DR :: Volume #2

#154: Confused heart (Middle Part)

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After knowing Zhan En will soon leave Passus the news, the Lydia whole person is absent-minded. Although did not say that to the situation that the food did not think , but also is works unable to raise what spirit, often is in a daze. It seems like the present, Lydia looked steadily at the woods in out of the window to look nearly for one hour, the gearing has not actually moved. 在得知詹恩不久就会离开帕苏斯的这个消息之后,丽姬娅整个人都是恍恍惚惚的。虽然不说是到了茶饭不思的地步,但也是做事提不起什么精神,动不动就发呆。就好像现在,丽姬娅盯视着窗外的树林已经看了快一个小时了,却连动都没有动一下。 „ Madame? Madame .........? & R dquo ; “夫人？夫人………？” Has not known how long, the ear resounded the Lily shouts, towed from that confused condition Lydia. She has turned the head, winked the somewhat dry eye, looks to approach own maid. 不知道过了多久,耳边响起了铃兰的呼唤声,才把丽姬娅从那种迷茫的状态中重新拖了回来。她转过头去,眨了眨有些干涩的眼睛,望向自己的女仆。 „ What's wrong? Lily? & R dquo ; “怎么了？铃兰？” „ Is such ............ & R dquo ; “是这样的…………” Sees the madame scared witless appearance, Lily is also somewhat strange, but she after all is only a beginning to be interested in the opposite sex young girl, was not really familiar with the sentiment of men and women, therefore regarding Lydia this strange situation is also some doubts. However in her opinion, the madame went out to travel far probably few days ago was too tired, so long as the rest some time, can recover consciousness to have no issue. 看见自己夫人魂不守舍的样子,铃兰也是有些奇怪,不过她毕竟只是一个情窦初开的少女,对于男女之情本来就不甚熟悉,因此对于丽姬娅这种奇怪的情况也是有些疑惑。不过在她看来,夫人大概是前些日子出去远游太累了,只要休息一段时间,能够重新缓过来应该就没什么问题了吧。 „ Is this, Madame, Jasmine has made the dessert, do you want to drink the afternoon tea? & R dquo ; “是这样的,夫人,茉莉已经做好了点心,请问您要不要喝下午茶？” „ Afternoon tea? Already to this time? & R dquo ; “下午茶？已经到这个时候了吗？” Hears the reply of Lily, Lydia then stares suddenly, she has turned the head to turn toward out of the window to look, this discovered that the brilliance of setting sun is following another side mountain ridge to sprinkle, shone in the ground like the fire generally bright red color. The sunset glow of distant place is moving like the clouds of combustion flame slowly. Is taking an oath a day of soon conclusion. 听到铃兰的回答,丽姬娅这才猛然一愣,她转过头向着窗外望去,这才发现夕阳的光辉正在顺着另外一侧的山脊洒落而下,在地面上映照出了如同火一般鲜红的色彩。远处的晚霞如同燃烧火焰的云朵般缓缓的移动着。宣誓着一天的即将结束。 „ Un ......... good ......... is also right, Mr. Zhan En? Asked him to drink the afternoon tea together. & R dquo ; “嗯………也好………对了,詹恩先生呢？请他一起来喝下午茶吧。” „ Mr. Zhan En? & R dquo ; “詹恩先生？” Hears here, Lily strange looked at oneself madame one eyes. 听到这里,铃兰古怪的望了自己夫人一眼。 „ Mr. Zhan En has gone out. & R dquo ; “詹恩先生已经出去了。” „ What?! & R dquo ; “什么？！” Those who let Lily not think is. Heard own reply, Lydia stood unexpectedly fiercely, frowns to look steadily at her. 让铃兰没有想到的是。听到自己的回答,丽姬娅居然猛的站了起来,皱起眉头盯视着她。 „ Did Mr. Zhan En leave? Is when matter? Why didn't you tell me?! & R dquo ; “詹恩先生离开了？是什么时候的事情？你为什么不告诉我？！” „ This ......... this ............... & R dquo ; “这………这个……………” Facing shouting angrily of Lydia, Lily is dumbfounded suddenly, having the incomparably strange vision to look to Lydia. Until a moment later, her then opens the mouth to report low voice. 面对丽姬娅的怒喝,铃兰一时间目瞪口呆,带着无比怪异的目光望向丽姬娅。直到片刻之后,她这才小声的开口报告道。 „ This ......... the madame, Mr. Zhan En went out nearby mountain forest to go hunting in the morning. Calculates the time, the dinner should be able to come back before. He said good-bye before leaving to you at that time personally? Did you forget? & R dquo ; “这个………夫人,詹恩先生早上就出去附近山林打猎了。算算时间,晚饭之前应该能够回来。他当时可是亲自向您辞行的啊？难道您忘记了？” „ Yeah? & R dquo ; “哎？” Hears here. Lydia stares suddenly, this remembers as if indeed has such matter this morning. But her a brain confusion, in Zhan En to her showed at that time in fact oneself will leave here that night, Lydia has not had a good sleep on an evening. Makes her get up is also murky in the morning. Perhaps because of this, enabling Lydia not to notice Zhan En to leave this matter. Even can say that in this entire day of time, her whole person seems to be in a trance to be the same probably, almost knows nothing regarding all that the outside world has. 听到这里。丽姬娅猛然一愣,这才想起今天早上似乎的确有这么一回事。只不过那个时候她的大脑一片混乱,事实上在詹恩向她说明自己会离开这里的那天晚上,丽姬娅就一晚上都没有睡好。使得她早上起来也是昏昏沉沉的。或许正因为如此,使得丽姬娅才没有注意到詹恩离开这件事。甚至可以说这整整一天时间里,她整个人都好像丢了魂一样,对于外界所发生的一切几乎都一无所知。 „ Madame, are you really unimportant? If your is not healthy, is we asks the doctor to come to see ......... & R dquo ; “夫人,您真的不要紧吗？如果您身体不舒服的话,是不是我们请医生来看看………” „ No, without this necessity, I was just before goes out to travel far some is too exhausted, over the two days had not had a good sleep. So long as rests slightly. On no issue. & R dquo ; “不,没有这个必要,我只不过是之前外出远游有些太疲惫了,这两天没有睡好而已。只要稍微休息一下。就没什么问题了。” Hears the inquiry that the maid cares about, Lydia reveals wiped the afraid expression, then quickly squeezed several points of smile to beckon with the hand to say. But hears the reply of Lydia. Lily has not said anything but actually again, after all this reason is also reasonable, therefore she did not have to say anything again. Nods then turns around to leave, goes to carry out the preparation and installation work of afternoon tea. 听到女仆关心的询问,丽姬娅露出了一抹心虚的表情,接着急忙挤出了几分笑容摆了摆手开口说道。而听到丽姬娅的回答。铃兰倒也没有再说什么,毕竟这个理由也是合情合理的,所以她也没有再多说什么。只是点了点头便转身离开,前去进行下午茶的准备和布置工作。 Until Lily leaves, Lydia then grew the tone. She puts out a hand to place the chest, looked at around one anxiously. Probably made the mistake anything same & mda S h ; & mda S h ; & mda S h ; Or she indeed has made the mistake anything. Thought of yesterday evening own action. Lydia is ashamed incomparable, she only wears pajamas to go into the room of guest to go to and opposite party unexpectedly meets, this has far exceeded the disrespectful range! 直到铃兰离开,丽姬娅这才长出了口气。她伸出手去放在胸口,不安的望了一眼四周。就好像做错了什么事情一样———或者说,她的确已经做错了什么事。一想到昨天晚上自己的举动。丽姬娅就不由感到羞愧无比,她居然只穿着一件睡衣就跑到客人的房间里去和对方见面,这已经远远超出了失礼的范围了！ However, Zhan En's responded how is? 但是,詹恩的反应又是怎么样呢？ Thinks of here, Lydia frowns again, yesterday evening she answer of Zhan En there getting was extremely really surprised, making her forget the expression of observation opposite party suddenly unexpectedly. Now recalls, facing own dressing up, Mr. Zhan En as if did not feel surprised, but has not revealed anything to despise with the ashamed appearance. His performance is very normal, as if oneself do not wear the pajamas, but wears usually in clothes to appeared same. 想到这里,丽姬娅再次皱起眉头,昨天晚上她从詹恩那里得到的答案实在太过惊讶,使得她一时间居然忘记了观察对方的表情。现在回想起来,面对自己的装扮,詹恩先生似乎并不感到有多么吃惊,但是也没有露出什么鄙夷和羞愧的样子。他的表现很正常,似乎自己并不是穿着睡衣,而是穿着平日里的衣服出现一样。 Actually then this is what meaning? Actually Zhan En is because the politeness has therefore not displayed, what idea does he have to himself? 那么这究竟是什么意思呢？詹恩究竟是因为礼貌所以没有表现出来,还是他也对自己有什么想法？ In fact Lydia today a day intertwining this issue, she does not know that Zhan En is to oneself interesting, pretends unable to see intentionally, plans to reject itself? This thought has paced back and forth in her mind, making Lydia feel worriedly incomparable. 事实上丽姬娅今天一天都在纠结的正是这个问题,她不知道詹恩是对自己有意思呢,还是故意装作看不见,打算拒绝自己？这个念头在她的脑海之中一直徘徊不去,让丽姬娅自己都感觉到烦闷无比。 At this time, the ear of Lydia caught the sound that in the courtyard transmitted. As if by what attraction, before she arrives at the window, looks to under. Sees only Zhan En the turning back hotel that is carefree and content. Jasmine happy moving forward to meet somebody of Lily, received the prey in Zhan En hand, it seems like his hunting also had the quite rich harvest. Lydia can believe firmly, can taste when the dinner to that fresh and tender juicy game. 就在这个时候,丽姬娅的耳朵捕捉到了院子里传来的声响。仿佛是被什么吸引般,她走到窗前,望向下方。只见詹恩正悠然自得的走回宅邸。铃兰和茉莉高兴的迎了上去,接过了詹恩手中的猎物,看来他这次的狩猎又有了相当丰厚的收获。丽姬娅可以确信,在晚餐时自己能够品尝到那鲜嫩多汁的野味了。 Looks at following, Lydia feels absent-minded suddenly, has flash that she felt that she as if rectifies conduct in a dreamland. In the dream, she and Zhan En is a love couple, the handsome, natural, young and promising husband is always showing the stance of aristocrat high-spirited. But she doing one's best like all newly-married wives is taking care of own husband, every day is living the tranquil and happy life. But of present seems like the husband to go out to go hunting the return, oneself as wife, so long as welcomed his return to be enough ............ 看着下面的这一幕,丽姬娅忽然感到一阵恍惚,有那么一瞬间,她感觉自己似乎正身处在一个梦境里。在梦中,她和詹恩是一对恩爱的夫妻,英俊,潇洒,年轻有为的丈夫总是意气风发的展现着贵族的姿态。而她则像所有新婚的妻子那样尽心尽力的服侍着自己的丈夫,每天都过着平静而又甜蜜的生活。而眼下的这一幕就好像是丈夫出外打猎归来,自己作为妻子只要迎接他的回归就已经足够了………… „ Hū & mda S h ; & mda S h ; & mda S h ; & mda S h ;! & R dquo ; “呼————！” At this time, suddenly, ice-cold cold wind has blown, as if invisible big hand pulled back from the dreamland Lydia the reality again. That delightful dreamland vanished, displacing is the ice-cold reality, oneself husband had died, but present Blake family , is only left over itself merely and two maids. No one will shelter them, no one can make them depend upon, besides at present this young aristocrat mister. But, he after all is only a bystander, is impossible to protect itself forever ............... 就在这个时候,忽然,一阵冰冷的寒风吹过,仿佛无形的大手般把丽姬娅重新从梦境拉回到了现实之中。那个甜美的梦境消失了,取而代之的则是冰冷的现实,自己的丈夫已经死了,而眼下的布莱克家族,也仅仅只剩下自己和两个女仆。没有人会庇护她们,也没有人可以让她们依靠,除了眼前这位年轻的贵族先生之外。可是,他毕竟只是一个外人,不可能永远的保护自己…………… Thinks of here, Lydia gets hold of the double fist suddenly, a bewildered anger and hate appear from her in the depths of ones heart. 想到这里,丽姬娅忽然握紧双拳,一阵莫名其妙的怒火与怨恨从她的内心深处浮现。 Why? Why can oneself by like this treatment? She has not made the mistake anything, has strictly adhered to the etiquette, does one's best for the home. Oneself are only an ordinary woman, is only the hope is tranquil, calm and steady and happy life. However can't this small desire be satisfied? The woman of quality who these are handling the absurd matter, young ladies cannot withstand obviously, why can they still live in happy and warm surrounding? But oneself actually can only defend this worn-out hotel, until the arrival of Death? She 20 over, should be the seasons that the positive is in full bloom gorgeously. However now, this fresh flower in full bloom has not actually received moistening of any sunlight and rain and dew, can only the trend in the gloomy and cold corner wither alone. 为什么？为什么自己要遭到这样的对待？她并没有做错任何的事情,一直谨守礼仪,为了这个家尽心尽力。自己只是一个普通的女人,只是渴望平静,安稳而幸福的生活罢了。但是就连这点小小的愿望都不能够得到满足吗？那些做着荒唐事情的贵妇,小姐们明明比自己更加不堪,为什么她们依然能够生活在幸福温暖的环抱之中？而自己却只能够守着这个破旧的宅邸,直到死亡的到来？她才不过二十出头,应该是正值艳丽盛开的时节。但是现在,这朵盛开的鲜花却没有受到任何阳光与雨露的滋润,只能够独自在阴冷的角落里走向枯萎。 Thinks of here, Lydia in the depths of ones heart has made the decision. 想到这里,丽姬娅的内心深处已经做出了决定。 In following time, as always. 接下来的时间里,一如既往。 Under taking care of Lily and Jasmine, Lydia and Zhan En enjoyed a sumptuous dinner together. Then just like ordinary, the people chatted in living room, spent period of joyful time. Then Lydia then sets out to say goodbye to depart, but Zhan En also returned to own guest room. All seem like with usually does not have any different ........., but, some matter had changed. 在铃兰和茉莉的服侍下,丽姬娅和詹恩一起享用了一顿丰盛的晚餐。然后和平常一样,众人在起居室里聊天,度过了一段快乐的时间。接着丽姬娅便起身告辞离去,而詹恩也回到了自己的客房里。一切看起来和平时没有任何不同………但是,有些事情已经发生了变化。 The warm water scouring the fair body, Lydia was feeling that own finger is shivering slightly. The water temperature in bathing pool is obviously suitable, but she felt the unchecked anxiety and anxiety. Two maids had been rested by her, their rooms are located in second floor another side, should not be possible to hear here sound. Moreover here sound-insulated facility is also very good ......... is indulging in flights of fancy, Lydia looks to the entrance of bathroom, as if there, next moment Zhan En will flush, works on itself to soak the body in bathing pool, crushes forcefully on her body. 温暖的水流冲刷着白皙的身体,丽姬娅感觉到自己的手指正在微微颤动。明明浴池里的水温非常适宜,可是她还是感觉到了不可遏制的紧张与不安。两个女仆已经被她支开去休息了,她们的房间位于二楼的另外一侧,应该不可能听见这边的声音。而且这里的隔音设施也很不错………一面胡思乱想着,丽姬娅一面望向浴室的门口,似乎在那里,下一刻詹恩就会冲进来,抓起自己浸泡在浴池之中的身体,强行压倒在她的身体上。 Lydia has to acknowledge, she does not know actually this is own fear, is own expectation. 丽姬娅不得不承认,她自己也不知道这究竟是自己的恐惧,还是自己的期望。 The dim light of night is deep. 夜色已深。 The birds also stopped sounding, cocks the ears to listen, only then the insect whining noise often resounds, with howling, blew the night wind of mountain forest to fuse together, formed the nature unique symphony. The Zhan En dependence on the chair, narrows the eye to look outside silver-white moon with under the moonlight shone threw down the mountainous region of dark shadow. 就连鸟儿们也停止了鸣叫,侧耳听去,只有虫鸣声不时响起,与呼啸的,刮过山林的夜风融为一体,形成了大自然特有的交响乐。詹恩依靠在椅子上,眯起眼睛望着外面银白色的月亮与在月光照耀下投下了黑暗阴影的山地。 The time is up. 时间已经差不多了吧。 Thinks of here, the Zhan En corners of the mouth turn upwards slightly. The dark shadow as if snake waved in his fingers generally, forms wiped the unique scenery. He has felt the confusion and confusedness of Lydia innermost feelings keenly. The sentiment of human is very complex, but also has the suitable predictability. As the saying goes, without the difficult manufacture also wants difficultly on, if not meet the condition, so long as that created the condition to be good. 想到这里,詹恩嘴角微微翘起。幽暗的阴影仿佛蛇一般在他的手指间舞动,形成了一抹独特的风景。他已经敏锐的感受到了丽姬娅内心的困惑与迷茫。人类的感情是很复杂的,但同时也具有着相当的可预见性。俗话说的好,没有困难制造困难也要上,如果不符合条件的话,那么只要制造条件就好了。 In fact, Zhan En has not used anything to confuse the mind for Lydia the demon sorcery, if the light does this matter, then any devil can easy achieving. Does not need the Zhan En so big fee/spent to be flustered, as the Grandmaster of operation will of the people, he likes guiding the thought of opposite party „ to go downstream & R dquo ;, in the depths of ones heart of everyone all has weak and dark side, so long as the operation obtains, this will bring a larger income compared with brainwashing spell. The seed has planted, now had arrived at the season of harvest. 事实上,詹恩并没有对丽姬娅使用什么迷惑心灵的邪魔妖法,如果光是做这种事的话,那么任何一个魔鬼都可以轻而易举的做到。根本不需要詹恩如此大费周章,作为操纵人心的大师,他更喜欢引导对方的思想“顺流而下”,每个人的内心深处皆有软弱与阴暗的一面,而只要操作得到,这会比洗脑法术带来更加丰厚的收益。种子早已经种下,现在已经到了收获的季节了。 „ Thump thump thump ......... & R dquo ; “咚咚咚………” While the Zhan En brain has relayed this thought that slight knock resounded, broke the original silence. ( to be continued ) 就在詹恩脑中转过这个念头的同时,一阵轻微的敲门声响起,打破了原本的寂静。(未完待续) ... ...
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