When Fang Zheng wakes up, is the the next day morning. 当方正醒来时,已经是第二天的早晨。 „Un ............” “嗯…………” Fang Zheng narrows the eye, traces the bosom small kitten. He remembers indistinctly own yesterday evening as if had a dream, but Fang Zheng already in situation not too clear dream. 方正眯起眼睛,摸了摸怀里的小奶猫。他隐隐约约记得自己昨天晚上似乎做了一个梦,但是方正已经记不太清楚梦里的情况了。 Ok, it is estimated that is not the important matter. 算了,估计也不是什么大事。 The Fang Zheng deep breath the tone, hugged to place side small kitten, then got out of bed washing. But when Fang Zheng goes out of the room, he sees Homura Akemi to walk from side. Sees Homura Akemi , Fang Zheng was also quickly makes noise to stop by calling out her. 方正深呼吸了口气,把小奶猫抱起来放在了旁边,接着起床洗漱。而就在方正走出房间的时候,他看见晓美焰正从旁边走过来。看见晓美焰,方正也是急忙出声叫住了她。 „Just right that Akemi-chan, you come.” “小焰,你来的正好。” „What matter has? Fang Zheng-san?” “有什么事吗？方正先生？” „Right, you inform everyone in library to prepare, I have an experiment to do.” “没错,你去通知图书馆里的所有人准备一下,我有一个实验要做。” „Experiment?” “实验？” „Right.” “没错。” Facing the inquiry of Homura Akemi , Fang Zheng nods. 面对晓美焰的询问,方正点了点头。 „I possibly found to change this world magical girl essence the means that but ......... needs to conduct the experiment to show.” “我可能找到改变这个世界魔法少女本质的办法了,只不过………需要进行实验才能够证明。” „Really?!” “真的？！” hearing this, Homura Akemi was also excited immediately, she turns around to leave, but at this time, Homura Akemi actually stopped the footsteps suddenly. Her looked around, after the determination no one, Homura Akemi then looks again to Fang Zheng. 听到这里,晓美焰也顿时激动了起来,她转身就想要离开,但是就在这个时候,晓美焰却忽然停下了脚步。她看了一眼四周,在确定四周没人之后,晓美焰这才再次望向方正。 „Fang Zheng-san, that ......... my meaning is, if can be successful well, but if failed?” “方正先生,那个………我的意思是,如果能够成功的话最好,但是如果失败的话呢？” „Words of failure, then only then conducted the experiment again.” “失败的话,那么就只有再次进行实验了。” Fang Zheng gave a very light reply. 方正给出了一个非常平淡的回答。 „Nothing is gets it done in one action, will have successfully will have the failure, I also hope oneself can succeed one time, but unfortunately, how some lot will not be we want how.” “没有什么东西是一蹴而就的,有成功就会有失败,我也希望自己能够一次成功,但可惜的是,有很多事情并不是我们想要怎么样就怎么样的。” „...............” “……………” Hears Fang Zheng’s reply, the Homura Akemi expression is somewhat confused, she lowers the head, brings several points of question asked. 听到方正的回答,晓美焰的表情有些迷茫,她低下头去,带着几分疑问开口询问道。 „This time ......... can we really defeat the night of witch?” “这一次………我们真的能够击败魔女之夜吗？” However, Fang Zheng has not replied that immediately the Homura Akemi issue, on the contrary, he surrounds the both arms, narrows eye gazing the present young girl. 然而,方正并没有立刻回答晓美焰的问题,相反,他只是环抱双臂,眯起眼睛盯视着眼前的少女。 „What's wrong? You felt words that cannot win, will you want to run away again come again?” “怎么？你觉得打不赢的话,你就会想要再次跑掉重来吗？” „—————!!” “—————！！” The Fang Zheng’s tone is not intense, is not serious, even can say is very tranquil, but Homura Akemi feels like a blow to the head is been same, hit being completely muddled. 方正的语气并不激烈,也不严肃,甚至可以说很平静,但是晓美焰却感觉像是被人当头一棒一样,打的昏头转向。 „No, I .........” “不,我………” „Thought that cannot win to want loading saved file to come again, this idea I can understand.” “觉得打不赢想要读档重来,这种想法我可以理解。” Fang Zheng shrugs the shoulders, is looking at present Homura Akemi . 方正耸耸肩膀,望着眼前的晓美焰。 „But, if evades constantly, was weak, this, I told a story to you.” “但是,如果一味逃避的话,那么就只有软弱了,这样吧,我给你讲一个故事。” Why does not know, in the Fang Zheng brain appeared suddenly the Furude Rika shadow. 不知道为什么,方正脑子里忽然浮现出了古手梨花的影子。 „I also once went to another world before, in that world, there are girl to have with your same ability. She is also suffering the misery, the village that she lives in has a mysterious epidemic disease. But this girl by the legend is this epidemic disease ‚parent body’, was being studied secretly. This village has festival named Watanagashi Festival, but every year when this festival, in the village dead a person, that child will also be, she lost oneself parents, will live with another child in the village. Then in this year in June, she, together with her friend, and even the person in entire village, will die.” “我以前也曾经去到另外一个世界,在那个世界里,有个女孩拥有和你一样的能力。她同样也遭受着苦难,她所居住的村子有一种神秘的流行病。而这个女孩则被传说是这个流行病的‘母体’,被秘密的研究着。这个村子有一种叫做棉流祭的祭典,而每年这个祭典时,村子里都会死一个人,那个孩子也是,她失去了自己的父母,与另外一个孩子一起居住在村子里。然后在这一年的六月,她,连同她的朋友,乃至整个村子的人,都会死去。” „Huh?” “哎？” hearing this, Homura Akemi surprised stares the big eye. 听到这里,晓美焰惊讶的瞪大眼睛。 „Died .........?” “死去………吗？” „Right, that girl's ability is when died each time, she will resurrect, returns to that before June, with your ability is very similar, but she and you are different, she does not have the time manipulation ability, she after will die resurrects, does not have any other strengths, she is only one ordinary 11, two years old, little girl of lacking the strength to truss up a chicken.” “没错,那个女孩的能力就是在每次死去的时候,她就会重新复活,回到那个六月之前,和你的能力很类似吧,不过她和你不一样,她没有操纵时间的能力,她除了会死后复活之外,没有任何其他的力量,她就只是一个普通的十一,二岁的,手无缚鸡之力的小女孩。” Is saying, Fang Zheng sighed. 一面说着,方正一面叹了口气。 „She also hopes that can escape this samsara, can live this forever in June without limits, with own friend, with the entire village together joyful goes on living to grow up, but she tried hard that many times, does not have the result. She does not even know that was who killed itself, was who killed the entire village, all kinds of false information and rumors made this 12-year-old child impossible to know the fact. She attempt investigations, get the answer, but failure, were actually killed.” “她也希望能够逃过这个轮回,能够活过这个永无止境的六月,与自己的朋友,与整个村子一起快乐的活下去长大,但是她努力了那么多次,都没有结果。她甚至不知道是谁杀死了自己,是谁杀死了整个村子,各种各样的虚假情报和流言让这个12岁的孩子根本不可能得知事实。她一次次的试图调查,得到答案,但是却一次次的失败,被杀害。” Said till here, Fang Zheng looks again to Homura Akemi . 说道这里,方正再次望向晓美焰。 „Can you imagine that pain?” “你能够想象那种痛苦吗？” „.....................” “…………………” Homura Akemi can certainly be able to imagine, if she has not become the magical girl, then she is also actually similar to that girl. 晓美焰当然可以想象得到,如果她没有成为魔法少女的话,那么她其实和那个女孩也差不多。 „Finally? Was that child successful?” “最后呢？那个孩子成功了吗？” „Naturally, we found the secret evil behind-the-scenes manipulator, and successfully spoiled their plan. Now this child is enjoying the joyful time in own world with her friends.” “当然,我们找到了幕后黑手,并且成功破坏了他们的计划。现在这个孩子正在自己的世界里和她的朋友们享受着快乐的时光。” Fang Zheng puts out a hand, patted the shoulder of Homura Akemi . 方正伸出手去,拍了拍晓美焰的肩膀。 „I can understand that your idea, does not have 100% assurances, any final boss will fight may be defeated. However Akemi-chan, you must know, in this world had no 100% assurances, we can do, all that oneself can make, achieves well, then ......... the remaining giving destinies.” “我能够理解你的想法,没有百分之百的把握,任何一次最终boss战都有可能会失败。但是小焰,你要知道,这个世界上本来就没有什么百分之百的把握,我们所能够做的,就是把自己能够做的一切,都做到最好,然后………把剩下的交给命运。” „Destiny .........?” “命运………吗？” „Right, my hometown has good that words saying, plans matters at the person heaven disposes, but thinks in turn, if you made every effort to do, then shouldn't obtain a good result that you can do?” “没错,我的家乡有句话说的好,谋事在人成事在天,但是反过来想一想,你如果尽一切努力把你能够做的都做了,那么难道就不该得到一个好的结果吗？” Fang Zheng puts out a hand, holds down the body of Homura Akemi , forcing her to gaze at itself. 方正伸出手去,按住晓美焰的身体,强迫她注视着自己。 „Raised the head, visits me, Akemi-chan. Your ability is very powerful, but encounters the difficulty, you evade immediately, this is your bad problem. Regardless how you evade, you must face it eventually! If you continue to maintain this mentality, even if your samsara 100 times, 1000 times, 10,000 times, cannot win you unable to win again!” “抬起头,看着我,小焰。你的能力很强大,但是一遇到困难,你就立刻逃避,这就是你的坏毛病。无论你如何逃避,你终究都要面对它！如果你继续保持着这种心态,哪怕你再轮回一百次,一千次,一万次,打不赢你还是打不赢！” „I ...............” “我……………” Facing Fang Zheng’s words, Homura Akemi is dumbfounded, suddenly could not speak completely. 面对方正的说话,晓美焰目瞪口呆,一时间完全说不出话来。 „Isn't right? You told me before, no one believes you, therefore you did not say, does not depend upon anybody, is only the oneself alone fight. Isn't this evades?! Un? The this time samsara, others will not believe you, therefore you are so definite, in other samsara, they won't have believed you? Why you do not do everything possible to prove this point for them, quite makes them your friend, your companion. Why you did not tell Madoka the qb situation directly, warned that she do not sign, but protected silently in her side? If your samsara 100 times, you every attempt one time, then won't have to make Madoka believe you one time?” “不对吗？你之前告诉我,没有人相信你,所以你就不说,再也不依靠任何人,只是自己一个人战斗。这不就是逃避吗？！嗯？这次轮回,别人不会相信你,所以你就这么确定,在其他的轮回之中,她们还不会相信你？你为什么不想方设法为她们证明这一点,好让她们成为你的朋友,你的同伴。你为什么不直接把qb的情况告诉小圆,警告她不要签约,而只是默默守护在她的身边？如果你轮回一百次,你每一次都尝试的话,那么难道就不会有一次让小圆相信你吗？” Said till here, Fang Zheng coldly is looking steadily at Homura Akemi . 说道这里,方正冷冷的盯视着晓美焰。 „Akemi-chan ............... do you really want to change the destiny? All that you make, actually isn't lets oneself eternal perishing in this samsara? You are weary to be defeated, you are afraid the failure, you want to evade the failure, but it still here! It will not vanish because of you each samsara time, opens the eye to have a look! Your samsara how many times? The night of witch also keeps off in your front, do you also want to continue to evade?!” “小焰……………你真的想要改变命运吗？你所做的一切,其实不就是让自己永恒的沉沦在这个轮回之中吗？你厌倦失败,你害怕失败,你想要逃避失败,但是它依然就在这里！它不会因为你每一次的轮回而消失,睁开眼睛看看！你轮回了多少次？魔女之夜还挡在你的面前,难道你还想要继续逃避下去吗？！” „Do not say .........” “不要说了………” „You are evading, you thought that convinced others to be very troublesome, they will not believe you in any case, you thought that Madoka will not believe you, everyone will not believe you, therefore you gave up, you thought that all gave themselves, but you really think were one omniscient and omnipotent god? You were defeated so many times, hasn't seen clearly the reality? Why are you failed? Aren't you really clear?” “你只是在逃避吧,你觉得说服其他人很麻烦,反正她们不会相信你,你觉得小圆也不会相信你,所有人都不会相信你,所以你就放弃了,你觉得一切都交给自己,但是你真的以为自己是全知全能的神吗？你失败了这么多次,难道还没有看清楚现实吗？你为什么失败？难道你真的不清楚吗？” „Do not say!!” “不要说了！！” This time, Homura Akemi could not endure patiently to shout finally, then she went all out to work loose Fang Zheng, vanished in his front instantaneously. 这一次,晓美焰终于忍耐不住大喊了起来,接着她拼命挣脱了方正,瞬间消失在了他的面前。 „Sensei .........?” “老师………？” But at this time, Fate poked head from side, somewhat anxious looking to him. 而就在这个时候,菲特从旁边探出头来,有些不安的望向他。 „Are you all right?” “你没事吧？” „Fate, did you hear?” “菲特啊,你都听见了？” „Is .........” “是的………” Hears Fang Zheng’s inquiry, Fate clever nod, then she hesitates is saying. 听到方正的询问,菲特乖巧的点了点头,接着她犹豫着开口说道。 „That ......... Sensei, you said like this, can be too stricter to Akemi-chan Onee-san?” “那个………老师,你这样说,对小焰姐姐来说会不会太严格了一些？” „She needs some people to hit to awake she, otherwise, she will wallow in degeneration that in that immerses alone is individually uncorrectable.” “她就需要有人来打醒她,不然的话,她还是会沉迷在那个独自沉醉的堕落之中不可自拔。” Fang Zheng shook his head, sighed, looked to Fate. 方正摇了摇头,叹了口气,望向菲特。 „Sometimes to be honest, I want to make give her to come on an artillery, perhaps this will make that girl well calm.” “说实话,我有时候都想让奈叶给她来上一炮,也许这会让那丫头好好冷静一下。” „hahaha .........” “啊哈哈哈………” hearing this, on the Fate face also showed the complex smile, suddenly does not know how should say. 听到这里,菲特脸上也是露出了复杂的笑容,一时间不知道该怎么说。 „Ok, I also crack a joke, right, you informed everyone, the breakfast later gathered, said that I had the important matter to say.” “算了,我也只是开个玩笑,对了,你去通知所有人,早饭之后集合,说我有重要的事情要说。” „Good, Sensei.” “好的,老师。”