DD2 :: Volume #8

#363 Part 2: But, I do not care, I love you


Silent, the surroundings completely is a silence. 寂静,周围尽是一片寂静。 This is one month of è very good night, may regarding this time Jiang Nannan, actually be a mood incomparably complex night. 这是一个月è很好的夜晚,可对于此时的江楠楠来说,却又是一个心情无比复杂的夜晚。 This time she, is standing outside a Zhuangzi, but in her bosom, is holding one package of things. 此时的她,正站在一处庄子外面,而在她的怀抱中,正抱着一包东西。 Surrounding all that familiar, memory is so profound. Even if feels the surrounding aura, her heart seems shivering. 周围的一切都是那么的熟悉、记忆的那么深刻。哪怕只是感受到周围的气息,她的心似乎都在颤抖着似的。 The purple è long hair hangs loose after the brain, Jiang Nannan sip tightened the lip. Looks up to gold sun silver moon in sky, silent question, why makes me come back, why? Why makes me return to this place, this once let I incomparably panic-stricken place. 紫è长发披散在脑后,江楠楠抿紧了嘴唇。抬头看向天空中的金阳银月,无声的发问,为什么让我回来,为什么?为什么让我回到这个地方,这个曾经让我无比惊恐的地方。 For can awaken my moral nature deep place most painful memory? To let me feels one again time that pain? 就为了要唤醒我心底深处最痛苦的记忆吗?就为了让我重新去感受一次那份痛苦吗? No, I do not want, me not to want! 不,我不要、我不要啊! Shaking the head that Jiang Nannan makes an effort, makes an effort. The tears, are actually uncontrolled flowing under. 江楠楠用力的摇着头,用力的。泪水,却是不受控制的流淌而下。 This place, she will not forget for a lifetime, for a lifetime. 这个地方,她一辈子都不会忘记,一辈子。 On that day, that fellow, that afterward the whole body flood the black è halo, the fellow who also gable went. How many pain he has taken to himself, shame? Because of that time, has formed the ī shade beyond description in own heart. Even if that fellow...... 那天,那个家伙,那个后来全身都泛起黑è光晕,将自己也包覆进去的家伙。他带给了自己多少痛苦,还有羞辱?就是因为那一次,在自己心中形成了难以形容的ī影。哪怕那个家伙…… Is absentminded, Jiang Nannan is walking forward. She also clear remembering, initially after oneself have attained in the package this sum of money, sends back money, immediately went to Shrek Academy, because, oneself do not have the face to see mother...... 失魂落魄的,江楠楠向前走着。她还清楚的记得,当初在自己拿到了包里这笔钱之后,把钱送回去,就立刻去了史莱克学院,因为,自己根本没脸去见妈妈…… Several years, oneself only have always given mother to write a letter, then sends some money to go back, actually does not dare to go back to see her. Fears to see mother, recalls this late pain once more, this evening...... 几年了,自己总是只给妈妈写写信,然后寄一些钱回去,却一直都不敢回去见她。就是怕见到妈妈,再次回忆起这一晚的痛苦,这一晚的…… I must have a look at mother, goes to send to money. Although receives a letter each time, the mothers said that he crosses is very good, but, she crosses really? I am quite silly, regardless of I have made anything, the mothers certainly will love my, certainly will forgive me. Mom, I quite think you. 我要去看看妈妈,去把钱送去。尽管每次来信,妈妈都说他过的很好,可是,她过的真的好吗?我好傻,无论我做了什么,妈妈都一定会爱我的,一定会原谅我。妈妈,我好想你。 The tears flow was fiercer, to the worry of mother, making in the Jiang Nannan innermost feelings the ī shade that went all out to spread as if downplay several points. 泪水流淌的更加厉害了,对母亲的惦念,让江楠楠内心之中拼命蔓延的ī影似乎淡化了几分。 She is running quickly, present she, the strength restored about close three rings level freely, but the Martial Soul book was Soft Bones Rabbit she, on running was much quicker than same rank Soul Master. 她快步跑着,尽管现在的她,实力只是恢复到了接近三环左右的水平,但武魂本就是柔骨兔的她,在奔跑上比同级别魂师要快得多。 Finally, she saw that place, that is in the city the most famous hospital, is having the best treatment and convalescent effect. 终于,她看到了那个地方,那是城里最著名的医馆,拥有着最好的治疗和疗养效果。 The family that one initially promised that fellow, complies with such matter, because of mother she...... 自己当初答应那个家伙的家族,答应那样的事情,是因为妈妈她…… Finally, the hospital was near, with that day is the same, the hall in hospital main happen to entrance. Initially, oneself the money in package, that Mystic Deep Sect had Black Tortoise god pill who to give him, making him help mother treat, when see mother to eat up Black Tortoise god pill after out of the window with own eyes, turned around to run. That time, body and mind entirely Shang, was painful to Absolute time. 终于,医馆近了,和那天一样,医馆的馆主正好在门口。当初,自己将包里的钱,还有那枚只有玄冥宗才有的玄武神丹交给他,让他帮助妈妈治疗,当自己在窗外亲眼看着妈妈吃下玄武神丹之后,就转身跑了。那时候的自己,身心俱伤,正是痛苦到了极致的时候。 Mom, you fortunately? Mom. 妈妈,你还好吗?妈妈。 The remembrance of mother arrived at Absolute, but, before Jiang Nannan will soon rush to the hospital. Suddenly, the hospital became illusory, the surrounding all also became illusory. 对母亲的思念已经到了极致,可是,就在江楠楠即将跑到医馆前的时候。突然,医馆变得虚幻了,周围的一切也都变得虚幻了。 No! Does not want......, Why, you take to me this illusion, doesn't make me have a look at mother? Asked you, making me have a look at mother.” Jiang Nannan was weeping and wailing loudly. “不!不要……,为什么,你带给我这份幻觉,却不让我去看看妈妈?求求你,让我去看看妈妈吧。”江楠楠大声哭喊着。 Then she discovered that the present all suddenly became clear, but, she is actually not able to control her body again. The present hospital as if becomes transparent. 然后她就发现,自己眼前的一切突然变得清晰了,可是,她却无法再控制自己的身体。眼前的医馆似乎变得透明起来。 The surrounding all are twisting, a thought suddenly appears in her mind, one day later. 周围的一切在扭曲,一个意念突然在她脑海中出现,一天后。 One day later? Is what meaning? 一天后?是什么意思? Jiang Nannan of some delay did not have slow the god to come, the mood immediately becomes excited, because, she saw mother finally. Saw has lain on the bed, face è pale mother. But at this time, on mother, is rippling the black è halo, that Black Tortoise god pill has the effect the appearance. 有些呆滞的江楠楠还没缓过神来,情绪就立刻变得激动起来,因为,她终于看到了妈妈。看到了躺在床上,脸è苍白的妈妈。而此时,妈妈身上,正荡漾着黑è的光晕,那正是玄武神丹起效的样子。 Mother and mother!” Jiang Nannan was yelling, but her sound point is actually not able to spread. “妈妈、妈妈!”江楠楠大叫着,但她的声音却一点也无法传出。 But at this time, she saw another person, another enters the person in mother hospital ward. 而就在这时候,她又看到了另一个人,另一个走进妈妈病房之中的人。 He and will he come? 他、他怎么会来了的? Jiang Nannan dull looks that enters the person in room, is not just Xu Sanshi? Follows close on him behind, his book child Chen Wen. 江楠楠呆呆的看着,那走进房间的人,可不正是徐三石么?紧跟在他身后的,还有他的书童陈文 That time Xu Sanshi, seemed also is very immature. But Jiang Nannan knows that time he had cultivating of close four rings . The strength wants on strong many. 那时候的徐三石,看上去还很是稚嫩。但江楠楠知道,那时的他却已经有接近四环的修为了。实力要比自己强上许多。 Xu Sanshi and sound of Chen Wen conversation passed on suddenly. 徐三石陈文交谈的声音突然传了过来。 This is that girl's mother? But, she how not in?” “这位就是那个女孩儿的母亲吗?可是,她怎么不在?” Chen Wen scratches the head, said: I do not know that I inquired her mother lives here. She sells into servitude to us, because of mother serious illness. Her mother innate heart has very serious issue, needs our Black Tortoise god pill to improve the heart, in the meantime, but also needs for a long time the good recuperation, can be good. She estimated that does not have the means that therefore......” 陈文挠挠头,道:“我也不知道,我只是打听到她母亲住在这里。她卖身给我们,就是因为母亲重病。她母亲先天心脏有很严重的问题,需要咱们的玄武神丹来改善心脏,同时,还需要长时间良好的调养,才能好起来。她估计也是没办法,所以才……” The fist of Xu Sanshi grips suddenly tightly, gets angry: „Didn't you early say? How can like this. Others to save mother, but I......” was saying at the same time, his fierce fist bombardment on nearby wall. 徐三石的拳头猛然攥紧,怒道:“你怎么不早说?怎么能这样。人家为了救妈妈,可我却……”一边说着,他猛的一拳轰击在旁边的墙壁上。 In any event, must find that girl. I must compensate her well, so long as found her, I marry her for the wife, I and I are really a bastard! Chen Wen, helping me hold the aunt to sit.” “无论如何,也要找到那个女孩儿。我要好好的补偿她,只要找到她,我就娶她为妻,我、我真是个混蛋啊!陈文,帮我扶阿姨坐起来。” Chen Wen stares, said: Second young master, do you want to do?” 陈文一愣,道:“二少爷,你要干什么?” Xu Sanshi sinking sound track: Black Tortoise god pill's efficacy, although is temperate, but digests is very slow . Moreover, the time of digestion is longer, more fierce that the drug efficacy can weaken. But I use Soul Power to help the aunt push the palace the blood, good many. Quick can absorb. After all my Soul Power and Black Tortoise god pill gathers very much.” 徐三石沉声道:“玄武神丹的药力虽然温和,但消化却很慢,而且,消化的时间越长,药效就会衰减的越厉害。但我用魂力帮阿姨推宫过血,就会好的多了。很快就能吸收。毕竟我的魂力玄武神丹很合。” Chen Wen urgently said: „It is not good, Young master. Your Martial Soul just now completes Second Awakening, is unstable. You cannot such do, can hurt the vitality.” 陈文急道:“不行,少爷。你的武魂才刚完成二次觉醒,还不稳定。你不能这么做,会伤元气的。” Xu Sanshi gets angry: „It is not good good. Others are been so fierce, I who I injure hurt a vitality am anything. Since could not find her now, I help her take care of her mother first.” 徐三石怒道:“不行也得行。人家被我伤的那么厉害,我伤点元气算什么。既然现在找不到她,我就帮她先照顾她妈妈。” At the strong request of Xu Sanshi, has helped up the Jiang Nannan mother who Chen Wen was not willing very much. 徐三石的强烈要求下,陈文很不甘愿的才扶起了江楠楠的母亲。 Looks at the present illusion, Jiang Nannan some vision delay, muttered thought aloud: Sanshi......” 看着眼前的幻境,江楠楠的目光有些呆滞,喃喃的自言自语道:“三石……” The present all as if likely were time speed up flowing, Jiang Nannan look at Xu Sanshi to sit in mother behind, unceasing stimulation of movement Soul Power, actually fainted finally on the bed, but mother actually shortly after sobered. 眼前的一切似乎像是时间加快了流动,江楠楠看着徐三石坐在母亲身后,不断的催动魂力,最终却晕倒在了床上,而母亲却在不久后清醒过来。 She also saw the person in Xu Sanshi confession hospital, must take care of mother well, has given the money. 她还看到了徐三石交代医馆的人,要好好照顾母亲,又给了一大笔钱。 Time unceasing outflow, the change, formerly that had presented the thought appears again. 时间不断的流失,变化,先前那个曾经出现过的意念再次出现。 One week later. In the hospital came to bring many food and ì thing Chen Wen. Has brought him to inquiring after the well being of own mother. 一周后。医馆里来了带着许多食物和ì用品的陈文。带来了他对自己母亲的嘘寒问暖。 Two weeks later, Chen Wen came. 两周后,陈文又来了。 Three weeks later,...... 三周后,…… Each week, Chen Wen will come to see own mother in the name of Xu Sanshi, but, he actually requests, mother in do not inscribe all these to her letter. 每一周,陈文都会以徐三石的名义来看自己的妈妈,可是,他却要求,妈妈在给自己的信中不要写上这一切。 Six months later. 半年后。 Xu Sanshi appears once again, he and he came to see mother unexpectedly. I have not actually come back...... 徐三石又一次出现,他、他竟然又来看妈妈了。我却没有回来…… The tears, flow from the eye socket of Jiang Nannan once again. 泪水,又一次从江楠楠的眼眶中流淌而出。 Looks appearance that mother and Xu Sanshi are merry, looks at Xu Sanshi to stand behind mother, rubs to pinch the shoulder for her, stimulates to movement Soul Power, is combing the body for her. Jiang Nannan has choked with sobs. 看着妈妈和徐三石有说有笑的样子,看着徐三石站在妈妈背后,为她揉捏着肩膀,催动魂力,为她梳理着身体。江楠楠已是泣不成声。 This bastard, he and he has not told me these. For these years, is he has been helping me take care of mother unexpectedly. The bastards, fools and bastard, why you and your agree did not tell me! 这个坏蛋,他、他从来都没告诉过我这些。这几年,竟然是他一直在帮我照顾着妈妈。坏蛋、笨蛋、混蛋,你、你为什么不肯告诉我啊! Mother's form desalinated, but her ruddy face and gentle smile, look at the Xu Sanshi compatible look, actually deep brand mark in the Jiang Nannan mind. 妈妈的身影淡化了,但她红润的面庞、慈祥的微笑,还有看着徐三石亲和的眼神,却在江楠楠脑海中深深烙印。 All these real, all these certainly real. Sanshi...... 这一切都是真的,这一切一定都是真的。三石…… The present all suddenly changed, illusory light shadow became ī dark, the Jiang Nannan surprised discovery, oneself lay on a bed suddenly, then she heard that familiar sound. 眼前的一切突然变了,虚幻的光影变得ī暗了下来,江楠楠突然惊讶的发现,自己躺在一张床,然后她就又听到了那个熟悉的声音。 Sorry, lets you by like this frightening. Believes me, I will not make you receive any injury, now, cannot in the future.” “对不起,让你受到了这样的惊吓。相信我,我不会让你受到任何伤害,现在不会,将来也不会。” I called Xu Sanshi, I know that they have given you money, making you consummate a marriage with me. But I not, because I will not injure you.” “我叫徐三石,我知道,他们给了你钱,让你跟我圆房。但我不会的,因为我不会伤害到你。” You......” “你……” You called Jiang Nannan, right?” Xu Sanshi asked in a soft voice. “你叫江楠楠,是吗?”徐三石轻声问道。 Jiang Nannan nodded. 江楠楠点了点头。 I, you wear the clothes first at the same time. Like this you will think that is safer. Then, we chat. In order to let them could rest assured that tonight I cannot leave here.” “我先到一边去,你穿好衣服。这样你会觉得安全一些。然后,我们聊聊。为了让他们放心,今晚我不能离开这里。” Jiang Nannan has gawked obviously, subconscious [say / way]: But, you are Martial Soul must practice......” 江楠楠明显愣了一下,下意识的道:“可是,你是武魂要修炼才……” I cannot make an animal. I have said that I will not injure you now, later cannot. Was Martial Soul Awakening and compared with you, what considered as? Black Tortoise Shield calculates what? What was sect master considered as? Compared with you, their anything is not. For you, this all, I am willing to give up. Even if future I, even cannot enter Shrek Academy Inner Court, is unable to become one of the Shrek Seven Devils. I also want.” “那我也不能做个禽兽。我说过,我现在不会伤害你,以后也不会。武魂觉醒和你相比,算得了什么?玄武盾算的了什么?宗主算得了什么?和你相比,它们什么都不是。为了你,这所有的一切,我都愿意放弃。哪怕未来的我,甚至不能进入史莱克学院内院,无法成为史莱克七怪之一。我也愿意。” Looks at his back resolutely, again listening to his firm powerful words, the tears in Jiang Nannan eye unable to stop goes all out to flow. 看着他那毅然决然的背影,听着他那坚定有力的话语,江楠楠眼中的泪水再也无法止住的拼命流淌。 I traded, you and you came.” “我换好了,你、你过来吧。” Xu Sanshi has turned around, arrives at the bedside, looks at tearful eyes dim Jiang Nannan, immediately somewhat flustered. 徐三石转过身,走到床边,看着泪眼朦胧的江楠楠,顿时有些慌了。 Nannan, do not cry, you could rest assured that how regardless of I will not make anything to you. I will not injure you. I ensure does not bump you.” 楠楠,你别哭,你放心,我无论如何也不会对你做什么的。我绝不会伤害到你。我保证不碰你。” I do not care.” Jiang Nannan sobbed was blurting out. “我不在乎。”江楠楠哽咽着脱口而出。 Ah? Xu Sanshi dull looks that suddenly sits up from the bed, has not actually worn the clothes, reveals Jiang Nannan of snow white fragrant shoulder, what did you say?” 啊?徐三石呆呆的看着突然从床上坐起,却并没有穿上衣服,露出雪白香肩的江楠楠,“你说什么?” Jiang Nannan plunges him fiercely, effort grasps his neck, the [say / way] of choking with sobs: I said that I do not care, the fool, I said that I do not care. I love you, Sanshi.” 江楠楠猛的扑向他,用力的抱住他的脖子,泣不成声的道:“我说,我不在乎,笨蛋,我说,我不在乎。我爱你,三石。” Wants end to say anything in this chapter, but thought that will destroy the ideal condition, everybody feels slowly. 本想在这一章末说点什么,但又觉得会破坏意境,大家慢慢感受吧。
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