A seed germinates in the stone seam, some people see strongly, that is in the will that in the adverse circumstance struggles to seek livehood, some people see stupidly, the seed does not know oneself where, so long as has a wee bit soils and moisture contents, will take root to germinate, completely did not consider whether this nutrition can make it grow up. 一粒种子在石头缝里发芽,有人看到坚强,那是在逆境中挣扎求生的意志,有人看到愚蠢,种子并不知道自己所在何处,只要拥有一丁点的土壤与水分,就会生根发芽,全然不考虑这点营养是否能让它长大。. What does Shangguan Ru see? 上官如看到什么？ That is four years ago, she just obtained some liberations from putting under house arrest of mother, can in the masonry ** walks, but cannot take front door one step, side frequently with a man and a woman two waiters. 那还是四年前,她刚刚从母亲的软禁中获得部分解放,可以在石堡中**行走,但是不能迈出大门一步,身边时时刻刻跟着一男一女两名侍者。 Toward saying the happy hour seemed restored, but all entirely different, when the waiter is not Servant Huan, the waitress is not Shangguan Yu, that two people who fights for is encouraging her to take risk was not, what Shangguan Ru belt/bring in side is only two guards, restrains her every action and every movement like the shackles, she has also changed the dress of moving about with difficulty, adds again fetters together. 往曰的快乐时光似乎得到了恢复,但是一切截然不同,男侍者不是欢奴,女侍者也不是上官雨时,那两个争抢着鼓动她冒险的人都已不在,上官如带在身边的只是两名看守,像枷锁一样约束她的一举一动,她自己也换上了行动不便的裙装,再添一道束缚。 She sees eight sister-in-law tea frequently, teases in eyah study Shangguan Cheng of language, is in doubt to call him „nephew” „younger brother”, therefore can only be the same with other people, „becomes” regards the safest name. 她经常去看望八嫂罗宁茶,逗一逗正在咿呀学语的上官成,拿不准该叫他“侄儿”还是“弟弟”,于是只能跟其他人一样,把“成儿”当成最稳妥的称呼。 Eight sisters-in-law will usually not make an appearance, accompany her only have Xu Yanwei, two people chatted with pauses, was sick until two waiters, rather guarded outside the room, therefore they started to talk in whispers, discussed the Taboo topics Servant Huan in masonry and He Nu, the former, Xu Yanwei may have many about his literary reference particularly, moreover she was good at embellishing, can always make such as the young lady satisfy to turn over. 八嫂通常不会露面,陪伴她的只有许烟微,两人有一搭没一搭地闲聊,直到两名侍者厌烦得不行,宁愿在屋子外面守卫,于是她们开始切切私语,谈论石堡里的禁忌话题——欢奴与荷女,尤其是前者,许烟微关于他的典故可有不少,而且她又擅长添枝加叶,总能让如小姐满意而归。 Hears, impression of Shangguan Ru to Servant Huan even more is instead fuzzy, that once always followed and at the back of the youngster who oneself descend the mountain and lead to oneself to take risk, gradually turns into a heart conceals bitter hatred, the stingy spicy heartless avenger, two images pester mutually, everyone has enough fact support, is not willing to be repulsed from the heart of Shangguan Ru. 听得越多,上官如对欢奴的印象反而越发模糊,那个曾经对自己言听计从、背着自己下山、带着自己冒险的少年,渐渐变成一个心藏深仇大恨、出手狠辣无情的复仇者,两种形象互相纠缠,谁都有足够的事实支撑,不肯从上官如的心中败退。 She tries to forget two images, reconciles with mother, has started the normal new life, finally actually collapses completely, how regardless of daytime diligently to empty the thought that she cannot control the night dreamland, Servant Huan always inopportunely braves in any scene, destroys her careful construction the fence. 她试着将两种形象全都忘掉,与母亲和解,开始过正常的新生活,结果却是一败涂地,无论白天如何努力清空思想,她控制不住夜晚的梦境,欢奴总是在任何场景中不合时宜地冒出来,破坏她精心构建的樊篱。 Shangguan Ru has to trade a strategy, if must elect a victor from two images, she hopes is the former, that is the living partner who she personally sees. 上官如只好换一种策略,如果必须从两种形象中选一个胜利者,她希望是前者,那是她亲眼所见的活生生的伙伴。 Therefore she spends the massive time to loaf in the masonry streets and alleys, closely captures toward saying memory: Young Master Yu and Servant Huan, she, pursues, jumps and imitates the assassination, inquire about the unknown secret...... 于是她花费大量时间在石堡的街巷中游荡,紧紧抓取往曰的记忆:雨公子、欢奴,还有她,追逐、跳跃、模仿暗杀、探寻不为人知的秘密…… The former world lived, actually served as contrast the real world more senseless, Shangguan Ru suddenly will sometimes awaken, oneself were only several years old, can like the old person, idly spend life-long in the recollection? 从前的世界活过来了,却衬托得真实世界更加无趣,上官如有时会猛然惊醒,自己才十几岁,难道就要像老人一样,在回忆中虚度终生？ But she does not stop the footsteps, place that most often goes to except for eight sisters-in-law's courtyards, is the giant stone cliff of Dongbao, often interest is waning, but sits near the cliff looks into the distance as far as the eye can see, anything does not think. 可她停不下脚步,最常去的地方除了八嫂的院子,就是东堡的巨石崖,到了之后每每意兴阑珊,只是坐在崖边极目眺望,什么也不想。 From the beginning, two waiters is a little tense, not only need guard against the young lady to leave the trick, and fears her unable to look on the bright side of thing to jump the cliff suicide, one month later felt relieved, defends outside the giant stone steadfastly, watches the new group of Killer(s) apprentices to throw the corpse from nearby being reborn in paradise cliff, a young lady person will stay in the middle of the microcosm to be in a daze. 一开始,两名侍者有点紧张,既要防备小姐出花招,又怕她想不开跳崖自杀,直到一个月之后才放下心来,踏实地守在巨石外面,观看新一批杀手学徒从附近的往生崖抛尸,将小姐一个人留在小世界当中发呆。 Midsummer a day, Shangguan Ru has discovered the weed in the stone seam, she has not had the strong or stupid feeling, but thinks that this is equal to an invasion, the dust and weed will change the giant stone cliff, seizes her memory while convenient. 盛夏的一天,上官如在石头缝里发现了杂草,她没有生出坚强或是愚蠢的感慨,而是想到这相当于一种入侵,灰尘与杂草将会改变巨石崖,顺便夺走她的记忆。 This made her have the matter to do finally. 这让她终于有事可做了。 Shangguan Ru looked for the tool, did not allow the waiter to help, alone declared war to the weed, place eliminated them, delivered to the bleak southeastern region with the dust of piling in heaps together. 上官如找来了工具,不允许侍者帮忙,独自向杂草宣战,一株一株地将它们清除,与成堆的尘土一块送到荒凉的东南地带。 „Here is your new homes.” She was saying to the weed that took root diligently, „told your partner, stayed here, do not go to disturb my domain.” “这里是你们的新家。”她对着正在努力扎根的杂草说,“告诉你们的伙伴,留在这里,别去打扰我的地盘。” But this is doomed is a protracted war, only then the cold frost arrives, can come to the end. 但这注定是一场持久战,只有寒霜降临,才能告一段落。 Shangguan Ru once obtained the winning side, giant stone cliff is getting more and more clean, she decides to make persistent efforts, checks each crevice, sweeps inside dust, reorganizes hides in all sorts of treasure, is the weapons, books, jewelry and toy that she formerly each article moved. 上官如一度取得上风,巨石崖越来越干净,她决定再接再厉,清查每一处石缝,扫出里面的尘土,整理藏在其中的种种宝贝,都是她从前一件件搬来的兵器、书籍、珠宝与玩具。 She was that year autumn discovered that one side sword spectrum, placed in the books conveniently, suppressed with a wooden blade, has not recognized its specialness. 她是那年秋天发现剑谱的,随手放在一边的书堆里,用一柄木刀压住,没有认出它的特别来。 Following several days, the giant stone cliff has had nothing to clean, Shangguan Ru starts to sit in the smooth stone facing is in a daze, occasionally has a look to reorganize the good books, 78 days later first time opens the sword spectrum. 接下来几天,巨石崖已经没什么可打扫的,上官如又开始坐在平整的石面上发呆,偶尔看看整理好的书籍,78天之后才第一次翻开剑谱。 In the book did not have the name, Shangguan Ru to turn several pages, looks at these appearance fierce designs and countless „dying” character, in the heart was unhappy, thinks that this trains the Killer(s) books, almost abandoned the cliff it, after hesitating, stayed behind. 书上没有名字,上官如翻了几页,看着那些面目狰狞的图案与数不尽的“死”字,心中不喜,以为这又是训练杀手的书籍,差点将它扔下悬崖,犹豫之后才留下。 That night, Shangguan Ru went to sleep normally, half dream partly awoke suddenly discovered that sword spectrum out of the ordinary, in fact that was the extremely obvious fact, daytime time easily was actually neglected by her: In the masonry all uses the blade, sword spectrum that which comes? Only then Servant Huan and He Nu are matching the long sword. 那天晚上,上官如正常入睡,半梦半醒之间突然发现剑谱的与众不同,事实上那本是极为明显的事实,白天的时候却被她轻易忽略了:石堡里全都用刀,哪来的剑谱？只有欢奴与荷女才配着长剑。 The time said early morning, Shangguan Ru runs up to the giant stone cliff, opened the sword spectrum once more, more looked at the heart startled, finally understood Servant Huan unusual martial arts from where. 次曰一早,上官如跑到巨石崖,再次翻开剑谱,越看越心惊,终于明白欢奴一身奇特的武功从何而来。 Was this book changed Servant Huan, Shangguan Ru was sincerer to its loathing, certain time wanted to ruin it, actually could not start: Even if years later, in the masonry will have the Tenth Young Master massive traces, Young Master Yu are not many, some, Servant Huan actually has almost not always left behind any mark, only has this book. 就是这本书改变了欢奴,上官如对它的厌恶更加深切,若干次想要将它毁掉,却总下不了手:即使若干年后,石堡里也会有十公子的大量痕迹,雨公子的不多,总有一些,欢奴却几乎没有留下任何印记,唯有这本书。 Shangguan Ru regards the souvenir to stay behind the sword spectrum, has not thought wanting ** in which martial arts, when sees the last part of strange articles, was startled greatly. 上官如将剑谱当成纪念品留下,从来没想过要**其中的武功,只是在看到最后一部分怪文的时候,大大地吃了一惊。 She studied one set to drive the wrap/sets from tiger monk master there **, content unexpectedly with this exactly the same, the writing that but in the sword spectrum records grew several times. 她曾经从虎僧法师那里学习过一套驱套**,内容居然与此一模一样,只是剑谱中记载的文字长了几倍。 Cruel murder swordsmanship with exorcisming ** why posts a book? Shangguan Ru is puzzled. 残忍的杀人剑法与驱魔的**为何并列一书？上官如大惑不解。 This doubts have puzzled her several days of time, until Master Lian magnificence arrival. 这个疑惑困扰了她好几天时间,直到莲华法师的到来。 After short contact, the eminent monk and young girl have the meaning of feeling sorry not to have met sooner immediately, Shangguan Ru have not only learned complete set «Obsession Break», but also gives Lian magnificent to examine the sword spectrum. 短暂的接触之后,高僧与少女立刻就有相见恨晚之意,上官如不仅学会了全套《断执论》,还将剑谱交给莲华查看。 Master Lian magnificence then understands the own past years laborious translation the strange article outcome what's the matter, the heart lived many feelings, but he advised politely Shangguan Ru do not ruin this book, „the person who past years founded this set of swordsmanship spent the painstaking care inevitably extremely, you did not practice also and that's the end, well the collection, do not give the bystander to watch again, the person who this book hidden profound meaning, what a pity can understand were too few, fascinated were many, grasping principles widowed, was the portent of disaster.” 莲华法师这才明白自己当年辛辛苦苦翻译的怪文究竟是怎么回事,心生诸多感慨,但他奉劝上官如不要毁掉此书,“当年创建此套剑法的人必然极费心血,你不练也就是了,好好收藏,不要再给外人观看,此书暗藏深意,可惜能懂的人太少,入魔者多,悟道者寡,乃是不祥之物。” „Servant Huan with He Nu? Were they fascinated or grasp principles?” At that time did not have the Dragon King title, Shangguan Ru only to know Servant Huan this name. “欢奴跟荷女呢？他们是入魔还是悟道了？”那时还没有龙王的称号,上官如只知道欢奴这个名字。 „Only feared that two people were fascinated deep.” Lian magnificent explained the content of strange article to Shangguan Ru, that inside said very clearly, ** this set of swordsmanship, needs to keep challenging with evenly matched or the fiercer match, may kill until swordsmanship more and more again also nobody, can only accept the result of backlash, „pressed ** said that if practiced the wicked marvelous ability first, then the practicing swordsmanship, could avoid this tribulation, but I looked at that two young donor as if not to study the profound internal strength.” “只怕两人入魔已深。”莲华向上官如讲解怪文的内容,那里面说得很清楚,**此套剑法,需要不停地挑战与自己势均力敌或是更厉害一些的对手,直至剑法越来越强再也无人可杀,只能接受反噬的结局,“按**所说,若是先练成无道神功,再修行剑法,或许可以避开此劫,不过我瞧那两位小施主似乎都没有学过高深内功。” „They obtained the wicked marvelous ability.” Shangguan Ru revealed to Master Lian magnificence has robbed the book the secret, asked frightenedly: „Also with enough time?” “他们得到无道神功了。”上官如向莲华法师泄露了盗书的秘密,惴惴地问:“还来得及吗？” „Was difficult to say.” Lian magnificent long since no longer pays attention to strange article, at this time also took the derivation book, carefully looked, „I worried that they were fascinated deep, practices the wicked marvelous ability to be too late again, instead made the demon read is more rigid, only if......” “难说。”莲华久已不再关注怪文,这时又拿起原书,仔细看了一遍,“我担心他们入魔已深,再练无道神功为时已晚,反而令魔念更加执着,除非……” „Only if what?” “除非什么？” „Only if they can have big wisdom, discards whole body martial arts voluntarily.” “除非他们能生出大智慧,自愿废掉全身武功。” Shangguan Ru is very disappointed, „Servant Huan with He Nu knew perfectly well that this merit also wants harmfully **, how after possible merit becomes, discards voluntarily?” 上官如很是失望,“欢奴跟荷女明知此功有害还要**,怎么可能功成之后自行废掉？” „World martial arts tens of thousands, could urge them ** other **.” “世间武功成千上万,或许可以劝他们**别的**。” Master Lian magnificence is the Western Region eminent monk, the concern is very pure, this suggestion takes root to germinate in the Shangguan Ru heart in light of this. 莲华法师乃是西域高僧,心事却很单纯,他这一句建议就此在上官如心中生根发芽。 She returns the giant stone cliff original position the sword spectrum, no longer goes to there elimination dust and weed, thought: I do not destroy it, does not protect it, appointed it ran its own course. 她将剑谱重新放回巨石崖原处,不再去那里清除灰尘与杂草,心想:我不毁它,也不护它,任它自生自灭好了。 In process that in exchanges with Master Lian magnificence, Shangguan Ru recorded ripe the sword spectrum, but has not attempted **, thinks that study the sword must kill people, moreover was keeps killing people, her heart lived the loathing, wished one could all forgets to be good these graphs and writing. 在与莲华法师交流的过程中,上官如记熟了剑谱,但是从没尝试过**,一想到学剑就得杀人,而且是不停地杀人,她就心生厌恶,恨不得将那些图形与文字全都忘掉才好。 Saw again Servant Huan time all changed, the image that she tries hard to preserve actually empty and groundless, another image that Xu Yanwei narrated closer truth. 再见到欢奴的时候一切都已改变,她努力保存的形象其实虚而不实,许烟微讲述的另一种形象才更接近真相。 Shangguan Ru did not say a word to the sword spectrum, part of reasons were the self-respect, she does not want to mention itself once to wander in the giant stone cliff the experience of ponder, another part of reasons were vigilant, Dragon King was very suspicious, made her ponders over, finally the decision not cause the suspicion of Dragon King to well. 上官如对剑谱只字未提,一部分原因是自尊,她不想提起自己曾经在巨石崖徘徊沉思的经历,另一部分原因是警惕,龙王的疑心很重,也让她变得思前想后,最后决定还是不要引起龙王的猜忌为好。 Master Lian magnificence was already murdered, the person who knows the sword spectrum secret perhaps only then their two, have He Nu, Shangguan Ru hopes that the secret such maintains. 莲华法师已然遇害,知道剑谱秘密的人只有他们两个,或许还有荷女,上官如希望秘密就这么保持下去。 „Is my mistake.” Several years later, Shangguan Ru regretted that initial decision, „is I rescues Old Man Mu repeatedly, thinks that he can improve......” “都是我的错。”几年之后,上官如后悔当初的决定,“是我几次三番救木老头,以为他能变好……” Old Man Mu ran, his big laughter still kept in the ear of people, in his „**” in idea, not include to weakly, shows the prestige to be enough, the encirclement ring has not formed, he runs away disappears. 木老头已经跑了,他的大笑声仍然留在众人的耳朵里,在他的“**”观念中,绝不包括以弱对强,示下威已经足够,包围圈尚未形成,他就逃得不见踪影。 Shangguan Ru said very briefly, Gu Shenwei calmly is listening, finally raised the question: „But does Old Man Mu know? Did you tell him?” 上官如说得很简略,顾慎为静静地听着,最后提出疑问:“可木老头是怎么知道的？你告诉他了？” „No, I...... I do not know.” Shangguan Ru is very depressed, „in Land of Fragrance, several I have gotten drunk, after waking up, does not remember oneself have said anything, I was worried...... At that time said inadvertently, definitely is this, is my mistake.” “没有,我……我不知道。”上官如十分懊丧,“在香积之国的时候,有几回我喝醉了,醒来之后不记得自己说过什么,我担心……就是那时说漏了嘴,肯定是这样,都是我的错。” But why Old Man Mu did not say that this is the Dragon King mistake? Gu Shenwei is a little puzzled, he has had the correspondence intercourse with Shangguan Ru, but he believes firmly that oneself has never mentioned Death Sutra. 可木老头为什么非说这是龙王的错呢？顾慎为还是有点不解,他跟上官如一直有书信往来,但他确信自己从未提起过死人经。 „Things have gotten to this point......” Gu Shenwei does not know that said what are good, perhaps initially had not ruined Death Sutra is the biggest mistake, „the matter is very strange, Old Man Mu has attained the sword spectrum, why linked the internal strength also to restore probably?” “事已至此……”顾慎为不知道说些什么才好,或许当初没有毁掉死人经就是最大的错误,“还有一件事很奇怪,木老头拿到了剑谱,为什么连内功好像也恢复了？” Gu Shenwei did not think that Death Sutra will have this effect. 顾慎为不觉得死人经会有这种奇效。 ( Sought subscription to seek recommendation)( to be continued.) （求订阅求推荐）(未完待续。)