This way is not good. 这样下去不行。 Is grasping the last sobriety, in realizing the own remaining opportunities are not many, after cannot continue to waste again, Bai Lian decides to bet! 秉持着最后一丝清醒,在意识到自己剩下的机会已经不多,不能再继续浪费了之后,白怜决定赌一把！ Her spirit will collapse , because she experienced failure time and time again in the future of next life tablet deduction, but each failure her strength will weaken a point from now on. 她的精神之所以会崩溃,是因为她在来世碑推演的未来中经历了一次又一次的失败,而每一次失败过后她的力量都会减弱一分。 1-2 failure are not naturally able to affect the heart hardly such as she of iron. 1-2失败自然无法影响心硬如铁的她。 But after this number of times increases to trillion times, she eventually is crashed. 可当这个次数增加到亿万次后,她终究还是被压垮了。 From one point to entire area, just like the big avalanche general terrifying finally. 从点到面,最后犹如大雪崩一般恐怖。 Although she does utmost to patch the fissure, can only look at the fissure helplessly becomes more and more greatly. 她虽然竭尽全力想要修补裂痕,还是只能眼睁睁地看着裂痕变得越来越大。 If the mud darkness welled up from the fissure, under the sweep of dark, her finally incarnation for by the devil that the desire controls! 如泥浆般的黑暗从裂痕中涌了出来,在黑暗的笼罩下,她终于化身为被欲望所控制的恶魔！ Bai Lian knows, if not contain this change as soon as possible, will be quick she to lose completely. 白怜知道,如果不尽快遏制这一变化,很快她就会彻底丧失自我。 When the time comes even if found to save the means of her own and master, she was still incapable of implementing again, even if she successfully implemented the plan, likely could not go back. 到时候就算找到拯救她自己和师父的办法,她也无力再去实施了,哪怕她成功实施了计划,很可能自己也回不去了。 Must change! 必须做出改变！ Considering all these roots is these painful memories, to make itself extricate, the best way is to erase the related memory. 考虑到这一切的根源都是那些痛苦的记忆,要想使自己解脱,最好的办法就是抹除掉相关记忆。 But also had the new issue born as the matter stands. 可这样一来就又有新的问题诞生了。 Loses the memory to be equivalent to start from the beginning, before she used several hundreds of millions opportunities, gained in the innumerable experiences unable to succeed. 失去记忆就相当于一切从头开始,之前她用了数亿次机会,积累了无数经验都没能成功。 Can she who now turns into little white really take the remaining several hundred opportunities to discover a road? 如今重新变成小白的她真的能利用剩下的几百次机会找出一条路吗？ Cannot. 不能吧。 The consciousness of Bai Lian had blurred, but she has the clear cognition to oneself strength as before. 白怜的意识已经模糊了,但她对自己的实力依旧有清楚的认知。 Her very vegetable/dish! 她很菜！ Do not look at her and bustling place common origin, she also be much bigger than the bustling place, may really hit, ten she is impossible to shake the bustling place to be tiny bit. 别看她和红尘同源,她还要比红尘大得多,可真打起来,十个她也不可能撼动红尘一分一毫。 Perhaps put in an appearance she to be pressed by the bustling place on the ground rubs. 恐怕一个照面她就会被红尘摁在地上摩擦了。 Without the means. 没办法。 All these are the vast gaps that two people different experiences divide. 这一切都是两人不同的经历划分出来的巨大差距。 When Eastgod Continent, her whole time are at lord of samsara and the others under the asylums. 在东神洲时,她大部分时间都处在轮回之主等人的庇护下。 Lord of samsara and the others, although is not the noble sage, but they at least are the vivid people, they will do the wrong thing, but also has the courage to acknowledge the mistake, they are ambitious, has the goal, and struggles. 轮回之主等人虽然不是什么高尚的圣人,但他们至少是有血有肉的人,他们会做错事,但也勇于承认错误,他们有理想,有目标,并为之而奋斗。 Bai Lian under such a crowd of person asylums rarely endures hardship, was as for had intensely the curiosity to person community gradually. 在这样一群人庇护下的白怜很少吃苦,乃至于渐渐对人这个群体产生了强烈地好奇心。 Since after the seal comes out, the first person who she sees is the azure emperor so famous passes on the eternal Eastgod Continent Savior. 从封印里出来后,她见到的第一个人便是青帝这般名传万古的东神洲救世主。 In the future many years, she will experience the shape countenance color/look person, has the good person, has the unprincipled person, there is a mediocre person, but these people will always be inferior to advocating peace of Xia Qingqing samsara and other people to her influence. 往后多年,她见识了形形色se的人,有好人,有坏人,也有不好不坏的人,可这些人对她的影响始终不如轮回之主和夏青青等人大。 Until meets the brain went bad a sweet dew lord in the snowy area, Bai Lian was born at heart suddenly a new mood. 直到在雪地上遇见了脑子坏了的甘露道主,白怜心里忽然又诞生了一种新的情绪。 She accompanied sweet dew main to walk in the snowfield aimless for five years. 她陪着甘露道主在雪原上漫无目的地走了五年时间。 Before then, although she also has no goal, but she never thought that this has the issue, because she absolutely does not have the concept to the lives and time these things. 在此之前,她虽然也没有任何目标,但她从不觉得这有问题,因为她对生命、时间这些东西完全没有概念。 On in this period of time, on sweet dew lord always in sending out confused deeply affected her. 就在这段时间里,甘露道主身上无时无刻不在散发的迷茫深深地影响到了她。 At first she feels purely puzzled. 起初她只是单纯地感到不解。 „Does she want to go?” “她想去哪？” „What does she want to make?” “她想做什么？” „Who is she?” “她又是谁？” „Where does she come?” “她从哪里来？” Over time, Bai Lian also starts to ask own these issues. 随着时间推移,白怜也开始问自己这些问题。 She asked repeatedly, finally deeply carved oneself within the body like incantation seal these issues. 她一遍又一遍问,终于将这些问题像咒印一样深深地刻进了自己体内。 Days, she wants to find the answer suddenly, therefore she left a sweet dew lord quietly, said goodbye including one has not stayed behind. 有一天,她忽然很想找出答案,所以她就悄悄地离开了甘露道主,连一句道别都没有留下。 She could not find the answer in the places of numerous immortal as before, passes through the world wall barrier, has the place of life to fly toward other. 她在众仙之地依旧找不到答案,就穿过世界壁障,朝着其他有生灵的地方飞去。 After bridging over two walls bonds, she rushed in a Spirit Qi thin bo immortal cultivation world. 在跨过两道壁障后,她闯进了一个灵气稀bo的修仙世界。 Under moonlight. 月光下。 Bai Lian lies in the well head, calmly looks that is not careful An Lan that goes to the well. From then on, 白怜趴在井口,静静地看着不小心掉到井里去的安岚。从那以后, She found „thing that” oneself want to pursue! 她找到了自己想追求的“东西”！ But the bustling place was different. 而红尘就不一样了。 She got rid of these strength excel Great Emperor, days to revere early, she but who loafed alone outside has not felt peaceful, she like the frightened person, hid everywhere. 她早早地摆脱了那些实力高强的大帝、天尊,但独自在外游荡的她一刻也不曾感到过安宁,她如同惊弓之鸟,四处躲藏。 In the bustling place, she experienced more people. 红尘中,她见识了更多的人。 However in that dark age, she sees a lot is cheats, robs, forces, cruelly harm and kill by mistreatment...... 然而在那个黑暗时代,她看见得多是欺诈、抢夺、强迫、残害、虐杀…… Then has the righteousness, is „holds in a naked sword, in murder bustling place” rivers and lakes loyalty. 便是有义,也是“托身白刃里,杀人红尘中”的江湖义气。 The bustling place is really tumbles from the bustling place. 红尘真是从红尘中翻滚出来的。 She by enough this stereotyped world, was fled the places of numerous immortal finally. 她受够了这千篇一律的人世,终于逃离了众仙之地。 But what made her disappointed was, where regardless of she went, thing not change that essentially she saw. 但令她失望的是,无论她去哪里,她看见的东西都没有本质上的变化。 In does not know that after many world walls bond, the bustling place fell into the bustling place, started the travel of own manner ignorantly. 在不知道穿过多少个世界壁障后,红尘跌入了红尘中,浑浑噩噩地开始了自己的为人之旅。 The bustling place had related in detail from the unknown experienced, but is not the good deed. 红尘从未详细说过自己到底经历了,但想必不是什么好事。 In fact, Bai Lian sees the bustling place compared with An Lan early. 实际上,白怜比安岚更早一些看见红尘。 When An Lan chases down that bloodthirsty demon, she floats in in the air, saw that the single person treats the bustling place in lane. 在安岚追杀那个嗜血魔头时,她漂浮在空中,就看到独身一人待在巷子里的红尘。 In that small bustling place sleeve is hiding a blade, to she several far places a person in rags, the blood has been dripping following the body of that person but actually outward. 那个小红尘袖子里藏着一把刀,在离她几步远的地方倒着一个衣衫褴褛的人,鲜血顺着那个人的身体一直往外淌。 „Bah!” “呸！” The small bustling place spat saliva toward the person of ground, then bends the waist picks up is pulled rottenly hangs the copper coin, left the lane unemotionally. 小红尘朝着地上的人吐了一口口水,然后弯腰捡起被扯烂的一挂铜钱,面无表情地离开了巷子。 An Lan gave that name that the bustling place gave carelessly can be said as very appropriate. 安岚胡乱给红尘取的那个名字可以说是非常贴切了。 In the paradise, the Great Emperor and day revere have the respective honorific titles, these honorific titles are basically related with the prestige that their abilities or hit, for example An Lan called immortally. 在仙界,大帝和天尊都有各自的尊号,这些尊号基本和他们的能力或者打出来的威名有关,比如安岚就叫不朽。 The bustling place is different, her honorific titles are her name, but this chapter of this is she takes to her own, the reason is because she likes these two characters very much. 红尘不同,她的尊号就是她的名字,不过这回这是她自己给她自己取的,原因是因为她很喜欢这两个字。 Arrived afterward, the world only knew the bustling place is the honorific titles, actually does not know that the bustling place was her given name. 到后来,世人只知红尘是尊号,却不知红尘是她的本名。 After An Lan has quarrelled, the bustling place all alone outside wanderer, she experienced, something she and Bai Lian has said that something she has hidden was not saying. 在与安岚吵过架后,红尘孤身一人在外闯荡,她又经历了很多,有些事她和白怜说过,有些事她一直藏着不说。 Since separated on that day, she and Bai Lian road staggered thoroughly. 自从分开那天起,她与白怜的路就彻底错开了。 Even if midway they once excessively staggered, may rushed to two directions finally inevitably. 哪怕中途她们曾有过交错,可最后还是不可避免的奔向了两个方向。 This different experience, making their situations reverse, bigger Bai Lian falls leeward, a smaller bustling place controlled the situation. 正是这不同的经历,让她俩的形势逆转,更大的白怜落入下风,更小的红尘掌控了局势。 This point Bai Lian knows from beginning to end, but she has not cared. 这一点白怜从始至终都知道,但她并没有放在心上。 In the past, is now, she was not a competitive person, she was salt fish fish. 无论是过去,还是现在,她都不是一个争强好胜的人,她就是咸鱼本鱼。 Sees person strengthen that oneself care about, her some were happy. 看到自己在意的人变强,她心里有的只是高兴。 But...... 可是…… She eventually is insufficiently the understanding bustling place, does not understand truly what the bustling place wants is anything. 她终究是还是不够了解红尘,不明白红尘真正想要的是什么。 After the profound self-examination, Bai Lian found out one to think useful means finally- 在深刻反思过后,白怜终于想出了一个自认为有用的办法- Makes „system” next life tablet! 把来世碑做成“系统”！ She all loads into the memory the system, how then the reminder like the aside has lost most memories her to do. 她把记忆全都装进系统里,然后像旁白一样提醒已经失去了大部分记忆的她该怎么做。 However the effect is not good. 但是效果并不好。 She in deduction was aroused the strong retrogradation mood. 推演中的她被激发出强烈的逆反情绪。 Cracks a joke, why do I want to listen to your thing of unknown origin the words? 开玩笑,我凭什么要听你这来历不明的东西的话？ Said that is good for me, referring to erratically is the injuring someone goods that which villain makes! 说是为了我好,指不定就是哪个反派弄出来的害人货！ This attempt failed naturally, but Bai Lian not discouraged, she conducted the optimization immediately. 这次尝试理所当然地失败了,但白怜没有气馁,她马上就对此进行了优化。 In deduction that starts, she knows that the system does. 重新开启的推演中,她知道系统是自己做的。 Then...... 然后…… Road drift off. 路还是跑偏了。 In the first deduction she is overly suspicious and fearful, thought that this cheats inevitably. 第一次推演中她疑神疑鬼,觉得这必然有诈。 In the second deduction she has not caused suspicion, because actually knows too many collapses again. 第二次推演中她没有生疑,却因为知道的太多再次崩溃。 So the setback cannot overthrow Bai Lian, she after the multiple attempts, finally makes now this edition Task System. 这般挫折没能打倒白怜,她经过多次尝试,终于做出现在这个版本的任务系统来。 The inspiration of system originates from she and An Lan had played some situated in end the world of law time. 系统的灵感来源于她和安岚曾经游玩过的某个处于末法时代的世界。 Game. 游戏。 She experienced such novel thing in that world. 她在那个世界见识了这样新奇的东西。 Finally she made new Task System to come out according to the game, after the adjustment, gave back to itself to compile the false status several times. 最后她照着游戏做了个新任务系统出来,在调整数次后,还给自己编造了假身份。 Reason that establishes itself the male , because she thought that „beautiful young girl” plays this kind of game to be strange, a additional setting can let the quicker acceptance reality in deduction, then invests into capturing/raiding. 之所以把自己设定成男性,是因为她觉得“美少女”玩这类游戏怪怪的,加个设定能让推演中的自己更快的接受现实,然后投入到攻略中去。 The game content also several times is she after being defeated to select carefully, in fact she in „badend that” in the deduction experiences incessantly 108, is behind several plus several zero does not dislike many. 游戏内容也是她在失败好几次后仔细挑出来,实际上她在推演中经历的“badend”远不止108个,便是后面再多加几个零也不嫌多。 What is worth mentioning is, Bai Lian turns on the system panel for the first time, discovered that in front of Task System these four characters has several blank spaces, what actually there the blank space writes is 【The seventh edition】, Before the deduction starts, she conceives a plan to wipe these three characters temporarily. 值得一提的是,白怜第一次打开系统面板,发现任务系统这四个字前面有几个空格,其实空格那儿写的是【第七版】,在推演开始前,她临时起意将这三个字抹了。 Really must make her in deduction see the seventh edition of these three characters, becomes will definitely be terribly suspicious and fearful. 真要让推演中的她看到第七版这三个字,肯定又会变得疑神疑鬼。 Her decision plays very good effect. 她的这个决定起到了非常不错的效果。 Because always does not understand what there writes is anything, she in deduction noticed this thing will have inside one type at heart surely the feeling of there is something behind all this, then gives birth to the sense of awe. 因为始终搞不明白那儿写的是什么,推演中的她一看到这玩意心里就会生出一种里头必定大有文章的感慨,接着便又生出敬畏之心。 In the system has column Acquired Dao is the point that Bai Lian has complained. 系统中有一栏道德是白怜一直吐槽的点。 Actually this is also „pit that” she stays behind intentionally, for was remembered own real status by oneself at crucial moments. 其实这也是她故意留下的“坑”,是为了让自己在关键时刻想起自己的真实身份。 Acquired Dao is not the positive, is not the negative value, but is the simple and crude does not have , because she is not a person, this did not matter Acquired Dao. 道德既不是正值,也不是负值,而是简单粗暴的没有,是因为她根本就不是人,这也就无所谓道德了。 The Task System option basically was she once in other deductions has experienced the matter, few was the reminder that next life tablet gives automatically, but these were also many with the emotional dispute are related. 任务系统的选项基本上都是她曾在其他推演中经历过的事,只有极少数是来世碑自动给出的提醒,而这些又多和感情纠葛有关。 The reward of Task System basically is she and An Lan walks various acquired things, having a kind of thing is exception- 任务系统的奖励则基本上都是她和安岚一路走来收集到的各种东西,只有一类东西是例外- Special effect! 特效！ Said is the special effect, is actually „blessing”. 说是特效,其实是“祝福”。 Dao Charm aura is on her the unique fluctuation, although she wants to cover it with every effort, cannot accomplish, therefore made the duty reward it simply. 道韵特效是她身上特有的波动,她虽然尽力想将其掩盖,还是办不到,于是干脆将其做成了任务奖励。 Water Spirit aura and husband various special effect come from husband various Xiandi, Wavelight aura come from Wavelight Sovereign , Bai Lian and An Lan and husband various Xiandi, Wavelight Sovereign relations are unusual, therefore she has never collected these things on own initiative. 水灵特效和夫诸特效都来自夫诸仙帝,摇光特效则来自摇光星君,白怜和安岚与夫诸仙帝、摇光星君的关系非常,所以她从未主动去收集过这些东西。 To be honest, by the present she does not know how these three special effect fell to her on. 老实说,到现在她也不知道这三个特效怎么就落到她头上了。 However after all is the good deed. 不过总归是好事。 Without these special effect, she is impossible to arrive smoothly this step. 要是没有这些特效,她绝不可能顺利走到这一步。 This seventh edition of Task System she used several times in the deduction, solves „secret” until this talent on own initiative. 这个第七版任务系统她在推演中都用了好几次了,直到这一次才主动解开“秘密”。 Naturally, this merit also scores points part to give 【Glass Heart】. 当然,这功劳还得分一部分给【琉璃心】。 In the first several deductions, Bai Lian discovered that was implanted who the average person remembered specially easily, in these immortal cultivation in front of many years of old monster one startled one for the first time, thus makes itself be bogged down in difficulties, affects to „game” capturing/raiding. 在前几次推演中,白怜发现被植入了普通人记忆的自己特别容易在那些修仙多年的老妖怪面前一惊一乍,从而使自己陷入困境,影响对“游戏”的攻略。 Therefore she pinched Glass Heart to come out very much simply. 于是她很干脆地捏了个琉璃心出来。 This name listens to be very mysterious, is actually „unemotional face”. 这名字听着挺玄乎的,其实就是“面无表情脸”。 Come, how is casual you entire, I from standing one's ground steadfastly! 来,随便你怎么整,我自岿然不动！ This Glass Heart should be has passed through entire „capturing/raiding” process, but this time deduced a small accident/surprise- 这个琉璃心本该是贯穿整个“攻略”过程的,但这次推演出了点小小的意外- Bai Lian produced suddenly not in „role setting” sentiment! 白怜忽然产生了不在“角色设定”中的感情！ After this sentiment accumulates to the certain extent, routed Glass Heart unexpectedly. 当这份感情积累到一定程度后,竟然将琉璃心击溃了。 Also is from that moment on, all matters were separated from the control of Bai Lian. 也就是从那一刻起,所有事都脱离了白怜的掌控。 Experiences to fold one after another puts together, made her abandon nil trace status unexpectedly, had the true will of the people. 一段又一段经历叠加在一起,竟使她在无意间抛弃了空白道则的身份,拥有了真真正正的人心。 Sees this strata time, Bai Lian can understand why finally the territory of blank will refuse her to go. 看到这一层时,白怜总算能理解空白之域为什么会拒绝她进去了。 【You have turned into the person, but also comes back to do?】 【你都已经变成人了,还回来干什么？】 Bai Lian clenches teeth. 白怜咬牙。 Hateful. 可恶。 Such a entire almost gives to kill her, later has the opportunity to teach territory of the blank ruthlessly. 这么一整差点将她给害死,以后有机会一定要狠狠教训一下空白之域。 Does not permit me to go , I am bent on having to go in forcefully! 不准我进去,呵,我偏要强行进去！ After putting down the aggressive statement, Bai Lian continues to read the past events. 放下狠话后,白怜继续翻看往事。 At this time she understands finally why the system has reminded her unable to cross the tribulation. 这时她终于明白为何系统一直提醒她不能渡劫了。 After saying actually not will cross the tribulation , will immediately die, once will cross the tribulation, she will be guided to enter the paradise extremely in a short time forcefully. 倒不是说渡劫后马上就会死,只是一旦渡劫,她就会在极短时间内被强行引导进入仙界。 Although the places of numerous immortal are broken, but after all is the places of numerous immortal. 众仙之地虽然残破,但毕竟是众仙之地。 After being separated from here asylum, her actions not reserved present in front of the bustling place. 在脱离这里的庇护后,她的所作所为将会毫无保留呈现在红尘面前。 Finally...... 结果嘛…… Even if were not killed, next life the tablet will still be robbed. 就算不被杀,来世碑也会被抢走。 She can only keep the numerous immortals, in this all places of origin discovers the method of collapsing! 她只能留在众仙,在这个一切的起源之地找出破局的方法！ Cautious can go out of exceedingly high Great Dao. 小心翼翼才能走出一条通天大道啊。 Fortunately recently she in these deductions was abiding by this principle most of the time. 所幸最近这几次推演中的她大多数时候都遵循着这个原则。 This is not only because „has played game” she knows early the duty rewards is richer, the duty lethality is higher, before because again this, she has experienced the innumerable failure, even if her memory were cancelled, that sense of crisis deeply was carved at heart. 这不仅仅是因为“玩过游戏”的她早知道任务奖励越丰富,任务致死率就越高,更因为再此之前她已经经历过无数次失败,哪怕她的记忆被抹去,那股危机感还是被深深地刻进了心里。 She must be prudent, leaves her opportunity already less than ten times. 她必须慎重,留给她的机会已经不到十次了。 So long as misstep one step, she might fall to the enemy thoroughly. 只要踏错一步,她很可能就会彻底沦陷。 „......” “……” Bai Lian is looking at present the river that gathers by the past events becomes. 白怜怔怔地望着眼前由往事汇聚而成的长河。 She is angry likes scolding the system producer is the son of a bitch, originally until now she scolded was oneself. 她一生气就喜欢骂系统制作人是狗东西,原来一直以来她骂的都是自己啊。 This belonged is the self-criticism spirit. 这属于是自我批判精神了。 „Scolded also well, if can not toss about, how to possibly do oneself insanely.” “骂骂也好,如果不是非要折腾,怎么可能会把自己搞疯。” Bai Lian smiles bitterly. 白怜苦笑一声。 She must surrender to the bustling place directly, can't be that bad? 她要直接向红尘投降,何至于此？ However, how she may surrender. 但是,她又怎么可能会投降呢。 Is asks for trouble eventually. 终究是自讨苦吃罢了。 Bai Lian deeply inspires. 白怜深吸一口气。 Now, so long as crossed the wind blow tribulation, she can go to meet with the bustling place! 现在,只要渡过刮风劫,她就能去和红尘见面了！ She does not want to involve others, this is the she and bustling place matter between. 她不想牵扯其他人,这是她和红尘之间的事。 But this matter must push in the future, she wants first to look for all memories, went to certain her to care about very long place to walk while convenient. 但这事还得往后推一推,她想先将所有记忆都找回来,顺便去某些她在意了很久的地方走一走。 „.” “出发吧。” Bai Lian is stepping brightly and cleanly such as the leg of white jade from the past events river. 白怜迈着光洁如白玉的腿从往事长河中走了出来。 The first stand that she must go, is Calmless Kingdom Green Mountain City. 她要去的第一站,是无坦国青山城。