DC :: Volume #13

#1222: Lost mind


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the next day, Fang Zheng then brought Homura Akemi to return the library, when the person saw Homura Akemi in the presence of everyone again, they were almost startled. 第二天,方正便带着晓美焰重新回到了图书馆,只不过当众人再次看见晓美焰时,她们几乎都是大吃一惊。 Must know beforehand Homura Akemi , although also frequently appears, but she always brings ice-cold atmosphere, filled with living person not near aura from top to bottom. When facing Madoka and Fang Zheng and other individuals, she will restrain some slightly. 要知道以前晓美焰虽然也经常出现,但是她总是带着一种冰冷的气场,浑身上下都充满了生人勿近的气息。只有在面对小圆方正等少数几个人的时候,她才会稍微收敛一些。 However now, the biggest change was ......... she smiles unexpectedly! 但是现在,最大的变化是………她居然笑了! Did that ten thousand years of iceberg female laugh at you to dare to believe unexpectedly? 那个万年冰山女居然笑了你敢信? At least Madoka does not dare to believe. 至少小圆是不敢信的。 Good morning, Madoka.” “早上好,小圆。” Good morning, Akemi-chan, you are ......... “早上好,小焰,你这是………” Looks to have the gentle smile, as if changed a person Homura Akemi completely, Madoka cannot speak dumbfoundedly, long time nods. 看着带着柔和微笑,仿佛完全变了一个人般的晓美焰,小圆也是目瞪口呆说不出话,半晌才点了点头。 ......... You ......... are all right.” “………你………没事吧。” I am all right, I thought through something ......... “我没事,我只是想通了一些事情而已………” The Akemi-chan smile is still very temperate, the tone is also very gentle, did not ice coldly like before completely, but Madoka thought how present Akemi-chan compared with before ......... said that although before Akemi-chan attitude very ice-cold, but Madoka can feel that the opposite party wanted to pull closer with own relations vigorously. 小焰的笑容依旧很温和,语气也很轻柔,完全不像以前那么冰冷冷的,可是小圆却觉得眼前的小焰比之前………怎么说呢,以前小焰虽然态度很冰冷,但是小圆可以感觉对方是极力想要拉近和自己的关系的。 However now, although in the Akemi-chan surface seemed like easy access, but Madoka can actually feel, before opposite party as if not, was so anxious. 但是现在,虽然小焰表面上看起来更容易接近了,可是小圆却能够感觉到,对方似乎并没有之前那么急切了。 I said that Big Brother, you should not take what magic potion to her.” “我说,大哥哥,你该不会是给她吃什么迷魂药了吧。” at this moment Kuro-chan also came over, grinning tugged Fang Zheng’s clothes, asked. But facing the inquiry of Kuro-chan, Fang Zheng helpless shakes the head to sigh. 这会儿小黑也凑了过来,笑嘻嘻的拉了拉方正的衣服,开口询问道。而面对小黑的询问,方正则是无奈的摇头叹气。 You may let alone, I to the present not know that this is the good deed or the misdemeanor.” “你可别说了,我到现在都不知道这算是好事还是坏事。” To be honest, wants the Fang Zheng words, the present Homura Akemi situation, taming Atalanta in the moon/month world was very initially similar to him. Words that but insisted on speaking, then Atalanta was more like the wild animal, after was tamed by oneself, turns into the respectful and submissive gentle pet immediately. 说实话,要方正来说的话,现在的晓美焰的情况,和当初他在型月世界里“驯服”阿塔兰忒很相似。只不过硬要说的话,那么阿塔兰忒更像是野兽,在被自己驯服之后,就立刻变成了恭顺温柔的宠物。 It seems like the hunting dog to be the same, usually in acts like a spoiled brat to sell to sprout/moe intimately in front of Master, if Master orders, it faces these prey to show oneself vicious cruel side immediately. 就好像是猎犬一样,平日里在主人面前撒娇卖萌亲热,但是一旦主人一声令下,它就会立刻面对那些猎物展现自己凶狠残忍的一面。 However Homura Akemi is different. 但是晓美焰不同。 How saying that ......... she is more like ......... the person occasionally. 怎么说呢………她更像是………人偶。 This is not Fang Zheng disparages Homura Akemi , reason that he before said to Homura Akemi , on the one hand indicates own attitude, on the other hand also to relieve the Homura Akemi pressure, told her the day to collapse to have itself to withstand/top, your anything did not need to be worried that followed I to mix was enough! 这不是方正贬低晓美焰,他之前之所以对晓美焰那么说,一方面是表明自己的态度,另外一方面也是为了解除晓美焰的心理压力,告诉她天塌下来有自己顶着,你什么都不用担心跟着我混就行了 However what makes Fang Zheng not think, his goal was achieved, but somewhat was excessive. 不过让方正没想到的是,他的目的算是达到了,但是却有些过头了。 Actually a the next day morning gets up time, Fang Zheng had not discovered that what issue, then Akemi-chan was somewhat shy, but seemed like the whole person indeed to relax, before did not have again, that type is shouldering the feeling of pressure and responsibility of gasping for breath probably. 其实第二天一早上起来的时候,方正还没有发现什么问题的,当时的小焰有些害羞,但是看起来整个人的确放松了许多,再也没有之前那种像是背负着喘不过气来的压力和职责的感觉了。 However what makes Fang Zheng not think, when he and Akemi-chan exchange, the opposite party came one unexpectedly directly from now on, I was you, Master, please use at will.” 但是让方正没有想到的是,当他和小焰交流的时候,对方居然直接来了一句“从现在开始,我就属于您了,主人,请您随意使用。” At that time had a scare Fang Zheng, thinks oneself Akemi-chan spoiling. Finally in has conducted the exchange after Akemi-chan, used «Rasiel» again investigates, Fang Zheng then understood the whole story of matter finally. 当时可是把方正吓了一跳,以为自己是不是把小焰给弄坏了。结果在和小焰进行过交流之后,再利用《嗫告篇帜》调查了一下,方正这才终于明白了事情的原委。 The matter that such that just like Fang Zheng expects, Akemi-chan must care about were too many, the night of witch, and relations of Madoka, as well as do not live in the consequence that the samsara causes. This far exceeds the limit that a 14 -year-old young girl can undertake, that fact that especially qb finally points out, although Fang Zheng comforts her is only the unconfirmed hypothesis, but does after Homura Akemi possibly throw into the brain, it like this? 正如方正所预料的那样,小焰所要在意的事情太多了,魔女之夜,还有和小圆的关系,以及自己不住轮回所带来的后果。这远远超出了一个十四岁少女所能够承担的极限,特别是qb最后指出的那个事实,虽然方正安慰她那不过只是未经证实的假说,但是晓美焰怎么可能就这样将其抛到脑后? What if qb said is real, then she will continue such samsara to get down only to make Madoka causes and effects more and more. 如果qb所说的是真的话,那么她继续这样轮回下去只会让小圆身上的因果越来越多。 But if she gives up the samsara, if this time the night of witch, what to do she were defeated again? 但是如果她放弃轮回的话,如果这次魔女之夜,她再次失败了怎么办? Such pressure makes Homura Akemi almost not gasp for breath, if only has her alone, then she can only continue to withstand silently. 这样的压力让晓美焰几乎喘不过气来,如果只有她一个人的话,那么她只能够继续默默承受下去。 However now, she has the person who can depend upon. 但是现在,她有了一个可以依靠的人。 Therefore Homura Akemi made a decision, she must give to Fang Zheng all her. 于是晓美焰做出了一个决定,她要把自己的一切都献给方正 This may not only be the body level significance, even is includes the spirit & fucking ash ; Homura Akemi even gave up own energetic will, in other words, from now on, she seems like the person who will only obey the Fang Zheng order action occasionally, robot. Fang Zheng wants her to make anything, she makes anything, no longer goes to ponder completely, oneself analyzed, oneself chooses. 这可不仅仅是身体层面的意义,甚至是包括精神在内—晓美焰甚至放弃了自己的精神意志,也就是说,从现在开始,她就好像是一个只会听从方正命令行动的人偶,机器人。方正要她做什么,她就做什么,完全不再去自己思考,自己判断,自己选择。 Regarding this Fang Zheng is also speechless, he has not thought that Homura Akemi mental pressure is so unexpectedly big, finally made this type to seem like simply the unthinkable decision. 对此方正也是无语,他也没有想到晓美焰精神压力居然这么大,最终做出了这种看起来简直匪夷所思的决定。 This is obviously evading very much, but Fang Zheng cannot say that Homura Akemi made the mistake, her samsara that many times, are alone a person fights, saved many pressures, the average man is unable to imagine. In this case, she will make anything to come is not strange. 这很明显是在逃避,但是方正又不能够说晓美焰做错了,她轮回了那么多次,一直都是自己单独一个人战斗,积攒了多少压力,常人根本无法想象。在这种情况下,她会做出什么来也都不奇怪。 In fact, thinks carefully, the common young girl is obviously impossible to make such action. Must know, because was saved the magical girl who reverses also to have by Fang Zheng many, no one said that wants great kindness not to think the report can only pledge yourself, but Akemi-chan obviously is not a frivolous person. 事实上,仔细想想,一般的少女显然不可能会做出这样的举动。要知道因为被方正所拯救而反转回来的魔法少女也有很多了,也没有谁说要“大恩大德无以为报只能以身相许”的,而小焰显然也不是一个轻浮的人。 On the contrary, she is very introverted, is very conservative. 相反,她很内向,也很保守。 Once this person carries too far to be serious ......... 这种人一旦走了极端可就不得了了……… Looks with smile on the face, indifferent with Homura Akemi that others talked, Fang Zheng was also speechless. To be honest, Homura Akemi will smile, is Fang Zheng to its experiment. Actually Fang Zheng also wants to have a look at Akemi-chan this situation degree deeply, therefore he will let the Akemi-chan learned smile. 看着面带笑容,淡然的与其他人对话的晓美焰,方正也是无话可说。说实话,晓美焰之所以会笑,还是方正对其的实验。方正也想要看看小焰这种情况究竟程度有多深,所以他才会让小焰学会微笑。 Moreover to Homura Akemi said that smiles is quite lovable.” 而且还对晓美焰说“笑起来比较可爱。” Naturally, this is also the fact, wanted Fang Zheng to speak the words that be with smile on the face Akemi-chan was definitely more lovable. 当然了,这也是事实,要方正说的话,面带笑容的小焰肯定更可爱。 Originally Fang Zheng felt, Akemi-chan for a long time has not shown the smile, so will not be definitely easy to smile, what makes him not think, Akemi-chan after hearing own suggestion, unexpectedly really smiled. 本来方正觉得,小焰都这么长时间没有露出笑容了,肯定不会这么容易就笑,但是让他没有想到的是,小焰在听到自己的建议之后,居然真的笑了。 Moreover is not that forced smile, but really relaxes, smiled since the heart. 而且不是那种假笑,而是真的放松,打从心底里笑了出来。 Why this also these people sees the reason that Homura Akemi can be startled. 这也是为什么这些人看见晓美焰都会大吃一惊的原因。 However now Fang Zheng also has no good way temporarily, wants to treat the Homura Akemi worry thoroughly, must result , after eliminating the night of witch as well as completely solves the crisis of this world . 不过现在方正对此也暂时没什么好办法,想要彻底治疗晓美焰的心病,恐怕必须得等到消灭魔女之夜以及彻底解决这个世界的危机之后了。 Because Homura Akemi is because is unable to withstand the consequence of this failure, is not willing really to fall into all these are create in the despair, will choose to evade. 因为晓美焰就是因为无法承受这失败的后果,又不愿意真的陷入“这一切都是自己造成”的绝望之中,才会选择逃避的。 Therefore now Fang Zheng and she said that anything is useless. 所以现在方正和她说什么都没有用的。 Only if completely solves all these. 除非彻底解决这一切。 Today situation how?” “今天情况怎么样?” After restraining the mind, Fang Zheng looked toward Homura Akemi , then takes back the vision to shift to Kuro-chan again. He was not caught a fish by hand yesterday, in fact, after yesterday Fang Zheng all things in hand processed, Homura Akemi that looks. 收敛了心神之后,方正再次望了一眼晓美焰,接着收回目光转向小黑。他昨天可不是去摸鱼的,事实上,昨天方正是把手中的所有事情都处理完之后,才去找的晓美焰 But the matter that he must handle, is the dafas of other magical girls. 而他所要处理的事情,就是其他魔法少女的转化工作。 After Tomoyo succeeds, other magical girls were also encouraged, basically accepted the Fang Zheng’s plan. 知世成功之后,其他魔法少女也受到了鼓励,基本上都接受了方正的方案。 However, their situations are not quite same. 然而,她们的情况却不太相同。 Perhaps is misery far ultra Tomoyo reason that because the magical girl in this world suffers, about 2/3 people spent to require the long much time to be separated from the illusion compared with Tomoyo, but fortunately, they also therefore successfully got rid of the curse of soul gem and witch, turned into relative normally magical girl. 或许是因为这个世界的魔法少女遭受的苦难远超知世的缘故,其中将近三分之二的人都是花了比知世要长的多的时间才脱离了幻境,但幸运的是,她们也因此成功摆脱了灵魂宝石和魔女的诅咒,变成了一个相对“正常”的魔法少女。 However, is not everyone is so lucky. 但是,也不是所有人都这么幸运的。 Remaining 1/3, then fell into dying. 剩下的三分之一,则陷入了长眠。 Naturally, this was not the meaning of dying, but was such that such as in the wording said that they fell into the illusion unable to extricate oneself thoroughly, until now also in deep sleep. 当然,这并不是死掉的意思,而是如字面上所说的那样,她们彻底陷入了幻境无法自拔,直到现在还在沉睡。 Now an evening passed, the situations of these young girls how? 现在一晚上过去了,那些少女的情况又如何呢? Also is left over three people not to awake.” “还剩下三个人没有醒。” Kuro-chan helpless shaking the head, then sighed. 小黑无奈的摇了摇头,接着叹了口气。 Hemp beautiful Onee-san is also one of them.” “麻美姐姐也在其中。” :.: :。:
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