UntilChu Nanpingcomes backlate at night, no oneknows that whichrevolutionshewent, unexpectedlyfound out the understandingto eliminate the idea that the hearttied.
直到后半夜初南屏才回来,谁也不知道他去哪转了一圈,居然真的想出了解除心结的主意。.Chu Nanpingis not a youngster, thatdesolategently beautifullook, makes the personthink that hehas the maturewill, buthestillheldpureside, is sometimes weaker than the youngster.初南屏已经不是少年了,那副冷淡柔美的相貌,更让人以为他拥有成熟的心志,但他仍保有单纯的一面,有时比少年还要幼稚。That nightwasTie Linglongis on night duty, Chu Nanpingarrived atherhiding placedirectly, raised the head saying: „Comeswithme.”
这天晚上是铁玲珑值夜,初南屏径直走到她的藏身之处,抬头说:“跟我来。”„Walks away.”Tie Linglongsaidangryin a soft voice,martial artswas fallenby far, nowis seen throughbyoneincluding the Killer(s)skill, thismakesherself-respectgreatlydisappointed.
“走远点。”铁玲珑恼怒地轻声说,武功已经被远远落下,现在连杀手技能都被一眼看穿,这让她的自尊大受打击。„Madeusfinishallmatters, istoday.”In the Chu Nanpingsoundshowsis constraining the excitement, is very differenttousualhim, seems hiding an importantsecret, soonin the presence of everyonewill announce.
“让咱们把一切事情都结束吧,就是今天。”初南屏的声音里透出一股压抑着的激动,与平时的他很不一样,似乎藏着一个重要的秘密,即将当众公布。Tie Linglonglifts the cape, jumps downfrom the eaves, thispositioncanmakehermonitorhalfto protect the armymansion, was not discoveredby the bystandereasily, „goes?”铁玲珑掀开斗篷,从屋檐上跳下来,这个位置能够让她监视半个护军府,也不容易被外人发现,“去哪?”Chu Nanpinghad not replied,turns aroundto walk, hedoes not dareto speak, justsuchmeetingfree time, the rock-soliddeterminationhad the vacillation, the livingpersonstandsin the front, is different from imaginationinshe.初南屏没有回答,转身就走,他不敢多说话,就刚刚那么一会工夫,原本坚如磐石的决心已经发生动摇,活生生的人站在面前,和想象中的她还是不一样。Thisis the sentimentbarrier that inSecrets of Exploring Affections said that hethinks,onlyhasto removethishindrance, canenter the heartlessboundarytruly.
这就是勘情秘要里所说的情障,他想,唯有去除这一阻碍,才能真正进入无情之境。Two peopleone after the otherarrive at the Dragon Kingstudy room, healwaysvery muchlaterests, todayis no exception.
两人一前一后来到龙王的书房,他总是很晚才睡,今天也不例外。Chu Nanpingstandsinout of the door, „Dragon King, IandTie Linglonghave the matter to seeyou.”初南屏站在门外,“龙王,我和铁玲珑有事要见你。”Tie Linglonglightsnort/hum, „is you have the matter, is notI.”铁玲珑轻哼一声,“是你有事,不是我。”Gu Shenwei in roomsilentsighed, makingtwo peoplecome.
屋子里的顾慎为无声地叹了口气,让两人进来。Undershining of light, Chu Nanpingeven moreappearsis absentminded, the hair, front pieceandbootsare all wet, is moisteningsomegrass stalkandmud, probablywalksfrom the swampy ground.
在灯光的照耀下,初南屏越发显得失魂落魄,头发、衣襟、靴子全都湿漉漉的,沾着些草棍、泥巴,好像才从沼泽地里走出来。Chu Nanpinghad not explained that ownembarrassedshape, nodstoDragon King, thenturns aroundto look atTie Linglong, thought that thisislaststaring, thereforeallows itselfto indulgeslightly, stared at a meeting, afterwardopens the mouthdifficultly, nobodyknows that thishasdifficulttohim, even the ratiodraws a swordto killfrontyoung girlto be difficult, „askedDragon Kingto accepther.”初南屏没有解释自己的窘状,向龙王点头致意,然后转身看着铁玲珑,心想这是最后一次凝视,因此允许自己稍稍放纵,多盯了一会,随后艰难地开口,没人知道这对他有难,甚至比拔剑杀死面前的少女还要难,“请龙王收下她。”In the room a quietness, the twounderstand the meaning in Chu Nanpingwords, actuallydoes not understandhisintention, Gu Shenweiknows that the idea of Chu Nanpingandaverage personis not quite same, may unable to expect that heponders oversuchoneto cutto kill the idea that the sentimentbondsunexpectedly.
屋子里一片沉静,其他两人都明白初南屏话中的意思,却不懂他的用意,顾慎为知道初南屏与普通人的想法不太一样,可怎么也预料不到他竟然琢磨出这样一个斩杀情障的主意来。Stupid, deliberately creates troubleimpervious,...... Gu Shenweicanfind outmanywordsto describe that presentChu Nanping, has not waited forhimto open mouth, Tie Linglongmade a movefirst.
愚蠢、胡闹、不可理喻……顾慎为能想出好多词形容现在的初南屏,没等他张嘴,铁玲珑先出手了。Thispalm of the handusedfull power, was excited, down to the breathwas not quite stable, the strengthwill be bigger.
这一巴掌用上了全力,要不是过于激动,以至内息不太稳定,力道还会更大些。Chu Nanpinghas not hidden, the leftcheekleaves behind the clearfingerprint, the bloodremainsto dripfollowing the corners of the mouth, heactuallyshows the smile, „this is also yourdesire, isn't right?”初南屏没有躲,左颊留下清晰的指印,鲜血顺着嘴角留淌,他却露出微笑,“这也是你的愿望,不对吗?”„Has not relatedwithyou.”Tie Linglongneversuchangry, draws out the slenderblade, arrivesin the chest of Chu Nanping, „hasbettermeansto makeyou‚heartless’: Digsyourheart.”
“跟你没关系。”铁玲珑从来没这么愤怒过,拔出狭刀,抵在初南屏的胸口,“有更好的办法让你‘无情’:把你的心挖出来。”Chu Nanpingstilldid not hide, „youbelonged toDragon King, I will again not be thinkingyou, had no needto killyouto eradicate the sentimentto bond......”初南屏仍然不躲,“等你属于龙王,我就不会再想着你,也用不着杀你破除情障了……”Gu Shenweidiscovered that hebecomes the unnecessarypersoninoneselfroom, buthemustmakeanything, Chu Nanpingsaidagain,Tie Linglongonlyfearedwill kill people, „receives the blade.”顾慎为发现他在自己的屋子里成为多余的人,可他必须做点什么,初南屏再这么说下去,铁玲珑只怕真会杀人,“把刀收起来。”„Buthe......”Tie Linglongchanged the ideasuddenly, receives the bladecompliantly, holds up the head saying: „Right, Iwill give toDragon Kingvoluntarily, so long as...... Dragon Kingdid not oppose.”
“可是他……”铁玲珑突然改了主意,遵命收刀,昂首说道:“没错,我自愿将自己献给龙王,只要……龙王不反对。”Hervisionhas been staring atChu Nanping, emerald that the greeneyeballlikelyisburnt, but the soundis tremblingslightly, she„offering”, had been brokenbecause of the accident/surprise, but the response of Dragon Kingwithdirectlyrejectssimilarly.
她的目光一直盯着初南屏,绿色眼珠像是正在燃烧的翡翠,但声音在微微发颤,她曾经“献”过一次自己,因为意外而被打断,可龙王的反应就跟直接拒绝差不多。Shecould not withstandmanyfrustrations.
她已经承受不住更多的挫败。„Idid not oppose.”Gu Shenweisaid.
“我不反对。”顾慎为说。Chu NanpingandTie Linglongstaremutually, is getting more and more cold, hatesmore and more, turns a deaf ear to the reply of Dragon King, some little timeunderstands.初南屏与铁玲珑互相凝视,一个越来越冷,一个越来越恨,对龙王的回答充耳不闻,好一会才明白过来。„What?”Tie Linglongturns headto asksurprisedly.
“什么?”铁玲珑惊讶地扭头问道。„Sinceyou twoideasare consistent, Ido not have the reason of opposition.”Gu Shenweisaidat will,probablywill soon receive an ordinarygift.
“既然你们两个的想法一致,我没有反对的理由。”顾慎为随意地说,好像即将接到一份再普通不过的礼物。Chu Nanpinghas also turned around, heis judging the Dragon Kingwords is really the vacation.初南屏也转过身,他在判断龙王的话是真是假。„The firstmartial arts contest, Iwantyouto win, no matterwithanymethod, mustwin. Ihave given you opportunity, letsyouchoosesbetweenTie Linglong and swordsmanship, youchoose the latter, Irespect.”Gu ShenweialsosaidtoTie Linglong: „Ilikeyouvery much, youthink, whenKiller(s), the brokenbodyis essential, Iratheracceptyou, butthat is all, from now onyou will still be a guard.”
“第一场比武,我要你赢,不管用任何手段,都得赢。我给过你机会,让你在铁玲珑与剑法之间选择,你选择后者,我尊重。”顾慎为又对铁玲珑说:“我很喜欢你,你想当杀手,破身是必不可少的,我宁愿自己收下你,但仅此而已,过后你仍是护卫。”„So long askeepssideDragon King, Ido not have the extravagant demands.”Tie Linglongsaid,controls itselfnot to look atChu Nanpingdiligently, makes the soundtranquilas far as possibleanddesolate.
“只要留在龙王身边,我没有奢求。”铁玲珑说,努力控制自己不去看初南屏,尽量让声音平静而冷淡。In the roomfalls intoonce morequietly.
屋子里再次陷入沉静。„Youcanexit.”Gu Shenweisaid.
“你可以出去了。”顾慎为说。Chu Nanping seems like the first awakening after a dream, looks atDragon King, believes that hesaid not empty, slowlyretreat, whenheclosed the door outside, believes that ownheartdied, killedTie Linglongwithit, was inferior that „killing”, thiswas the say/way of eradicationsentimentbarrierhewantsto come out.初南屏仿佛大梦初醒,看着龙王,相信他所言不虚,慢慢后退,当他在外面关上房门时,相信自己的心已经死了,与其杀死铁玲珑,不如“杀死”自己,这就是他想出来的破除情障之道。Tie Linglongstandsindullsame place, angryandterrified, anticipationandrestlessness, seemsis smaller than the physical age.铁玲珑呆呆地站在原地,愤怒、惶恐、期待、不安,看上去比实际年龄更小。
When Gu Shenweirememberssuddenlytwo peoplefirsttimemeets the scene, the presentyoung girlnot the slightest differenceby the little miss who herescueswith that the timeas ifneverdissipatesonher.顾慎为突然想起两人第一次见面时的场景,眼前的少女与那个被他搭救的小姑娘毫无二致,时光似乎在她身上从未消逝。„Blows down the lamp.”Hesaid.
“把灯吹掉。”他说。Chu Nanpingdefends, inTie Linglonghas treatedoneaves, sees the lightto extinguish, hestartsto monitor the surroundingallwholly absorbed, butis always distracted, the visioncannot help butwantsto changethatroom.初南屏守在铁玲珑待过的屋檐上,看到灯光熄灭,他开始专心致志地监视周围的一切,可是总在走神,目光不由自主想要转向那间屋子。Loses hopeinsufficientlyis thorough, thisneedtime, hethinks.
心死得还不够彻底,这需要一点时间,他想。Tie LinglongforgotslowlyoutsideChu Nanping, diligentlyattentioncentralizedonDragon King in darkness, the heartbeatis getting quicker and quicker, the whole bodyslightlyis shivering, beforeis very long, shefuzzilyhadthisdesire, when the desirewill soon be realized, whatshefeelsis deepestisfrightenedandembarrassed, butis notliking in imagination.铁玲珑慢慢忘掉了外面的初南屏,努力将注意力集中在黑暗中的龙王身上,心跳越来越快,全身都在微微颤抖,从很久以前,她就模模糊糊地有了这个愿望,可是在愿望即将实现的时候,她感受最深的是恐惧与难堪,而不是想象中的欢喜。
After blowing out the oil lamp, sheonestepalsostepsmotionless, can only the hand-heldtabletopstand, hopes that Dragon Kingmakesanythingon own initiative, hopes that he never move.
吹熄油灯之后,她一步也迈不动,只能手扶桌面站立,希望龙王主动做点什么,又希望他永远不要动。
The Dragon Kingfootstepsare quietly, butshecanfeel that a familiaraurais approaching, will be surrounding.龙王的脚步悄无声息,可她能感觉到一股熟悉的气息正在靠近,正在将自己包围。Gu Shenweigraspsthatthin and smallstiffbodygently, **herhair, was sayingnearherearin a low voice: „Youcancryand to smileandcankill peopleandcannot kill, but never disobey the original intention not to one's liking, hasmyprotection, youdo not needto takemyold routeagain.”顾慎为轻轻抱住那具瘦小僵硬的身躯,**着她的头发,在她耳边低声说:“你可以哭、可以笑、可以杀人、可以不杀,但永远不要违逆心中的本意,有我的保护,你不用再走我的老路。”
The firstmatter that Tie Linglongdoesfirstis the sob, shegraspsDragon King, the headburiesinhisbosom, not cover upweeps bitterly, will accumulatedepressedfor a long timesadallfalls in torrents.铁玲珑先做的第一件事是哭泣,她抱住龙王,头埋在他的怀里,不加掩饰地痛哭,将积郁已久的伤心全都倾泄出来。Has not knownhow long, shehas remained silentto asksobbingly: „Why does hewantto shameme? Why?”
不知过了多久,她抽抽噎噎地闷声问道:“他为什么要羞辱我?为什么?”„Becauseheis lovingyou.”Gu Shenweisaid,does not adaptto the role that oneselfcurrentplayextremely, butheknows,hishereis only a not worthy of mentioningminor matter, toTie LinglongandChu Nanping is actually the hugematter, mustdealcarefully.
“因为他爱着你。”顾慎为说,对自己当前所扮演的角色极不适应,可他知道,在他这里只是一件微不足道的小事,对铁玲珑和初南屏却是天大的事,必须小心应对。„Ido not wanthislove, Ido not wantthislove.”Tie Linglongraised the head, looks in the darkness the fuzzyshape, „Dragon King...... Yousaid...... Is the truth? Really...... Wantsme?”
“我不要他的爱,我不要这种爱。”铁玲珑抬起头,看着黑暗中模糊的形状,“龙王……你说的……是真话吗?真的……要我吗?”„Nobodycannot wantyou.” The Gu Shenweicharacterpours out the languageto think, hemustmakethislittle missrestorefirstself-confidently, „Iam also same, Tu GouandOld Man Muare no exception.”
“没人会不想要你。”顾慎为字斟语酌,他得先让这个小姑娘恢复自信,“我也一样,就连屠狗和木老头也不例外。”Tie Linglongcould not bearpūhas laughed, worked loosefrom the bosom of Dragon King, „Idid not wantthem, was...... Butyouare deceivinghim, am I?”铁玲珑忍不住噗嗤笑了,从龙王的怀抱中挣脱出来,“我才不要他们两个,可是……可是你在骗他,还有我,是不是?”„I said that allare chosenbyyou, do not doanythingforme , should not be Chu Nanpingmakesanything, youareTie Linglong, the person who Dragon Kinglikes, canact in a self-serving manner.”
“我说了,一切由你选择,不要为我做什么,也不要为初南屏做什么,你是铁玲珑,龙王喜欢的人,可以为所欲为。”Tie Linglonghas smiledone, afterwardis the long-termsilence, Gu Shenweistandsinheroppositepatientwaiting.铁玲珑又笑了一声,随后是长时间的沉默,顾慎为站在她对面耐心等待。„I...... Has not thought.”Tie Linglongsaidin a soft voice, toownfeelsindecisivelyashamed.
“我……还没想好。”铁玲珑轻声说,对自己的犹豫不决感到羞愧。„Thatcontinuesto think.”
“那就继续想。”„ButIwill not pay attention toChu Nanpingagain, never, hewill shameme, to despiseme, is a bigbastard.”
“但我绝不会再理睬初南屏,永远不,他羞辱我、鄙视我,是个大混蛋。”„Heis a bastard, buthewill awakenfinally.”
“他是混蛋,但他终会醒悟的。”„Ido not pay attention tohim, Iam nothistoys, wantsto want, wantsto throwthrows.”
“那我也不理睬他,我不是他的玩物,想要就要,想扔就扔。”„Un, thisistrueTie Linglong.”
“嗯,这才是真正的铁玲珑。”Tie Linglongis embarrassed, although„devotion” the desirehas not been realized, shedoes not havedisappointedly, on the contrarybecause ofcrying loudlyto be roundly, was also happier, thismakesherunderstand,oneselfdeeplyis likingDragon King, butthatisto the fatherand an elder brotherkind of sentiment, butis not the happylove between men and women.铁玲珑不好意思起来,虽然“献身”的愿望没有实现,她却没有一点失望,反倒因大哭一场而痛快淋漓,心情也好了许多,这让她明白,自己深深地喜欢着龙王,但那是对父亲、兄长一类的感情,而不是男女之间的欢爱。„Hedefinitelythinks...... Dragon Kinghopes how Idid say?”
“他肯定会以为……龙王希望我怎么说?”„Whatalsolet alone, makinghimwalk one road that wantsto take.”
“什么也别说,让他把想走的路都走一遍吧。”Tie Linglongnodsseriously, remembersDragon Kingpossibly unable to see, un, thenhas remembered earnestly a matter, asked: „When do Iexit? Thismatterneeds......”铁玲珑郑重地点头,想起龙王可能看不到,又认真地嗯了一声,接着又想起一件事,问道:“我什么时候出去?这种事需要……”„Waits for the meetingagain.”
“再等会。”Tie Linglongnods, saw that the fuzzyfigureis getting out of the way, „sorry, IloseDragon Kingthese manytime.”铁玲珑又点点头,看到模糊的身形在走开,“对不起,我耽误龙王这么多时间。”„Has not related, Ihappen toseize the chanceto practiceonetype**?”
“没关系,我正好趁机练一种**?”„What**?”Tie Linglongcame the interest.
“什么**?”铁玲珑来了兴致。„Indarknessis accurate the move**.”
“黑暗中准确出招的**。”„Thismaybe good, Dragon Kingplanned that defeatsSupreme Kingwiththismove?”
“这可挺不错,龙王打算用这招打败独步王吗?”„Un.”
“嗯。”„Maycontend in martial artshowcanmake the lightextinguish?”
“可比武的时候怎么才能让灯光熄灭呢?”„Iam thinking.”
“我正在想。”Tie Linglongdoes not speak, helpedto think, the ideajumpedactuallymuch, eachindulged in fantasy, includingheralsothought that did not have the value.铁玲珑不说话了,也帮忙在想,主意倒是蹦出来不少,每一桩都是异想天开,连她自己也觉得没有价值。„Youcanexit, ignites the lamp.”
“你可以出去了,把灯点着。”
The Tie Linglongcompliantconduct, justopeneddoorto see that Dragon KingwaiterQin Yemingdefends outside like a spirit, on the facecannot help butonered, gets out of the wayin a hurry.铁玲珑遵命行事,刚推开门就看到龙王的侍者秦夜明像幽灵似地守在外面,脸上不由得一红,匆匆走开。Chu Nanping of distant placeseesthis, discovered that ownheartdid not die, butbroke to pieces.
远处的初南屏看到这一幕,发现自己的心不是死了,而是碎了。Qin Yemingstandsin the entrance, „Dragon King, person who calledFang Wenshi, said the military strategist, wantedto seeyouat this time.”秦夜明站在门口,“龙王,一个叫方闻是的人,自称军师,非要这个时候见您。”Fang Wenshihas hurried backfromNorthern Courtunexpectedly, did not have in advance even the correspondenceto inform, „immediatelyleadshimto come.” The Gu Shenweiordersaid,guessed the prairiealsohas the important matterto occur.方闻是居然从北庭赶回来了,事前甚至没有书信通知,“马上带他进来。”顾慎为命令道,猜测草原又有大事发生。
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