ESSHAT :: Volume #16

#23 Part 1: „......”


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Entered into that flash of red light group, Bai Lian then underwent the extremely strange change. 迈入红色光团的那一瞬间,白怜便经历了极为诡异的变化。 Is that only the light group? 那只是光团吗? Yes. 是。 But perhaps is not completely. 但也许不完全是。 She as if threw into the boundless vastness, can only see the wave that on the surface of the sea raises from outside. 她似乎一头扎进了无边汪洋,从外边只能看见洋面上掀起的水波。 Does not have the place of light in that she passed through the time, passed through the space, passed through several hundreds of millions deductions. 在那无光之地,她穿过了时间,穿过了空间,穿过了数亿次的推演。 After her eye opens finally, the vision, sense of hearing and sense of smell that she loses, and sense of touch all came back! 当她的眼睛终于重新睁开之后,她所丢失的视觉、听觉、嗅觉,以及触觉全都回来了! At first Bai Lian at present is one piece white. 起初白怜的眼前是一片白茫茫的。 Then, after bustling place that familiar voice pours into both ears, that white start to decompose, one tears into shreds piece by piece, she looks like rushes to such as the snowflake suddenly greatly like the goose feathers ice-cold world. 接着,当红尘那熟悉的声音灌入双耳后,那片白色开始裂解,一片片撕碎,她就像是突然奔如雪花大如鹅毛般的冰冷世界中。 She deeply inspires, by heavy snow that” that flutters about, she has been able to see a fuzzy person's shadow. 她深吸一口气,透过那纷飞的“大雪”,她已经可以看见一个模糊的人影。 She knows that is person who she wants to meet day and night- 她知道,那就是她日日夜夜想见面的人- Bustling place 【红尘】 Has not made noise, not excited, does not have the fear, some are only and completely different tranquilities. 没有喧闹,没有激动,没有恐惧,有的只是与外界完全不同的平静。 In fact, the world and outside world in this red light group are really separate. 事实上,这红色光团中的世界与外界真是割裂的。 Under at three lived the tablet to cover the outside world still to keep proceeding to deduce, but all in this red light group Bai Lian in that flash that stepped into belong to the zero point. 处在三生碑笼罩下的外界仍然在不停地往前推演,而这个红色光团里的一切都在白怜踏入的那一瞬间归于原点。 What zero point? 何谓原点? The zero point is Bai Lian borrows the strength of tablet to throw into the places of numerous immortal the An Lan Divine Soul fragment next life, that moment that and starts to deduce! 原点就是白怜借用来世碑的力量将安岚神魂碎片掷入众仙之地,并开始推演的那一刻! That moment she by the bustling place by the strength of Great Dao was tying up, unable to move, seems like has fallen into the hopeless situation. 那一刻的她正被红尘以大道之力捆缚,动弹不得,看起来已经落入绝境。 But now, she, although was still tying up, but all were different. 而如今,她虽然仍旧被绑着,但一切都不同了。 The most direct-viewing change is the change of her figure. 最直观的变化就是她的身形的变化。 Once she had the big An Lan appearance spatially, actually not solid shape, present she already incarnation manner, therefore tied up her string also to follow to change to the solid condition. 曾经的她空有大安岚的外貌,却并无实形,现在的她已经化身为人,因此捆缚她的“绳子”也跟着化作实态。 From the arm and wrist/skill, to the thigh, calf, chest and abdomen, she was bundled solid. 从手臂、手腕,到大腿、小腿、胸口、腹部,她被捆得严严实实。 But real change inside change. 但真正的变化还是内里的改变。 To the bustling place this perhaps is only the flash, to this is actually several hundreds of millions samsara! 对红尘而言这或许只是一瞬间,对她而言这却是数亿次轮回! Naturally, cannot and she compares with the common person. 当然,不能拿寻常人与她比。 She once was the nil trace, even if were born own consciousness, since birth originally for carrying/sustaining new Great Dao fresh she cannot get rid of as before silly and slow the label. 她曾是空白道则,哪怕诞生了属于自己的意识,生来本是为了承载新的大道而生的她依旧摆脱不了“傻”和“迟钝”的标签。 As all can see, Bai Lian and An Lan were treating together for nearly ten thousand years, still dull silly, the speech said not quickly. 君不见,白怜安岚在一起待了近万年,仍然呆呆傻傻的,说话都说不快。 However also this silly enables her to conduct several hundreds of millions deductions continuously, lets her after the extremely feeble starts to collapse. 不过也正是这份“傻”让她可以持续不断地进行数亿次推演,让她直到极度虚弱后才开始崩溃。 If trades to be the average person, basic lost in less than the deduction of such exaggerating number of times thoroughly in the vortex of failure. 若是换做普通人,根本用不了这么夸张次数的推演就彻底迷失在失败的旋涡中了。 After riveting full spirit, floats heavy snow finally diverges in Bai Lian present fluttering about completely, she can see the complete picture of opposite that woman clearly. 铆足精神后,浮于白怜眼前的纷飞“大雪”终于完全散去,她可以清楚地看见对面那个女人的全貌了。 Not is only the sound is exactly the same, the appearance of that woman is also just the same as her! 不仅仅是声音一模一样,那个女人的外貌也和她一模一样! Where must say differently, perhaps also only then under clothing, makings as well as right eye corner/horn 要说有哪里不同,恐怕也只有服饰、气质以及右眼角下的 …… …… Is this bustling place? 这是红尘? The bustling place started talking suddenly: About me this appearance feels that now does not adapt, Elder sister.” 红尘突然开口说话了:“对我现在这副模样感到不适应吗,姐姐。” Her corners of the mouth bring back the happy expression, enchanting beautiful, even still presented short being out of sorts to this face Bai Lian that could not be more familiar. 她嘴角勾起笑意,妖娆明媚,即便是对这张脸熟悉得不能再熟悉的白怜也出现了短暂的失神。 Covers the bustling place and that moon/month the fairy maiden under white Yuepao not the slightest difference. 笼罩在白月袍下的红尘和那月下仙子一般无二。 Her pupil light circulation, good, if chilly moon/month splendor. 她眸光流转,好若清冷的月辉。 Is sending out the cold air, while sends out is bewitching to seize the mortal form the charm. „!” 一边散发着寒气,一边散发着勾魂夺魄的魅力。“!” Bai Lian has not made clear this is completely what situation. 白怜完全没搞清楚这到底是什么情况。 This and she imagines the reunion to be completely different. 这和她想象中的重逢完全不同。 Before then she prepared sufficient, once the bustling place launches the attack to her, she then to collapse to be shattered Great Dao to cut off rope immediately to dodge, then launches the language offensive in that flash of bustling place god to the bustling place. 在此之前她做好了充足的准备,一旦红尘向她发起进攻,她便立刻以崩坏破灭大道斩断身上的绳索闪避,然后在红尘愣神的那一刹那对红尘发起语言攻势。 Hits directly? 直接打? That worst plan. 那只是最坏的打算。 Because she and bustling place on disparity was too outwardly big, only then in other roads walk in the situation of not passing she to spell. 因为她和红尘明面上的差距太大了,只有在其他路走不通的情况下她才会拼一把。 Now is booing. 现在倒好。 The bustling place does not press the repertoire to come completely! 红尘完全不按套路来! Bai Lian has previewed many scenes, has not actually expected to be this type also has a happy scene in the warmth. 白怜预演过很多场景,却不曾料到会是这种在温馨中还带着点甜蜜的场景。 If gets 1 pink special effect, perhaps the bystander also thinks that this distinguishes the exciting reunion of many years of twin sisters. 若是打上一点粉色的特效,外人恐怕还以为这是分别多年的双胞胎姐妹的激动重逢吧。 In the heart of Bai Lian does not have warm feeling, she only thought that all over the body lives coldly, coldly to deep place. 白怜的心中没有一丝暖意,她只觉得遍体生寒,冷到了深处。 More is strange more needs to be vigilant! 越是诡异越需要警惕! Must know that some time ago bustling place also quarrelled to her grimly, even reprimanded her loudly. 要知道不久前的红尘还对她冷面相向,甚至大声斥责她。 Bai Lian decides to hold troops, temporarily fits out unable to work loose the appearance of fetter. 白怜决定按兵不动,暂时装成无法挣脱束缚的样子。 She thinks like this, does this. 她是这样想的,也是这样做的。 But the next quarter bustling place made the completely action not as she expected. 但下一刻红尘又做出了完全出乎她意料的举动。 Delimit! 划! The bustling place right arm flings lightly, the crescent moon lasing, directly soars in the chest of Bai Lian to go together. 红尘右臂轻甩,一道月牙激射而出,直奔白怜的胸口中间而去。 That crescent moon comes extremely quickly, is almost letting go arrived in the chest of Bai Lian instantaneously the crack. 那月牙来得极快,几乎是脱手的瞬间就抵达了白怜的胸中罅隙。 Has flash Bai Lian that to think that own body must be pierced. 有那么一瞬间白怜以为自己的身体要被洞穿了。 She turns very quiet, the eye pupil in shrinks slightly, the whole body muscle tightens, the line of sight sags slowly. 她屏住呼吸,眼瞳微微内缩,浑身肌肉绷紧,视线缓缓下垂。 The pleasant place does not have the crack, does not have the scar. 入眼之处没有破洞,也没有伤痕。 Only saw that ties up her string to be cut open from the middle, but that crescent moon stops going forward, so long as proceeds to push a point to be able at will her clothes separate. 只见到那捆缚她的绳子被从中间切开,而那月牙停止前进,只要随意往前挤一点就能将她的衣服割裂。 Demonstration of authority what meaning? 下马威还是什么意思? What intention, at least the bustling place did not have first to kill her, she also had the opportunity and bustling place talks, understood that she is actually thinking anything. 无论是何用意,至少红尘没有第一时间杀了她,那她就还有机会和红尘对话,了解她到底在想些什么。 The body of Bai Lian trembles gently, the tiny wave that raises whips from the left and right on the crescent moon, in an instant that crescent moon then becomes the innumerable star point broken, the string of that break also falls in abundance, she retrievaled the freedom. 白怜的身体轻轻一颤,掀起的细小波浪从左右两侧拍打在月牙上,刹那间那月牙便碎成无数星点,那断裂的绳子也纷纷下落,她重获自由了。 „Do you want to do?” Bai Lian forward one step, from grommet everywhere, „, to kill me, that made me go to half life a moment ago sufficiently.” “你想干什么?”白怜向前一步,从满地的绳圈中走了出来,“如果想杀我的话,刚才那一下就足以让我去了半条命。” The bustling place said slowly: I had not decided that is good whether must kill you.” 红尘缓缓道:“我还没决定好是否要杀你。” The Bai Lian sound is tranquil: Right?” 白怜声音平静:“是吗?” The bustling place is smiling slightly: I know that you want to kill me.” 红尘微微笑着:“我知道你想杀我。” „......” “……” After hesitant a while, Bai Lian was acknowledges naturally: Right, I want to kill you, but this does not stem from hates, I know you not......” 犹豫了一会儿后白怜还是大方的承认了:“没错,我想杀你,但这并不是出于恨,我知道你不相……” I believe.” “我相信。” The bustling place spoke to interrupt the Bai Lian words suddenly. 红尘突然出言打断了白怜的话。 Bai Lian is opening mouth. 白怜微张着嘴。 Today's situation is not very right, regardless of working, she falls behind bustling place one step, all that in as if her heart thinks looked at up by the bustling place! 今天的局势很不对劲,无论做什么事,她都落后红尘一步,仿佛她心中所想的一切都被红尘看光了! Before then although she also falls into the dangerous situation innumerable, never feels so aggrieved. 在此之前她虽然也无数次落入险境,却从未感到如此憋屈过。 Does the bustling place want to wear down my confidence with this way? 红尘是想用这种方式来消磨我的信心吗? Bai Lian decides to snatch the initiative. 白怜决定抢回主动权。 This way she will be pressed by the bustling place sooner or later cannot move, degenerates into the toys of bustling place palm. 再这样下去她迟早会被红尘压得动弹不得,沦为红尘掌心的玩物。 She is unable to make the breakthrough in the military force, then can only cut into the subject directly. 她无法在武力上取得突破,便只能直接切入主题。 Bai Lian said: „, My heart is always hiding an issue, with your related issue.” 白怜道:“一直以来,我心底都藏着一个问题,一个与你有关问题。” The facial features of bustling place relax as before: For these years, have we had such calm dialogue? Elder sister.” 红尘的面容依旧放松:“这么多年来,我们有过这样平心静气的对话吗?姐姐。” Bai Lian stares at the bustling place, the bustling place is also staring at her. 白怜盯着红尘,红尘也盯着她。 She shakes the head finally. 她终于摇了摇头。 No. 没有。 Their dialogues always short hasty, even has nothing worthwhile, even has that time of conflict, their dialogue cores are still the masters. 她们的对话总是短暂仓促的,甚至是乏善可陈的,就算是起冲突的那一次,她们的对话核心也是师父。 Opens heart like the common sisters, said that the worrying matter, said fun matter that oneself come across, that one time had not had. 像寻常的姐妹那样交心,说说烦心事,说说自己碰到的好玩的事,那是一次都不曾有过。 The Bai Lian heart gives birth guilty. 白怜心底生出许多愧疚。 But she not, because guilty does not dare to look at the eye of bustling place. 但她并未因为愧疚就不敢去看红尘的眼睛。 Because had not done in the past, therefore this time needs to change, they urgently needed one time in the past the different dialogues! 正因为过去没有做过,所以这次才需要改变,她们才迫切地需要一次与往常不同的对话! Naturally, Bai Lian must acknowledge that this inside has her selfishness, she does not plan to conceal these. 当然,白怜必须承认这里面有她的私心在,她不打算隐瞒这些。 Seemed like the satisfactory answer, the bustling place said: You asked that I will use judgment to reply.” 似乎是得到了满意的答案,红尘道:“你问吧,我会酌情回答。” Good.” “好。” Bai Lian nods. 白怜点了点头。 After the appearance changed, the character of bustling place as if also changed, no longer like before hot tempered. 容貌变了后,红尘的性格似乎也变了,不再像以前那样暴躁。 She deeply inspires, asked that had thought very long issue. 她深吸了一口气,问出了那个已经想了很久的问题。 In separates after me, what did you experience? I only know the general situation, I know that these matters really must say will spend the time very much, but if you do not mind, I hope you can tell me.” “在和我分开后,你到底经历了些什么?我只了解大概情况,我知道这些事真要说起来会很花时间,但如果你不介意的话,我还是希望你能告诉我。” The sound falls, such as falls the canyon, besides several echoes, has not responded. 声音落下,如落深谷,除了几句回音外,迟迟没有回应。 The bustling place did not speak, Bai Lian is waiting, the side that she displayed had the patience. 红尘不说话,白怜就干等着,她表现的极有耐心。 Crossed the period of time bustling place light start/open red lips: I also think that you will ask why I must kill An Lan.” 过了好一阵子红尘才轻启红唇:“我还以为你会问我为什么一定要杀安岚。” Bai Lian said: I want to ask, but I did not think that you will give me the answer.” 白怜道:“我想问,但我不觉得你会给我答案。” The bustling place laughs, she smiles is beautifully attired, like putting flower. 红尘哈哈一笑,她笑得花枝招展,如同盛放的花。 It looks like in Bai Lian, this smile many seems somewhat false. 只是在白怜看来,这笑容多少显得有些假。 After a little while, the bustling place said: Since you want to know, I then told you.” 少顷,红尘道:“既然你想知道,那我便告诉你。” Said that she was then silent. 说罢她便沉默了下去。 She has not truly thought that Bai Lian asked the issue that can be this. 她确实没想到白怜问出的问题会是这个。 From the meet, all as she expected, but starts from this issue, her expectation presented a fissure. 从相遇开始,一切都在她的预料之中,但从这个问题开始,她的预料出现了一丝裂痕。 She dislikes this feeling, she must break off the right track all! 她讨厌这种感觉,她要将一切都掰回正轨! The bustling place walks step by step toward Bai Lian, her body does not mix with any imposing manner, but made Bai Lian anxious as before. 红尘一步步朝白怜走过来,她的身上不夹杂任何气势,但依旧让白怜紧张了起来。 Has arrived to Bai Lian one zhang (3.33 m) away place she stops. 一直走到离白怜一丈远的地方她才停下。 . 哒。 That is the clear sound of shoe heel rap in ground. 那是鞋跟敲击在地面的清脆响声。 The bustling place said: I must kill An Lan, is not because I envy her and your relations, because she led leaning you.” 红尘道:“我之所以要杀安岚,并不是因为我嫉妒她和你的关系,而是因为她带偏了你。” ? 啊? Was this reply the drift off? 这回答是不是跑偏了? Bai Lian shakes the head hastily: No, what I want to know is not this.” 白怜连忙摇头:“不,我想知道的并不是这个。” But the bustling place does not seem to heard her words to be the same: My that time words have not spoken incorrectly, you had turned into her shape, continuously for a long time hence, you will give to her will happen one day, becomes stepping-stone that helps her change to the other shore immortal.” 但红尘仿佛没有听见她的话一样:“我那时候的话并没有说错,你早已变成了她的形状,长此以往,终有一天你会将自己献给她,成为助她化作彼岸仙的踏脚石。” This words Bai Lian did not deny. 这种话白怜并不否认。 Must know the life span that the day reveres is not infinite, once the master arrives at the limit, that time she will let the master absolutely on own initiative the Great Dao seal on her, becomes the other shore immortal to prolong the life span. 要知道天尊的寿命也不是无限的,一旦师父走到大限,那时的她绝对会主动让师父将大道印在她身上,成为彼岸仙延长寿命。 She did not think that like this makes the mistake, but as if the bustling place totally does not accept. 她不觉得这样做有错,但似乎红尘完全不接受。 Therefore was the bustling place must kill the master merely for this reason? 所以仅仅是因为这个原因红尘就一定要杀了师父吗? So long as openly expressed not on the line. 那只要说开了不就行了吗。 Now she has turned into the person, did not have anything to make the master seek to break through this operation the Great Dao seal on her. 现在她已经变成人了,就不存在什么让师父将大道印在她身上寻求突破这种操作了。 Bai Lian wants to the bustling place saying that all can finish. 白怜很想对红尘说一切都可以结束了。 But were swallowed back by her the words to the throat. 但话到喉头还是被她咽了回去。 She always thought that the matter so will not be simple, must really be this, why didn't the bustling place say initially directly? 她总觉得事情不会如此简单,要真是这样,红尘当初为何不直接说出来呢? The bustling place and she is different, is not youth who does not understand. 红尘和她不一样,并不是什么都不懂的愣头青。 Crossed Bai Lian to remember for a long time as before clearly after oneself left the places of numerous immortal, again with scene of bustling place reunion. 过了许久白怜依旧清楚地记得自己离开众仙之地后再次与红尘重逢的场景。 The bustling place is long in a big way in a chaotic place, she when all alone can grow to smoothly in they meet, besides having one makes an all-out effort, but must have smoothly. 红尘是在一个混乱的地方长“大”的,无依无靠的她能顺利成长到于她们相遇之时,除了有一份狠劲外,还少不了圆滑。 Such bustling place will not make other attempts to directly soar completely kills An Lan to go. 这样的红尘绝不会完全不做其他尝试就直奔杀死安岚而去。 Certainly also has other reasons! 一定还有其他原因! If direct came up at this time headstrongly, the big probability cannot obtain the result that she wants. 如果这时候直接莽上去,大概率得不到她想要的结果。 Obtained one with the opportunity of bustling place friendly dialogue, Bai Lian not to want with great difficulty just to clarify a fur/superficial knowledge to be killed, her remaining opportunities be only about ten times. 好不容易得到一个可以和红尘和气对话的机会,白怜不想才刚刚弄清楚一点皮毛就被杀死,她剩下的机会只有十次左右了。 She looks straight ahead the bustling place, is going against that bravely in the familiar face. 她直视红尘,毫不畏惧地顶着那张在熟悉不过的面孔。 Now what I most want to know was you after I separated teases to experience anything.” “我现在最想知道的是你在和我分开之后逗经历了些什么。” This saying seemed like in the stamp the soft rib of bustling place. 这话似乎戳中了红尘的软肋。 That has displayed the female look that must accomplish a task with ease suddenly becomes anxious, is a little hot tempered, is a little angry. 那个一直表现得游刃有余的女子神色忽然变得不安起来,有点暴躁,也有点愤怒。 This matter you, even if knows is also useful?” “这种事你就算知道了又有什么用?” Bai Lian said: If you are not willing saying that when that my anything has not asked.” 白怜道:“如果你不愿意说的话,那就当我什么也没问吧。” The bustling place is staring at Bai Lian stubbornly: You use this type to be strong even from time to time, from time to time the weak way wins the admire of many women?” 红尘死死地盯着白怜:“你就算用这种时而强硬,时而软弱的方式博得许多女人的爱慕的吧?” „?” “啊?” Bai Lian does not know how at once should respond to the bustling place. 白怜一时之间不知道该怎样回应红尘。 This issue...... is indistinct makes her feel anxious. 这个问题……隐约间让她觉得不安。 Was seeing with own eyes Bai Lian is not willing directly to reply, the bustling place starts to pace around her. 眼见着白怜不愿正面回答,红尘开始绕着她踱步起来。 Good, you listened clearly!” “好,那你就听清楚了!” The bustling place starts to tell that own passing, her incarnation can be said as an accident/surprise for the process of person completely. 红尘开始讲述自己的过往,她化身为人的过程完全可以说是一个意外。 In process that in passing through the world wall bonds, when she has not prepared for any psychology, after she saw many incredible things, she met a being on the verge of death little girl. 在穿越世界壁障的过程中,在她没有做好任何心理准备之时,在她看见了许多荒诞的事情之后,她遇见了一个濒死的小女孩。 That little girl shook her hand to say oneself do not want dead, but died finally. 那个小女孩握着她的手说自己不想死,可最后还是死了。 Then, she turned into the appearance of that little girl, replaced all of little girl to go on living. 就这样,她无意间变成了那个小女孩的模样,取代了小女孩的一切活了下去。 That is an unhappy family, in the family/home that declined also has a rotten drunkard. 那是一个不幸的家庭,本就破落的家里还有一个烂酒鬼。 Sold oneself wife in that rotten drunkard , after attempting she sold changed money, she raises the blade the rotten drunkard and slave trader together kills. 在那个烂酒鬼卖了自己妻子,又试图将她卖了换钱之后,她提刀将烂酒鬼和人贩子一块杀了。 Then she stared by the partner of slave trader, her wandering about destitute rivers and lakes, depend on a knife never in the attractive world to strive for living in that. 然后她被人贩子的同伙盯上了,她流落江湖,靠着一把小刀在那个从来就不光鲜的世界中求活。 At that time her brain chaos, had forgotten oneself past, even so, she lived smoothly. 那时她的脑子一片混沌,已经忘记了自己的过去,但即便如此,她还是顺利地活了下来。 After having a full stomach reluctantly, the matter that she most likes doing sits, in the street looked harmonious whole family before own walked the past appearance. 勉强果腹后,她最喜欢做的事就是坐在街边看和睦的一家人从自己身前走过去的样子。 Looked that the mischievous younger sister was being pursued running by the elder sister. 看调皮的妹妹被姐姐追着跑。 Sees the sisters to love for one another. 看姐妹相亲相爱。 She met Bai Lian and An Lan later again, later matter Bai Lian also basically knew again. 再之后她就遇见了白怜安岚,再之后的事白怜也就基本都知道了。 Bai Lian sighed: „Are you also still living such life when the places of numerous immortal?” The bustling place said: „It is not.” 白怜叹了口气:“你还在众仙之地时也过着这样的生活吗?”红尘道:“不是。” Bai Lian did not mind that alienation of bustling place, she continues saying: You said a moment ago you actually don't envy the master?” 白怜并不介意红尘的疏远,她继续道:“你刚才说你其实并不嫉妒师父?” The bustling place said: Right.” 红尘道:“没错。” Bai Lian nods: „The person who therefore actually you want to kill from the beginning is not a master, but is I, right?” 白怜点了点头:“所以其实从一开始你想杀的人就不是师父,而是我,对吗?” Because of these experiences, the bustling place hates her. 因为那些经历,红尘恨她。 After all they similarly are the nil trace, experience actually in space, in underground. 毕竟她们同样是空白道则,经历却一个在天上,一个在地下。 From this angle, many issue same explanations must pass. 从这个角度来看,很多问题一样解释得通。 The bustling place must kill the master , because the master will stop. 红尘之所以要杀师父,是因为师父会出面阻止。 She can give up oneself life for the master, the master can similarly, for she gives up oneself life. 她可以为师父放弃自己的性命,师父同样可以为了她放弃自己的性命。 To bustling place, only then removes master being in the way person, can feel relieved that strikes a vicious blow to her boldly. 对红尘而言,只有除掉师父这个碍事的人,才能放心大胆地对她下毒手。 So, this seems like a dead end. 如此看来,这似乎是一个死局。 Bai Lian is speechless. 白怜无言。 What because the bustling place wants is her life, she did not think that only depends on several delayed cares to level the bustling place heart the hatred. 因为红尘想要的是她的命,她不觉得仅凭几句迟来的关心就能抹平红尘心底的恨意。 But when Bai Lian thinks, opposite bustling place laughed suddenly dissolutely, before she all acts with constraint abandons completely, as if smiled the tears to come out. 可就在白怜这么想的时候,对面的红尘忽然放肆大笑了起来,她将之前的所有矜持完全抛弃,仿佛笑得眼泪都要出来了。 What's wrong?” “怎么了?” Bai Lian is looking at the bustling place. 白怜怔怔地望着红尘。 Sees the bustling place, she always thought that saw own other aspect. 看见红尘,她总觉得看见了自己的另一面。 Some little time the latter bustling place receives the smile, her facial features become cold severe suddenly. 好一会儿后红尘才收起笑容,她的面容又突然变得冷厉。 I think that after experiencing that many matters, you will have some changes, but I overestimated you obviously, underestimated An Lan to your influence. You do not understand me, you never understand me!” “我本以为在经历了那么多事后,你会有一些改变,但显然我还是高估了你,也低估了安岚对你的影响。你不了解我,你从来就不了解我!” Bai Lian busy say/way: I truly do not understand you, I am attempting to understand you.” 白怜忙道:“我确实不了解你,我在尝试着了解你。” „.” Bustling place horizontal Bai Lian, you really think me because this minor matter does hate you? Even if you also did have what using in my side at that time? When your I separate, although you are older much than me, but has your which point ratio resulted in me? You came, will only turn into my burden.” “呵。”红尘横了白怜一眼,“你真以为我会因为这种小事就恨你?就算那时候你在我身边又有何用?你我分开之时,你虽然比我大得多,但你哪一点比得过我?你来了,只会变成我的累赘。” Bai Lian lowers the head. 白怜低头。 She has to acknowledge that the bustling place said right. 她不得不承认红尘说得对。 Although that time bustling place brain chaos, but has seen the floor darkness, had one to wrap/sets of own survival principle. 那时候的红尘虽然脑子一片混沌,但早已见惯底层的黑暗,有了一套自己的生存法则。 But that time she was still ignorant, when side the bustling place, perhaps except for selling to sprout/moe anything not to do. 而那时候的她依旧懵懵懂懂,待在红尘身边,恐怕除了卖萌什么都不会做了。 Helps the bustling place look to eat together? 帮红尘一起找吃的? Is impossible. 不可能。 She will only eat the hungry one night watch belly the bustling place. 她只会将红尘吃得饿更次肚子。 The bustling place said: You know that what idea I do see your earliest possible time am?” 红尘道:“你知道我见到你的第一时间是什么想法吗?” Bai Lian shakes the head: Does not know.” 白怜摇头:“不知道。” The bustling place said with a smile: Disappointed, is disappointed! I gave you several hundreds of millions opportunities, but you more walk in that dishonest means eventually are farther!” 红尘笑道:“失望,非常失望!我给了你数亿次机会,可你终究是在那条歪路上越走越远!” Her smiling will not make people think that is taunting, after experiencing is shortly rude, she as if retrieved gracefully. 她的笑并不会让人觉得是在嘲讽,经历过刚才的短暂失态后,她似乎又找回了优雅。 But from, on the other hand, her smiling is no different than bolt from the blue to Bai Lian! 但从另一方面来说,她的笑对白怜而言无异于晴天霹雳! several hundreds of millions opportunities? 数亿次机会? Bai Lian all of a sudden on association to next life tablet. 白怜一下子就联想到了来世碑。 Since met with the bustling place she thought that is not right, she is restrained everywhere, seems to be stark naked in front of the bustling place, every word and deed was all seen through. 从与红尘见面起她就觉得不对劲了,她处处受制,在红尘面前仿佛一丝不挂般,一言一行全被看穿。 If, if...... 如果,如果…… Bai Lian urgently said: You know next life the tablet, knows that I do borrow the tablet to deduce next life?” 白怜急道:“你知道来世碑,也知道我借用来世碑在进行推演?” The bustling place spits the basil lightly: Knows.” 红尘轻吐兰香:“知道。” In order to prove words that oneself spoke, she lifts the right hand slowly. 为了证明自己所说的话,她缓缓抬起右手。 In the process that the right hand lifts, her right eye corner/horn floats down to appear one with the Bai Lian corner of the eye under 就在右手抬起的过程中,她的右眼角下浮现出一枚与白怜眼角下的 …… …… Bai Lian remembers when this is the bustling place when with An Lan fights, in the scar that on her leaves behind, afterward was drawn by An Lan in the deduction. 白怜记得,这是红尘在与安岚交手时,无意间在她身上留下的伤痕,后来在推演中又被安岚无意间画了出来。 But now looks like...... 可现在看来…… The right hand index finger of bustling place pressed finally in 红尘的右手食指终于按在了 …… …… This is I keeps on you life to engrave intentionally.” “这是我故意留在你身上的本命刻印。” Her sound pours into the Bai Lian ear like the cold wind. 她的声音如寒风般灌入白怜耳中。 When Bai Lian recovers, she discovered suddenly oneself angle of view had the change, turned with a moment ago the completely relative direction. 白怜回过神来时,她陡然发现自己的视角出现了变化,变成与刚才完全相对的方向了。 This is......” “这是……” Bai Lian responded finally, now what she sees was the angle of view of bustling place, but what the bustling place saw was her angle of view, they replacement! 白怜终于反应过来,她现在看见的是红尘的视角,而红尘看见的是她的视角,她俩“置换”了! Her complexion is pallid: I at the matter that in the deduction does, do you all know?” 她脸色煞白:“我在推演中所做的事,你全都知道?” The bustling place moves out of the way the hand, Bai Lian discovered that own line of sight restored normally. 红尘将手挪开,白怜发现自己的视线又恢复正常了。 Listens to the bustling place saying: But actually without so many, you are older than me eventually, I am hard to sneak a peek at the complete picture, but also knows 70-80%.” 就听红尘道:“倒没有那么多,你终究比我大,我难以窥见全貌,但也知道七八成。” That......” “那……” The bustling place said with a smile: You could rest assured that the matter that I these women who likes doing about you and you are not interested.” 红尘笑道:“你放心,我对你和你喜欢的那些女人做的事并不感兴趣。” Bai Lian shakes the head: „It is not this, since your what knows, your ignores I the Divine Soul fragment of master will also arrest to invest the places of numerous immortal, the ignores I will use next life the tablet deduction, in other words, will all these be you plan?” 白怜摇头:“不是这个,既然你什么都知道,你还放任我将师父的神魂碎片拘走投入众仙之地,放任我使用来世碑推演,就是说,这一切都是你计划好的?” The bustling place said: „.” 红尘道:“正是。” Bai Lian at present one black. 白怜眼前一黑。 The desperate mood such as the monstrous waves submerge her instantaneously. 绝望的情绪如巨浪瞬间将她淹没。 Even experiences innumerable in the deduction of next life tablet failed she still never like the present desperate. 就算是在来世碑的推演中经历了无数次失败她也从未像现在这样绝望过。 Until now do all efforts that she makes look like in the bustling place eye are not a joke? 迄今为止她所做出的一切努力在红尘眼中看来不就是一个笑话吗? She the pet that reared in a pen by the bustling place. 她不过就是被红尘圈养起来的宠物罢了。 So long as the bustling place wants, she and master, and many Junior Sisters, will write off by the bustling place momentarily. 只要红尘愿意,她、师父,以及众多师妹,随时都会被红尘抹杀。 She can arrive in front of the bustling place smoothly , because the bustling place is willing to put her to come. 她能顺利走到红尘面前来,是因为红尘愿意放她过来。 Diligently? 努力? Came to understand? 觉悟? Rises spiritedly? 奋起? These empty, the thing of nihility forms under toleration of bustling place! 这些都是虚的,是在红尘的纵容下形成的虚无之物! She takes for oneself life complete these recollections is also the bustling place feels sorry for her to bestow. 她引以为自己人生全部的那些回忆也不过是红尘可怜她赐下的。 Does only pet also want to revolt against master? 区区一只宠物还想反抗“主人”? Has a dream. 做梦吧。 Dream! 梦! All is the dream! 全都是梦! All comes to naught! 全都是一场空! Bai Lian lowers the head, the double fist grips tightly, that has pruned carefully the nail such as the sharp thorn went into the palm meat. 白怜低着头,双拳紧握,那精心修剪过的指甲如尖刺般扎进了手心的肉里。 Then, hot blooded rumble drips following the wound outward, the quick blood drops in her skirt displays, falls from the skirt swayed to her foot on. 然后,热血顺着伤口咕噜咕噜地往外淌,很快鲜血就滴落在她的裙摆上,又从裙摆滑落到她的脚上。 The bustling place so looks at Bai Lian silently. 红尘就这般默默地看着白怜 Passed the moment, she lifts starts to walk forward one step, stops, shifts to another direction to turn circle around Bai Lian, the footsteps are quick from time to time, from time to time is slow, is unable to keep a constant speed. 过了片刻,她抬起脚向前走一步,又停下来,转向另一个方向绕着白怜转起了圈,脚步时而快,时而慢,始终无法保持一个恒定的速度。 Do not want to become that type to take me suffering the person as the happy person.” She said. “别把我想成那种会以折磨人为乐的人。”她说。 Bai Lian had not responded. 白怜没有反应。 The bustling place said: After restoring as nil trace that memory, you know that what I biggest thought is?” 红尘自顾自道:“在恢复身为空白道则时的那段记忆后,你知道我最大的念头是什么吗?”
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