Liu Dahugaveto restinfather of commander's tentnext doorto continuewater sackcold tea, the cold teaadded the brown sugarto boilwith the tea leaves, but alsoputsomepeppermints, after cool, dranksweetly, hewill giveoneselffatherevery daycontinued from abovetwice.刘大虎去给睡在帅帐隔壁的父亲续了一水囊凉茶,凉茶是用茶叶加红糖煮出来的,还放了些薄荷,凉了后喝起来甜津津的,他每天会给自己父亲续上两次。Princedoes not drink the cold tea, in particular, Princedid not likeeatingsweetly.王爷不怎么喝凉茶,确切地说,王爷不怎么爱吃甜的。Princesaid,someJin's Eastalsomanycommon peopledayssomewhatpassare difficult, the dayalsooverflowedsweetly, his sugar, cannot swallow.王爷说,晋东还有不少百姓日子过得还是有些艰难的,日子还没过得甜滋滋的,他这糖,就咽不下。Regarding this, Liu Dahuis the letter/believes;
对此,刘大虎是信的;After all, whocanresist the seduction of sugar?
毕竟,谁能抵挡糖的诱惑呢?Afterward, Liu Dahuwalks intocommander's tentsoftly;
随后,刘大虎就轻手轻脚地走入帅帐;Chen Xianbasits there the things that may cause firesis reviewing the folding booklet, actually the batch, will have been deliveredlate at nightby the signallingsoldier, butChen Xianbaduplicate/restoreswill lookagain.陈仙霸坐在那里就着火烛批阅着折子,其实都已经批好了,后半夜就会被传信兵送下去,但陈仙霸还是会重新复看一遍。Liu Dahubroughttraytoasted bunpiecetoChen Xianba, putsin front ofChen Xianba.刘大虎给陈仙霸带了一盘子烤馒头片儿,放到陈仙霸面前。Chen Xianbaputs down the folding booklet, made waysomepositions, takes upsteamed bunpiece, is coveringwith the hand, the smallmouthis nippingandcautiously;陈仙霸放下折子,让开了些许位置,拿起馒头片儿,用手捂着,小口且小心翼翼地咬着;
A toasted bunpiececrispness, is easyto nip the sound, but a curtainseparatesbehind, Princeis sleeping, heis not willingto send out the toobigsound.
烤馒头片儿脆,容易咬出声音,但一帘之隔的后头,王爷正在睡觉,他不愿意发出太大的动静。Atesteamed bunpiece to wipe the sauce, when thatsoldierseat mealfermented beanpaste that matches, because will also have the taste, thereforeLiu Dahuhas not wiped.
原本吃馒头片儿得抹酱的,那种士卒吃饭时配的大酱,但也因为会有味儿,所以刘大虎也就没抹。Liu Dahusat, the slightlywetkerchiefscratched the handwith the waistmouthis hanging, takes up the folding bookletto startto readcautiously.刘大虎坐了下来,用腰口挂着的略湿的帕子擦了擦手,小心翼翼地拿起折子开始翻看。Hewatches the issue and matter on folding bookletwill also look at the reply of Chen Xianba, thereforelooksveryslowly.
他看完折子上的问题和事情还会看陈仙霸的批复,所以看得很慢。Actually, Liu Dahucanbe kept the sideto makepersonal guardbyZheng Fanrespectchose/point, merelyis notbecauseheis the Sword Saintson;
其实,刘大虎能被郑凡钦点留在身边做亲卫,绝不仅仅是因为他是剑圣的儿子;Verysimple, ifmustbindsideoneselfto protectoneselfSword Saint, keepshissonagainalsoin the side, the critical moment, is Sword Saintprotectshis sonishisWest Calming Prince?
很简单,如果要将剑圣绑定自己身边保护自己,再留其儿子也在身边,关键时刻,剑圣到底是保护他儿子还是他平西王?Reallymustlead by the hand, whichmilitary officerlosttoearlygoes is also OKhand/subordinateinformed and experienced.
真要提携,早早地丢到哪个将领手下去历练也可以了。
Side remains , because Liu Dahuis steadfast.
留在身边,是因为刘大虎踏实。
The brainis stupid, thatislooked that, compared with whom, itwill suppress the raywill existto compareNorth Guarding PrinceHeirwithChen Xianbathisevildoer/monstrous talentlevel, the child of whichfamily/homewill not seemintelligent.
脑子笨,那是看跟谁比,跟陈仙霸这种妖孽级连镇北王世子都会被其压制住光芒的存在去比,谁家的孩子都不会显得聪明。Butthissteadfastness, isveryrare.
但这种踏实,是很难得的。West Calming Princeoncehad the flashanxiously, after Chen Xianba, grew to assume sole responsibility for an important task, after hisbrain, canhave the protruding bones in the occipital region?平西王曾有一瞬间忧虑过,等陈仙霸以后成长起来可以独当一面了,他脑后是否会出反骨?ButtoLiu Dahu, Princeneversomeslightsuspicion, thischild, so long as the oneselfneed, has taken the bladeto standin front ofoneself.
但对刘大虎,王爷从未有过丝毫的怀疑,这孩子,只要自己需要,会一直拿着刀站在自己面前。Outsidecommander's tent,帅帐外头,Zheng Manhas fallen asleep, is having the snoring.郑蛮已经睡着了,打着呼噜。Butinanother side of curtain, fell asleep the West Calming Princebrowwrinkled the wrinklesuddenly.
而在帘幕的另一边,睡着了的平西王眉头忽然皱了皱。Meanwhile, was laid asidein the redstone of bedsidestood, the blackbabyformappearstogetherslowly.
与此同时,被放置在床边的红色石块立了起来,一道黑色的婴孩身影缓缓地浮现。Demon Pillis crooked the head,魔丸歪着脑袋,Biological father who looks atfalls asleep,看着睡着的亲爹,As ifveryhesitates.
似乎很是犹豫。His fatherhad a dream, probablythisdream is also not good, but are not related withhim, is nothedoes the ghost;
他爹做梦了,好像这梦还不是太好,但和他没关系,不是他搞得鬼;Properly speaking, a personwhenhavingnightmare, youshouldwake up by shoutinghim, is...... „rescueshim”.
按理说,一个人在做噩梦时,你应该去喊醒他,也就是……“解救他”。ButDemon Pillis clearer, hasoneselfthis„inbornghost”to accompany, the normalevil spiritsevenare the disorderstate of mind, is basically impossibleto invadehis father.
但魔丸更清楚,有自己这个“天生煞物”一直陪伴着,正常的邪祟甚至是紊乱的心绪,基本都不可能侵扰到他爹。
Similar to issavage of snowfieldwhenJin landwinters, onlyfeelsthisin the winter, goodwarmgenial.
就如同是雪原的野人在晋地过冬时,只觉得这冬天,也好温暖和煦。Therefore,
所以,His fathershould nothave the nightmareis;
他爹不应该做噩梦的才是;Nowdid,
现在做了,Can......
会不会……
The Demon Pillcharacteris very cruel, thisisinherent, butthisdoes not mean that heis a foolishchild;魔丸的性格很暴戾,这是与生俱来的,但这并不意味着他是个痴傻儿童;
The foolishchildcannot doto give the oneselfbiological fathercovertly„ghostlaborligation”severalyears of thismatter.
痴傻儿童也干不出偷偷摸摸地给自己亲爹“鬼工结扎”好几年这种事儿。Demon Pillleaned the body, as iflooks at the twogruffbatch of outsidesitting.魔丸侧了侧身子,似乎看了看外头坐着的俩憨批。Is looking at the folding bookletto look at very muchearnestgruffbatch,
一个在看折子看得很认真的憨批,qi and blood on gnawingsteamed bunpiecerushesnot to seem like that gruffbatch of gruffbatch,
一个在啃馒头片儿身上气血澎湃似乎不是那么憨批的憨批,As if, thesetwoare uselessinthis time;
似乎,这俩在此时没什么用;Finally,
最终,Demon Pillhas not goneto shout the person.魔丸没去喊人。Butfluttersto the bedon,
而是飘到床上,Bends the waist,
弯下腰,Stretches out the smallpalm,
伸出小手掌,Placedon the oneselfbiological father'sforehead.
放在了自己亲爹的额头上。
......
……
Am Ihaving a dream?
我在做梦么?Zheng Fanhad actually realizedoneselfwas having a dream, heis standinginplace of fine spring daynow, all aroundcarpet of green grass, greets the nostrilsfragrantly.郑凡其实已经意识到自己在做梦了,他现在正站在一片鸟语花香之地,四周绿草如茵,芬芳扑鼻。Whereheremembersoneself, knew that oneselfis going to warnow, is impossibleto appear here, but when heraised the head, when seeingon the hillsideto turn away fromthatform that oneselfis sitting, Zheng Fanhas not deliberately made the consciousness of oneselfforcefullybreaking openthisdream.
他记得自己在哪里,晓得自己现在在打仗,是不可能出现在这儿的,但当他抬起头,看见山坡上背对着自己坐着的那道身影时,郑凡却刻意地没让自己的意识去强行将这个梦给破开。Has a dream, such asdiving;
做梦,如潜水;Whenyourealized that oneselfwhenhaving a dream, was promoted the water surfaceby the buoyancyprobably, is...... regains consciousness.
当你意识到自己在做梦时,接下来大概就是被浮力推出水面,也就是……苏醒。Butsomepeople, cancontrolextension of oneselfdream, Zheng Fan, yes.
但有些人,是能够控制自己梦的延续的,郑凡,更是可以。Thisis notbecauseZheng Fanhasanythingto be at variance with the place of average manin the mental forceaspect, Blind Manismental force, heis not;
这并非是因为郑凡在精神力方面有什么异于常人的地方,瞎子是精神力者,他不是;
The reasonmanytimeslay inDemon Pilloncebody that has gotten uponeself, actuallythiswas a spiritstimulates the mortal bodyforcefully the way, becausetook possession after each time, the Zheng Fanstrengthdepended onitas before, butDemon Pill can consciousnessto cover the fightexperience of hisoneself, thusachieved the effect of extraordinarydisplay.
原因在于魔丸曾好多次上过自己的身,其实这本就是一种精神强行刺激肉身的方式,因为每次附身后,郑凡的实力依旧取决于其本身,只不过魔丸可以将他自己的战斗经验和意识覆盖上去从而达到超常发挥的效果而已。Anybodybytaking possession of ghosttime after time, will be presentedsomechangesafter all, is similar to the river courseto keepby the floodbeing attacked, will expandnaturally.
任何人被鬼一次次的附身,总归会出现一些变化的,就如同河道不停地被大水冲击,自然而然地就会拓宽。Zheng Fanis unable to usemental forcenow, but the tenacity of mental force, is very fearful, at least inoneself„consciousness”, canmakemanycontrols.郑凡现在无法使用精神力,但精神力的强韧,已经很可怕了,至少在自己的“意识”里,可以做出更多的操控。
The starting to walkstep, hestartsto walktoward the hillside.
迈开步子,他开始向山坡上走去。
The slopeis not high, whenwalks, is very tired, the airalso seems becomingmore and morethin, oneselfalsostartedto gasp for breath.
坡不高,但走上去时,很累,空气也似乎在变得越来越稀薄,自己也开始喘气了。Butheis clenching teethto insist, almostraisesstep by step the foot;
但他还是在咬牙坚持着,几乎就是将脚一步一步地提起来;Finally,
终于,Zheng Fanarrived on the slope.郑凡走到了坡上。Has leaned the face,
侧过脸,Looked that sits the persononhillsidetothat.
看向那个坐在山坡上的人。Thatpersonalsoturns the headinthis time.
恰好,那个人也在此时转过头来。Zheng Fansaw...... oneself.郑凡看见了……自己。Yes,
是的,Thissits the persononhillside, looksandoneselfare exactly the same.
这个坐在山坡上的人,长得和自己一模一样。„Are youvery disappointed?”
“你很失望?”Zheng Fansat, is gasping for breath, said:郑凡坐了下来,喘着气,道:„A little.”
“有点儿。”„Youwantto see, iswho?”
“那你想见到的,是谁?”Zheng Fanhad not replied.郑凡没回答。„Iknow,youwantto see, isSouth Pacifying Prince.”
“我知道,你想见到的,是靖南王。”Zheng Fanhad not repliedas before.郑凡依旧没回答。„Butthisisyourdream, youroneselfdream.”
“但这是你的梦,你自己的梦。”Zheng Fansaid with a smile: „Therefore, inmydream, Ican'thave a look atothers?”郑凡笑道:“所以,在我的梦里,我就不能看看别人么?”
„ Whatsignificancehas? Myface, can certainlyturn into the appearances of others, South Pacifying Prince, North Guarding Prince, firstEmperor, Old Sixth Ji;
“有什么意义呢?我的脸,当然可以变成其他人的样子,靖南王的,镇北王的,先皇帝的,姬老六的;Even,
甚至,Siniang, Xiong Liqing, Liu Ruqing, even, Fu Royal Consort, Ok.四娘的、熊丽箐的、柳如卿的,甚至,福王妃的,都可以。
Do youwantto look?
你想要看么?Butyousaw, what significancealsothere is?
但你看到了,又有什么意义?Essentially, yousee, isI, isyouroneself, nothing butchanges a skin, in the oneselfdream, do not deceive oneself and others. ”
本质上,你看到的,还是我,还是你自己,无非就是换一层皮,在自己的梦里,就不要自欺欺人了。”„Was Itaughtbyoneselfin the oneselfdream?”
“我他妈的在自己的梦里被自己教训?”„Very strange? Words that Ispoke, the itself/Benis the words that youspoke, youactuallywithyouroneselfspeech, myitself/Benare beingyourpart.”
“很奇怪么?我说的话,本就是你说的话,你其实是在和你自己说话而已,我本就是你的一部分。”„Thisdialoguetooconvention, youifthencontinuedagainyouweremyheart demon, isanotherI who Isplit, Ireallyfelt nauseated.”
“这个对话太俗套了,你接下来要是再继续说你是我的心魔,是我分裂出来的另一个我,那我真的是要吐了。”heart demon that „yourMartial Practitioner, wherecomes? Do youmatch?”
“你一个武夫,哪里来的心魔?你配么?”„fuck!”
“艹!”
„ When alsomoststarts, inwildernessConscripted Laborer Camp, A'ChengandSan’ercaughtseveralfishto makeyouopen the operation, the firstmurder, youwere out of sortsseveral.
“也就是最开始时,在荒漠民夫营里,阿程和三儿抓了几条鱼让你开了开刀,第一次杀人,你失神了几下。Butyoustillremember that
但你还记得么,
The after blood of thatbarbariansplashestoyourfaceon, youalsolickedlicking, thisbloodtaste, youpossiblyalsofeltpretty goodat that time.
那蛮人的鲜血溅到你脸上后,你还舔了舔,这鲜血味儿,你当时可能还觉得不赖吧。
The firstmurder, with the firsttime** is the same, alwaysthought that oneselfgot upon the manall of a sudden.
第一次杀人,就和第一次**一样,总觉得自己一下子就爷们儿起来了。Firstabsent-minded, nothing butatTian Wujingself-destroyingwhole families'thatevening, what youare surprisedis the deceased person, youby the nightmare, areTian Wujingthat: Self-Tian Familybeginning.
第一次失神,也无非是在田无镜自灭满门的那一晚,但你惊讶的是死人么,你被梦魇到的,是田无镜那句:自我田家始。Againlater, yourroad, is actually very problem-free.
再之后,你的路,其实挺一帆风顺的。After allsideyou, there aresevenDemon King.
毕竟在你身边,有七个魔王。Theyassist a pigeven, can still assist a result. ”
他们就算是辅佐一头猪,也能辅佐出个成效。”„Are yousick?”
“你有病吧?”
„ Were youanxious? Whyanxious? What that I said that actually the itself/Benisyouridea, naturally, youcompared a pig, doingwas more outstandingmuchmuch.
“你急了?何必急呢?我说的什么,其实本就是你心里的想法,当然了,你比一头猪,做得优秀得多得多。Actually, youare very fierce, was very outstanding, thenhas a look atTiger Head Cityinnyou when again, has a look atpresentyouagain, thenhas a look atandrelations between yourDemon King, has a look atnowamongyouagain the relations.
其实,你已经很厉害了,也很优秀了,回头再看看虎头城客栈时的你,再看看现在的你,回头看看过去和你那些魔王之间的关系,再看看现在你们之间的关系。You more and more have graspedon own initiative, graduallystartsreal senseon the surface, slowlybecomestheirlord.
你已经越来越多地掌握到了主动,也逐渐开始真正意义上地,慢慢成为他们的主上。Demon King,魔王,Was pregnant the preparationto give birthforyouforyou. ”
都为你怀孕准备为你产子了。”„Ido not believethisammyinnermost thoughts, toSiniang.”
“我不信这是我的心里话,对四娘。”„Do Iserve a needto deceiveyou? Serves a needto deceivemyoneself? WhenSiniangsaidwantsforyougave birth, youare more, was actually the sense of achievement that maleconqueredto want.”
“我用得着骗你?用得着骗我自己?在四娘说出想为你生子时,你心里更多的,其实是那种男性征服欲上的成就感。”„Thisdream, Ido not do, myfirstfeeling, oneselfis a final word.”
“这个梦,我不做了,我第一次觉得,自己是个煞笔。”
„ The heart of person, wherepossiblyreallyclean? Even the child, is seemingly pure, when ant that butheplays with the ground, how cruel?
“人的内心,哪里可能真的干净呢?就算是小孩子,看似单纯,但他玩弄地上的蚂蚁时,那得是多么的残忍?Faces directly the innermost feelings, trulyis a pain;
直面内心,确实是一种痛苦;Because ofusually, you are not often ableto discover, the heart, is hidingso manydirtunexpectedly.
因为往往平时,你根本无法发现,你内心深处,竟然藏着这么多的污垢。Butthinksanythingat heart, actuallysecondary, looked that youare makinganything.
但心里想什么,其实是次要的,看你到底在做什么。Youhave doneverywell, really;
你一直做得很好,真的;Also, youtoSiniang, is the sincerity, tootherwomen, missedtoomanymeanings.
还有,你对四娘,也是真心的,对其他女人,就差了太多的意思。Moreover, recentthatFu Royal Consort, whensheproposed when letsZhao Yuannianis waitingoutside the room, youactuallyveryhave the typeeagerlyimpulsive, thismaycompared with before whathusbandsuspect...... ”
另外,最近的那位福王妃,当她提出让赵元年在屋外候着时,你心里其实挺有种跃跃欲试的冲动的,这可比什么夫前犯更……”„Shut up!”
“闭嘴!”
„ Iunderstood that yourfeeling, oneselfthinks, withpresentedanotherpersonto saytoyousuddenly, even ifthisperson, wasyou, the feelingwascompletelydifferent, right?
“我理解你的感受,自己想想,和忽然出现另一个人对你说,哪怕这个人,也是你,感觉是完全不一样的,对吧?
It looks like, tosketch that the oneselfpictureis drawing, whenyoustare athim, youwill more lookmorefeelstrange.
就像是,对着自己照片画出的素描,当你凝视他时,你会越看越觉得陌生。Just likeyou before picture«Demon Pill»manhua, have writtenin a plot.
正如你以前在画《魔丸》漫画时,在一个剧情里写过的。Whenoneself in Demon Pilllooks atmirror,
当魔丸看着镜子里的自己时,Itfeltonetype...... frightened. ”
它感到了一种……恐惧。”At this moment,
就在这时,On the backdrop, presentedbunch of dark clouds, appeared a face of baby.
天幕上,出现了一团团乌云,紧接着,浮现出了一张婴孩的脸。Demon Pill,魔丸,Came in;
进来了;Hesawto sittwo peopleonhillside,
他看见了坐在山坡上的两个人,Then,
然后,Demon Pillvitality/angry.魔丸生气了。
……
紧接着,Demon Pillwalked.魔丸走了。Hethinks that oneselfthisdamnfatherhad any damnmatter,
他以为自己这个该死的爹发生了什么该死的事儿,
The resultisthisfatheroneselfis playingwithoneself,
结果是这爹自己在和自己玩儿,While convenient,
顺带着,oneselfthissonfrighteningunbearably.
把自己这个儿子给吓得够呛。Demon Pillwas angry,魔丸生气了,Returned.
就回了。„Therefore, whyIdo want thisdream?”Zheng Fanasked.
“所以,我为什么要做这个梦?”郑凡问道。
„ Becauseyouhave the anxiety, has the fear, this is the first time that youdispatchedso manyarmiesto command the armyto go to battleby the Great Commanderstatusformally.
“因为你心里有疑虑,有恐惧,这是你第一次正儿八经地以大帅的身份调度这么多的军队率军出征。WithoutSouth Pacifying Prince, does not haveLiang Cheng.
没有靖南王,也没有梁程。Whenset out, yousomewhathad actually flustered, youfeared that oneselfwas self-confident;
在出发时,其实你已经有些慌了,你怕自己过于自信了;Becauseyouhave wonmanymanytimes, youcould not have lost.
因为你已经赢了很多很多次,你已经输不起了。Cannot lose, is never State of Yan, butisyouroneself.
输不起的,从来不是燕国,而是你自己。Thisis your secondlife, isyouwantsto graspwell, wanting the good workto come out the life that youdo not think that inthislife, harvestswhatstain.
这是你的第二次人生,也是你想要好好把握,想要好好活出来的人生,你不想这场人生里,收获到什么污点。InZhao landLiang land, facingshrinking the Qian and Chuallied armies of head, youactuallyhas no means of collapsing, even ifyouseem likewisdombeadto grasp, butyou, are actually very anxious.
在赵地梁地,面对缩着头的乾楚联军,你其实没什么破局的办法,哪怕你看起来智珠在握,但你心里,其实很急切。Therefore,
所以,Youchoose the road that the pasttookfrequently,
你选择了以往最经常走的路,Youlead an island of resistance, penetratedState of Qian, youwantedto achieve the goalin the oneway of youroneselfmostcustom, however, hadSouth Pacifying Princeto helpyourevealbefore, thistime, did not have.
你率领一支孤军,深入到了乾国,你想要以你自己最习惯的一种方式去达成目的,然而,以前有靖南王帮你兜底,这次,没了。Youare afraid,
你在害怕,Youthought that thisenter Qian, was really relaxed, you seem to have plannedall, Qian peoplealsohas been as if leading by the nosebyyou.
你觉得这一路入乾,实在是过于轻松了,你似乎已经算计到了一切,乾人似乎也一直在被你牵着鼻子走。Now,
现在,Northyou,
在你北面,80-year-oldold man, gettingtens of thousandsmotley crew to stopyou, youthought that thisis a joke.
一个80多岁的老头儿,领着几万乌合之众想要阻拦你,你觉得这是一个笑话。
After youbeathim, commands an army to march south, canarriveShangjing/go to the capitalagain.
等你击垮他后,挥师南下,不日就能再度驾临上京。Toosmooth, was really smooth, youstartedto be swayed by personal gains and losses, whenyouwerewas closeto win, more is afraid a dynastyto tilt. ”
太顺利了,实在是太顺利了,你心里开始患得患失,当你越是接近赢时,就越是害怕一朝倾覆。”„Yes, I acknowledged that therefore, what to doyoucantellme?”
“是,我承认,所以,你能告诉我怎么办么?”„YouareI, Iamyou, matter that youdo not know, how do Ipossiblyknow?”
“你就是我,我就是你,你不知道的事,我怎么可能知道?”
„ Asked that oneselfinnermost feelings, isn't thiseternalto the highanswer? Complies with the portrayal of oneselfinnermost feelings, letsdirection that the oneselfinnermost feelingsdirectyouto go forward.
“问自己的内心呀,这不是永恒至高的答案么?遵从自己内心的写照,让自己的内心去指引你前进的方向。
Aren't youmyinnermost feelings? ”
你不就是我的内心么?”
„ Quack remedymeaninglesswordstechniquereply;
“狗皮膏药式毫无意义的话术回答;Youdo not believeobviously, why can also askme? ”
你明明都不信,为什么还要问我?”„Therefore, youdrawme.........”
“所以,你把我拉进来………”
„ No, isyouroneselfneed, isyouneedsoneselfto strip, thinkingwell, considersagain.
“不,是你自己需要的,是你需要自己可以剥离出来,好好的想想,再斟酌斟酌。Youneedthisscene, presentedthisscene, youneedthisdream, presentedthisdream.
你需要这个场景,就出现了这个场景,你需要这个梦,就出现了这个梦。Otherwise,
否则,Some will Demon Pillsideyou, youpossibly fall into the nightmare?
有魔丸在你身边,你怎么可能会陷入梦魇?
……
哦,Right,
对了,Justyoualsonoticed, Demon Pillcame, hewent outpanting in indignation.
刚刚你也留意到了,魔丸进来了,他又气呼呼地出去了。In his opinion, youare idlingboredinoneself, oneselfandoneselfplay.
在他看来,你是在自己闲着无聊,自己和自己玩儿。Youranxiety, changed tothisdream, beforeyougo to sleep, whatyouthink, at this timewhatifleadsisOld Tian, will healso look likeoneselfnowso?
你的焦虑,化作了这个梦,在你入睡前,你想的是,若是此时领军的是老田,他也会像自己现在这般么?Whether, in his foreverundertranquilfacial expression, is once disturbed?
是否,在他那永远平静的神情下,也曾忐忑过?Youlooked atonceOld Tian, looks likeChen XianbaLiu Dahutheyto looknowpresentyou are the same?
你看曾经的老田,就像是如今陈仙霸刘大虎他们看现在的你一样?Looks really, butalsolookstoofalsely.
看得太真,但也看得太虚假。Youwantinthisdream, the dreamreportedagainonetimesceneonHeavenly Tiger Mountain, yourevenwishletOld Tian, ledyouto take a descending the mountainroadagain.
你想要在这个梦里,再梦回上一次在天虎山上的一幕,你甚至想要让老田,再带你走一遍下山的路。Butyoufelt,thiswill appearoneself is too weak, whatis more important, youdo not wantto maketheseinthis time the fantasy of actuallyfrom the startnot having helped.
但你又觉得,这样会显得自己太幼稚,更重要的是,你不想在此时去做这些对实际压根没帮助的幻想。
The road, isoneselfcomes out, beforecanfeel the shoulder of predecessorto cross river, now, mustbe one's turnoneselfto placeunder the water surfaceboth hands, touched the stonepersonally. ”
路,是自己趟出来的,以前可以摸着前人的肩过河,现在,得轮到自己将双手放在水面下,亲自去摸石头了。”„Ido not know whether shouldtrust the oneselfintuition.”
“我不知道,是否该相信自己的直觉。”„Trusts the intuition, won, is the victory of intuition;Does not believe that the intuitionalsowonfinally, is the rationalvictory, victory that restrains one's passions.”
“相信直觉,赢了,就是直觉的胜利;不相信直觉最终也赢了,就是理性的胜利,克欲的胜利。”Zheng Fannods,郑凡点点头,Vision,
目光,Looksto the hillside,
看向山坡下面,At the same timehillside, carpet of green grass, but the other aspect is also underpresentsidehillside, is a field littered with corpses, rivers of blood.
一面山坡,绿草如茵,但另一面也就是眼前的这一面山坡下,则是尸横遍野,血流成河。On a corpsepile,
在一处尸堆上,Zheng Fansees the whole bodyisLi Fusheng of blood, is leaning on a broadsword, stands there ;郑凡看见浑身是血的李富胜,拄着一把大刀,立在那里;Hisvisionalsothrowstohere, withoneselflooking at each other.
他的目光也向这里投来,和自己对视。Li Fusheng, is smilingprobably;李富胜,大概在笑吧;Hehe......
呵呵……
When Zheng Fanturns headto lookagainto the side, discovered that „oneself”, has vanishedto disappear.郑凡再扭头看向身边时,发现那个“自己”,已经消失不见了。Looks downdownward,
低头向下看去,Sawthat„oneself”, stoodin the Li Fushengfront.
看见了那个“自己”,站在了李富胜的面前。Zheng Fansets out, startsto walkdownward.郑凡起身,开始向下走去。
The road in downhillcompared withuphill, is much more relaxed, hewalkedquickly, sidecorpsemountainblood sea, regarding the average person, probablyisexistence of hellnightmare, butregardingZheng Fan, has been used.
下坡的路比上坡,要轻松得多,他很快就走了下来,身边的尸山血海,对于普通人而言,大概是地狱噩梦的存在,但对于郑凡而言,早就习惯了。Heclimbed up the corpsepile,
他爬上了尸堆,Stationin front ofLi Fusheng.
站到了李富胜面前。Li Fushengas ifstatic, seemed likehas died.李富胜仿佛静止,又像是已经死了。Zheng Fanlooksto„oneself”, asked;„Then?”郑凡看向“自己”,问道;“然后呢?”„Thisisyourheartknot.”
“这是你的心结。”„Iknow.”
“我知道。”„Not is only hisdeath.”
“不仅仅是他的死。”„What do you mean?”
“什么意思?”
„ Haswords, calledto learn from history, youranxiety, came fromthis.
“有句话,叫以史为鉴,你的不安,就来自于此。Sincehas commanded the armyenter Qian, is smooth, butyou at heart, oncedo not knowhow muchplacesask a oneselfquestion.........
自打率军入乾以来,一路顺利,但你在心里,曾不知多少次地问自己一个问题………Thisissueis,
这个问题是,Initiallyhad/leftSouthern Gate PassLi Fusheng, whetherin the mentality, withpresentyouroneself, is exactly the same?
当初出南门关的李富胜,是否心态上,和现在的你自己,是一模一样的?Then? ”
然后呢?”„Ishould notaskyour.”
“我不该问你的。”„Yes, Icannot replyyouranything.”
“是,我也回答不了你什么。”Zheng Fannods, said: „Icanaskhim.”郑凡点点头,道:“我可以问他。”„Un.”
“嗯。”Zheng Fanlooks atLi Fusheng,郑凡看着李富胜,At this time,
这时,Got windy, lipandfacial expression of Li Fusheng, changed,
起风了,李富胜的嘴唇和神情,也发生了变化,Heis leaning on the blade,
他拄着刀,Shouting:
喊道:„Old Brother Zheng, elder brother my time, butkillsto satisfy a craving!”
“郑老弟,哥哥我这次,可是杀过瘾喽!”Zheng Fanstandsin front ofLi Fushengas before, tranquillylooks at.郑凡依旧站在李富胜面前,平静地看着。Thisis notcalls back from the dead, thisis notpriest/sacrifice, presentLi Fusheng, actuallywithanother„oneself”, exactly the same.
这不是什么招魂,这也不是什么祭祀,眼前的李富胜,其实和另一个“自己”,一模一样。oneself,自己,Was inquiring about the oneselfheart, the anxiousroot, in the meantime, is also analyzingthisanxiousessence.
是在探寻自己内心深处,不安的根源,同时,也在剖析这种不安的本质。
After Li Fushengshoutedthissaying,李富胜喊完这话后,paused,顿了顿,
The figurestaggeredslightlytwo, actuallystroveto dominatebalanced:
身形微微踉跄了两下,却又勉力地把持住了平衡:„Qian peoplethatQian people, isthatflock of pigs, butbrotherI, unexpectedlybythisflock of pigsclosing on inimpasse.”
“乾人还是那乾人,还是那群猪,但老哥我,竟然被这群猪给逼进了死胡同里。”next moment,下一刻,Li Fushengraised the headfiercely,李富胜猛地抬起头,StaredtostoodinoneselffrontZheng Fan,
瞪向了站在自己面前的郑凡,Exudesoneto drinklowly:
发出一声低喝:„Old Brother Zheng, do not return tobrother'sroad!”
“郑老弟,别重蹈老哥的覆辙啊!”Buzz!
嗡!
......
……West Calming Princesatfromblanketonall of a sudden, initsside, thatredstoneswayedseveral, the generalmeaningis: Did oneselfplay?平西王一下子自毯子上坐了起来,在其身侧,那块红色石头晃荡了几下,大概意思是:自己玩儿好了?Possibly, looks likeinDemon Pill, immersesactuallydoes not regain consciousnessin the oneselfdreamintentionally, is a veryweakmatter.
可能,在魔丸看来,沉浸于自己的梦中却故意不苏醒,是一件很幼稚的事情。Zheng Fanputs out a hand,郑凡伸手,Touches the face of oneself,
摸了摸自己的脸,Withoutthattype of exaggeratingcold sweatis actually dripping.
倒是没有那种夸张的冷汗淋漓。After all, thisis not the nightmare.
毕竟,这不是什么噩梦。
The movement of getting out of bed, alarmedoutsideChen XianbaandLiu Dahu, theirtwopeoplewalkedimmediately, theyhave not expectedPrinceto have a dreamregained consciousnesssuddenly, onlyconsideredPrincenaturallyto awake, madecorrespondinglyservedPrinceto get out of bed the preparatory work that.
起床的动作,惊动了外头的陈仙霸和刘大虎,他们二人马上走了过来,他们没有料到王爷做梦忽然苏醒了,只当是王爷自然醒了,也就做出了相应的伺候王爷起床的准备工作。
When marchesgoes to war, the work and restis irregular, the itself/Benis an extremelynormalmatter.
行军打仗时,作息不规律,本就是一件极为正常的事儿。Liu Dahucarried the tea, Chen Xianbacarried the basin and towel.刘大虎端来了茶水,陈仙霸则端来了面盆和毛巾。Zheng Fanhas not goneto accept the tea,郑凡没去接茶水,Butwith the towel, scratchedseveralfaceslayer on layer/heavily, then, threw into the towel the basin.
而是用毛巾,重重地擦了几下脸,而后,将毛巾丢入了面盆中。Zheng Fanlicked the lip,郑凡舔了舔嘴唇,Said;
道;„Xianba.”
“仙霸。”„Prince?”
“王爷?”„We, entered the wrap/sets.”
“咱们,入套了。”
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