Silent, the surroundingscompletely is a silence.
寂静,周围尽是一片寂静。Thisisonemonth of èverygoodnight, mayregardingthis timeJiang Nannan, actuallybe a moodincomparablycomplexnight.
这是一个月è很好的夜晚,可对于此时的江楠楠来说,却又是一个心情无比复杂的夜晚。This timeshe, is standingoutside a Zhuangzi, butinherbosom, is holdingonepackage of things.
此时的她,正站在一处庄子外面,而在她的怀抱中,正抱着一包东西。Surroundingallthatfamiliar, memoryis so profound. Even iffeels the surroundingaura, herheart seems shivering.
周围的一切都是那么的熟悉、记忆的那么深刻。哪怕只是感受到周围的气息,她的心似乎都在颤抖着似的。
The purpleèlong hairhangs looseafter the brain, Jiang Nannansiptightened the lip. Looks uptogold sunsilver moon in sky, silentquestion, whymakesmecome back, why? Whymakesmereturn tothisplace, thisonceletIincomparablypanic-strickenplace.
紫è长发披散在脑后,江楠楠抿紧了嘴唇。抬头看向天空中的金阳银月,无声的发问,为什么让我回来,为什么?为什么让我回到这个地方,这个曾经让我无比惊恐的地方。Forcanawakenmymoral naturedeep placemost painfulmemory? Toletmefeelsoneagaintimethatpain?
就为了要唤醒我心底深处最痛苦的记忆吗?就为了让我重新去感受一次那份痛苦吗?No, Ido not want, menot to want!
不,我不要、我不要啊!Shaking the head that Jiang Nannanmakes an effort, makes an effort. The tears, are actually uncontrolledflowingunder.江楠楠用力的摇着头,用力的。泪水,却是不受控制的流淌而下。Thisplace, shewill not forget for a lifetime, for a lifetime.
这个地方,她一辈子都不会忘记,一辈子。On that day, thatfellow, thatafterward the whole bodyflood the blackèhalo, the fellow who alsogablewent. How manypainhehas taken to himself, shame? Because ofthattime, has formed the īshadebeyond descriptioninownheart. Even ifthatfellow......
那天,那个家伙,那个后来全身都泛起黑è光晕,将自己也包覆进去的家伙。他带给了自己多少痛苦,还有羞辱?就是因为那一次,在自己心中形成了难以形容的ī影。哪怕那个家伙……Is absentminded, Jiang Nannanis walkingforward. Shealsoclearremembering, initiallyafteroneselfhave attainedin the packagethissum of money, sends backmoney, immediatelywent toShrek Academy, because, oneselfdo not have the faceto see mother......
失魂落魄的,江楠楠向前走着。她还清楚的记得,当初在自己拿到了包里这笔钱之后,把钱送回去,就立刻去了史莱克学院,因为,自己根本没脸去见妈妈……Severalyears, oneselfonlyhave always given mother to write a letter, thensendssomemoneyto go back, actuallydoes not dareto go backto seeher. Fearsto see mother, recallsthislatepainonce more, thisevening......
几年了,自己总是只给妈妈写写信,然后寄一些钱回去,却一直都不敢回去见她。就是怕见到妈妈,再次回忆起这一晚的痛苦,这一晚的……Imusthave a look at mother, goesto send tomoney. Althoughreceives a lettereach time, the mothers said that he crossesis very good, but, shecrossesreally? Iam quite silly, regardless ofIhave madeanything, the motherscertainlywill lovemy, certainlywill forgiveme. Mom, Iquitethinkyou.
我要去看看妈妈,去把钱送去。尽管每次来信,妈妈都说他过的很好,可是,她过的真的好吗?我好傻,无论我做了什么,妈妈都一定会爱我的,一定会原谅我。妈妈,我好想你。
The tearsflowwas fiercer, to the worry of mother, makingin the Jiang Nannaninnermost feelings the īshade that went all outto spreadas ifdownplayseveralpoints.
泪水流淌的更加厉害了,对母亲的惦念,让江楠楠内心之中拼命蔓延的ī影似乎淡化了几分。Sheis runningquickly, presentshe, the strengthrestoredaboutclosethree ringslevelfreely, but the Martial SoulbookwasSoft Bones Rabbitshe, on runningwas much quicker than samerankSoul Master.
她快步跑着,尽管现在的她,实力只是恢复到了接近三环左右的水平,但武魂本就是柔骨兔的她,在奔跑上比同级别魂师要快得多。Finally, shesawthatplace, thatisin the city the most famoushospital, is having the besttreatment and convalescenteffect.
终于,她看到了那个地方,那是城里最著名的医馆,拥有着最好的治疗和疗养效果。
The family that oneinitiallypromisedthatfellow, complies withsuchmatter, because ofmothershe......
自己当初答应那个家伙的家族,答应那样的事情,是因为妈妈她……Finally, the hospitalwas near, with that day is the same, the hall in hospitalmainhappen to entrance. Initially, oneself the money in package, thatMystic Deep SecthadBlack Tortoisegodpill who to givehim, makinghimhelp mother treat, whensee mother to eat upBlack Tortoisegodpillafterout of the windowwith own eyes, turned aroundto run. That time, body and mindentirelyShang, waspainfultoAbsolutetime.
终于,医馆近了,和那天一样,医馆的馆主正好在门口。当初,自己将包里的钱,还有那枚只有玄冥宗才有的玄武神丹交给他,让他帮助妈妈治疗,当自己在窗外亲眼看着妈妈吃下玄武神丹之后,就转身跑了。那时候的自己,身心俱伤,正是痛苦到了极致的时候。Mom, youfortunately? Mom.
妈妈,你还好吗?妈妈。
The remembranceof mother arrived atAbsolute, but, beforeJiang Nannanwill soon rush to the hospital. Suddenly, the hospitalbecameillusory, the surroundingallalsobecameillusory.
对母亲的思念已经到了极致,可是,就在江楠楠即将跑到医馆前的时候。突然,医馆变得虚幻了,周围的一切也都变得虚幻了。„No! Does not want......, Why, youtake tomethisillusion, doesn't makemehave a look at mother? Askedyou, makingmehave a look at mother.”Jiang Nannanwas weeping and wailingloudly.
“不!不要……,为什么,你带给我这份幻觉,却不让我去看看妈妈?求求你,让我去看看妈妈吧。”江楠楠大声哭喊着。Thenshediscoveredthat the presentallsuddenlybecameclear, but, she is actually not ableto controlherbodyagain. The presenthospitalas ifbecomestransparent.
然后她就发现,自己眼前的一切突然变得清晰了,可是,她却无法再控制自己的身体。眼前的医馆似乎变得透明起来。
The surroundingallare twisting, a thoughtsuddenlyappearsinhermind, onedaylater.
周围的一切在扭曲,一个意念突然在她脑海中出现,一天后。Onedaylater? Iswhatmeaning?
一天后?是什么意思?Jiang Nannan of somedelaydid not haveslow the godto come, the moodimmediatelybecomesexcited, because, shesaw mother finally. Sawhas lainon the bed, faceèpalemother. Butat this time, on mother, is rippling the blackèhalo, thatBlack Tortoisegodpillhas the effect the appearance.
有些呆滞的江楠楠还没缓过神来,情绪就立刻变得激动起来,因为,她终于看到了妈妈。看到了躺在床上,脸è苍白的妈妈。而此时,妈妈身上,正荡漾着黑è的光晕,那正是玄武神丹起效的样子。„Motherandmother!”Jiang Nannanwas yelling, but her soundpoint is actually not ableto spread.
“妈妈、妈妈!”江楠楠大叫着,但她的声音却一点也无法传出。Butatthis time, shesawanotherperson, anotherenters the person in motherhospital ward.
而就在这时候,她又看到了另一个人,另一个走进妈妈病房之中的人。Heand will hecome?
他、他怎么会来了的?Jiang Nannandulllooks that enters the person in room, is not just Xu Sanshi? Follows close on himbehind, hisbookchildChen Wen.江楠楠呆呆的看着,那走进房间的人,可不正是徐三石么?紧跟在他身后的,还有他的书童陈文。That timeXu Sanshi, seemedalso is very immature. ButJiang Nannanknows that timehehadcultivating of closefour rings . The strengthwantsonstrongmany.
那时候的徐三石,看上去还很是稚嫩。但江楠楠知道,那时的他却已经有接近四环的修为了。实力要比自己强上许多。Xu Sanshi and sound of Chen Wenconversationpassed onsuddenly.徐三石和陈文交谈的声音突然传了过来。„This is thatgirl'smother? But, shehownotin?”
“这位就是那个女孩儿的母亲吗?可是,她怎么不在?”Chen Wenscratches the head, said: „Ido not knowthatIinquiredher motherliveshere. Shesells into servitudetous, because ofmotherserious illness. Her motherinnatehearthas very serious issue, needsourBlack Tortoisegodpillto improve the heart, in the meantime, but alsoneedsfor a long time the goodrecuperation, canbe good. Sheestimated that does not have the means that therefore......”陈文挠挠头,道:“我也不知道,我只是打听到她母亲住在这里。她卖身给我们,就是因为母亲重病。她母亲先天心脏有很严重的问题,需要咱们的玄武神丹来改善心脏,同时,还需要长时间良好的调养,才能好起来。她估计也是没办法,所以才……”
The fist of Xu Sanshigripssuddenlytightly, gets angry: „Didn't youearlysay? Howcanlike this. Otherstosavemother, butI......”was sayingat the same time, his fiercefistbombardmentonnearbywall.徐三石的拳头猛然攥紧,怒道:“你怎么不早说?怎么能这样。人家为了救妈妈,可我却……”一边说着,他猛的一拳轰击在旁边的墙壁上。„In any event, mustfindthatgirl. Imustcompensateherwell, so long asfoundher, Imarryherfor the wife, IandI are really a bastard! Chen Wen, helpingmehold the auntto sit.”
“无论如何,也要找到那个女孩儿。我要好好的补偿她,只要找到她,我就娶她为妻,我、我真是个混蛋啊!陈文,帮我扶阿姨坐起来。”Chen Wenstares, said: „Second young master, do youwantto do?”陈文一愣,道:“二少爷,你要干什么?”Xu Sanshisinkingsound track: „Black Tortoisegodpill'sefficacy, althoughis temperate, butdigests is very slow . Moreover, the time of digestionis longer, morefierce that the drug efficacycanweaken. ButIuseSoul Powerto help the auntpush the palace the blood, goodmany. Quickcanabsorb. After allmySoul PowerandBlack Tortoisegodpillgathersvery much.”徐三石沉声道:“玄武神丹的药力虽然温和,但消化却很慢,而且,消化的时间越长,药效就会衰减的越厉害。但我用魂力帮阿姨推宫过血,就会好的多了。很快就能吸收。毕竟我的魂力和玄武神丹很合。”Chen Wenurgentlysaid: „It is not good, Young master. YourMartial Souljust nowcompletesSecond Awakening, is unstable. Youcannotsuchdo, canhurt the vitality.”陈文急道:“不行,少爷。你的武魂才刚完成二次觉醒,还不稳定。你不能这么做,会伤元气的。”Xu Sanshigets angry: „It is not goodgood. Othersare been so fierce, I who Iinjurehurt a vitalityamanything. Sincecould not findhernow, Ihelphertake care ofher motherfirst.”徐三石怒道:“不行也得行。人家被我伤的那么厉害,我伤点元气算什么。既然现在找不到她,我就帮她先照顾她妈妈。”At the strong request of Xu Sanshi, has helped up the Jiang Nannanmother who Chen Wenwas not willingvery much.
在徐三石的强烈要求下,陈文很不甘愿的才扶起了江楠楠的母亲。Looks at the presentillusion, Jiang Nannansomevisiondelay, mutteredthought aloud: „Sanshi......”
看着眼前的幻境,江楠楠的目光有些呆滞,喃喃的自言自语道:“三石……”
The presentallas iflikelyweretimespeed upflowing, Jiang Nannanlook atXu Sanshito sitin mother behind, unceasingstimulation of movementSoul Power, actuallyfaintedfinallyon the bed, but mother actuallyshortly aftersobered.
眼前的一切似乎像是时间加快了流动,江楠楠看着徐三石坐在母亲身后,不断的催动魂力,最终却晕倒在了床上,而母亲却在不久后清醒过来。Shealsosaw the person in Xu Sanshiconfessionhospital, musttake care of mother well, has given the money.
她还看到了徐三石交代医馆的人,要好好照顾母亲,又给了一大笔钱。Timeunceasingoutflow, the change, formerlythathad presented the thoughtappearsagain.
时间不断的流失,变化,先前那个曾经出现过的意念再次出现。One week later. In the hospitalcameto bringmanyfoodandìthingChen Wen. Has broughthimtoinquiring after the well being of ownmother.
一周后。医馆里来了带着许多食物和ì用品的陈文。带来了他对自己母亲的嘘寒问暖。Twoweekslater, Chen Wencame.
两周后,陈文又来了。Threeweekslater,......
三周后,……Eachweek, Chen Wenwill come to seeownmotherin the name ofXu Sanshi, but, heactuallyrequests, mother indo not inscribeall thesetoherletter.
每一周,陈文都会以徐三石的名义来看自己的妈妈,可是,他却要求,妈妈在给自己的信中不要写上这一切。Six months later.
半年后。Xu Sanshiappearsonce again, heandhecame to see mother unexpectedly. Ihave not actually come back......徐三石又一次出现,他、他竟然又来看妈妈了。我却没有回来……
The tears, flowfrom the eye socket of Jiang Nannanonce again.
泪水,又一次从江楠楠的眼眶中流淌而出。Looksappearance that mother andXu Sanshiare merry, looks atXu Sanshito standbehind mother, rubsto pinch the shoulderforher, stimulates to movementSoul Power, is combing the bodyforher. Jiang Nannanhas choked with sobs.
看着妈妈和徐三石有说有笑的样子,看着徐三石站在妈妈背后,为她揉捏着肩膀,催动魂力,为她梳理着身体。江楠楠已是泣不成声。Thisbastard, heandhehas not toldmethese. For these years, ishehas been helpingmetake care of mother unexpectedly. The bastards, foolsandbastard, whyyouandyouragreedid not tellme!
这个坏蛋,他、他从来都没告诉过我这些。这几年,竟然是他一直在帮我照顾着妈妈。坏蛋、笨蛋、混蛋,你、你为什么不肯告诉我啊!Mother'sformdesalinated, butherruddyface and gentlesmile, look at the Xu Sanshicompatiblelook, actuallydeepbrand markin the Jiang Nannanmind.
妈妈的身影淡化了,但她红润的面庞、慈祥的微笑,还有看着徐三石亲和的眼神,却在江楠楠脑海中深深烙印。All thesereal, all thesecertainlyreal. Sanshi......
这一切都是真的,这一切一定都是真的。三石……
The presentallsuddenlychanged, illusorylight shadowbecameīdark, the Jiang Nannansurpriseddiscovery, oneselflayon a bedsuddenly, thensheheardthatfamiliarsound.
眼前的一切突然变了,虚幻的光影变得ī暗了下来,江楠楠突然惊讶的发现,自己躺在一张床,然后她就又听到了那个熟悉的声音。„Sorry, letsyoubylike thisfrightening. Believesme, Iwill not makeyoureceiveanyinjury, now, cannotin the future.”
“对不起,让你受到了这样的惊吓。相信我,我不会让你受到任何伤害,现在不会,将来也不会。”„IcalledXu Sanshi, Iknowthattheyhave givenyoumoney, makingyouconsummate a marriagewithme. ButInot, becauseIwill not injureyou.”
“我叫徐三石,我知道,他们给了你钱,让你跟我圆房。但我不会的,因为我不会伤害到你。”„You......”
“你……”„YoucalledJiang Nannan, right?”Xu Sanshiaskedin a soft voice.
“你叫江楠楠,是吗?”徐三石轻声问道。Jiang Nannannodded.江楠楠点了点头。„I, youwear the clothesfirstat the same time. Like thisyouwill think that is safer. Then, wechat. In order toletthemcould rest assured that tonightIcannotleavehere.”
“我先到一边去,你穿好衣服。这样你会觉得安全一些。然后,我们聊聊。为了让他们放心,今晚我不能离开这里。”Jiang Nannanhas gawkedobviously, subconscious[say / way]: „But, youareMartial Soulmustpractice......”江楠楠明显愣了一下,下意识的道:“可是,你是武魂要修炼才……”„Icannotmake an animal. Ihave said that Iwill not injureyounow, latercannot. Was Martial Soul Awakeningandcompared withyou, whatconsidered as? Black Tortoise Shieldcalculateswhat? What was sect masterconsidered as? Compared withyou, theiranythingis not. Foryou, thisall, Iam willingto give up. Even iffutureI, evencannotenterShrek AcademyInner Court, is unable to become one of the Shrek Seven Devils. Ialsowant.”
“那我也不能做个禽兽。我说过,我现在不会伤害你,以后也不会。武魂觉醒和你相比,算得了什么?玄武盾算的了什么?宗主算得了什么?和你相比,它们什么都不是。为了你,这所有的一切,我都愿意放弃。哪怕未来的我,甚至不能进入史莱克学院内院,无法成为史莱克七怪之一。我也愿意。”Looks at his backresolutely, againlistening to his firmpowerfulwords, the tears in Jiang Nannaneye unable to stopgoes all outto flow.
看着他那毅然决然的背影,听着他那坚定有力的话语,江楠楠眼中的泪水再也无法止住的拼命流淌。„Itraded, youandyoucame.”
“我换好了,你、你过来吧。”Xu Sanshihas turned around, arrives at the bedside, looks attearful eyesdimJiang Nannan, immediatelysomewhatflustered.徐三石转过身,走到床边,看着泪眼朦胧的江楠楠,顿时有些慌了。„Nannan, do not cry, youcould rest assured that howregardless ofIwill not makeanythingtoyou. Iwill not injureyou. I ensure does not bumpyou.”
“楠楠,你别哭,你放心,我无论如何也不会对你做什么的。我绝不会伤害到你。我保证不碰你。”„Ido not care.”Jiang Nannansobbedwas blurting out.
“我不在乎。”江楠楠哽咽着脱口而出。„Ah?”Xu Sanshidulllooks that suddenlysits upfrom the bed, has not actually worn the clothes, revealsJiang Nannan of snow whitefragrantshoulder, „what did yousay?”
“啊?”徐三石呆呆的看着突然从床上坐起,却并没有穿上衣服,露出雪白香肩的江楠楠,“你说什么?”Jiang Nannanplungeshimfiercely, effortgraspshisneck, the [say / way] of choking with sobs: „IsaidthatIdo not care, the fool, IsaidthatIdo not care. Iloveyou, Sanshi.”江楠楠猛的扑向他,用力的抱住他的脖子,泣不成声的道:“我说,我不在乎,笨蛋,我说,我不在乎。我爱你,三石。”Wantsendto sayanythinginthischapter, butthought that will destroy the ideal condition, everybodyfeelsslowly.
本想在这一章末说点什么,但又觉得会破坏意境,大家慢慢感受吧。
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