Shangguan Hong opens the window slightly, the cold wind whiz whiz pours into, his point does not care, by the narrow window seam, peeps to look to the room that the diagonally opposite turns on a light, the right hand according to the sword hilt of waist, imagines the scene that the supple sword is puncturing. 上官鸿稍稍推开窗户,冷风嗖嗖灌入,他一点也不在意,透过狭窄的窗缝,向斜对面亮灯的屋子窥望,右手按在腰间的剑柄上,想象着柔剑刺出的景象。 This is climbs mountains to visit the Golden Roc Castle first night, Dragon King leads four guards and massive guards moves in south city, Shangguan Hong is one of them. 这是上山拜访金鹏堡的前一天晚上,龙王带领四名护卫与大量卫兵入住南城,上官鸿即是其中之一。 Flutters outside said, finally returns to the masonry, the status actually became an enemy, Shangguan Hong regarding this frightened extremely, in Four Truths Temple Supreme King occasionally several still deeply imprinted in the heart, father's vision looks like the experienced executioner, has not begun, reveals the torture instrument merely, can frighten the criminal half dead. 在外飘荡多曰,终于重返石堡,身份却已变为敌人,上官鸿对此恐惧万分,四谛伽蓝里独步王的偶尔几眼仍然深深印在心中,父亲的目光就像是老练的行刑者,还没动手,仅仅是亮出刑具,就能将犯人吓得半死。 Shangguan Hong thought one criminal who runs away from masonry, even if follows the victor to return old, is still unable to subdue shivering in heart. 上官鸿觉得自己就是从石堡里逃出来的犯人,即使跟随着胜利者重返旧地,仍然无法制伏心中的颤抖。 Only has to entangle the short supple sword on waist to give him a comfort and self-confidence. 唯有缠在腰上的短短柔剑给予他一份安慰与自信。 He is staring at the Dragon King room, the room does not rest the man who to imagine in all night becomes the near at hand match, Dragon King is the person who he is afraid, the degree slightly is also lower, is suiting the disciplining will and guts. 他盯着龙王的房间,将屋子里彻夜不睡的男子想象成近在咫尺的对手,龙王也是他害怕的人,程度稍低一些,正适合磨练意志与胆量。 Is away from the entire garden, Dragon King will not discover that his peeping looks, with this self-deception, not the dangerous way, Shangguan Hong gradually feels to hang in the life and death pressure of top of the head, had found some self-confidence, regarding the dawn moon/month swordsmanship of He Nu instruction, he had a deeper understanding: Seeking livehood is the biggest source of strength, wasn't the so-called murder, for killed? 隔着整座庭院,龙王不会发现他的窥望,就是用这种自欺欺人、毫无危险的方式,上官鸿渐渐感受到悬在头顶的生死压力,也找到了某种自信,对于荷女传授的晓月剑法,他有了更深的理解:求生是最大的力量之源,所谓的杀人,不就是为了不被杀吗？ Shangguan Hong longs for surviving, even if body, is scarred badly-damaged, still incomparably treasured the surplus parts. 上官鸿渴望生存下去,即使身体残破不堪、伤痕累累,仍然无比珍惜剩余的部分。 Pressure that Dragon King creates just right, is not swift and fierce like Supreme King directly, Shangguan Hong can accept slowly, the right hand more grasps on the sword hilt is tighter, the impulsion of drawing a sword looked like in the past with having an affair of Madame Meng, knew perfectly well completely was the humiliation and danger, he cannot help but threw. 龙王带来的压力恰到好处,不像独步王那么凌厉直接,上官鸿可以慢慢接受,右手在剑柄上越握越紧,拔剑的冲动就像是当年与孟夫人的偷情,明知其中尽是屈辱与危险,他还是不由自主地扑上去。 He cannot enjoy the pleasant sensation between men and women again, has to seek for the substitution on the sharp sword blade. 他再也享受不到男女之间的快感,只好在锋利的剑刃上寻找替代。 He wants to draw a sword, wants to draw a sword urgently, the weapon that probably late, the handle will unable to see again jabs into own body, he must protect oneself security, must make first move and get control. 他想拔剑,迫切地想要拔剑,好像再晚一点,就会有一柄看不见的兵器刺进自己的身体,他要保护自己的安全,就必须先发制人。 Out of the window suddenly presents another eye, coldly is staring at being ready to be set off Shangguan Hong. 窗外突然出现另一双眼睛,冷冷地盯着一触即发的上官鸿。 Even if the ghost has fluttered outside, panic-stricken of Shangguan Hong, in a flash, the blood of whole body will not turn into the ice piece, in the brain as if had any thing to rupture, is empty all of a sudden, air/Qi actually the resembles to fall in torrents, but below waterfall, revolves in the meridians rapidly. 就算是鬼魂在外面飘过,上官鸿的惊恐也不会更甚,一瞬间,全身的血液都变成了冰块,脑子里似乎有什么东西爆裂,一下子空无一物,真气却像倾泄而下的瀑布,急速地在经脉中运转。 Shangguan Hong draws a sword to puncture finally. 上官鸿终于拔剑刺出。 That eye already felt danger, while Shangguan Hong frightened time hides one side, „, your does martial arts grow perceptibly really?” 那双眼睛早已感觉到危险,趁着上官鸿受惊一愣的时候躲到一边,“咦,你的武功真的见长啊？” Shangguan Hong changes the mind at the final moment, this sword has not put forth, the chest actually likely has suffered fully a numerous hammer finally, strongly fragrant air/Qi comes up from the abdomen direct impact, in throats one sweet, almost spat blood. 上官鸿在最后时刻改变主意,这一剑没有使出全力,结果胸口却像是挨了重重的一锤,一股郁气从腹部直冲上来,喉间一甜,差点吐出血来。 Shangguan Hong is surprised, He Nu instruction dawn moon/month swordsmanship time, although had said the strength uses more better fully, had not said that will leave leeway odd/surplus Jin to cause the fatal consequence, he did not have the issue with any strength before, this time can injure to oneself? 上官鸿大吃一惊,荷女传授晓月剑法的时候,虽然说过力量用得越足越好,可没说过留有余劲会造成致命后果,他之前用任何力道都没问题,这次怎么会伤到自己？ Shangguan Hong is puzzling, but also faintly felt, if a moment ago that sword punctured full power, the might went far beyond toward inevitably saying standard. 上官鸿百思不得其解,但也隐隐感到,刚才那一剑若是全力刺出去,威力必然远远超过往曰的水准。 „Is you.” Shangguan Hong puts out two characters from the gap between teeth, regretted to show mercy a moment ago. “是你。”上官鸿从牙缝里吐出两个字,后悔刚才手下留情。 „Naturally is I.” The eye of Shangguan Fei appears from window seam, he is also Dragon King choice one of the four guards, „the greater part of the night does not sleep, do you stare at the Dragon King room to do? Also a face murderous aura.” “当然是我。”上官飞的眼睛又从窗缝外出现,他也是龙王选择的四名护卫之一,“大半夜不睡觉,你盯着龙王的房间干嘛？还一脸杀气。” Shangguan Hong closes the window, refuses to reply, so long as Dragon King did not ask, he is not worthwhile to anybody explained. 上官鸿关上窗户,拒绝回答,只要龙王不问,他犯不着向任何人解释。 Shangguan Fei pushes the door to enter, keeps the escape route, „I know that what you are thinking, you are afraid return to the masonry, hoping Dragon King to withdraw an order, may not dare to make a sound, is right?” 上官飞推门而入,留出退路,“我知道你在想什么,你害怕回石堡,希望龙王收回成命,可又不敢吱声,对不对？” Shangguan Hong stares at the personal enemy who this he most is hating, „I think that anything has no need for you managing, Golden Roc Castle does not have anything to be fearful, in front of Dragon King is an ant.” 上官鸿盯着这个他最痛恨的仇人,“我想什么用不着你管,金鹏堡也没什么可怕的,在龙王面前不过是一只蚂蚁。” Shangguan Fei is afraid compared with Shangguan Hong actually, has entreated Dragon King in secret, was categorically rejected, he seeks help from mother, Madame Meng will support Dragon King unexpectedly, the request son must put out the Supreme King imposing manner to enter the masonry in the future. 上官飞其实比上官鸿更害怕,私下里哀求过龙王,遭到断然拒绝,他又向母亲求助,孟夫人竟然支持龙王,要求儿子必须拿出未来独步王的气势进入石堡。 The mother is not clear, if he can face the father confidently, doesn't need the protection of Dragon King? Shangguan Fei really hopes oneself can get sick greatly, is good to avoid this disaster, he has made the attempt, operates intentionally carelessly air/Qi, wants to cause to select the Qi Deviation symptom, finally within the body cold air just showed the symptom, he gave up, with its bears this hell pain, might as well brace oneself to see the father.. 母亲难道不明白,他若是能坦然面对父亲,根本就不需要龙王的保护？上官飞真希望自己能大病一场,好躲过这场劫难,他做了尝试,故意胡乱运行真气,想弄出点走火入魔的症状,结果体内寒气刚一露出苗头,他就放弃了,与其忍受这种地狱般的痛苦,不如硬着头皮去见父亲。。 He decides with another way alleviation fear, therefore sees the half blood brothers. 他决定用另一种方式缓解恐惧,于是来见同父异母的兄弟。 „Oh.” Shangguan Fei heaved a deep sigh, turns around to close, sits on a chair, „actually I feared, with masonry irrelevant, that was a good place, was...... But thinks of Wang Zhu, I thought that the foot was soft.” “唉。”上官飞长叹一声,转身关门,坐在一张椅子上,“其实我怕得要死,跟石堡无关,那是个好地方,可是……可是一想到王主,我就觉得脚都软了。” The room in has not lit a lamp, two people such sit in a station, Shangguan Hong was still maintaining vigilant, does not understand that Shangguan Fei complained to have what intention to oneself, „everybody were afraid him.” He returned to one reluctantly, what if Shangguan Fei fears is others, he spoke inevitably the satire, only had the Supreme King exception. 屋了里没点灯,两人就这么一坐一站,上官鸿仍然保持着警惕,不明白上官飞向自己诉苦有何用意,“人人都害怕他。”他勉强回了一句,如果上官飞怕的是别人,他必然出言讽刺,只有独步王例外。 They are the Supreme King sons . Moreover the son who is not favored, the elder brothers died similarly, to father fear, only then they can each other understand. 他们都是独步王的儿子,而且是不受宠的儿子,哥哥们已经死得差不多了,对父亲的恐惧只有他们两人能彼此理解。 „I am afraid him since childhood.” Shangguan Fei continued, „dreamed of him to be related with the murder each time, the body flew horizontally, the blood plasma splash, did not fear you to laugh, I to ten -year-old time also wet the bed, was frightened by the nightmare.” “我从小就害怕他。”上官飞继续说,“每次梦见他都和杀人有关,肢体横飞、血浆飞溅,不怕你笑话,我到十岁的时候还尿床,就是被噩梦吓的。” Shangguan Fei mentioned the childhood scandal on own initiative, when Shangguan Hong was surprised, eliminated vigilantly much, endured one saying: „Is same, I formerly have told mother, can carry out the masonry, even if sells the vegetable along the street, compares in the masonry relieved, at that time I have not known that Wang Zhu is...... Father.” 上官飞主动谈起小时候的丑事,上官鸿惊讶之余,警惕也消除不少,忍了一会才说:“都一样,我从前一直跟母亲说,能不能搬出石堡,就算沿街卖菜,也比住在石堡里安心,那时我还不知道王主是……父亲。” „Un, everybody are afraid Wang Zhu, but nobody knows, our these children most are afraid actually.” “嗯,人人都害怕王主,可没人知道,咱们这些儿女其实最害怕。” Shangguan Fei uses „us” unexpectedly this word, acknowledged that they are the brothers, Shangguan Hong was more surprised, hatred slightly gradually, even has a sympathy, „elder brothers kill one another, actually does not have the big hatred, is feared that Wang Zhu said that they are spiritless.” 上官飞竟然用“咱们”这个词,承认他们是兄弟,上官鸿更吃惊了,恨意稍渐,甚至产生一丝同情,“哥哥们自相残杀,其实没有多大的仇恨,是怕王主说他们懦弱无能。” The Shangguan Fei nod expressed the support, „some people of exceptions, our younger sisters did not fear Wang Zhu, dares to act like a spoiled brat before him since childhood, grows up has also acted in a self-serving manner, sheds two drops of tears to obtain to forgive-- that lowly person.” 上官飞点头表示赞同,“也有人例外,咱们的妹妹就不怕王主,从小就敢在他面前撒娇,长大了也为所欲为,掉两滴眼泪就获得原谅——那个小贱人。” Shangguan Fei cursed own twin younger sister ruthlessly, Shangguan Hong has had the favorable impression to him simply, „, because she and Wang Zhu was equally cruel, remembered? Also in school she dares to kill people, hits the person is the potluck, your I have suffered her hardship. She disguises the mercy now, to not gain the support of Four Truths Temple? I suspected that this radically is the plot that she and Wang Zhu reaches an agreement.” 上官飞狠狠地咒骂自己的双胞胎妹妹,上官鸿简直对他产生了好感,“因为她跟王主一样残忍,记得吗？还在学堂的时候她就敢杀人,打人更是家常便饭,你我都吃过她的苦头。她现在假装慈悲,还不是为了取得四谛伽蓝的支持？我怀疑这根本就是她与王主商量好的阴谋。” „Right.” Shangguan Fei pats the thigh, „I also think that what a pity, Dragon King had been charmed by the lowly person, cannot see clearly the truth unexpectedly.” “没错。”上官飞一拍大腿,“我也是这么想的,可惜,龙王被小贱人迷住了,竟然看不清真相。” The two brothers more chatted are more intimate, Shangguan Hong still bore a grudge, but has not killed the impulsion of opposite party immediately. 兄弟二人越聊越亲近,上官鸿仍然怀恨在心,但已经没有立刻杀死对方的冲动。 „Wang Zhu hates own sons.” The Shangguan Fei outcry said, „particularly I, he thought I gave him and masonry have lost face, actually he was not the amorist, but...... Has the difference slightly, I could not have the son, if necessary, lived 100 not to have the issue.” “王主痛恨自己的儿子们。”上官飞哀声说道,“尤其是我,他觉得我给他和石堡丢脸了,其实他自己不也是好色之徒,只不过……稍有区别而已,我又不是生不了儿子,必要的话,生100个也没问题。” „Heh, does Wang Zhu hate you also to be able over to hate me? I......” Shangguan Hong promptly shut up with Madame Meng, speak of emerge, he almost forgot Meng wife is the Shangguan Fei mother. “嘿,王主恨你还能超过恨我？我可是跟孟夫人……”上官鸿及时闭嘴,说到兴起,他差点忘了孟夫人是上官飞的亲生母亲。 Shangguan Fei has not gotten angry at this sensitive matter rarely, „life in the masonry, there are such father, all matters can forgive.” 上官飞罕见地没有在这件敏感的事情上发怒,“生活在石堡里,有那样的父亲,一切事情都可以原谅。” Shangguan Hong has not made a sound, he just had the favorable impression to Shangguan Fei, does not want to destroy this rare kinship with Madame Meng. 上官鸿没吱声,他刚刚对上官飞产生好感,不想用孟夫人破坏这难得的亲情。 „To be honest, I am accidental, Wang Zhu has not killed my mother unexpectedly, properly speaking this is not his surname standard.” “说实话,我非常非常意外,王主竟然没有杀死我母亲,按理说这绝不是他的姓格。” „I think that I know a reason.” Shangguan Hong almost does not have to contact with the father, has not trusted with Madame Meng mutually, however on the bed, two people will still have no intention to disclose the secret that others are unable to know, „Wang Zhu was still loving...... Your mother, your mother is also loving Wang Zhu, they way proof this point that uses to suffer mutually, others are very difficult to understand. Your mother wants to be Wang Zhu has a son again, because Wang Zhu believes ‚ten child become king’ prediction, but I do not calculate, how Shangguan Ru was favored unable to become the son again.” “我想我知道一点原因。”上官鸿跟父亲几乎没有过接触,与孟夫人也从来没有互相信任过,但是在床上,两人仍会无意透露出别人无法知晓的秘密,“王主仍然爱着……你母亲,你母亲也爱着王主,他们用互相折磨的方式证明这一点,别人很难理解。你母亲想再为王主生一个儿子,因为王主相信‘十子成王’的预言,而我不算在内,上官如再怎么受宠也当不了儿子。” In the Shangguan Hong tone full is bitter and astringent, he is the Supreme King son, cannot obtain father's acknowledgment. 上官鸿语气中满是苦涩,他是独步王的儿子,偏偏得不到父亲的承认。 In the Shangguan Fei heart is also bitter and astringent, he thinks that oneself is mother's only pillar/backbone, has not thought that she also wants to live a younger brother, „illuminated you saying that Wang Zhu definitely hated you.” 上官飞心中也是苦涩,他以为自己是母亲唯一的支柱,没想到她还想生一个弟弟,“照你这么说,王主肯定更恨你了。” „It is not, actually...... You were also implicated by me.” “可不就是,其实……你也算是受我连累了。” Two people are not willing to say the apology words straightforwardly. 两人都不肯直白说出道歉的话。 „On that day you saw Wang Zhu in Four Truths Temple?” “那天在四谛伽蓝你见到王主了？” „Saw.” “见到了。” „What kind of?” “怎么样？” „He hates me, I can feel, he wants to break to pieces the corpse ten thousand to break me.” “他恨我,我能感觉到,他想将我碎尸万断。” „Heard? Wang Zhu killed your mother in the past few days.” “听说了吗？王主前些天把你母亲杀了。” „What?” Shangguan Hong with masonry extremely few relations, his mother is not the important personage, therefore did not know her death news. “什么？”上官鸿跟石堡殊少联系,他母亲又不是重要人物,所以不知道她的死亡消息。 „I do not want to tell you, but you know sooner or later, might as well be ready.” “我没想告诉你,可你早晚会知道,不如做好准备。” Shangguan Hong is silent, he to mother not many sentiments, but felt father's hatred from her death. 上官鸿沉默不语,他对母亲没有多少感情,只是从她的死亡中感受到父亲的恨意。 „It is said Wang Zhu suffers your mother entire three days three nights personally to begin to kill her, afterward he added that suffering that you later receive will be only more.” “据说王主折磨你母亲整整三天三夜才亲自动手杀死她,事后他还说,你以后受到的折磨只会更多。” The Shangguan Fei tone is gentle, probably for fear that frightens the brothers, but Shangguan Hong has been afraid, has drawn back backward two steps, sits on the bed, both hands hold the head, „I do not want to return to the masonry, I must say to Dragon King, puts me to return to Shi Guo, best goes to Land of Fragrance. Shangguan Fei, you are more familiar with Dragon King, can......” 上官飞语气轻柔,好像生怕吓到兄弟,可上官鸿更害怕了,向后退了两步,坐在床上,双手抱头,“我不想回石堡,我要跟龙王说,放我回石国,最好是去香积之国。上官飞,你跟龙王更熟悉,能不能……” Shangguan Hong raised the head, discovered with amazement Shangguan Fei has stood up, the indoor is gloomy, moonlight that but passes taking advantage of out of the window, can see the self-satisfied smiling face on his face indistinctly. 上官鸿抬起头,惊讶地发现上官飞已经站起身,室内暗淡,可是借着窗外透进来的月光,还是能隐约看到他脸上的得意笑容。 „Shangguan Hong, I am tell you a matter, Wang Zhu indeed hate you, even surpasses the hatred to Dragon King, he will suffer to live to might as well you die, all torture instruments in masonry are waiting for you. Perhaps Dragon King must to the Wang Zhu important person, make the exchange with you tomorrow.” “上官鸿,我就是来告诉你一件事,王主的确恨你,甚至超过对龙王的痛恨,他会把你折磨到生不如死,石堡里的所有刑具都在等着你。龙王明天要向王主要人,没准就是拿你做交换。” Shangguan Fei laughs to depart, he changes to oneself some fears Shangguan Hong finally. 上官飞大笑离去,他终于将自己的部分恐惧转到上官鸿身上。 ( Sought subscription to seek recommendation)( to be continued.) （求订阅求推荐）(未完待续。)