„Second Senior Sister?” “二师姐？” Yu Ying pressed the belly of plump to call several lightly. 余缨按着圆滚滚的肚子轻唤了好几声。 But Xiao Jinse like monkey elder brother's deciding body technique, how whatever she summoned not to respond. 可萧锦瑟就像中了猴哥的定身术一样,任凭她怎么呼唤也没有反应。 „......” “……” Yu Ying wants to go to the room to digest the Senior Sister Bai one breath to pour into to the huge volume flying sword of her within the body. 余缨原本想回房间消化一下白师姐一口气灌注到她体内的海量飞剑。 That weight/quantity was really many, many made an effort according to have no way the belly to smooth to her. 那分量实在是太多了,多到她用力按也没法把肚子抚平。 But she is in suspense Xiao Jinse. 可她又放心不下萧锦瑟。 Although Second Senior Sister is not very genial to her, but after all is her Second Senior Sister! 虽然二师姐对她并不是特别和善,但毕竟是她的二师姐啊！ Decision. 决定了。 The Yu Ying vision becomes firm. 余缨的目光变得坚定。 So long as in any case is not the strenuous exercise, integrates these flying sword that in her body goes to not to leak. 反正只要不是剧烈运动,融入到她身体里去的那些飞剑就不会漏出来。 She thought actually not these things are more important than Second Senior Sister. 她倒不是觉得那些东西比二师姐重要。 Because mainly that is presenting of Senior Sister Bai, good is bad, many are few, she does not want to waste. 主要因为那是白师姐的馈赠,无论是好是坏,无论是多是少,她一点儿也不想浪费。 In early winter cold wind. 初冬的寒风中。 Yu Ying going forward walks two steps to Xiao Jinse in front. 余缨上前两步走到萧锦瑟面前。 „Second Senior Sister?” “二师姐？” She put out a hand to shake shaking before the Xiao Jinse eye. 她伸出手在萧锦瑟眼睛前晃了晃。 Xiao Jinse had not responded. 萧锦瑟没有反应。 Then she placed the index finger to poke the stamp on the cheeks of Xiao Jinse. 然后她又身处食指在萧锦瑟的脸颊上戳了戳。 Xiao Jinse had not responded. 萧锦瑟还是没有反应。 Her facial features delay, the body trembles lightly. 她面容呆滞,身体轻颤。 ~( ﹃) ~ ~(@﹃@)~ ? ? What doesn't this come under a spell this is?! 这不是中了邪这是什么？！ „Buoys up, Second Senior Sister!” “振作点啊,二师姐！” Yu Ying held down anxiously the shoulder of Xiao Jinse, then made an effort to sway. 余缨焦急地按住了萧锦瑟的肩膀,然后用力摇晃了起来。 She and Xiao Jinse pastes is very near. 她和萧锦瑟贴的很近。 Nearly, so long as forwards two people to stick to slightly in the same place. 近到只要稍稍向前两人就会紧贴在一起。 But...... 但…… Before the dribbling hits the person, the belly of Yu Ying first withstood/top Xiao Jinse. 在带球撞人之前,余缨的肚子先顶到了萧锦瑟。 Was flooded the belly of boundless energy to burn by that Xiao Jinse wakes finally clear. 被那充斥着磅礴能量的肚子一烫,萧锦瑟总算清醒了过来。 Just worked loose her who the nightmare fettered rapidly about to look around. 刚挣脱梦魇束缚的她迅速左右张望。 yi(? д? Three? д?) yi 乂(?Д?三?Д?)乂 Who am I? 我是谁？ Where am I at? 我在哪？ Do I want to do? 我要干什么？ „Second Senior Sister.” “二师姐。” Yu Ying shouted one, Xiao Jinse is then peaceful. 余缨又呼喊了一声,萧锦瑟这才安静下来。 But what is peaceful is only her semblance, her innermost feelings had been attacked by the tide repeatedly, cannot stop! 但安静的只是她的外表,她的内心早已被浪潮冲击了一遍又一遍,根本停不下来！ Xiao Jinse smiles bitterly and astringently. 萧锦瑟苦涩一笑。 She made the decision to try hard obviously some time ago to cultivate, becomes made Senior Sister Bai feel model Junior Sister who proud, became lets Second Senior Sister that other Junior Sisters praised. 明明不久前她才做出决定要努力修炼,成为令白师姐感到自豪的模范师妹,成为让其他师妹赞美的二师姐。 May vanish with Fourth Junior Sister those words all anticipations. 可随着四师妹那句话所有期待都幻灭了。 World infinite painting, a piece of sad picture is inadequate! 世间无限丹青手,一片伤心画不成！ Did not have. 没有了。 Does not have in the future. 已经没有未来了。 Xiao Jinse felt sad to lift the hand to scratch the eye socket. 萧锦瑟心酸地抬起手擦了擦眼眶。 She felt that soon came out. 她感觉到快要出来了。 But she cannot. 可是她不能。 At least she cannot be in front of Fourth Junior Sister to do this matter. 至少她不能当着四师妹的面做这种事。 Has flash Xiao Jinse that to think must pull out Snow Draft Sword to pound the meat sauce Fourth Junior Sister, making her know fate that steals food. 有那么一瞬间萧锦瑟想过要掏出吹雪剑将四师妹砸成肉酱,让她知道偷吃的下场。 May think when Senior Sister Bai accompanies her to return to the Green Mountain City warmth, she pinches out these bad thoughts immediately. 可一想到白师姐陪她回青山城时的温馨,她就立刻将那些坏心思掐灭了。 Sufficed. 够了。 She cannot do to let the Senior Sister Bai sad matter. 她不能做让白师姐伤心的事。 Xiao Jinse pulled out sniffing, asked: „Several months?” 萧锦瑟抽了抽鼻子,问道:“几个月了？” „?” “啊？” Yu Ying is shocked at the scene. 余缨当场愣住。 This issue is quite baffling, what how many months? 这个问题怎么没头没尾的,什么几个月了？ She lowered the head to ponder the moment, suddenly ravelled, the Senior Sister should ask she joined Bright Jasper Peak several months. 她低头思考了片刻,忽然弄明白了,师姐应该是在问她加入琼明峰几个月了。 Her little darling replied: „Second Senior Sister, there are five months.” 她乖乖答道:“二师姐,有五个月了。” Bang! 轰隆！ This thunder chops crispy outside and tender inside Xiao Jinse. 这道雷把萧锦瑟劈得外焦里嫩。 Her footsteps stagger, nearly came a flat land to fall. 她脚步趔趄,差点儿来了个平地摔。 Hu-hu- 呼哧呼哧- The Xiao Jinse breathing rapidly, with a fierce vibration, she thought immediately the world is insipid. 萧锦瑟呼吸急促,随着一阵剧烈的抖动,她顿时觉得人世索然无味。 Five months? 五个月？ To say before Fourth Junior Sister has not entered Bright Jasper Peak, embarks secretly. 岂不是说四师妹还没进入琼明峰前就偷偷地上了船。 Wū wū. 呜呜呜。 The destiny why so brutal! 命运为何如此无情！ Xiao Jinse is sad a few words unable to say. 萧锦瑟伤心得一句话也说不出来。 Five months of children must come out again, when the time comes Bright Jasper Peak becomes livelier. 再有五个月孩子就要出来了吧,到时候琼明峰就会变得更加热闹。 But lively is Senior Sister Bai, Fourth Junior Sister and master, but her anything does not have. 但热闹是白师姐、四师妹和师父的,而她什么都没有。 This. 就这样吧。 Xiao Jinse closes the eye slowly. 萧锦瑟缓缓闭上眼睛。 She decided that waits for her to go with the master to say goodbye, before next time greatly compared with, she did not return to Bright Jasper Peak. 她决定了,等下她就去与师父告别,直到下次大比前,她再不回琼明峰了。 Why to meet? 何必相见呢？ However is the disciple increases sadly. 不过是徒增悲伤罢了。 Xiao Jinse, your is doomed to drift about destitute entire life! 萧锦瑟啊,你这一生注定颠沛流离！ At this time even how slow Yu Ying still realized again the Xiao Jinse mood was not right. 这时候就算再怎么迟钝余缨也意识到了萧锦瑟情绪不对劲。 She asked kindly: „Second Senior Sister, are you all right?” 她关切地问:“二师姐,你没事吧？” Xiao Jinse shakes the head. 萧锦瑟摇了摇头。 All right. 没事。 She can withstand, cannot withstand must go against! 她顶得住,顶不住也得顶！ When sad, she somewhat felt grateful Fourth Junior Sister to disclose this matter on own initiative. 悲伤之余,她又有些感激四师妹主动将这事透露了出来。 Otherwise if personally saw Fourth Junior Sister to live the child, she will fall into the Demonic Path probably directly. 否则要是亲眼见着四师妹将孩子生了出来,她大概会直接堕入魔道吧。 She stretches out the arms, closely hugged in the Yu Ying with astonishment look. 她张开双臂,在余缨惊愕地眼神中紧紧抱了下去。 Post. 贴。 As if must fuse together. 仿佛要融为一体。 „Fourth Junior Sister.” Xiao Jinse opens the mouth saying that „takes care of itself well, these days must rest, cultivating this matter cannot be anxious, has what heavy labor to give sect Menli these to have the assignment the same side to do specially. Also, the day was cool, remembers that wears clothes much, be not freezing. Eating meal is also, although you have achieved the boundary of Inedia now, but considers for the body, can eat a spirit to plant appropriately.” “四师妹。”萧锦瑟开口道,“好好照顾自己,这段时间一定要多休息,修炼这种事是急不得的,有什么重活就交给宗门里那些专门接任务的同门做吧。还有,天凉了,记得多穿点衣服,别冻着自己了。吃饭也是,虽然现在你已经达到辟谷之境了,但为了身体着想,可以适当吃点灵植。” She said that while is patting the back of Yu Ying. 她一边说,一边轻拍着余缨的后背。 Everyone Senior Sister younger sister, really does not need to make too stiffly. 大家师姐妹一场,真没必要闹得太僵。 The urging that this slightly talks incessantly obviously made the Yu Ying tight body relax. 这略显唠叨的叮嘱让余缨紧绷的身体放松了下来。 She as if returned to the arms of mother. 她仿佛回到了母亲的怀抱里。 Warm. 温暖。 Enrichment. 充实。 Hugs her when with Senior Sister Bai is the same. 就和白师姐抱她时一样。 Yu Ying nose acid, the tears almost flow copiously suddenly. 余缨的鼻子忽然一酸,泪水差点夺眶而出。 She understood! Second Senior Sister will say these to her, definitely is because Second Senior Sister heard her in the experience of Blue Dragon Court. 她懂了！二师姐之所以会对她说这些,肯定是因为二师姐听说了她在苍龙苑的经历。 Should freely pass this life as Blue Dragon Court Eldest Miss she. 身为苍龙苑大小姐的她本该无忧无虑地度过这一生。 But the appearance of kite made all that she once had destroy in the flames of war, if not for Senior Sister Bai acted the belt/bring from the devil's lair to come out her, her future has not known pitifully. 可鸢的出现让她曾拥有的一切都毁在了战火中,若不是白师姐出面将她从魔窟中带出来,她的未来还不知有多悲惨。 Yu Ying rubs the eyes. 余缨揉了揉眼睛。 Her also backhand grasped Xiao Jinse. 她也反手抱住了萧锦瑟。 „Second Senior Sister.” “二师姐。” She is summoning in a low voice, then starts to apologize. 她低声呼唤着,然后开始道歉。 „Sorry.” “对不起。” Before she thinks that Bright Jasper Peak was good to her on a Senior Sister Bai person up and down, by today she understands that this was she makes a mistake. 以前她以为琼明峰上下就白师姐一个人对她好,到今日她才明白这是她弄错了。 Senior Sister Bai is very good, Second Senior Sister is also very good, everyone is very good! 白师姐很好,二师姐也很好,大家都很好！ Xiao Jinse smiles bitterly and astringently. 萧锦瑟笑得更加苦涩。 She loosens Yu Ying, puts out a hand to wipe the tear stains of corner of the eye for her. 她松开余缨,伸出手替她拭去眼角的泪痕。 „Do not cry, you were needless saying that with me sorry.” “别哭,你不用跟我说对不起。” She thought through, this is the fair competition, lost lost. 她想通了,这是公平竞争,输了就是输了。 Yu Ying shakes the head, must say! 余缨摇头,要说的！ Her ignores Xiao Jinse gentle manipulates her, the look is very earnest. 她放任萧锦瑟轻柔的摆弄她,眼神无比认真。 „Second Senior Sister, if later some people dare to bully you, I certainly for you over.” “二师姐,以后要是有人敢欺负你,我一定替你出头。” I do not want these, so long as I Senior Sister Bai! 我才不要这些,我只要白师姐！ But...... 但…… Oh. 唉。 Xiao Jinse sighed one lightly. 萧锦瑟轻叹一声。 „Does not need not to relate, I will overthrow them personally!” “不用也没关系,我会亲手将他们打倒！” Cannot continue, in this stand a while, she will not definitely be able to control itself to cry again. 不能继续说下去了,再在这站一会儿,她肯定会控制不住自己哭出来。 She can accept the failure, but she cannot accept pitying of opponent. 她可以接受失败,但她不能接受对手的怜悯。 Therefore, Xiao Jinse shifts the topic immediately. 于是,萧锦瑟立刻转移话题。 „Fourth Junior Sister, I remember me also to have the important matter to do, you first rest to the room.” “四师妹,我想起我还有重要的事要去做,你就先到屋里休息吧。” „Un.” “嗯。” Yu Ying nods. 余缨点点头。 Her heart is very warm, Second Senior Sister has the urgent matter to do obviously, but waits to comfort her here specially, Second Senior Sister is really a big good person! 她的心很暖,二师姐明明有急事要做,但还是特意等在这儿安慰她,二师姐真是个大好人！ Thinks also right, how can obtain the person of Senior Sister Bai approval to be the unprincipled person. 想想也对,能得到白师姐认可的人又怎么会是坏人呢。 „Second Senior Sister, come on!” “二师姐,加油！” Yu Ying raises the fist to shout. 余缨举起拳头喊道。 Xiao Jinse has not turned head, she walks toward the room outside quickly, more walks is quicker, quickly to turning into one skewer of illusory images. 萧锦瑟没有回头,她快步朝屋外走去,越走越快,快到变成了一串幻影。 She defeated. 她败了呢。 Defeats to not the overturning hope. 败到没有一点翻盘的希望。 The flame of hope is put out, the ash fire also blew over to turn, without the firewood, only has pile of icy ashes that stays behind. 希望的火焰熄灭,就连余烬也被吹翻,没有柴薪,留下的只有一堆冷冰冰的灰。 Xiao Jinse closely bites the lip. 萧锦瑟紧紧咬住嘴唇。 Cannot cry. 不能哭。 She cannot cry. 她不能哭。 She looks like gust walked like this from just Bai Lian that side came out from the master hole. 她就这样像一阵风似的自刚从师父洞里出来的白怜身旁走了过去。 „?” “？” What happened. 发生什么事了。 Bai Lian is shocked. 白怜愣住。 She then asked busily stands Fourth Junior Sister that laughs foolishly in the courtyard. 她忙回头问站在院子里傻笑的四师妹。 Yu Ying replied: „Second Senior Sister said that she has the urgent matter to do.” 余缨答道:“二师姐说她有急事要做。” She has not forgotten Second Senior Sister cared a moment ago her matter, Bai Lian was happy immediately. 她还不忘说刚才二师姐关心她的事,白怜顿时乐了。 Entire good! 整挺好！ She has worried the Junior Sisters „hitting” becomes one piece, never expected that among them the relations on were good this degree, was really gratifying. 她一直担心师妹们“打”成一片,没想到她们间的关系在不知不觉间就好到了这种程度,实在是太让人欣慰了。 „You first rest, I look for Bunny to ask several questions.” “你先去休息吧,我去找兔兔问几个问题。” After Fourth Junior Sister feeds in the room, Bai Lian toward the medicine garden walks. 将四师妹送进屋后,白怜就朝药园走去。 Another side. 另一边。 Xiao Jinse of brain nearly blank after was walking for quite a while aimless arrived at Bright Jasper Peak at the foot of the mountain. 大脑近乎空白的萧锦瑟在漫无目的地走了半天后来到了琼明峰山脚下。 She is one has about ten zhang (3.33 m) high cliff at present. 她眼前是一块约有十丈高的山崖。 The evening mountain breeze blows on the cheeks, the teardrops flew like the silk thread. 傍晚的山风吹在脸颊上,泪珠如丝线般飞了出去。 Flies to fly. 飞啊飞啊。 Finally fell on passed by from here, was planning that told Jue Yuanzi to restore on normal An Lan. 最后落在了从这里路过,正打算去告诉珏云子自己已经恢复正常的安岚身上。 „?” “？” The right foot that An Lan has lifted received. 安岚已经抬起的右脚又收了回来。 After all this is also her disciple. 毕竟这也是她的弟子啊。 „What's wrong?” “怎么了？” She suddenly appears like the ghosts and demons before the Xiao Jinse body. 她如鬼魅般突然出现在萧锦瑟身前。 Xiao Jinse raised the head, the tearful eyes are dim, but she recognized An Lan. 萧锦瑟抬起头,泪眼朦胧,但她还是认出了安岚。 „Master!” “师父！” Agitated her swooped grasped An Lan. 情绪激动的她一个飞扑抱住了安岚。 Clip clop. 哒哒。 An Lan was flushed retroceded several steps. 安岚被冲得后退了好几步。 The Xiao Jinse build compared with her mostly, was grasped rashly, she does not adapt, but also is a little ignorant. 萧锦瑟的体型比她大多了,被贸然抱住,她非常不适应,还有点懵。 Does. 干嘛呢。 To ascend the sky? 一个个都想上天了？ These words that but Xiao Jinse spoke later verbosely make her calm down. 可随后萧锦瑟絮絮叨叨说的那些话让她静了下来。 „ Master, I must leave Bright Jasper Peak, I want seeking to let the method that Spirit Root breaks through, will want for a long time to come back very much. “师父,我就要离开琼明峰了,我要去寻找让灵根突破的方法,要过很久才会回来。 „Wū wū, Master, wū wū......” “呜呜呜,师父,呜呜呜……” The weeping sound makes the heart of An Lan slightly one soft. 哭声让安岚的心稍稍一软。 Really. 真的。 She has not thought completely. 她完全没想到。 Since Xiao Jinse crosses the threshold officially, she never directs Xiao Jinse to practice, but Xiao Jinse has not actually put down to her respect. 自萧锦瑟正式入门后,她从未指点过萧锦瑟修行,可萧锦瑟对她的尊敬却一刻都未曾放下过。 You look. 你看。 She just must have one to go far from home now, most several months do not meet, she actually becomes this appearance sadly. 她现在只不过是要出一趟远门,最多也就几个月见不着面,她却伤心成这个样子。 An Lan was moved. 安岚被感动到了。 Worthily is my An Lan apprentice! 不愧是我安岚的徒弟！ Following loses, Bai Lian is very good, two disciples are also very good, everyone is very good. 随之而来的就是失落,白怜很好,二弟子也很好,大家都很好。 Such that but just like Yan Yue until now scolded, she was the scraps/condescend master! 但正如颜月一直以来骂的那样,她就是个屑师父！ „Gives you, these give you.” “给你,这些都给你。” An Lan pulls out big pile of talisman, a flag and pill all of a sudden gives Xiao Jinse. 安岚一下子掏出一大堆符篆、阵旗和丹药给萧锦瑟。 She cannot think how for a short time should care about Xiao Jinse, then can only send the thing to this two disciples. 她一时半会想不到该如何关心萧锦瑟,便只能送东西给这位二弟子。 „Master......” “师父……” The Xiao Jinse tearful eyes look at An Lan tearfully. 萧锦瑟泪眼汪汪地看着安岚。 An Lan said: „Past events like the smoke, all will be good.” 安岚道:“往事如烟,一切都会好起来的。” Her saying was to Xiao Jinse said that was says to oneself. 她这话是对萧锦瑟说的,更是对自己说的。 Will be really good? 真的会好起来吗？ Xiao Jinse is not clear. 萧锦瑟不清楚。 After a while, she gazes after An Lan to go far away, walks toward Bright Jasper Peak outside ignorantly. 过了一会儿,她目送安岚远去,又浑浑噩噩地朝琼明峰外走去。 She has not noticed Su Youwei to discover her difference. 她并未注意到苏幼微发现了她的异样。 „How was this?” “这是怎么了？” Just finished Su Youwei of sword to pursue after the scruple moment with the Su red clothes. 刚与苏红衣练完剑的苏幼微在迟疑片刻后就追了上去。