This Yukiho has not screamed. 这一次雪步都没有叫出声来。 Because she fainted directly. 因为她直接晕过去了。 When Yukiho opens the eye again, heaves in sight, is the strange ceiling. 当雪步再次睁开眼睛时,映入眼帘的,是陌生的天花板。 But at the same time, Fang Zheng’s voice resounds from her side. 而与此同时,方正的声音从她身边响起。 „Did you awake?” “你醒了？” „!” “！” Hears Fang Zheng’s voice, sits to set out, depends on the wall that Yukiho frightens immediately to roll up one group. Then she sees Fang Zheng to sit on the chair of oneself bedside, is gazing at her. 听到方正的声音,雪步顿时吓的坐起身来,靠着墙蜷缩成一团。接着她就看见方正坐在自己床边的椅子上,注视着她。 But then the next moment, Fang Zheng says. 而接着下一刻,方正开口说道。 „Hagiwara Yukiho!” “荻原雪步！” „......... Is! Producer mister .........?” “啊………是！制作人先生………？” Hears Fang Zheng to shout suddenly own name, Yukiho feels immediately somewhat anxiously, she looked all around around one subconsciously, this discovered that here should be the medical office in some school, in the entire room, only has oneself with Fang Zheng two people at present. This makes Yukiho even more terrified ........., but has not waited for her to say anything again, Fang Zheng continues to say. 听到方正忽然喊自己的名字,雪步顿时感到有些紧张,她下意识的环顾了一下四周,这才发现这里应该是某个学校的医务室,整个房间里,眼下只有自己和方正两个人。这让雪步越发惊恐不安起来………但是还没有等她再说什么,方正就继续开口说道。 „Do you work as the idol for what?” “你是为了什么来当偶像的？” „I ...............” “我……………” Heard Fang Zheng’s inquiry hesitant, Yukiho. 听到方正的询问,雪步犹豫了一下。 【.】 【.】 „I ......... I to oneself not self-confident, I want to change the spiritless personality ........., therefore I meet ......... make the idol.” “我………我对自己没有自信,我想要改掉自己懦弱的性格………所以我才会………来做偶像。” „I want also to be.” “我想也是。” Fang Zheng nods, this reply has not stemmed from his unexpected, if for some special reason, will not want to work as the idol like Hagiwara Yukiho this shy young girl unexpectedly basically is impossible. 方正点了点头,这个回答倒没有出乎他的意料之外,如果不是出于某种特殊原因的话,像荻原雪步这种怕生的少女居然会想要当偶像基本上是不可能的。 „Your idea is very good, but .........” “你的想法很好,但是………” „But?” “但是？” „Did you do?” “你做了吗？” „Huh?” “哎？” Heard Fang Zheng’s inquiry, Yukiho gawked, but Fang Zheng continued to say. 听到方正的询问,雪步愣了一下,而方正则继续开口说道。 „You become the idol, is to change own character, turns into different. Well? What are you making? Do you have the effort to face all these?” “你成为偶像,是想要改变自己的性格,变成不一样的自己吧。那么现在呢？你在做什么？你有努力面对这一切吗？” „I ...............” “我……………” „You are afraid the man, this is not strange. However since you decided that must make the idol, you should know, this is the difficulty that you must face. Only is evades is useless, you must buoy up, faces on own initiative is good.” “你害怕男人,这并不奇怪。但是你既然决定要做偶像,你就应该知道,这是你必须面对的难关。光是逃避是没有用的,你必须要振作起来,主动面对才行。” Said till here, Fang Zheng stands up, is looking steadily at Yukiho, but Yukiho at this moment also grips tightly both hands, looks pale. 说道这里,方正站起身,盯视着雪步,而此刻的雪步也是紧握双手,面色苍白。 „But you have been evading, I was not clear why you are afraid the man, since you want to overcome, then must show the courage.” “可是你一直在逃避,我不清楚你为什么害怕男人,但是既然你有心要克服,那么就要拿出勇气来。” „I ......... I .........” “我………我………” Hears Fang Zheng’s words, Yukiho opens mouth close to, later depressed lowers the head. 听到方正的说话,雪步张了张嘴巴,随后又沮丧的低下头去。 „I ......... cannot complete, I want to overcome my weakness, but how actually unable to achieve. I really make anything is not good, at that time made the idol is also because the friend helps register, therefore participates. But ........., but I thought that I am not suitable to make the idol .........” “我………是不是做不好啊,我想要克服自己的弱点,但是却怎么都做不到。是不是我真的做什么都不行,当时做偶像也是因为朋友帮忙报了名,所以才来参加的。可是………可是我觉得我根本不适合做偶像………” „Therefore you do want to deny itself?” “所以你就要否定自己吗？” Fang Zheng also looked, the Yukiho biggest problem lacked self-confidently, this was also very normal, Ikari Shinji also had this problem, he thinks that own anything was not good, even drove eva also to be forced somebody to do something he incapable. Behind underwent the Fang Zheng’s Sparta training, turns around his character gradually. 方正也看出来了,雪步最大的问题就是缺乏自信,这也很正常,碇真嗣也有这个毛病,他认为自己什么都不行,连驾驶eva也是被赶鸭子上架的。后面还是经过了方正的斯巴达训练,才把他的性格渐渐扭转了过来。 However to Hagiwara Yukiho, Fang Zheng naturally impossible to train with Sparta. 但是对荻原雪步,方正当然就不可能用斯巴达训练了。 „...............” “……………” This time, Yukiho has not spoken. 这一次,雪步没有说话。 „If you to oneself not self-confident, others believe that you are also useless.” “如果你对自己没有自信,其他人相信你也没有用。” If traded is in dating sim these protagonist, at this moment feared that will say some „I believed you, even if you did not believe your oneself, I also believe that you” and so on sought the Yukiho favorable impression, however Fang Zheng may not have this mood. Now what he plays is the idol fosters, is not the love simulation . Moreover, that words saying in Fang Zheng look like do not have the significance. 如果换了是恋爱游戏里那些主角,这会儿怕是会说一些“我相信你,哪怕你不相信你自己,我也会相信你”之类的话来博取雪步的好感,然而方正可没这个心情。他现在玩的是偶像养成,又不是恋爱模拟,而且,那种话说出来在方正看来也毫无意义。 This looks like Sensei and schoolmate, if the schoolmate, forgave contains should be, naturally, even if the opposite party made the mistake, as the schoolmate, as the friend, as the diehards, I was not good to refer, even made also the no reason why not following your meaning. 这就像是老师与同学,如果是同学的话,相互之间体谅包容是应该的,当然了,哪怕对方做错了事,作为同学,作为朋友,作为死党,我不好指出来,甚至顺着你的意思去做也未尝不可。 However Sensei is not good, even if in the ordinary day relates good Sensei with the student, will not give the complexion to look in this aspect, because imparts knowledge and educates people are their work, therefore one tidies up every so often cannot avoid. 但是老师就不行了,哪怕是平日里和学生关系再好的老师,也不会在这方面给好脸色看,因为教书育人是他们的工作,所以很多时候一顿收拾都是免不了的。 Naturally, at that time may have many students unable to think through, even therefore hates Sensei, after they grow up entered the society, some people will understand the Sensei pains. 当然了,当时可能会有不少学生想不通,甚至因此怨恨老师,但是当他们长大了进入社会之后,有些人就会明白老师的苦心。 Naturally , some people refuse stubbornly to repent. 当然,也有一些人是死不悔改的。 However these do not matter. 不过这些都无所谓。 Fang Zheng is also indifferent. 方正也无所谓。 „You must know, Yukiho, you now are an idol. You can find 10,000 excuses to evade all these, but do not forget, others in you, they believe that you ......... good, to be honest, they believe that you are also useless, because you do not believe your oneself. Now you tell me, you so-called want to become the idol, changes itself, but is prompted by a sudden impulse for a while?” “你要知道,雪步,你现在是一名偶像。你可以找一万个理由逃避这一切,但是你不要忘记了,其他人都在等你,她们相信你………好吧,说实话,她们相信你也没用,因为你不相信你自己。现在你来告诉我,你所谓想要成为偶像,改变自己,只是一时心血来潮吗？” „...............” “……………” „Replied me!” “回答我！” „It is not!” “不是！” Shouts a question facing Fang Zheng’s, Yukiho frightens immediately called, then she clenched both fists. 面对方正的喝问,雪步吓的顿时叫了出来,接着她握紧双拳。 „I, I really want to change itself very much, but, I do not know .........” “我,我真的很想要改变自己,但是,我不知道………” „You do not need to know, no one knows perhaps how own Mirai/future, some doesn't day goes out is killed by the car(riage), eat meal today?” “你不需要知道,没有人会知道自己未来怎么样,也许某一天出门就会被车撞死,难道今天就不吃饭了？” Fang Zheng is looking steadily at Yukiho, looked she cannot raise the head. 方正盯视着雪步,看的她抬不起头来。 „To be honest, I do not have the means to tell you, you can certainly overcome, or you are absolutely impossible to overcome. No one knows that what result finally can be, you do not know, I do not know, others do not know. However this lives, we complete us to do, remaining giving destinies. Then now, I ask again your one time, you have been ready, trod this?” “说实话,我没有办法告诉你,你一定可以克服,或者你绝对不可能克服。没有人知道最后会是一个什么样的结果,你不知道,我不知道,其他人也不知道。但是这就是生活,我们做好我们能做的,剩下的交给命运。那么现在,我再问你一次,你已经做好准备,踏出这一步了吗？” „.....................” “…………………” hearing this, Yukiho silent moment, then, her anxious raising the head, first time looked straight ahead Fang Zheng’s eyes. 听到这里,雪步沉默了片刻,接着,她不安的抬起头来,第一次直视了方正的双眼。 „Producer ......... I, can I really tread this?” “制作人………我,我真的可以踏出这一步吗？” „This is your choice, if you stand here, then you are unable to know forever, after you tread this, waits for your is succeeds or is defeated. Indeed, marking is safest, although will not succeed, but will not be defeated at least. But, you want to mark, you thought that others have accompanied you to mark?” “这是你的选择,你如果只是站在这里,那么你永远无法知道,当你踏出这一步之后,等待你的是成功还是失败。的确,原地踏步是最安全的,虽然不会成功,但是起码也不会失败。可是,你想要原地踏步,你觉得其他人会一直陪着你原地踏步吗？” „..................” “………………” This time, Yukiho had not replied, but Fang Zheng’s voice was also gentle. 这一次,雪步没有回答,而方正的声音也柔和了一些。 „You could rest assured that I will boost you to walk in your body, no matter front you will tumble, walks, I look in behind.” “不过你放心,我会在你身后推着你走的,不管前面你会跌倒,还是走下去,我都会在后面看着。” Said till here, Fang Zheng puts out a hand. 说道这里,方正伸出了手。 „Then, was your own decision, this road was you elects, you can only walk.” “接下来,就是你自己的决定了,这条路是你选的,你只能自己走。” This time, Yukiho silent for a long time. Then, she closes the eye, deeply inspires, then opens again. 这一次,雪步沉默了许久。接着,她闭上眼睛,深深吸了口气,接着再次睁开。 „I ......... I am unwilling, I want to try, the producer ......... I ......... I thought that I can achieve!” “我………我不甘心,我想要试试,制作人………我………我觉得我能做到！” At the same time saying, Yukiho looks to the hand that Fang Zheng extends, she hesitant moment, seems like in front is not a hand, but together the heat iron is the same. But Fang Zheng’s movement has not changed, even if Yukiho has not responded, he also puts out a hand, is staring at her. 一面说着,雪步望向方正伸出的手,她犹豫了片刻,就好像自己面前的不是一只手,而是一块烧红的烙铁一样。而方正的动作没有丝毫变化,哪怕雪步没有回应,他也只是伸出手,盯着她。 After several minutes, Yukiho is then fierce clenches teeth, probably under decided what determination, puts out a hand, gripped Fang Zheng’s hand, stood. 在过了好几分钟之后,雪步这才猛一咬牙,像是下定了什么决心似的,一把伸出手去,握住了方正的手,站了起来。 „How feels? Also without is so fearful, not?” “感觉如何？也没有那么可怕,不是吗？” „......... Un .........” “啊………嗯………” Feels the warm touch of transmitting, cheek of Yukiho slightly one red, from the beginning she is a little anxious, but is quick, Yukiho felt touch that warm aura, both hands gripped, seems like some people gently protects her in the bosom is the same, lets Yukiho originally because of panic-stricken the heart of beat, cannot help but law-abiding. 感受到手中传来的温暖触感,雪步的面颊不由微微一红,一开始她还有点儿紧张,但是很快,雪步就感觉到了一股温暖的气息,双手握住的触感,就好像有人温柔的将她呵护在怀里一样,让雪步原本因为惊恐而跳动的心脏,都不由自主的安分了下来。 „Since you have made the choice, is ready, then our also big pile of troublesome things must process.” “既然你已经做出了选择,那么就做好准备吧,接下来我们还有一大堆麻烦事情要处理呢。” Is saying, Fang Zheng loosened the hand, walks toward the entrance. But loosens somewhat emptily Yukiho of hand feels itself, but she also hesitant two seconds, went out of the medical office with Fang Zheng. 一面说着,方正一面松开了手,向着门口走去。而松开手的雪步则感觉到自己心里不由的有些空荡荡的,不过她也只是犹豫了两秒,就跟着方正走出了医务室。 Then, Yukiho knows why Fang Zheng will say „also the big pile of troublesome things must process”. 接着,雪步就知道方正为什么会说“还有一大堆麻烦事情要处理”了。 Because radically is the mess. 因为根本就是一团糟。 As the mini live performance conference site of celebration on falling the drill ground in rural primary school, built a simple stage in the end of drill ground, this was complete. Remaining things, including acoustic anything, although also has, but had the things of many years, when might be the elementary school constructed the thing, at present can use to be good reluctantly. 作为庆典的迷你live演出会场是在降乡村小学的操场上,在操场的尽头搭了一个简易的舞台,这就是全部了。剩下的东西,包括音响什么的虽然也有,但是却都是有好多年头的东西了,甚至有可能是小学建造时的东西,目前勉强能用就已经不错了。 Moreover, here even lighting engineer and acoustic masters do not have, in other words, must begin by people. 不仅如此,这里甚至连灯光师和音响师都没有,也就是说,一切都要靠众人自己去动手。 Therefore thousand early and expensive/noble sound is busy debugging the sound and mixes the sound, Yayoi and the others crawled to nearby wooden tower comes up the operation light illumination, but also some people are reorganizing the backstage ......... saying that 765 idols not only need wait to perform on stage, even the backstage work wants one and is responsible. 于是千早和贵音在忙着调试音响和混音,还有弥生等人爬到旁边的木塔上去操作灯光照明,还有人在整理后台………可以说,765的偶像们不仅仅要等着上台表演,甚至连后台工作都要一并负责。 oh, right, because the population is insufficient, even the lunch and dinner, want them to begin personally. 哦,对了,因为人数不足,甚至连午饭和晚饭,都要她们亲自动手。 The at this moment young girls have completely been disillusioned regarding mini live fantasy at first, two are tied up. Luckily the youth league in village is responsible for helping, otherwise light/only depends on these young girls, wants to handle so many things also is really troublesome. 这会儿少女们最初对于迷你live的幻想早已经彻底破灭,一个两个都忙得不可开交。幸亏还有村子里的青年团负责帮忙,不然光靠这些少女,想要搞定这么多东西还真是麻烦。 But even so, lets one crowd of person tired half dead. 而即便如此,也让一群人累的半死。 However the matter has not stopped, with the assistance of Fang Zheng’s, the group handled the arrangement of stage before the lunch finally. However this has not ended, after finishing eating the food, they only rested for one hour, has to get up to conduct the dress rehearsal of program ......... 不过事情可没有到此为止,在方正的协助下,一行人总算在午饭之前搞定了舞台的布置。但是这还没完,吃完饭之后,她们只休息了一个小时,就不得不起来进行节目的彩排……… „This may really be unbearable.” “这可真是够呛的。” Looks young girls who rehearse in the stage, arched also wiped beads of sweat on forehead. 看着在舞台上排练的少女们,穹也是擦了一把额头上的汗珠。 „To be honest, I have not thought that unexpectedly so will be troublesome, this simply is awfully.” “说实话,我也没有想到居然会这么麻烦,这简直是要命啊。” „No one complained, is very good.” “不过没有人抱怨,已经很不错了。” Looks at singing Yukiho, Fang Zheng nods. 看着正在唱歌的雪步,方正点了点头。 „Then, watched the official performance.” “接下来,就看正式演出了。”