机会了,她好几次想偷偷带出去丢到垃圾桶里边,都莫名地担心会不会有人看到了,拣出来然后怀疑她是个什么样的女人,虽然这种可能性很低,但她还是没有自己去丢。y [ .55 xm ] [.55xm]
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