The windblows.
风吹。
The treeswings.
树摇。Person's shadowoverlap.
人影交叠。Inthisclearnighttime skycannot see a bird.
这澄澈的夜空里看不见一只飞鸟。Performingis the lonelystar, withraygentlecrescent moon.
尽是寂寥的星,和光芒过于柔和的弯月。„Elder Xu.”
“徐长老。”Bai Lianrespectfulsaluting.白怜恭敬的行礼。Elder Xulives in the idleduty, usuallyincontactsreallyfew, thereforecrosses the threshold the quickfouryears, shealsojustremembers the Elder Xuappearance.徐长老身居闲职,平日里接触甚少,因此入门快四年,她也就将将记得徐长老的长相。„Late at nightcomes visiting, hasn't disturbedyou?”Elder Xusupplesound said.
“深夜来访,没有打扰到你吧?”徐长老柔声道。Bai Lianshakes the head: „Iam happen to all right.”白怜摇了摇头:“我正好没事。”Elder Xuis saying with a smile: „Thatjade accessoryyoualsoplace the body, come, firstwithgivesme.”徐长老微笑着道:“那枚玉佩你还放在身上吗,来,先拿出来给我。”„?”
“?”Bai Liangawked.白怜愣了一下。Cannot!
不会吧不会吧!
Before thisisthatpersonshows, after the person, shamelessprogram that receives?
这难道就是那种人前作秀,人后再收回来的无耻戏码?Shehesitantwill be【Half-Inch Spirit Farm】Took.
她犹犹豫豫中还是将【半寸灵田】取了出来。Without the means that shecannot be victoriousthischestcompared withshealsobigwoman.
没办法,她打不过这个胸比她还大的女人。„Elder Xu.”
“徐长老。”FirstLow-Grade Spirit Artifactalsowithoutcoveringhot, there would be no, Bai Lianis very sad.
第一件下品灵器还没捂热乎就没了,白怜很伤心。Orundergoes toAn Lanthereto complain?
要不等下就去安岚那里告状?Elder Xuclampswith the index finger and middle fingerjade accessory.徐长老用食指与中指将玉佩夹走。Sheis smiling bitterlyshaking the head: „Ialsoworriedat that time, whengivesyoujade accessoryforgotto relieve the abovemarkunexpectedly.”
她苦笑着摇头:“我当时也是太着急了,在将玉佩交给你时竟然忘记解除上面的印记了。”Saying, sheextracted a drop of bloodfromjade accessoryforcefully, thengivesBai Lianjade accessory.
说着,她从玉佩中硬生生地抽出了一滴血,然后又将玉佩递给白怜。„.”
“给。”„......”
“……”Is lookingjade accessory that lies downin the palm, Bai Lianfeelsafraid.
望着躺在掌心的玉佩,白怜感到一阵心虚。Everyone seems very good, thinkscarefully,probablysheisinAscension Sectfewblack heartpeople!
大家看起来都挺善良的,仔细想想,好像她才是度仙门里为数不多的黑心人!Thismayreally belets the person......
这可真是太让人……Well, probablyalsohas nothingat the worst.
咦,好像也没什么大不了的。Bai Liansomewhatemptyheartquicklywell-filled.白怜有些虚的心很快就又被塞得满满的。Elder Xuhas not noticed the unusuality of Bai Lian, shesaid: „Hurryingdropbloodrecognizes the lord.”徐长老并未注意到白怜的异常,她说道:“赶紧滴血认主吧。”„Yes.”
“是。”Bai Lianaccording to the word the line, the bloodfallsfollowing the fingertip, likeblood redgem.白怜依言而行,鲜血顺着指尖滑落,如同血红色的宝石。Cī.
呲啦。
The white smokeexudes, pure whitejade accessoryimmediatelyby„tarnish”.
白烟泛起,洁白的玉佩顿时被“玷污”。Whentogether the vaguerelationproducesbetweenherandjade accessory, Bai Lianbecame aware, shecanlet the shape that jade accessoryturns intoherto wantmomentarily.
当一道若有若无的联系在她与玉佩之间产生时,白怜悟了,她随时可以让玉佩变成她想要的形状。
The decisionwasyou-
就决定是你了-Crescent moon!
弯月!„Yourefinethisjade accessorythoroughly, youcanplantSpirit Plantininside.”Elder Xuis illustratingforBai Lianpatiently.
“等你彻底炼化这枚玉佩,你就可以在里面种植灵草了。”徐长老耐心地替白怜解说着。Really after perfectpresenting as a gift, serves.
真是完美的赠后服务。discipledebtmasterpays.
徒债师偿。Althoughis angryvery much, whenwill meetwithQing Luannext timeagain, Bai Liandecideslittleto rideherseveraltimes.
虽然还是很生气,但下次再与青鸾见面时,白怜决定少骑她几次。„Does not letyou, whenmyforevermount!”
“就不让你当我永远的坐骑了!”Elder Xuarrives at the cliffgradually, shesitsunder a crookedpine tree.徐长老缓步走到山崖边,她坐在一棵歪七扭八的松树下。WhenBai Lianwalks, shesighedsuddenly: „Bai Lian, can Iaskyourseveralquestions?”
当白怜走过来时,她忽然叹道:“白怜,我能问你几个问题吗?”„Elder Xu, youasked.”
“徐长老,你问吧。”Bai Liansits downsideElder Xulike this.白怜就这样在徐长老身旁坐下。Elder Xusilenta while: „Qing Luandid she mention me in front of you?”徐长老沉默了一会儿:“青鸾有在你面前提过我吗?”Bai Lianrecalled.白怜回想了一下。WhenQing Luanflies awayhas not mentionedElder Xu, butshewhenexplainingwhyoneselfmustcome the Bright Jasper Peaklearn/studyto sayseveral.
虽然青鸾飞走时没有提到徐长老,但她在解释自己为什么要来琼明峰学习时还是说了几句。In the impressioncomplained the meaningwords.
印象中还是略带抱怨意味的话。Thiswordsdo not tellElder Xuaregood, so as to avoidsheis sad.
这种话还是别告诉徐长老为好,免得她伤心。ThereforeBai Lianshakes the head.
于是白怜摇了摇头。ButElder Xusaw throughherconcealing.
只不过徐长老一眼就看穿了她的掩饰。„Has definitely complained.”
“肯定有抱怨过吧。”„Nomatter.”
“没有的事。”„Iknow, ratherstudiestoBright Jasper PeakfromQing Luanis not willingto look formytimeIknew.”
“我知道,从青鸾宁愿到琼明峰来求学也不愿找我的时候我就知道了。”
The mountain breezeis intermittent.
山风阵阵。Whydoes not know, Bai Liansmelledlightsour odorin the air.
不知为何,白怜在空气中嗅到了一股淡淡的酸味。Sheis listening tooutpouring of Elder Xu, onlythought that soundfloatsfrom the opposite of mountain.
她听着徐长老的倾诉,只觉得那声音是从山的对面飘来的。„Leavesafter the summitIthinkis very long, will turn intothis is actually mymistakes. FromseesQing Luan for the first time, Ithink that shecompared withherelder sisterfiercertalent, because of this, Iput out the stricteststandardto requesther. However......”
“从山顶离开后我想了很久,会变成这样其实都是我的错。从第一次见到青鸾起,我就认为她是比她姐姐更厉害的天才,正因为如此,我拿出了最严格的标准来要求她。但是……”Elder Xuboth handshold the head, deepunderburies.徐长老双手抱头,深深下埋。„Thismade a mistakeeventually, the person and personare different, if Hong Luan, will growquicklyunderthispressure, butQing Luanis different, sheis an instinctsloppyperson, mystrict demandworks just the opposite, makingherstep ontoone is completely the path of wind and snow.”
“这终究是错了,人与人是不同的,如果是红鸾,在这种压力下会成长得更快,但青鸾不同,她是一个天性散漫的人,我的严格要求适得其反,让她走上了一条尽是风雪的道路。”Bai Liannods.白怜点了点头。ShesawQing Luanto show the brightsmilewhen the watering flowersfirewood, thatsmileproceeds fromsmiling of sincerity.
她看见青鸾在浇花劈柴时露出了灿烂的笑容,那笑容才是发自真心的笑。Evenshe, recalls that now should still have the sentiment of envyingunavoidably.
就算是她,现在回想起来也难免会产生羡慕之情。„At that time......”
“那时候……”
The Elder Xulookis blurred.徐长老眼神迷离。Shefelt the ice-coldmountain breeze, the train of thoughtis flutteringtoQing Luanslowlyjustarrived atAscension Sectthat year.
她感受着冰冷的山风,思绪缓缓飘荡到青鸾刚到度仙门的那一年。Thatsimilarlyis in the December the cold winter.
那同样是腊月寒冬。
The cheekwas frozen the ruddygirlto standbeforeher, shouted a mastertimidly.
脸蛋被冻得红扑扑的女童站在她面前,怯生生地喊了一声师父。„Has not heard, loud!”
“没听见,大声点!”„master!”
“师虎!”„Good, mustput outsuchimposing manner, nowIteach the foundationheartlaw of your gate.”
“好,就要拿出这样的气势,现在我来传授你本门的基础心法。”Shewas very happy, buthad not considered that the girlwas whether happy.
她很高兴,但并未考虑女童是否高兴。„Notafteronebiting coldcold, howplum blossomgreeting the nostrilsfragrance!”
“不经一番彻骨寒,怎得梅花扑鼻香!”Shethrew the girlin the world of ice and snowlike this.
她就这样将女童扔在了冰天雪地里。At that time, ifsheafterseeing the pain of girleyegroundpulled closer the warminhallher, isallbecomesdifferent?
那时候,如果她在看见女童眼底的痛苦后将她拉近温暖的内堂,是不是一切都会变得不一样?
The regretis useless.
后悔已然无用。With the Qing Luanaptitude, shouldbreak throughtoNascent Soul Stageat age 22.
以青鸾的资质,22岁时应该早就突破到元婴期了。But the experience in childhoodmadeherfall to the enemy, sheis fightingwith the past, sheis fightingwith, shewas stranded , in strange circle that could not find the outlet.
但幼时的经历让她失陷了,她在与过去战斗,她在与自己战斗,她困在了找不到出路的怪圈里。At this time, even ifElder Xufound the wayto recoveralsowithout enough time.
这时候,哪怕徐长老想办法去补救也来不及了。If the will of the people are very easyto change, everyonewasBai Lian.
人心要是很容易改变,那人人都是白怜了。Sheis really silly.
她真傻,真的。Afterreturning toownresidence, Elder Xumorewantsmoreto be afraid, thesehasBai Liantime, she likely could not seeQing Luanforever.
在回到自己的住所之后,徐长老越想越害怕,这一次要不是有白怜在,她很可能就永远也见不着青鸾了。„Qing Luanis certainly mad at mein the heart, Ido not have the qualifications, whenhermaster. IandSect Master said that Iplanto resign fromallduties, sits in meditationin the back side of the mountainrestricted area, comes backuntilQing Luan.”
“青鸾一定在心底生我的气吧,我已经没有资格当她的师父了。我和掌门说了,我打算辞去所有职务,在后山禁地静坐,直到青鸾回来。”Under the moon/month, the Elder Xuformlooksverydesolate, sheis incompatiblewith the environment of surroundings.
月下,徐长老的身影看起来很落寞,她与周围的环境格格不入。Bai Lianfelt that heraurais slidingsuddenly.白怜感觉她的气息在急剧下滑。As ifmustsinkto the seabed.
仿佛要沉到海底去了。Hey, won't thiswantDao Heartto be stave?
喂,这不会也要道心破碎了吧?Hurriesto gawk!
赶紧支楞起来啊!Bai Lianstaredin a big way the eye.白怜瞪大了眼睛。
It is not good, shethought that sheshouldsayanything.
不行,她觉得自己应该说点什么。Shehas not really repaired the Dao Heartability, Elder Xu, ifdropped downhere, is no different than the dayto collapsetoAscension Sect.
她真没有修复道心的能力,徐长老要是在这里倒下了,对度仙门而言无异于天塌。„Youwere wrong!”
“你错了!”Bai Lianloudsay/way.白怜大声道。Elder Xuhas not respondedher.徐长老并没有搭理她。„Icanaffirm,Qing Luandoes not hateyou! Mythisis not comfortingyou, shenot onlydoes not hateyou, does not hateHong Luan, does not hateeveryone.”
“我敢肯定,青鸾并不恨你!我这可不是在安慰你,她不仅不恨你,也不恨红鸾,更不恨所有人。”„Howpossibly.”
“怎么可能。”Elder Xuhad the soundfinally.徐长老终于有动静了。Bai Lianstrikes while the iron is hot: „Becausesheissuchperson, sheis naive, sheis good, shemoedull......”白怜趁热打铁:“因为她就是这样的人啊,她天真,她善良,她呆萌……”Hadwhatwordto saywhatwordin any case.
反正有什么词就说什么词。Aftersayingthroata littledry, a Bai Lianthread of conversationrevolution: „Youarehermasteryouhave not known that shelikessuppressing the wordsat heart, ifshereallyhatesyou, howto possibly makemesay goodbyetoyouforher?”
在说的自己喉咙都有点干涩后,白怜话锋一转:“你是她师父你难道还不知道吗,她喜欢把话憋在心里,她要是真的恨你,怎么可能会让我代她向你道别?”„......”
“……”„Yes, youtrulymade the huge mistakein the education, very bigmistake, youalsotrulydisappointedQing Luan, butyouchoseto evadeat this time, reallycanobtainforgiving of Qing Luan? Qing Luan in order toreturns toAscension Sectto try hardfrankly and uprightly, whenshecomes back, ifsheseesyouto turn intothisappearance, howshedoes think?”
“是,你在教育上确实犯了大错,非常大的错误,你也确实让青鸾失望了,但你这时候选择逃避,真的能得到青鸾的原谅吗?青鸾在为了能正大光明地回度仙门而努力,等她回来时,她要是看到你变成这个样子,她会怎么想?”Evadingto be ignominiousanduseless.
逃避可耻且无用。Elder Xupurses the lips, shehadmanywords to say, finallysaidonly hadone: „What to do should I?”徐长老抿嘴,她有很多话想说,最后说出口的只有一句:“我该怎么办?”Bai Liansaid: „Becoming a bettermasterdiligently, the personwhohas not had, butcanchange, there is nothing better.”白怜道:“努力成为一个更好的师父吧,人谁无过,过而能改,善莫大焉。”Elder Xulowers the head.徐长老低着头。
After sheremembers, half a wordwordsoncewereBai Lianwantto transmitto the Hong Luanwords.
她想起后半句话曾是白怜想传递给红鸾的话。„Ifcannotbe forgivenbyQing Luan.”
“要是还是不能被青鸾原谅呢。”„Youhave at least tried hard.”Has at least tried hard.
“至少你努力过。”至少努力过。Elder Xuis looking at a at the foot of the mountaindarkness.徐长老怔怔地望着山脚下的一片黑暗。Sheis biting the liplightly, thoughts constantly welling up.
她轻咬着嘴唇,思绪万千。Atthis time, a handbuiltgentlyonhershoulder.
就在这时候,一只手轻轻地搭在了她的肩膀上。Has the moderatesoundto pass on: „Sadtimecries, sometimes, the personalsowantsweak.”
有温和的声音传过来:“伤心的时候就哭出来,有时候,人也要软弱一下。”„......”
“……”Elder Xuopens mouth.徐长老张了张嘴。Said that Iamyourteacher's younger brother?
说起来我是你师叔吧?Youmakemebe in front ofyourto cryunexpectedly.
你居然让我当着你的面哭出来。But......
可是……When the windinsufflates the eye, Elder Xusuddenlydiscovered that the boiling hotthinghas rolledfrom the cheeks.
当风吹进眼睛的时候,徐长老忽然发现有滚烫的东西从脸颊上滚过。Is the tears.
是眼泪。Shewas wrong.
她错了。Shereallymade a mistake.
她真的错了。„Sorry.”
“对不起。”Shecannot control the tears in eye socketagain, thengrasped the waist of Bai Lianlike the child, no matter what the tearsmoistened the Bai Lianfront piece.
她再也控制不住眼眶中的泪水,然后像个孩子一样抱住了白怜的腰,任泪水打湿了白怜的衣襟。„, Sorry......”
“呜哇,对不起……”
The suddenweeping soundswaysin the nighttime sky.
突然爆发的哭声在夜空中飘摇。„Takes your time.”
“慢慢来吧。”Bai Lianis whipping the shoulder of Elder Xugently.白怜轻轻地拍打着徐长老的肩膀。
It is not really easy, sheworriesforAscension Sect.
真是不容易啊,为了度仙门她操碎了心。Elder Xuneverliketodayrude, moreoverin the face of a later generation.徐长老从未像今天这样失态,而且是在一个后辈面前。Butshedoes not care aboutthisminor matter.
但她已经不在乎这种小事了。Sheremembered the master of elapsing, previoussobin the arms of master.
她想起了逝去的师父,上一次哭泣是在师父的怀里吧。„Listens to the snow.”
“听雪。”Sheoncewantsto turn into the mastersuchgentleperson, in the end, sheactuallytook the clearlyoppositepathwith the master.
她曾想变成师父那样温柔的的人,到头来,她却和师父走上了截然相反的道路。Lifealwayssuchtheatrical?
人生总是这样充满戏剧性吗?Xu Tingxueraises head.徐听雪仰头。Dimfield of vision, face of Bai Lianabsent-mindedby the facesubstitution of master.
朦胧的视野,白怜的面庞恍惚被师父的面庞替代。At this moment, she believes that even ifBai Lianis only a lacking the strength to truss up a chickenaverage person, she can still certainlyrealize the long-cherished wish of master.
这一刻,她相信,就算白怜只是一个手无缚鸡之力的普通人,她也一定能实现师父的夙愿。Whilerebuking oneselfwithpain, Xu Tingxuealsohas the respecttoAn Lan for the first time.
在自责与痛苦的同时,徐听雪也第一次对安岚产生敬佩之情。An LanbreedsBai Lian, actuallydoes not wantto suppress the Bai Lianinstinct.安岚放养白怜,其实只是不想压制白怜的天性吧。After allBai LianisInborn Sage, will directwill not makeherhave a bettergrowth.
毕竟白怜是天生圣人,指指点点并不会让她有更好的成长。An Lanis the truefamous teacher!安岚才是真正的名师啊!Like this decided that waits forAn Lanto come backfromoutside, howshemustlearnfromAn Lanleads the apprentice.
就这样决定了,等安岚从外边回来,她就要向安岚学习如何带徒弟。
......
……For a long time.
许久。RestoresnormalXu Tingxueto departfromBright Jasper Peak.
重新恢复正常的徐听雪从琼明峰离去。Bai Lianwalkstoward the summitsimilarly.白怜同样往山顶走去。Shehas no moodto go tounder the mountainto stroll.
她已经没什么心情去山下闲逛了。Leads the apprentice is not easy, leading the Junior Sisternever is also simple, perhapsshe must area the belt/bring the master.
带徒弟不容易,带师妹又何尝简单了,说不定她还得带一带师父。
Her Head Senior Sisterworked asis also difficult, whichthiswaswhatSenior Sister, clearlywas mother!
她这个大师姐当得也太难了吧,这哪是什么师姐,分明就是妈!„hai.”
“嗐。”Bai Liansighed.白怜叹了口气。Walkedseveralsteps, shestoppedsuddenly.
才走了几步,她忽然停了下来。
After the tree, highshorttwoJunior Sisterspushonegroup, afterbeing discoveredwalkedvery muchawkwardly.
树后,一高一矮两个师妹挤成一团,在被发现后很尴尬地走了出来。„Senior Sister.”
“师姐。”„mattercannotsay.”
“刚才的事可不能说出去。”TwoJunior Sisterchickenpeckingmeter/ricenods: „Un un.”
两个师妹小鸡啄米般点头:“嗯嗯嗯。”„Goes back.”
“回去吧。”Inbedroom.
卧房里。Bai Lianlooked atoneto exchange the picture of positionagain, shethinks,perhapssheshoulddrawone„family photo”.白怜看了一眼再次调换了位置的画,她想,或许她应该画一幅“全家福”了。Sheturns headto shift to the window.
她扭头转向窗户。
The tonight'smoonlight, is very suitableto be usedto recallpassing.
今晚的月色,果然很适合用来回忆过往。
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