„......” “......” Skien fell into silent. 希恩陷入了沉默。 Because, he does not want or to be the tone has to show the fine single sympathy by oneself look and expression. 因为,他不想让自己的眼神、表情或者是语气有展现出一丝一缕的同情。 It is not because Skien does not have the sympathy, only he thinks that oneself sympathetic not only will not make Thiel feel happy, instead can be to one insult of Thiel. 不是因为希恩没有同情心,只是他认为自己的同情不但不会让蒂耶儿感到开心,反而会是对蒂耶儿的一种侮辱而已。 The fact is also so. 事实也是如此。 „I don't have much thoughts about the matter of my mother being killed.” “我对母亲被杀这件事没有太多的想法。” Thiel with a calm and not human-like tone, is then saying to Skien like this. 蒂耶儿便以冷静得不像人类的语气,这样对着希恩说着。 „On the objective fact, she to me not, I and her sentiment is no better, in addition she is the spy in neighboring country, the betrayal kingdom, causes chief criminal who Royal Capital presents the huge damage, I have not hated her already very good, is killed this matter to be angry to her not to mention.” “就客观的事实而言,她对我不算好,我和她的感情更是好不到哪里去,加上她还是邻国的间谍,背叛王国,导致王都出现巨大损伤的罪魁祸首,我没有恨她就已经很不错了,更别提是对她被杀这件事感到愤怒。” This is very realistic, is very objective. 这很现实,也很客观。 „I can only to the matter that person handles, is repays her to make me be born the benevolence in this world.” Thiel said indifferently: „Therefore, at that time, I asked others to help me work for the first time.” “我唯一能够对那个人做的事情,就是偿还她让我诞生在这个世界上的恩情。”蒂耶儿漠然道:“所以,那个时候,我第一次求别人帮我做事。” Works? 做什么事呢？ It‘s nothing, is helps own mother cultivate/repair a grave at the worst. 没什么大不了的,就是帮自己的母亲修一座墓而已。 Will Thiel's request, as a criminal, Thiel's mother also possibly have a grave? 要不是蒂耶儿的请求,作为一个罪人,蒂耶儿的母亲又怎么可能会有一座墓？ But has the means to help the person who Thiel realizes this request, naturally only had Lucy or Lely these two people one of them. 而有办法帮蒂耶儿实现这个请求的人,自然只有洛茜或者蕾莉这两人的其中一人了。 This makes Skien recall before , see matter of Thiel in graveyard. 这让希恩不禁回想起之前自己看到蒂耶儿在墓园中的事情。 At that time, should Thiel to own mother's grave class/flow tears, not feel for own mother's death sad? 那时,蒂耶儿会对着自己的母亲的墓流眼泪,想必应该不是在为自己的母亲的死感到悲伤吧？ She bursts into tears, reason that cultivates the grave, but cherished the memory of forget it/that's all for own past. 她之所以流泪,之所以修墓,不过是为了自己的过去缅怀罢了。 Also precisely because of this, she does not need to sympathize. 也正是因为这样,她才不需要同情。 But at the same time, Skien really felt, Thiel received too many unfair treatments. 但与此同时,希恩是真的觉得,蒂耶儿受到了太多不公平的对待。 Only because of a Unique Skill issue, she was rejected by family member, was being feared by the clansman, from infancy does not have the freedom, without the joy and happiness of childhood. 只因一个独有技能的问题,她遭到了家人的排斥,亦被族人恐惧着,自小便没有自由,没有童年的快乐和幸福。 only because of the arbitrariness and values of adults, she was being controlled the destiny, is forced to live the miserable life of all alone. 只因大人们的独断及价值观,她被左右着命运,被迫过着孤身一人的凄凉生活。 Even, to finally, problem that because between own father and mother have, as well as gambling between country, the struggle between races, she becomes by the sacrificial victim that complained unreasonably. 甚至,到最后,因为自己的父亲和母亲之间存在的问题,以及国家之间的博弈,种族之间的斗争,她成为了被无理埋怨的牺牲品。 These so-called aristocrats, are under mother adjudicated conditions of chief criminal, in suffering that is unable to take revenge, unexpectedly will hate to shift Thiel's body completely, forcing her to undertake the retaliations of all injured parties, is too really unreasonable. 那些所谓的贵族,在身为罪魁祸首的母亲被裁决的状况下,于无法复仇的折磨中,居然将仇恨全部转移到了蒂耶儿的身上,迫使她承担起所有被害者的报复,实在是太没有道理。 May not have the means that who lets Thiel is only one and this criminal has the person of blood relationship? 可没办法,谁让蒂耶儿是唯一一个和这个罪人有血缘关系的人呢？ These because of Thiel's mother causes the family member killing by Old Demon Race Faction the person, after does not hate Thiel this criminal, whom but can also hate? 那些因为蒂耶儿的母亲而导致家人被旧魔族派给杀害的人,不憎恨蒂耶儿这个罪人之后,还能憎恨谁？ Therefore, Thiel will leave that home. 因此,蒂耶儿才会离开那个家。 That day of but leaving, Thiel also obtained the goal. 但离开的那一天,蒂耶儿也获得了目标。 That overthrows own father ———— Alidiya Erbein. 那就是打倒自己的父亲————阿里迪亚·埃尔贝因。 To not revenge to own mother, does not revenge to oneself, purely to oppose that indifferent man who is unpleasant to the eye. 不是为了给自己的母亲报仇,更不是给自己报仇,单纯只是对那个冷漠的男人看不顺眼而已。 „If, mother looked that my look seems like looking at a dirty thing, that person has not looked straight at to look at my one time.” “如果说,母亲看我的眼神就像是在看着一个脏东西的话,那那个人就是从来都没有正眼瞧过我一次。” „When I am fearing by the family member and clansman, his only indifferent looks, no matter does not attend, has never expressed any opinion.” “在我被家人和族人惧怕着的时候,他只是冷漠的看着,不管也不顾,更从未发表过任何的意见。” „Gains some freedoms in my many, was brought by him in the side, his also only indifferent looks, namely has not been admonishing me, will not have many attention to place my body, probably only will carry out Quest to be the same, will be completely dispassionate.” “在我多少获得一些自由,被他带在身边的时候,他也只是冷漠的看着,即没有警戒着我,也没有将过多的注意力放在我的身上,好像只是执行任务一样,完全不带感情。” „he's a weapon without emotion, is used to maintain the family honor item, the only existence significance, is protects Royal Family probably, the protection country, said that he ice-cold brutal is a commendation.” “他就是没有感情的武器,用来维持家族荣誉的道具,唯一的存在意义,好像就是守护王室,守护国家,说他冰冷无情都是一种称赞。” „However when discovered the crime of mother, he had not revealed that many mood, many emotions, on only in my front, did not say a few words, did not give mother to say a few words, suddenly then drew a sword, suddenly then cut mother's head, probably the machinery the numb execution own responsibility and Quest were the same.” “而在发现母亲的罪行的时候,他也没有表露出过多的情绪,过多的情感,就只是在我的面前,连一句话都不说,更连一句话都不给母亲说,突然便拔剑,突然便砍下了母亲的脑袋,像是机械又麻木的执行着自己的职责和任务一样。” At this point, in Thiel's tone many had some mood. 说到这里,蒂耶儿的语气里才多少产生了一些情绪。 „I could not completely understand that the heart of that person, cannot completely understand his idea.” “我根本看不透那个人的内心,更看不透他的想法。” „But because of this, must say, I was having some hates to him.” “但正因为这样,不得不说,我对他产生了一些怨恨。” „Not because of his being indifferent, only because of him compared with my likely monster forget it/that's all.” “不是因为他的漠不关心,只是因为他比我更像个怪物罢了。” Right, is the monster. 没错,就是怪物。 in Thiel's eyes, Alidiya is a brutal monster, is powerful and numb. 在蒂耶儿的眼中,阿里迪亚就是一个无情的怪物,强大又麻木。 But such a monster, received the surrounding everyone's esteem, obtained all commendations, finally also stood in the Knight apex. 但这样的一个怪物,偏偏受到了周围的所有人的推崇,得到了所有的称赞,最终还站在了骑士的顶点。 Thiel does not have the means to understand, does not have the means to feel relaxed. 蒂耶儿没办法理解,更没办法释然。 Actually oneself and does he miss where? 自己和他究竟差在哪里？ power? 力量吗？ mind/energetic and innermost feelings? 还是精神和内心？ Thiel on has been thinking such matter. 蒂耶儿就一直在想着这样的事情。 Therefore, Thiel set a goal. 于是,蒂耶儿才立下了一个目标。 That is... 那就是... „Overthrows that man, spans him, surpasses him, destroys his pride and dignity completely.” “打倒那个男人,跨越他,超过他,将他的骄傲和尊严全部打碎。” Thiel coldly spoke. 蒂耶儿冷冷的出声。 „Otherwise, I cannot see his reality, cannot see his innermost feelings.” “不这样的话,我是看不到他的真实,看不到他的内心的。” That is one treats as the barrier with the great strength, oneself will pack the impregnable person. 那是一个用强大来当做壁垒,将自己包装得无懈可击的人。 Such being the case, wants to see his real side, that can only defeat him, terminates his great strength and perfect. 既然如此,想看到他真实的一面,那就只能打败他,完结他的强大及完美。 And... 而且... „If some day, I can that men be even defeated, perhaps I can obtain the true freedom, true great strength.” “若是有朝一日,我能连那个男人都打败的话,那我或许才能得到真正的自由,真正的强大。” Thiel in a low voice whispering. 蒂耶儿低声呢喃。 „By that time...” “到那时...” By that time, perhaps, Thiel does not need to fear within the body "Oni" again. 到那时,或许,蒂耶儿就不需要再惧怕自己体内的“鬼”了。 This, is Thiel's true goal. 这,才是蒂耶儿真正的目的。 Therefore, Thiel diligently since. 为此,蒂耶儿才努力至今。 Skien is then listening attentively to all these, without expressing any opinion. 希恩便倾听着这一切,没有发表任何的言论。 It is not because does not have the standpoint, because only he does not dare to say oneself understand Thiel's train of thought. 不是因为没有立场,只是因为他不敢说自己理解蒂耶儿的想法。 After all, on Skien own situation, unfathomable mystery that very his power comes. 毕竟,就希恩自己的情况来看,他的力量是来的很莫名其妙的。 Is Skien strong? 希恩强吗？ Naturally strong. 当然强。 Even the opponent is that Alidiya, Holy Sword's seal full, Skien also has the confidence of winning. 就算对手是那个阿里迪亚,将圣剑的封印全开,希恩亦有战而胜之的信心。 But Skien's powerfulness comes is very relaxed, is very easy, even has not it can be said that had after the effort. 但希恩的强大来的很轻松,很轻而易举,甚至可以说是没怎么经过努力就拥有了。 Such he, just now is true blessed by heaven that person, powerful Thiel's train of thought of no qualifications to pursuing said this and that. 这样的他,方才是真正得天独厚的那个人,也没有什么资格对追求强大的蒂耶儿的想法说三道四。 Thing that others try hard to pursue, oneself easy and even are relaxed then obtained, why did that also say this and that? 他人所努力追求的东西,自己轻而易举乃至是轻轻松松的便得到了,那又凭什么说三道四呢？ Therefore, Skien is very puzzled, does not know oneself should say anything. 所以,希恩很纠结,不知道自己该说些什么。 Thiel saw this point probably. 蒂耶儿好像看出了这一点。 „Relax, I am not dirtying you, not blaming the unfairness of fate, only felt, these things, do not talk clearly with you, you may misunderstand forget it/that's all.” “放心,我不是在埋汰你,更不是在埋怨命运的不公平,只是觉得,这些事情,不跟你说清楚,你或许会误解罢了。” Thiel looks at Skien, spoke in a soft voice. 蒂耶儿看着希恩,轻声发言。 „Moreover, you are different from that person, although the same great strength, in your side, I is very but relieved.” “而且,你跟那个人不一样,虽然同样的强大,但在你的身边,我很安心。” After Skien prevented own rampage, was Thiel really more relaxed? 想必,在希恩阻止了自己的暴走以后,蒂耶儿真的轻松了很多吧？ This means, her some side people can stop her finally, does not make her create the mistake. 这意味着以后她的身边总算有人可以制止她,不让她造成过错。 Also... 再说了... „I have a feeling, you can be I break through the current difficult position, saw that the key of brand-new path is.” “我有种感觉,你会是我突破目前的困境,看到崭新道路的关键所在。” Thiel is looking straight ahead Skien, opens the mouth. 蒂耶儿直视着希恩,这么开口。 „Therefore, I want to bet all in your body.” “所以,我想把一切都赌在你的身上。”