„————” “————” Under the regards of Lucy, in the jet black aura of death world, welcomed a depressing dreariness suddenly. 在洛茜的问候之下,漆黑的死气世界里,突然迎来一阵压抑的沉寂。 Queen then silent, after for a long time, just now lightly uttered. 王妃便沉默了下来,直到许久以后,方才淡淡的出声。 „Has guessed correctly my status?” “已经猜到我的身份了吗？” hearing this, Lucy has not responded, instead a eyes fluctuation, has exuded a bitterness and astringency. 闻言,洛茜没有做出回应,反而眼眸一阵波动,泛过一丝苦涩。 Without the means. 没办法。 „You are really Lany-sama.” “您果然就是莱尼大人呢。” Lucy confirmed this matter finally. 洛茜终于确认了这件事。 Before then, although Lucy as well as Skien had guessed that initially the Queen status, may guess eventually the only guess. 在此之前,虽然洛茜以及希恩都已经初步猜测到了王妃的身份,可猜测终究只是猜测而已。 Until this moment, with Queen should, guess that became the reality. 直到这一刻,随着王妃的应下,猜测才变成了现实。 Lucy also has to accept, own ancestor, that Hero Mithras's wife, Mithras Kingdom's First Queen, unexpectedly is not only survived the millenniums, but also becomes the so-called 【Great Spiritual Body of Death】 owner, through planning the empire, plans human race, and even plans the world, finally inconceivable becomes Transcendent Level to have the fact that. 洛茜也不得不接受,自己的先祖,那位勇者密特拉的妻子,密特拉王国的初代王妃,竟是不仅存活了千年,还成为了所谓的【死亡大灵体】的拥有者,通过算计帝国,算计人族,乃至是算计世界,最终不可思议的成为了超脱级存在的事实。 This ancestor, turns into the enemy in kingdom now, and even is three big races enemies, helped a tyrant do evil in Devil Danath's side did not say, blasphemed two Hero, their turned into dead souls, optional operation. 这位先祖,如今就变成了王国的敌人,乃至是三大种族的敌人,在魔人达纳斯的身边助纣为虐不说,更是亵渎了两名勇者,将他们化作死灵,随意操纵。 Hero's wife, becomes the operation taboo Magic evil person unexpectedly. 勇者之妻,竟是成为了操纵禁忌魔法的邪恶之人。 must say, this is a matter of unusual satire. 不得不说,这是一件非常讽刺的事情。 Regarding this, although Lucy has been psychologically prepared, actually bit the lip. 对此,洛茜虽已做好了心理准备,却还是咬住了嘴唇。 „Why?” Lucy then inquired solemnly said: „Why looks people like you, will reduce to so the situation?” “为什么？”洛茜便沉声质问道:“为什么像您这样的人,会沦落到这般地步呢？” When these words, resounds from Lucy's mouth, trades is not other, precisely Queen's laugh. 这句话,从洛茜的口中响起之时,换来的不是别的,正是王妃的嗤笑。 That satirizes others, satirized itself, satirized itself, satirizes the present descendant's laughter. 那是讽刺他人,讽刺自己,讽刺自己,亦讽刺眼前的后裔的笑声。 „Like people like me?” Queen then mockingly said: „I asked you, what person should I be?” “像我这样的人？”王妃就讥讽似的道:“那我问你,我应该是个什么样的人？” „This...” Lucy could not speak all of a sudden. “这...”洛茜一下子说不出话来。 Sees that Queen appeared satirizes. 见状,王妃显得更加讽刺了。 „Have you understood me? Has known my idea and mood?” Queen coldly said: „Since does not know, what qualifications also there is to say this?” “你了解过我吗？知道过我的想法和心情吗？”王妃冷冷的道:“既然不知道,又有什么资格说出这样的话呢？” Lucy fell into silent. 洛茜陷入了沉默。 Queen actually instead turns on a record player, is speaking to Lucy. 王妃却反而打开了话匣子,对着洛茜发话。 „I know that you are thinking anything, nothing but thought that I am Hero Mithras's wife, First Queen of kingdom, should not with the kingdom be the enemy, should not with the world be the enemy.” “我知道你在想什么,无非就是觉得我是勇者密特拉的妻子,王国的初代王妃,不应该与王国为敌,也不应该与世界为敌。” „That was not permitted the matter that does, is the shame of kingdom, is unable to forgive.” “那是不被允许去做的事,更是王国的耻辱,根本无法原谅。” „This does not blame you, after all beforehand I also think.” “这不怪你,毕竟以前的我也是这么想的。” Queen looks the color of longing, the look actually more and more gloomy and cold. 王妃面露怀念之色,眼神却越来越阴冷。 „Beforehand I, have felt, I by the companion who that person selects, is his lover, as Hero's wife, should set an example, demonstrates just, good, outstanding and virtuous side to others.” “以前的我,一直都觉得,我是被那个人选中的伴侣,是他的爱人,作为勇者之妻,应该以身作则,向他人展示正义、善良、优秀、贤淑的一面。” „This can not lose face to him, does not give others to look at the joke, thinks that my only is in luck by the woman who Hero has a liking.” “这样才能不给他丢脸,也不给别人看笑话,认为我只是一个走了运才被勇者看上的女人。” „I even struggled for this reason nearly lifetime, ended at the war, the wedding also ended, after becoming Mithras Kingdom Queen, sets an example immediately , helping him establish the country strongly, establishes the new order.” “我甚至为此奋斗了近乎一生,在战争结束,婚礼也结束,成为了密特拉王国的王妃以后,立马以身作则,竭力的帮助他建立国家,建立新的秩序。” „All these that only pitifully, I make, what finally trades is what, do you know?” “只可惜,我做的这一切,最后换来的是什么,你知道吗？” At this point, in the Queen tone had had the emotion of hatred. 说到这里,王妃的语气里已经是出现了憎恨的情感。 „only that person's false commendation that I trade, false satisfaction, and even is the false love.” “我换来的只是那个人虚伪的称赞,虚伪的满意,乃至是虚伪的爱情。” „No matter I do good, he will only show the extremely reluctant smile.” “不管我做的有多好,他都只会露出极为勉强的笑容。” „No matter I have diligently, he looks guilty to my look.” “不管我有多努力,他看向我的眼神都只有愧疚。” „Until afterward, me knows, all that originally, I make, in his front, but is deceives oneself and others forget it/that's all.” “直到后来,我才知道,原来,我所做的一切,在他的面前,不过是自欺欺人罢了。” Queen revealing aspiration every single word or phrase. 王妃一字一句的吐露心声。 „That person, that Hero, has not loved me from beginning to end.” “那个人,那个勇者,从始至终都没有爱过我。” „Even if I do utmost for him.” “哪怕我为他竭尽全力。” „Even if I pay all for him.” “哪怕我为他付出一切。” These words, making Lucy silent. 这些话语,令得洛茜更加的沉默了下来。 If before trading does, Lucy is very probably difficult to understand Queen mood at this moment. 若是换做以前,洛茜大概很难理解王妃此时此刻的心情。 But present Lucy, can actually understand. 可现在的洛茜,却能够理解了。 Because, she has known, what feeling loving a person is. 因为,她已经知道,爱一个人是什么样的感觉。 But Queen's love, is actually seems that heavy, then made one feel the sympathy. 而王妃的爱,却是显得那么沉重,那么令人觉得同情。 After all, Hero Mithras initially the person of true love, was not this Princess Lany, but was current Elf Queen. 毕竟,勇者密特拉当初真正爱的人,不是这位莱尼公主,而是现任的精灵女王。 He is infatuated in the beauty of Elf Queen, once wooed to it, was actually rejected. 他痴迷于精灵女王的美,曾一度向其求爱,却遭到了拒绝。 thanks to this, Hero Mithras woos inadequately, dejected, just now married has followed in own maid. 拜此所赐,勇者密特拉求爱不成,心灰意冷之下,方才娶了一直跟随在自己身边的女仆。 That maid, is Erei's Princess Lany, because of Mithras, but the destruction Erei family of the deceased, by that Hero belt/bring in the side, became the Hero wife finally, First Queen of kingdom. 那个女仆,就是埃雷依的莱尼公主,因密特拉而毁灭的埃雷依的遗族,被那位勇者带在身边,最后成为了勇者的妻子,王国的初代王妃。 in other words, Hero Mithras to the sentiment that this wife has, does not love, but said guilt like that like Queen. 也就是说,勇者密特拉对这位妻子抱有的感情,并不是爱,而是如同王妃所说那般的愧疚。 Because compelled to have no other choice but to destroy others country, that Hero has to be guilty. 因为逼不得已而摧毁了人家的国家,那位勇者不得不愧疚。 Because others assisted himself obviously, oneself actually instead harm the opposite party to be homeless, that Hero has to be guilty. 因为人家明明协助了自己,自己却反而害得对方无家可归,那位勇者不得不愧疚。 Finally, that Hero to compensate the opposite party probably, makes up for the opposite party, just now makes the opposite party treat by the maid status in the side, because actually woos the inadequate relations, dejected, just now married the opposite party, causes another guilt. 结果,那位勇者大概是为了补偿对方,弥补对方,方才让对方以女仆的身份待在身边,却又因为求爱不成的关系,心灰意冷之下,方才娶了对方,导致又一层的愧疚。 It can be said that Hero Mithras to the emotion that this Princess Lany holds, then rich to the guilt of pinnacle, but does not have the affections of half a point. 可以说,勇者密特拉对这位莱尼公主抱有的情感,便只有浓郁到了极致的愧疚,而没有半分的爱意。 In such a case, Queen Lany is to his selfless contributions, more helps him recklessly, supplies ideas for him, doing utmost, that Hero is guilty. 在这样的情况下,莱尼王妃越是对他无私奉献,越是不顾一切的帮助他,为他出谋划策,竭尽心力,那那位勇者就越是愧疚。 Queen Lany is the sincerity is loving that Hero, and even is then looking forward to that Hero since childhood. 偏偏,莱尼王妃又是真心爱着那位勇者,乃至是从小便憧憬着那位勇者。 For him, Queen Lany ignores the safety in motherland, helping him complete Quest. 为了他,莱尼王妃不顾祖国的安危,帮他完成了任务。 For him, even if the motherland were extinguished, Queen Lany has no complain and regret as before, does not hesitate to become maid, must follow in its side. 为了他,即使祖国被灭,莱尼王妃依旧无怨无悔,不惜成为一介女仆,都要跟随在其身旁。 For him, after becoming Queen, she does utmost , helping him build the kingdom diligently. 为了他,成为王妃以后,她又竭尽心力,努力帮助他建设王国。 All these, to not let that Hero are guilty, only to let him is happy, making him be able to fall in love with itself truly. 这一切,都不是为了让那位勇者愧疚,只是为了让他开心,让他能够真正的爱上自己而已。 But she more does that Hero will be only will be then guiltier. 但她越是这么做,那位勇者便越是只会愧疚。 The endless loop, formed here. 死循环,就在这里成形了。 „I do not need his guilt.” “我不需要他的愧疚。” „I do not need his making up.” “我更不需要他的弥补。” „I only think that he treats as a woman to love me, is such request very high?” “我只想他把我当做一个女人来爱,这样的要求很高吗？” Queen is some loses self-control. 王妃已经是有些失态了。 „What even if he loves is how Elf Queen? Has man three wives and four concubines of skill is not very normal? I have not requested him to be wholehearted to me! Only asked him to bestow my point love!” “即便他爱的是精灵女王又如何？有本事的男人三妻四妾不是很正常吗？我又没有要求他对我一心一意！只求他能施舍我一点爱而已！” „But he does not have, from beginning to end guilty, sorry every time, daily said that must make up for me, compensates me, even if hates him not to relate!” “可他没有,从头到尾都只有愧疚,开口闭口都是对不起,天天都说要弥补我,补偿我,哪怕恨他也没关系！” „But I do not need these!” “但我根本不需要这些！” Saying, the entire aura of death world became the riot. 说着,整个死气的世界都变得暴乱了起来。 By Queen is controlling the world, because the mentality of his control loses control, became unstable. 被王妃所掌控着的这个世界,就因为其掌控者的心态失控,变得不稳定了起来。 Queen has not thought quite the same as, only to shout constantly. 王妃浑然未觉,只是一味的呐喊着。 „40 years!” “四十年！” „Entire 40 years!” “整整四十年！” „To let him can no longer visit me with the guilty look, I tried hard for 40 years!” “为了让他能够不再用愧疚的眼神看着我,我就努力了四十年！” „May arrive finally, even if the severe wound that because is unable to recover becomes dying, he thinks compensates me, makes up for me, thought that is unfair to me!” “可到最后,即使是因为无法痊愈的重伤变得奄奄一息,他想的还是补偿我,弥补我,觉得对不起我！” „When waits till him just before the end, he thinks will also treat as the sacrificial offering, offers sacrifices to give Holy Sword, leaves behind the inheritance for the kingdom and sufficiently the treasure of town/subdues country's, rather than accompanying me!” “等到他临终时,他想的也是将自身当做祭品,献祭给圣剑,为王国留下传承及足以镇国的宝物,而不是陪着我！” „Weeping and wailing that even if I shout oneself hoarse, kneels to entreat him, making him not die, but returns to the Erei ruins with me, making me take care of him until the last second, accompanied him until the death, and even elapsed with him together, he looks that my look only was also getting more and more guilty!” “哪怕我声嘶力竭的哭喊,跪下来哀求他,让他别死,而是跟我回埃雷依的遗址,让我照顾他直到最后一秒,陪伴他直到死亡,乃至是与他一同逝去,他看着我的眼神也只是越来越愧疚！” Queen wielded to start fiercely, making the entire aura of death world shiver. 王妃猛的挥了一下手,让整个死气的世界都颤抖了起来。 „To prevent him offers sacrifices, I have also been ready for any sacrifice, does not hesitate to injure him, finally?” “为了阻止他献祭,我还已经豁出去了,不惜将他打伤,结果呢？” „He is in front of my, shoves open me, then jumped in Magic Array of ceremony dutifully, becomes the sacrificial offering!” “他就那么当着我的面,把我推开,然后义无反顾的跳进了仪式的魔法阵中,成为了祭品！” „At that moment, my lost hope, actually also such as he hopes, has had never had the hatred to him!” “那一刻,我的心死了,却也如他所愿,对他产生了从未有过的憎恨！” Paid all, sacrificed all, does not want the dignity, finally trades is actually such result, that will hate, is the natural matter. 付出了一切,豁出了一切,连尊严都不要了,最终换来的却是这样的结局,那会憎恨,也是理所当然的事情。 Until this moment, Lucy is clear, this Ancestor-sama, why will be holding that big pain, then the big despair, is full of the negativity just before the end, causing it to become 【Great Spiritual Body of Death】 this existence. 直到这一刻,洛茜才明白,这位先祖大人,为什么会抱着那么大的痛苦,那么大的绝望,饱含负面情绪的临终,导致其成为了【死亡大灵体】这种存在。 Because of striving for the love, but not getting, rejected pain forget it/that's all. 就是因为求而不得的爱,已经被拒绝的痛罢了。 „In these 1,000 years, I have been thinking, since I paid all, trades is actually such result, that might as well anything does not happen from the beginning.” “这一千年里,我一直在想,既然我付出了一切,换来的却是这样的结局,那还不如一开始就什么都不发生。” „Motherland indirect destroys because of me, I also indirect destroys because of him, all start to be then doomed on that day that Erei perished.” “祖国间接的因我而毁,我也间接的因他而毁,一切就都是在埃雷依灭亡的那一天开始便注定了的。” „You asked why I must join in new 【Primordial Devil】, with the kingdom and world is the enemy?” “你问我为什么要加入新生【原初恶魔】之中,与王国和世界为敌？” „That naturally is because I once paid all for the kingdom and world, actually anything returned does not have!” “那当然是因为我曾经为了王国和世界付出一切,却什么回报都没有啊！” Queen is full of making noise that hates. 王妃饱含憎恶的出声。 „Since this world is unable to give me any love, I hate this world all was good!” “既然这个世界无法给予我任何爱,那我就憎恨这个世界的一切好了！” „I once paid the country and order that all built, since is unable to help me obtain the love of that person, that then ruined!” “我曾经付出了一切所建设的国家及秩序,既然无法帮助我得到那个人的爱,那便毁掉好了！” „I make all return to the initial appearance, anything does not exist!” “我让一切都回到最初的模样,什么都不存在！” „Like this, should he not hold to me again guilty?” “这样,他应该就不会再对我抱有愧疚了吧？” Queen is pointing at Lucy. 王妃指着洛茜。 No, said accurately, should say points at Holy Sword in Lucy hand to be right. 不,更准确的说,应该说是指着洛茜手中的圣剑才对。 Then Holy Sword, Queen is familiar with cannot be familiar. 那把圣剑,王妃可谓是熟悉到不能再熟悉。 Therefore, Queen to it, so declaration. 所以,王妃对着它,这般宣言了。 „Now did you see? Mithras!” “现在你看到了吧？密特拉！” „I will not pay for others again!” “我不会再为他人付出了！” „Do you hate me?” “你恨我吗？” „Hates me!” “恨我吧！” „Because, I also hate you!” “因为,我也恨你！”