„————” “————” This is the domain that no one can arrive. 这是没有人能够抵达的领域。 This is the world that no one can arrive. 这是没有人能够到达的世界。 In this domain and this world, only then a Emerald person like soul body loafing is one of them. 在这个领域、这个世界里,只有翡翠一人如同魂体般的游荡在其中。 Because, this is Evil God Lilith within the body, is the Goddess interior, the consciousness deep place, or is „soul” it. 因为,这是邪神莉莉丝的体内,是女神的内部,意识的深处,亦或者说是“灵魂”本身。 But here, Emerald felt oneself became absent-minded, had itself extremely is not unstable continually. 而在这里,翡翠感觉自己变得恍恍惚惚了起来,连存在本身都极其不稳定。 『Will disintegrate』. 「要瓦解了」。 『Will collapse』. 「要崩溃了」。 『Will vanish』. 「要消失了」。 『Will not be able to hold on』. 「要坚持不住了」。 Where obviously without feeling is uncomfortable, similar feeling unceasing welling up Emerald's mind, making Emerald understand, the present condition is dangerous. 明明没有感到哪里不舒服,类似这样的感觉却不断的涌上翡翠的脑海,让翡翠明白,自己现在的状况有多么危险。 It looks like will soak in deadly poison, actually lost the sensation of pain to be the same, not only will not be all right, instead danger. 就像是将自己泡在剧毒中,却失去了痛觉一样,不但不会没事,反而更加的危险。 This, is Emerald's current feeling. 这,就是翡翠现在的感觉。 Under such feeling, Emerald starts to recall own memory. 在这样的感觉下,翡翠开始回溯自己的记忆。 She will not speak. 她不会说话。 She is not mature. 她也不算成熟。 Even had survived for nearly ten thousand years, in personality rationality aspect, Emerald, although has grown, is actually conducting in a not too right direction. 即使已经存活了近万年的时间,在人格理性这方面,翡翠虽有所成长,却在往一个不太对劲的方向进行着。 She wants to promote oneself rationality , to promote own personality power, resists to repel own main body by this, but the main body control Chaos Attribute also has actually been suppressing her personality and rational growth, caused Emerald's rationality and even is the intellectuality grew in a somewhat strange direction. 她想提升自己的理性,提升自己的人格力量,以此来对抗排斥自己的本体,但本体所司掌的混乱属性却也一直在压制着她的人格及理性的成长,致使翡翠的理性乃至是知性都往一个有些奇怪的方向成长了起来。 In certain domains, she understands very much, understood very much, appears the ratio to be alive hundred years of old person to be experienced, is disillusioned with the mortal world. 在某些领域,她很懂,也很了解,显得比在世百年的老人还见多识广,看破红尘。 But in certain domains, she appears to understand but not really understand, even does not understand completely, was inferior compared with the children. 而在某些领域,她又似懂非懂,甚至是完全不懂,比小孩子都不如。 The so contradictory and abnormal ideology, maintained fully for nearly ten thousand years, from time to time will make Emerald feel anxious, from time to time will also make Emerald feel the collapse, making her really soon unable to withstand. 如此矛盾又畸形的意识形态,维持了整整近万年,时而会让翡翠感到焦躁,时而也会让翡翠感到崩溃,让她真的快要承受不住了。 She does not understand blame the gods and accuse others, did not understand why the complaint destiny must treat itself like this, therefore, she can only , for strongly eliminates this anxious and collapse feeling, roams about, roams about and roams about on the ground. 她也不懂得怨天尤人,不懂得埋怨命运为何要这样对待自己,所以,她只能为了竭力的消除这份焦躁及崩溃感,不停的在地上流浪、流浪、流浪。 In Emerald's memory , only then these. 在翡翠的记忆里,真的只有这些而已。 After all, since that moment of birth starting from, was rational half body she is removed the main body, at once rushes out the catastrophe in the main body later and opposite party together by the seal, later then started the journey of this extremely long vagrant. 毕竟,打从诞生的那一刻开始,身为理性半身的她就被排除出了本体,旋即就在本体闯出大祸以后与对方一起被封印,之后便开始了这趟极其漫长的流浪之旅。 In this journey, she meets has looked oneself feel sorry, thus adopted own person. 在这趟旅途中,她遇到过看自己可怜,因而收养了自己的人。 In this journey, she also met was illegal to oneself mind, wants to be anything's person to oneself. 在这趟旅途中,她也遇到了对自己居心不轨,想对自己做些什么的人。 She has tried and former lives together, actually discovered that they have oneself family member, own daily, inside does not have own space, oneself even exchange with the opposite party is a problem, has the enormous barrier, therefore, she chose departure finally. 她尝试过和前者一起生活,却发现他们有自己的家人,自己的日常,里面没有自己的一席之地,自己甚至连和对方交流都成问题,有着极大的隔阂,因此,她最后都选择了离开。 She also drifts with the current by the latter has carried off, was treated as the commodity to trade, even the opposite party wants to handle some illegal things to oneself time, she has not chosen the resistance, what a pity, how she said again is darkness and chaos control, even if rational half body that does not have power, these belts darkness and evil negative emotion contact themselves, even plans to harm own person, finally will fall into crazily, dies a violent death at the scene. 她亦随波逐流被后者带走过,被当做商品贩卖过,甚至连对方想对自己做些不轨的事情的时候,她都没有选择反抗,可惜,她再怎么说都是黑暗及混乱的司掌者,哪怕是个没有力量的理性半身,那些带着黑暗及邪恶的负面情感接触到自己,甚至打算伤害自己的人,最后都会陷入疯狂,当场暴毙。 This nearly ten thousand years, Emerald has come, was not first admitted, then feels the barrier to leave, otherwise then attracts these evil people, causing them dead a violent death to perish. 这近万年的时间里,翡翠就一直都是这么过来的,不是先被接纳,然后感受到隔阂离开,不然便是吸引来那些邪恶之人,致使他们暴毙而亡。 From beginning to end, Emerald was all alone. 至始至终,翡翠都是一个人。 People call it "Happiness Seeking Vengeful Spirit" her, but her actually "happiness" is anything does not know. 人们将她称之为“寻找幸福的怨灵”,但她其实连“幸福”是什么都不知道。 She does not even know that anything is "misfortune". 她甚至不知道什么是“不幸”。 Otherwise, when the Old Demon Race Faction person destroys space node, intrudes present in the temple, when she carries off, she will not revolt. 否则,当旧魔族派的人破坏空间节点,闯入现界的神殿中,把她带走时,她不会不反抗。 That time, regarding Emerald, but also is common experience forget it/that's all in long journey. 那一次,对于翡翠来说,不过也是漫长旅途中的一段不起眼的经历罢了。 The only different place is, because some people stared at the seal of main body, had the possibility to release very much the main body, at that time, Emerald had an idea. 唯一不同的地方就在于,由于有人盯上了本体的封印,很有可能将本体释放出来,当时,翡翠就产生了一个想法。 That is, treats as the final end point this journey experience. 那就是,将这一次的旅途经历当做最后的终点。 She does not want to continue again. 她已经不想再这么继续下去了。 She does not want to roam about again. 她已经不想再这么流浪下去了。 Therefore, even if knows that the final result was definitely eliminated, she still plans after this, while this opportunity, returns to the main body. 因此,即使知道最后的结果肯定是被消灭,她也打算在此之后,趁着这一机会,回归本体。 Until, ran into that person. 直到,遇到了那个人。 „Hello.” “你好啊。” This is the opposite party saw when oneself first few words that spoke. 这是对方见到自己时所说的第一句话。 very common, very ordinary, does not have any highlight and special a few words. 非常平常,非常平凡,没有任何亮点及特殊的一句话。 At that time, Emerald had not felt oneself can produce big involving with the opposite party. 当时,翡翠并没有觉得自己会与对方产生多大的牵扯。 That was one is like these people of past, facing oneself, had the connection with, finally will leave either on own initiative, either the opposite party can die a violent death person general dying of perished with these, that is all. 那就是一个和过去的那些人一样,遇到自己,和自己产生关联,最后要么自己会主动离开,要么对方会和那些暴毙而亡的人一般的死去,仅此而已。 Why does not know, the opposite party then look, making Emerald have very profound impression. 可不知为何,对方当时的眼神,让翡翠有着很深刻的印象。 That is looks at one probably greatly troublesome, does not want to contact obviously, the body and innermost feelings actually ran counter to own wish, making him have to start visits and discussions, is full of the puzzled look. 那是好像看着一个大麻烦,明明不想接触,身体及内心却违背了自己的意愿,让他不得不进行接触,充满着纠结的眼神。 That look, making Emerald quite care. 那个眼神,让翡翠颇为在意。 In the past, these people who Emerald saw, are filling the sympathy and loving tenderly either, either is filling the desire and darkness, but also has never seen such a strange person. 以往,翡翠见到的那些人,要么是充满着同情及怜爱,要么是充满着欲望及黑暗,还从未见过这样奇怪的一个人。 Because cares to that look very much, that night, Emerald also drilled into the bedding of opposite party, thinks take a good look that pair of eyes, is actually because the arms of opposite party extremely in making one feel relieved, thus fell asleep unknowingly. 由于对那个眼神很在意,那天晚上,翡翠还钻入了对方的被窝里,想好好看看那对眼睛,却是因为对方的怀抱太过于令人感到安心,因而不知不觉的睡着了。 Emerald does not know why oneself will feel warm and relieved in body of opposite party. 翡翠并不知道,为什么自己会在对方的身上感受到温暖及安心。 She does not know that Skien has Blessing of the Supreme God this matter, otherwise, she may understand, reason that like this , because has this blessing Skien, because has Mother of the Gods the relations of aura, just now lets with be God Race she has to plant to treat in the parental arms same relieved feeling. 她也不知道希恩持有着至高神的祝福这件事,要不然,她或许会明白,之所以会这样,都是因为持有着这个祝福的希恩,由于有着神族之母的气息的关系,方才让同为神族的她有种待在父母怀里一样的安心感。 But truly the one who makes Emerald's state of mind have the change is the matter of next day. 而真正让翡翠的心境产生变化的是第二天发生的事情。 „Little fellow, do you want to follow me together?” “小家伙,你要跟我一起走吗？” When that person is looking straight ahead himself, and to oneself said such a few words the time, Emerald felt quite inconceivable. 当那个人直视着自己,并对自己说出这样的一句话的时候,翡翠是感到相当不可思议的。 It is not because no one has told oneself. 不是因为没有人跟自己这么说过。 In the past, these gave shelter to themselves, adopted own person, poured also speaks these words a lot. 过去,那些收留了自己,收养了自己的人,倒也没少说这句话。 But, their looks, with the look of that person, are completely different. 但,他们的眼神,和那个人的眼神,完全不一样。 In the past these planned that gave shelter to themselves and adopts own person only to treat as the abandoned baby of unknown origin , pitied and affection based on the sympathy just now planned that took into her own life. 过去那些打算收留、收养自己的人只是把自己当做来历不明的弃儿,基于同情、怜悯及喜爱方才打算把她带进自己的生活中。 But this person is different. 可这个人不一样。 The look of this person, does not want own to bring to him that side respectively, but is he plans since oneself, involves her life, her life. 这个人的眼神,分别不是想把自己带到他那一边,而是他打算进入自己这边,介入她的生活,她的人生。 This is completely different two matters. 这是完全不同的两回事。 The former is abandoned own passing by oneself, lives with them together, but Emerald cannot accomplish, therefore she walked. 前者是让自己抛弃自己的过往,跟他们一起生活,但翡翠是办不到的,所以她才走了。 But the latter, was actually faced directly own issue by oneself, the opposite party will involve and interfere, faces with together. 而后者,却是让自己直面自己的问题,对方会介入、干涉进来,与自己一起面对。 Especially the opposite party does not know why once for a while can reveal as if looks at the person emotion of having same problem, making Emerald feel with person different touching of the past met. 尤其是对方不知为何时不时的会露出来的仿佛看着同病相怜的人似的情感,让翡翠感受到了与以往遇到的人不同的触动。 Perhaps, opposite party do not know do oneself expose such emotion? 也许,连对方自己都不知道自己展露出过这样的情感吧？ Therefore, at that time, Emerald nodded. 于是,当时,翡翠点头了。 Does not base on the choice of drifting with the current, but stemming from own idea, is loyal to own innermost feelings in history for the first time, nodded the head. 不是基于随波逐流的选择,而是有史以来第一次出于自己的想法,忠于自己的内心,点下了这个头。 Starting from that time, all, were doomed to be changed. 从那个时候开始,一切,都注定会被改变。 Afterward, Emerald discovered, he is Hero, he had Holy Sword, not only can help itself eradicate the seal, returned to the main body, but can also help itself weaken the main body power, increases odds of success that oneself returned. 后来,翡翠才发现,他是勇者,他拥有着圣剑,不但能够帮自己破除封印,回归本体,还能帮自己削弱本体的力量,增加自己回归的胜算。 „Relax, I will help your.” “放心,我会帮你的。” the opposite party was obviously not someone who could say such kind words, actually when facing oneself, naturally said such words. 对方明明不是会说这样热心肠的话语的一个人,却在面对自己的时候,自然而然的就说出了这样的话。 „Don't forget, was I makes you choose to follow my, was I makes you have anything saying that and claimed that must help your, since you made the choice, I will definitely help you.” “别忘了,是我让你选择要不要跟着我的,也是我让你有什么事情就说出来,并声称要帮你的,既然你做出了选择,那我肯定会助你到底。” For such reason, the opposite party does not hesitate the reckless break seal, or knew perfectly well that will cause trouble chooses did that is really impulsive and crude. 为了这样的理由,对方不惜不顾后果的打破封印,亦或者说是明知会闯祸都选择了这么做,真是冲动又鲁莽。 But... 可是... „First do not worry, our also time, then thinks slowly, what to do should.” “先别着急,我们还有时间,再慢慢想想,到底该怎么办吧。” „?” “好吗？” Then these words, very inconceivable smoothed the anxiety and collapse in feeling Emerald heart, making her also incomplete rationality make a living suddenly a idea. 当时的这番话,很是不可思议的抚平了翡翠心中的焦躁及崩溃感,让她那还不完整的理性突然谋生了一个想法。 That is, oneself should not bringing death of abandon oneself to despair. 那就是,自己不应该自暴自弃的送死。 Yes. 是的。 Before then, return that Emerald thinks, just in abandon oneself to despair forget it/that's all. 在此之前,翡翠所想的回归,就只不过是在自暴自弃罢了。 Result that she pursues, is not successful, but is the plan ends all these. 她所追求的结果,并不是成功,而是打算终结这一切。 in other words, finally, oneself are succeeds or is defeated, no matter. 也就是说,最后,自己是成功还是失败,都无所谓。 She, but does not want again this way. 她,不过是不想再继续这样下去了而已。 By that time, Emerald first secondary left wanted the successful thought. 直到那个时候,翡翠才第一次生出了想要成功的念头。 Even the hope is very uncertain, the Evil God Lilith's existence nature, wants to make him obtain to have the rationality and intellectuality that the itself/Ben is difficult heavily and even is the issue heavily matter, but Emerald wants to spell. 即使希望还是很渺茫,邪神莉莉丝的存在性质本身,想让其获得该有的理性和知性,本就是一件困难重重乃至是问题重重的事,但翡翠还是想拼一把。 Words of failure, that even. 失败的话,那就算了。 May, this time, she probably remove the barrier that the past felt if successful well, entered others' life, let own rational real growth. 可若是成功的话,这一次,她一定要好好的消除自己以往感受到的隔阂,进入别人的生活,让自己的理性真正的成长起来。 Naturally, Emerald only wants to enter a life of person now. 当然,翡翠现在只想进入一个人的生活。 That is his ———— 那就是他———— „I called Skien, you?” “我叫希恩,你呢？” When this is also first meeting, the opposite party has spoken words. 这也是初次见面时,对方说过的话。 At that time, her reply is ———— "Emerald". 当时,她的回答是————“翡翠”。 But this time, she wants to reply. 但这次,她想这么回答。 „I am Lilith.” “我是莉莉丝。” „Returns from darkness, born in chaos, under Hero's help, the existence who successfully obtained rationality.” “自黑暗中归来,于混乱中诞生,在勇者的帮助下,成功获得了理性的存在。” „Evil God?” “邪神？” „No, not.” “不,不是的。” „I am Goddess, Goddess Lilith.” “我是女神,女神莉莉丝。” Then, young girl that drags erratically, just like may the collapse same soul body anytime rapid stabilized. 就这样,少女那摇曳不定,宛如随时有可能崩溃一样的魂体迅速的稳定了下来。 ...... ...... „Rumble...” “轰隆隆...” This is thundering of sky. 这是天空的轰鸣。 This is trembling of land. 这是大地的战栗。 Kosmos's sky, in that bright light source, a radiant brilliance penetration darkness sunlight is the same, punctures, illuminated all around. 科斯莫斯的上空,那明亮的光源里,一阵璀璨的光辉似穿透黑暗的阳光一样,从中刺出,照亮了四周。