Chapter 1839 heart closes sadly 第1839章心关难过 What this time comes is Qin Qiuyue, bringing Ning Lingyu to come together. 这次来的是秦秋月,带着宁灵雨一起过来的。 Actually after Ling Yun passing through the gate, front door not related, but here lives by the Mo Wudao masters and disciples temporarily, the Qin Qiuyue visit, naturally must first knock on a door. 其实凌云进门之后,大门并没有关,但这里暂时由莫无道师徒住着,秦秋月来访,当然要先敲门。 „Aiya, the aunt came, I greet!” “哎呀,伯母来了,我去迎接！” Mo Wudao hears to knock on a door, immediately stands up. 莫无道听到敲门,立刻站起身来。 „I go.” “还是我去吧。” Priest Jiang Zhen has also set out, signals with the eyes to Mo Wudao, hints him to follow in own behind, to the front door place. 蒋甄道长也已起身,对莫无道使了个眼色,示意他跟在自己身后,前后去往大门处。 Ling Yun does not need to ask, he naturally must. 凌云根本不用问,他当然也要去了。 „Qin Qiuyue has seen Priest Jiang.” “秦秋月见过蒋道长。” „Ning Lingyu pays a visit the senior.” “宁灵雨拜见前辈。” „Immeasurable day reveres. Donor Qin had visited the young apprentice yesterday, why today to run personally this time?” “无量天尊。秦施主昨日已经来探望过小徒了,今日何必又亲自跑这一趟？” Priest Jiang Zhen arrived at the entrance, towards mother and daughter two people hits to bow, somewhat was unexpectedly embarrassed: „My priest and disciple stay for a long time in this long time, has thank your for your hospitality to Qin Family, Donor Qin missed the young apprentice, Jiang in the heart is deeply grateful.” 蒋甄道长来到门口,对着门外母女两人打了个稽首,竟然有些不好意思:“我师徒二人在此久留多日,已经对秦家多有叨扰,秦施主如此挂念小徒,蒋某心中感激不尽。” The Qin Qiuyue smile nods: „Priest Jiang this words spoke discreetly.” 秦秋月微笑颔首:“蒋道长此话言重了。” „Yesterday this visited, is calculating the wicked this child should awake, therefore came to see to add on anything slightly busy, performed completely me to have the responsibility that.” “昨天来此探望,是算着无道这孩子该醒了,所以来看看能不能帮上什么小忙,尽一尽我该有的责任。” „today this coming, is actually knows that Priest Jiang is all-resourceful, has made wicked successfully revive. I wait long time, naturally to come painstakingly to extend appreciation specially wickedly.” “今天这趟过来,却是知道蒋道长神通广大,已经让无道成功苏醒过来。我苦等多日,自然要专门过来向无道表达谢意。” Before Qin Qiuyue, half a word naturally was to Priest Jiang Zhen said that after half a word time, the vision has looked to Priest Jiang Zhen behind, was says to Mo Wudao directly. 秦秋月前半句自然是对蒋甄道长说的,说到后半句的时候,目光已经看向了蒋甄道长的身后,是直接对莫无道说的。 „cough cough......” “咳咳……” Mo Wudao awkward, before his figure flees arrived at the master body, receives the slick look, respectful towards Qin Qiuyue hit to bow: „Maoshan young taoist priest Mo Wudao, pays a visit Auntie Qin.” 莫无道大为尴尬,他身形一窜就来到了师傅身前,收起油滑神色,恭恭敬敬对着秦秋月打了个稽首:“茅山小道士莫无道,拜见秦姨。” „Good child, not to use overly courteous.” Qin Qiuyue lifted the hand empty to hold, hinted Mo Wudao to set out. “好孩子,不用多礼。”秦秋月抬手虚扶了一下,示意莫无道起身。 „Auntie Qin, you have no need to thank me. Instead is my skill is insufficient, nearly delayed Brother Yun to hurry to Tianshan to save you, after waking up, has deeply felt to rebuke oneself at heart, if you also thanked me, I may really probably look for a crack to worm one's way into.” “秦姨,您用不着谢我。反而是我本事不够,差点儿耽误了云哥赶去天山救您,醒来之后,心里已经深感自责了,您要是还谢我,那我可真要找个地缝钻进去了。” Mo Wudao is impossible to claim credit, tells the facts. 莫无道不可能居功,实话实说道。 Who knows Qin Qiuyue actually to shake the head: „Wicked, your saying said is not right. Yun'er has told me, because you ignore the life, surveys my life and death condition, although you cannot detect the result, had made a false counter-accusation by Heavenly Law, situation when may to Yun'er, he have surveyed presents through you, roughly judged that accurate result, this can rush promptly, saves me to get out of misery.” 谁知秦秋月却摇了摇头:“无道,你这话说的不对。云儿跟我说过,正是因为你不顾性命,测算我的生死状况,虽然你没能测出结果,就已经被天道反噬,可对云儿来说,他已经通过你测算时出现的情况,大致判断出了准确的结果,这才能及时赶到,救我脱离苦海。” „You are willing to brave the life danger to survey to me, is my benefactor, your time rested let alone for 49 days, if I did not thank you, let my in the heart what secure?” “你肯冒着性命危险给我测算,就已经是我的恩人了,更何况你这次足足睡了四十九天,如果我不来谢你,让我于心何安？” Mo Wudao that words saying is at a loss for words for a while, can only embarrassed flexure scratch the head. 一席话说的莫无道一时语塞,只能不好意思的挠了挠头。 „Mother, Lingyu, you, since came, I thought that do not stand, was inferior that everyone who entrance thanks Laixie goes enters the room, sits down together the speech is.” “妈,灵雨,你们既然来了,我看你们就不要站在门口谢来谢去的了,不如大家都进屋,一起坐下来说说话便是。” Ling Yun slows down the footsteps intentionally, last arrives at the entrance, to let the two sides says the words that should speak. 凌云故意放慢脚步,最后一个来到门口,就是为了让两边把该说的话都说完。 What if comes is others, no matter, two litigants are first meeting in the true sense, an elder must be busy extending appreciation, another younger generation really does not dare to claim credit, therefore two border checkpoints in the entrance, Ling Yun have to wait for their smalltalk was similar, this walks to mediate. 如果来的是别人的话,都无所谓,偏偏两个当事人是真正意义上的第一次见面,一个长辈要忙着表达谢意,另一个晚辈实在不敢居功,所以两边卡在了门口,凌云只好等他们客套的差不多了,这才走过来圆场。 „Right, everyone enters the room to speak.” “对,大家还是进屋说话。” Priest Jiang Zhen also followed to open the mouth, then shoulder that held down Mo Wudao: „Elder came, hasn't hurried to return to the room to steep tea?” 蒋甄道长也跟着开口了,然后一把按住了莫无道的肩膀:“长辈来了,还不赶紧回屋沏茶？” „Yeah, my goes!” “哎,我这就去！” Mo Wudao was worrying that is unable to withdraw, hurries to comply with one, throws down a Auntie Qin to enter the room, the turning around round trip runs immediately. 莫无道正愁无法脱身呢,赶紧答应一声,丢下一句秦姨请进屋,就立刻转身往回跑了。 Runs up to the entrance time, this thinks, steeps tea? I also knew that said which the master you put the tea leaves! 跑到门口的时候,这才想起来,沏茶？我也得知道师傅您把茶叶放哪儿了啊！ „!” “给！” At this moment, Ling Yun lifts the hand suddenly, takes out one bag of spirit tea directly, lost to Mo Wudao. 就在这时,凌云忽然一抬手,直接取出一袋灵茶,丢给了莫无道。 „Knows me, Brother Yun!” “知我者,云哥也！” Ling Yun became Brother Yun in Mo Wudao mouth at this time, he received the tea leaves, smiled, to crash in the room immediately. 凌云这时候又成了莫无道口中的云哥了,他接过茶叶,嘿嘿一笑,立刻冲进了屋里。 „Priest Jiang is really the believer in the right way.” “蒋道长真是教徒有方。” Qin Qiuyue makes great strides forward the front door naturally, walks toward the room, while the appreciation said. 秦秋月大大方方迈进大门,一边往屋里走,一边赞赏说道。 „Where, Donor Qin the erroneous approved.” “哪里,秦施主谬赞了。” That Priest Jiang Zhen leaps, made a big red painted-face, he first casts a sidelong glance Ling Yun, looked at Qin Qiuyue Ning Lingyu, said awkwardly: „Must say the training younger generation, must say the training younger generation, I look among the entire world, no one can Donor Qin be.” 蒋甄道长腾的一下,闹了个大红脸,他先瞟了一眼凌云,又看了看秦秋月身旁的宁灵雨,尴尬说道:“要说培养晚辈,要说培养晚辈,我看整个天下之间,无人能及秦施主才是。” Qin Qiuyue: „......” 秦秋月:“……” Priest Jiang a few words praised them, even if Qin Qiuyue does not know all of a sudden should be how modest, speechless directly, after going out of several steps, shakes the head to sigh: „Yeah, Priest Jiang chatted, these two children, no makes one be free from worry.” 人家蒋道长一句话夸了他们三个人,哪怕是秦秋月一下子都不知道该如何自谦了,直接哑然,走出数步之后,才摇了摇头叹息道:“哎,蒋道长说笑了,这俩孩子,没有一个让人省心的。” During the speeches, two people had entered the room. 说话间,两人已经先后进了屋。 „Younger sister, do you feel now? Also can feel...... the graciousness?” “妹妹,你现在感觉怎么样了？还能不能感觉到……恩？” Ling Yun actually caught Ning Lingyu, uses the technique of passes message, asked with the aspiration. 凌云却是拽住了宁灵雨,施展传音之术,以心声问道。 The Ning Lingyu elegant face blushes unexpectedly, immediately shakes the head: „Could not feel, I with...... the graciousness, cross the tribulation before me now was the same.” 宁灵雨蓦地俏脸羞红,立即摇了摇头:“感觉不到了,我现在就跟……恩,跟我渡劫之前一样了。” „After you awoke, is trying practice?” “那你醒了之后,有没有尝试着修炼一下？” „Naturally has, but I now am the Eye Opening Realm peak, does not know that should practice anything, how does not know should the breakthrough next boundary. Therefore does not know to practice anything, you one ran not to have the shadow yesterday all day, no one asked, has to accompany mother, did not have again carelessly practice.” “当然有啊,只是我现在是开光境巅峰,根本不知道该练些什么,更不知道该如何突破下一境界。所以也不知道练啥,你昨天一整天又跑没影了,也没人问,就只好陪着妈妈,没有再胡乱修炼了。” The Ling Yun hear, felt relieved immediately: „Does right, what you now are most important stabilizes the own mind, sealed the past these not good memory as far as possible, even forgot simply, do not make that memory affect you, otherwise, this matter will also become your heart demon finally.” 凌云听完,顿时放下心来:“做得对,你现在最重要的还是稳定自己的心神,把过去那些不好的记忆尽量封存,甚至干脆忘掉,不要让那一段记忆影响到你,不然的话,这件事最终还将成为你的心魔。” The Ning Lingyu hear, the vision in beautiful pupil is really dim immediately, obviously, she was said the concern by Ling Yun very much. 宁灵雨听完,美眸中的目光果然立刻黯淡了下来,很显然,她被凌云说中了心事。 own this body, made so many to be unfair to Ling Yun, matter that did a disservice to the parents. 自己这个身体,做了那么多对不起凌云,对不起父母的事。 own this body, killed so many people. 自己这个身体,杀了那么多人。 Moreover from beginning to end, all processes, she personally sees, listens with one's own ears, personally behavior. 而且从头至尾,所有的过程,她都是亲眼所见,亲耳所听,亲手所为。 The only difference is, all these not good matter, is own within the body that female immortal emperor soul is done, she struggles again futile, is unable to prevent the opposite party. 唯一的不同就是,所有那些不好的事情,都是自己体内那个女仙帝灵魂做的,她再挣扎都徒劳无功,根本无法阻止对方。 „Lingyu, something, you do not need to care completely. This cultivating true road, is heaven-defying the line, even meets how strangely, the strange, inconceivable matter, that is the own inexorable fate, is needs own to go facing and withstands.” “灵雨,有些事,你完全不用太放在心上。这条修真路,是逆天而行,就算遇到多么奇怪,诡异,不可思议的事情,那都是自己的劫数,都是需要自己去面对和承受的。” „Meaning that I said that can you understand?” “我说的意思,你能明白吗？” Ning Lingyu stands there, is biting the lip lightly, wants to nod, wants to shake the head, is actually not able to give the Ling Yun accurate answer. 宁灵雨站在那里,轻咬着嘴唇,想点头,又想摇头,却始终无法给出凌云准确答案。 The truth naturally hears to understand, but psychologically is actually not able to accept that passing confidently. 道理自然听得明白,但心理上却是无法坦然接受那段过往。 „Big Brother has also killed many many people, compared with that female immortal emperor soul taking advantage of your body, killed must be many!” “哥哥也杀过很多很多人,比那个女仙帝灵魂借你的身体,杀的还要多很多！” „In these people, majority are the unprincipled people, but also has the small number of people, perhaps does not go bad, but he actually stood my opposite, blocked my road, I except for having a bloody road, did not have other choices again. I except for killing them, what to do but can also?” “那些人里面,大多数是坏人,但也有少数人,或许并不坏,但他却站到了我的对立面,挡住了我的路,我除了杀出一条血路去,再无其他选择。那我除了杀他们,还能怎么办？” Ling Yun knows, the Ning Lingyu present psychological burden is extremely actually heavy, but is in front of Qin Qiuyue, she cannot tell these, can only pretend calmly, forces oneself to look cheerful. 凌云知道,宁灵雨现在的心理负担其实极重,只是当着秦秋月的面,她不能诉说这些,只能装作若无其事,强颜欢笑。 The truth is good saying that the heart closes sadly. 道理好讲,心关难过。 Otherwise, in this world also had no heart demon. 否则的话,这世上也就没什么心魔了。 „practice does not worry, you now the idea are at heart many, is very normal, after all your present mentality, you cross the tribulation time the mentality.” “修炼并不着急,你现在心里想法多,也很正常,毕竟你现在的心态,还是你渡劫时候的心态。” „In other words, the boundary of your body, is the true Eye Opening Realm peak, however your state of mind, is very on the other hand small and weak, needs to practice step by step from the beginning, should never finish in a hast.” “换句话说,你身体的境界是到了,是真正的开光境巅峰,但是你的神魂,相对来说还很弱小,需要一步步从头练起,切勿急于求成。” Regarding the Ning Lingyu mood, Ling Yun knows, even if he said that is also too useless, can only conduct unblocking to mediate slowly, moreover finally must depend on her own strength. 对于宁灵雨的心情,凌云知道哪怕他说太多也没有用,只能慢慢进行疏导排解,而且最终还要靠她自己的力量。 Said honestly, Ning Lingyu and Mo Wudao. 坦白说,宁灵雨和莫无道。 situation that two people faces at this moment, just the opposite. 两人此刻面对的自身情况,恰恰相反。 Was suppressed soul thoroughly, causes her body boundary rises suddenly at the same time, state of mind practice cannot follow promptly, the body strong soul is weak. 一个被彻底压制了灵魂,导致她身体境界暴涨的同时,神魂修炼没能及时跟上,体强魂弱。 Another backlashed by Heavenly Law simply, seems to be in a trance, lost the consciousness thoroughly, instead turns misfortune into a blessing, the state of mind strength rises suddenly, has surpassed the Building Foundation boundary, is flesh body, stagnated entire 49 days, after returning to the soul, discovered own boundary is still marking, the soul is strong. 另一个干脆是被天道反噬,丢了魂儿,彻底失去了意识,反而因祸得福,神魂力量暴涨,早已超过了筑基境,可是肉身呢,停滞了整整四十九天,回魂之后,发现自身境界还在原地踏步,魂强体弱。 Draws an analogy, this they, the present is a jar are too big, the water are too few ; Another is the jar is too small, the water are also too many...... 打个比方,这俩人,现在是一个瓶子太大,水太少;另一个是瓶子太小,水又太多…… If not solve as soon as possible, making their bodies achieve the balance as soon as possible, from now on practice will be waiting for the heart demon invasion. 如果不尽快解决,让他们的身体尽快重新达到平衡的话,今后修炼就等着心魔入侵了。 Ling Yun looks at this two people now, big such as has fought, the skull hurts! 凌云现在看着这两人,早已头大如斗,脑壳疼啊！ Naturally, regarding Mo Wudao, Ling Yun does not need extremely to be worried, after all the master of fellow in the side, believes is also familiar with his present situation, will naturally direct devotedly, having no need for Ling Yun excessively mixing. 当然了,对于莫无道,凌云并不需要太过担心,毕竟那家伙的师傅就在身边,相信对他现在的情况也是了如指掌,自然会悉心指点,用不着凌云过多掺和。 However Ning Lingyu issue, but only had him to solve. 但是宁灵雨的问题,可就唯有他才能解决了。 „Lingyu, what do you then have to plan?” “灵雨,你接下来有什么打算？” Ling Yun shifted the topic suddenly, said with a smile: „Your passing experience, so long as you can face confidently, it to you are an unequalled wealth ; However the following road, how walks, all must look at the choice of your own.” 凌云忽然转移了话题,笑道:“你过往的这一段经历,只要你能坦然面对,它对你就是一笔无与伦比的财富;但是接下来的路,到底怎么走,一切还要看你自己的选择。” „Big Brother, I actually think...... wants to return to the school to study, there is I most familiar place, perhaps by my present Spiritual Thought, soon, can complete the curriculum of university completely. So long as, I stay in the school, can calm the mind specially, becomes concentrates on, these matters that does not want to pass.” “哥哥,我其实想……想回学校读书,那里才是我最熟悉的地方,以我现在的神念,也许根本用不了多久,就能全部学完大学的课程。可是,只要我呆在学校里,就特别能够静下心来,变得专注,就不会去想过去的那些事。” „Good! Very good!” “好！很好！” Ling Yun one hear, nods immediately happily: „That returns to the school to study, you do not need to be restricted in the specialty of own, own want to study anything to look freely, studies, preparation must not delay performance.” 凌云一听,立即高兴地点头:“那就回学校读书,你也不用限于自己的专业,自己想学什么就尽管去找,去学,磨刀不误砍柴工嘛。” Saw Ling Yun to agree idea of own, Ning Lingyu was also the show/unfolds face smiles, was inexplicably delighted. 见凌云同意了自己的想法,宁灵雨也是展颜一笑,莫名欢欣起来。 Suspends practice. 暂停修炼。 Therapy. 去疗伤。 The school naturally is she best choice. 学校自然是她最好的选择。 „Walks, we enter the room to accompany them to chat the little while, only waited for the matter, I happen to must go home, at the appointed time we returned to Capital City together are.” “走吧,我们进屋陪他们聊会儿,只等此间事了,我正好也要回家一趟,到时咱们一起回京城就是。” No matter how said, female immortal emperor soul of Ning Lingyu within the body has suppressed thoroughly. 不管怎么说,宁灵雨体内的女仙帝灵魂已经彻底镇压。 Mo Wudao has also regained consciousness, returned to normal, moreover turns misfortune into a blessing, the strength rises dramatically. 莫无道也已经苏醒,恢复了正常,而且还因祸得福,实力暴增。 This is the good deed, is not the misdemeanor. 这都是好事,不是坏事。 Therefore, 所以, Ling Yun wants to go home. 凌云想回家了。 Exactly said, Ling Yun wants Demon Sect Main Altar, met the own birth mother, Yin Qingxuan goes home. 确切的说,凌云想要去魔宗总坛,接自己的生母,殷青璇回家了。 ( This chapter ends) (本章完)