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#97: Road of (Middle Part) Extinguishing Tyrant

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„Are you a coward?”? A pretty girl stands in my, she looks that my tone and look are having the taunt. “你是胆小鬼吗？”？一个漂亮的女孩站在我的身后,她看着我语气和眼神都带着嘲讽。 That was my first time sees her, I shocking by her beauty. I do not know why in the world will have such beautiful girl, is seeing his moment, hears these words that she spoke, I felt that oneself was insulted inexplicably. Until many years later, I am clear, the feeling that originally that does not want the woman who likes despising by oneself. 那是我第一次看见她,我被她的美丽给震撼到了。我不知道世上为什么会有这么美丽的女孩,在见到他的那一刻,听到她说的那些话,我感觉到自己受到了莫名的侮辱。直到多年以后,我才明白,原来那是不想被自己所爱的女人轻视的感觉。 Young I stand, sticks out chest, arouses the courage: „No, I am not a coward!” I was shouting loud, as if the sound was louder, then can give me more courage. 年少的我站起来,挺起胸膛,鼓足勇气:“不,我不是个胆小鬼！”我高声的叫嚷着,仿佛声音越大,便能给我越多的勇气。 The girl visits me to smile, she threw to me a blade: „Proof looks to me.” 女孩看着我笑了笑,她把一把刀向我丢了过来:“证明给我看。” My helpless received that sharp blade: „What, proves what? Showed?” I a little zhang (3.33 m) two monk cannot feel the brains. 我手足无措的接过那把锋利的刀:“什么,证明什么？怎么证明？”我有点丈二的和尚摸不着头脑。 „Don't you have courage very much? Did monitor lizard you of these Carnage our companions forget? In your front, they have all eaten our schoolmates, showed that looked to me, asked our these schoolmates take revenge. Completes matter that they should complete.” The girl turns the head natural has left, only leaves behind me to grasp the knife to stand on the spot. “你不是很有勇气嘛？那些屠杀我们同伴的巨蜥难道你就忘记了吗？在你的面前,他们把我们的同学全都吃掉了,证明给我看,问我们的那些同学复仇。去完成他们应该完成的事情。”女孩转头潇洒的走掉了,只留下我握着刀子站在原地。 Monitor lizard hole. 巨蜥洞。 The corpse of lizard is overlapping. I came, I achieved. I used the nerve anesthetic to put to turn all lizards, and all killed them. 蜥蜴的尸体层层叠叠。我来了,我做到了。我用神经麻醉剂放翻了所有的蜥蜴,并且将它们全都杀了。 Before then I even link a courage of dissect small lizard on the dissect stage of science lab do not have. Every one time grasps the knife, or sees the corpse of dead animal, I felt that was disgusting and terrified. 在此之前我甚至连在科学实验室的解刨台上解刨一只小蜥蜴的勇气都没有。每一次握起刀子,或者是看到死去动物的尸体,我都感觉到一阵恶心和惶恐。 After I have all killed these lizards today, I discovered that I do not have any illness unexpectedly. No, said that is inaccurate. 但是当我今天将这些蜥蜴全都杀了之后,我发现我居然没有任何的不适。不,这么说并不准确。 In fact after I hold up the butcher knife to massacre a first lizard I discovered finally I for these years I on planet, in other schools and people being incompatible the feeling is anything. 实际上在我举起屠刀杀掉第一个蜥蜴之后我终于发现我这么多年以来我在星球上,在学校里和其他人格格不入的感觉是什么了。 That is I actually does not have any feeling! I do not have the joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness, I cannot feel any mood. However I have to the fear that the life elapses, after I hold up the butcher knife Carnage first only lizard, leaves me to go far away including the sense of fear that this only remains. Perhaps the fear lets my only normal life, but can also the thing like average man. 那就是我其实没有任何感觉！我没有喜怒哀乐,我感觉不到任何情绪。但是我有对生命逝去的恐惧,而当我举起屠刀屠杀第一只蜥蜴之后,连这仅剩的恐惧感都离我远去。也许恐惧是让我唯一正常生活,还能像常人一样的东西。 But now I do not have any sentiment again, I become very strange. However all people instead thought that I was normal, because I in the scientific class can the smooth dissect lizards. And can also write the score very high dissect report. That year my 12 year. 而现在我再也没有任何感情,我变得很奇怪。但是所有人反而都觉得我正常了,因为我在科学课上能顺利的解刨蜥蜴们了。并且还能写出分数很高的解刨报告。那一年我十二岁。 Others thought that I am very normal, but my oneself does not think more and more normally. Because I do not have any mood sensation, I want seeking diligently to return to something, even if frightened! 别人觉得我很正常,但是我自己却越来越觉得不正常。因为我没有任何的情绪感知,我想要努力的寻找回一些东西,哪怕是恐惧！ After because I lose all sentimental mood, my life becomes meaningless. I even thought that I should die immediately immediately. 因为当我失去所有感情情绪后,我的生活变得毫无意义。我甚至觉得我应该立刻马上死去。 But at this time, that pretty girl appear. I pledged, I have not seen her in the school. However she actually wears the uniform/subdue of school. 而这个时候,那个漂亮的女孩又出现了。我发誓,我在学校里并没有见过她。但是她却穿着学校的制服。 I once everywhere sought for her in the school, but does not have any news. Now her appear said in my front: „What is my young boy in puzzled?” 我在学校里曾经到处寻找她,但是却没有任何消息。现在她却出现在我的面前说道:“我的小男孩在困惑什么？” Is seeing her flash, I suddenly restored a sentimental color. I can feel 【Is living】 This felt. 在看到她的一刹那,我又忽然间恢复了一丝感情的色彩。我能感受到【活着】这个感觉了。 „I did not have any to feel, I did not have the joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness. I want to feel anything, but my actually anything cannot feel.” “我没有任何感觉了,我没有喜怒哀乐。我想要感受一些什么,但是我却什么都感受不到。” „Perhaps is because you haven't comprehended the life the true meaning?” “也许是因为你还没有领悟生命的真谛？” „True meaning?” “真谛？” „Yes, why doesn't do some bigger scientific experiment? dissect some more interesting thing?” Attracting all living things who the girl smiles. “是的,为什么不做一些更大的科学实验呢？解刨一些更有意思的东西？”女孩笑的魅惑众生。 Under her agitation, my dissect more and more animals, the volume is also getting bigger and bigger. I am seeking for the life the true meaning am anything. I want to know the answer urgently, because only by doing so, I may seek for the oneself extrication the good medicine. 在她的鼓动下,我解刨越来越多的动物,体积也越来越大。我在寻找生命的真谛是什么。我迫切的想要知道答案,因为只有这样,我才有可能寻找到自己解脱的良药。 I start realizing slowly, I am a monster. On this world only then I am this. 我开始慢慢的意识到,我是一名怪物。这个世界上只有我是这样的。 After my dissect mountain ape-man, I have not gotten the answer as before. This was the species of closest intelligent lifeform I knew. However life true meaning where? Why I cannot seek. 当我解刨山猿人之后,我依旧没有得到答案。这是我所知道的最接近智慧生物的物种了。但是生命的真谛在哪里？为什么我寻找不到。 „Perhaps we should trade a goal.” The girl smiled, she leads me to arrive on planet a beautiful garden. “也许我们应该换一个目标。”女孩笑了笑,她带着我来到星球上一处漂亮的花园。 My two schoolmates behind there rock are hugging. 我的两个同学正在那儿的岩石后面拥抱在一起。 „Are they doing? Are their manners very intimate?” I have doubts very much, I do not know that a man and a woman closely support, and mutual exchange saliva has any significance. “他们在干什么？他们的举止很亲密？”我很疑惑,我不知道一男一女紧紧相拥,并且互相交换唾液有什么意义。 „That is the love, my young boy.” The beautiful girl was ridiculing my ignorance. “那是爱情,我的小男孩。”漂亮女孩在嘲笑我的无知。 „Love?” “爱情？” „Yes, this is on world is most delightful, and made the feeling that one endured gladly. Had the love, you can feel entire world!” Girl's voice resounds in my ear. “是的,这是世界上最甜美并且令人甘之如饴的感觉。有了爱情,你就能感受整个世界！”女孩的声音在我耳边响起。 I cannot repress my impulsion, I want to obtain this feeling impatiently: „How should I do?” 我按捺不住我的冲动,我迫不及待的想要获得这种感觉:“我该怎么做？” The girl is winking cunning big eye: „Do you guess?” 女孩眨着狡黠的大眼睛:“你猜呢？” Therefore the dissect class of first intelligent lifeform started. However is very regrettable, I as before not in the thing that in dissect seeks for that named love. 于是第一次智慧生物的解刨课开始了。但是很遗憾,我依旧没有在解刨中寻找到那种名为爱情的东西。 Does this feeling come from where? Does it form? Why will make the person endure gladly? 这种感觉从何而来？它是怎么形成的?为什么会让人甘之如饴？ Missing of my schoolmate has caused some tumults in school. However nobody associated to them is killed. Because Titan Star did not have the case of murder already the more than 1 million year. Everybody has forgotten to murder is anything, even has not mentioned the processing mode of murder including the law. 我的同学的失踪在学校引起了一些骚动。但是没有人联想到他们是被人杀了。因为泰坦星没有谋杀案已经一百多万年了。大家都已经忘记谋杀是什么了,甚至连法律都没有提及谋杀的处理方式。 But I fortunately good living on this planet, nobody knows that Thanos has done anything. Everybody is seeking for missing schoolmate. 而我还好好的活在这个星球上,没有人知道萨诺斯干过什么。大家都在寻找失踪的同学。 But in home, my mother, that mother who fell insanely has actually seen through me. She knows that I have made anything. 而在家中,我的母亲,那个已经疯掉的母亲却看穿了我。她知道我做了什么。 She aroused my curiosity, I am a monster, I have been able to confirm to the present thoroughly. However she breeds a monster? 她激起了我的好奇心,我是一个怪物,我到现在已经可以彻底确认了。但是到底她是怎么孕育一个怪物的呢？ I in dissect stage admiral my mother also dissect. However I had not found the answer that I want. 我在解刨台上将我的母亲也解刨了。但是我还是没有找到我想要的答案。 I also know that I am unable to treat on the Titan Star ball. I want to look for that beautiful girl and I flee together, but I actually could not find her. 我也知道我无法在泰坦星球上待下去了。我想找那个漂亮女孩和我一起出逃,但是我却找不到她。 Therefore I can only oneself capture airship, flies to the vast universe. 于是我只能自己夺取了一艘飞船,飞向浩瀚的宇宙。 I start to roam about in the universe, am of no fixed abode. Joins one group of universe pirates, where snatches from here. Do not misunderstand, I do not slaughter responsibly, my dissect many lifeform, but out of the research research purpose, I loathes to slaughter. 我开始在宇宙中流浪,居无定所。加入一伙宇宙海盗,从这里抢到哪里。别误会,我不负责杀戮,我解刨很多生物,但是都是出于研究科研目的,我厌恶杀戮。 Then knew that a woman, then falls in love(, if that calculates that love), then gives birth. Then quick being weary, then changes one group of pirates, then continues on saṃsāra. 然后认识一个女人,然后相爱（如果那算爱情的话）,然后生子。接着就是很快的厌倦,然后又换一伙海盗,接着延续上一个轮回。 , I am seeking for the love unceasingly unceasingly, resembled me to have been same. I am seeking for my feeling, but I actually can only unceasing losing. 不断不断的,我在寻找爱情,就好像我曾经拥有过一样。我在寻找我的感觉,但是我却只能不断的迷失。 To one day, that beautiful girl once more appear. 一直到某一天,那个漂亮女孩再次出现。 PS: Extinguishing Tyrant Thanos the road of growth is very important, these stories stem from official comics «Thanos Rising» basically. However I believe that many book friends will not look at first edition comics. Therefore I must spread to write this story. PS:灭霸萨诺斯的成长之路还是很重要的,这些故事基本出于官方漫画《灭霸崛起》。不过我相信很多书友都不会去看原版漫画。所以我还是要铺写这段故事。 Moreover in first edition comics has the vague thing, loses all feelings about Thanos, cannot feel the joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness and so on thing of latent level, in comics not straightforward description. Needs carefully to read can know, I refine key point in the comics. 而且原版漫画中有很多隐晦的东西,关于萨诺斯失去所有的感觉,感受不到喜怒哀乐之类的潜在层的东西,漫画中并没有直白的描绘出来。需要仔细阅读才能得知,我算是提炼一下漫画中的关键点。
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