...... …… Zheng Yu is raising two pot aging yellow wines, walks toward the ruined old temple in following that old stream street. 郑俞提着两壶陈年黄酒,顺着那条老溪街朝着破败的老庙中走去。 „Teacher, I came to deliver the liquor to you.” Zheng Yu said before the gate. “老师,我过来给你送酒了。”郑俞在门前说道。 „It is not at all, is not at all, you now are my immediate superior, should be I am filial piety you to be right.” The old temple god quickly welcomed Zheng Yu to enter the room. “不敢当,不敢当啊,你现在可是我的顶头上司,该是我孝敬你才对。”老庙神急忙迎郑俞进屋。 Zheng Yu careful is looking at carefully the face of old temple god, above has covered entirely the trace of years, a pair of pupil somewhat muddy, do not know initially his time is bright. 郑俞仔细的端详着老庙神的脸,上面早已经布满了岁月的痕迹,一双瞳孔更有几分浑浊,已经不似自己当初认识他的时候那么明亮。 „My some issues want to consult you.” Zheng Yu says. “我有一些问题想请教您。”郑俞开口说道。 „Said how...... you drank, you never do not drink?” The inquiry that the old temple god has doubts said. “说吧……你怎么喝起酒来了,你不是从来不喝酒的吗？”老庙神疑惑的询问道。 „Makes an exception one time, let alone you never did not drink before?” Zheng Yu said. “破例一次,何况你以前不也从来不喝酒的吗？”郑俞说道。 The old temple god was startled, later actually with smiled to cover to explain, he and Zheng Yu touched the bowl, then had a drink together a big mouth. 老庙神怔住了,随后却是用一笑掩去解释,他和郑俞碰了碰碗,然后对饮了一大口。 „I, when is the officer, once went to the mountain to bandit suppression. We sent people to monitor these to shoulder more than ten village human lives thieves day and night, and is waiting for the support of army. But at this moment, a country girl way acting as lookout of robbers and bandits, by two robbers and bandits blocking, drew in the grove...... we to save the country girl, but saves others will alert the enemy inevitably, all robbers and bandits will make a getaway, but their natural disposition is cruel, method is fearful, these made them run away time, in the future does not know that will damage good dawn common people, but the weeping and wailing sound of country girl, we heard to be very clear, we know what kind of suffering obviously that country girl experienced, actually cannot rescue her. Teacher, did we make the mistake?” Zheng Yu says. “我在为官的时候,曾去山中剿匪。我们派人日夜监视着这些背负了十几个村落人命的大盗,并等待着大军的支援。可就在这时,一位村姑途径了盗匪的望风点,被两个盗匪给拦了下来,拖入到了林子里……我们想救村姑,但救人势必打草惊蛇,所有盗匪都会逃之夭夭,而他们生性残暴、手段可怕,这一次让他们逃走了,将来不知会祸害多好黎明百姓,而村姑的哭喊声,我们听得很清楚,我们明明知道那位村姑经历了怎么样的折磨,却不能去解救她。老师,我们做错了吗？”郑俞开口说道。 The old temple god listened to be silent. 老庙神听罢沉默了。 His drinking wine in gulps, few under Zheng Yu the liquor that brought drinking up. 他大口大口的饮酒,没几下就将郑俞带来的酒给喝完了。 After drinking reddens all over the face, the old temple god gently pats Zheng Yu saying: „Did you execute these robbers and bandits?” 喝得满脸通红之后,老庙神轻轻的拍了拍郑俞道:“你们处死了那些盗匪吗？” „Killed, has not let off one.” Zheng Yu replied. “都杀了,没放过一个。”郑俞回答道。 „Country girl afterward how?” The old temple god then asked. “村姑后来怎么样了？”老庙神接着问道。 „We saved from knockoff her, but does not have the face countenance to her.” Zheng Yu then said. “我们将她从山寨中救了出来,但却无颜面对她。”郑俞接着说道。 „Have you and she talked?” The old temple god continues to ask. “你与她交谈过吗？”老庙神继续问道。 „No, I...... I did not dare......” Zheng Yu to say the distress and helplessness of oneself innermost feelings. “没有,我……我不敢……”郑俞说出了自己内心的苦楚与无奈。 „You have not talked with her, how do you know her not to intend so?” The old temple god said. “你没有与她交谈,你怎知她不是有意如此呢？”老庙神说道。 On the Zheng Yu face full is puzzled, does not understand meaning that the old temple god said. 郑俞脸上满是困惑,不明白老庙神说的意思。 The old temple god drank liquor, the discovery liquor did not have, he looked up outside a window, saw the cloud layer to have some slight changes, therefore gave Zheng Yu wine pot, said: „Liquor did not have, calls me to the intersection.” 老庙神喝了一口酒,却发现酒没有了,他抬头看了一眼窗子外面,见云层发生了一些细微的变化,于是将酒坛子递给了郑俞,道:“酒没了,到街口给我打一些吧。” Zheng Yu gawked a meeting, his vision is gazing at the old temple god. 郑俞愣了一会,他目光注视着老庙神。 After Zhu Minglang informed the forthcoming matter, the Zheng Yu innermost feelings actually rebuke oneself very much, if were not left this temple, perhaps the old temple god will not die. 在祝明朗告知了自己即将发生的事情之后,郑俞内心其实很是自责,如果不是自己离开了这间庙宇,老庙神兴许就不会死。 Was the general idea/careless, underestimated god of Hong Mo wicked hoping the strength. 是自己大意了,低估了恶愿之神洪摩的实力。 However what made him such as the fishbone in the throat was, he cannot change all these. 然而令他如鲠在喉的是,他不能去改变这一切。 clear(ly) knows that the old temple empathize died, Zheng Yu actually cannot tell him, cannot save him. 明知道老庙神会死,郑俞却不能告诉他,不能救他。 The death of old temple god, after relating to Hong Mo all actions, moreover had a great influence, once this link changed, possibly after causing them all trends were given the foreknowledge by the opposite party. 老庙神的死,关系到了洪摩之后的所有举动,而且影响重大,一旦这个环节发生了改变,可能导致他们之后的所有走向都被对方给预知。 „Old temple god here, the star picture is unable to find the vitality for him, is sorry very much......” “老庙神这里,星画无法为他找到生机,很抱歉……” These words, have wound around near the Zheng Yu ear. 这句话,在郑俞耳边一直缭绕。 He are somewhat painful. 他内心有些痛苦。 Like the female who that hissing wept and wailed initially, oneself chose ignoring. 就像当初那位嘶声哭喊的女子,自己选择了漠视。 Also such as at this moment, oneself anything cannot say, cannot break this already the destiny that is a foregone conclusion. 亦如此刻,自己什么都不能说,不能打破这已成定局的命运。 „Zheng Yu, goes, goes to arrange the liquor for the teacher, I will explain confusion in your heart.” The old temple god smiles, gives Zheng Yu wine pot. “郑俞,去吧,去替老师打点酒,我会解答你心中的困惑。”老庙神笑了笑,将酒坛子递给郑俞。 Zheng Yu looks at the old temple god old smile, in the eye is moist. 郑俞看着老庙神苍老的笑容,眼睛里却已经湿润了。 He is the depressing pain, he does not know how to make the choice, he has made the mistake in the similar issue, now once again faces, he does not know that what choice is right, goes to change destiny at this moment for the old temple god, makes all happen like this, takes the entire situation into account...... 他内心是压抑痛苦的,他不知道怎么做选择,他已经在同样的问题上犯下了过错,如今又一次面对,他根本不知道什么样的抉择才是对的,是去为老庙神改变此刻的命运,还是让一切就这样发生,顾全大局…… „Teacher, I...... I must accompany you here, I......” the Zheng Yu sound had changed, brings to sob. “老师,我……我得在这里陪着您,我……”郑俞声音已经发生了变化,带着一些哽咽。 The old temple god sees Zheng Yu not to walk, therefore took yellow paper from the table, then wrote down a few words in above, later gave Zheng Yu the yellow paper, said: „This is I gives your reply, smudges with the yellow wine above, you will see the answer.” 老庙神见郑俞不走,于是从桌子上取了一张黄纸,然后用笔在上面写下了一段话,随后将黄纸递给了郑俞,道:“这是我给你的回答,用黄酒涂抹在上面,你就会看到答案。” „I cannot walk, you can......” “我不能走,您会……” „Listens my, walks!” Old temple god serious say/way. “听我的,走！”老庙神严肃道。 Zheng Yu was startled again. 郑俞再次怔住了。 ...... …… Zheng Yu went out of the old temple, he does not dare to turn head. 郑俞走出了老庙,他不敢回头。 His very clear that is an extremely fearful curse. 他很清楚那是一种极其可怕的诅咒。 His scared walks toward the wineshop of that intersection, the river female voice conveys, Zheng Yu could not even hear her to say anything. 他失魂落魄的朝着那街口的酒铺走去,河女的声音传来,郑俞甚至听不见她说了什么。 Zheng Yu remembered the yellow paper in oneself hand, therefore immediately from wine but actually altar/jar liquor. 郑俞想起了自己手中的黄纸,于是立刻从酒缸中倒了一坛酒。 The liquor water sprinkles on the yellow paper, one line on the yellow paper writing end-of-word in appearing. 酒水洒在黄纸上,黄纸上写的一行字终于显现了出来。 „The country girl is surnamed Qiao.” “那村姑姓乔。” Saw this line of characters, Zheng Yu such as suffers the thunderclap immediately, both hands cannot help but shivered. 看到这一行字,郑俞顿时如遭霹雳,双手更是不由自主的颤抖了起来。 Qiao country girl...... 乔姓村姑…… Village that these thieves slaughter, one is Qiao! 那些大盗屠戮的村庄,就有一个是乔姓的！ But surrounding area several hundred li (0.5 km), only then dozens households of people in such village are surnamed Qiao, does not have other again! 而方圆数百里,也就只有那么一个村庄的几十户人是姓乔的,再无其他！ That country girl is the only survivor in Qiao village, she is not intrusion with no reason at to knockoff nearby...... 那位村姑是乔村的唯一幸存者,她不是无缘无故的闯入到山寨附近…… She braves hardships and dangers by the body, the goal was to help the government authorities found the lair of robbers and bandits! 她以身涉险,目的就是为了帮助官府找到盗匪的巢穴！ „How you know, amn't I intentional?” “你怎知,我不是有意为之？” , Zheng Yu sees the second words that in the yellow paper appeared slowly suddenly! 恍然间,郑俞看到了黄纸中慢慢显现出的第二句话！ Zheng Yu remembers that each detail of Zhu Minglang description, in the boundary of foreknowledge, was sees the wine pot to empty, therefore went to buy wine for the old temple god on own initiative. 郑俞记得祝明朗描述的每一个细节,在预知之境中,是自己看到酒坛空了,所以主动去为老庙神打酒。 But that is the old temple god is intentional, because the old temple god clear Zheng Yu character, understands the Zheng Yu careful courtesy in every way possible. 但那何尝不是老庙神有意为之呢,因为老庙神清楚郑俞的性格,明白郑俞细致入微的礼数。 But this time, even if Zheng Yu has raised the liquor, the old temple god also drinks suddenly fiercely, intentionally drinking does the liquor. 而这一次,哪怕郑俞已经提了酒来,老庙神也是突然猛饮,故意将酒给饮干。 He sees Zheng Yu not to buy wine, even makes Zheng Yu go to the intersection to buy wine on own initiative. 他见郑俞不去打酒,甚至主动让郑俞去街口打酒。 Finally, he berated Zheng Yu to buy wine by the life of teacher, making him leave. 最后,他更是以老师之命喝斥郑俞去打酒,让他离开。 In other words, the old temple god will think means to open Zheng Yu in any event, goes by him facing Hong Mo alone! 也就是说,老庙神无论如何都会想办法支开郑俞,由他独自去面对洪摩！ The old temple god knows that Hong Mo must come. 老庙神知道洪摩要来。 The old temple god knows own time of death. 老庙神知道自己的死期将至。 The old temple god hopes that one time is Zheng Yu received exchange for with the life that oneself will soon wither the opportunity of causing heavy losses to Hong Mo. 老庙神希望用自己本就即将枯萎的生命为郑俞换取一次重创洪摩的机会。 This is his choice. 这是他的选择。 How you know, amn't I intentional? 你怎知,我不是有意为之？ Zheng Yu cannot control in the eye socket holds the tears again, tears a little bit hits in „knowledge” and „mean” in these characters, the quick tears cleaned the liquor water on yellow paper, lets character blurring that slowly appeared and vanishes. 郑俞再也控制不住眼眶中噙着的泪,泪水一滴滴打在“知”与“有意”这几个字上,很快泪水擦拭掉了黄纸上的酒水,让原本显现的字又慢慢的模糊和消失。 Nearby, river females somewhat helpless looks entire is staring at yellow paper sob Zheng Yu, is not somewhat able to camouflage and control sadly, the mood will hit layer on layer/heavily in the heart place, lets hurt painstakingly with constraining erupts instantaneously, changes into on the face that closely to twist in the same place pain sobs, the eye is the wound of heart, the tears is the blood of heart, after suffering such heavy losses, can unable to stop gushes out outward...... 一旁,河女有些不知所措的看着整盯着黄纸哭泣的郑俞,有些悲伤是无法伪装与控制的,情绪会重重的打在心脏处,让疼苦与压抑瞬间爆发,化为脸上那紧紧拧在一起的痛泣,眼睛就是心的伤口,泪水就是心的血液,遭遇这样的重创后会止不住的往外涌出…… Naturally the wound of heart will also heal, and will make it more powerful! 当然心的伤口也会愈合,并会让其更加强大！ After Zheng Yu tidies up the mood, the thing of that depressed heart, was emptied. 郑俞收拾好情绪之后,那郁结内心深处的东西,被清空。 After he becomes the god, wandered around, still not to find this to congeal the confusion and answer in heart. 他成神后四处流浪,一直没有找到这个凝在心中的困惑与答案。 Heart demon. 心魔。 This is his heart demon 这就是他的心魔 Hong Mo in the god city, dug out Zheng Yu to hide in the heart demon of innermost feelings most deep place, with rebuking oneself and being annoyed repeatedly is whipping itself, making oneself almost collapse. 洪摩在神城中,挖出了郑俞潜藏在内心最深处的心魔,用自责与懊恼来一遍又一遍的鞭挞着自己,让自己几近崩溃。 But at this moment, he knows that oneself has untied the heart demon, he also knows oneself became on the say/way of god not to have puzzled and scruple. 而此刻,他知道自己已经解开了心魔,他也知道自己成神之道上不在会有困惑与迟疑了。 He will not fear to look straight ahead the innermost feelings again. 他不会再惧怕直视自己内心。 Similarly, he will not fear the god of wicked hoping this poisons people's minds again! 同样的,他也不会再惧怕这蛊惑人心的恶愿之神！ The old temple god took a final class with his final life for oneself, was the Zheng Yu casting a truly fearless newborn baby god heart! 老庙神用他最后的生命为自己上了最后的一课,也为郑俞铸造了一颗真正无所畏惧的赤子神心！ When goes with such pure feelings facing Hong Mo. 当怀着这样一颗赤子之心去面对洪摩时。 Hong Mo in his eyes, like clumsy mischief-doer!! 洪摩在他眼里,将如同跳梁小丑！！