Is looking at the bleak land and strange scene, in the Shangguan Ru heart has one to dope the joyful fear. 望着荒凉的土地和陌生的景象,上官如心中生出一股掺杂着喜悦的恐惧。 Wanderer Jianghu since childhood is her dream, in her imagination, oneself sight has left the masonry, then goes home imposingly, present she, is actually a single horse, all alone, every step does not have the goal, like a stray migratory bird 闯荡江湖从小就是她的梦想,在她的想象中,自己一直都是风风光光离开石堡,然后轰轰烈烈回家,现在的她,却是单人匹马,无依无靠,每一步都没有目的,像一只离群的候鸟 Has such small meeting, she thought that this world is unfair, oneself have not done any wrong thing, still received the treating unjustly of family member and friend, since childhood surrounds by the lie and plot. 有那么一小会,她觉得这个世界不公平,自己没有做过任何错事,仍受到家人与朋友的亏待,从小就被谎言与阴谋所包围。 The hate almost must take root to germinate in the heart of young girl. 怨恨几乎就要在少女的心中生根发芽。 Early spring the chilly cold wind blows to blow, the Shangguan Ru mood suddenly sees the light, completely eradicates the seed deep place of that grain of hate from the bottom of the heart. 早春料峭的寒风拂面吹过,上官如心情豁然开朗,将那粒怨恨的种子从心底深处彻底铲除。 The open mood in warm feeling slightly with this spring breeze is also same, sweeps the type of hate, immediately vanishes without the trace. 开朗的心情也跟这春风中微微的暖意一样,吹走怨恨之种,随即消失无踪。 Oneself do not have the mistake, she thinks, but had a high and respected position, even if has injured anyone accidentally, knew nothing, arrived until the similar injury on oneself, understands that once gave others to bring the deep pain. 自己并非毫无过错,她想,只是养尊处优惯了,即使无意中伤害了谁,也一无所知,直到同样的伤害降临在自己身上,才明白曾经给别人带来多深的痛苦。 She once full of enthusiasm suffered the servant in fort, thinks that these smiling faces are the expressions of real feeling, she also once informed to the father, kills two Jinding Great Peng, and is complacent for this reason, they look like the Servant Huan family members, may then he actually not dare to reveal one to be discontented. 她曾经兴致勃勃地折磨堡里的奴仆,以为那些笑脸都是真实情感的表达,她还曾向父亲告密,害死两只金顶大鹏,并为此扬扬自得,它们就像是欢奴的亲人,可当时的他却不敢流露出一丝不满。 Therefore all have the causes and effects, she continues downward to think, must discover the complete reason for today's tragedy. 所以一切都有因果,她继续往下想,要为今日的悲剧找出全部理由。 When Shangguan Yu, that is she closest friend, as if has nothing unsaid, actually discussed was a Tenth Young Master person, what Young Master Yu likes? What loathes? She knows nothing unexpectedly. 还有上官雨时,那是她最亲密的朋友,似乎无话不说,其实谈的都是十公子一个人,雨公子喜欢什么？厌恶什么？她竟然一无所知。 18-year-old Shangguan Ru, knew probably predestined time of death to the old person, recalls each fragment in life, more wants more to think strange, is that arbitrary arrogant and willful little girl, how possibly oneself? 18岁的上官如,好像自知大限将至的老人,回忆一生中的每一个片段,越想越觉得陌生,那个蛮横骄纵的小女孩,怎么可能是自己？ To get down according to this, she will sooner or later go crazy, a very ordinary minor matter, has entrained from the repenting mire her. 照这样想下去,她迟早会发疯,一件很普通的小事,将她从自怨自艾的泥潭中拽了出来。 She was hungry, moreover in the abdomen pains. 她饿了,而且腹中隐隐作痛。 She pulled out the dry rations to eat a point, the hungry feeling did not have, the abdominal pain was getting more and more serious, looks like some people are taking the obtuse scissors, poked reckless Jiao in the stomach randomly, finally, she did not have the means to ride a horse again. 她掏出干粮吃了一点,饥饿的感觉没了,腹痛却越来越严重,就像是有人拿着钝剪,在肠胃中乱戳胡铰,最后,她已经没办法再骑马。 Shangguan Ru can only dismount the rest, operates the internal strength, wants to relieve the pain, finally actually works just the opposite, the real meteorological 10,000 tiny steel needles go forward in the meridians slowly, every time moves one inch, will bring a deeper pain. 上官如只能下马休息,运行内功,想要抑制疼痛,结果却适得其反,真气像10000根细小的钢针在经脉中缓缓前进,每挪动一寸,都会带来更深的痛苦。 Shangguan Ru gave up, sits on a stone, is holding the knee, happily thinks oneself were dying. 上官如放弃了,坐在一块石头上,抱着膝盖,欣慰地以为自己就要死了。 Some people intoxicate in food, she understood the origin of abdominal pain, is Servant Huan or He Nu? Has not distinguished, two people is a person. 有人在食物中下毒,她明白了腹痛的来源,是欢奴还是荷女？没有分别,两个人就是一个人。 Bean big beads of sweat in drop from forehead in the ground before tip of the toe, the dry soil shortly will absorb it, does not leave the slight trace. 豆大的汗珠在从额头滴落在脚尖前的地面上,干燥的泥土顷刻就将它吸收,不留丝毫痕迹。 Perhaps here some days will have been long a grass, letting the imagination run wild of Shangguan Ru completely has not stopped, subsequently thinks, oneself this body, enough incites a body young tree probably. 或许这里过些天会长出一株草来,上官如的胡思乱想还没有完全停止,继而想到,自己这副躯体,大概足够滋体一棵小树吧。 After a double-hour, the abdominal pain stops gradually, she has not died unexpectedly, not only in heart a little small regret. 一个时辰之后,腹痛渐渐停止,她竟然没有死,心中不仅有点小小的遗憾。 So long as has not died, must go on living. 只要没死,就得活下去。 Shangguan Ru leads a horse, roams in wilderness at a moderate pace, only recognizes south, hopes that the farther the better to the known world. 上官如牵着马,不紧不慢地在荒野上漫游,只认准南方,希望离已知的世界越远越好。 One gets down all day, she has not gone out far, the abdominal pain every other 2-3 double-hour on outbreak one time, when this time, she must stop, are holding the knee, curl up as far as possible the body one group, alleviate the symptom by this slightly. 一整天下来,她也没走出多远,腹痛每隔两三个时辰就发作一次,每到这时,她必须停下,抱着膝盖,尽量将身体蜷成一团,以此稍稍缓解症状。 As for turning head to look for Servant Huan to want the antidote, she wants not to think. 至于回头找欢奴要解药,她连想都没想过。 In the evening, she has built a small tent, listens attentively to outside howling sound, endures the ache in abdomen, has not slept all night. 晚上,她搭了一顶小小的帐篷,倾听外面的呼啸声,忍受腹中的疼痛,整夜未眠。 Next morning, she feels to be utterly exhausted, actually does not want to stop here, therefore tidies up the tent, planned that can walk many walks far. 第二天早晨,她感到疲惫不堪,却不想停在这里,于是收拾帐篷,打算能走多远就走多远。 Deposited the travel bag of tent to place outside last night, was in together the reliable stone, Shangguan Ru is just about to fold the good felt-cloth to put, discovered that inside were many an unexpected thing. 存放帐篷的行囊昨晚一直放在外面,系在一块牢固的石头上,上官如正要将叠好的毡布放进去,发现里面多了一件意想不到的东西。 From the beginning, she thinks that is the midnight worms one's way into the wild animal of hibernation, had a scare, immediately immediately the discovery is not right, that probably is a child, curls up one group like the hedgehog, seems also enduring and her same abdominal pain. 一开始,她以为是半夜钻进去避寒的野兽,着实吓了一跳,随即马上发现不对,那好像是个小孩子,像刺猬一样蜷成一团,似乎也在忍受着与她一样的腹痛。 Shangguan Ru holds the hair of unexpected visitor, carries him, immediately recognizes Old Man Mu that fully is the face that the fold, cannot withstand uglily. 上官如抓住不速之客的头发,将他拎起,立刻认出木老头那张满是褶皱、丑陋不堪的脸孔。 The first matter that she does throws beyond him ten, draws out the wooden blade to be ready in full battle array. 她做的第一件事就是将他扔出十步以外,拔出木刀严阵以待。 After Old Man Mu falls to the ground, hit several to roll, still likely meat group of atrophy, did not shout the pain, did not move, as if died is very long. 木老头落地之后打了几个滚,仍然像个萎缩的肉团,既不呼痛,也不动弹,似乎已经死去很久。 The heart of Shangguan Ru thump thump jumps, particularly thinks that Old Man Mu pulls out fearful martial arts of heart specially, it jumped fiercely. 上官如的心怦怦直跳,尤其是想到木老头专掏心脏的可怕武功,它跳得更厉害了。 Enough after the quarter of an hour, she slowly moves near Old Man Mu, poked several with the wooden blade, makes an effort one by one, finally, Old Man Mu sends out a weak moan finally, proved oneself have one remaining breath, but lost the counter- resisting force. 足足一刻钟后,她才慢慢挪近木老头,用木刀戳了几下,一次比一次用力,最后,木老头终于发出一声无力的呻吟,证明自己一息尚存,但是已经失去了反抗力。 Many questions emerge the mind, Shangguan Ru do not understand how this old demon runs away, how also to hide in the travel bag, but how the most urgent issue handles him at present. 许多疑问涌入脑海,上官如不明白这个老魔头是怎么逃出来的,又是怎么躲进行囊,但眼下最迫切的问题是如何处置他。 To most people, the most normal method while on Old Man Mu is incapable weakly kills him, but Shangguan Ru cannot start, she to slaughtering the loathing far exceeds to the killed fear. 对绝大多数人来说,最正常的方法就是趁木老头上虚弱无力的时候杀死他,可上官如下不了手,她对杀戮的厌恶远远超出对被杀的恐惧。 Another normal choice throws Old Man Mu here, appointed he runs its own course, Shangguan Ru hear of He Nu have said that Old Man Mu practices seven revolutions to return the merit greatly, most fears the sunlight, does not need her to begin, this demon meets the skill to disappear, has no way to damage the common people again. 另一个正常的选择就是将木老头扔在这里,任他自生自灭,上官如听荷女说过,木老头修行七转大还功,最怕阳光,无需她动手,这个魔头自会功力全消,再也没法为害世人。 Shangguan Ru has packed appropriately the travel bag, leads a horse to go out dozens steps, why does not know, has no way unexpectedly satisfiedly. 上官如已经将行囊收拾妥当,牵着马走出数十步,不知道为什么,竟然没法心安理得。 Old Man Mu at this moment, likely by the baby who the person abandons. 此刻的木老头,像个遭人遗弃的婴儿。 Shangguan Ru walks, in some useless thing travel bag discards temporarily, fills Old Man Mu. 上官如又走回来,将行囊中一些暂时无用之物扔掉,将木老头塞进去。 This is wrong, a sound said to Shangguan Ru, Old Man Mu is not the person of being full of gratitude, as soon as he restores the skill, very possible first matter trades your heart. 这是错误的,一个声音对上官如说,木老头可不是知恩图报的人,他一恢复功力,很可能第一件事就是换出你的心脏。 Shangguan Ru knows perfectly well this matter to be completely mistaken, had not actually discarded Old Man Mu. 上官如明知此事大错特错,却一直没有将木老头扔掉。 Noontime, Shangguan Ru experiences a time abdominal pain, but did not have to be in deep sorrow yesterday, from now on, she will even have the mood to eat several dry rations, even if in food likely poisonous, she will not care. 午时,上官如又经历一次腹痛,但已经没有昨天那么痛不欲生,过后,她甚至有心情吃掉几块干粮,即使食物中很可能有毒,她也不在乎。 The present scene more comes bleakly, birds certainly trace, when the dry rations finished eating, she will starve to death here, the Old Man Mu skill is exceedingly high, plays the undefeated to be hungry probably, such one thinks, the Shangguan Ru state of mind is tranquiler, then also thinks laughable, does not know that this is saving others, is the murder. 眼前的景象越来荒凉,鸟兽绝踪,等到干粮吃完,她会饿死在这里,木老头就算本事通天,大概也打不败饥饿,这样一想,上官如的心境平静许多,然后自己也觉得可笑,不知道这到底是在救人,还是杀人。 She thinks that not clear matter, others actually think clearly. 她想不明白的事情,别人却想得清清楚楚。 „Little miss, do not look at the scenery, does not walk, we must die here.” “小姑娘,别看风景了,再不走,咱俩都得死在这儿。” The Old Man Mu worn out sound passes from the travel bag. 木老头有气无力的声音从行囊里传出来。 „Where dies is the same, here does not have anything not to be good.” Shangguan Ru still the kneecap cast sat, was fearless to the death. “死在哪里都一样,这儿也没什么不好。”上官如仍然抱膝而坐,对死亡无所畏惧。 Old Man Mu peaceful a meeting, opens the mouth time-variable to be angry again very much, „fool, you wants dead, I do not want dead, the small age, do not study the monk to meditate, if everybody all with your same comparing broken life and death, what pleasure the murder also does have?” 木老头安静了一会,再开口时变得很生气,“笨蛋,你想死,我可不想死,小小年纪,别学和尚参禅,大家要是全跟你一样勘破生死,杀人还有什么乐趣？” „You walk, I do not want to lead you, does not want to visit you to resume the later murder.” “你自己走吧,我本来就不想带着你,更不想看你恢复之后杀人。” Old Man Mu transforms the tone once more, „little miss, one hear of you knows in a moment you are not an average person, from now on will awaken greatly to become Buddha not to be uncertain, but the life-saving is saved, this broad daylight, how you ask me to leave.” 木老头再次转换语气,“小姑娘,一听你说话就知道你不是普通人,今后大彻大悟成为菩萨也不一定,可是救人得救到底啊,这光天化日的,你让我自己怎么走啊。” Shangguan Ru does not have anything to worry, asked him: „You are how since...... Dragon King does there run?” 上官如可没什么着急的,问他:“你是怎么从……龙王那里跑出来的？” „Hehe, my Old Man Mu unique skill are many, for a while lets slip, coaxes your later generations to play, played enough, shrank the bone merit with one move, escaped with ease.” “嘿嘿,我木老头绝招多着呢,一时失手,就哄你们这些后辈玩玩,玩够了,用一招缩骨功,轻轻松松金蝉脱壳。” Shangguan Ru believes, Old Man Mu many have not shrunk the leeway of bone, „originally is this, you then show the unique skill, oneself ran.” 上官如相信,木老头没有多少缩骨的余地,“原来是这样,那你接着施展绝招,自己跑好了。” Old Man Mu boasted excessively, did not have the means to believe including oneself, „spoke the truth, I do not know that what's the matter, some people cut off on me a section of string, became less crowded taking advantage of that point, I ran away.” 木老头吹嘘过头,连自己都没办法相信,“说实话,我也不知道是怎么回事,有人割断我身上的一截绳子,借着那一点松动,我才逃出来的。” Shangguan Ru a little regretted for Servant Huan, his side always revolves the countless schemes and tricks, forever will not have the date of withdrawing probably. 上官如有点替欢奴惋惜,他身边总围绕着数不尽的阴谋诡计,大概永远也不会有脱身之日。 Shangguan Ru is thinking the concern, did not speak, did not set out to hurry along, Old Man Mu may be a little anxious, „little miss, let alone I have not reminded you, He Nu that young married woman was looking for me everywhere, sooner or later will discover the trail, her heart compared with my soft, has not killed me, convenient will also kill you.” 上官如想着心事,既不说话,也不起身赶路,木老头可有点急了,“小姑娘,别说我没提醒你,荷女那个婆娘正在到处找我,早晚会发现踪迹,她的心一点不比我的软,杀了我,顺手也会杀了你。” „Does she kill me to do?” Shangguan Ru shakes the head, thinks otherwise. “她杀我干嘛？”上官如摇摇头,不以为然。 „Naturally is stamps out the source of trouble forever never recurring trouble, you die, in the Dragon King heart not misses again, can belong to her completely.” “当然是斩草除根永绝后患啦,你一死,龙王心中再无挂念,才能完全归她所有。” Shangguan Ru does not want to mention Servant Huan with anybody, may unable to bear the rebuttal, „the talent that he misses is not I, he only wants to kill has some day killed me, revenges for the family member and big bird bird.” 上官如不想与任何人谈起欢奴,可还是忍不住反驳,“他挂念的才不是我,他只想杀有朝一日杀了我,替家人和大鹏鸟报仇。” „Silly thing, you by the Dragon King small trick deceiving.” Old Man Mu is sincere, probably was speaking to the one's own granddaughter, „do not visit him to say Dragon King, the young fellow who actually in the bone was wet behind the ears, a skill did not understand, to oneself liked the woman, but cannot like, shipped out the appearance that aloofed, thinks that this can hide the truth from all people, let me tell you, the semblance was more indifferent, sentiment at heart was deeper, the old man looked clearly, He Nu also......” “傻丫头,你被龙王的小伎俩给骗了。”木老头语重心长,好像在对亲生的孙女说话,“别看他自称龙王,其实骨子里还是乳臭未干的毛头小子,一点技巧都不懂,对自己喜欢但又不能喜欢的女人,装出拒人于千里之外的模样,以为这样就能瞒过所有人,我跟你说,外表越冷漠,心里的情越深,老头看得明明白白,荷女也……” „Let alone.” Thoughts that Shangguan Ru straightens out with great difficulty, is in great confusion, sets out to lead a horse to start off, refuted the Old Man Mu words with reasons. “别说了。”上官如好不容易理顺的心思,又乱成一团,起身牵马上路,用一个又一个理由反驳木老头的话。 So long as Shangguan Ru leaves, Old Man Mu is also glad to shut up, hides conserves strength in the travel bag. 只要上官如动身,木老头也就乐得闭嘴,躲在行囊里养精蓄锐。 After at nightfall, Old Man Mu spirit good many, although the skill has not restored, actually does not delay examined in all directions, one has not been idling in the evening, day also not bright, awakens Shangguan in tent, „you may not be careful, stays behind these many traces, He Nu is a blind person, within 2-3 days will also pursue. Quickly!” 入夜之后,木老头精神好了不少,功力虽然远未恢复,却不耽误四处查看,一晚上没闲着,天还没亮,就将帐篷里的上官叫醒,“你可太不小心啦,身后留下这么多痕迹,荷女就算是瞎子,两三天之内也会追上来。赶快出发！” Shangguan Ru does not believe that He Nu will strike a vicious blow to oneself, therefore turns over/stands up to cover the ear, rests sets out to the dawn. 上官如一点也不相信荷女会对自己下毒手,所以翻身捂住耳朵,睡到天亮才起身。 The abdominal pain is one by one slight, Shangguan Ru understands finally oneself have not suffered the fatal toxicant, but she does not worry to hurry along, how regardless of Old Man Mu urged, was still leads a horse to crawl. 腹痛一次比一次轻微,上官如终于明白自己并未遭受致命毒药,但她还是不着急赶路,无论木老头怎么催促,仍是牵马徐行。 The afternoon, Old Man Mu rarely remains silent, as if stupor, or is pondering over any bad idea. 后半天,木老头罕见地保持沉默,似乎又昏迷过去,要不就是在琢磨什么坏主意。 Actually, Old Man Mu wants to understand a matter, regardless of Shangguan Ru can run quickly, is impossible to throw off behind Killer(s), He Nu has not pursued now , because must look for the clue in very big wilderness, but this will not spend too for a long time, but he wants fully to restore the skill, at least also takes one month. 其实,木老头是想明白一件事,无论上官如跑得有多快,都不可能甩掉身后的杀手,荷女现在还没有追上来,是因为要在很大一片荒野上寻找线索,但这不会花去太长时间,而他想要完全恢复功力,至少还需要一个月。 Runs away, is not the good means. 逃,不是好办法。 That night, Old Man Mu proposed the idea of thinking, „little miss, you were in luck, the old man decided to violate the teachings, made an exception to receive you for the disciple, come, kowtowed to me.” 这天晚上,木老头提出深思熟虑的想法,“小姑娘,你走运了,老头决定违背师训,破例收你为徒,来,给我磕头吧。”