Chapter 2531: Passing of finding it unbearable to recall 第2531章:不堪回首的过往 After the don't millet sits down, coldly asked: „Said that what you do want to discuss with me?” 莫小米坐下以后,冷冷地问:“说吧,你要和我谈论什么？” Moye moon/month looks at the unemotional millet not, she bites the lip, later said: „Both of us, today the first time are this talked face-to-face, I thanked you to give me very much this opportunity.” 莫伊月看着面无表情的莫小米,她咬了咬嘴唇,随后说:“我们两个人,今天是第一次这样面对面谈话,我很感谢你能够给我这个机会。” The don't millet looks that Moye moon/month explained: „Because of your years help to orphanage, otherwise I am not possible to remain.” 莫小米看着莫伊月解释道:“是因为你这些年对孤儿院的帮助,不然我是不可能留下来的。” Moye moon/month smiled faintly: „I for the orphanage, I for my daughter, the millet, I did not tell a story to you.” 莫伊月浅笑:“我不是为了孤儿院,我只是为了我的女儿而已,小米,我给你讲一个故事吧。” The don't millet looks at Moye moon/month, she must chat with, told the story to oneself? 莫小米看着莫伊月,她要和自己谈谈,难道就是给自己讲故事吗？ „You said.” “你讲吧。” Moye moon/month opens the mouth to say slowly: „More than 20 years ago, the silly women, saved a man, at that time that man had suffocated. Afterward the girl saved the man, the man said, can marry the woman. The women have only one in mind to that man from the beginning, the woman when the man leaves, she gave the man all her. Also stupidly waits for the man to come back, she thinks that the man will fulfill oneself commitment, can marry the woman.” 莫伊月缓缓开口道:“二十多年前,有一个傻傻的女人,救了一个男人,当时那个男人已经奄奄一息了。后来女孩儿把男人救回去,男人说,会和女人结婚。女人一开始也对那个男人情有独钟,女人在男人离开的时候,她把自己的一切交给了男人。还傻傻地等着男人回来,她以为男人会履行自己的承诺,一定会和女人结婚。” Moye moon/month said here, her tears flowing cannot help but. 莫伊月说道这里,她的眼泪不由自主的流了下来。 The matter that these more than 20 years, she is not willing to remember, for the daughter, raises passing that she cannot withstand today. 这些20多年来,她都不愿想起的事情,今天为了女儿,重新提起她不堪的过往。 The don't millet looks at Moye moon/month the tears, why does not know, she wants to give her the paper goods, but she received the hand. 莫小米看着莫伊月的眼泪,不知道为什么,她想把纸巾递给她,可是她还是收手了。 Moye moon/month wipes own tears, continued the past matter. 莫伊月擦干自己的眼泪,继续说当年的事情。 In family/home that days , the man arrives at the woman, the woman thinks that he comes to the home, the gift from bridegroom's family to bride's family to own father, was married by oneself his. But she only hears a sound of gunfire, she saw with one's own eyes her father to be killed by a man spear/gun that oneself most loved. 有一天,男人来到女人的家里面,女人以为他来自己家,是向自己父亲下聘礼,让自己嫁给他的。可是她只听见一声枪声,她亲眼看到她爸爸被自己最爱的男人一枪打死了。 At that time, the woman like stimulated. 那个时候,女人就像被刺激了一样。 She grabs the hand of man to ask him stubbornly, „why do you want this?” 她死死地抓住男人的手问他,“你为什么要这样做？” The men make an effort to break free from the hand of woman, coldly replied is crying woman: „Because he damn.” 男人用力甩开女人的手,冷冷地回答哭着的女人:“因为他该死。” He such simple with five character reply women, the man who the woman looks at front bloodthirsty, with pouring in the father of ground, the whole world collapsed. The man who oneself love, turned into oneself killing father personal enemy. 他就这样简单的用五个字回答女人,女人看着面前嗜血的男人,和倒在地上的爸爸,整个世界都塌了。自己所爱的男人,变成了自己的杀父仇人。 The women think that he will kill himself, but he has not begun, but makes people bring back to the main family the woman, imprisons. 女人以为他会把自己杀了,可是他没有动手,而是让人把女人带回本家,囚禁起来。 At that time he and woman two people's relations, like that are not close like the past years. 当时他和女人两个人的关系,已经不像当年那般亲密。 What is opposite is the woman hates this man who kills her father, even if the man bumps her, she still looks like an ice-cold corpse, no matter what he manipulates. 相反的是女人恨这个杀害她父亲的男人,就算男人碰她,她也只是像一具冰冷的尸体,任他摆弄。 Their two people are completely a strange person. 他们两个人完全是一个陌生的人。 The women arrive at shortly after the main family, she discovered that she was pregnant, but she has not told the man with enough time, oneself were with on his child. 女人到本家不久,她发现自己怀孕了,可是她还没有来得及告诉男人,自己怀上了他的孩子。 That night, the man drank drunkenly comes back, he looks at the woman to ask: „Why are you his daughter? Even if you saved me to be useful, but I personally saw your father to kill my father. Do you know that I am now uncomfortable, I do not know how should to you, I fell in love with the daughter of personal enemy unexpectedly, haha.” 那天晚上,男人喝得醉醺醺地回来,他看着女人问:“为什么你是他的女儿？就算你救了我有什么用,可是我亲眼看见你父亲把我的父亲害死了。你知不知道我现在难受死了,我不知道该怎么对你,我竟然爱上了仇人的女儿,哈哈。” These words, the woman heard completely, from the beginning her some hesitant, oneself should drop out the past all loves him, even forgot that he is kills father personal enemy matter? 这些话,女人全部听到了,一开始她有一些犹豫,自己该不该抛下过去的一切去爱他,甚至忘记他是自己杀父仇人这件事情？ But she looks that with own eyes this man is in front of oneself, own father killing, her, even to forgive, but is unable to forgive as before. Every day in the dream will dream of the father to say to oneself: „Your this non- filial daughter, falls in love with the personal enemy unexpectedly, you do not match are the daughter of my not mighty bell, you do not match.” 可是她亲眼看着这个男人当着自己的面,把自己的父亲给杀了,她就算想原谅,可是依旧无法原谅。每天梦里都会梦见爸爸对自己说:“你这个不孝女,竟然爱上仇人,你不配是我莫洪钟的女儿,你不配。” Whenever the dream to these, she wakes up, the whole body is breaking into sweat. 每当梦到这些,她醒来的时候,浑身都在冒冷汗。 She was imprisoned two months by him, because of her is ill, he makes the doctor help get oneself physical exam. 她被他囚禁了两个多月,因为她的身体不适,他就让医生帮忙检查自己的身体。 At that time, the consciousness that she was pregnant a little did not have, but thought that the stomach had some is not uncomfortable, was very uncomfortable. 那个时候,她一点儿怀孕的意识都没有,只是觉得胃有一些不舒服,很难受。 His family doctor gives she inspects, the doctor said that she has three months of pregnancy. 他的家庭医生给她检查的时候,医生说她已经有了三个月的身孕。 When the doctor said that must the matter told him completely, woman to conceal him, she entreated the doctor desperately, making the doctor conceal the truth the matter that oneself were pregnant. 就在医生说要把事情全部告诉他的时候,女人为了隐瞒他,她苦苦的哀求医生,让医生把自己怀孕的事情瞒着。 From the beginning the doctor is not willing, to be the woman with the scissors to own neck, said excitedly: „You , if not help, I will certainly die here.” 一开始医生死活不肯,可是女人用剪刀对着自己的脖子,激动地说:“你如果不帮我这个忙,我一定会死在这里。” Finally the doctor was tenderhearted, planned that helps her conceal, the matter that she is pregnant, was concealed. 最后医生还是心软了,打算帮她隐瞒过去,她怀孕的事情,就被隐瞒下来了。 Since knows after oneself are pregnant, the woman's first plan, is finds the way to flee from here, the later matter, later planned. 自从知道自己怀孕之后,女人第一步计划,就是想办法逃离这里,以后的事情,以后打算。 She has been finding the opportunity, but the man said: „Moye moon/month, you remember, regardless of the birth and death, you lives is I says the person, dying is I said the ghost.” 她一直在找机会,可是男人却说:“莫伊月,你记住,不论生老病死,你生是我言家的人,死是我言家的鬼。” To one night, the man gets back the word main family a woman, said that must become engaged with the opposite party. 一直到有一天晚上,男人把一个女人领回言家本家,说要和对方订婚。 The women hear this news, continuously she who plans to escape, finally found the opportunity. 女人听到这个消息,一直计划着要逃跑的她,最后还是找到了机会。 that night that the man becomes engaged, guards her person is not many, everyone gathers in the living room of word. 在男人订婚的那天晚上,看守她的人不多,大家都聚集在言家的客厅里。 She also side a little brother after man, she can escape from the speaking family/home smoothly. 她也是经过男人身边的一个小弟,她才能够顺利的逃脱出言家。 that night of fleeing, she ran into this whole life most important man, Luo is blue, without this man , there would be no today's. 在出逃的那天晚上,她遇到了这辈子最重要的男人,洛青,如果没有这个男人,就没有今天的自己。 Four months later, she gave birth to a baby girl in the Luo azure family/home, because of the premature delivery of baby girl, small, she names to own daughter for the don't millet. 四个月以后,她在洛青的家里面产下了一名女婴,因为女婴的早产,小小的一个,她就给自己的女儿取名为莫小米。 Moye moon/month sees the daughter time, she is very happy, but she is facing the choice, if by him is known oneself was with his child, he can come to rob. Then she, the ability did not have. 莫伊月看到女儿的时候,她真的很开心,可是她又面临着选择,如果被他知道自己怀了他的孩子,他一定会过来抢夺。当时的她,一点儿能力都没有。 She thinks is very long, finally the choice was only full three months of daughter to deliver to the orphanage oneself, but also kept a letter/believes and 100,000 dollar a check to the orphanage, hoping the chief can take care of own daughter well. 她想了很久,最后选择把自己仅满三个月的女儿送到了孤儿院,还留了一封信和一张十万块钱的支票给孤儿院,希望院长能好好地照顾自己的女儿。 Moye moon/month to know own daughter's tips, she does not hesitate to drop out work on the hand every year, for she sees oneself daughter to the orphanage. 莫伊月为了知道自己女儿的点点滴滴,她不惜每一年都会抛下自己手上的工作,她就为了到孤儿院里面去看自己的女儿。 Each time, she can only look in the one side, she thinks by adopted daughter's status adoption not millet, but the millet grows up not gradually. She and looks like besides that eye, her many place and that men are very long look like. 每一次,她都只能在一旁看着,她多想自己以养女的身份收养莫小米,可是莫小米渐渐地长大。她除了那双眼睛和自己像之外,她的很多地方和那个男人都长得很像。 In order to protect this daughter, she is the using energy thoughts, now she had the ability, wanted to recognize own daughter, but the daughter did not recognize herself. 为了保护这个女儿,她是费劲心思,现在她有能力了,想要认回自己的女儿,可是女儿根本就不认自己。 The don't millet listened to Moye moon/month saying that her past matter, the underworld gang godfathers really existed. 莫小米听完莫伊月说她过去的事情,原来黑道教父真的存在。 The tears of Moye moon/month could not have stopped, she said to don't Xiaomi: „Millet, I do not know that you can forgive me, the mothers of the world will not drop out oneself daughter not to manage cruel-heartedly. In the past mother did not have the ability, now mother only wants to protect you, if you do not want to see me, I later will not appear before you.” 莫伊月的眼泪已经止不住了,她对莫小米说:“小米,我不知道你会不会原谅我,天下的妈妈都不会狠心抛下自己的女儿不管。当年妈妈没有能力,现在妈妈只想保护你,如果你不想见我,我以后都不会出现在你面前。” Why the don't millet does not know, hears Moye moon/month explanation, she thought that she can forgive this woman. In her memory, she has actually seen this woman. Every one year summer vacation, she will come to the orphanage, in the child to orphanage will bring many gifts. 莫小米不知道为什么,听到莫伊月的解释,她觉得自己可以原谅这个这个女人。她的记忆里,其实她是见过这个女人的。每一年暑假,她都会来孤儿院,都会给孤儿院里面的孩子带来很多礼物。 She knows that Moye moon/month is mother's matter, that summer three years ago, the day of her 18 -year-old adult ceremony, hears such dialogue outside the room of master. 她知道莫伊月是自己妈妈的事情,也是在三年前的那个夏天,她十八岁成人礼那天,在师父的房间外面听到这样的对话。 On that day, she knows that she actually also had the family member, was only she is not clear, had the family member obviously, why her family member must abandon oneself. 那一天,她知道自己其实还有家人的,只是她不明白,明明有家人,为什么她的家人要把自己抛弃了。 On that day she cried, before she never had to cry like this, because the master has said that was strong, what mistreatment therefore she received, she can endure. 那天她哭了,以前她从来都没有这样哭过,因为师父说过,要坚强,所以她受到什么样的欺负,她都能忍过去。 The don't millet stands suddenly from own position, said to Moye moon/month: „Thanked you to be able all these to tell me very much, making me know, I was not abandoned by you, but made me call your mother, at present I could not have accomplished. However I will consider,, thanked your so many years the support very much to the orphanage.” 莫小米突然从自己的位置上面站起来,对莫伊月说:“很感谢你能够把这一切告诉我,让我知道了,我不是被你抛弃的,只是让我叫你妈妈,目前我还办不到。但是我会好好地考虑,还有,很感谢你这么多年对孤儿院的支持。” don't Xiaomi said, she kept in Moye moon/month the restaurant, oneself first left. 莫小米说完,她把莫伊月留在了餐厅里面,自己先离开了。 After the don't millet leaves, Ling wind wanted to look at not millet the situation, but he feels or considers as finished finally, he knows that millet this/should time does not certainly want to see itself not, after all is minds others' business, arranging their mother and daughter to meet. 莫小米离开之后,凌风本来想要去看一下莫小米的情况,可是最后他觉得还是算了,他知道莫小米这个该时候一定不想见到自己,毕竟是自己多管闲事,安排她们母女见面。 Ling wind sits opposite Moye moon/month, looks appearance that she has tears streaming down the face, gives her the paper goods: „Did your two people talk clearly?” 凌风坐在莫伊月对面,看着她泪流满面的样子,把纸巾递给她:“你们两个人说清楚了吗？” Moye moon/month attracted the nose, looks that Ling wind said: „Ling wind, really thank you can arrange our mother and daughter to meet today, my non- extravagant demands she can call me a mother, but I, so long as heard her to say to me forgives me, I have not regretted.” 莫伊月吸了吸鼻子,看着凌风说:“凌风,真的很谢谢你今天能够安排我们母女见面,我不奢求她能够叫我一声妈妈,但是我只要听到她对我说原谅我,我就没有遗憾了。” Ling wind smiles: „I thought the millet actually longs for the maternal love very much, I arrange like this, I also worried when the time comes the millet paid no attention to me, I do not know how should coax her.” 凌风笑了笑:“我只是觉得小米其实还是很渴望母爱的,我这样安排,我还担心到时候小米不理我了,我都不知道该怎么哄她了。” Moye moon/month thought that Ling wind is a reliable man, the number of times that although two people meet are not many, but can also depending on feeling the cognition. 莫伊月觉得凌风是一个可靠的男人,虽然两个人见面的次数不多,但是还能够凭感觉去认知的。 Moye moon/month said to Ling wind: „Ling wind, I gave you my daughter, hopes that you can take care of her well.” 莫伊月对凌风说:“凌风,我把我的女儿交给你了,希望你能够好好地照顾她。” Ling wind did not say other, because he recognized that not the millet was own woman, in any event, he will let oneself woman happiness. 凌风不说其他的,因为他认定莫小米是自己的女人了,无论如何,他都会让自己的女人幸福。 Qin Xiaoshuang in the one side, listened to the don't millet and Moye moon/month dialogue, but she was angry very much, can ice wind his, her tell how many women one time he did have? 秦小双在一旁,把莫小米和莫伊月的对话都听完了,只是她就是很生气,凌风这丫的,能不能一次性跟她说他有几个女人？ Short lunch conclusion. 短暂的午餐结束。 After Ling wind and Moye moon/month two people leave . 凌风和莫伊月两个人离开以后。 Qin Xiaoshuang said to Zheng Kexin: „But fragrant, I decided that another day will look for not the millet.” 秦小双对郑可馨说:“可馨,我决定了,改天去找莫小米。” A Zheng Kexin surprised appearance, but changes mind thinks, she said: „Small pair, I feel or consider as finished, Ling wind will bring the don't millet, our why this turbid water.” 郑可馨一副惊讶的样子,不过转念一想,她说:“小双,我觉得还是算了,凌风会把莫小米带回来的,我们何必趟这一趟浑水。” Ling wind leaves the restaurant time, he called don't Xiaomi directly, but the millet wants oneself static not, has not answered Ling wind the telephone, but sent a message to give Ling wind. Said oneself want well static, does not hope that some people disturb themselves. 凌风离开餐厅的时候,他直接给莫小米打电话了,可是莫小米想要自己静一下,就没有接凌风的电话,而是发了一条短信给凌风。说自己想要好好地静一下,不希望有人打扰自己。 !! !!