Along with continuation of Chen Rui footsteps, scenes appear one after another, is the angles of third person, the memory that these are that type borders on to be defeated and dispersed the consciousness of scatter, can feel her then real mood clearly. 随着陈睿脚步的继续,一幕幕场景接连出现,都是第三人称的角度,这些都是那种濒临溃散的意识所散落的记忆,可以清晰地感受到她当时的真实心境。 In the picture, both sides are confronting. 画面中,双方正对峙着。 The opposite is one crowd of Angel, sends out the sparkle the ray, has formed the striking contrast with her in the dark camp. 对面是一群天使,散发出闪耀的光芒,与她所在幽暗阵营形成了强烈的反差。 What appears in the forefront is male Angel of 12 wing, on the face reveals the color of mock: „Lucifer, despicable fallen! Was you have abandoned Radiant, has betrayed and injured Teshaner! My Uriel must cut your head today personally, brings as giving the Teshaner gift, then, she will become my woman!” 出现在最前面的是一个12翼的男性天使,脸上露出讥诮之色:“路西法,卑劣的堕落者！是你背弃了光明,也背叛和伤害了忒莎妮尔！我乌利尔今天就要亲手斩下你的头颅,带回去作为送给忒莎妮尔的礼物,然后,她将成为我的女人！” She looked at one that to be sad and hide the man in profound look angrily, has not comforted, but changed to a lightning, has fired into Uriel. 她看了一眼那个将悲伤和愤怒隐藏在深邃眼神中的男子,没有安慰,只是化作一条闪电,率先冲向了乌利尔。 Uriel is one of the Archangel Leader, strength above her, has not paid attention to her, had actually underestimated her crazy, in her body dozens fatal Attack not but actually, then in all Angel unbelievable looks, a sword cut the head of Uriel. 乌利尔是大天使长之一,实力在她之上,并没有将她放在眼里,却是低估了她的疯狂,她身中数十记致命攻击不倒,然后在所有天使难以置信地眼神中,一剑斩下了乌利尔的脑袋。 Before fainting, as before is that profound eye that in her mind appears, in the soul is reverberating a few words: „I exist...” 在晕厥之前,她的脑海中浮现的依旧是那双深邃的眼睛,灵魂中回荡着一句话:“我所存在的…” The picture is gradually pale, another scene appeared. 画面渐渐淡去,另一个场景出现了。 blood cloud that in the sky, gradually dissolves. 天空中,是渐渐隐去的血云。 The tall and thin man, the back is 12 wings, half are the white, half are the black, facial features are somewhat fuzzy, figure is dissipating little. 高瘦的男子,背后是12只羽翼,一半是白色,一半是黑色,五官有些模糊,身影正在一点点消散。 „Not...” She fired into the man crazily, the footsteps stopped suddenly, because that man looked at her one eyes, in the vision was bringing warm feeling, but only this. Then, he looked to the sky, existence that in the sky can only look up at vanish like smoke in thin air, in the male profound pupil as if saw figure of many memory deep places, on the face has revealed light missing. “不…”她疯狂地冲向了男子,脚步忽然又停了下来,因为那男子看了她一眼,目光中带着一丝暖意,但只有这一眼而已。然后,他又看向了天空,天空中原本只能仰视的存在已经烟消云散,男子深邃瞳孔中仿佛看到了许多记忆深处的身影,脸上露出淡淡的思念。 Then. The Key of Paramount same place in body and sky of man, is split up, at this moment, she falls to the ground softly, as if lost all Strength, the soul also along with it vanish like smoke in thin air. 然后。男子的身躯和天空中的至高之钥一起,四分五裂,这一刻,她软倒在地,仿佛失去了所有的力量,灵魂也随之烟消云散。 Sees here, Chen Rui understood many matters. Behind scene one after another appeared very familiar, the actor was he, first was Benhon initially kept commitment „submitting to” the scene. 看到这里,陈睿已经明白了许多事情。后面陆续的场景就显得很熟悉了,男主角正是他,首先是贲薨当初遵守承诺“臣服”的情景。 „I think that what you possibly did misunderstand?” Chen Rui frowns to say one. “我想,你可能是误会什么了？”陈睿皱着眉头说了一句。 But at this moment, she as if returned initially, certain things have superposed: „Wrong also good. The misunderstanding is also good, is unimportant. The key walks to be good toward road that oneself recognized, similarly, the result will also withstand.” 而这一刻,她仿佛回到了当初,某些东西重合了起来:“错误也好。误会也好,并不重要。关键是朝着自己认定的路走下去就行了,同样,结局也将自己承受。” Afterward is words that she spoke, is similar to talked to oneself. 随后都是她说的话,如同自语。 „Your who is it, for me, the ratio is perhaps more important to you.” “你是谁,对我来说,或许比对你自己更重要。” „Do you believe the fate?” “你相信宿命么？” „I think. I can attempt one find, the value.” “我想。我可以尝试一下所找到的,存在的价值。” „These were unimportant, more importantly to I myself, turns back a road that oneself wanted.” “那些已经不重要了,重要的是对我自己而言,重新走回了自己想要走的一条路。” Veronica appeared, asked one: „I want to ask you, what to do if has made a mistake?” 维罗妮卡出现了,问了一句:“我只是想问你,万一错了怎么办？” „That...” She silent moment, answered three characters: „Did not regret.” “那就…”她沉默了片刻,答了三个字:“不后悔。” Behind successively presented many pictures of looking familiar, mostly is the scene that he and relatives and friends happily gathers in one place. But she calmly is watching in the distant place, this loneliness, one like past years. 后面又陆续出现了许多眼熟的画面,大多是他与亲友们欢聚一堂的情景。而她只是在远处静静地观看着,这种寂寥,一如当年。 Perhaps, only needed to suffice like this. 或许,只需要这样就够了。 „Everyone, is irreplaceable existence.” This is a few words that Chen Rui spoke, this sentence, making her be lost in thought. “每个人,都是无可替代的存在。”这是陈睿说的一句话,这句话,让她陷入了沉思。 Afterward is Chen Rui explanation truth one. She understands that is he does not want to deceive. 随后是陈睿解释真相的一幕。她明白,是他不想欺骗。 „I, am not ‚he’.” “我,不是‘他’。” „Sorry.” “对不起。” Actually should early have a premonition that perhaps has been hard to give because of some heart hope. 其实应该早有所预感,或许是因为心底某种的渴望而一直难以割舍。 What a pity. The truth as before is so brutal. 可惜。真相依旧是如此残酷。 She seems like indifferent and right, regulations are absentminded, felt that again lost the value of existence. 她看似淡然而对,实则失魂落魄,感觉到再一次失去了存在的价值。 Until flies to Book of Creation and Book of Ruin flash, she as if had found her value, resembled discarded Life to fire into Uriel such in the past. 直到飞向创造之书和毁灭之书的一刹那,她才仿佛重新找到了自己的价值,就好像当年舍弃生命冲向乌利尔那样。 Heart, although felt that extra tranquility, is actually the frustrated cavity, probably from afar is gazing, also calmly is following, again. 心,虽然感觉到额外的宁静,却又是惘然的空洞,就好像远远地注视着,又静静地跟随着,再一次。 This is a samsara, is fate. 这是轮回,也是宿命。 Since has chosen,... Did not regret. 但是既然选择了,就…不后悔。 The picture of consciousness stopped, because before Chen Rui arrived at her body, the distance that although this goes out is not far, as if has actually passed through the endless vicissitudes years with her train of thought that experienced the innumerable mood changes. 意识的画面停止了,因为陈睿已经到了她的身前,这一路虽然走出的距离不远,却仿佛跟着她的思绪走过了无尽的沧桑岁月,经历了无数心境变迁。 „Your who is it, for me, ratio is more important to you.” Chen Rui is rectifying the fuzzy line of sight diligently, is gazing at Benhon. “你是谁,对我来说,比对你自己更重要。”陈睿努力地矫正着模糊的视线,注视着贲薨。 The this sentence familiar-sounding words make the Benhon nearly deathly stillness the look move, as if exhausts final Strength, transferred the vision slowly, happen to welcomed the Chen Rui red eye. 这句耳熟的话让贲薨近乎死寂的眼神动了动,似乎是用尽最后的力量,将目光慢慢地转了过来,正好迎上了陈睿通红的眼睛。 The different that profoundness, the eyes of this man, are only simple. 不同那种深邃,这个男子的眼睛,只是简单。 Simple pure. 简单的纯。 Without what lofty aspiration fellow, but wants to protect the important person simply. 没有什么大志的家伙,只是简单地想要守护自己重要的人罢了。 Why does not know, this simple feeling, is somewhat warm. 不知为什么,这种简单的感觉,有些温暖。 Chen Rui looks at Benhon, is feeling her feeling, said one: „Regardless of among us is anything, friend and enemy or other... Invited you, continued to exist.” 陈睿看着贲薨,感受着她的感受,说出一句:“无论我们之间是什么,朋友、敌人或是其他…只是请你,继续存在着。” The every character in this saying, is condensing the reality from soul. 这话里的每一个字,都凝聚着来自灵魂的真实。 The Benhon pupil shrank shrinking, is calmly looks as before, look actually no longer empty. 贲薨瞳孔缩了缩,依旧是静静地看着,眼神却已不再空洞。 It is not the samsara, was not the fate. 不是轮回,也不是什么宿命了。 rather true existence. 而是真正的存在。 However, she said that Strength of a few words did not have. 不过,她连说一句话的力量都没有了。 Drop of tears fall from the corner of the eye slowly, the tears flow, on the cheeks has appeared the crack. 一滴泪水自眼角慢慢滑落,泪水流淌而下,脸颊上显出了裂纹。 Chen Rui frightened feels, Super System Star Bestowal Stage „Calamity” Star Divine Idol also starts fissures, he wants to receive Star Bestowal Stage Benhon strongly, throughout is actually not able to succeed, air that as if no. 陈睿惊骇地感觉到,超级系统封星台的“灾厄”的星神像也开始龟裂,他竭力想要将贲薨收入封星台,却始终无法成功,仿佛只是不存在的空气。 The colored smog is slowly thin, Chen Rui felt the fluctuation of soul. 彩色的烟雾慢慢稀薄,陈睿感受到了灵魂的波动。 Such fluctuation without doubt the advancement that accelerates soul to be defeated and dispersed, this was not the ordinary fluctuation, the Chen Rui hear, this was the singing sound, the singing sound of farewell, she no longer left without saying good-bye. 这样的波动无疑将加速灵魂溃散的进程,这不是普通的波动,陈睿听出来了,这是歌声,告别的歌声,她不再不告而别。 Song of Darkness. 黑暗之歌。 The first time, sang for him truly, but not for own lonely. 第一次,真正地为他歌唱,而不是为了自己的孤独。 The Star Divine Idol fissure, proliferated the whole body from the face, simultaneously split also had in Storage Warehouse. That originally Undying gloomy red Heart Lamp. 星神像的裂痕,从脸扩散到了全身,同时裂开的还有储物仓库中。那盏原本不死的黯红心灯。 Arrived at collapse final edge. 已经到了崩溃的最后边缘。 „wait a minute!” The Chen Rui's tears already could not suppress, flow. “等一下！”陈睿的泪水早已抑制不住,奔涌而出。 „Very familiar feeling.” A sound has made a sound in Chen Rui's body bank, is Gabriel. “很熟悉的感觉。”一个声音在陈睿的身畔响了起来,是加百列。 At this time, Catherine and Lola from afar were gazing at including Satan, Michael and the others, has not disturbed him and Benhon, only then Gabriel walked. 这个时候,凯萨琳、罗拉包括撒旦、米迦勒等人都在远远地注视着,没有打扰他和贲薨,只有加百列走了过来。 „Resembles, I in Illusionary Serene Forest look that disappearance of that person is the same.” “就好像,我在迷幻幽林看着那个人的消失一样。” Chen Rui has not deleted the tears in eye. Also has not looked at Gabriel, but has pinched tightly the fist: „What do you want to say?” 陈睿没有擦去眼中的泪水。也没有看加百列,只是捏紧了拳头:“你想说什么？” „I am inferior to her.” Gabriel sighed suddenly, „initially that person had chosen Fallen, I felt that desperate, angry and pain. But she, has actually chosen and his together Fallen. Because of the deficient courage, I missed was too many. Also has therefore puzzled the life. She has the courage compared with me, what a pity pays are more than me, are less than me who obtains.” “我不如她。”加百列忽然叹了一口气,“当初那个人选择了堕落,我只是感到绝望、愤怒和痛苦。而她,却是选择了和他一起堕落。因为缺乏勇气,我错过了太多。也因此困扰了一生。她比我更有勇气,可惜付出的比我多,得到的却远比我少。” Chen Rui is silent, such that truly such as Gabriel said that Benhon has followed in the Lucifer body bank, however Lucifer, when vanishes finally, raises continually has not mentioned Benhon. 陈睿默然,确实如加百列说的那样,贲薨一直跟随在路西法的身畔,然而路西法在最后消失的时候,连提都没有提到贲薨。 Dispute such that if the eternal truth mirror world reflects. Lucifer throughout is only regarded as Benhon friend or Little Sister, then he has not mentioned Benhon, should have another hope, hopes that she lets loose passing all, moves toward the new hope. 如果真如镜世界所反映出的纠葛那样。路西法始终只把贲薨当做是朋友或妹妹,那么他没有提到贲薨,应该有另一种希望,希望她放开过往的一切,走向新的希望。 Long ago, he also did this, this not wrong, but he can choose does not love Benhon. Is not actually able to prevent Benhon to love him. 在很久以前,他也是这样做的,这并没有错,但是他可以选择不爱贲薨。却无法阻止贲薨爱他。 Love originally not to wrong. 爱情原本就没有对错。 Gabriel looks at body of Benhon one point of dissipation, shows a light smile: „In finally, her at least had, no longer is emptily exists in this world.” 加百列看着贲薨一分分消散的身躯,露出一个淡淡的微笑:“不过在最后,她至少拥有了,不再是空洞地存在于这个世上。” This type has, or is not the love, either is not, or is other emotions. But in any event, had the hope finally. 这种拥有,或者不是爱情,或者不全是,又或者是其他的情感。但无论如何,终于是拥有了希望。 „Person who has the hope, can have.” The hand of Gabriel reached became fuzzy Benhon, Chen Rui just wants to prevent. Saw that the fingertip of Gabriel departs faint trace golden blood, fell on the body of Benhon. “拥有希望的人,才能拥有更多。”加百列的手伸向了已经变得模糊的贲薨,陈睿刚想阻止。就看到加百列的指尖飞出一丝丝金色的血液来,落在了贲薨的身上。 That blood moves Benhon, immediately changes to the gaseous state, fuses with the smog of Benhon body bank together. 那血液才一触碰贲薨,立刻化作气态,与贲薨身畔的烟雾融合在一起。 „You...” Chen Rui feels, this is Gabriel „Sacred Warrior Heart” Strength, said accurately, fused completely Sacred Warrior Heart of Life strength, under this Strength, the bodies of Benhon several near nihilities rapidly becomes congealed to be solid unexpectedly, slowly the smog of dissipation also returns to within the body in one point of restraining, on the contrary is the ray in Gabriel eye, starts rapidly dim. “你…”陈睿感觉出来,这正是加百列“圣斗之心”的力量,更准确的说,是融合了全部生命力的圣斗之心,在这种力量下,贲薨原本几近虚无的身体居然迅速变得凝实起来,慢慢消散的烟雾也在一分分收敛回体内,反倒是加百列眼中的光芒,开始迅速黯淡。 „Gabriel!” Michael has called out in alarm. “加百列！”米迦勒惊呼了出来。 „If you are I regard as elder brother's that partner, do not prevent me,” Gabriel looked at Michael one, „, because, this is my choice. This choice, I had made in White Cliffs.” “如果你还是我一直视为兄长的那位伙伴,就不要阻止我,”加百列看了米迦勒一眼,“因为,这是我的选择。这个选择,原本在白崖我就已经做出了。” „Why! Your one by one...” Michael remaining hands have covered the head painfully. “为什么！你们一个个…”米迦勒剩下的一只手痛苦地捂住了头。 „I was only tired,” Gabriel sighed, has not looked at Michael again, rather looks to the sky: „Has another world really?” “我只是累了,”加百列叹了一口气,没有再看米迦勒,而是看向了天空:“真的有另一个世界么？” These words talked to oneself , is asking Chen Rui. 这一句话似是自语,又似是在问陈睿。 Chen Rui saw clearly the Gabriel look, that is one type mixes exhausted, is being weary and the complex emotion of missing, in the heart is filled with emotion, but answered one: „Has.” 陈睿已经看清了加百列眼神,那是一种混合着疲惫、厌倦和思念的复杂情感,心中感慨万千,只是答了一句:“有的。” The world that the mirror world, passes through, or also has other... 镜世界、穿越的世界,或者还有其他… Gabriel has smiled, is similar to the mirror world that vividly may the young girl of person, at this moment, she as if superposed with the past together. 加百列笑了,一如同镜世界中那个活泼可人的少女,这一刻,她仿佛和过去重合在一起。 „That world, but can also see him... Perhaps, he.” “那个世界,还能见到他吧…或许,还有他。” Said that this, breeze blows, the body of Gabriel scatters the innumerable silver wings, flies piece by piece far. 说完这一句,微风吹来,加百列的身体散落成无数银色的羽翼,片片飞远。 Chen Rui does not know another in Gabriel mouth „he” refers to anyone, looks restores the vitality Benhon, feels in Star Bestowal Stage to stop fissures Star Divine Idol, this makes him moved, what are more is feels grateful heartfeltly. 陈睿不知道加百列口中的另一个“他”指的是谁,看着重新恢复生机的贲薨,感受到封星台中停止龟裂的星神像,这一幕让他伤感,更多的是由衷地感激。 Michael shiver puts out a hand slightly, a piece of wing falls on the palm, stays the moment, gradually dissipation. 米迦勒微微颤抖地伸出手,一片羽翼落在手掌上,停留片刻,渐渐消散。 PS: This chapter had written about 4 : 00 am last night, today repeatedly revises, until now completes, truly is unable to compare with these Speed classes, simply is the turtle fast. Renews slowly is the web novel big death anniversary, but did not look at these in this final time, only wants to write the ending attentively. PS:这一章昨晚写到了凌晨4点,今天又反复修改,直到现在才完成,和那些速度流确实无法相比,简直就是龟速。更新慢是网络小说的大忌,但在这最后的时刻也不看那些了,只想用心写好结尾。 Finished this chapter of time, my eye feeling turned sour, the finger also turned sour, in the heart had the type unable to linger moved, the writing that writes must first infect itself, infected recognizes the reader. Naturally, I acknowledged standard to be limited, beyond one's reach, moreover thinks that I wrote miss will not spare a glance. Regarding this I will not intertwine, because I to approve my friend, but writes attentively. 写完这章的时候,我的眼睛感觉发酸,手指也发酸,心中有种伤感萦绕不去,所写的文字首先要感染自己,才感染认读者。当然,我承认水平有限,力有未逮,而且认为我写得差的会不屑一顾。对此我也不会纠结,因为我是为了认同我的朋友而用心去写。 Very happy, has you, hope next book, we also in the same place. 很高兴,有你们在,希望下一本,我们还在一起。