The blacktoadas if not likebysuchcrudetreatmentvery much, itturnedturning over, thenopened the mouthtoSu Bai, probablyis roaring, probablyis roaring, probablywas condemningnumerous crimes that Su Baicommits!
黑色的蟾蜍似乎很不喜欢被这样粗暴的对待,它翻了翻身,然后冲着苏白张开了嘴,像是在咆哮,像是在怒吼,像是在谴责苏白犯下的累累罪行!However, itafter all is only a toad, even ifhaspowerfulhypnosisability, is unable to changeitas beforeis only a fact of toad, thereforeitnowthisappearance, appearssomewhatweakwithlaughable.
但是,它毕竟只是一只蟾蜍,哪怕具备着强大的催眠能力,也依旧无法改变它只是一只蟾蜍的事实,所以它现在这个样子,显得有些幼稚跟可笑。Su Baitakes upon the tableto placeby a dessertforkvery muchat will.苏白很是随意地拿起餐桌上放在点心旁的一根叉子。„No!”
“不!”
The opposite partywantto open the mouthto prevent, whenhejustshouted, onlyhearsoneincomparablyclearly„sonorous”.
对方想要开口阻止,但是当他刚刚喊出来的时候,只听得一声无比清脆的“铿锵”。Thisblacktoad, had been nailed tightbySu Baion the table.
这只黑蟾蜍,已经被苏白钉死在了桌子上。
The blood of blacktoadis the green, at this timehas the greenbloodto startto fill the air, brings a wickedstink.
黑蟾蜍的鲜血是绿色的,此时已经有绿色的鲜血开始弥漫起来,带来一种恶臭味。Su Baideeplyattractedone, the expressionbrought the pointto be enchanted by, butSu Baisuppressednot to goto stretch out the fingerto make the blacktoadbloodto tastesomeimpulsions, butsilentlyboth handsoverlapping, the visionlooks atfrontmantranquilly, before onesuch as, thismansolookstranquillyoneselfwalked.苏白深吸了一口,表情带着点迷醉,不过苏白还是强忍住没有去伸出指头弄点黑蟾蜍鲜血来品尝一些的冲动,而是默默地把双手交叉起来,目光平静地看着面前的男子,一如之前这个男子如此平静地看着自己走来。Frontveryfinemanat this timeactuallyseemsa littlecould not withstand, hestartedflurriedly, in the visiondoes not dareto believecompletely, broughtto wipepanic-stricken.
只是,面前这个本来很精致的男子此时却显得有点过于的不堪了,他开始慌乱了,目光之中满是不敢置信,同时带着一抹惊恐。Those whomadeSu Baislightlysomewhataccidental/surprisedwas, hispanic-stricken, notregardingoneself, buthadother.
令苏白微微有些意外的是,他的惊恐,不是对于自己,而是另有其他。After a little while, Su Baiclearlybecame aware, puts out a hand, stroked a corpse of blacktoadgently, to be honest, the feel very bad.
少顷,苏白明悟了过来,伸手,轻轻抚摸了一下黑蟾蜍的尸体,老实说,手感很差。„Youare notitsmaster, yes?”
“你不是它的主人,是么?”
The mennodvery muchdifficultly, thenbrings the enormousspatialstorehouseto pullownhair, „Iwill die.”
男子很是艰难地点了点头,然后带着极大的空库抓了抓自己的头发,“我会死的。”What the opposite party said that will behe himselfwill die, rather thanSu Baiwill die.
对方说的是他自己会死,而不是苏白会死。SomeSu Baiintentoutlets: „UnderDreadful Radio Game, no onecankillyoucasually.”苏白有些意外道:“在恐怖广播之下,没人能随便地杀你。”
The menalmostflowed out the tears, the whole personrolled upon the chair, shook the headto saydesperately: „No, hecan, Imakevowingtohim, Iamhisservant, heismymaster.”
男子几乎是流出了泪水,整个人蜷缩在了椅子上,拼命地摇头道:“不,他能,我对他立下了誓言,我是他的仆人,他是我的主人。”Su Baiis silent, Dreadful Radio Gamewas very reasonable, thiswasallaudiencewell-knownthings;苏白默然,恐怖广播很讲道理,这是一件所有听众都众所周知的事情;In fact, Dreadful Radio Gamewas similar to the king of Western Europeanmiddle agesperiod, leads the enormousauthority, but all audiencequitethereforekingknights of , theyhave very bigdegree of freedom, but must receive the restraintfromking . Moreover, Dreadful Radio Gamemaycompared with any king of period, have the unsurpassedauthority.
事实上,恐怖广播就如同西欧中世纪时期的君王,带着极大的权威,而所有的听众都相当于是君王手下的骑士,他们有着很大的自由度,但是也必须受到来自君王的约束,而且,恐怖广播可比任何时期的君王,都更具备着无上权威。Ifthisman, has really taken an oathto becomeanotheraudienceservant, hismastermustkillhim, even ifheisaudience, according toDreadful Radio Gameto the annotation of ruleandcustom, Dreadful Radio Gamewill not pay attention tothismatter, will not haveKarma.
如果这个男子,真的是已经宣誓成为另一个听众的仆人的话,他的主人要杀他,哪怕他是一个听众,按照恐怖广播自己对规则和规矩的诠释来说,恐怖广播是不会理会这件事的,也不会有因果。InitiallySu BaiinLondon, the SophiabossoncemadeSophiadrink the nextglass of red wines, in the red wine is completely the bloodinsects, thatpossiblyacted in a play, butSu Baidoes not think that was the program, Sophiahad not saidcompletely, Su Baihad not asked that butSu Baibelieves that relations between Sophiaandbosses, has not seemed likethathappy.
当初苏白在伦敦,索菲亚的上司曾让索菲亚喝下一杯红酒,红酒内全部都是血虫,那可能是演戏,但是苏白并不认为那全部都是戏码,索菲亚没说,苏白也没问,但是苏白相信索菲亚和自己上司之间的关系,并没有看起来那么的美好。„I, wanted to help but unable.”Su Baishows a faint smile, immediatelysets out.
“那我,就爱莫能助了。”苏白微微一笑,随即起身。Xue Mingdoes not know why will come tothiscafe, does not know why canthemanwithfrontclash, Su Baitothese, does not wantto pay attention, the Su Baicuriosity, withoutis so heavy, butsimilarly, Su Baikilled the blacktoad, Su Baidid not feeloneselfmade the mistake, oneselfthat timesatin the vehicle, has not rescuedtoXue Ming, butwatched criticallyall, probably a seeing a playaudience, was the opposite partyprovokesactively, together withproliferated the hypnosis effect on heretogether, retaliatedunderone, killed the blacktoad, indisputable, onKarmacould convince;薛明不知道为什么会来这家咖啡馆,也不知道为什么会和面前的这个男子发生冲突,苏白对这些,都不想去理会,苏白的好奇心,没那么重,但是同样地,苏白杀死了黑蟾蜍,苏白并不觉得自己做错了,自己那时候只是坐在车子里,没对薛明施救,只是冷眼旁观一切,像是一名看戏的观众,是对方主动挑衅,把催眠的效应连同一起地扩散到了自己这里,自己报复一下,杀了黑蟾蜍,无可厚非,因果上说得通;Even, Su Bai the homicide, could still convinceevenreluctantly, but will therefore definitely also contaminateonKarma, because the opposite partyhas not obviously displayedor is to make to by the action that oneselfdied, thereforekilledhim, was not a little justifiable.
甚至,苏白就算是把他杀了,也勉强说得通,但肯定也会因此沾染上因果,因为对方没有明显地表现出或者是做出要让自己死的举动,所以杀了他,有点名不正言不顺。Beforewill soon enter the storyworld, Su Baiis not willingto gotooneselfin the nextstoryworldto increase the difficulty.
在即将进入下个故事世界之前,苏白不愿意去给自己在下个故事世界里增添难度。However, thisperson, is a little not as if normal, audience, takes an oathto becomeanotheraudienceservant, seems likeinSu Bai, isonetypebiggestis not normal.
然而,这个人,似乎有点不正常,一个听众,宣誓成为另一个听众的仆人,在苏白看起来,已经是一种最大的不正常了。From the Su Baiangle of view, areFatty, orisMonk, eitherisGyatso, perhaps they different, perhaps the behavior patternis different, butwithout exception, inthey, hasownpride.
从苏白的视角中来看,无论是自己,还是胖子,又或者是和尚,更或者是嘉措,他们或许性格不一样,或许行为方式不一样,但是无例外,他们内心之中,都有着属于自己的骄傲。
Becoming audience, approachedthisDreadful Radio Game, is actually similarto a disaster, a curse, but, isthisdisaster and curse, gavethemto be different from the qualificationsandability of all living things.
成为听众,靠近了这个恐怖广播,其实类似于一种劫难,一种诅咒,但是,正是这种劫难和诅咒,赋予了他们有别于芸芸众生的资格和能力。„No, youcannotwalk, youkilledit, wasyoukilledit, was notI, was notI!”
“不,你不能走,你弄死了它,是你弄死了它,不是我,不是我!”
The mengo crazythrewtoSu Baifiercely.
男子猛地发了疯似地向苏白扑了过来。Su Baistopped the footsteps, hehas not drawn a pistol, because offacing such a person, Su Baiis not willingto wasteownbullet, althoughmost times, Su Baiis very serioustoownbulletwaste is also very optional, butsometimes, healsoincomparabletreasuring.苏白停下了脚步,他没有拔枪,因为面对这样子的一个人,苏白并不愿意去浪费自己的子弹,虽然在很多时候,苏白对自己的子弹浪费很严重也很随意,但是有时候,他也会无比的珍惜。Sneaksin...... the shadow......
于……阴影中潜行……
The Su Baifigurewas changing to the blackfogin an instant,苏白的身形在刹那间化作了黑雾,
The menpass throughfrom the body of Su Bai, under onedid not pay attention the whole personto hiton the chair, fell down.
男子从苏白的身上穿了过去,一不留神之下整个人撞在了椅子上,摔倒在地。
The Su Baifigurerestores, slowlywalksto go forward, a foot, steppedin the face of man.苏白身形恢复,慢慢走上前,一只脚,踩在了男子的脸上。„You, withworking asaudience?”
“就你,也配当一个听众?”„, Whenaudience, is a verygloriousmatter?” The voice of womanconveysfromSu Baitogetherbehind.
“哦,当听众,是一件很荣耀的事情么?”一道女人的声音自苏白身后传来。Su Baishrugs, then the footmakes an effort,苏白耸了耸肩,然后脚用力下去,„Pū”
“噗哧”
The face of manwas stepped onbySu Baihollowly, the bloodscatters;
男子的脸被苏白踩凹陷了下去,鲜血四溅;„The soundwas sorry.”Su Bailiftsownfoot, on the boots, is the contamination.
“说声抱歉。”苏白抬起自己的脚,靴子上,全是污秽。„Youwere needlessto saywere sorry,youdid not killhim, Iwill also killhim, tookmytoadto go outto blatantly seek publicity, Imadehimbe responsible forraising, perhapspermitshebroughtto go outto shake the power and prestige.”
“你不用说抱歉,你不杀他,我也会杀了他,拿着我的蟾蜍出去招摇过市,我只是让他负责饲养,没准许他带出去抖威风。”
The womenwear a veryordinaryskirt, the bodyalsohas the lightlampblackflavor, seems likebeforecoming toherein the kitchenis preparing the dinnertoownhusbandchildrenat home.
女人穿着一件很普通的裙子,身上还带着淡淡的油烟味道,看起来像是在来这里之前正在家里厨房中给自己的丈夫儿女们准备晚餐。Su Baishakes the head, stepped onownbootson the chair, put out a handto extracttwotissue, is cleaningownbootscarefully.苏白摇了摇头,把自己的靴子踩在了椅子上,伸手去抽出了两张纸巾,仔细地擦拭着自己的靴子。„Mymeaning, youmusttomesay that the soundwas sorry.” The Su Baicorners of the mouthhave the lightsmile, „the dog that your oneselfraisedoes not lookwell,came outto smearmycar(riage), smearedmyshoes.”
“我的意思,你得对我说声抱歉。”苏白嘴角带着淡淡的笑容,“你自己养的狗不好好看着,出来弄脏了我的车,也弄脏了我的鞋子。”„Youare very interesting.” The womenreplied, herbeautywas very ordinary, has the trace of obviousyearscorrosion, shouldwork hardmanyyearsforownfamily, but the ageshouldnot haveover40 years old, shouldbe a quitetraditionalwoman, „, butyouthought that like thisspokewithme, will appearyouto be very fierce, yousuppressed the aloof, canyouthinkthoughtmanifestedyourstyle?”
“你很有趣。”女人回答道,她的姿色很是普通,有着明显的岁月侵蚀的痕迹,应该是为自己的家庭操劳了很多年了,但年纪应该没超过四十岁,应该是一个比较传统的女人,“但是你觉得这样和我说话,会显得你很厉害,你狠高冷,还是能够你自以为觉得体现出了你的风格?”Su Bailostdirtytissueon the ground, looked atownboots, after confirmingdid not have the dirt, takes back the foot,苏白把脏纸巾丢在了地上,看了看自己的靴子,确认没污垢之后,收回脚,„Iam not young child, does not needto goremarkablybythisway.”
“我又不是十几岁的小孩子,不需要靠这种方式去引人注意。”„Butis very unfortunate, youbrought tomyattention.” The voice of womanstartsbecomesdomineering.
“但是很不幸,你引起了我的注意。”女人的声音开始变得强势起来。„What's the big deal?”Su Bai asked that „yourcow, compelledalsoonly thenyour husbandhas attempted, Ido not know,saidagain, even ifIknew, what to doyoucantakeme?”
“那又如何?”苏白反问道,“你的牛、、、逼也就只有你丈夫尝试过,我又不知道,再说,就算是我知道了,你能拿我怎么办?”
The womenstand in same place, seems like suppressingownanger.
女人站在原地,似乎是在强忍着自己的怒火。Su Baiinsteadsmiled, „younowinhesitant, bravesto undertake the Karmapricealso to teachme, even...... killedme?”苏白反而笑了起来,“你现在是不是在犹豫,是不是冒着承担因果的代价也要教训一下我,甚至……杀了我?”„Youalsoknow.”
“你也知道。”„Iknow certainly, you, such a morality, isn't the person, thismorality?”Su Baipattedownpants legvery muchindifferently, „youhesitateslowly, my childalsowaits formeto go backat home.”
“我当然知道,你们,不都这样一种德性么,人,不也都是这种德性么?”苏白很是无所谓地拍了拍自己的裤管,“你慢慢犹豫,我孩子也在家里等我回去。”Then, Su Baiopened the door of cafe, walked.
说完,苏白推开了咖啡馆的门,走了出去。
When returns to the vehicle, Su BaisawXue Mingalready the faintnearowncar(riage), the auraremained.
回到自己车上时,苏白看见薛明已经昏厥在自己的车边了,气息尚存。Su Baithinks, has not managedhim, butfirstboardedowncar(riage), laterputs out the cell phone120to telephone, said that herehad/left the traffic accident, thenlookedto the cafe, thatwomanalsostandsin the cafe, insideeveryoneindeep sleep.苏白想了想,还是没管他,只是先上了自己的车,随后拿出手机给120打了个电话,说这里出了车祸,而后又向咖啡馆看了看,那个女人还站在咖啡馆里,里面所有人都在沉睡。Waves, madeone„bye-bye” the hand signal, Su Baistartedownvehicle.
挥了挥手,做了一个“拜拜”的手势,苏白发动了自己的车子。Has arrived in oneselfcommunity, inownvillaopen area, Su Baistopped the car(riage), hedoes not havesharplyto get outto go home, butcontinuesto sitin the vehicle, both handsare gripping tightly the steering wheel.
一直开到了自家小区里,在自家别墅前面的空地上,苏白把车停了下来,他没急着下车回家,而是继续坐在车子里,双手紧握着方向盘。IfsomepeoplesatbySu Baiat this time, canseeboth hands of Su Baito shiverclearlyslightly, hislipalsointurning greenslightly.
如果这个时候有人坐在苏白旁边,可以清楚地看见苏白的双手正在微微颤抖,他的嘴唇也在略微的发青。Yes,
是的,This is becausefrightened,
这是因为恐惧,
A deeplylingering fear......
一种深深地后怕……Ifthatwomanactedtooneself, did not hesitatein the contaminationKarmato acttooneself,
如果那个女人对自己出手了,不惜沾染上因果对自己出手了,Oneself,
自己,Alsocanlive?
还能活着回来么?Su Bai the vehiclereflectordrawing an angle, cansee itselfbyoneselffrom the mirror, this timehe, the complexionseemssomewhatdignified.苏白把车子反光镜给拉了一个角度,让自己能够从镜子里看见自己,此时的他,面色显得有些凝重。
The issue of mental illnesshas been changing, evencannotbe the issue, thatcharacter, thatmood, thatcruel, thattypeworksdoes not allow the all sorts ofstyles and customs of slightface countenanceandleeway,
精神疾病的问题已经正在发生着变化,甚至已经不能算是问题了,那种性格,那种情绪,那种暴戾,那种做事情不留丝毫颜面和余地的种种风格和习惯,Has gradually been becomingSu Baionenormal state.
已经正在逐渐成为苏白的一种常态。Su Baideeplyinspires,苏白深吸一口气,Opened the vehicle door, walked.
推开了车门,走了下来。
The distance between villasis very far, thereforehere and otherplaces of cityare different, here, is very peaceful.
别墅之间的距离很远,所以这里和城市的其他地方不一样,这里,很安静。Su Baisquattedsilentlyon the ground, a handis supportingownface,苏白默默地蹲在了地上,一只手撑着自己的脸,Butquick,
但很快,Hesmiled, willfullyalso is a little a little distressed;
他又笑了起来,有点恣意也有点狼狈;„kā chā”...... the main house gatewas opened, Luckyhelped the little fellowopen the doorvery muchdiscontentedly, the little fellowlaynear the gate, looksSu Bai that went home, is pattingownsmallmeatexcitedly.
“咔嚓”……家门被打开了,吉祥很是不满地帮小家伙打开了门,小家伙趴在门边,看着回家的苏白,兴奋地拍着自己的小肉手。Su Bailooks at the little fellow, stoppedsmiling,苏白看着小家伙,停止了笑,Immediately, not the well-knowntearsstartedto infiltrate the eye socket.( To be continued.)
随即,不知名的泪水开始浸润起了眼眶。(未完待续。)
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