Autumn wind blows to overflow is the woods of yellow leaf. 一袭秋风吹过满是黄叶的树林。 Rustle in the sound, yellow leaf is spinning a piece by piece tumbles. 簌簌的响声中,一片片黄叶打着转儿滚落。 That then seems like the tan butterfly that everywhere dances in the air. 那便像是漫天飞舞的黄褐色蝴蝶。 The fallen leaf do not set up, faded and fallen with the wind. 落叶别树,飘零随风。 Xiao Jinse begins slightly supinely. 萧锦瑟微微仰起头。 The world in her eye is decaying slowly dry. 她眼中的世界正在慢慢枯朽。 But at that time, is now, some people stands to tell all her these is only the representation. 但无论是那时候,还是现在,都有人站出来告诉她这一切只是表象。 Look. 看。 In the land started out or red or the flowers of powder. 大地上开出了一朵朵或红或粉的花朵。 In Senior Sister Bai finger under provokes gently, that flowers give full play to a more attractive vitality, as if must drop the water leakage tender and delicate. 在白师姐手指的轻轻拨弄下,那花朵焕发出更加诱人的生机,娇嫩地似乎要滴出水来。 She was comfortable. 她舒服极了。 Some moment. 某一刻。 That flower flutters with the wind to the sky, scatters everywhere yellow leaf. 那一朵朵花随风飘向天空,将漫天的黄叶驱散。 Floating, floating. 飘啊,飘啊。 Is fluttering the train of thought of fluttering then Xiao Jinse brought back to the native place. 飘着飘着便将萧锦瑟的思绪带回了故园。 She has not been at the trough. 她不是一直都处在低谷。 Before being found out is „Trash Spirit Root”, she is the Green Mountain City Xiao Clan beloved daughter. 在被查出是“废灵根”前,她是青山城萧家的掌上明珠。 Because this not only she is head of household's daughter, because she will be received Sword Cleaning Pavilion to hold the post by Sword Holder that ten thousand people respect after age 16. 这不仅仅因为她是家主的女儿,更因为她在16岁后就会被接到洗剑阁去担任受万人敬仰的执剑人。 To most powerhouse merely is Green Mountain City that Early-Stage Foundation Establishment powder cultivates, Sword Cleaning Pavilion is they usually on the unthinkable dwelling place of celestial beings the sect. 对最强者仅仅是一个筑基初期散修的青山城而言,洗剑阁是他们平日里连想都不敢想的仙家上宗。 In the words of elder with the clan is: 用族内长老的话来说就是: „ Sword Cleaning Pavilion that is flies in the immortal gate of space. “洗剑阁那可是飞在天上的仙门。 „ Was the Calmless Kingdom imperial family fierce enough? In the Sword Cleaning Pavilion eye is one flock of ants! “无坦国皇室够厉害了吧？在洗剑阁眼中就是一群蝼蚁！ „Waits for Jinse you officially become Sword Cleaning Pavilion Sword Holder, emperor old then wants to deliver to our family/home to come his daughter maid, when washes foot, that also first kneels to ask us!” “等锦瑟你正式成为洗剑阁的执剑人,那皇帝老儿便是想将他女儿送到我们家来当洗脚的婢女,那也得先跪下来求我们！” This saying rampant to letting the person cannot bear want to punch him, but after all is the fact. 这话嚣张到让人忍不住想揍他,但毕竟是事实。 Princess? 公主？ Is truly forever glorious in the average person eyes, could not but have been as good as one to promote Cultivation Level low-grade pill in the cultivator eye. 在普通人眼中确实光芒万丈,但在修仙者眼里还抵不上一枚可以提升修为的下品丹药。 Sword Cleaning Pavilion Sword Holder is doomed to break through Deity Transformation Stage, like this can lift in the hands then to be able greatly destruction Calmless Kingdom. 洗剑阁的执剑人是注定会突破到化神期的,这样的大能抬手间便能覆灭无坦国。 The news that therefore after Xiao Jinse had a liking for by Sword Cleaning Pavilion travels, Xiao Clan becomes the object who nearby respected families flatter immediately, the imperial family also comes to congratulate. 因此当萧锦瑟被洗剑阁看上的消息传开后,萧家立刻成为附近各大家族巴结的对象,就连皇室也派人前来道喜。 Her head of that time was classified as the given name that frightened the person. 那时候的她头上被冠以许多吓唬人的名号。 What immortal plants, the goddess of Green Mountain City four chances of a lifetime, unparalleled sword Ji...... 什么仙种啊、青山城四千年一遇的神女啊、无双的剑姬啊…… Which side she arrives at to follow a large crowd, she wants what Xiao Clan person also to do utmost to satisfy her. 她走到哪儿身边都会跟着一大群人,她想要什么萧家人也会竭尽全力满足她。 She compares the true princess to look like the princess. 她比真正的公主更像公主。 That time Xiao Jinse was self-confident, she said to the father: „Father, when I became the sword immortal, I must turn into the immortal you!” 那时候的萧锦瑟自信满满,她对父亲说:“爹爹,等我成为剑仙了,我也要把你变成仙人！” The father is caressing her head lightly: „Wanted you to be safe I is very happy.” 父亲轻抚着她的头:“只要你能平平安安我就很高兴了。” Young she was unable to understand that what kind of profound meaning father's these words have. 年纪尚小的她还不能理解父亲的这句话带着怎样的深意。 She grows during myriad loves, arrives until an accident/surprise suddenly. 她在万千宠爱之中成长,直到一场意外突然降临。 Ten years old. 十岁。 When Sword Cleaning Pavilion some Sword Holder in going out to carry out the task to pass by Green Mountain City. 洗剑阁的某个执剑人在外出执行任务时路过青山城。 He brings the smile to come. 他带着笑脸而来。 But that smiles is the beginning of nightmare. 可那笑是噩梦的开端。 When that Sword Holder in the Xiao Clan main hall in the angry words when she is Trash Spirit Root, she drops from the clouds suddenly. 当那个执剑人在萧家正厅用愤怒的话说她是废灵根时,她陡然从云端跌落。 She bewildered stands in the main halls. 她一脸茫然地站在正厅中间。 What happened? 发生什么事了？ Afterward she almost forgot thoroughly these scolded her words. 后来她几乎彻底忘掉了那些责骂她的话。 She only remembers that the father flushed to grasp her suddenly. 她只记得父亲突然冲出来抱住了她。 Father's body is very hot, he is still shivering, but his hand hugs very steadily, without the moment relaxes. 父亲的身体很烫,他还在颤抖,可他的手抱得很稳,没有片刻放松。 He said: „Does not need to fear, has the father here.” 他说:“不用怕,有爹在这里。” „Un.” “嗯。” She lowers the head. 她低下了头。 Perhaps, she made the any mistake. 或许,她做错了什么吧。 Because everyone said the child, only then does the wrong thing will be condemned. 因为大家都说只有做错事的孩子才会被谴责。 However has the father, she did not fear. 但是有爹爹在,她不怕。 She will have the nightmare before, so long as she opens eyes, she will discover that the father closely grips her hand in side. 她以前也会做噩梦,只要她一睁开眼,她就会发现父亲在旁边紧紧地握住她的手。 That is the world's warmest thing! 那是世界上最温暖的的东西！ This time is also the same. 这次也一样。 However...... 但是…… 11 years old. The father passed away. 十一岁。父亲去世了。 In the mourning hall, in her body seems suppressing anything. 灵堂里,她身体里仿佛憋着什么东西。 On that day was very hot, but she felt very cold. 那天很热,可她觉得很冷。 She has not cried, she looked that the surrounding others have not cried, they are speaking low voice, ridicules the words of person. 她没有哭,她看周围其他人也没有哭,他们小声说着话,是奚落人的话。 She understands suddenly- 她忽然明白- The death of not everyone is worth the sad matter. 并非每个人的死都是值得悲伤的事。 Some people will cry. 有些人会哭。 Some people will smile. 有些人会笑。 But more people with very ordinary intonation will only say that „some such and such yesterday died”. 而更多人只会用很平常的语调说一句“某家的某某昨天死了”。 Is this world is too indifferent? 是这个世界太冷漠吗？ To come is not. 想来也不是。 She only after returning to that gloomy narrow room remembered the father once to feel her head has spoken the words. 她只在回到那个阴暗狭窄的房间后想起了父亲曾摸着她的头说过的话。 „Person who after you have liking, will not feel laboriously.” “当你有喜欢的人之后,就不会觉得辛苦了。” She cried suddenly, tears burst a dike gushes out. 她突然哭了出来,泪水似决了堤般涌出。 From then on, person who she did not like again, did not like her person again. 从那以后,她再没有喜欢的人了,也再没有喜欢她的人了。 She is very lonely. 她很孤单。 12 years old. 十二岁。 On the day of birthday. 生日那天。 Night heavy downpour. 夜里大雨滂沱。 She the bed that paved from the straw crawled difficultly. 她艰难地从稻草铺就的床榻上爬了起来。 She arrives at the window, sprinkles a glimmer that taking advantage of out of the window, licks to lick the wound alone. 她走到窗边,借着窗外洒进来的一点微光,独自舔舐伤口。 Very sore. 很疼。 The wood that because is just now punctured with the belt/bring during the daytime has clubbed the hand. 因为白天才刚被人用带刺的木棍打过手。 She no longer like before naive. 她不再像以前那样天真。 The growth of person is this rubs slowly. 人的成长就是这样慢慢磨出来的。 She from time to time exhausted weak, felt that own body and soul soon separated. 她时而疲惫无力,感觉自己的身体和灵魂快要分离了。 She from time to time hot tempered testy, in the chest has a resentment to want to beat and scold own person to massacre. 她时而暴躁易怒,胸中含着一口怨气想要将所有打骂自己的人全都杀掉。 However that day was the birthday. 不过那天是生日。 Looks is whipping the raindrop on window frame, her mood extraordinary tranquility. 望着拍打在窗框上的雨滴,她的心情出奇的平静。 She looks at the ground to reflect a light beach water, the red candle that treats as congratulations birthday lightens when that. 她看着地上反射着灯光的一滩积水,把那当做庆贺生日时点亮的红烛。 In the red candle, she saw the familiar face. 在红烛中,她看见了熟悉的面孔。 At this time in the past, even if the busy father will also find time to have a dinner with her again, after the father will also make her say and grow up one -year-old desire. 往年这时候,哪怕再忙父亲也会抽空和她吃一顿晚饭,父亲还会让她说出又长大一岁后的愿望。 Made a vow. 许愿吧。 She hand according to window frame. 她将手按在窗框上。 „Today, wants to celebrate a birthday with the father!” “今天,想和爹爹一起过生日！” She turns around to take to hide the knife under bed. 她转过身去取藏在床榻下的小刀。 But is turning around that flash, she met this life marvelous sight that regardless of how cannot forget. 但就在转身那一瞬间,她遇见了她这一生无论如何也忘不掉的奇景。 A dazzling ray has delimited this total darkness rainy night. 一道刺眼的光芒划过本暗无天日的雨夜。 She turned head, seeing the meteor to break through the nighttime sky. 她回头,看见流星冲破了夜空。 Afterward she knows that the rainy day was almost impossible to see the meteor, moreover that night also only then she saw that meteor. 后来她才知道雨天几乎不可能看见流星,而且那天晚上也只有她一个人看见了那颗流星。 When that say/way temperate white light by the window according to her body, she felt that oneself obtained the redemption. 当那道温和的白光透过窗户照在她身上时,她感觉自己都得到了救赎。 That warm and father looks like very much, is only gentle. 那份温暖和父亲很像,只是更加柔和。 Perhaps is that mother's flavor? 或许那是母亲的味道？ When the meteor vanishes, her wound was also good. 待流星消失,她身上的伤也好了。 This is a meaningful birthday. 这是一个有意义的生日。 Without that light, will not have following 16 years old. 要是没有那道光,也就不会有后面的十六岁了。 16 years old. 十六岁。 She does not know one several time were got the Trash Spirit Root reputation. 她已经不知道自己是第几次被人打上废灵根的名头了。 If not for still keeps a meteor at heart, she should become numb. 若不是心里仍留着一颗流星,她应该早就变麻木。 But was at this time. 可就是这个时候。 When her was taunted, when she stared by Evil Cultivator, when she wants with this world bids farewell, together puts on lightly the form of white clothing to appear- 当她被人嘲讽,当她被邪修盯上,当她想要与此世诀别时,一道穿着翩然白衣的身影出现了- Is Senior Sister Bai! 是白师姐！ Senior Sister Bai „master makes me take you to return to Bright Jasper Peak” with one from soon to be pulled back by the valley that the flood submerges her, „bullied the young girl to be poor with one not” makes her life see Sun. 白师姐用一句“师父让我接你回琼明峰”将她从即将被洪水淹没的谷底拉了回来,又用一句“莫欺少女穷”让她的人生重新看见了太阳。 Although in her heart harbors anxiety, but this does not hinder her to enjoy shining of sunlight. 虽然她心中怀着十分的疑虑,但这并不妨碍她去享受阳光的照耀。 This warmth, when if also that year birthday meets the meteor! 这份温暖,亦如那年生日时遇见流星！ At that time her the eyeground exuded the brilliance. 那时候她的眼底泛起了光彩。 She went out of the shackles, she also found the person of liking outside the shackles! 她走出了牢笼,她也在牢笼外重新找到了喜欢的人！ All these have special significance. 这一切意义非凡。 Whenever she felt tired time, would light/only leading her to come out of the difficult position, perhaps she lives to be doomed to regard this world with another vision. 每当她感到累的时候,总会有光引领她走出困境,也许她生下来注定就要以另一种眼光去看待这个世界。 That is living well. 那就好好地活着吧。 She decided that she must retrieve the thing that once threw down. 她决定了,她要找回曾经丢下的东西。 She does not want to show that she extraordinary, she must tell others, the thing that she loses she must take carry back personally. 她不是想证明她有多了不起,她只是要告诉别人,她失去的东西她一定要亲手拿回来。 „Personally.” “亲手啊。” After flowers dissipation that in the air scatters, Xiao Jinse from recollection. 空中飘散的花朵消散后,萧锦瑟从回忆中走了出来。 She as if held anything. 她仿佛抓住了什么东西。 Originally what she forgets is the first thought? 原来她忘记的是初心吗？ She only remembers that she likes Senior Sister Bai, then enjoys all that Senior Sister Bai is bringing satisfiedly, but how could she has given Senior Sister Bai anything. 她只记得她喜欢白师姐,然后心安理得享受着白师姐带来的一切,而她自己又何曾给过白师姐什么呢。 Sentiment bidirectional. 感情是双向的。 Only then some side is paying, being doomed is not long-time. 只有某一方在付出,注定不会长久。 „Senior Sister.” “师姐。” Xiao Jinse gripped Bai Lian on own initiative according to the hand in her abdomen. 萧锦瑟主动握住了白怜按在她腹部上的手。 „All these are not your mistake.” “这一切不是你的错。” But Bai Lian shakes the head. 但白怜摇头。 Second Junior Sister will not understand, this story only then she knows. 二师妹不会懂,这个故事只有她知道。 In the original game, except for few several off-lines, Second Junior Sister is doomed to grow into Sagespirit Goddess that to make the world respects. 在原本的游戏里,除了极少数几条线外,二师妹注定会成长为令世人敬仰的圣灵神女。 That is she makes with own both hands, that is only her pride. 那是她用自己的双手挣回来的,那是只属于她一人的骄傲。 But...... 可…… Bai Lian sighed secretly. 白怜暗叹。 Was she broke off the pride of Second Junior Sister. 是她折断了二师妹的骄傲。 Second Junior Sister should such as dragon and phoenix be ordinary, how can also roam through in the shallow water. 二师妹本该如龙凤一般耀眼,又如何能在浅水中遨游呢。 Let alone she also stabbed Second Junior Sister with the sword a moment ago. 更何况她刚才还用剑刺伤了二师妹。 Then was behind becomes comfortable, from the beginning when is unable to cover tore the ache. 便是后面变得舒服了,也无法掩盖一开始撕裂时的疼痛。 Bai Lian instead grips the hand of Second Junior Sister, she own sword stopper to Second Junior Sister. 白怜反握住二师妹的手,她将自己的剑塞到二师妹手里。 Xiao Jinse one startled, this is quite hot the sword. 萧锦瑟一惊,这把剑好烫。 After all was polished by Spirit Qi some little time, can not be hot? 毕竟被灵气打磨了好一会儿,能不烫么？ Bai Lian said: „Junior Sister, now you puncture.” 白怜道:“师妹,现在你刺回来吧。” Xiao Jinse must fling hastily the sword: „, No, that was a moment ago accidental, in the comparing notes process appears accidentally/surprisingly is very normal, the Senior Sister you do not need to rebuke oneself.” 萧锦瑟连忙要将剑甩出去:“啊,不,刚才那只是意外,切磋过程中出现意外是很正常的,师姐你不用自责。” Bai Lian seems very obstinate. 白怜显得很执拗。 She a brain heat jabbed into the Second Junior Sister body a moment ago, saw that the Second Junior Sister pain the facial expression she is very anxious. 她刚才脑子一热就刺进二师妹身体里了,看到二师妹痛苦的神情她很是不安。 Now she rebukes oneself, while feels Second Junior Sister, if can be cruel-hearted punctures her, doing other matters should be also fearless. 现在她一边自责,一边觉得二师妹若是能狠下心来刺她一下,做其他事应该也就无所畏惧了吧。 Come. 来吧。 Bai Lian regardless the leg, opens up the mind/bosom. 白怜撇开腿,放开胸怀。 „It is not good.” “不行。” Xiao Jinse shakes the head as before. 萧锦瑟依旧摇头。 Bai Lian with her hard bar on. 白怜就和她硬杠上了。 „I will feel sorry.” “我会过意不去。” Finally, Xiao Jinse of stubborn Bai Lian intent grasped the sword to arrive gently on the body of Bai Lian. 最后,拗不过白怜意的萧锦瑟握着剑轻轻地抵在了白怜的身上。 „That, I punctured......” “那,那我刺了……” Her movement is very light , that sharp sword blade advanced Bai Lian within the body finally. 她的动作很轻,向前一顶,那锋利的剑刃终于还是挺进了白怜体内。 Therefore, the blood dripped. 于是,鲜血淌了出来。 Very warm, is very substantial. 很暖,也很充实。 Bai Lian stupidly is smiling. 白怜傻傻地笑着。 She knows that this is a little silly, but the person sometimes is silly, will live with ease. 她知道这样有点傻,但人有时候傻一下,就会活得更轻松。 Plans tired. 算计来算计去多累啊。 Xiao Jinse was frightened to hurry the sword to pull out. 萧锦瑟被吓得赶紧将剑拔出来。 „Senior Sister, I......” “师姐,我……” Bai Lian grips the hand of Second Junior Sister, her wound quick on self-recovery. 白怜重新握住二师妹的手,她身上的伤很快就自愈了。 Driven by spirit strength, a drop of blood flies in the midair, from the sky fuses with a drop of blood that the beforehand Xiao Jinse within the body drips, just like seizing person heart and soul ruby! 在灵力的驱使下,一滴鲜血飞到半空中,与之前萧锦瑟体内淌出的一滴鲜血在空中融合,宛如夺人心魄的红宝石！ Bai Lian said: „Your I, although does not have the blood relationship, but you are one of people I attach great importance.” 白怜道:“你我虽然没有血缘关系,但你是我最重视的人之一。” Xiao Jinse nods gently, without one of the that this/should good. 萧锦瑟轻轻点头,如果没有那个之一该多好。 She abandons the sword to grasp Bai Lian, said in a low voice: „Senior Sister, I want to return to a native place.” 她弃剑抱住白怜,低声道:“师姐,我想回一趟老家。” She wants to retrieve the first thought. 她想找回初心。 „Un, we go together.” “嗯,我们一起去。” Bai Lian also goes forward, closely grasps Xiao Jinse. 白怜亦上前,紧紧地抱住萧锦瑟。 Hello, I was also good. 你们好,那我也就好了。 Hope me such as star Monarch such as the moon/month, every night flowing light bright. 愿我如星君如月,夜夜流光相皎洁。