TwoYaoscattersin the room. Leaves behindpiece by piece the gentleyellowingray. Letjustdisappearininvisibledark, Qin Anopens the eye, presentlystilllie down on wellat the same time, Qin Qìnrollsactually, toher mother'sarms, tucked in ” handto feelfair and clearplentiful the Li Shuyuepajamashigh. The mother and daughterrestjustsoundly.
二尧散落在房间里。留下片片温柔泛黄的光芒。让刚黑暗消于无形,秦安睁开眼睛来,才现自己依然好好地躺在一边上,倒是秦沁滚来滚去,到了她妈妈的怀里,,把李淑月的睡衣高高撩起”手摸着一个白白净净的丰满。母女俩都睡得正香。Inmorningtidegentleray, Li Shuyuesnow whitelikecreamtender and delicatefleshnottoodazzlinggloss, mildsuch asbeautifuljade, does not havea wee bitnext, disperses the length that to scatterfrom the pocketin the pillows, reveals her to cultivate/repair the backflesh of Changbaiwiseneckandrich and smooth, the smallsuspenderspajamastucked inhigh, the waistslenderlyandfallssoft, contraststo formexaggeratingfourwith the fullhip line, on the smoothandsoftlower abdomenhas not left any trace of birth, somewomenwill not have the pregnantingmothermarkto stay behindlikely, insleepshestillseemsespeciallycharming, butis peaceful, onehasthoroughly ripe. The bodyis dispersing the aura of arousing, the physiquesize of curlingis suitable, the beautifulbuttocks that stands tall and erectperfectly roundlink the slenderdelicatelong leg, the whole bodydo not haveflesh is not white, does not haveone not exquisitelybright and clean, the Qin Anvisionfellon the Qin Qìnsmall hand the smallhandcoversonherfleshonlylusterunusualdot, Qin Anonlythought that the chestlikemustblast open. The breathing rapidly, sitson the bed. Closes the eyedifficultly, startedalongcarryingseveral«Vegetable rootTan»to the back.
在晨间温柔的光芒里,李淑月雪白如凝脂般的娇嫩肌肤并没有太耀眼的光泽,温润如美玉,没有一丁点的下次,从兜里散开的长散落在枕头间,露出她那修长白哲脖子和丰润的后背肌肤,小吊带睡衣被高高撩起,腰肢纤细而柔软地下坠,和饱满的臀线对比起来形成夸张的四股,平整而柔软的小腹上没有留下任何生育的痕迹,不像有些女人会有妊娘纹留下,在睡眠中她依然显得格外妩媚而安静,一具熟透了的身子散着撩人的气息,袅袅的身姿肥瘦适宜,浑圆高耸的美臀连着修长细嫩的长腿,全身无一处肌肤不白,无一处不细腻光洁,秦安的目光落在秦沁的小手上小小的手掩盖住了她肌肤唯一上色泽与众不同的小点,秦安只觉得胸口像要炸裂开来一样。呼吸急促,坐在床上。艰难地闭上眼睛,开始到背顺背了好几遍《菜根谭》。Comparesin the futurerepeatedly the world literaturefamous workandeachdomain of general-comprehension readingclassics, whatinQin Anmemoryis most profoundis«Vegetable rootTan», isgrandfathernetvigornaturalwriting by handthat«Vegetable rootTan», insidepositionblack ink and significance of eachcharacter, Qin Anincomparablyremembersclearly, althoughQin Andoes not have the meansto depend on«Vegetable rootTan»insidetruthbehavior and conductforever, butoftenreads, the association/willmakeshimcalm the mindespecially, appreciates something, heregards the spell that «Vegetable rootTan»like the present the taoist priestexpelled evil spirits, the scriptures of monk, becamehimto feel relieved the differencemoodevenly. Method.
相比日后屡屡泛读的世界文学名著和各个领域的经典,秦安记忆里最深刻的还是《菜根谭》,还是爷爷网劲潇洒手写的那本《菜根谭》,里边每一个字的位墨和意义,秦安无比记得清清楚楚,虽然秦安永远也没有办法依着《菜根谭》里边的道理为人处世,但每每读起来,总会让他格外静心,体味到一些东西,就像现在他就把《菜根谭》当成了道士驱鬼的符咒,和尚度的经文,成了他平息心中异样情绪的法门。„Are youdoing? Very early in the morningsitson the bedtalks over, awakened by noiseme.”Li Shuyuewakes, feels the hand on chest, the firstresponseisQin Anis dishonest, opening eyes is actually Qin Qìn, immediatelyrelaxes, buthears the sound that Qin Anis readingbroken, does not feelright.
“你在干什么啊?一大早地坐在床上念念叨叨,把我都吵醒了。”李淑月醒了过来,就感觉到胸口上的手,第一反应就是秦安不老实了,睁开眼却是秦沁,顿时松了一口气,但是听着秦安碎碎念的声音,就觉得不对。Li Shuyuesawoneself are almost naked the bodyis lying down, the pajamaswere provokedbyQin Qìn, the cake that suffuseslushlytenderplentifulcompletelyexposes, whatpajamas the fair and clearbodybesidescoveringalsohas the smallunderpants, does not haveunnecessarycovering upagain, immediatelyhas a scare, hurriesto sit, resting the skirtdrew, completelycovers the spring scenery, thensaw the Qin Anblushingheartbeatis talking over, hissuchappearancemakesLi Shuyuelookis beingfunnyisshy, isn't thison a thatscene that in the moviefrequentlypresents? The singlestudentnightday and nighttemple, came the demonessto teasesuddenlyin every possible way, the studentmouthread the saints and sagesbookto prompt itselfdiscourteouslynot to regard, discourteousdo not look,李淑月看到自己几乎是全裸着身体躺着,睡衣被秦沁撩拨了上去,肥美涨满的酥嫩丰腴完全暴露出来,白白净净的身子除了遮盖不住什么的睡衣还有小小的内裤,再也没有多余的遮掩,顿时吓了一跳,赶紧坐了起来,把睡裙都拉了下去,将春光尽掩,然后就看到了秦安脸红心跳地在念叨着,他这样的模样儿让李淑月瞧着又是好笑又是羞涩,这不就是电影里经常出现的那种场景吗?单身的书生夜宿夜庙,突然来了女鬼百般挑逗,书生嘴里念着圣贤书提示自己非礼勿视,非礼勿看,,Li Shuyuerememberssuchscene, Qin Anare earlywakes up, definitelylooks atownappearance, the ear of Li Shuyuefaintedto wipe the pinka moment ago.李淑月想起这样的场景,秦安比自己早醒来,肯定是看着了刚才自己的样子,李淑月的耳根子都晕开了一抹桃红。
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,万Listens toLi Shuyueto speak, Qin Anopens the eye, is looking at the Li Shuyuesomewhatunusualexpression and charminglook, on the floodredfacehasnot to dare the obsequious attitude of multi-regardingslightly, Qin Anawkwardly, the probablyheldthief, dodges the looknot to darewithLi Shuyueto look, does not dareto answerhiswords.
听着李淑月说话,秦安睁开眼睛,瞧着李淑月有些异样的表情和娇媚的眼神,微微泛红的脸上有着让人不敢多视的媚态,秦安尴尬不已,像是被抓住的贼,闪躲着眼神不敢和李淑月对望,也不敢答他的话。„EarlierdeliversQin Qìnto goto the nursery, youare also quick, the grandfatherwaitsto giveunder you noodles.” The toe of Li Shuyuekicked the calf of Qin An, makinghimleaveagainstupidly.
“早点送秦沁到托儿所去,你也快回去吧,爷爷等着给你下长寿面呢。”李淑月的脚趾头踢了踢秦安的小腿,让他别再傻愣愣的。„, Knew.”Qin Anhurriesto crawl, jumpedfrom the tail block, from beginning to enddoes not dareto look atLi Shuyueoneagain, for fear thatin the brainappearedagain the condition.
“哦,知道了。”秦安赶紧爬起来,从床尾跳了下去,从头到尾也不敢再多看李淑月一眼,生怕脑子里再浮现出刚才的状态。Li Shuyueshakes the head, arrives in front of the mirrorfrom the bed, looks that after inside the destinydevastates, female who with great difficultyagainlives, languid. The annoyingperson who flatterscharmingly, the beautifulslenderphysique, the youngwomanbesttime, in the eye of Li Shuyuecoveredfogwool...李淑月摇了摇头,从床上下来走到镜子前边,看着里边被命运摧残后,好不容易再重新生活的女子,懒洋洋。娇媚媚的惹人,婀娜窈窕的身姿,年轻的女人正是最美好的时光,李淑月的眼睛里不禁蒙上了一层雾毛…
„ Thisis the lifeLi Shuyueto open the dressing tablemostunderdrawer, althoughsimultaneous/uniformMeiteased, oneselfsaid that has lost. simultaneous/uniformMeialso believed that butthatstrangeuglythingstillininside, Li Shuyuebumpedbumpsembarrassed, lookedis burntby the firelike the bodywas only thinkingrunning off, wherewill have the courageto taketo lose, sheis thinking, iflooked atherto losethisthing, howthatalsodid cultivate the behavior? Bit the lips and teethto look at the calfto kick the drawerwith effort, rememberingQin Angot out of beda moment agoisdesirably the bow the body, covers-up the response of hisbody, the Li Shuyuepowderfacefloodonbright red, thischild was really bigger and bigger, will also evadewith the sister-in-lawprobablymore and more, after allsome dayhestandsinoneselfsidehesitantis a younger brother, was the companionfriendstatustime, oneselfwere impossibleagainlike thisto be casualandhelieson a bed.
“这就是命罢李淑月拉开梳妆台最底下的抽屉,虽然齐眉取笑的时候,自己说早就丢了。齐眉也信了,可那怪丑的东西还在里边,李淑月碰都不好意思碰,瞧着了就像身体被火烫了一样只想着跑开,哪里会有勇气拿出去丢,她想着要是被人瞧着了她丢这东西,那还怎么做人?咬着唇齿瞧着小腿费力地把抽屉又踢了进去,想起秦安刚才下床是刻意躬着身子,藏着掖着他身体的反应,李淑月粉脸泛上了嫣红,这孩子真的是越来越大了,大概和嫂子也会越来越避讳吧,毕竟等有一天他站在自己身旁会让人犹豫是弟弟,还是同伴朋友身份的时候,自己就不可能再这样随便和他躺在一张床上了。Li Shuyuedoes not know that thoughtlosesorrelaxes, actuallywhichwomanis willingto spendlong nightalone, the silentnight, the dryness and heat of tossing and turning, will make one be in deep sorrow, many. In the eveningLi Shuyuecries on each other's shoulders, actuallycannothave the freshsoundto quarrelQin Qìn, sometimeswakes upfor no reason, will think that the corner of the eyehas the tearsto fall, crawlsto get out of bedto throw over the pajamasto sitin the bedsideagain, depends on the bedheadto wait for the dawn, looksoutsideis coming and going ” forXin, the livelyaura, canscatterin the heartthatheavy, the smotheryaloneness, candispersethatwomaninfear of nightinstinct.李淑月不知道是觉得失落还是松了一口气,其实哪个女人愿意独自度过漫漫长夜,寂静的夜,辗转反侧的燥热,会让人痛不欲生,多少个。晚上李淑月抱头痛哭,却不能出奂音来吵着秦沁,有时候无端端地醒来,就会觉得眼角有泪水滑落,爬起床披着睡衣坐在床边上就再着,靠着床头怔怔地等着天亮,瞧着外边来来往往”代忻,热闹的气息,才能够驱散心底里那份沉沉的,让人透不过气的孤寂,才能驱散那种女人在夜里本能的畏惧。Li Shuyuedoes not know that ownfuture, does look for a managain? The wife's relativeshave urgedherinnumerable, butLi Shuyuedoes not planto considertemporarily,oneselfdoes give the husbandnot to defendhow manyyears? Otherwise when howresults inthatlove?李淑月不知道自己的未来,再找一个男人?娘家人无数次劝过她,可是李淑月暂时不打算考虑,难道自己给丈夫还守不得几年?否则怎么时得起那份恩爱?Was attackedlike this, Li Shuyuedoes not havetoomanyconfidenceagainand a manlives, if the deeplove, hecanagainbylike this destiny? ThisthoughtalwaysmakesLi Shuyuenot tremblecoldly, sheis unable to imagine the matter that ifagrees withlivesononeselftwice, she can also renewwantsto live.
遭受这样的打击,李淑月也没有太多信心再和一个男人生活下去,如果是自己深爱的,他会不会再遭受这样的命运?这种念头总是让李淑月不寒而颤,她无法想象如果同意的事情生在自己身上两次,她还能够再次重新燃起希望生活。Regarding the woman, the childforeveris the firstconsideration, how manyminute/share of warmth can a stepfatherQin QìnandQin Yuan? Li Shuyuethinks,possiblyeven is also less thanQin An to theirsister and brother, looks likemaintenance of bloodlineskinshipinLi Shuyueforeverismost reliable, without the stepfather of blood relationshiptothesetwo, child'ssentiment, can the comparing favorably withhusband'sbrothers? It looks like inLi Shuyue, Qin AnsimplyQin Qìnwithnotside, Qin Qìn that Qin Yuanfavoreddid not say,shewasQin Anmeatis simply same. Mustcarveto hold tohischildat timesunreliablyisthis. Whois goodtoher, sheis depending onanyone.
对于女人来说,孩子永远是第一考虑的,一个继父能够秦沁和秦圆几分温暖?李淑月想,可能甚至还不及秦安能够给他们姐弟的,在李淑月看来血脉亲情的维系永远是最可靠的,没有血缘关系的继父对这两个,孩子的感情,能够比得上丈夫的兄弟?在李淑月看来,秦安简直把秦沁和秦圆宠的没边了,秦沁不说,她简直就是秦安身上的肉一样。要时时玄刻粘着他小孩子就是这样。谁对她好,她就赖着谁。Returnsinhome, Li ShuyueseesQin Yuanto have the independenttoyroom, two -year-old child, Qin Angives the toy that heprepares, sobsalso to brave the steam the simulationtrainto occupyseveral, a squarerailway rail, piled up withjumping of small ball the bed, cancarry the toyremote controlautomobile that the childis upon the jump, was coming in many different varieties, as ifQin Anas for the building block of longanclasshad not played withtoyenoughhimandhismale cousinin childhood, toQin Yuanmaking.
回到老家里,李淑月看到秦圆有单独的玩具房,两岁的小孩子,秦安给他准备的玩具,呜咽呜咽还能冒着蒸汽的仿真火车占据着好几个,平方的铁轨,堆满了小球的跳跳床,还有能够搭载着小孩子跑来跑去的玩具遥控汽车,至于益智类的积木更是种类繁多,仿佛秦安是把他和他堂兄小时候没有玩够的玩具,都给秦圆给弄来了。
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,万AlthoughQin Anis unable to replace a father, but did oneselfgive the sister and brotherto ask a stepfather to replace? Li Shuyuethisconfidence, hersuchwomantoohas not paid attention, was used to the compliance and mild-mannerednessto the man, butdoes not representhernot to have the thoughts, herpresentnet worth, herappearancefigure, enoughmanymenare close toherwith all kinds ofgoals, Cheng Guangminghow? Comes to the teahouseeach timeissmiles, is willinggreatlytaking out money, satisfies the vanity of womansufficiently, ifchanged a woman, even if not settle onCheng Guangming'smoney, will still be movedbyhispursue, will beLi Shuyueactuallynot, shelooked in hiseyeto cover up**, thinksthisCheng Guangmingbecausenowunexpectedlyhadothermento revealsuchmeaningregardingoneself, imitatedhishigh priceto ask itselfto suspend the tea, broke the legothers, Li Shuyuedoes not dareto imagine, iflooked formanlike this, howQin Qìn and Qin Yuanfuturecanbe.
尽管秦安无法代替一个父亲,但自己给姐弟找一个继父就能够代替得了?李淑月没有这份信心,她这样的女人没有太多注意,对男人习惯了依从和柔顺,可是并不代表她没有心思,她现在的身家,她的容颜身段,足够许多男人怀着各种各样的目的来接近她,程光明如何?每次来茶楼都是笑眯眯的,舍得大把掏钱,足以满足女人的虚荣心要是换了个女人,就算不看中程光明的钱,也会被他的这种追求打动,可是李淑月却不会,她瞧着了他眼睛里遮掩的**,现在想想这个程光明居然因为有其他男人对于自己流露出了这样的意思,效仿他高价请自己摆茶,就把别人打断了腿,李淑月不敢想象,如果自己找了这样的男人,秦沁和秦圆的将来会是如何。Is afraidsuchpossibility, so long asthere are1/1000possiblyharms the child, Li Shuyueratherendures the loneliness that a personlives.
害怕这样的可能,只要有千分之一的可能伤害到孩子,李淑月宁可自己忍受一个人生活的寂寞。How manysuchnight can also pass? WhatLi Shuyuecannotsay, Qin Anandliewhen the samebed, restssafely, alwaysrealizes the dawnespecially, thatissleeping soundly that had not fully enjoyedfor a long time.
还要度过多少个那样的夜晚?李淑月不能说出口的是,秦安和自己躺在同一张床上时,睡得格外安心,总是一觉到天亮,那是许久未曾饱尝的酣睡。Does not needother, was only a mindconsolation of womaninstinct, Li Shuyuewiped offowntears, thinks that the forthcominglife, withQin Anin the same place, is taking care ofhim, madehimtake care of mother and daughter, canbejoyfulandhappy, relieved.
不需要别的,只是一种女人本能的心灵慰藉,李淑月擦掉了自己的泪水,想想即将到来的生活,和秦安在一起,照顾着他,也是让他照顾着自己母女,会是快乐而幸福,安心的。Qin AndeliveredQin Qìnto go to the nursery, returned toQingshan Town, the netto the family/home, has saidno longerrespondedhisbirthdayLi Qinto get down the noodlestohim, in additiontwoeggs , indicating the long life. Qin An the cleanness that the noodles and eggeat. Li Qinis looking at the child, is strokinghistop of the head, „traces the top, the lucktransports/fortuneshas not gone against, twotrace the top, the good luck in making moneyhas not gone against, threetrace the top, the destinyhas not gone against, ok, big one year old, littlestirs up trouble, studieswell, do not letyourmotherworry.”秦安送了秦沁去托儿所,就回了青山镇,网到家里,一直说不再搭理他生日的李琴还是给他下了长寿面,加了两个鸡蛋,寓意长命百岁。秦安把面条和鸡蛋吃的干干净净。李琴瞧着孩子,抚摸着他的头顶,“一摸摸到顶,福运没有顶,二摸摸到顶,财运没有顶,三摸摸到顶,气运没有顶,好了,又大了一岁,少惹事,好好念书,别让你妈操心。”„Mother, Ihave not calculatedstudywell, but alsomadeyouworry? Iin this year isn't the strugglefree from worryforyou? Looks at your to overthrowmyeffortoverall, was too affecting.”Qin Andiscontentedsaid/tunnel.
“妈,我还不算好好念书,还让你操心了?我这一年来的奋斗可不就是为了你省心?瞧你这样全盘推翻我的努力,太让人伤心了。”秦安不满地道。„Yourthischild, finished eatingyourgrandfatherthere, yourgrandfathermustunder the noodlestoyou, musteatcleanly.”Li Qinsaw that the Qin Anappetiteis good, maybe better than anything.
“你这孩子,吃完去你爷爷那里,你爷爷要给你下长寿面,也得吃干净了。”李琴看到秦安胃口好,可比什么都好。Arrives at the olddwelling, Qin Anis waiting forunder the grandfather, is looking at a grandfatherslowermovement, actuallyrefused the help of Qin An, Qin Anto knowgrandfather'smeaningtenaciously, with the senility of body. The grandfathercannot be manyformatteralready that the younger generationmakes, thereforebelowrelativenotthatstrenuousmatter, hewantsto complete, making the grandsoneat.
来到老宅,秦安等着爷爷下面,瞧着爷爷越缓慢的动作,却固执地拒绝了秦安的帮忙,秦安知道爷爷的意思,随着身体的衰老。爷爷能够为晚辈做的事情已经不多,所以下面这种相对不那么费力的事情,他一定要自己做好,让孙子吃好。Qin Anwiped the eye, in the grandfatherpiled up withunder the gentlevisiongaze of wrinklehappy expression, finished eating the noodlessatisfactory, even the bowlnearbycooking liquorlicks the paper the cleanness.秦安擦了擦眼睛,在爷爷堆满了皱纹笑意的慈祥目光注视下,美美地把面条都吃完,连碗边上的汤汁都舔纸的干干净净。--------------一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一--------------11一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一一Late before upper opening, risesfullyalsohastwo
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