„ Cliff, whyyoumustdisregardmyorder, sends peopleto goto search for? &Rdquo;
“克里夫,你为什么要无视我的命令,派人前去搜寻?”
The enragedrushingeasternsentry post, gazes at fixedlypresentPaladin, the Ellieangryopens the mouthinquirywas saying. Shedoes not have the means is not angry, becauselost the contactafteryesterday afternoonpatrol leader, Elliehad also conducted the communicationwith the opposite party, anddecidedwentto investigatepersonally. HoweverwhatmakesEllienot thinkis the opposite partypresentsYangWeitooneselfunexpectedlyYin, obviouslybeforecomplied, the resultturned the headto renegewell. How can thismakeEllienot be angry? Mustknow that sheisTemplar Orderin the Forest of Elvesdelegate, if everyone does thistoher, thenasSaintess and frontlinecommander-in-chief, howshelateralsoto strict enforcement of orders and bans?
气冲冲的闯进东部岗哨,瞪视着眼前的圣骑士,爱莉愤怒的开口询问道。她没有办法不愤怒,因为就在昨天下午巡逻队失去联系之后,爱莉还曾经和对方进行过沟通,并且决定了亲自前往调查。但是让爱莉没有想到的是对方居然对自己阴奉阳违,明明之前答应的好好的,结果一转头就变卦了。这如何能够让爱莉不生气?要知道她可是圣堂教团在精灵之森的全权代表,如果每个人都对她这样做,那么作为圣女和前线总指挥官,她以后还怎么令行禁止?
„ Your HighnessSaintess, pleaseIimpolite.........&Rdquo;
“圣女殿下,请恕我无礼………”SeesEllieenragedcomingto send a punitive expedition, Paladin that hasfull beardalsoquicklystands up, respectfultohergood a ritual.
看见爱莉气冲冲的前来兴师问罪,那个留着一把络腮胡子的圣骑士也急忙站起身来,恭敬的向她行了一礼。
„ Icanunderstandyourfeelings, butYour HighnessSaintessyourstatusis honored, is the Templar Ordercommander-in-chief, Ithink that youshould notviolate the danger. Suchmatter, shouldhand overbyuscompletes.........&Rdquo;
“我能够了解您的心情,但是圣女殿下您身份尊贵,又是圣堂教团的总指挥官,我认为您不应该亲身犯险。这样的事情,应该交由我们来完成………”
„ But something, mustbe donebyme, thisIremembera littlewehad helddiscussionsyesterday. &Rdquo;
“但是有些事情,必须由我来做,这一点儿我记得我们昨天已经进行过讨论了。”Saw the opposite partyto choose the concessions, thenElliewas not suitableto compelwas too tight. Howevereven, shestillfeelsveryangry, becausetwoteams of patrol leadershad lost the contactbefore then. Thisexplained that generalPaladinis unable to resist the enemy. In this case, the opposite partyalsosends out the newpatrol leaderunexpectedlyforcefully, thisis a veryriskybehavior.
看见对方已经选择了让步,那么爱莉也不适合逼的太紧。不过即便如此,她也感到很愤怒,因为在这之前已经有两队巡逻队失去了联系。这就说明一般的圣骑士根本无法对抗敌人。在这种情况下,对方居然还强行派出新的巡逻队,这本身就是一种非常冒险的行为。Fortunately, whenEllierushes, thattwopatrol leadersjust, thereforeElliehas tostart the signalto summonthemto come backforcefully. Butalsobecause of this, thesetwopatrol leadersescape, otherwise, probably the personnel on missinglistmustincrease.
幸运的是,当爱莉赶到的时候,那两只巡逻队才刚刚出发,因此爱莉不得不强行发动信号召唤他们回来。而也正因为如此,这两只巡逻队才逃过一劫,不然的话,说不定失踪名单上的人员又要增加了。ButmostmakesElliebedissatisfied, is not the attitude of opposite party, butis the behavior of opposite party.
而最让爱莉感到不满的,并不是对方的态度,而是对方的行为。
„ Moreover.........Ihave called foryouto stopactingthroughElinsterobviously. Why do yourefuseto accept the order? &Rdquo;
“而且………我明明已经通过艾琳丝特要求你停止行动了。为什么你拒绝接受命令?”
„ Ihave not refusedto accept the order! &Rdquo;
“我并没有拒绝接受命令!”Those but who makeEllienot think, atthis time, thatPaladinactuallyjumpedsuddenly, the angryopens the mouthsaidwear a look.
可是让爱莉没有想到的是,就在这个时候,那个圣骑士却是忽然跳了起来,面带愤怒的开口说道。
„ If the order that Your HighnessEllieyouissuepersonally. ThenIwill certainly comply with. However, Iam unable to accept a person'sof unknown originorder! &Rdquo;
“如果是爱莉殿下您亲自下达的命令。那么我一定会遵从。但是,我无法接受一个来历不明的人的命令!”
„ What do you mean? &Rdquo;
“你这是什么意思?”Hearsopposite party'sspeech, Elliestaressuddenly, thennext moment, hercomplexionwas gloomyimmediately.
听到对方的说话,爱莉猛然一愣,接着下一刻,她的面色顿时阴沉了下来。
„ Whatis the personof unknown origin. Elinsterisourpartners, moreoversheisSun GodAmoraHoly Son. Youalsoknow that whatroleherabilityplaysduringthisfight, how can yousaysuchwords? &Rdquo;
“什么叫来历不明的人。艾琳丝特是我们的伙伴,而且她还是太阳神阿蒙拉的圣子。你也知道她的能力在这场战斗之中起到了什么样的作用,你怎么可以说出这样的话?”
„ But, is sheAbandoned by Godsnot?!! &Rdquo;
“但是,她是个神弃者不是吗?!!”As ifwas compelledbyEllieanxiously, thatPaladinhowledfinallyloudly. Thenheturns aroundsuddenly, aims atpeacefulstanding, in the surfacedoes not haveslightexpressionElinster.
仿佛是被爱莉逼急了似的,那个圣骑士终于大声吼叫起来。接着他猛然转过身去,指向安静的站在旁边,面上没有丝毫表情的艾琳丝特。
„ Thatstrangeenergeticability, MissSaintess, Isuspectedactuallyvery muchsheis who! Ido not think that byHoly Son that the godsblessedcanbeAbandoned by Gods! &Rdquo;
“还有那种诡异的精神能力,圣女小姐,我很怀疑她究竟是什么人!我不认为一个倍受神明祝福的圣子会是一个神弃者!”
„ Stops talkingtome!! &Rdquo;
“给我住口!!”Hearshere, Elliealmostmustexplode with rage the lung. She is almost angry roaringspeech that brokeat presentthisPaladin. Saw onlythisYour HighnessSaintessto display the incomparableanger for the first time, the gaze that shecoldlylike thispresentPaladin, opens the mouthevery single word or phrasewas saying.
听到这里,爱莉几乎要气炸了肺。她几乎是怒吼着打断了眼前这个圣骑士的说话。只见这位圣女殿下第一次表现出了无比的愤怒,她就这样冷冷的注视着眼前的圣骑士,一字一句的开口说道。
„ InnineSaintreligious doctrines, most importantdo not guess others in the prooflesssituationcarelessly, the unfoundedevil intentionis the source of degeneration. Abandoned by Godsis a mistake, a historic blunderfromTemplar Order. Butwehad correctedthismistake, do youunderstandmymeaning? Templar Orderis notwill not make mistakes, wepose as the spokesman of gods, butweare not the versatilegods. Wewill also fear, will hesitate. Will make mistakes. Butthisis notourignoreswrongreason. Ifyouangrilyandcamouflaged the mindfrightened, thenIhope that youcancalm down, engages in introspection. Remember, welook atothers. Did not hear that theymadeanything, butlooked atthemto makeanythingwith own eyes. Does not rely on hearsay, seeing is believing. &Rdquo;
“九圣教义之中,最重要的就是不要在毫无证据的情况下胡乱揣测他人,毫无理由的恶意是堕落之源。神弃者是一个错误,一个来自圣堂教团的历史错误。而我们已经修正了这个错误,你明白我的意思吗?圣堂教团不是不会犯错,我们以神明的代言人自居,但是我们并非是全能的神明。我们同样会恐惧,会犹豫。会犯错。可是这并不是我们放任错误的理由。如果你被愤怒和恐惧遮蔽了头脑,那么我希望你能够冷静下来,扪心自问。记住,我们看别人。不是听说他们做了什么,而是亲眼去看他们做了什么。耳听为虚,眼见为实。”Paladinhave the opinionregardingElinster, Ellie the first time is notheard. Moststartsactuallyfortunately, whenarrivesalong with the followingpersonnel, after many people and many voices . The influence of Elinsterstarts the variation. ManyPaladingive the behavior in brainto be repugnant the informationregarding her typedirectly, butgot updo not say that every so oftenElinsterwasreplacesEllieto convey the order and information, thiswill rather makesomePaladinsuspect whether the opposite partyhadin the name ofSaintessissues the behavior of orderat will. Because the spiritisitis the considerablestrangetype, in additionthispass on message, althoughis convenient, will not actually keepanyevidence. Even ifsaidanything, the opposite party can still overthrowtotallydoes not recognize. Do not say,thisabilityis equal tomonitoringothers'ideato be the same with the speechprobablyanytime and anywhere, feelingis very uncomfortable.圣骑士们对于艾琳丝特有意见,爱莉已经不是第一次听说了。最开始的时候其实还好,但是当伴随着后续人员到达,人多嘴杂之后。艾琳丝特的影响就开始变异。很多圣骑士对于她那种直接将信息传递到脑内的行为非常反感,而起更不要说很多时候艾琳丝特是代替爱莉来传达命令和信息,这未免会让一些圣骑士怀疑对方是否有假借圣女名义随意下达命令的行为。由于精神系本身就属于相当诡异的类型,再加上这种传讯虽然方便,却不会留下任何证据。所以即便说了什么,对方也可以一概推翻不认。更不要说,这种能力等于好像随时随地在监听别人的想法和说话一样,给人的感觉很不舒服。Naturally, so far, Elliedoes not believe that alsohas not seenElinsterthis. ButmanyPaladin, actuallydo not thinkobviously. TheyregardingElinsteragainstis very tight, every so oftendeliberatelywill even delay. But , indicating likethisPaladindirectlyface to face, actually the firsttime.
当然,直到目前为止,爱莉都不认为,也没见过艾琳丝特会这样做。可是很多圣骑士,却显然并不这么认为。他们对于艾琳丝特防的很紧,很多时候甚至会故意拖延。可是,像这个圣骑士这样直接当面表明,却还是第一次。
„ ..............., Your HighnessSaintess. &Rdquo;
“……………是的,圣女殿下。”Hearsthespeech of Ellie, thatPaladinsilentmoment, this dejectedopens the mouthreplied. Buthearshisreply, Ellieiscomplexionseriousnod, thislookstonearbyElinster.
听到爱莉的这番说话,那个圣骑士沉默了片刻,这才垂头丧气的开口回答道。而听到他的回答,爱莉则是面色严肃的点了点头,这才望向旁边的艾琳丝特。
„ Ok, yourwhereaboutsMissElinsterapologizesnow, thenfaces the wallto think of faultsthreehours of & mdaSh;IfinSaintwhiteinside the tower, takesthreedaysat least. However the tactical situationis now urgent, thereforepunishedtemporarily. &Rdquo;
“好了,现在你去向艾琳丝特小姐道歉,然后去面壁思过三个小时—如果是在圣白之塔里的话,最起码要三天。但是现在战况紧急,所以就暂罚好了。”
„ Is.........&Rdquo;
“是………”Hears the order of Ellie, in front ofthatPaladindejectedarrivingElinster, expressioncomplexgazeshe, thendeeplowers the head.
听到爱莉的命令,那个圣骑士垂头丧气的来到艾琳丝特面前,表情复杂的注视着她,接着深深的低下头去。
„ Verysorry, MissElinster, wasIwas muddleda moment agofor a while, offendedyou, but alsopleaseforgive. &Rdquo;
“很抱歉,艾琳丝特小姐,刚才是我一时糊涂,冒犯了你,还请你原谅。”Butfacing the speech of Paladin, Elinsteris onlyunemotionalshaking the head.
而面对圣骑士的说话,艾琳丝特只是面无表情的摇了摇头。
( It’s nothing, Ihave not cared.)
(没什么,我并没有放在心上。)
„ Many thanksyourbroadminded. &Rdquo;
“多谢您的宽宏大量。”Hears the reply of Elinster, thatPaladinrevealed a forced smile, then turns aroundto leave. Butlooksback that hedeparts, Ellieislongsighing, thenshearrives at the Elinsterfront, seriousbowsto salutetoher.
听到艾琳丝特的回答,那个圣骑士露出了一丝苦笑,接着便转身离开。而看着他离去的背影,爱莉则是长长的叹了口气,接着她来到艾琳丝特的面前,郑重的向她低头行礼。
„ Extremelywas really sorry,MissElinster, Iapologizedtoyoufor the improperopinion of subordinate. &Rdquo;
“真的非常抱歉,艾琳丝特小姐,我为部下的不当言论向你道歉。”
( Ihave not cared, Elder SisterEllie.)
(我并没有放在心上,爱莉姐姐。)Facing the speech of Ellie, Elinstershakes the head, the expressionas beforeisthattranquil. Eveninhereyepupildoes not have the least bitmoodto fluctuate.
面对爱莉的说话,艾琳丝特只是摇了摇头,表情依旧是那么平静。甚至连她的眼眸之中都没有半点儿情绪波动。
( That, I should also prepare.)
(那么,我也该去进行准备了。)
„, Good.........&Rdquo;
“啊,好的………”Looksform that Elinstergoes far away, Ellieappearsis somewhat at a loss. Herhelplesssighing, a dignity of face. Butseesherexpression, nearbyClergymen some opens the mouthinquiries of doubtssaid.
看着艾琳丝特远去的身影,爱莉则显得有些茫然若失。她无奈的叹了口气,一脸的凝重。而看见她的表情,旁边的神官则有些疑惑的开口询问道。
„ Is Your HighnessSaintess, whyyouworriedso much? MissElinsterhad not saiddoesn't care? MoreoverIthought that herexpressionanddoes not seem like lying, explained that shetowardhas not gone tothismatterat heart. Why are youworriedfor this reason? &Rdquo;
“圣女殿下,您为何这么担心呢?艾琳丝特小姐不是已经说了不在意吗?而且我看她的表情并不像是在说谎,说明她并没有把这件事往心里去。您又何必为此担心呢?”
„ Yes...............&Rdquo;
“是啊……………”ButhearsClergymencuriousinquiry, Elliealsosighs, thenshelowers the head, saying of muttering.
而听到身边神官好奇的询问,爱莉则又叹了口气,接着她低下头去,喃喃自语的说道。
„ Sheindeedtowardhas not goneat heart........., therefore, Iam troubled. &Rdquo;
“她的确没往心里去………所以,我才感到不安啊。”MatterElliehad not said that listenstoothers, in fact, sheis worriedaboutElinstervery much.
有一件事爱莉并没有说给别人去听,事实上,她对于艾琳丝特是很担心的。AsSaintess, whatroleEllie is very of clear the childrennineSaintto playduring the followingfight, whatsheexpectsis the children of nineSaintcanabandon the prejudice, cooperationanti-enemy. But, Elinster is actually an onlyexception. Thisdoes not refer tohernot getting on well with others, in factfrom the surface, Elinsterand others is togetheris good. However, Ellie is very clear, Elinsterhas not integratedinthemtruly. SheisAbandoned by Gods, buttheyare the average people. Ellie can feel, from the beginning, Elinsterinoneselfthese „ Abandoned by Gods&Rdquo;With „ average person&Rdquo;Was separated a glasswall, simultaneouslythroughthiswall, cautiouscarefully examiningandis appraisingthat side the glasswall „ average person&Rdquo;. Althoughsaidlike thisis not quite good, butElinsterwas questionedbyPaladina moment ago, ifshecanreveal the expression that somesadandworries aboutslightly, perhapsElliewill not have been worriedso much. Howeverbecausejustshewas extremely indifferent, insteadmakesEllie worry.
作为圣女,爱莉很清楚九圣之子将在接下来的战斗之中发挥什么样的作用,她所期望的是九圣之子能够抛开彼此之间的成见,共同合作抗敌。可是,艾琳丝特却是唯一的一个例外。这并不是指她不合群,事实上从表面来看,艾琳丝特和其他人相处的还算不错。但是,爱莉却很清楚,艾琳丝特并没有真正的融入他们之中。她是一个神弃者,而他们则是普通人。爱莉可以感觉得到,从一开始,艾琳丝特就在自己这些“神弃者”和“普通人”之间隔出了一道玻璃墙,同时通过这面墙壁,小心翼翼的审视和评估着玻璃墙那边的“普通人”。虽然这样说不太好,但是刚才艾琳丝特被圣骑士们质疑的时候,如果她能够稍微流露出一些伤心和担忧的表情,或许爱莉还不会这么担心。但是正因为她太过淡然了,反而才让爱莉感觉到担心。Becausethison behalf, Elinsterneveroneselfand others puts togetherregards, butsheregarding others , never hasanyexpectation.
因为这代表,艾琳丝特从来没有把自己和其他人放在一起看待,而她对于其他人,也从来没有任何期望。
The so-callednon-timedoes not need, impassibleto bethis. IfElinsterintendsto wantfor others to makeanything, was questioneddefinitelywill feelsad, is sadanddisappointed. But ifshedid not count on conducts anyexchangewiththesepeople, has not hadanyanticipationtothem, then the opposite partysaidanything, naturallycannothaveany influence on oneself.
所谓不期不待,不受伤害就是这样。如果艾琳丝特有意想要为其他人做些什么,那么被质疑的话肯定会感到伤心,难过和失望。但是如果她原本就不指望与这些人进行任何交流,也从来没有对他们抱有任何期待的话,那么对方说什么,自然不会对自己造成任何影响。In factEllie is also very clear, Elinster arrived here, tonot protectthesepeople, tonot attackevilly. Shewill come here, becausethisisthatfeudal lordSir'sorder. Thisis notfollowing blindlyandblindly devoted, butis onlypure, to the differentviews of differentethnic group. In the eye of Elinster, oneselfand others is never theircompatriots, but the lives of theseciviliansare more uninterestedwithher.
事实上爱莉也很清楚,艾琳丝特之所以来到这里,不是为了保护这些人,更不是为了打击邪恶。她之所以会来到这里,只是因为这是那位领主大人的命令。这并不是一种盲从和愚忠,而只是单纯的,对不同族群的不同看法。在艾琳丝特的眼中,自己等人从来就不是她们的同胞,而那些平民的死活更与她毫无关系。ActuallyElliehopesvery muchcanfightin the process that andbe livingtogether, makingElinstereach otheropen heartwith others, as the matter stands, shewill have the sense of belongingregardinghereworld. Butonly by doing so, shewants with heart and soulfull powerforthingfight that oneselfattach great importance. Rather thanlike the present, buttreats as a workto completepurely.
其实爱莉很希望能够在一起战斗和生活的过程之中,让艾琳丝特与其他人彼此交心,这样一来,她会对于这边的世界更有归属感。而只有这样,她才愿意全心全力的为自己所重视的东西战斗。而不是像现在这样,只是单纯当做一份工作来完成。Butnow, the Ellieactuallydisappointeddiscovery, thisiswishfullyhopes.
可是现在,爱莉却失望的发现,这不过是自己一厢情愿的希望罢了。Inthatgirl'seyepupil, otherperson and theirthese „ Abandoned by Gods&Rdquo;Perhapsin the middle the distance, has not reduced.
在那个女孩的眼眸中,其他人与她们那些“神弃者”之间的距离,恐怕从来就没有缩短过。Thisandis accumulated the grief of bringingby the timewrongly, is not really ableto eliminate?
这由时间和错误所积累带来的伤痛,真的就是无法消除的吗?On this issue, Elliedoes not have the answer.( To be continued.)
在这个问题上,爱莉没有答案。(未完待续。)
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