DC :: Volume #32

#3110: Seed( my self-satisfied wind my self-satisfied wind)


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hōng lōng lōng lōng!!” 轰隆隆隆!!” The thunder and lightning cuts the sky, the dark cloud capping, Qi Ya Na partly squats in the ground, raised the head, cannot believe is looking at present own good friend. 雷电划破天空,乌云压顶,琪亚娜半蹲在地面上,抬起头来,不敢相信的望着眼前自己的好友。 Why? Bud clothes?! Why?!” “为什么?芽衣?!为什么?!” This is my choice, Qi Ya Na.” “这是我的选择,琪亚娜。” In Qi Ya Na's front good friend, this moment complexion is indifferent, absolutely during did not have in the ordinary day Qi Ya Na to remember the gentleness. 在琪亚娜面前的好友,此刻面色冷漠,完全没有了平日里琪亚娜记忆之中的温柔。 You once saved me, now, was one's turn me to save you.” “你曾经拯救了我,现在,轮到我拯救你了。” No, I do not want, goes back with me, returns to Huber Lyan, returns to everyone side ............!” “不,我不要,和我一起回去吧,回休伯利安,回到大家身边…………!” Qi Ya Na was screaming puts out a hand, however the next moment, the purple thunder, flew her direct ball together loudly. 琪亚娜尖叫着伸出手去,然而下一刻,一道紫色的雷霆轰然而下,将她直接弹飞了开去。 Said goodbye ......... Qi Ya Na.” “再见了………琪亚娜。” This is Qi Ya Na before, final words that the stupor hears. 这是琪亚娜在昏迷之前所听到的,最后的话语。 The world is collapsing. 世界正在崩坏。 Thunder and lightning bud clothes dull looks to stand in oneself front Qi Ya Na, does not know that should say anything is good. 雷电芽衣呆呆的看着站在自己面前的琪亚娜,不知道该说什么才好。 This is my mission, the bud clothes.” “这是我的使命,芽衣。” Qi Ya Na's voice is that gentle, all that but she said that actually callous heartrending. 琪亚娜的声音还是那么温柔,但是她所说的一切,却冷酷的让人心碎。 I am, this is the matter that I must handle, eliminates, protects everyone.” “我是,这是我必须要做的事情,消灭,守护大家。” Said till here, Qi Ya Na is showing a faint smile to the thunder and lightning bud clothes, that smile in the past not the slightest difference, but actually filled some not being able to say sadness. 说道这里,琪亚娜对着雷电芽衣微微一笑,那笑容与往常别无二致,但是却充满了某种说不出的悲伤。 This is the choice that I make.” “这就是我所做的选择。” No, Qi Ya Na, does not want, does not want ..................!!” “不,琪亚娜,不要,不要………………!!” The thunder and lightning bud clothes struggles to run to her, tries to keep her. However she puts out a hand, catches only, only then air & fucking ash of nihility ; In her front, that familiar young girl has disappeared thoroughly. 雷电芽衣挣扎着向她跑去,试图将她留下来。但是她伸出手去,唯一抓到的,只有虚无的空气—在她的面前,那个熟悉的少女已经彻底消失了。 The snowstorm of Siberia covered the whole world, changed into the white all. 西伯利亚的暴风雪覆盖了整个世界,将一切都化为了白色。 The strong winds of howling mix with the snowflake front surface to blow, Bro Niya stands there silently, looks that at present that is in the raging flames hut. In her front, once was as her friend, the present as the enemies of the world corpse. 呼啸的狂风夹杂着雪花迎面吹来,布洛妮娅只是默默的站在那里,看着眼前那正在熊熊燃烧的小屋。在她的面前的,是曾经身为她的友人,现在身为世界之敌的的尸体。 Why can like this? 为什么会这样呢? What did I make the mistake? 我做错了什么? Bro Niya engages in introspection, but cannot get the answer. 布洛妮娅扪心自问,但是却得不到答案。 With the fight is exceptionally difficult, but finally, her friend recaptured own will in the final moment, when she looks to Bro Niya, pleading her to eliminate itself, elimination time, Bro Niya had hesitant. However finally, she chose mission that completes itself as female martial God. She killed oneself good friend personally, protected this world. 与的战斗异常艰难,但是最终,她的友人还是在最后关头夺回了自己的意志,当她望向布洛妮娅,恳求她消灭自己,消灭的时候,布洛妮娅并非没有犹豫。然而最终,她还是选择了完成自己身为女武神的使命。她亲手杀死了自己的好友,守护了这个世界。 Why however ............... can finally like this? 然而……………为什么最后还是会这样呢? Bro Niya raised the head, looks to the sky, world at this moment had arrived at the brink of collapse. 布洛妮娅抬起头来,望向天空,此刻的世界已经到达了崩溃的边缘。 The destruction of human, close. 人类的毁灭,近在咫尺。 All these that then, oneself make, what significance also there is? 那么,自己所做的这一切,又有什么意义? Bro Niya closes the eye, wipes the tears to flow from her corner of the eye, changes into ice crystal & fucking ash ; Falls in the snowfield. 布洛妮娅闭上眼睛,一抹泪光从她的眼角流淌而下,化为冰晶—落在雪原之中。 ........................... “………………………” Fang Zheng surrounds the both arms, looks to pour in three people of ground, did not say a word. 方正环抱双臂,看着倒在地上的三人,一言不发。 He does, drags into the consciousness world three people, conducts the coherence their consciousness and infinite Mirai/future. 他所做的,就是将三人拉入意识世界,将她们的意识与无限的未来进行同调。 As divination mage, he can certainly achieve this point. In fact, currently Qi Ya Na and other people in dreaming, many people will have such experience, that was you had a very touching dream, in dream you experienced something, at that time you were affected, regretted, or feared. 作为预言法师,他当然可以做到这一点。事实上,现在琪亚娜等三人就是在做梦,很多人都会有这样的经历,那就是你做了一场非常感人的梦,在梦中你经历了一些事情,那个时候你非常感动,非常后悔,又或者非常恐惧。 Naturally, the average person wakes up the scene majority in later dream is not able to remember, most can also recall a little then sentiment and train of thought. 当然,一般人醒来之后梦里的情景大多数是记不住的,最多也只是能够回忆一点儿当时的感情与思绪罢了。 However they three people of experiences somewhat are different, this is the dream, this is not completely the dream. Now their three people look like the virtual reality game in experience dream, they can make oneself choice, and saw result that own choice brings, the RPG game of probably many choice branch is the same. 但是她们三人的经历却还有些不一样,这是梦,这又不完全是梦。现在她们三人就像是在体验梦中的虚拟实景游戏,她们可以做出自己的选择,并且看到自己的选择带来的结果,就好像很多选择分支的RPG游戏一样。 After all after many game players make a connection, will have all kinds of regrets, to make up for this regret, they with writing to conduct to make up with the way of person. 毕竟很多游戏玩家打通之后,会产生各种各样的遗憾,而为了弥补这种遗憾,他们才会用写同人的方式来进行补完。 Now Fang Zheng tells Qi Ya Na and the others with this method, your world is an excrement plays, but an excrement plays even, you can still have the means to grasp, and changes all these. 现在方正就是用这种方法来告诉琪亚娜等人,你们的世界是个粪游戏,但即便是个粪游戏,你们也可以有办法掌握并且改变这一切。 However before then, they must experience the pinnacle desperate. 不过在这之前,她们必须体验到极致的绝望才可以。 Fang Zheng is very clear, female martial God cannot become the reason of magical girl lies in they actually trains according to the soldier, regarding the soldier, the sacrifice and offer was the inherent responsibilities. However the magical girl is not good, what existence value can't everyone happy magical girl have together? 方正很清楚,女武神不能够成为魔法少女的原因在于她们其实是按照军人来培训的,对于军人来说,牺牲和奉献属于天职。但是魔法少女不行啊,不能大家一起幸福的魔法少女有什么存在价值啊? However, once you chose the sacrifice and offer, then HAPPYEND missed with you. 然而,一旦你选择了牺牲和奉献,那么HAPPYEND就与你无缘了。 It seems like Madoka, to save Homura Akemi , she chose sacrificed herself to protect the world. Finally is the samsara that Homura Akemi continuously, meets Fang Zheng, she has not known that can be what result, this not magical girl is good. 就好像小圆,为了拯救晓美焰,她选择了牺牲自己保护世界。结果就是晓美焰不住的轮回,要不是遇到方正,她还不知道会是个什么结局呢,这一点儿都不魔法少女好吧。 Painful either is yourself, either is your person. Moreover is different from the reality, the dreamland in game is not such, you could sacrifice itself to save the world. However you can see was saved as before after the world, how your companion is crashed by the sadness, finally lost all, after rather than eye choke-out , even if the flood does not do your matter dreadfully. 痛苦的要么是你自己,要么就是你身边的人。而且和现实不同,游戏中的梦境并非如此,你或许可以牺牲自己拯救世界。但是你依旧可以看到在世界被拯救之后,你的同伴是如何被悲伤所压垮,最终失去了一切,而不是眼睛一闭死后哪怕洪水滔天也不干你事。 By their current thought ideas and inertias, they will soon detect, how regardless of oneself choose, will have the infinite pain with suffering. 以她们目前的思维想法和惯性,她们很快就会察觉到,无论自己怎么选择,都会产生无尽的痛苦与折磨。 To put it bluntly, this looks like all misery in their development process meeting compresses completely in together, altogether throws to them directly, making them recall all pain experiences one to be the same completely. 说白了,这就像是把她们成长过程之中所遇到的一切苦难全部压缩在一起,一股脑的直接扔给她们,让她们把所有的痛苦回忆全部经历一遍一样。 Naturally, after they wake up, the detail that they experience partially can become fuzzy. For example dreaming time why they could be very clear had this matter as well as why must do that however after waking up, they will only remain by the sad part, for example they remember reluctantly oneself killed somebody, but why did that actually cannot remember. 当然,在她们醒来之后,她们经历的细节部分会变得模糊。比如做梦的时候她们或许能够很清楚为什么发生了这种事以及为什么自己要这么做,但是当醒来之后,她们只会残留最让自己伤心的部分,比如她们会勉强记得自己杀了某个人,但是为什么这么做却记不得了。 After all, Fang Zheng is impossible really to give them the play to pass, because Mirai/future is infinite, any play passed represents some Mirai/future to be fixed. 毕竟,方正又不可能真的给她们剧透,因为未来是无限的,任何一种剧透都代表着某个未来被固定了。 As the matter stands, if they were crashed, and therefore despairs, that Fang Zheng did not have idea. 这样一来,如果她们被压垮,并且因此绝望,那方正也就没辙了。 But if they had not been crashed, instead even more wants to grasp the nettle to achieve a perfect result ........., the seed that represents the magical girl has taken root to germinate in three will of the people. 但是如果她们并没有被压垮,反而越发想要迎难而上想要达成一个完美结局………嗯,就代表魔法少女的种子已经在三人心里生根发芽了。 They will not have the matter.” “她们不会有事吧。” At this time Lisa and immeasurable tower Ji Zi also walked, worry looked at three people, Fang Zheng is shrugging the shoulders. 这时德丽莎和无量塔姬子也走了过来,担心的望着三人,方正则耸耸肩膀。 Does not know, I also said with you before, the test of spiritual level is very painful and dangerous, if successful, then they will become the will to be firmer more and resolute, regardless of meets what scene to be able the firm to arrive at final female martial God. If failed, then they may lose the hope to the later life thoroughly, becomes the nonmotile good-for-nothing. How must walk as for the concrete this road, must look at them, this is not I can about.” “不知道,我之前也和你们说了,精神层面的考验是非常痛苦和危险的,如果成功的话,那么她们就会成为心志更加坚毅,无论遇到什么场面都能够坚定信念走到最后的女武神。如果失败的话,那么她们或许会对以后的人生彻底失去希望,成为毫无动力可言的行尸走肉。至于具体这条路要怎么走,就要看她们自己了,这就不是我能够左右的。” Also after a while, three people wake finally, saw that this Reed Lisa and the others also relax, but immeasurable tower Ji Zigeng is looking at their asked anxiously. 又过了一会儿,三人终于醒了过来,看到这里德丽莎等人也是松了口气,而无量塔姬子更是不安的望着她们开口询问道 „Are you all right?” “你们没事吧?” Ji child Sensei?” “姬子老师?” Hears the immeasurable tower Ji Zi voice, Qi Ya Na who just stood up gawked, then she stretched out the arms, dashes closely to grasp immeasurable tower Ji Zi directly, buried the head in her chest. 听到无量塔姬子的声音,刚刚站起身来的琪亚娜愣了一下,接着她张开双臂,飞奔了过去直接紧紧抱住了无量塔姬子,将头埋在她的胸口。 Ji child Sensei!!” “姬子老师!!” Yeah? You? Qi Ya Na?” “哎?你怎么了?琪亚娜?” Facing Qi Ya Na this sudden manner, immeasurable tower Ji Zi also stares, she can detect that the young girl holds oneself arm to shiver at this moment tightly slightly, effort enclasped her, probably will loosen hand to go to resemble to her. 面对琪亚娜这突如其来的举止,无量塔姬子也是一愣,她可以察觉到少女此刻紧抱着自己的手臂正在微微颤抖,用力的抱紧了她,好像一松开手自己就会离她而去似的。 But hears the immeasurable tower Ji Zi inquiry, Qi Ya Na shakes the head slightly. 而听到无量塔姬子的询问,琪亚娜只是微微摇了摇头。 It‘s nothing, Ji child Sensei, makes my hold your a while again ......... “没什么,姬子老师,就让我这样再抱你一会儿………” „???” “???” Although is confused, but the immeasurable tower Ji child sees Qi Ya Na this acting like a spoiled brat appearance rarely, therefore has not said anything, but puts out a hand, is touching her hair gently. 虽然一头雾水,但是无量塔姬子还是难得看见琪亚娜这种撒娇的样子,于是也没有多说什么,而是伸出手去,轻轻抚摸着她的头发。 In a moment later, Qi Ya Na as if finally calm, this longing let loose immeasurable tower Ji Zi, then she and thunder and lightning bud clothes also had Bro Niya to look at each other a glance, shifted to Fang Zheng. 在片刻之后,琪亚娜似乎终于冷静了下来,这才依依不舍的放开了无量塔姬子,接着她和雷电芽衣还有布洛妮娅对视了一眼,转向方正 Mr. Yuki, we ............... 结城先生,我们……………” Your anything does not need to say.” “你们什么都不需要说。” Qi Ya Na just opened the mouth, Fang Zheng beckons with the hand to break her. 琪亚娜刚刚开口,方正就摆了摆手打断了她。 This is your experiences, your ideas, except for you, no one can judge your to the mistake, if you thought that has harvested enough ......... naturally, so long as do not hate too excessively then it will be alright that I play.” “这是属于你们的经历,你们的想法,除了你们自己,没有人能够判断你们的对错,如果你们觉得有所收获就够了………当然,只要别怨恨我玩的太过分就行。” hearing this, Qi Ya Na was also smiles, then three people good a ritual, turned around to leave. 听到这里,琪亚娜也是轻轻一笑,接着三人行了一礼,转身离开。 Looks back that they leave, inconceivable of Lisa face. 看着她们离开的背影,德丽莎一脸的不可思议。 Really makes one not think, I am first time see Qi Ya Na this mature appearance, actually did she experience what in the dream?” “真让人没想到,我还是第一次看见琪亚娜这种成熟的样子呢,她究竟在梦里经历了什么?” Is only the sequela, will sleep will get up tomorrow, she restored usual Qi Ya Na.” “只是后遗症罢了,睡一觉明天起来,她就又恢复成平时的琪亚娜了。” Fang Zheng shook his head, this just awoke in the mood influence by dreamland to be been same, but looks at they three people of appearances ........., at least the this time test, should pass through. 方正摇了摇头,这就和人刚刚睡醒还被梦境里的情绪影响一样,不过看她们三人的样子………嗯,起码这次考验,应该是过关了。 Since the seed has planted, then ............... 既然种子已经种下,那么接下来…………… Miss Lisa, I plans to give them some new tests, you do not have the issue.” “德丽莎小姐,我打算给她们一些新的考验,你们没问题吧。” Thinks till here, Fang Zheng touches the chin, then looks to Lisa, smiles again is saying. 想到这里,方正摸了摸下巴,接着望向德丽莎,再次微笑着开口说道。 Heard Fang Zheng’s request, Lisa and immeasurable tower Ji Zi was vigilant immediately. 听到方正的要求,德丽莎和无量塔姬子顿时警惕了起来。 Also can make the indoctrination? I thought that this bore to them is too big.” “还要做精神训练吗?我觉得这对她们来说负担太大了吧。” Lisa a little opposed, she does not know three people experienced anything in the dreamland, dragon prestige that but Fang Zheng emitted before suppressed was too terrifying, Lisa will be worried about Qi Ya Na at that time their therefore direct nervous breakdown. After all in female military god, because faced with tremendous pressure, but nervous breakdown also has. 德丽莎有点儿反对,她是不知道三人在梦境里经历了什么,但是之前方正放出的龙威压制太恐怖了,以至于德丽莎当时都会担心琪亚娜她们会因此直接精神崩溃。毕竟在女武神之中,因为面临巨大压力而精神崩溃的也不是没有。 Although this time does not have the issue, but Lisa does not dare to make Fang Zheng attempt again. 虽然这次没有问题,但是德丽莎也不敢再让方正尝试了。 This actually not.” “这倒不是。” Fang Zheng shook his head. 方正摇了摇头 Spiritual test has passed through, then, I can give them a little live operational training.” “精神考验已经过关,那么接下来,我可以给她们一点儿实战训练了。” Then, he says grinningly. 接着,他笑嘻嘻的开口说道。
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