ED :: Volume #46

#4579: Family members

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„Sometimes the time, is a child, is good.” The rain of Li Qiye looks at out of the window, smiles, said lightly: „Makes one not to remember that passing child, that was better.” “有时时候,做一个小孩,也是蛮好的。”李七夜看着窗外的雨,笑笑,淡淡地说道:“做一个不记得过往的小孩,那就更好了。” At this time, Little Xuan lies near the window, looks at below rain. Does not know is sad, is blurred, crossed for a long time, she shakes gently, said: „Does not remember that does not remember the own past, did not remember the own family member, did not remember the own friend......” 此时,小璇趴在窗边,看着沥沥下的雨。不知道是忧愁,还是迷离,过了好久,她不由轻轻地甩了甩头,说道:“都不记得了,不记得自己的过去,也不记得自己家人,不记得自己的朋友了……” At this point, she stopped, said: „In memory, has no impression.” 说到这里,她不由停顿了一下,说道:“在记忆里,都已经没有任何印象了。” memory, is smoke cloud vast sea, but, in this smoke cloud vast sea memory, without the impressions of others, without the traces of others, own family member, but also own friend, the person who also or own loves, likes the own person...... all these not having memory, all these did not have the impression. 记忆,乃是烟云浩海,但是,在这烟云浩海的记忆之中,没有其他人的印象,没有其他人的痕迹,不论是自己的家人,还自己的朋友,又或者自己所爱的人,爱自己的人……这一切都没有记忆,这一切都没有印象了。 Once ups and downs billion years exist(ence), spanned innumerable time, had had the family member, had had the friend, perhaps, had had the person of sharing life and death, perhaps, had had own the person of loving, possibly is loves the own person...... 一个曾经沉浮千百万年的存在,跨越了无数的时光,曾经有过家人,曾经有过朋友,或许,曾经有过生死与共的人,又或许,曾经有过自己所爱之人,也可能是爱自己的人…… These people can be called are in the life the most important person, but, at this moment, no matter once let the person who own has remembers with eternal gratitude, no matter there is a how important person, in that smoke cloud vast sea memory, has not actually left any trace, did not have any memory. 这些人都可以称得上是生命中最重要的人,但是,此时此刻,不管曾经让自己有多么刻骨铭心的人,不管是有多么重要的人,在那烟云浩海的记忆之中,却没有留下任何的痕迹,却没有了任何的记忆。 Actually this is important, is unimportant? Perhaps, in the past, has own parents, may be has the own brothers and sisters, even may be has the own husband, has the own child, and even is posterity anything. 这究竟是重要,还是不重要呢？或许,在过去,有着自己的父母,也有可能是有着自己的兄弟姐妹,甚至有可能是有自己的丈夫,有自己的孩子,乃至是子孙后代什么的。 After all, when as one can by blood amber cover in dust exist(ence), the back has certainly huge incomparable inheritance, this is not Grand Dao acts alone. 毕竟,作为一个能被时血琥珀尘封的存在,背后一定是有着一个庞大无比的传承,这并非是大道独行。 These once important incomparable person in the own life, perhaps own is willing to pay all people for them, but, at this moment, does not have any memory, does not have any trace. 不论是这些曾经在自己生命中重要无比的人,或许自己愿意为他们付出一切的人,但是,在此时此刻,没有任何的记忆,没有任何的痕迹。 If, important incomparable person in life, does not have any memory, does not have any trace, then, these important incomparable person in life, regarding own, really is so important? 如果说,在生命中都重要无比的人,都没有任何记忆,没有任何痕迹,那么,这些在生命中重要无比的人,对于自己而言,是不是真的那么重要呢？ „Grand Dao is endless.” Li Qiye is looking at the distant place, said lightly: „Is own acts alone eventually, Grand Dao is long, arrives finally, more acts alone.” “大道漫漫。”李七夜望着远处,淡淡地说道:“终究是自己独行,大道越是漫长,走到最后,越是独行。” „Grand Dao is endless.” Little Xuan also muttered said that in her smoke cloud vast sea memory, as if, indeed left the Grand Dao trace merely, perhaps, this stays behind forever the cannot erase trace in her life. “大道漫漫呀。”小璇也不由喃喃地说道,在她那烟云浩海的记忆之中,似乎,也的的确确是仅仅留下了大道的痕迹,或许,这才是在她生命中留下永不可磨灭的痕迹。 Other thing, the person of close relative, or to the person of love, vanishes into thin air finally, finally no longer exist(ence), but, endless Grand Dao, all are follow about, in the past, is now, either will be in the future, Grand Dao depended on, can say, in her life, the trace that Grand Dao is unable to obliterate. 其他的东西,不论是至亲之人,或者是至爱之人,最终都烟消云散,最终都不复存在,但是,漫漫的大道,一切都是伴随左右,不论是过去,还是现在,又或者是未来,大道依在,可以说,在她的生命之中,大道是无法磨灭的痕迹。 „Did not have.” Little Xuan sighed gently, during the sigh, has disappointed of not being able to say. “都没有了呀。”小璇不由轻轻地叹息一声,在叹息之中,有着说不出来的怅然。 After all, is only a life, in his life, had certainly presented the important incomparable person, no matter the family member, or is a bosom friend, either most loves the person. However, now these once are most important the incomparable person, did not have any trace, they in this human world, they have also no longer had long evaporated. 毕竟,只是一个生命,在他的生命之中,一定是曾经出现过重要无比的人,不管是亲人,或者是至友,又或者是最爱的人。但是,现在这些曾经最重要无比的人,都没有了任何痕迹,他们也不再在这人世间,他们早就已经烟消云散了。 What most fearful is, these important incomparable people, after vanishing into thin air, in memory, has not left any trace. 最让人可怕的是,这些重要无比的人,烟消云散之后,在记忆之中,也没有留下任何的痕迹。 At this moment, in this world, she is just come all alone and standing all alone, all in world, as if with her does not have, no matter what to have what to relate. 此时此刻,在这个世间,她只不过是形单影只、茕茕孑立,世间的一切,似乎都与她没有任何关系。 all ages alone one person, perhaps, this is lonely that a classification person cannot realize. 万世独一人,或许,这就是一种别人所体会不到的孤独。 Crossed some little time, Little Xuan recovers, is looking at Li Qiye, said gently: „Your family member?” 过了好一会儿,小璇回过神来,望着李七夜,轻轻地说道:“你的家人呢？” „Did not have.” Li Qiye smiles lightly, looks at, but below raindrop, said: „Does not remember that was too remote.” “没了。”李七夜淡淡地笑了笑,看着沥沥而下的雨滴,说道:“也不记得了,太遥远了。” „Was too remote.” Little Xuan was startled, recovers, selected nod, muttered said: „Was too remote, you were lonelier than me.” Saying, is looking at Li Qiye. “太遥远了。”小璇怔了一下,回过神来,也不由点了点头,喃喃地说道:“是太遥远了,你比我更加孤独。”说着,望着李七夜。 She also knows, Li Qiye lives for a long time is longer than her, perhaps, when she was born, Li Qiye had lived the innumerable years. 她也知道,李七夜活得比她更久更久,或许,在她出生之时,李七夜已经是活了无数的岁月了。 Then, her today's lonely, Li Qiye in very remote years, has experienced. 那么,她今日的孤独,李七夜早在很遥远的岁月里,就已经是经历了。 „But, you are remember.” Little Xuan thinks carefully, muttered said: „I and you are different, I certainly am Samsara above Grand Dao, I do not remember the previous life passing, but, you are not, you never have the Samsara reincarnation to cross, therefore, you remember the person who the past all sorts, your close relative, your bosom friend, you loved, liked your person...... you should remember.” “但,你是记得的。”小璇仔细去想,喃喃地说道:“我与你不一样,我一定是大道之上的一个轮回,我不记得了前生过往,但是,你不是,你从来没有轮回转生过,所以,你还是记得过去的种种,你的至亲,你的至友,你所爱的人,爱你的人……你都是应该记得的。” At this point, Little Xuan was out of sorts, she does not remember that was not she puts behind these person and matter, this was not she forgot on own initiative, or on own initiative buried these person and the matter in memory most deep place. 说到这里,小璇都不由为之失神了,她不记得了,并非是她忘却了这些人与事,这并非是她主动去忘记,或者主动把这些人和事埋在记忆的最深处。 She is just some Samsara, perhaps is a rebirth, in brief, is a some external factor causes. 她只不过是某一种的轮回,或许是一种重生,总之,是某一种的外在因素所导致的。 However, Li Qiye is different, Li Qiye he does not have the Samsara reincarnation, after this billion years, Li Qiye still remembers her probably , Li Qiye also remembers the person and matter during that remote and long years. 但是,李七夜不一样,李七夜他没有轮回转生,就好像在这千百万年之后,李七夜依然记得她,那么,李七夜也是记得在那遥远而漫长的岁月之中的人与事。 Thinks of here, lets in the person heart for a it pain, during that remote years, once these person and the matter, now the people are no longer the same, perhaps they once is close, is the bosom friend, to love, but, today, they had vanished into thin air, however, these person and the matter, actually still always remembers in memory. 想到这里,让人不由心里面都为之一痛,在那遥远的岁月之中,曾经那些人与事,现在都已经物是人非了,他们或许曾经是至亲,是至友,是至爱,但是,在今日,他们都已经是烟消云散了,然而,这些人与事,却依然是铭记在记忆之中。 In that memory most deep place, in this billion years, the association/will at times, under some turning point, will be reminding you, in your memory, had had some close relative, a bosom friend, to love...... 在那记忆的最深处,在这千百万年之间,总会有一些时候,在某一个契机之下,会提醒着你,在你的记忆里,曾经有过某一个至亲,一个至友,一个至爱…… However, they, them have not vanished into thin air, was once reminding you in memory time and time again, this is a grateful pain, person who you think, they are actually no longer living, they have long evaporated, such a course, the world can imagine. 但是,他们都不在了,他们都已经烟消云散了,却偏偏在记忆之中曾是一次又一次提醒着你,这是一种刻骨铭心的痛,你所思的人,他们却不在人世之间,他们早就已经烟消云散,这样的一种历程,世人又焉能想象。 Therefore, Little Xuan at this time, looks at Li Qiye's in an instant, she felt Li Qiye's to be lonely instantaneously, in that endless Grand Dao, Li Qiye was just one person acts alone, how long no one met to accompany his, even if on this one Grand Dao road, some people once accompanied him to lead the way, that still was just period of very short time, even, at his life length, this once appeared, once accompanied in his person, that was just the flash. 所以,小璇在这个时候,看着李七夜的刹那之间,她瞬间感受到了李七夜的孤独,在那漫漫的大道之中,李七夜只不过是一人独行罢了,没有人会能陪伴他多久,就算在这一条大道路上,有人曾陪伴着他前行,那也只不过是一段很短的时间罢了,甚至,以他的人生长度而言,这样曾经出现,曾经陪伴在他身边的人,那只不过是一瞬间而已。 Grand Dao acts alone, above endless Grand Dao, Li Qiye in more time, is a person acts alone . Moreover, will also still act alone in the future. 大道独行,在漫漫的大道之上,李七夜在更多的时间里,都是一个人独行,而且,在未来也依然独行下去。 „Has thought that finds a person to travel together?” Crossed for a long time, Little Xuan asked. “有想过,找一个人同行吗？”过了许久,小璇不由问道。 Li Qiye smiles lightly, said: „cultivate, is the self- matter, world, exist(ence) any cannot with the person who you synchronize, Grand Dao be endless, billion years, even spans hundred million years of time, a difference, then can great distance billion years, can travel together.” 李七夜淡淡地一笑,说道:“修道,乃是很自我之事,世间,不会存在任何一个能与你同步的人,大道漫漫,千百万年之久,甚至是跨越亿年时光,一步之差,便是可以相隔千百万年,又焉能同行。” Little Xuan one hear, feels in the principle, above endless Grand Dao, who and she travels together? That feared that is the person of most love, not necessarily can travel together. Inundation of Grand Dao, is by the idea of billion years, is by the idea of trillion years, so long as both sides have a step difference time, in this billion years, among trillion years, a difference, will enable two people to have the billion years disparity. 小璇一听,也觉得是在理,在漫漫大道之上,又有谁与她同行呢？那怕是最爱之人,也不见得能同行。大道之漫,乃是以千百万年之计,乃是以亿万年之计,只要双方有一步之差的时候,在这千百万年之间,亿万年之间,一步之差,就会使得两个人有千百万年的差距。 „May once think , settles down to wait.” Little Xuan asked. “可曾想过,彼此之间,驻足以待。”小璇不由问道。 Li Qiye looked at Little Xuan one, smiled lightly, said slowly: „billion years, the idea of trillion years, has gone through innumerable fluctuating, has experienced the innumerable years, the matter of experience, is as numerous as the hairs of an ox, if a difference, is makes you guard the waiting , in this endless Grand Dao, only feared that makes the matter that you pause to settle down too many......” 李七夜看了小璇一眼,淡淡地笑了一下,徐徐地说道:“千百万年,亿万年之计,经历过无数的起伏,经历过无数岁月,所经历之事,乃是多如牛毛,若是一步之差,便是让你去驻守等待,那么,在这漫漫大道之中,只怕让你停步驻足的事情太多了……” „......, if anything, can make you pause to settle down, you can cultivate Supreme Grand Dao, since the practice does not get Supreme Grand Dao, can live of billion years, not only does not have of billion years years, and serves a need to ponder Grand Dao to be endless, will not have like this endless Grand Dao.” At this point, Li Qiye smiled lightly. “……若是什么事情,都能让你停步驻足,你又焉能修道无上大道,既是修练不得无上大道,又焉能活出千百万年之久,既无千百万年之久的岁月,又焉用得着去思考大道漫漫,根本就不会有这样的漫漫大道。”说到这里,李七夜不由淡淡地笑了一下。 „A difference, can settle down, that world, may settle down the matter, are indeed many.” Heard a Li Qiye such saying, Little Xuan thinks carefully, felt in the principle, in this worlds, many matter, has experienced many person. “一步之差,便是可驻足,那世间,可驻足之事,也的确不少。”听到李七夜这样一说,小璇细细去想,也不由觉得在理,在这人世之间,有多少的事情呢,又经历过多少的人呢。 The own close relative, the bosom friend, to the love, perhaps, would some people, would some matters, making you settle down to wait, then, when lets you settle down to wait, you can tread Supreme Grand Dao, can live billion years, perhaps, you, to liking vanishing into thin air with the close relative and bosom friend together, has no longer saved in the worlds. 自己的至亲,至友,至爱,或许,总会有一些人,总会有一些事,让你去驻足等待,那么,都让你驻足去等待之时,你又焉能踏得上无上大道,又焉能活得了千百万年,或许,你也与至亲、至友、至爱一同烟消云散,早就不复存于人世之间。 Therefore, if so, Grand Dao is endless, Grand Dao acts alone, matter that this does not need to consider, that has groundless fears simply. 所以,如果是这样,大道漫漫,大道独行,这根本就不需要去考虑的事情,那简直就是杞人忧天。 „Grand Dao is endless.” Recovers, Little Xuan sighed gently, some disappointed of being able saying that in her smoke cloud vast sea memory, indeed only has Grand Dao. “大道漫漫呀。”回过神来,小璇不由轻轻地叹息了一声,有些说不出来的怅然,在她烟云浩海的记忆之中,也的的确确只有大道呀。 Perhaps, she wants to know that in her life, what kind of person had presented that close, bosom friend, or to love, but, today, could not have thought that all these already no longer exist(ence). 或许,她想知道在她生命之中,曾经出现过怎么样的人,至亲,至友,或者是至爱,但是,今日,都已经是想不起来了,这一切都已经不复存在了。 When all these are not in your memory, perhaps, they not that important, perhaps, puts behind made it put behind, why also to go to seek again. 当这一切都不在你的记忆之中的时候,或许,他们并没有那么的重要,或许,忘却了就让它忘却了,又何必去再寻找呢。 „Let alone, you are not the Samsara reincarnation.” Li Qiye smiled lightly, looks at Little Xuan. “更何况,你也不是轮回转世。”李七夜淡淡地笑了一下,看着小璇。
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