ESSHAT :: Volume #4

#19: This mother may too difficult to bear 3 k


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The wind blows. 风吹。 The tree swings. 树摇。 Person's shadow overlap. 人影交叠。 In this clear nighttime sky cannot see a bird. 这澄澈的夜空里看不见一只飞鸟。 Performing is the lonely star, with ray gentle crescent moon. 尽是寂寥的星,和光芒过于柔和的弯月。 Elder Xu.” 徐长老。” Bai Lian respectful saluting. 白怜恭敬的行礼。 Elder Xu lives in the idle duty, usually in contacts really few, therefore crosses the threshold the quick four years, she also just remembers the Elder Xu appearance. 徐长老身居闲职,平日里接触甚少,因此入门快四年,她也就将将记得徐长老的长相。 Late at night comes visiting, hasn't disturbed you?” Elder Xu supple sound said. “深夜来访,没有打扰到你吧?”徐长老柔声道。 Bai Lian shakes the head: I am happen to all right.” 白怜摇了摇头:“我正好没事。” Elder Xu is saying with a smile: That jade accessory you also place the body, come, first with gives me.” 徐长老微笑着道:“那枚玉佩你还放在身上吗,来,先拿出来给我。” „?” “?” Bai Lian gawked. 白怜愣了一下。 Cannot! 不会吧不会吧! Before this is that person shows, after the person, shameless program that receives? 这难道就是那种人前作秀,人后再收回来的无耻戏码? She hesitant will be Half-Inch Spirit Farm Took. 她犹犹豫豫中还是将【半寸灵田】取了出来。 Without the means that she cannot be victorious this chest compared with she also big woman. 没办法,她打不过这个胸比她还大的女人。 Elder Xu.” 徐长老。” First Low-Grade Spirit Artifact also without covering hot , there would be no, Bai Lian is very sad. 第一件下品灵器还没捂热乎就没了,白怜很伤心。 Or under goes to An Lan there to complain? 要不等下就去安岚那里告状? Elder Xu clamps with the index finger and middle finger jade accessory. 徐长老用食指与中指将玉佩夹走。 She is smiling bitterly shaking the head: I also worried at that time, when gives you jade accessory forgot to relieve the above mark unexpectedly.” 她苦笑着摇头:“我当时也是太着急了,在将玉佩交给你时竟然忘记解除上面的印记了。” Saying, she extracted a drop of blood from jade accessory forcefully, then gives Bai Lian jade accessory. 说着,她从玉佩中硬生生地抽出了一滴血,然后又将玉佩递给白怜 „.” “给。” „......” “……” Is looking jade accessory that lies down in the palm, Bai Lian feels afraid. 望着躺在掌心的玉佩,白怜感到一阵心虚。 Everyone seems very good, thinks carefully, probably she is in Ascension Sect few black heart people! 大家看起来都挺善良的,仔细想想,好像她才是度仙门里为数不多的黑心人! This may really be lets the person...... 这可真是太让人…… Well, probably also has nothing at the worst. 咦,好像也没什么大不了的。 Bai Lian somewhat empty heart quickly well-filled. 白怜有些虚的心很快就又被塞得满满的。 Elder Xu has not noticed the unusuality of Bai Lian, she said: Hurrying drop blood recognizes the lord.” 徐长老并未注意到白怜的异常,她说道:“赶紧滴血认主吧。” Yes.” “是。” Bai Lian according to the word the line, the blood falls following the fingertip, like blood red gem. 白怜依言而行,鲜血顺着指尖滑落,如同血红色的宝石。 . 呲啦。 The white smoke exudes, pure white jade accessory immediately by tarnish. 白烟泛起,洁白的玉佩顿时被“玷污”。 When together the vague relation produces between her and jade accessory, Bai Lian became aware, she can let the shape that jade accessory turns into her to want momentarily. 当一道若有若无的联系在她与玉佩之间产生时,白怜悟了,她随时可以让玉佩变成她想要的形状。 The decision was you- 就决定是你了- Crescent moon! 弯月! You refine this jade accessory thoroughly, you can plant Spirit Plant in inside.” Elder Xu is illustrating for Bai Lian patiently. “等你彻底炼化这枚玉佩,你就可以在里面种植灵草了。”徐长老耐心地替白怜解说着。 Really after perfect presenting as a gift, serves. 真是完美的赠后服务。 disciple debt master pays. 徒债师偿。 Although is angry very much, when will meet with Qing Luan next time again, Bai Lian decides little to ride her several times. 虽然还是很生气,但下次再与青鸾见面时,白怜决定少骑她几次。 Does not let you, when my forever mount!” “就不让你当我永远的坐骑了!” Elder Xu arrives at the cliff gradually, she sits under a crooked pine tree. 徐长老缓步走到山崖边,她坐在一棵歪七扭八的松树下。 When Bai Lian walks, she sighed suddenly: Bai Lian, can I ask your several questions?” 白怜走过来时,她忽然叹道:“白怜,我能问你几个问题吗?” Elder Xu, you asked.” 徐长老,你问吧。” Bai Lian sits down side Elder Xu like this. 白怜就这样在徐长老身旁坐下。 Elder Xu silent a while: Qing Luan did she mention me in front of you?” 徐长老沉默了一会儿:“青鸾有在你面前提过我吗?” Bai Lian recalled. 白怜回想了一下。 When Qing Luan flies away has not mentioned Elder Xu, but she when explaining why oneself must come the Bright Jasper Peak learn/study to say several. 虽然青鸾飞走时没有提到徐长老,但她在解释自己为什么要来琼明峰学习时还是说了几句。 In the impression complained the meaning words. 印象中还是略带抱怨意味的话。 This words do not tell Elder Xu are good, so as to avoid she is sad. 这种话还是别告诉徐长老为好,免得她伤心。 Therefore Bai Lian shakes the head. 于是白怜摇了摇头。 But Elder Xu saw through her concealing. 只不过徐长老一眼就看穿了她的掩饰。 Has definitely complained.” “肯定有抱怨过吧。” No matter.” “没有的事。” I know, rather studies to Bright Jasper Peak from Qing Luan is not willing to look for my time I knew.” “我知道,从青鸾宁愿到琼明峰来求学也不愿找我的时候我就知道了。” The mountain breeze is intermittent. 山风阵阵。 Why does not know, Bai Lian smelled light sour odor in the air. 不知为何,白怜在空气中嗅到了一股淡淡的酸味。 She is listening to outpouring of Elder Xu, only thought that sound floats from the opposite of mountain. 她听着徐长老的倾诉,只觉得那声音是从山的对面飘来的。 Leaves after the summit I think is very long, will turn into this is actually my mistakes. From sees Qing Luan for the first time, I think that she compared with her elder sister fiercer talent, because of this, I put out the strictest standard to request her. However......” “从山顶离开后我想了很久,会变成这样其实都是我的错。从第一次见到青鸾起,我就认为她是比她姐姐更厉害的天才,正因为如此,我拿出了最严格的标准来要求她。但是……” Elder Xu both hands hold the head, deep under buries. 徐长老双手抱头,深深下埋。 This made a mistake eventually, the person and person are different, if Hong Luan, will grow quickly under this pressure, but Qing Luan is different, she is an instinct sloppy person, my strict demand works just the opposite, making her step onto one is completely the path of wind and snow.” “这终究是错了,人与人是不同的,如果是红鸾,在这种压力下会成长得更快,但青鸾不同,她是一个天性散漫的人,我的严格要求适得其反,让她走上了一条尽是风雪的道路。” Bai Lian nods. 白怜点了点头。 She saw Qing Luan to show the bright smile when the watering flowers firewood, that smile proceeds from smiling of sincerity. 她看见青鸾在浇花劈柴时露出了灿烂的笑容,那笑容才是发自真心的笑。 Even she, recalls that now should still have the sentiment of envying unavoidably. 就算是她,现在回想起来也难免会产生羡慕之情。 At that time......” “那时候……” The Elder Xu look is blurred. 徐长老眼神迷离。 She felt the ice-cold mountain breeze, the train of thought is fluttering to Qing Luan slowly just arrived at Ascension Sect that year. 她感受着冰冷的山风,思绪缓缓飘荡到青鸾刚到度仙门的那一年。 That similarly is in the December the cold winter. 那同样是腊月寒冬。 The cheek was frozen the ruddy girl to stand before her, shouted a master timidly. 脸蛋被冻得红扑扑的女童站在她面前,怯生生地喊了一声师父。 Has not heard, loud!” “没听见,大声点!” master!” 师虎!” Good, must put out such imposing manner, now I teach the foundation heart law of your gate.” “好,就要拿出这样的气势,现在我来传授你本门的基础心法。” She was very happy, but had not considered that the girl was whether happy. 她很高兴,但并未考虑女童是否高兴。 Not after one biting cold cold, how plum blossom greeting the nostrils fragrance!” “不经一番彻骨寒,怎得梅花扑鼻香!” She threw the girl in the world of ice and snow like this. 她就这样将女童扔在了冰天雪地里。 At that time, if she after seeing the pain of girl eyeground pulled closer the warm in hall her, is all becomes different? 那时候,如果她在看见女童眼底的痛苦后将她拉近温暖的内堂,是不是一切都会变得不一样? The regret is useless. 后悔已然无用。 With the Qing Luan aptitude, should break through to Nascent Soul Stage at age 22. 青鸾的资质,22岁时应该早就突破到元婴期了。 But the experience in childhood made her fall to the enemy, she is fighting with the past, she is fighting with, she was stranded , in strange circle that could not find the outlet. 但幼时的经历让她失陷了,她在与过去战斗,她在与自己战斗,她困在了找不到出路的怪圈里。 At this time, even if Elder Xu found the way to recover also without enough time. 这时候,哪怕徐长老想办法去补救也来不及了。 If the will of the people are very easy to change, everyone was Bai Lian. 人心要是很容易改变,那人人都是白怜了。 She is really silly . 她真傻,真的。 After returning to own residence, Elder Xu more wants more to be afraid, these has Bai Lian time, she likely could not see Qing Luan forever. 在回到自己的住所之后,徐长老越想越害怕,这一次要不是有白怜在,她很可能就永远也见不着青鸾了。 Qing Luan is certainly mad at me in the heart, I do not have the qualifications, when her master. I and Sect Master said that I plan to resign from all duties, sits in meditation in the back side of the mountain restricted area, comes back until Qing Luan.” 青鸾一定在心底生我的气吧,我已经没有资格当她的师父了。我和掌门说了,我打算辞去所有职务,在后山禁地静坐,直到青鸾回来。” Under the moon/month, the Elder Xu form looks very desolate, she is incompatible with the environment of surroundings. 月下,徐长老的身影看起来很落寞,她与周围的环境格格不入。 Bai Lian felt that her aura is sliding suddenly. 白怜感觉她的气息在急剧下滑。 As if must sink to the seabed. 仿佛要沉到海底去了。 Hey, won't this want Dao Heart to be stave? 喂,这不会也要道心破碎了吧? Hurries to gawk! 赶紧支楞起来啊! Bai Lian stared in a big way the eye. 白怜瞪大了眼睛。 It is not good, she thought that she should say anything. 不行,她觉得自己应该说点什么。 She has not really repaired the Dao Heart ability, Elder Xu, if dropped down here, is no different than the day to collapse to Ascension Sect. 她真没有修复道心的能力,徐长老要是在这里倒下了,对度仙门而言无异于天塌。 You were wrong!” “你错了!” Bai Lian loud say/way. 白怜大声道。 Elder Xu has not responded her. 徐长老并没有搭理她。 I can affirm, Qing Luan does not hate you! My this is not comforting you, she not only does not hate you, does not hate Hong Luan, does not hate everyone.” “我敢肯定,青鸾并不恨你!我这可不是在安慰你,她不仅不恨你,也不恨红鸾,更不恨所有人。” How possibly.” “怎么可能。” Elder Xu had the sound finally. 徐长老终于有动静了。 Bai Lian strikes while the iron is hot: Because she is such person, she is naive, she is good, she moe dull......” 白怜趁热打铁:“因为她就是这样的人啊,她天真,她善良,她呆萌……” Had what word to say what word in any case. 反正有什么词就说什么词。 After saying throat a little dry, a Bai Lian thread of conversation revolution: You are her master you have not known that she likes suppressing the words at heart, if she really hates you, how to possibly make me say goodbye to you for her?” 在说的自己喉咙都有点干涩后,白怜话锋一转:“你是她师父你难道还不知道吗,她喜欢把话憋在心里,她要是真的恨你,怎么可能会让我代她向你道别?” „......” “……” Yes, you truly made the huge mistake in the education, very big mistake, you also truly disappointed Qing Luan, but you chose to evade at this time, really can obtain forgiving of Qing Luan? Qing Luan in order to returns to Ascension Sect to try hard frankly and uprightly, when she comes back, if she sees you to turn into this appearance, how she does think?” “是,你在教育上确实犯了大错,非常大的错误,你也确实让青鸾失望了,但你这时候选择逃避,真的能得到青鸾的原谅吗?青鸾在为了能正大光明地回度仙门而努力,等她回来时,她要是看到你变成这个样子,她会怎么想?” Evading to be ignominious and useless. 逃避可耻且无用。 Elder Xu purses the lips, she had many words to say, finally said only had one: What to do should I?” 徐长老抿嘴,她有很多话想说,最后说出口的只有一句:“我该怎么办?” Bai Lian said: „Becoming a better master diligently, the person who has not had , but can change, there is nothing better.” 白怜道:“努力成为一个更好的师父吧,人谁无过,过而能改,善莫大焉。” Elder Xu lowers the head. 徐长老低着头。 After she remembers, half a word words once were Bai Lian want to transmit to the Hong Luan words. 她想起后半句话曾是白怜想传递给红鸾的话。 If cannot be forgiven by Qing Luan.” “要是还是不能被青鸾原谅呢。” You have at least tried hard.” Has at least tried hard. “至少你努力过。”至少努力过。 Elder Xu is looking at a at the foot of the mountain darkness. 徐长老怔怔地望着山脚下的一片黑暗。 She is biting the lip lightly, thoughts constantly welling up. 她轻咬着嘴唇,思绪万千。 At this time, a hand built gently on her shoulder. 就在这时候,一只手轻轻地搭在了她的肩膀上。 Has the moderate sound to pass on: Sad time cries, sometimes, the person also wants weak.” 有温和的声音传过来:“伤心的时候就哭出来,有时候,人也要软弱一下。” „......” “……” Elder Xu opens mouth. 徐长老张了张嘴。 Said that I am your teacher's younger brother? 说起来我是你师叔吧? You make me be in front of your to cry unexpectedly. 你居然让我当着你的面哭出来。 But...... 可是…… When the wind insufflates the eye, Elder Xu suddenly discovered that the boiling hot thing has rolled from the cheeks. 当风吹进眼睛的时候,徐长老忽然发现有滚烫的东西从脸颊上滚过。 Is the tears. 是眼泪。 She was wrong. 她错了。 She really made a mistake. 她真的错了。 Sorry.” “对不起。” She cannot control the tears in eye socket again, then grasped the waist of Bai Lian like the child, no matter what the tears moistened the Bai Lian front piece. 她再也控制不住眼眶中的泪水,然后像个孩子一样抱住了白怜的腰,任泪水打湿了白怜的衣襟。 „, Sorry......” “呜哇,对不起……” The sudden weeping sound sways in the nighttime sky. 突然爆发的哭声在夜空中飘摇。 Takes your time.” “慢慢来吧。” Bai Lian is whipping the shoulder of Elder Xu gently. 白怜轻轻地拍打着徐长老的肩膀。 It is not really easy, she worries for Ascension Sect. 真是不容易啊,为了度仙门她操碎了心。 Elder Xu never like today rude, moreover in the face of a later generation. 徐长老从未像今天这样失态,而且是在一个后辈面前。 But she does not care about this minor matter. 但她已经不在乎这种小事了。 She remembered the master of elapsing, previous sob in the arms of master. 她想起了逝去的师父,上一次哭泣是在师父的怀里吧。 Listens to the snow.” “听雪。” She once wants to turn into the master such gentle person, in the end, she actually took the clearly opposite path with the master. 她曾想变成师父那样温柔的的人,到头来,她却和师父走上了截然相反的道路。 Life always such theatrical? 人生总是这样充满戏剧性吗? Xu Tingxue raises head. 徐听雪仰头。 Dim field of vision, face of Bai Lian absent-minded by the face substitution of master. 朦胧的视野,白怜的面庞恍惚被师父的面庞替代。 At this moment, she believes that even if Bai Lian is only a lacking the strength to truss up a chicken average person, she can still certainly realize the long-cherished wish of master. 这一刻,她相信,就算白怜只是一个手无缚鸡之力的普通人,她也一定能实现师父的夙愿。 While rebuking oneself with pain, Xu Tingxue also has the respect to An Lan for the first time. 在自责与痛苦的同时,徐听雪也第一次对安岚产生敬佩之情。 An Lan breeds Bai Lian, actually does not want to suppress the Bai Lian instinct. 安岚放养白怜,其实只是不想压制白怜的天性吧。 After all Bai Lian is Inborn Sage, will direct will not make her have a better growth. 毕竟白怜天生圣人,指指点点并不会让她有更好的成长。 An Lan is the true famous teacher! 安岚才是真正的名师啊! Like this decided that waits for An Lan to come back from outside, how she must learn from An Lan leads the apprentice. 就这样决定了,等安岚从外边回来,她就要向安岚学习如何带徒弟。 ...... …… For a long time. 许久。 Restores normal Xu Tingxue to depart from Bright Jasper Peak. 重新恢复正常的徐听雪琼明峰离去。 Bai Lian walks toward the summit similarly. 白怜同样往山顶走去。 She has no mood to go to under the mountain to stroll. 她已经没什么心情去山下闲逛了。 Leads the apprentice is not easy, leading the Junior Sister never is also simple, perhaps she must area the belt/bring the master. 带徒弟不容易,带师妹又何尝简单了,说不定她还得带一带师父。 Her Head Senior Sister worked as is also difficult, which this was what Senior Sister, clearly was mother! 她这个大师姐当得也太难了吧,这哪是什么师姐,分明就是妈! hai.” “嗐。” Bai Lian sighed. 白怜叹了口气。 Walked several steps, she stopped suddenly. 才走了几步,她忽然停了下来。 After the tree, high short two Junior Sisters push one group, after being discovered walked very much awkwardly. 树后,一高一矮两个师妹挤成一团,在被发现后很尴尬地走了出来。 Senior Sister.” “师姐。” matter cannot say.” “刚才的事可不能说出去。” Two Junior Sister chicken pecking meter/rice nods: Un un.” 两个师妹小鸡啄米般点头:“嗯嗯嗯。” Goes back.” “回去吧。” In bedroom. 卧房里。 Bai Lian looked at one to exchange the picture of position again, she thinks, perhaps she should draw one family photo. 白怜看了一眼再次调换了位置的画,她想,或许她应该画一幅“全家福”了。 She turns head to shift to the window. 她扭头转向窗户。 The tonight's moonlight, is very suitable to be used to recall passing. 今晚的月色,果然很适合用来回忆过往。
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