Houses situated in inner apartments edge, the upturned eave arch selects slantingly to spatially, sits here, can the bird's eye view entire inner apartments. 位于内宅边缘的一处房舍,飞檐斗拱斜挑向空,坐在这里,可以俯瞰整个内宅。 Gu Zhuting sits in the azure black folding Vanuatu ridge, is relying on Di Wen, drinks alone to the moon/month. 古竹婷就坐在青黑色的叠瓦屋脊上,倚着一只邸吻,对月独酌。 „Palatial building” is only then others of person in office status can have, this time regarding Di Shou, although did not have the explicit rank by determining the social class, but will use Di Wen of Longfeng except for imperial few people as own ridge, what Yang Fan your family place uses is in a sea the unusual animals. “五脊六兽”是只有官身地位的人家才能拥有的,这个时代对于邸兽虽还没有明确的排位以确定阶级,但是除了皇家还是很少有人会用龙凤作为自家屋脊的邸吻,杨帆府上用的是一种海中异兽。 The Gu Zhuting sword puts on the eaves tile of one side lotus petal design, usually is used to shake the hand of sword to raise one bag of liquor at this time. When is on night duty should not drink wine, but she cannot bear, does not drink wine she to burst into tears, however she although now is drinking, cannot bear burst into tears. 古竹婷的剑就搁在一旁莲瓣图案的瓦当上,平时用来握剑的手此时正提着一袋酒。值夜时本不该饮酒,可她忍不住,不饮酒她就想流泪,然而她现在虽然在喝酒,还是忍不住流泪。 Father's words thorn has hurt her heart, bares her dignity, the wound she is a mass of cuts and bruises. But a person sits here, calmly when is looking at moon in sky, engages in introspection, perhaps she comes and goes out Anu dwelling frequently is not intends to want close Father, however in her moral nature doesn't have a point such idea really? 父亲的话刺疼了她的心,把她的尊严剥开,伤得她体无完肤。可是一个人坐在这儿,静静地望着天空中的月亮时,扪心自问,或许她常常出入阿奴的住处不是有意地想要接近阿郎,但是她的心底里真就没有一点这样的想法？ Thinks of here, on Gu Zhuting face burning, if not for in this silent night, only then she here, she wants to look for a crack to worm one's way into. She thought that has liked a person, not wanted the day of non- asking compared with before really also painstakingly, swore is not moved, how to move? 想到这里,古竹婷脸上火辣辣的,若不是在这寂静的夜里只有她一个人在这儿,她真想找个地缝钻进去。她觉得,喜欢了一个人,真比以前无欲无求的日子还苦,立誓不动情,怎就动了心呢？ „Ka” “咔嗒” The body bank has sound that the tile tilts, Gu Zhuting has drunk intent, one hear of sounds, her liquor bag rapidly has then handed over the left hand, puts the sword on eaves tile to fall into her hand, the fingers/tiger mouth grasps slantingly, the thumb according to the circlip, a pair of bright vision arrow sweeps off generally. 身畔有瓦片掀动的声音,古竹婷只是微有醺意,一听声音,她的酒袋便迅速交到了左手,搁在瓦当上的剑落入她的手中,虎口斜握,拇指按在卡簧上,一双明亮的目光箭一般扫去。 But she discovered immediately mounts the person in ridge is Yang Fan, Gu Zhuting hurries to lower the head, fast wipes the tears, does to stand calmly, asked: „Father. How you come...... Be careful!” 可她随即就发现登上屋脊的人是杨帆,古竹婷赶紧低下头,飞快地拭去眼泪,强作镇定地站起来,问道:“阿郎。你怎么来……小心！” The Gu Zhuting diving posture jumps, supports Yang Fan, Yang Fan is top-heavy, the under foot is somewhat impractical, whatever he Gu Zhuting is holding, sway sits down in the ridge, is looking up to the airborne bright bright moonlight, wisp of Bo Yun floats gently, will envelop a veil for that bright moonlight. 古竹婷飞身跃起,一把将杨帆扶住,杨帆头重脚轻,脚下有些虚浮,他任由古竹婷扶着,摇摇晃晃地在屋脊上坐下,仰望着空中皎洁的明月,一缕薄云轻轻飘来,正要为那明月笼上一层面纱。 Yang Fan is looking at moon. Hehe has laughed foolishly two, said: „You are really intelligent, originally...... Originally sits in the room, looks clear.” 杨帆望着月亮。呵呵地傻笑了两声,道:“你真聪明,原来……原来坐在房上,看的清楚啊。” Gu Zhuting is very speechless, original having mind filled with gloomy mood. Was actually swept away by his drunken language, made that she only wants to smile. She knows that Yang Fan alone leaves the matter of mansion in the afternoon, looked that he drowns worries in drink now, is it possible that has met what extremely the matter that is difficult to solve? 古竹婷很无语,本来满腹愁绪。却被他一句醉话一扫而空,弄得她只想笑。她知道杨帆午后独自离开府邸的事,看他现在借酒浇愁,莫非是遇到了什么极难解决的事么？ Yang Fan looks at the sky moon, asked crazily: „You looked that moon is beautiful?” 杨帆怔怔地看着天空的月亮,痴痴地问道:“你看,那月亮美不美？” Gu Zhuting nods gently, realized that he cannot see. Has complied with one: „Un!” 古竹婷轻轻点点头,意识到他看不到。才又应了一声:“嗯！” Yang Fan spooky tunnel: „Moon, everybody think...... Only can look , the fool will think...... Can pick it, is actually...... Actually I can pick. I can, I, so long as puts out a hand......” 杨帆幽幽地道:“月亮啊,人人都以为……只能仰望,傻瓜才会觉得……能把它摘到手,可是其实……其实我能摘到手的。我能的,我只要一伸手……” Yang Fan stands suddenly, makes an effort to put out a hand to moon in sky, then his body plants forward fiercely...... 杨帆忽然站起来,向天空中的月亮用力伸出了手,然后他的身子向前猛地一栽…… If not Gu Zhuting holds his collar. Like dragging dead dog makes an effort to pull him, he plants to the room gets down. If therefore breaks off the neck, he has become in history first, because crawls to the person who the sky picks moon while still alive plunge to death. 如果不是古竹婷一把抓住他的脖领子。像拖死狗似的将他用力扯回来,他就得一头栽到房下去。如果因此折断脖子,那他就成了史上第一个因为爬到天空摘月亮而被活活摔死的人。 Gu Zhuting this pulls the strength to be very big, Yang Fan almost sat by in the ridge very much crudely, he is looking at the sky as before, two lines of tears blurred his eye rapidly, his sobbing tunnel: „But I do not have, I have not put out a hand, I not to put out a hand......” 古竹婷这一扯力气很大,杨帆几乎是被很粗暴地拉坐在屋脊上,他依旧望着天空,两行泪水迅速模糊了他的眼睛,他哽咽地道:“可我没有,我没伸手、我没伸手啊……” „Day! Father gets drunk how likely child!” Gu Zhuting caresses the volume by the hand, did not endure dead to see, does not know that Father of this acting like a madman must do. “天呐！阿郎喝醉的时候怎么像个小孩子！”古竹婷以手抚额,不忍卒睹了,不知道这个疯疯癫癫的阿郎还要干什么。 „Thump thump......” “咕咚咚……” Hears the sound, Gu Zhuting gains ground hurriedly, sees Yang Fan to be supine the neck, waters a horse fills the liquor generally, Gu Zhuting is hurrying to hold his wrist/skill, begged reluctantly: „Father, do not drink, is good?” 听到声音,古竹婷急忙抬头,就见杨帆仰着起脖子,饮马一般地灌着酒,古竹婷赶紧抓住他的手腕,无奈地央求道:“阿郎,不要喝了,好不好？” Yang Fan looks at the bright moonlight that the light cloud is covering disappointed, silent long time, probably slightly restored the reason, his low tunnel: „Today...... Came back late, because...... The gold/metal I protect to look my am cut by broken glass, I...... I Wu beautiful sect that bastard punching.” 杨帆怅望着轻云笼罩的明月,沉默半晌,好象稍稍恢复了理智,他低低地道:“今天……回来晚了,因为……金吾卫找我的碴儿,我……我把武懿宗那个王八蛋给揍了。” „What?” “什么？” The Gu Zhuting correct use body is going against the body of Yang Fan, if she does not make Yang Fan rely on, only feared that leaves the back of the head of Yang Fan to knock in the ridge, he drank, this appearance, how pressed other source is really on room. 古竹婷正用身子顶着杨帆的身体,她若不让杨帆倚着,只怕一抽身杨帆的后脑勺就得磕在屋脊上,他是真的喝多了,这副样子,真难为他方才是怎么上的房。 Heard these words, Gu Zhuting leans slightly the body, opened the eye surprisedly, said: „Father...... Have you hit a prince of Wu unexpectedly?” 听到这句话,古竹婷稍稍侧了身子,惊讶地张大眼睛,道:“阿郎……你竟然打了武家的一个王爷？” Yang Fan „hey” smiles, makes an effort to beckon with the hand, the tongue was saying greatly: „All right! Is all right radically! What do you fear? Ha, we for...... Fights for the private affair, is in gentle Fangli, not only does not involve the standpoint, does not involve to stand in line, you think...... You think that the empress can manage? Haha, you are really...... Silly thing......” 杨帆“嘿嘿”地笑,用力摆着手,大着舌头道:“没事！根本没事！你怕什么？哈哈哈,我们为……为了私事打架,还是在温柔坊里,既不涉及立场、又不涉及站队,你以为……你以为女皇会管吗？哈哈,你真是个……傻丫头……” „Are others greatly better than you?” Gu Zhuting did not know whether to laugh or cry was following one at heart, was, she wants to cry, her had a bewildered warm feeling at heart, only warmed her to burst into tears, she hurried to turn head, does not want to make Yang Fan note the tears in her eyes. “人家比你大好不好？”古竹婷哭笑不得地在心里跟了一句,可是不知怎地,她就想哭,她的心里有种莫名其妙的暖意,暖得她只想流泪,她赶紧扭过头去,不想让杨帆注意到她眼中的泪光。 Yang Fan has filled a liquor, swung swinging, the wine pot emptied, Yang Fan has turned the head confusedly, sees the liquor bag in Gu Zhuting hand, immediately both eyes one bright, has seized her liquor bag, has filled one maliciously, said: „In surface, is will certainly not have the matter. But...... This enmity also certainly has! So long as makes him catch the opportunity, hehe......” 杨帆又灌了口酒,摇了摇,酒壶空了,杨帆迷茫地转过头,看见古竹婷手中的酒袋,顿时双眼一亮,一把夺过她的酒袋,狠狠灌了一口,才道:“表面上,是一定不会有事的。可是……这个仇也是一定结下啦！只要让他逮着机会,呵呵……” Gu Zhuting is silent, Yang Fan is also silent, after a while, said with the even more low and deep sound: „Therefore, something, either do not struggle, struggled, cannot give up again, because you, if gave up, will link you originally have must lose. ancient miss, if...... If I lose the present authority, except for Wu beautiful sect that stupid pig, you said that also many people think...... To make me be with one's family broken up and decimated?” 古竹婷沉默着,杨帆也沉默着,过了一会,才用越发低沉的声音道:“所以,有些东西,要么别争,争到了,就决不能再放弃,因为你若是放弃,就会连你本来已经拥有的都要失去。古姑娘,如果……如果我失去现在的权力,除了武懿宗那头蠢猪,你说还有多少人想……想让我家破人亡？” Yang Fan has held up the liquor bag, potable water has filled air/Qi maliciously, panting for breath, in Gu Zhuting shoulder is starting to become tender by the body, starts to slide: „Authority, is the tiger back, once rode, be not thinking, you thought that only if...... Only if before you have not offended anybody, otherwise...... You want to be a peaceful wealthy man not to be impossible.” 杨帆又举起了酒袋,饮水似的狠狠灌了一气,喘息着,靠在古竹婷肩上的身子开始发软,开始下滑:“权力啊,就是个虎背,一旦骑上去了,你就别想着下来,你想下来,除非……除非是在你没有得罪任何人之前,否则……你想做个太平富家翁也不可能了。” Gu Zhuting understands that the meaning of Yang Fan, these years on the government, the person who Yang Fan offends are many, by these people that he fights, even if lost power, they how the present Yang. Also did not represent how Yang of declining, even if the Yang Fan martial arts, he henceforth any matter did not do, all day defended side the family member. 古竹婷明白杨帆的意思,这些年在官场上,杨帆得罪的人并不少,被他斗垮的那些人即便已经失势的,他们奈何不了现在的杨家。也不代表奈何不了败落的杨家,就算杨帆有一身武功,他从此什么事都不做,整天守在家人身边。 A government people, uses not necessarily is the military force. But on the rivers and lakes, some people hates the Yang Fan bone to inter the body similarly, for example Lu. If Yang Fan loses the power and influence and that huge incomparable strength that he has now, Lu Jia thinks that the milling dies he like stamping an ant. 官场中人,用的不一定是武力。而在江湖上,同样有人恨杨帆入骨,比如卢家。如果杨帆失去他现在所拥有的权势和那庞大无匹的力量,卢家想辗死他就像踩死一只蚂蚁。 Gu Zhuting does not understand that actually today what happened, Yang Fan said that he is because late turns over to I to protect to conflict with the gold/metal. Therefore had the conflict with the Wu beautiful sect, then had an accident before? Why will he late turn over to? Gu Zhuting knows where the gentle work place is, but why can Yang Fan go to the gentle work place? 古竹婷不明白今天究竟发生了什么事,杨帆说他是因为晚归与金吾卫冲突。所以才与武懿宗发生了冲突,那么之前出了什么事？他又为什么会晚归？古竹婷知道温柔坊是什么地方,可杨帆又为什么要去温柔坊？ A question mark of Gu Zhuting head, cannot bear asks a soft voice: „Why Father alone leaves mansion in the afternoon, what happened?” 古竹婷一脑袋的问号,忍不住轻声问道:“阿郎午后何故独自离开府邸,发生了什么事？” Yang Fan looks up to is spoken by the bright moonlight that light Yun Zhe has disappointed. Gu Zhuting waited long time not to see him to reply, but also thinks that he has fallen asleep, the side first one looked at his face, Gu Zhuting had a scare, on the Yang Fan face the tears sparkled, he has cried, he cried unexpectedly! 杨帆仰望着被轻云遮起的明月怅然不语。古竹婷等了半晌不见他回答,还以为他睡着了,侧头一看他的脸,古竹婷不禁吓了一跳,杨帆脸上泪光闪闪,他哭了,他竟然哭了！ Gu Zhuting has become confused. Roars hastily said: „Your slave did not ask that did not ask, Father...... Do not be sad.” 古竹婷慌了手脚。连忙哄道:“奴家不问了,不问了,阿郎……你不要伤心。” The Yang Fan tears have turned head tearfully, sobbed was saying to Gu Zhuting: „Ancient miss. Actually my very bastard, you said that is?” 杨帆泪水潸潸地扭过头来,哽咽着对古竹婷道:“古姑娘。其实我挺混蛋的,你说是不是？” Gu Zhuting does not know how should reply is good, she does not think Father bastard but actually, she thinks Father...... Very childish. The Yang Fan tears class is incessantly typical: „I know. I know that I am a bastard. I truly am a big bastard.” 古竹婷不知该怎么回答才好,她倒不觉得阿郎混蛋,她只是觉得阿郎……挺孩子气的。杨帆泪流不止地道:“我知道。我知道,我是混蛋。我确实是个大混蛋。” The Gu Zhuting forced smile said: „Father has not made the mistake anything, what's wrong...... How to say itself?” 古竹婷苦笑道:“阿郎又没做错什么,怎么……怎么这么说自己呢？” Yang Fan shook the head, bitter and astringent tunnel: „Has not made the mistake......, Right! I have not made the mistake! But I have not done right, that is wrong.” 杨帆摇了摇头,苦涩地道:“没做错……,对！我是没做错！可是我没做对,那就是错啊。” The Gu Zhuting probe asked: „What matter Father hasn't done right?” 古竹婷试探地问道:“什么事阿郎没有做对？” Yang Fan shakes the head silently, said low-spirited: „Person to the world, walks this, actually this. I am also good, you are also good, should grasp only...... Is now, because...... Because nobody knows that will then have anything. For to say did not scavenge the unclear reason, artificial, should not......” 杨帆默默地摇头,黯然道:“人到世上,走这一遭,其实就这一回。我也好,你也好,唯一该把握的……就是现在,因为……因为没有人知道接下来会发生什么。为了些说不清道不明的理由,矫情,不应该啊……” Yang Fan starts to burst into tears, raises head pours liquor down the throat toward the throat, Gu Zhuting puts out a hand then to seize: „Father, you cannot drink again.” 杨帆又开始流泪,仰起头来往喉咙里灌酒,古竹婷伸手便夺:“阿郎,你不能再喝了。” „Your leave alone I!” Yang Fan stared, reproves: „You also managed me to come, big courage!” “你别管我！”杨帆瞪起眼睛,训斥道:“你还管起我来了,好大的胆子！” His face tear stains, these words are very what a pity dignified, look like do not have dignifiedly. Two person male servants pull one, a Yang Fan body crooked, entire body slide to below suddenly, lay all of a sudden on the thigh of Gu Zhuting. 可惜他一脸泪痕,这句话挺威严,看起来却毫无威严可言。两个人厮扯一阵,杨帆身子一歪,整个身子突然向下一滑,一下子趴到了古竹婷的大腿上。 Gu Zhuting has been scared, this place...... This place she little touches, now...... Now is resting the head on by cheeks of grown man solid, she as if can feel his breath through skirt sleeve. 古竹婷吓呆了,这地方……这地方她自己都很少去碰,现在……现在被一个大男人的脸颊结结实实地枕着,她似乎都能通过裙袂感觉到他的呼吸了。 The Gu Zhuting body stiffened, long time cannot move, when she shames and air/Qi wants to shove open Yang Fan the time, discovered accidentally Yang Fan pillow on her thigh, has exuded the slight snoring sound, he fell asleep unexpectedly. 古竹婷身子都僵住了,半晌动弹不得,等她又羞又气地想要推开杨帆的时候,意外地发现杨帆枕在她的大腿上,已经发出了轻微的鼾声,他居然睡着了。 Gu Zhuting lowers the head, is looking at carefully his appearance carefully, under the moonlight, Yang Fan that goes off, on the face as if child naivete, on his face as before are hanging the tear stains, occasionally also will sob: „He in sad, he really in sad, is, because what makes him so sad?” 古竹婷低着头,仔细端详着他的容颜,月光下,睡去的杨帆,脸上似乎有一种孩子般的稚气,他的脸上依旧挂着泪痕,偶尔还会抽泣一下:“他在伤心,他真的在伤心,是谁,因为什么让他这般伤心？” Gu Zhuting looks that a supple motherhood is in flood in her inner world quietly, she does not endure to push to awake he, even gently has also bent bends leg, making him lie down is more comfortable. 古竹婷看着,一种柔柔的母性在她的心海里悄悄泛滥,她不忍推醒他,甚至还轻轻屈了屈腿,让他躺的更舒服些。 If the gauze thin cloud puts aside from moon gently, the light cream moonlight made the earth shine suddenly, Gu Zhuting not away Yang Fan such near, by such ambiguous posture, took a look at him unscrupulously: His eyebrow, his eye and his tall Ting bridge of the nose and lip bright mouth...... 如纱的薄云从月亮上轻轻地移开,清霜般的月光让大地陡然亮了一下,古竹婷从不曾距杨帆如此之近,以这样暧昧的姿势,肆无忌惮地打量他:他的眉、他的眼、他高挺的鼻梁、唇瓣鲜明的嘴巴…… Gu Zhuting heart palpitates, suppresses the impulsion that is kissing, she recalled suddenly Yang Fan just had said words, mastication long time, her fragrant heartbeat was even more fierce, so that in „pit-a-pat” trembles including the thigh: „Person said after the liquor, spits true words, Father this is...... What is this is suggesting my?” 古竹婷的芳心一阵悸动,强忍着吻下去的冲动,她突然回想起了杨帆刚刚说过的话,咀嚼半晌,她的芳心跳的愈发厉害了,以致连大腿都在“突突”地发颤:“人说酒后吐真言,阿郎这是……这是在暗示我什么吗？” ( to be continued ) （未完待续）