„I said to him, a person is living, will have millions of reasons. Why you are living, I cannot reply, only then you can reply. Oneself seek.” Ancient Moon's Bo replied. “我对他说,一个人活着,会有千千万万的理由。你为什么活着,我回答不了,只有你自己才能够回答。自己去寻找罢。”古月博答道。 „What then Patriarch your answer is?” The Fang Zheng doubts blink, ask. “那么族长您自己的答案是什么呢？”方正疑惑地眨眨眼,问道。 Ancient Moon's Bo hehe smiles, in his eyes, Fang Zheng and Qing Shu image as if superposed one. Once, Ancient Moon's Qing Shu also asked the similar question. 古月博呵呵一笑,在他眼中,方正和青书的形象似乎重合到了一起。曾经,古月青书也问了相似的问题。 Patriarch has hesitated, recalled, then has duplicated the past answer: „An organization would sacrifice, a person from that moment of birth, means the death. In the life and death, the person is vulnerable, but there is a same thing actually to warm the will of the people, shines our minds. That is loves-- this is my answer.” 族长沉吟了一番,回忆了一下,然后重复了当年的答案:“一个组织总会有牺牲,一个人从出生的那一刻起,就意味着死亡。在生死之间,人脆弱不堪,但有一样东西却能温暖人心,照耀我们的心灵。那便是爱——这就是我的答案。” The sacrifice was common. 牺牲常有。 Ancient Moon's Qing Shu is his Ancient Moon's Bo adopted son, has fostered many years, at this time sacrificed, as adoptive father's Ancient Moon's Bo, naturally has sorrowfully. 古月青书是他古月博的义子,抚养了许多年,此时牺牲,作为义父的古月博,自然心存悲痛。 However as Patriarch, he has looked at too many sacrifices. 但是作为族长,他看过太多的牺牲。 When there is a consciousness of life and death, sad and pain became can accept. 当有了生死的觉悟,悲伤和痛苦就变得能够接受了。 Fang Zheng lowered the head, is silent, seemed pondering. 方正重新低下头来,沉默不语,似乎正在思考。 Patriarch smiled, takes out a letter/believes from the drawer of desk, gives Fang Zheng. 族长笑了笑,从书桌的抽屉中取出一封信,递给方正。 „This is the Ancient Moon's Qing Shu letter/believes, recorded him to ponder that many years of answer, I give you it now, you can have a look. This is his answer.” “这是古月青书的信,记录了他思考多年的答案,现在我将它交给你,你可以看看。这就是他的答案。” Without a doubt, this letter/believes in the Fang Zheng's heart, has the attraction beyond comparison. 毫无疑问,这封信在方正的心中,有着无以伦比的吸引力。 He disassembles immediately, when sees the first line, the tears cannot stop downward flow. 他当即拆开来,看到第一行时,眼泪就止不住地往下流。 The Ancient Moon's Qing Shu familiar handwriting, between the lines passes the gentle aura that he is in sole possession. 正是古月青书熟悉的笔迹,字里行间中透着他独有的温柔气息。 Opening in letter/believes, records his confusedness and pain. 信中的开头,记录着他的迷茫和痛楚。 Then is these years, the process that he thinks deeply about unceasingly, to the event that he touches. 然后是这些年来,他不断思索的过程,给他触动的事件。 Fang Zheng looks at this letter/believes, as if has been through repeatedly the Ancient Moon's Qing Shu life. He is following the Ancient Moon's Qing Shu life step, has read end of letter/believes. 方正看着这封信,就仿佛历经古月青书的一生。他跟随着古月青书的人生步伐,一直读到信的末尾。 In end records such a few words. 在末尾记录着这么一段话。 „Family seems a forest, each member is similar to trees in forest. old tree extends the trunk and branches, keeps out wind and rain for the newborn seedling. When the newborn trees grow into the tall lofty tree, old tree will drop down to change into the mud within the earth nutrient, nourishes the land, breeds the new trees. The people will always die, heaven and earth will not remember we. However the newborn trees, are old tree has had the testimonies. In this witnesses unceasingly, the forest of family the length and breadth, will move toward to be prosperous and prosperous.” “家族就仿佛是一片森林,我们每一个成员就如同森林中的一棵树木。老树延伸枝干,为新生的树苗遮风挡雨。当新生的树木长成高大的参天大树时,老树将倒下化为泥土中的养分,滋养土地,孕育新的树木。人总是会死的,天和地不会记住我们。但是新生的树木,将是老树存在过的见证。就在这样不断地见证中,家族的这片森林将越加广袤,走向昌盛和繁荣。” „Person will always die. As Gu Master, was also difficult to cover death the result. Even if Rank 7 and Rank 8, even Rank 9 Gu Master, lives is longer that's all. Facing the death, I was afraid. But my deep understanding, one day, my Ancient Moon's Qing Shu also will die finally. Perhaps birth and death, perhaps dying in battle battlefield. Hopes by that time, I can tranquilly and not regret move toward the death.” “人总是会死的。作为蛊师,亦难掩死亡的结局。即便是七转、八转,甚至九转的蛊师,也只是活得更长一些罢了。面对死亡,我感到恐惧。但我深深的明白,终于有一天,我古月青书也会死亡。或许生老病死,或许战死沙场。但愿到那时,我能平静而又无憾地走向死亡。” In final of letter/believes. 在信的最后。 „Adoptive father Sir, I once asked that your issue, I think me already the found answer.” “义父大人,我曾经问你的那个问题,我想我已经找到了答案。” Reads this letter/believes, Fang Zheng chokes with sobs. 看完这封信,方正泣不成声。 In his mind, has filled the recollection to Qing Shu. Made mistakes, he did not blame the words that instead comforted. Suffered setbacks, vision that he encourages. Frustrated, he uses the warm hand to touch oneself head. 他的脑海中,充满了对青书的回忆。犯了错,他不责怪反而宽慰的话。受了挫,他鼓励的目光。失意之下,他用温暖的手摸摸自己的脑袋。 Ancient Moon's Bo receives this letter/believes: „In the future, after you ponder the answer, can write a letter, told me. Goes, went back to rest well, the wolf tide crisis had not finished, needs you to contribute a strength.” 古月博收起这封信:“将来,当你思考出答案后,也可以写一封信,告诉我。去吧,回去好好休息一下,狼潮的危机还没有结束,需要你贡献一份力量。” „No.” Fang Zheng raised the head slowly, pinches tightly double fist. “不。”方正缓缓抬起头来,捏紧双拳。 „What's wrong?” Ancient Moon's Bo asked. “怎么？”古月博问道。 „I already found my answer.” In the Fang Zheng's tone is passing indescribable firm and resolute, „I want the strength! Used to protect family member, protects them to be impassible. I want to protect the family, strengthen the clan! I want to notice that wolf tide cannot suffer us, wants to see that the companions are happily joyful and happy! Like this sorrowful, I do not want to perform again continue again. I must use my both hands, my body, my soul, protects person!” “我已经找到了我的答案。”方正的语气中透着难以言喻的坚毅,“我想要力量！用来守护身边的亲人,保护他们再不受伤害。我想守护家族,壮大家族！我想要看到狼潮再不能折磨我们,想要看到同伴们欣慰快乐和幸福！这样的悲痛,我不想再上演再继续。我要用我的这双手,我的身躯,我的灵魂,来守护住身边的人！” Ancient Moon's Bo shows the accidental/surprised facial expression. In this moment, his as if saw Ancient Moon's Qing Shu. 古月博露出意外的神情。在这一刻,他仿佛看到了古月青书。 „Qing Shu, you have not died in vain......” looks at Fang Zheng bright flash both eyes, Patriarch heave a deep sigh in the heart. “青书,你并没有白死……”看着方正熠熠闪光的双眼,族长在心中长叹一声。 old tree drops down, in it gradually rotten mud within the earth, a sprout started to grow rapidly. 一株老树倒下,就在它渐渐腐烂的泥土中,一株新苗已经开始飞速地成长。 ...... …… Human Ancestor is hard to endure the lonely heart, therefore under digging out both eyes, change into son daughter one one. Then slightly has mediated wretchedly lonely. 人祖难以忍受孤独之心,因此抠下双眼,化为一儿一女。这才稍稍排解了孤苦寂寞。 But the good outlook did not last long, this clings to world to the children gradually the scenery, after the brain of father Human Ancestor looking, frequently played to play to forget the time, forgot to look after Human Ancestor. 但是好景不长,这对子女渐渐贪恋起世间的景色,将父亲人祖望之脑后,常常嬉戏玩耍忘了时间,更忘了照顾人祖。 Human Ancestor cannot see any thing, in eye a darkness. 人祖看不见任何的东西,眼中一片黑暗。 But sometimes, he can see little luminous unexpectedly. 但有时候,他竟能看到一点点的光亮。 Regarding this, he has doubts extremely, consults to Manner Gu. 对此,他疑惑万分,向态度蛊请教。 Manner Gu then told him saying: „, This is the Faith Gu round immortal ray.” 态度蛊便告诉他说:“哦,这是信念蛊发出来的不朽光芒。” „Faith?” Bai Ningbing sees here, smiles one, in this record the hand the book of ancient legend, was throwing to fly conveniently. “信念？”白凝冰看到这里,哂笑一声,将手中这本记载着古代传说的书,随手抛飞出去。 The door opens by chance, coming the person nearly to be hit face by this book. 房门恰巧打开,来人险些被这本书打中脸面。 „Ningbing, what you make?” Bai Family Patriarch that coming. “凝冰,你这是做什么？”进来的正是白家的族长。 He frowns, consoles saying: „I know that you are sad, but lost the right arm, is nothing. In this world, there are many Gu insect, can cure your such injury.” 他皱着眉头,劝慰道:“我知道你心情不好,但失了右臂,也算不了什么。这个世界上,有许多的蛊虫,都能治好你这样的伤势。” „Before I made Family Elder follow side you, protected you, you always reject, even hit take action to Family Elder greatly. This time suffered a loss?” “以前我让家老跟在你身边,保护你,你总是拒绝,甚至对家老大打出手。这次吃亏了吧？” „This is also the good deed. Taishun that from infancy to maturity, you walk, the so long as isn't death sacrifice, this owed does not have anything at the worst. Your injury has not been affected much, but wolf tide is getting more and more fierce, the family needs your strength now!” “不过这也是好事。从小到大,你走的太顺了,只要不是死亡牺牲,这点亏也没有什么大不了的。你的伤势已经无大碍了,但狼潮越来越凶猛,家族现在需要你的力量！” „Were one group of small wolf bastards, what considered as?” Bai Ningbing closes both eyes, lies on bed, nonchalantly said. “一群小狼崽子,算得了什么？”白凝冰闭上双眼,躺在床上,无所谓地道。 On the face of Patriarch actually appears the dignified look: „Situation is not wonderful, even said that is less optimistic. According to the reconnaissance, had more than three Violent Lightning Wolf groups, appeared and disappeared around village. Your failure, has brought the enormous influence to the clansman. I hope you this evening, to openly make an appearance. So long as you do not drop down, can rouse the morale of my clan greatly. Did you understand what is heard?” 族长的脸上却显现出凝重的神色:“情况并不妙,甚至说是不容乐观。据侦察,已经有不下三只的狂电狼群,出没在山寨周围了。你的失败,给族人带来了极大的影响。我希望你今天傍晚,就要公开露面。只要你不倒下,就能大大振奋我族的士气。你听明白了吗？” „Understood, understood, this minor matter nothing more.” Bai Ningbing was mumbling, a face was impatient. “明白了,明白了,这点小事而已。”白凝冰嘟囔着,一脸的不耐烦。 If trades to make other person so manner to deal with Patriarch, perhaps already encountered punishes. But Bai Ningbing is actually a different matter. 若换做其他人这般态度应对族长,恐怕早就遭到严惩了。但白凝冰却又是另一回事。 Bai Family Patriarch sighed reluctantly, closes the door, has drawn back. 白家族长无奈地叹了一口气,关上房门,退了出去。 In the room only remains Bai Ningbing one person, his slowly opening both of his eyes, in the eye reveals the lonely confused color. 房间中又只剩白凝冰一人,他缓缓地睁开双眼,眼中流露出孤独迷茫之色。 He has not told other people, trouble in oneself body, as well as to premonition of death. 他并没有告诉其他人,自己身体中的麻烦,以及对死亡的预感。 From the ancient book of family, he finds out the Northern Dark Ice Soul Physique name actually. In these limited materials, Ten Perfect Physiques also calls to the dead natural talent, after aperture wall reaches the limit, the self-exploding might will be quite powerful. 从家族的典籍中,他倒是查出北冥冰魄体的名称。在那些有限的资料中,十绝体也称之为必死天资,当窍壁到达极限后,自爆的威力将极为强大。 Do not look that Bai Family Patriarch fostered Bai Ningbing to grow up, so was indulgent to him. If said the Northern Dark Ice Soul Physique matter, Bai Ningbing did not doubt, first wanted to kill his is this Bai Family Patriarch. 别看白家族长抚养了白凝冰长大,对他如此宽纵。若是将北冥冰魄体的事情说出来,白凝冰毫不怀疑,第一个想要杀他的就是这位白家的族长。 „A person is living, actually for what?” “一个人活着,究竟是为了什么？” Before pondered this issue time, Bai Ningbing will feel very confused. Then produce bored, anxious, resentful wait/etc. negative mood. 以前思考这个问题的时候,白凝冰会感到十分的迷茫。进而产生无聊、焦躁、愤懑等等负面情绪。 However now, in his heart had a tranquility. 但是如今,他的心中却有了一股平静。 The people will always grow, let alone his such genius. 人总是会成长的,更何况他这样的天才。 Before, he knew in the heart that oneself must die without doubt, yearned for the life in the despair, had fearing in the heart of hearts to the death. 以前,他心知自己必死无疑,在绝望中留恋生命,在内心深处对死亡存在一种惧怕。 However now, when he almost died, he instead saw through. 但是如今,当他真的差点死了,他反而看开了。 To Rank 3 white silver primeval essence time warm and nourish aperture, he is not distressed. 任由三转的白银真元时刻温养着空窍,他也再不心焦。 All because he no longer feared the death. 皆因他不再惧怕死亡。 Although he was still confused in the significance of survival, but where he actually knows this issue the answer. 尽管他仍旧迷茫于生存的意义,但他却知道这个问题的答案在哪里。 This answer, already in the Fang Yuan's heart. 这个答案,早就在方源的心中。 This feeling, said that does not scavenge unclearly, mysterious, but he is clear. 这种感觉,说不清道不明,玄而又玄,但他就是清楚。 Now Stone Aperture Gu also falls in Fang Yuan's hand. 况且,如今石窍蛊也落在了方源的手中。 „Fang Yuan...... We must meet again.” He muttered in a soft voice, in the eye bloomed the brilliance that wiped to glisten, was similar to the diamond is radiant. “方源……我们必会再相见。”他轻声喃喃,眼中绽放出一抹闪亮的光辉,如同钻石般璀璨。 ...... …… „Stone Aperture Gu......” in renting a room, Gu insect in Fang Yuan looks at hand, is lost in thought. “石窍蛊……”在租房中,方源看着手中的蛊虫,陷入沉思。 Stone Aperture Gu shape like dice, square, is all over the body grayish white, hard incomparable. 石窍蛊形如骰子,正正方方,通体灰白,坚硬无比。 This gu is consumable gu, with one time vanishes, the function transforms hard stone wall Gu Master's aperture wall. 这蛊是消耗蛊,用一次就消失,作用是将蛊师的窍壁转变成坚硬的石壁。 This act presses out to do aperture background and potential completely, making Gu Master can achieve peak cultivation base instantaneously. 此举是将空窍的底蕴和潜力完全榨干,令蛊师能在瞬间达到巅峰修为。 Gives an example, Fang Yuan now is Rank 2 middle stage cultivation base. After having used this gu, can achieve Rank 2 peak Realm instantaneously. 举个例子,方源如今是二转中阶的修为。用了此蛊之后,就能在瞬间达到二转巅峰的境界。 The price of but therefore paying is, Fang Yuan will not have promoted Rank 3 possibility life-long, simultaneously loses replies the primeval essence ability. From now on, can only supplement using primeval stones. 但因此付出的代价是,方源终生将没有晋升三转的可能性,同时丧失自我回复真元的能力。今后,只能利用元石进行补充。 Stone Aperture Gu to some Gu Masters uses of having no way out. The damage that some Gu Master's aperture received are hard to resume, had the fissure, is cureless, has to use this gu. 石窍蛊是给一些走投无路的蛊师们使用。一些蛊师的空窍受到了难以恢复的损伤,有了裂痕,却无法医治,只好使用这蛊。 Under special circumstances, Gu Master promotes hopelessly, must promote cultivation base within the short time, can maintain a livelihood. Therefore on use Stone Aperture Gu. 或者在特殊的情况下,蛊师晋升无望,必须在短时间之内提升修为,才能活命。因此就使用石窍蛊了。 „The Fusion Refining Stone Aperture Gu cost is quite high. Perhaps Bai Ningbing Fusion Refining this Gu Insect, wants to transform stone key/opening own aperture, arrival that prevents dead. What a pity this method, can only delay the arrival of death, could not prevent the self- destruction. If Northern Dark Ice Soul Physique can such simply explain, what Ten Perfect Physiques that is also called?” “合炼石窍蛊的成本相当高。白凝冰合炼这只蛊虫,恐怕是想将自身的空窍转变成石窍,来阻止死亡的降临。可惜这个方法,只能延缓死亡的到来,根本阻挡不了自我的毁灭。北冥冰魄体如果能这么简单就破解的话,那还称为什么十绝体呢？” This Stone Aperture Gu to the Fang Yuan not use, actually Red Iron Relic Gu that can come up from the Bai Ningbing body, as well as Water Cover Gu has big using. 这石窍蛊对方源并无用处,倒是从白凝冰身上得来的赤铁舍利蛊,以及水罩蛊都有大用。 As for Fang Yuan from Ancient Moon's Man Shi and the others, Gu insect that plunder comes out, was not splendid, after returning to village, turns to the family high level, has received in exchange for the massive meritorious military service. 至于方源从古月蛮石等人身上,收刮出来的蛊虫,都并不出色,回到山寨后就上缴给了家族高层,换取了大量战功。 Because of the relations of wolf tide, Qing Shu and matter of Bai Ningbing fierce combat tacitly was suppressed by three families village, bears patiently does not send. The three parties need each other strength, to cross the difficulty. 因为狼潮的关系,青书和白凝冰激战的事情被三家山寨都默契地压制下来,隐忍不发。三方都需要彼此的力量,来渡过难关。 The report of Xiong Lin, making Fang Yuan have White Jade Gu fact exposed. But he by in the reason that the caravan purchases, temporarily has dodged. 熊林的汇报,让方源拥有白玉蛊的事实暴露出来。但他以在商队购买的理由,暂时搪塞了过去。 ( to be continued ) （未完待续）