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Heart Demon stands in same place has not moved. 心魔站在原地没动。 Its that jet black such as the eye pupil of black ink should be equally heavy like the stone, but in that darkness started the mighty waves at this time suddenly. 它那漆黑如墨的眼眸本该如石块一样沉重,但这时候那片黑暗中忽然掀起了波澜。 Tick-tock. 滴答。 The mighty waves shook Su Youwei entire Sea of Consciousness. 波澜撼动了苏幼微的整个识海 Does not have the sentimental sound from transmit in all directions. 没有感情的声音从四面八方传来。 „Do you know? Regarding qualified Heart Demon, it most precious thing actually hopes!” “你知道吗?对于一个合格的心魔而言,它最宝贵的东西竟然是希望!” Feels like the black humor? 是不是觉得像黑色幽默? Heart Demon smiled. 心魔笑了起来。 But it smiles very ugly, canine like sawtooth. 只不过它笑得很难看,尖牙如锯齿。 That like not smiling, is more like doing to slaughter the manifesto. 那不像笑,更像是在做杀戮宣言。 Because it is Heart Demon. 因为它是心魔嘛。 Heart Demon mostly is much longer cannot withstand. 心魔大都长得丑陋不堪。 Frightened, hates, cruelly, timid...... 恐惧、憎恶、暴戾、怯懦…… These mood mixed are similar to a black big dye vat that together cannot look at the bottom, seems like one piece not to trace the black forest of exit|to speak forever. 这些情绪混杂在一起就如同一个望不着底的黑色大染缸,又像是一片永远摸不到出口的黑森林。 Here does not have up. 这里没有光。 Gloomy wet cold. 只有阴暗湿冷。 Warm? 温暖? Only is the outside world warm. 温暖只属于外界。 It is long uniquely in Heart Demon that in such world is born that is normal. 在这样的世界里诞生的心魔长得很“别致”那是再正常不过了。 Because...... 因为…… Wrong is not I, is this world!” “错的不是我,是这个世界啊!” Only they have only then hopes. 它们唯一拥有的就只有希望。 Naturally, you can also say that this is the desire. 当然,你也可以说这是欲望。 Heart Demon also thinks to be much longer. 心魔也想长得好看。 Heart Demon also wants to have invincibly in the strength in world. 心魔也想拥有无敌于世间的力量。 Heart Demon also wants to have the right of free breath under the warm sunlight. 心魔也想拥有在温热的阳光下自由的呼吸的权利。 Heart Demon also...... 心魔也…… Therefore, they devastate the energetic will of host unceasingly, sends to hope oneself one day can draw in the darkness the host thoroughly, was replaced the host by oneself. 为此,它们不断地摧残宿主的精神意志,寄希望自己有一天能将宿主彻底拖入黑暗,让自己取代宿主。 Look, this is the abyss that you create, this is the place that I have lived, you will become me finally!” “看啊,这是你创造出来的深渊,这是我一直生活的地方,你终将成为我!” This is the Heart Demon victory manifesto. 这是属于心魔的胜利宣言。 Su Youwei genuine Heart Demon was once also embracing such expectation. 苏幼微的正版心魔曾经也怀抱着这样的期望。 It opens the eyes in the desire of slaughtering. 它在杀戮的欲望中睁开双眼。 The sword in Su Youwei hand claims a life of person to make it every time obtain the growth. 苏幼微手中的剑每带走一个人的生命都能让它获得成长。 In it thinks when oneself can quickly with the Su Youwei exchange status, appeared accidentally/surprisingly. 就在它以为自己很快能与苏幼微互换身份时,意外却出现了。 On that day, the desert snows. 那天,沙漠下起了雪。 Heart Demon knows that for the first time desert will also snow. 心魔还是第一次知道沙漠也会下雪。 This snow brings snow that kills intent. 只是这雪是带着杀意的雪。 The snowflake to it place, is the frost country. 雪花所至之处,皆为冰霜之国。 Sought for the immortal relic Su Youwei to run into the ambush in the vestige. 在遗迹中寻找仙人遗物的苏幼微遇到了埋伏。 The opponent is more than ten Deity Transformation Stage cultivator, again in addition two Amalgamation Stage powerhouse who controls the overall situation. 对手是十几个化神期修仙者,再加上两个掌控全局的合体期强者。 Even if sword like blood, even if killed intent incarnadine the bright moonlight, under besieging Su Youwei because weak dropped down. 纵然剑如血,纵然杀意染红了明月,在围攻下苏幼微还是由于体力不支倒下了。 The night of desert icy cold passed to Heart Demon by the body of Su Youwei. 沙漠之夜的冰凉透过苏幼微的身体传到了心魔身上。 Death. 死亡啊。 Originally the dark black forest became fearsomer. 本就幽暗的黑森林变得更加可怖了。 Heart Demon is scared. 心魔感到害怕。 But it knows, not every Heart Demon can replace the host, Heart Demon does not start an undertaking half, but the middle course body dies is the normal condition. 但它知道,并不是每一个心魔都能取代宿主,心魔创业未半而中道身死才是正常情况。 Heart Demon waits for death tranquilly. 心魔平静等死。 It felt the good mentality of perhaps at that time forming let be Heart Demon it learns exercising forbearance. 它觉得许是那时候形成的良好心态让身为心魔的它学会了忍让。 Finally it has not died, does not know the what happened matter, it followed the Su Youwei together rebirth. 最后它没有死,不知道发生了什么事,它跟随苏幼微一同重生了。 Is living hopefully also! 活着就还有希望! Heart Demon buoys up, started second struggle the travel. 心魔振作起来,开始了第二段“奋斗”之旅。 May not last forever. 可好景不长。 Also without it restored to the level of previous generation, that woman named Bai Lian came. 还没等它恢复到前世的水平,那个叫做白怜的女人就来了。 This woman has compared with the Heart Demon more fearful misleading ability, she easily punctured Su Youwei to wrap oneself defense cover, then crushed into Su Youwei in posture of the unapproachable deity at heart. 这女人拥有比心魔更可怕的蛊惑能力,她轻易地戳破了苏幼微包裹自己的保护罩,然后以无可匹敌的天神之姿挤进了苏幼微的心里。 Heart Demon was scared. 心魔傻眼了。 It has the premonition, will happen one day its ambition, its dream and its hope will brutally be shivered by Bai Lian! 它有预感,终有一天它的野心、它的梦想、它的希望会被白怜无情地敲碎! It is unwilling. 它不甘心啊。 As reincarnator, how is it also the Heart Demon child of destiny? 身为重生者,它也怎么着也算是心魔中的天命之子吧? How it can such easily the polecat belt/bring. 它怎么能这么轻易地狗带。 Heart Demon decision and Bai Lian well gesticulation gesture. 心魔决定与白怜好好比划比划。 At this time, the accident/surprise appeared. 这时,意外出现了。 Is closed right up against that one hear of far-fetched Visualization Art really views to find out new Heart Demon to come out by Su Youwei that Bai Lian inspires. 白怜鼓舞到的苏幼微靠着那个一听就不靠谱的观想之法真的观想出一个新的心魔出来了。 When sees that for the first time Heart Demon Bai Lian, its expression is very calm, but in fact its heart had surged the difficult situation. 在第一次看见那个“心魔白怜”时,它的表情很淡定,但实际上它心底早已涌起了惊涛骇浪。 Must possible...... 不可能不可能…… This not Heart Demon! 这一点儿也不心魔 Visualization Art must really be able to observe to find out new Heart Demon to come out, in that this world some people will not be trapped in Heart Demon. 观想之法要真能观想出新的心魔出来,那这世上就不会有人受困于心魔 Moreover this only pirates Heart Demon is very long not Heart Demon. 而且这只盗版心魔长得就很不心魔 Skin white/in vain pretty, the chest big buttocks curl upwards, the waist thin leg is long, has not liked wearing the shoes and socks. 肤白貌美,胸大屁股翘,腰细腿长,还不喜欢穿鞋袜。 Is Heart Demon of which family/home long like this? 谁家的心魔长这样? Actually these description glossaries should not appear on normal Heart Demon, because these things were too fine, Heart Demon cannot withstand this happiness. 其实这些描述词汇就不应该出现在一个正常的心魔身上,因为这些东西太美好了,心魔承受不起这份美好。 False, is false! 假的,都是假的! Legal copy Heart Demon pirates the Heart Demon battle with that furiously. 正版心魔奋力与那个盗版心魔交战。 It has tried the resort to violence. It routs that to pirate Heart Demon time and time again, but with the lapse of time, because that pirated Heart Demon to have the support of Su Youwei, it fell gradually leeward. 它尝试过武斗。它一次又一次击溃那个盗版心魔,但随着时间的推移,由于那个盗版心魔得到了苏幼微的支持,它渐渐落入下风。 It occupies Su Youwei entire Sea of Consciousness , can only occupy the corner of ten zhang (3.33 m) square by the present. 它原本占据着苏幼微的整个识海,到现在也就只能占据十丈见方的角落了。 It has also tried culture battle. 它也尝试过文斗。 It told Su Youwei that to pirate Heart Demon to have the issue, do not look that now is very gentle to you, actually she wants to deceive your body! 它告诉苏幼微那个盗版心魔有问题,你别看现在对你很温柔,其实她是想骗你身子! But Su Youwei does not listen. 苏幼微根本不听。 Does not do to spread rumors and mislead the people here!” “休要在这里妖言惑众!” No one believes that wants to take the host, but generation words that Heart Demon spoke. 没有人会相信一个想要取宿主而代之的心魔所说的话。 Moreover perhaps did it really guess wrong? 而且说不定它真的猜错了呢? After all it is only Heart Demon, besides to own cognition, all Su Youwei that it knows knows. 毕竟它只是一个心魔,除了对自己的认知外,它知道的一切苏幼微都知道。 After losing steadily, Heart Demon gave up the resistance. 屡战屡败后心魔放弃了抗争。 Su Youwei could not kill it in any case for a short time, might as well defend that corner sitting in meditation keeping in good health, arrival that again the waiting hoped. 反正苏幼微一时半会也杀不了它,不如守着那角落打坐养生,等待希望的再次降临。 Who once thinks what its flinching trades is ruthless! 谁曾想它的退缩换来的是赶尽杀绝! May endure, what else cannot be tolerated? 是可忍,孰不可忍? Must know that it is Heart Demon! 要知道它是心魔啊! Although it now is not normal Heart Demon, it had some human to have the sentiment that. 虽然它现在已经不是一个正常的心魔了,它拥有了少部分人类才有的感情。 But was this sentiment makes it not hope such aggrieved dying. 但就是这份感情让它更不愿就这样憋屈的死去。 The Heart Demon life is fighting with the host, dies at the matter that in the host hand does not lose face. 心魔的一生都在与宿主战斗,死在宿主手中并不是什么丢脸的事。 It unsupportable is it must die only, in does not know where from braves in the beautiful inexpensive huo hand that! 它唯独不能忍受的就是它要死在一个不知道从哪冒出来的妖艳贱huo手中! We once lived and died together, when you despair, was I haunched your will.” “我们曾经同生共死,在你绝望时,是我撑起了你的意志。” After quiet some little time, the Heart Demon sound resounds in the Su Youwei ear again. 在沉寂了好一会儿后,心魔的声音再次在苏幼微耳边响起。 All these passed.” “不过这一切都过去了。” We were the enemy, the fate are doomed both of us to branch out the life and death.” “我们是敌人,宿命注定了我们俩必须分出生死。” I am Heart Demon, I am not your nanny!” “我是心魔,我不是你的保姆!” The Heart Demon complexion looks very tranquil. 心魔的脸色看起来很平静。 It does not smile. 它不笑了。 That fierce face looked had several points of gentleness unexpectedly. 那狰狞的面庞看起来竟有了几分温柔。 Is the lovable monster big sister! 啊,是可爱的怪物大姐姐! To have the issue. 这么想就有问题了。 Su Youwei knows, what at this time she sees is only tranquility before the storm gather. 苏幼微知道,此时她看到的只是暴风雨来临前的平静。 She can feel being unwilling that there Heart Demon transmits. 她能感受到心魔那儿传来的不甘。 In her Sea of Consciousness has presented the scarlet red thunderstorm. 她的识海中已经出现赤红色的雷暴。 Then here will definitely erupt one not dead the continuous fierce battle. 接下来这里必然会爆发一场不死不休的激烈战斗。 She will perhaps be injured. 她也许会受伤。 But she believes, with the support of Senior Sister Bai she can be the victor in this fight! 但她相信,在白师姐的支持下她一定会是这场战斗中的胜利者! Begins!” “动手吧!” Su Youwei said to Heart Demon with the ice-cold tone. 苏幼微用冰冷的语气对心魔说。 Heart Demon has not acted, it swings suddenly begins. 心魔没有出手,它忽然摇起了头。 You are unable to face up to itself.” “你还是无法正视自己。” Su Youwei clenches teeth saying: You......” 苏幼微咬牙道:“你……” Heart Demon very impolite interrupted her words, as then Su Youwei keeps breaking its words such. 心魔很不客气的打断了她的话,一如当初苏幼微不停地打断它的话那样。 This called the retaliation from Heart Demon! 这叫来自心魔的报复! „Regardless how you quibbled, all that you make now evaded, you are unable to accept past, because you were afraid make Senior Sister Bai know your past.” “无论你怎么狡辩,你现在所做的一切还是逃避,你无法接受过去的自己,因为你害怕让白师姐知道你的过去。” The body of Su Youwei shivers fiercely, that snow white long hair is calm. 苏幼微的身体剧烈颤抖起来,那雪白的长发无风自动。 She is pointing at the nose of Heart Demon: Talked nonsense eight......” 她指着心魔的鼻子:“胡说八……” Look.” Heart Demon sneered, on your heart has the cavity as before, you observe that monster that wants to come out are not possible to fill up that cavity!” “看吧。”心魔冷笑了起来,“你的心上依旧有空洞,你观想出来的那个怪物是不可能填满那个空洞的!” You can see a hammer......” “你能看到个锤……” Heart Demon said: You should very be clear I not to lie!” 心魔道:“你应该很清楚我不是在说谎!” You in......” “你就是在……” Heart Demon gets angry: Not only cannot forget, is not willing to accept, wants to defeat Heart Demon by the biased dependence, in this world where has that good matter!” 心魔怒道:“既不能忘掉,又不愿接受,靠偏执的依赖就想战胜心魔,这世上哪有那么好的事!” This drinks greatly, called just like bell. 这一声大喝,宛如钟鸣。 Su Youwei is opening mouth, good long time not to speak. 苏幼微微张着嘴,好半晌不说话。 Heart Demon stretches out the arms. 心魔张开双臂。 It crisply. 它爽到了。 Originally, keeps interrupting others' words is the so full matter? 原来,不停地打断别人的话是如此酣畅淋漓的事吗? No wonder other day Su Youwei smiled that happily. 难怪上回苏幼微笑得那么开心。 Can Heart Demon live base and low? 心魔难道就一定要卑微的活着吗? No. 不。 At this moment, it decides to burn oneself. 这一刻,它决定燃烧自己。 Heart Demon said: „To beat me thoroughly, depends on your own strength!” 心魔说道:“想彻底击败我,就靠你自己的力量!” Su Youwei lowers the head. 苏幼微低着头。 Heart Demon continues saying: Even if otherwise I died, the cavity on your heart is unable to be made up as before. Heart Demon dropped down, will also have innumerable Heart Demon to stand!” 心魔继续道:“否则就算我死了,你心上的空洞依旧无法被补上。一个心魔倒下了,还会有无数个心魔站起来!” It calmly is standing. 它静静地站着。 It is waiting for the response of Su Youwei. 它在等待苏幼微的回应。 But what made its disappointed was, it discovered side Su Youwei Senior Sister Bai ignited fought intent. 但令它失望的是,它发现苏幼微身旁的“白师姐”身上燃起了战意。 Therefore , withdraws will become the custom. 所以说,退避是会变成习惯的。 These days it is also this, but it has waked. 这段时间的它也是这样,但它已经醒了过来。 I understood your meaning.” “我明白你的意思了。” Heart Demon sound or same as usual, but Su Youwei actually listened to the sense of distance. 心魔的声音还是老样子,但苏幼微却听出了距离感。 From that moment on, her Heart Demon as if no longer is her Heart Demon. 从这一刻起,她的心魔似乎不再是她的心魔 This feeling is very marvelous, she does not know how should explain to others. 这种感觉很奇妙,她也不知道该怎么跟其他人解释。 Sea of Consciousness trembles fiercely. 识海剧烈地震颤起来。 As if the end arrives. 仿佛末日降临。 That sunny world sudden disintegration, welled up from the slit in sky like the mercury at night. 那原本阳光灿烂的世界突然崩碎,黑夜如水银般从天空中的缝隙外涌了进来。 The Sea of Consciousness world returns to the boundless endless night in a flash. 转瞬间识海世界又回归无边长夜。 „-” “啊啊啊-” In the grating wailing sound, Su Youwei saw Heart Demon to burn. 在刺耳的尖啸声中,苏幼微看见心魔燃烧了起来。 That is the blood red flame! 那是血红色的火焰! One of bang emits, illuminated half the sky. 轰的一下喷吐而出,照亮了半边天。 She saw the fierce combat, she saw the life and death to leave depart, she saw the shatter skeleton! 她看见了刀光剑影,她看见了生死别离,她看见了破碎的尸骨! After a breath . 一息后。 Killing intent that soars to the heavens flows from the flame. 冲天的杀意自火焰中奔涌而出。 Then starts the distortion, reduction and restructuring on behalf of the Heart Demon huge shadow. 那代表心魔的巨大黑影开始扭曲、缩小、重构。 After another breath . 又一息后。 The sharp aura jumps to shoot from the flame kernel together, among that spindle-shaped hot groups was cut a seam. 一道锋锐的气息从火焰中心迸射而出,那梭形的火团中间被划开一条缝。 After seeing clearly the form that in that slit walks, Su Youwei was shocked completely. 待看清那缝隙中走出来的身影后,苏幼微完全愣住了。 That is she! 那是她! No. 不。 She on that another path. 那另一条道路上的她。 She had once seen in the innumerable illusions that often passed over gently and swiftly at present. 她曾在眼前时常掠过的无数幻象中见过。 She has the pure snow white long hair, she has like the ruby glaring eye pupil. 她有着不染纤尘的雪白色长发,她有着如红宝石般晃眼的眼瞳。 Her figure is petite, she uses the blood red long gown to wrap oneself that poor and weak body, she steps on barefoot on the blood-color flame, on the foot is wearing the clear bone chain. 她身形娇小,她用血红色的长袍包裹住自己那贫弱的身躯,她光着脚踩在血色的火焰上,脚上佩戴着圆润的骨链。 In her hand is grasping the sword, a sword drops the sword of blood sharp unceasingly downward. 她手中握着剑,一柄剑尖不断往下滴血的剑。 In the endless night blows gets windy. 长夜中刮起了风。 The white hair dances in the air. 白发飞舞。 Another Su Youwei is overlooking with the proud look who stand in the bright side. 另一个苏幼微用骄傲的眼神俯视着站在光明面的自己。 Her corners of the mouth brought back evil aura imposing smiling, the white tooth that exposes is no longer fearful. 她嘴角勾起了邪气凛然的笑,裸露出来的洁白牙齿不再可怕。 She like to slaughter fresh god, seems like dominates the King above life and death! 她就像为杀戮而生的神,又像是凌驾于生死之上的王者! Her steps on is being the fire of life! 她脚下踩着是生命之火啊! Su Youwei wants saying that she is very lovable. 苏幼微很想说她很可爱。 But on the fellow wrote all over the living person is not near. 但那家伙身上写满了生人勿近。 Eye of Su Youwei by stabbing pain. 苏幼微的眼睛被刺痛了。 This is you unacceptable!” “这就是你不能接受的自己!” Is full of the dignified sound to transmit from the sea of fire. 充满威严的声音从火海中传来。 The Su Youwei body ties tight. 苏幼微身体紧绷。 She heard oneself heartbeat, is thunderous like the midsummer. 她听见了自己的心跳,像盛夏雷鸣。 Bang- 轰隆- Su Youwei does not draw back voluntarily backward, but she has not drawn back eventually. 苏幼微不自觉地向后退,但她终究没退成。 A hand of warming built on her shoulder. 一只温暖的手搭在了她的肩膀上。 She does not be excessive, is Senior Sister Bai that she observes to come out. 她别过头,是她观想出来的白师姐 Senior Sister Bai said: Does not need to be afraid, has me , nothing can harm you!” 白师姐说:“不用害怕,有我在,没有任何东西能伤害到你!” Su Youwei nods subconsciously. 苏幼微下意识地点头。 Un.” “嗯。” She falls back on the Sea of Consciousness edge automatically, gives Bai Lian that the battlefield center Heart Demon Su Youwei and view want to come out. 她自动退到识海边缘,将战场的中心让给心魔苏幼微和观想出来的白怜 Heart Demon look as always rampant. 心魔的眼神一如既往的“嚣张”。 That is the pride of Heavy Defying Shura alone. 那是独属于逆天修罗的骄傲。 Her sword, then cut day after day. 她的剑,便连天都斩开了。 Has not been able to turn head! 已经无法回头了! Heart Demon closes the eye slowly. 心魔缓缓闭上眼睛。 I will become you finally! 我终将成为你! But perhaps you...... also many paths can choose. 而你……或许还有很多道路可以选择吧。 Deciding! 决胜负吧! If I won, I can have all your hatred to kill to put on this world. 倘若我赢了,我会带着你的所有憎恨杀穿这个世界。 If you won, you prayed that cannot present new Heart Demon. 倘若你赢了,那你就祈祷不会出现新的心魔吧。 Heart Demon opens the eye fiercely, she cuts a sword. 心魔猛地睁开眼睛,她斩出一剑。 A sword, blood river near world. 一剑,血河临世。 She rides the blood river to rush over to Senior Sister Bai. 她乘着血河向“白师姐”冲了过去。 She looks at each other one on the road with Su Youwei. 她在路上与苏幼微对视一眼。 I use the sword, to not protect you, but to live is seeing outside world. 我出剑,不是为了保护你,只是为了活着见到外面的世界。 The heart of Su Youwei shivered. 苏幼微的心颤动了一下。 She puts out a hand: Wait!” 她伸出手:“等等!” This decisive battle should not be such! 这场决战不应该是这样的啊! However the fight has started. 但是战斗已经开始了。
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