Bang! 轰！ The violent explosion made Su Youwei cover the head subconsciously. 猛烈的爆炸让苏幼微下意识地捂住了头。 Ended. 完了。 Another she in Sea of Consciousness even breaks to pieces the residual not to stay behind, her view wants not to have an effect. 识海中的另一个她碎得连残渣都没有留下,她的观想根本不起作用。 Makes Su Youwei feel what is uncomfortable, even if she has transferred the line of sight, in her eye pupil is producing an inverted image as before the Heart Demon fearsome physique. 更让苏幼微感到难受的是,即便她已经转过视线,她的眼眸中依旧倒映着心魔的可怖身姿。 That is a big incomparable monster. 那是一头高大无比的怪物。 It by the exposed flesh constitution outside, the body inserted completely the red spur. 它由裸露在外的血肉构成,身上插满了红色的骨刺。 „Wing that” from back delays carefully looks is actually sword blade of one pile of breaks. 从背后延展出来的“翅膀”仔细看去其实是一堆断裂的剑刃。 Half miserable white such as snow. 一半惨白如雪。 Half jet black like black ink. 一半漆黑如墨。 Half are the cavity of innermost feelings. 一半是内心的空洞。 Half are kill intent that to be used to fill crazily. 一半是用来填补的疯狂杀意。 Described its barbaric growth appearance with the language very much difficultly accurately, even high P is unable to save its face value. 很难用确切地语言去描述它那野蛮生长般的长相,即便是高P也无法挽救它的颜值。 Perhaps on this is Heart Demon. 或许就这就是心魔吧。 Thing that they had one's wish like this. 它们本来就是这样随心所欲的东西。 Su Youwei starts to recall passing. 苏幼微开始回忆过往。 When starts with this fearsome monster meet? 到底是什么时候开始与这只可怖的怪物相遇的呢？ This must trace the previous generation. 这要追溯到前世。 Since she is going against the ache of losing most own person flees Su Clan, her innermost feelings had a vacancy. 从她顶着失去最亲之人的疼痛逃离苏家起,她的内心就出现了一片空缺。 She because of suffocating, but awakens from the sleep suddenly. 她会因为窒息而突然从睡梦中惊醒。 After waking up, in her eye often is with the tears. 醒来后,她的眼中常含着泪水。 First fills in that vacancy is the boundless hatred. 首先填上那份空缺的便是无边的恨意。 She still remembers clearly oneself jab into that in first personal enemy heart with the sickle. 她仍清晰地记得自己用弯刀刺进第一个仇人心脏中的那一幕。 The blood spews out from the wound like the spring water. 鲜血如泉水般从伤口中喷涌而出。 In a flash, that personal enemy white clothing was been blood-stained, he shivers is throwing down on the ground. 转瞬间,那个仇人身上的白衣就被鲜血染红,他颤抖着摔倒在地上。 A blade then blade. 一刀接着一刀。 The body splits. 皮肉绽裂。 More and more blood welled up. 越来越多的鲜血涌了出来。 Doesn't that scene, look like with this giant monster at present very much? 那场景,不就和眼前这只巨大的怪物很像么？ But that time she looks that the sharp sickle that the blood bead tumbles, what feels is the extraordinary relief and tranquility, she thought that she had finally can protect the strength. 但那时候的她看着那把血珠滚落的锋利弯刀,感觉到的是出奇的安心和平静,她觉得自己终于拥有了可以保护自己力量。 Then...... 然后…… With the rise of her strength, the enemy who she encounters is also getting more and more powerful. 随着她实力的提升,她所遭遇的敌人也越来越强大。 She has had no time to ponder the future outlet. 她已经无暇去思考未来的出路。 She only knows, the world that she wants to protect be relentless was destroyed, she can do lets they felt themselves once to feel the pain with the same method. 她只知道,她想守护的世界被人毫不留情地摧毁了,她能做的就是用相同手段让他们感受自己曾感受过的痛苦。 Slaughters unceasingly. 不断地杀戮。 With slaughtering expel the hatred, makes up for the fear that the innermost feelings once flooded with the blood. 用杀戮去驱逐仇恨,用鲜血去弥补自己内心曾充斥的恐惧。 But slaughters will bring many hatreds. 但杀戮又会带来更多的仇恨。 In order to expel these hatreds, she has to kill blocks the person before oneself. 为了驱逐这些仇恨,她不得不杀死更多拦在自己身前的人。 This probably is so-called satisfying thirst by drinking poison. 这大概就是所谓的饮鸩止渴吧。 If she of previous generation can massacre smoothly all dies with the person who she has a grudge again, this Heart Demon will not become so fierce. 倘若前世的她能够顺利杀掉所有与她有仇的人再死,这个心魔也不会变得如此狰狞。 Su Youwei raised the head. 苏幼微抬起头。 Heart Demon after the racket disperses who she observes to come out has not continued to launch the attack. 心魔在拍散她观想出来的自己后并没有继续发起进攻。 A person of demon separates looks spatially. 一人一魔隔空对望。 In the Sea of Consciousness world. 在识海世界中。 They as if are separated by ten thousand li (0.5 km). 她们似乎相隔万里。 But, Su Youwei thought that this Heart Demon always in own body, monster that she sees now, is in the mirror true. 但在恍惚中,苏幼微又觉得这心魔从来都在自己身体里,她现在所看见的怪物,才是镜子里真正的自己。 To slaughter fresh monster! 一个为杀戮而生的怪物！ „Right.” “没错。” That sound. 那声音响了起来。 Is Su Youwei own sound, probably from heart's core. 就是苏幼微自己的声音,像是来自心灵深处。 „Regardless of you whether acknowledged that I am you, you are also I, we are the same people.” “无论你是否承认,我就是你,你也是我,我们就是同一个人。” „No.” Su Youwei is shaking the head, „your is not a person!” “不。”苏幼微摇着头,“你这根本就不是人！” No one association president must be so fearful! 没有人会长得如此可怕！ „Here, what you see is own heart.” “在这里,你看见的是自己的心。” „Heart?” “心？” „Ugly heart.” “丑陋的心。” „Is impossible!” “不可能！” „Nothing is impossible.” “没有什么不可能。” During the speeches, that only huge monster body extreme speed reduces, the sharp thorn that these are an eyesore is hidden after the reduction completely. 说话间,那只庞大的怪物身体极速缩小,那些碍眼的尖刺在缩小后完全隐没。 Finally what appears in front of Su Youwei is a figure is petite, the young girl of white hair scarlet pupil. 最终出现在苏幼微面前的是一个身形娇小、白发赤瞳的少女。 On her puts on brightly like the blood magnificent dress. 她身上穿着鲜艳如血般的华丽裙装。 This luster deeply stabbing pain eye of Su Youwei. 这色泽深深地刺痛着苏幼微的眼睛。 „I know that you want to see me are this appearance, but this eventually is just the false camouflage, you looked how this clothes change again are still the blood red.” “我知道你更希望看见我是这副模样,但这终究只不过是虚假的伪装罢了,你看,这衣服再怎么变化依然是血红色的。” Su Youwei entrains the tight fist. 苏幼微拽紧拳头。 „Actually you understand, even if returned to the start nothing happened, you are unable to deny all that once had, otherwise I will not appear here.” “其实你明白,就算回到了什么都没有发生的开始,你也无法否认曾经发生的一切,否则我就不会出现在这里。” „If I do choose to forget?” “如果我选择忘记呢？” „You cannot forget!” “你忘不了！” „......” “……” „Perhaps you had not realized, you have one pair to see and future eye, even your temporary seal this remembering, you should still soon remember them.” “或许你还没有意识到,你拥有一双可以看见过去和未来的眼睛,就算你暂时封印了这段记忆,用不了多久你也会重新想起它们。” After Su Youwei ponder, said: „If therefore , wants to forget all these, I can only choose the death?” 苏幼微沉思后道:“所以说,如果要想忘掉这一切,我就只能选择死亡吗？” „No, you can choose to accept all these, you must do did not deny itself, but was turned into a complete person by oneself!” “不,你可以选择接受这一切,你要做的不是否认自己,而是让自己变成一个完整的人！” In the eye of Su Youwei flashes through a confusedness. 苏幼微的眼中闪过一丝迷茫。 She felt suddenly Heart Demon said is very reasonable. 她忽然觉得心魔说的很有道理。 Reason that in her heart birth Heart Demon, is because on the heart has a cavity. 她心中之所以会诞生心魔,便是因为的心上有一个空洞。 If she chooses to accept Heart Demon all, that cavity wasn't blocked? 如果她选择接受心魔的一切,那个空洞不就被堵上了吗？ But...... 可是…… Su Youwei shakes the head. 苏幼微摇了摇头。 Turned into her of monster, which also has the qualifications to continue to treat side Senior Sister Bai. 变成了怪物的她,哪还有资格继续待在白师姐身边。 Another Su Youwei continues saying: „Isn't this the matter that is difficult to accept not? You should not forget that was what protected you in that period of difficult time, if even this protection discarded, what you also did have?” 另一个苏幼微继续说道:“这并不是很难接受的事不是吗？你应该不会忘记是什么在那段困难的时间里保护了你,如果连这层保护都舍弃了,你还剩下什么？” Lonely. 孤独。 In the Su Youwei mind springs this word automatically. 苏幼微脑海中自动弹出这个词来。 Under the sunny sky, she walks alone, no one will care about her. 晴朗的天空下,她踽踽独行,没有人会在乎她。 Should be this, such as „she” thinks. 原本应该是这样,如“她”所想。 However...... 但是…… „My remaining is segment Congwei has experienced the life!” “我剩下的将是一段从未经历过的人生！” Su Youwei interrupted another her words with the categorical sound. Interrupts others' words with the soaring sound and radical language fast and frequent hand signal, although is not very polite, but is effective. 苏幼微用斩钉截铁的声音打断了另一个她的话。用高昂的声音、激进的语速、频繁的手势去打断别人的话虽然很不礼貌,但却非常有效。 „I understood.” “我明白了。” „You understand......” “你明白……” Su Youwei said: „When no wonder I observe another that wants to come out was patted is broken without leaving behind the residual, because you absolutely would have no racket to break to pieces her! You used my wrong cognition to steal to her control. This is not your body, in the past was not, now is not, in the future will not be. Your ugliness is your ugliness, but I will still have to choose the future power.” 苏幼微道:“难怪我观想出来的另一个在被拍碎时没有留下残渣,因为你根本就没有拍碎她！你只是利用了我的错误认知窃取了对她的控制权。这不是你的身体,过去不是,现在不是,将来也不会是。你的丑陋是你的丑陋,而我依然拥有抉择自己未来的权力。” „You actually want to say assorted......” “你到底想说什……” Su Youwei continues saying: „Perhaps in the past your existence protected me, but I do not need you now.” 苏幼微继续道:“过去你的存在或许保护了我,但我现在已经不需要你了。” Heart Demon was silent. 心魔沉默了。 Long time, it opens the mouth saying: „Why?” 良久,它开口道:“为什么？” „Because some people have been protecting me!” “因为已经有人在保护我了！” When said these words, gathered the cloud of gloom on Su Youwei face gradually diverges, what replaces it is such as the spring flower bright smile, has to make the charm that the will of the people bang bang jumped. 说出这句话时,聚集在苏幼微脸上的愁云逐渐散去,取而代之的是如春花般灿烂的笑容,有着令人心砰砰直跳的魔力。 Even if Heart Demon still. 就算是心魔也不例外。 Its heart is thundering like beating a drum. 它的心脏像擂鼓一样轰鸣着。 Its that fierce ground hole searched from the Sea of Consciousness edge again. 它那狰狞地面孔再次从识海边缘探了出来。 But stands opposite of Su Youwei another it the rapid avalanche like idiot. 而站在苏幼微对面的另一个它像沙雕一样迅速崩塌。 This be relentless destroys. 这才是毫不留情地毁灭。 „Who?” “谁？” Heart Demon asked. 心魔如此问道。 Su Youwei is smiling: „You know.” 苏幼微浅浅地笑着:“你知道的。” „That will become new Heart Demon.” “那会成为新的心魔。” „Did not say certainly, moreover compared with icy monster like you, I like filling up my cavity with the warm thing!” “说不准呢,而且比起像你这样冷冰冰的怪物,我更喜欢用温暖的东西来填满自己的空洞！” Has the imposing manner words. 何等有气势的话语。 Even Heart Demon again were still silent at this time. 即便是心魔这时候也再次沉默了。 „Makes me experience.” “让我见识一下吧。” Su Youwei sees to burst out black light suddenly, will soon swallow her Sea of Consciousness like the mighty current that rushing wells up. 苏幼微看见黑光突然迸发,如同奔涌的洪流即将吞噬她的识海。 But she is not afraid. 但她不害怕。 She closed the eye slowly. 她缓慢地闭上了眼睛。 The Senior Sister Bai voice and expression appears in her heart slowly. 白师姐的音容笑貌在她的心底缓慢浮现。 From head to foot, from hair, to clear toe. 从头到脚,从头发,到圆润的脚趾。 When Su Youwei opens the eye again, before her body, presented martial-looking Senior Sister Bai. 当苏幼微再次睁开眼睛时,她的身前出现了一个英武的白师姐。 Facing Heart Demon of that violent anger, „Senior Sister Bai” rushes resolutely. 面对那暴怒的心魔,“白师姐”毅然冲了上去。 Bang- 轰隆- The glare scatters in all directions. 强光四散。 The next second, the Sea of Consciousness world returned to normal. 下一秒,识海世界重新恢复了平静。 „Senior Sister Bai” vanishes to disappear, but black light also stopped surging, is away from Su Youwei several people of far places not to again the little advance. “白师姐”消失不见了,但黑光也停止了涌动,在距离苏幼微几人远的地方再也不得寸进。 Heart Demon said with the hoarse noisy original sound: „This protects your person, seems like also not much?” 心魔用沙哑嘈杂的原声说道:“这就是保护你的人,看起来也不怎么样吗？” Su Youwei shakes the head: „You will understand.” 苏幼微摇摇头:“你会明白的。” Reason that she observes „Senior Sister Bai that” wants to come out cannot defeat appearance fierce Heart Demon, is not because „Senior Sister Bai” is insufficient to her protection. 她所观想出来的“白师姐”之所以不能击败面目狰狞的心魔,并不是因为“白师姐”对她的保护不够。 This purely is because she understanding Senior Sister Bai is not very thorough, she observes „Senior Sister Bai that” wants to come out insufficiently perfectly. 这纯粹是因为她对白师姐的了解不够透彻,以至于她观想出来的“白师姐”不够完美。 Similarly is the foot, she can return to original state also only has the right foot of Senior Sister Bai. 同样是脚,她能还原的也只有白师姐的右脚。 Heart Demon, washes the clean neck just wait, when I understood that Senior Sister Bai killed you! 心魔,洗干净脖子等着吧,等我了解完白师姐就来杀了你！ As for Senior Sister Bai whether will become new Heart Demon...... 至于白师姐是否会成为新的心魔…… She became the Senior Sister Bai Junior Sister, but also cared about this? 她成为白师姐的师妹了,还在乎这个？