Feelingdisgraced, not onlyfineLi Shuyue, hasQin Anbadlysix
感觉丢人的不只嘉李淑月,坏有秦安六Hedoes not know how like this, perhapswasyesterdayandSunSunQinqintracesis suppressing, perhapsearlyreason. The fruit of young fellowalwaysrouses the drum, rises. Full, usuallyinreceivesto selectto stimulateslightly. Perhapsin the eveninghad the physiological phenomenonto appear, let alonea moment agothissituation?
他也不知道怎么就这样了,也许是昨儿个和孙孙亲亲摸摸的时候就憋着了,也许还有更早一些的原因。少年人的蛋蛋总是鼓鼓的,涨涨的。满满的,平日里稍微受点刺激。晚上就说不定有生理现象出现了,更何况刚才这种情况?In those days and Liao Yuin the same place, withoutdid not pass throughtosses about, the Qin Anmindwas low-spirited. The feelingcheeksburn, hethought that oneselfwill not be despisedby the sister-in-law, could not withstand, butwas doneshamefacedlybyoneselfthisthoughtguilty, does the sister-in-lawunderestimate. Iscanthink?
往日里和廖瑜在一起,也没有这么不经折腾啊,秦安心神黯然。感觉脸颊烫,他觉得自己不会被嫂子小看吧,太不堪了,可是又被自己这个念头搞得羞愧内疚,嫂子小看不小看。是自个能想的?But are also a man, evenchild. Facingeldertime, was pulled**looked that isn't shy? In briefthisinstinctsensitiverelated toself-respectthing, trulyfeelsto blush, Qin Anwantsunder the resolutionusuallyalso is very actually fierce, butsayseventuallyembarrassedly.
可自己也是个男人啊,就算是小孩子。面对长辈的时候,被人扯小小**看不也害羞吗?总之这种本能的敏感的涉及自尊的东西,也确实觉得脸红,秦安想要分辨下自己其实平常也挺厉害的,可终究没好意思说出口。Twoleftin the sleeping bagstiff a meeting, Li Shuyuewere pushinghimwith the elbow, makinghimchange the pants, Qin Ancrawlsembarrasedly. Puts on the clothesto run up to the next doortentto gotaking off the underpantsto run, the netsawLi Shuyueto get insidein the sleeping bagskillfully, was sharp-eyedlooks at her bunch of clothesto movea moment ago, brasidehad the underpantsto reveal.
两个左在睡袋里僵了一会,李淑月用手肘推着他,让他去换裤子,秦安讪讪地爬起来。套上衣服跑到隔壁帐篷里去把内裤给脱了下来才跑回来,网巧见着李淑月钻进了睡袋里,眼尖地瞧着刚才她的那堆衣服动过了,胸罩旁边有内裤露了出来。„Lookstowardwhereblindly!”Li Shuyueflusteredunderpantsstoppertoclothes.
“往哪里瞎看!”李淑月慌慌张张地把内裤塞到衣服里去。Qin Anhas not saidanything, ifheat this timesaidanything, will definitely be shamedangryLi Shuyueto turn the earto teach.秦安没有说什么,他这时候要是说什么,肯定会被羞恼的李淑月扭着耳朵教。Qin Angets intoinsidebed, Li Shuyuetreats asdid not mind that stillrests the headinhisarm, holdshishandto hug itself, the powderfaceis bashful, is angryto be angry: „ Canrest, mademeto hityouagain.秦安钻进被窝里边,李淑月当做毫不介意地依然枕在他手臂上,拉着他的手搂着自己,粉脸含羞,嗔恼道:“能睡了吧,再闹我就打你了。Qin Anthoughtwhereoneselfmade, was not the sister-in-lawhad not resteda moment agowell, onehow. The vigormoves heedlessly, butchoosesto shut upwisely, alwaysfeltoneselfafraidvery much, thinksobviouslythismatterstrangenotfrombow, heis not the mechanicalmonstercanperformance ordercontrol itself.秦安心想自己哪里闹了,刚才还不是嫂子不好好睡,一咋。劲乱动,可还是明智地选择闭嘴,总觉得自己心虚的很,明明想这个事情怪不的自弓,他又不是机械怪物可以执行命令式地控制着自己。„YoulaterandYezi, Sun said that , littledeliberately creates trouble, tounhealthy.”Li Shuyuethinks,isunder the urgingQin An, usuallyinshealsoraisedthismatterandQin Anembarrassedlysaid,drop of finetendrops of blood, thiswas not the superstitionview, butjustlivesthismattertonight, Li Shuyuethought that saidwithhimthismatterwas also appropriate, wasopens. Necessity that has not covered up.
“你以后和叶子,孙称在一块的时候,,少胡闹一点,对身体不好。”李淑月想了想,还是叮嘱下秦安,平日里她也没好意思提起这事情和秦安说,一滴精十滴血啊,这可不是什么迷信说法,可今天晚上刚刚生这种事情,李淑月觉得和他说说这事情也合适,算是挑开了。没有遮遮掩掩的必要了。„IandYezi, Sun said that , „ notthis.”Qin Andoes not wantto leave behindto indulge in sensual pleasure the corrupthappyimagebefore the sister-in-law, sister-in-law'smeaningclearlyisheto this, let alonewiththattwolittle girlswhentogether. Qin Analsoonly thenmakesYezihandlebadly the badmatteroccasionally. When hugsis sleeping, kissedtracessleepspeacefullycomfortably.
“我和叶子,孙称在一块的时候,“没这样。”秦安可不想在嫂子面前留下个纵欲贪欢的形象,嫂子的意思分明是他对她都这样,更何况和那两个小女孩在一起时。秦安也只有偶尔让叶子做做坏坏的事情。就搂着睡觉时,都只是亲亲摸摸就安安静静舒舒服服地睡觉了。„Youdareinside the Li Shuyuesoftatriumto infiltrateinexplicableshamingto my”happy, makinghernot know that this/shouldgood, what he meant was that is shesomewhat specialtohim? Howhedareslike this, henot to knowonearehissister-in-law, ifhealsodareslike this, to put on a serious faceto teachhim. „Iam notintentionally, ifyoudo not move heedlessly, I,”Qin Anwill not hurryto distinguish saying that thisdoes not calculateto push and shove the responsibility, at that timehecannotput out a handto cover, time that the sister-in-lawdepends on. Aren't the buttockspastinghishand? Pastes the bodyalso can be said as the naturalposture, the handpastedmeaningto be different, as soon assheseparated the leg, thatthingshotin the past.
“那你敢对我这样”李淑月软软的心房里边渗透出莫名的羞喜,让她不知道该怎么好,他的意思是她对他有些特别吗?他怎么敢这样,他不知道自个是他嫂子吗,他要是还敢这样,就得板着脸教他了。“我不是故意的,你要是不乱动,,我也不会,”秦安赶紧分辨道,这也不算推搡责任,那时候他总不能伸手去捂着吧,那嫂子靠过来的时候。臀部不是贴着他的手了?贴着身子还可以说是自然的姿势,手去贴着意味就不同了,她一分开腿,那东西就弹了过去。„Did thatalsoblameme? Do not think that Ido not know. Inthattime of provincial capital.”AlthoughQin Ancould not see,Li Shuyueis putting on a serious face, the cheeks is not shamed who intentdyes unable to bearbyoneselfbecame red-hot popular, thattimeisin the morning, heralreadywoke, heis huggingherwaist, makes an effortto withstand/toptowardherbuttockson, smearedherrestingskirt and underpants, sheremembers.
“那还怪我了?别以为我不知道。还有在省城的那一次。”尽管秦安看不到,李淑月还是板着脸,让自己红透了的脸颊不那么被羞意染的自己都受不了,那一次是早上,她已经醒过来了,他搂着她的腰,使劲往她的屁股上顶,把她的睡裙和内裤都弄脏了,她可是记得。Qin Andid not have the words saying that the sister-in-lawwas really angryprobably, butthisreallysaid that canblamehim? Perhaps, the sister-in-law is not so perhaps beautiful, withoutis so good, withoutsuchwarm, oneselfat allimpossible and sister-in-lawliveso manyawkwardthings, Qin Anstartsto think that the brother-in-law and littlesister-in-lawinambiguous, the rumor that notothersspread around, even if something do not have a meaningat heart, the matter that handlesactuallygavepeople the argumentalsoto distinguishsufficientlyfeelsafraid, the sister-in-lawremained a widowyoung, oneselfwere still big, howperhapsto be intimate withagain, howto be caringagainmutually, howto be likingagainmutually, maintained the distance, maintainedoneis defending the moral principlerespected, howwantsat heart. Kisses/Intimatewith the sister-in-law , can only beat heart, the avoiding suspicionplaceavoids suspicionsurprised, like the present. Even if only the dayknowknowsyouto knowmeto know. Has not been obstructingothers, isappropriate?秦安没有话说了,嫂子好像真的生气了,可是这真的说能怪他吗?也许吧,也许嫂子没有这么美,没有这么好,没有这样温暖,自己根本不可能和嫂子生这么多尴尬的事情,秦安开始觉得小叔子和小嫂子在一块的暧昧,并不是别人传来传去的流言,有些事情即使心里没有点意思,做出来的事情却足以给人口舌并且让人分辨都觉得心虚了,嫂子年轻守寡,自己也不小了,也许再怎么亲近,再怎么互相关心着,再怎么互相喜欢着,也得保持距离,保持一份守着伦理道德的尊敬了,心里怎么想着和嫂子亲,也只能是心里,避嫌的地方就愕避嫌,就像现在。即使只是天知地知你知我知。没有碍着别人,可是合适吗?„Prostitutechild, sorry, latercannot.”Qin Anhas understoodto know that wrongchanges, saidno matter how,shouldbedoes not do right by the sister-in-law. A sister-in-lawwoman, oneselfwantto fight overwhatwithherto the wrongright and wrong, whatresponsibilitycanmakehershoulder?
“妓子,对不起,以后不会了。”秦安一直懂得知错就改,不管怎么说,都应该是自己对不住嫂子。嫂子一个女人家,难道自己要和她去争什么对错是非,要让她承担什么责任吗?„Knows that not to have noticedin the Qin Antonesomewhatto changeongoodLi Shuyuemistakenly”, the body of thisfellowdoes not seemto listen tohimto control. Hismouthis apologizing, butunderis still playing a dirty trick, has not stoppedprobablytruly, issuch.
“知道错了就好”李淑月也没有注意到秦安语气里有些变化,这个家伙的身体好像根本就不听他控制似的。他嘴里道歉着,可是下边依然在使坏,大概从来就没有真正消停过,一直就是那样。„Ireturned toQingshan Town, moves, probablysomeare not convenient, like thisIlaterwill not makeyoube angryrepugnantly.”Qin Anthinks , can only like this, although the family memberelderswill not think that haswhat not rightlittlesister-in-lawto look afterto be surprisedheto be good, buthecannot, becausethisneglectedoneselfactuallyalreadyto haveenoughmanyreason and signshouldmaintain the distancewith the sister-in-law.
“我回了青山镇,就搬出来住吧,好像是有些不方便了,这样我以后也不会让你生气讨厌了。”秦安想了想,也只能这样了,虽然家里人长辈都不会觉得有什么不合适小嫂子照顾愕他挺好,可是他不能因为这样就忽视自己其实已经有足够多的理由和迹象应该和嫂子保持距离了。Body of Li Shuyueonestiff, a moment agoalsosomebodies of heating, all of a suddencool, heart of thatimmersioninwarmmood, dropped the valley, as if when withembryoletlivetogetherthatthishappyfeelinglike the dream. Nowis the dreamregretuses the time. The warmth of thatthreepersonsmall families. Eventually is also onlyillusory, heimpossibleandshealsohasQin Qìnreallyto livelike the small family, hewill leaveeventually, eventuallylike others. When occasionallyremembershits. The telephone, has any importantmatterprobably, raises the fruitgiftto come to see itselfandQin Qìn, hewill haveoneselffamilywife and childeventually, thenleadsthem on the roadmeets by chanceoneselfandQin Qìn, with a smilebeckons, like this, hewill only say that hewill take care ofherandQin Qìnfor a lifetime, thisis the impossiblematter, hehas a more importantpersonto look aftereventually. Hedoes not have the duty and responsibilitytakes care ofherandQin Qìn.李淑月的身子一僵,刚才还有些烫热的身子,一下子凉了下来,那颗浸泡在温暖的情绪中的心,跌落到了谷底去,仿佛和胎头让一起生活时那此幸福的感觉就像梦一样。现在就是梦悔用时候。那种三个人小家庭的温馨。终究也只是一片虚幻,他不可能和她还有秦沁真的像小家庭一样生活,他终究会离开,终究会像其他人一样。只是偶尔想起时打介。电话,大概有什么重要事情,就提点水果礼物来看看自己和秦沁,他终究会有自己的家庭妻子和孩子,然后带着她们在路上偶遇自己和秦沁时,笑着招招手,,只会这样,,他说他会照顾她和秦沁一辈子,这是不可能的事情,他终究有更重要的人去照顾。他也没有义务和责任来照顾她和秦沁。Helooks that Qin Qìndoes favor the smile of drowningto divergegradually? When heandshespoke, metis looking athereyepolitely, thenonce for a whilenods, is maintaining the smalltalk of feel alienated?
他看着秦沁宠溺的笑容会渐渐散去吗?他和她说话时,会礼貌地望着她的眼睛,然后时不时地点点头,保持着疏离的客套吗?Canlike this? LiShujuthought that ownlife, alreadytransferredaroundhimearly, hisalreadyissheis reposing the happiness and warmthearly, that person of hopeandhope, hehas givenherthese, shedoes not have the meansto obtainfromotherplaces, can only long forhimcontinuouslythis way.
会这样吗?李淑具觉得自己的生活,原来早已经绕着他转了,他早已经是她寄托着幸福和温馨,希望和期盼的那个人,他给过她这些,她没有办法从其他地方得到,就只能渴望着他一直这样下去。
„ What's wrong?. Feltis holding the personwhole bodystifflyagainsomewhatis cool, the mood of person can always infect, particularlyoneselfare intimate with live togetherperson, isso, Qin Anfeltimmediatelywas not right, lowers the head. Opens outLi Shuyueto obstruct the silk of cheeks, saw that tearsalreadymoistenedhercheeks.
“怎么了?。感觉到抱着的人儿浑身都僵硬再有些凉,人的情绪总是可以传染的,尤其是自己亲近而生活在一起的人,更是如此,秦安马上就感觉到了不对劲,低下头去。拨开李淑月遮着脸颊的丝,看到泪水已经打湿了她的脸颊。„Sister-in-law, did I, Ispeak incorrectlyprepare the wordswha?. Qin Anwas anxious, onlythought that shearswith the hotwhite liquor, heannoyed the sister-in-lawto be angry, but alsoannoyedherto cry, howoneselflike this, Qin Ananythingwill not have pledgedto make the sister-in-lawandQin Qìnfor a lifetimehappilyworry-free, does not needto pledge that was the matter that inhislifemusthandle”mustexperience, after a persondoes not needto vowmustfind a wifeto give birth, laterwanted the filialparentsto be the same, thesematteralreadytook rootinhisheart, manythings that hehandlednothing butwereforthis, but why the sister-in-lawcried. Definitely can only beheannoyedherto crya moment ago, „whereIhave the vitality/angry, wherehadto dislikeyou, why do youwantto move? Aren't you who no matterIalsoyouandLiao Yumatter, Itake care ofgood? Whyyoumustmove,”Li Shuyueraised the head, looks athisanxiousappearance, because ofhertears, because ofhermood, heis all of a sudden anxious, at heart, oneselfclearlyisveryimportant, buthemustreallywantto move, whatrightoneselfhaveto preventhim, ifhe himselfwantsto move, preventshimto be meaningfulagain? Alsocanrestoreto the beforehandfeeling?
“嫂子,我,,我说错什备话了吗?。秦安急了,只觉得心里跟火烧刀割似的,他惹了嫂子生气,还惹了她哭,自己怎么会这样,秦安没有过什么誓言让嫂子和秦沁一辈子开开心心无忧无虑,根本就不需要誓言,那就是他人生中必须要做”必须要经历的事情,就像一个人不需要誓以后要娶妻生子,以后要孝顺父母一样,这些事情已经扎根在他心底,他做的许多事情无非就是为了这个,可是嫂子为什么哭了。肯定只能是他刚才惹了她哭了,,“我哪里有生气,哪里有讨厌你了,你干嘛要搬出去啊?我也不管你和廖瑜的事情,我照顾的你不好吗?你干嘛要搬出去啊,”李淑月抬起头,看着他焦急的模样,因为她的泪水,因为她的情绪,他一下子就紧张起来,在心里,自己分明是很重要的吧,可是他要真的想搬出去,自己有什么权利阻止他,如果他自己想搬出去住,再阻止他有意义吗?还能恢复到以前的感觉吗?„Ido not move, does not move” the mood of prostitutechildto be very excited, Qin Analsowithoutexpectingthis, absolutely, there would be noto think that herresponsesowill be big, healsofeltat this time,ishe himselfsomewhatis probably afraid, madehimlike the pastconsiderationincomplete, made the decisionhastily. Nowthinks that thisdecision is not wise. Withoutseeking informationsister-in-law'smeaning, withoutprobing, even a point trackshapetransitsdoes not have, diddecided that ” Qin Anhas unable to hurry to cancel the thoughttemporarilyto suppressthoroughly, firstcomfortedhermoodto sayagain.
“我不搬了,不搬了”妓子的情绪十分激动,秦安也没有料到这样,根本就没有想到她的反应会这么大,他这时候也才觉得,大概是他自己有些心虚,才让他不像往日般的考虑周全,这么仓促地作出决定。现在想想这个决定并不怎么明智。没有征询过嫂子的意思,也没有试探过,甚至一点迹象过渡都没有,就做了决定”秦安只好赶紧不去想是彻底打消念头还是暂时压住,先安抚了她的情绪再说。„Really?”Li Shuyuesmiles through tears. Unexpectedlynaivemeaning of somelittle girlsininside.
“真的?”李淑月破涕为笑。居然有些小女孩的天真意味在里边。
„ RealQin Anselected the capitellum.
“真的秦安点了点小头。
„ Qin An, inQin Qìn, you are at heart same as father, shecalledyouruncle, butthatsentiment was the fatherhas no difference.
“秦安,在秦沁心里,你就和奴的爸爸一样,她叫你叔叔,可那份感情却是和爸爸没有什么区别。Shethought that youarefiercest, you who shethinksareherpatron, shethought that youareshemost importantperson, shethought that youhave been lovingher, shewill not saythese, butthisis a daughtercanhave the feeling that to the father, issuchfeeling, do not leaveherto be good, like goodtoherto the daughter?. The normalfamily, without the daughter and fatherseparates, otherwise the association/willfeelsdifferently, the association/willmakes the daughterleave behindsomeshadowsandotherinfluences, Li Shuyuedoes not hopethis. ShethinksQin An, even ifhas not made the experience of father. ButhetreatsQin Qìnthelovenow, alreadywas enough.
她觉得你是最厉害的,她觉的你是她的保护神,她觉得你是她最重要的人,她觉得你会一直宠爱着她,,她不会说这些,可这是一个女儿对父亲才会有的感觉,就是这样的感觉,,不要离开她好吗,像对女儿一样对她好吗?。正常的家庭,没有女儿和父亲分开住的,要不然总会感觉不一样,总会让女儿留下一些阴影和其他影响,李淑月不希望这样。她想秦安即使没有做父亲的经验。可是他现在对待秦沁的这份爱,已经足够了。Qin QìnlikeQingarden, Qingardenhas not livedsidegrandparent, livesin the family members in Qingshan Town, when the fatherpassed awayQingardenwill not have spoken, has not called the father, butis always consideringherpresentsideQin Qìn, only thenmotherandlittleuncle, she feelingtofamilymorereposesonthesetwopeople, the sentiment of Qin QìntoQin Anwas also differenttoQin AnwithQingarden, the influence of Qin An, the love of Qin An, the Qin Anappearance, alreadytook rootinQin Qìnearlysmallat heart, Qin Qìntoelapsing the fatherimpressionwas gradually fuzzy, but must byher. Feltgradually the littleuncledid leaveherto be getting more and more far?秦沁不像秦园,秦园一直生活在爷爷奶奶身边,生活在青山镇的家人之中,父亲去世时秦园还不怎么会说话,还没有叫过爸爸,而总在秦沁身边照顾着她的现在只有妈妈和小叔叔,她对家庭的感觉更多地寄托在这两个人身上,秦沁对秦安的感情也和秦园对秦安不一样,秦安的影响,秦安的宠爱,秦安的模样,早已经扎根在秦沁小小的心里,秦沁对逝去的父亲印象渐渐模糊,可是还要让她渐渐感觉到小叔叔离她越来越远了吗?
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