DS :: Volume #7 绝巅之崩

#985: Original intention


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Until Chu Nanping comes back late at night, no one knows that which revolutions he went, unexpectedly found out the understanding to eliminate the idea that the heart tied. 直到后半夜初南屏才回来,谁也不知道他去哪转了一圈,居然真的想出了解除心结的主意。. Chu Nanping is not a youngster, that desolate gently beautiful look, makes the person think that he has the mature will, but he still held pure side, is sometimes weaker than the youngster. 初南屏已经不是少年了,那副冷淡柔美的相貌,更让人以为他拥有成熟的心志,但他仍保有单纯的一面,有时比少年还要幼稚。 That night was Tie Linglong is on night duty, Chu Nanping arrived at her hiding place directly, raised the head saying: Comes with me.” 这天晚上是铁玲珑值夜,初南屏径直走到她的藏身之处,抬头说:“跟我来。” Walks away.” Tie Linglong said angry in a soft voice, martial arts was fallen by far, now is seen through by one including the Killer(s) skill, this makes her self-respect greatly disappointed. “走远点。”铁玲珑恼怒地轻声说,武功已经被远远落下,现在连杀手技能都被一眼看穿,这让她的自尊大受打击。 Made us finish all matters, is today.” In the Chu Nanping sound shows is constraining the excitement, is very different to usual him, seems hiding an important secret, soon in the presence of everyone will announce. “让咱们把一切事情都结束吧,就是今天。”初南屏的声音里透出一股压抑着的激动,与平时的他很不一样,似乎藏着一个重要的秘密,即将当众公布。 Tie Linglong lifts the cape, jumps down from the eaves, this position can make her monitor half to protect the army mansion, was not discovered by the bystander easily, goes?” 铁玲珑掀开斗篷,从屋檐上跳下来,这个位置能够让她监视半个护军府,也不容易被外人发现,“去哪?” Chu Nanping had not replied, turns around to walk, he does not dare to speak, just such meeting free time, the rock-solid determination had the vacillation, the living person stands in the front, is different from imagination in she. 初南屏没有回答,转身就走,他不敢多说话,就刚刚那么一会工夫,原本坚如磐石的决心已经发生动摇,活生生的人站在面前,和想象中的她还是不一样。 This is the sentiment barrier that in Secrets of Exploring Affections said that he thinks, only has to remove this hindrance, can enter the heartless boundary truly. 这就是勘情秘要里所说的情障,他想,唯有去除这一阻碍,才能真正进入无情之境。 Two people one after the other arrive at the Dragon King study room, he always very much late rests, today is no exception. 两人一前一后来到龙王的书房,他总是很晚才睡,今天也不例外。 Chu Nanping stands in out of the door, Dragon King, I and Tie Linglong have the matter to see you.” 初南屏站在门外,“龙王,我和铁玲珑有事要见你。” Tie Linglong light snort/hum, is you have the matter, is not I.” 铁玲珑轻哼一声,“是你有事,不是我。” Gu Shenwei in room silent sighed, making two people come. 屋子里的顾慎为无声地叹了口气,让两人进来。 Under shining of light, Chu Nanping even more appears is absentminded, the hair, front piece and boots are all wet, is moistening some grass stalk and mud, probably walks from the swampy ground. 在灯光的照耀下,初南屏越发显得失魂落魄,头发、衣襟、靴子全都湿漉漉的,沾着些草棍、泥巴,好像才从沼泽地里走出来。 Chu Nanping had not explained that own embarrassed shape, nods to Dragon King, then turns around to look at Tie Linglong, thought that this is last staring, therefore allows itself to indulge slightly, stared at a meeting, afterward opens the mouth difficultly, nobody knows that this has difficult to him, even the ratio draws a sword to kill front young girl to be difficult, asked Dragon King to accept her.” 初南屏没有解释自己的窘状,向龙王点头致意,然后转身看着铁玲珑,心想这是最后一次凝视,因此允许自己稍稍放纵,多盯了一会,随后艰难地开口,没人知道这对他有难,甚至比拔剑杀死面前的少女还要难,“请龙王收下她。” In the room a quietness, the two understand the meaning in Chu Nanping words, actually does not understand his intention, Gu Shenwei knows that the idea of Chu Nanping and average person is not quite same, may unable to expect that he ponders over such one to cut to kill the idea that the sentiment bonds unexpectedly. 屋子里一片沉静,其他两人都明白初南屏话中的意思,却不懂他的用意,顾慎为知道初南屏与普通人的想法不太一样,可怎么也预料不到他竟然琢磨出这样一个斩杀情障的主意来。 Stupid, deliberately creates trouble impervious,...... Gu Shenwei can find out many words to describe that present Chu Nanping, has not waited for him to open mouth, Tie Linglong made a move first. 愚蠢、胡闹、不可理喻……顾慎为能想出好多词形容现在的初南屏,没等他张嘴,铁玲珑先出手了。 This palm of the hand used full power, was excited, down to the breath was not quite stable, the strength will be bigger. 这一巴掌用上了全力,要不是过于激动,以至内息不太稳定,力道还会更大些。 Chu Nanping has not hidden, the left cheek leaves behind the clear fingerprint, the blood remains to drip following the corners of the mouth, he actually shows the smile, this is also your desire, isn't right?” 初南屏没有躲,左颊留下清晰的指印,鲜血顺着嘴角留淌,他却露出微笑,“这也是你的愿望,不对吗?” Has not related with you.” Tie Linglong never such angry, draws out the slender blade, arrives in the chest of Chu Nanping, has better means to make you heartless: Digs your heart.” “跟你没关系。”铁玲珑从来没这么愤怒过,拔出狭刀,抵在初南屏的胸口,“有更好的办法让你‘无情’:把你的心挖出来。” Chu Nanping still did not hide, you belonged to Dragon King, I will again not be thinking you, had no need to kill you to eradicate the sentiment to bond......” 初南屏仍然不躲,“等你属于龙王,我就不会再想着你,也用不着杀你破除情障了……” Gu Shenwei discovered that he becomes the unnecessary person in oneself room, but he must make anything, Chu Nanping said again, Tie Linglong only feared will kill people, receives the blade.” 顾慎为发现他在自己的屋子里成为多余的人,可他必须做点什么,初南屏再这么说下去,铁玲珑只怕真会杀人,“把刀收起来。” But he......” Tie Linglong changed the idea suddenly, receives the blade compliantly, holds up the head saying: Right, I will give to Dragon King voluntarily, so long as...... Dragon King did not oppose.” “可是他……”铁玲珑突然改了主意,遵命收刀,昂首说道:“没错,我自愿将自己献给龙王,只要……龙王不反对。” Her vision has been staring at Chu Nanping, emerald that the green eyeball likely is burnt, but the sound is trembling slightly, she offering, had been broken because of the accident/surprise, but the response of Dragon King with directly rejects similarly. 她的目光一直盯着初南屏,绿色眼珠像是正在燃烧的翡翠,但声音在微微发颤,她曾经“献”过一次自己,因为意外而被打断,可龙王的反应就跟直接拒绝差不多。 She could not withstand many frustrations. 她已经承受不住更多的挫败。 I did not oppose.” Gu Shenwei said. “我不反对。”顾慎为说。 Chu Nanping and Tie Linglong stare mutually, is getting more and more cold, hates more and more, turns a deaf ear to the reply of Dragon King, some little time understands. 初南屏铁玲珑互相凝视,一个越来越冷,一个越来越恨,对龙王的回答充耳不闻,好一会才明白过来。 What?” Tie Linglong turns head to ask surprisedly. “什么?”铁玲珑惊讶地扭头问道。 Since you two ideas are consistent, I do not have the reason of opposition.” Gu Shenwei said at will, probably will soon receive an ordinary gift. “既然你们两个的想法一致,我没有反对的理由。”顾慎为随意地说,好像即将接到一份再普通不过的礼物。 Chu Nanping has also turned around, he is judging the Dragon King words is really the vacation. 初南屏也转过身,他在判断龙王的话是真是假。 „The first martial arts contest, I want you to win, no matter with any method, must win. I have given you opportunity, lets you chooses between Tie Linglong and swordsmanship, you choose the latter, I respect.” Gu Shenwei also said to Tie Linglong: I like you very much, you think, when Killer(s), the broken body is essential, I rather accept you, but that is all, from now on you will still be a guard.” “第一场比武,我要你赢,不管用任何手段,都得赢。我给过你机会,让你在铁玲珑与剑法之间选择,你选择后者,我尊重。”顾慎为又对铁玲珑说:“我很喜欢你,你想当杀手,破身是必不可少的,我宁愿自己收下你,但仅此而已,过后你仍是护卫。” So long as keeps side Dragon King, I do not have the extravagant demands.” Tie Linglong said, controls itself not to look at Chu Nanping diligently, makes the sound tranquil as far as possible and desolate. “只要留在龙王身边,我没有奢求。”铁玲珑说,努力控制自己不去看初南屏,尽量让声音平静而冷淡。 In the room falls into once more quietly. 屋子里再次陷入沉静。 You can exit.” Gu Shenwei said. “你可以出去了。”顾慎为说。 Chu Nanping seems like the first awakening after a dream, looks at Dragon King, believes that he said not empty, slowly retreat, when he closed the door outside, believes that own heart died, killed Tie Linglong with it, was inferior that killing, this was the say/way of eradication sentiment barrier he wants to come out. 初南屏仿佛大梦初醒,看着龙王,相信他所言不虚,慢慢后退,当他在外面关上房门时,相信自己的心已经死了,与其杀死铁玲珑,不如“杀死”自己,这就是他想出来的破除情障之道。 Tie Linglong stands in dull same place, angry and terrified, anticipation and restlessness, seems is smaller than the physical age. 铁玲珑呆呆地站在原地,愤怒、惶恐、期待、不安,看上去比实际年龄更小。 When Gu Shenwei remembers suddenly two people first time meets the scene, the present young girl not the slightest difference by the little miss who he rescues with that the time as if never dissipates on her. 顾慎为突然想起两人第一次见面时的场景,眼前的少女与那个被他搭救的小姑娘毫无二致,时光似乎在她身上从未消逝。 Blows down the lamp.” He said. “把灯吹掉。”他说。 Chu Nanping defends, in Tie Linglong has treated on eaves, sees the light to extinguish, he starts to monitor the surrounding all wholly absorbed, but is always distracted, the vision cannot help but wants to change that room. 初南屏守在铁玲珑待过的屋檐上,看到灯光熄灭,他开始专心致志地监视周围的一切,可是总在走神,目光不由自主想要转向那间屋子。 Loses hope insufficiently is thorough, this need time, he thinks. 心死得还不够彻底,这需要一点时间,他想。 Tie Linglong forgot slowly outside Chu Nanping, diligently attention centralized on Dragon King in darkness, the heartbeat is getting quicker and quicker, the whole body slightly is shivering, before is very long, she fuzzily had this desire, when the desire will soon be realized, what she feels is deepest is frightened and embarrassed, but is not liking in imagination. 铁玲珑慢慢忘掉了外面的初南屏,努力将注意力集中在黑暗中的龙王身上,心跳越来越快,全身都在微微颤抖,从很久以前,她就模模糊糊地有了这个愿望,可是在愿望即将实现的时候,她感受最深的是恐惧与难堪,而不是想象中的欢喜。 After blowing out the oil lamp, she one step also steps motionless, can only the hand-held tabletop stand, hopes that Dragon King makes anything on own initiative, hopes that he never move. 吹熄油灯之后,她一步也迈不动,只能手扶桌面站立,希望龙王主动做点什么,又希望他永远不要动。 The Dragon King footsteps are quietly, but she can feel that a familiar aura is approaching, will be surrounding. 龙王的脚步悄无声息,可她能感觉到一股熟悉的气息正在靠近,正在将自己包围。 Gu Shenwei grasps that thin and small stiff body gently, ** her hair, was saying near her ear in a low voice: You can cry and to smile and can kill people and can not kill, but never disobey the original intention not to one's liking, has my protection, you do not need to take my old route again.” 顾慎为轻轻抱住那具瘦小僵硬的身躯,**着她的头发,在她耳边低声说:“你可以哭、可以笑、可以杀人、可以不杀,但永远不要违逆心中的本意,有我的保护,你不用再走我的老路。” The first matter that Tie Linglong does first is the sob, she grasps Dragon King, the head buries in his bosom, not cover up weeps bitterly, will accumulate depressed for a long time sad all falls in torrents. 铁玲珑先做的第一件事是哭泣,她抱住龙王,头埋在他的怀里,不加掩饰地痛哭,将积郁已久的伤心全都倾泄出来。 Has not known how long, she has remained silent to ask sobbingly: Why does he want to shame me? Why?” 不知过了多久,她抽抽噎噎地闷声问道:“他为什么要羞辱我?为什么?” Because he is loving you.” Gu Shenwei said, does not adapt to the role that oneself current play extremely, but he knows, his here is only a not worthy of mentioning minor matter, to Tie Linglong and Chu Nanping is actually the huge matter, must deal carefully. “因为他爱着你。”顾慎为说,对自己当前所扮演的角色极不适应,可他知道,在他这里只是一件微不足道的小事,对铁玲珑初南屏却是天大的事,必须小心应对。 I do not want his love, I do not want this love.” Tie Linglong raised the head, looks in the darkness the fuzzy shape, Dragon King...... You said...... Is the truth? Really...... Wants me?” “我不要他的爱,我不要这种爱。”铁玲珑抬起头,看着黑暗中模糊的形状,“龙王……你说的……是真话吗?真的……要我吗?” Nobody can not want you.” The Gu Shenwei character pours out the language to think, he must make this little miss restore first self-confidently, I am also same, Tu Gou and Old Man Mu are no exception.” “没人会不想要你。”顾慎为字斟语酌,他得先让这个小姑娘恢复自信,“我也一样,就连屠狗木老头也不例外。” Tie Linglong could not bear has laughed, worked loose from the bosom of Dragon King, I did not want them, was...... But you are deceiving him, am I?” 铁玲珑忍不住噗嗤笑了,从龙王的怀抱中挣脱出来,“我才不要他们两个,可是……可是你在骗他,还有我,是不是?” I said that all are chosen by you, do not do anything for me , should not be Chu Nanping makes anything, you are Tie Linglong, the person who Dragon King likes, can act in a self-serving manner.” “我说了,一切由你选择,不要为我做什么,也不要为初南屏做什么,你是铁玲珑,龙王喜欢的人,可以为所欲为。” Tie Linglong has smiled one, afterward is the long-term silence, Gu Shenwei stands in her opposite patient waiting. 铁玲珑又笑了一声,随后是长时间的沉默,顾慎为站在她对面耐心等待。 I...... Has not thought.” Tie Linglong said in a soft voice, to own feels indecisively ashamed. “我……还没想好。”铁玲珑轻声说,对自己的犹豫不决感到羞愧。 That continues to think.” “那就继续想。” But I will not pay attention to Chu Nanping again, never, he will shame me, to despise me, is a big bastard.” “但我绝不会再理睬初南屏,永远不,他羞辱我、鄙视我,是个大混蛋。” He is a bastard, but he will awaken finally.” “他是混蛋,但他终会醒悟的。” I do not pay attention to him, I am not his toys, wants to want, wants to throw throws.” “那我也不理睬他,我不是他的玩物,想要就要,想扔就扔。” Un, this is true Tie Linglong.” “嗯,这才是真正的铁玲珑。” Tie Linglong is embarrassed, although devotion the desire has not been realized, she does not have disappointedly, on the contrary because of crying loudly to be roundly, was also happier, this makes her understand, oneself deeply is liking Dragon King, but that is to the father and an elder brother kind of sentiment, but is not the happy love between men and women. 铁玲珑不好意思起来,虽然“献身”的愿望没有实现,她却没有一点失望,反倒因大哭一场而痛快淋漓,心情也好了许多,这让她明白,自己深深地喜欢着龙王,但那是对父亲、兄长一类的感情,而不是男女之间的欢爱。 He definitely thinks...... Dragon King hopes how I did say?” “他肯定会以为……龙王希望我怎么说?” What also let alone, making him walk one road that wants to take.” “什么也别说,让他把想走的路都走一遍吧。” Tie Linglong nods seriously, remembers Dragon King possibly unable to see, un, then has remembered earnestly a matter, asked: When do I exit? This matter needs......” 铁玲珑郑重地点头,想起龙王可能看不到,又认真地嗯了一声,接着又想起一件事,问道:“我什么时候出去?这种事需要……” Waits for the meeting again.” “再等会。” Tie Linglong nods, saw that the fuzzy figure is getting out of the way, sorry, I lose Dragon King these many time.” 铁玲珑又点点头,看到模糊的身形在走开,“对不起,我耽误龙王这么多时间。” Has not related, I happen to seize the chance to practice one type **?” “没关系,我正好趁机练一种**?” What **?” Tie Linglong came the interest. “什么**?”铁玲珑来了兴致。 In darkness is accurate the move **.” “黑暗中准确出招的**。” This may be good, Dragon King planned that defeats Supreme King with this move?” “这可挺不错,龙王打算用这招打败独步王吗?” Un.” “嗯。” May contend in martial arts how can make the light extinguish?” “可比武的时候怎么才能让灯光熄灭呢?” I am thinking.” “我正在想。” Tie Linglong does not speak, helped to think, the idea jumped actually much, each indulged in fantasy, including her also thought that did not have the value. 铁玲珑不说话了,也帮忙在想,主意倒是蹦出来不少,每一桩都是异想天开,连她自己也觉得没有价值。 You can exit, ignites the lamp.” “你可以出去了,把灯点着。” The Tie Linglong compliant conduct, just opened door to see that Dragon King waiter Qin Yeming defends outside like a spirit, on the face cannot help but one red, gets out of the way in a hurry. 铁玲珑遵命行事,刚推开门就看到龙王的侍者秦夜明像幽灵似地守在外面,脸上不由得一红,匆匆走开。 Chu Nanping of distant place sees this, discovered that own heart did not die, but broke to pieces. 远处的初南屏看到这一幕,发现自己的心不是死了,而是碎了。 Qin Yeming stands in the entrance, Dragon King, person who called Fang Wenshi, said the military strategist, wanted to see you at this time.” 秦夜明站在门口,“龙王,一个叫方闻是的人,自称军师,非要这个时候见您。” Fang Wenshi has hurried back from Northern Court unexpectedly, did not have in advance even the correspondence to inform, immediately leads him to come.” The Gu Shenwei order said, guessed the prairie also has the important matter to occur. 方闻是居然从北庭赶回来了,事前甚至没有书信通知,“马上带他进来。”顾慎为命令道,猜测草原又有大事发生。 ( Sought subscription to seek recommendation)( to be continued.) 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