DG :: Volume #1 魔性不改

#131: Lonely is the profoundest darkness


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The rain cats and dogs, in the sky the electricity snake chaotic dance, has continued fully for night. 大雨倾盆而下,天空中电蛇乱舞,整整持续了一夜。 Fang Yuan lies on the bed, hears outside the room unceasingly the Gu Masters yawp, treads the water in the rainwater, but good sound of footsteps. 方源躺在床上,不断听到屋外蛊师们的叫喊声,在雨水中踏水而行的脚步声。 He partly narrows both eyes, in mind can't help but is reappearing the previous life memory. 他半眯着双眼,脑海中又不禁浮现出前世的记忆。 In previous life, when wolf tide approaches, he is Rank 1 Gu Master, therefore as the logistics strength, avoids in the middle of village, instead escaped. 前世中,当狼潮来临时,他还是一转蛊师,因此作为后勤力量,躲避在山寨当中,反而逃过了一劫。 However this life, he is Rank 2 middle stage, and there is Four Taste Wine Insect, at present is leading the way to the upper stage stride. Therefore, must be the same with other Rank 2 Gu Master, must in such night, go to resist wolf tide. 但是今生,他则已经是二转中阶,并且有了四味酒虫,目前正在向高阶大步地前行。因此,就必须和其他二转蛊师一样,得在这样的深夜,前去抵挡狼潮 Outside is having such big rainstorm, must resist in the darkness still the line of sight greatly good Lightning Wolf group, really looks for the crime to receive.” In Fang Yuan heart coldly snorted. “外面下着这么大的暴雨,又要对抗黑暗中仍旧视线大佳的电狼群,真是找罪受。”方源心中冷哼一声。 He has not rested at this time in the renting house, but places the inn. 他此时并没有睡在租的房子里,而是身处客栈。 To rent a room, was caught the recruit to go surely. 要在租房中,必定被人抓了壮丁去。 Family high level had underestimated without doubt this time pack of wolves battle strength, the most correct procedure, withdraws without doubt in village, guards depending on the stronghold. What a pity they by the passing experience, had been hoodwinked both eyes......” Fang Yuan is thinking, while has upturned a body in the bed satisfied. “家族高层无疑低估了这次的狼群战力,最正确的做法,无疑是龟缩在山寨中,凭寨据守。可惜他们被过往的经验,蒙蔽了双眼……”方源一边想着,一边惬意地在床上翻了一个身。 Out of the window, heavy rain underground, is leans the day to cover absolutely. 窗外,大雨噼里啪啦地下着,绝对是倾天盖地。 Rumble the thunderous sound, transmits unceasingly. 轰隆隆的雷鸣声,不断传来。 On the street, Gu Masters takes immediate action and get the sound, the sound of footsteps and angry roaring sound, has never cut off. 街道上,蛊师们紧急调动的声响,脚步声、怒吼声,从未断绝过。 Once time, wolf howling sound extremely approaches village. 一度时间,狼嚎声极为接近山寨 Tonight is doomed sleepless. 今夜注定无眠。 No matter risks neck, leaves Gu Masters of stronghold fierce combat, these hide in the mortals who in home trembles, even is Fang Yuan, rests to after the midnight, the nature awakes. 不管是冒着生命危险,出寨激战的蛊师们,还是那些躲在家中瑟瑟发抖的凡人们,甚至是方源,睡到半夜后,自然而醒。 He does not crawl, in the darkness, lies on the bed is opening both eyes. 他也不爬起来,在黑暗中,躺在床上睁着双眼。 The voice of out of the window, spreads to his ear, other people battle in the life and death, conceivable, outside village the rainstorm thunder, Gu Master and pack of wolves compose an extremely busy big stage. No matter which role, heartily is showing the life the true colors. 窗外的声音,传入他的耳中,旁人在生死激战,可以想象,山寨外暴雨雷霆,蛊师和狼群组成一个热闹非凡的大舞台。不管是哪一个角色,都在尽情地展现出生命的本色。 The life enters the play, this is a good play, but Fang Yuan slightly has not actually entered the consciousness of play. 人生入戏,这是一场好戏,但是方源却丝毫没有入戏的觉悟。 He instead feels a difficult word lonely. 他反而感觉到一阵难言的孤独。 Boundless lonely. 无边的孤独。 This is not because he is transmigrator and reincarnator, the body is having the reason of secretive secret. 这并非是因为他是穿越者重生者,身上带着不可告人的秘密的缘故。 Rather, everyone he ( she ) since birth is lonely! 而是,每个人他(她)生来就是孤独! The people look like floating ice isolated islands, floats to roam in the destiny sea. 人就像是一座座的浮冰孤岛,在命运的海洋中漂浮流荡。 The meet of person and person, looks like the mutual collision between floating ice isolated islands, so long as is the collision, must be influential. 人和人的相遇,就像是浮冰孤岛之间的相互碰撞,只要是碰撞,就必有影响。 Sometimes, floating ice isolated island stuck in one mutually, by benefit and kinship and friendship and Passion and hatred name. 有时候,浮冰孤岛相互粘在了一起,以“利益”、“亲情”、“友情”、“爱情”、“仇恨”之名。 However finally, they will separate, moves toward the destruction lonely. 但是最终,它们都将分开,孤独地走向毁灭。 This is the truth of life. 这就是人生的真相。 What a pity the people are always afraid lonely, must cling to the lively crowd, always does not hope idle. 可惜人们总是害怕孤独,总要贪恋热闹的人群,总不愿无所事事。 When because they face lonely, often will face the pain. 因为当他们面对孤独,往往就会面对痛苦。 If can face directly this pain, the person often had the talent and courage. Therefore, has the proverb-- elitist to be lonely. 但是一旦能直面这种痛苦,人就往往有了才华和勇气。所以,有句俗语杰出者必孤独。 This is lonely taste, often savors, is firmer I to pursue the determination of Demonic Path!” The Fang Yuan vision is glittering, involuntarily remembers the Human Ancestor's story. “这就是孤独的滋味啊,每每品味,都更加坚定我追求魔道之决心!”方源目光闪烁着,不由地就想起人祖的故事。 The words said, Human Ancestor has resulted in Manner Gu. Manner Gu looks like a mask, Human Ancestor has no interest, cannot wear. 话说,人祖得了态度蛊态度蛊就像是一张面具,人祖无心,戴不上去。 Because before, Human Ancestor has given Hope Gu intimacy, from now he does not fear Predicament. 因为之前,人祖已经将心交给了希望蛊,从此以后他再也不惧怕困境 However Human Ancestor wants to use Manner Gu, actually must result in has a heart. 但是人祖想要使用态度蛊,却必须得有一颗心。 Human Ancestor feels very awkward, consults Manner Gu. He said: Sometimes gu, the manner can show all. My the issue of present bitter experience, you also know, must therefore consult to you.” 人祖感到很为难,就请教态度蛊。他说:“蛊啊,态度有时候就能说明一切。我如今遭遇的问题,你也知道,所以要向你请教。” Manner Gu access road/simply said: This is actually not difficult. Human Ancestor, you lack a heart now, only needs to seek for one newly on line.” 态度蛊便道:“这其实也不难。人祖啊,你现在缺少一颗心,只需要寻找到一颗新的就行了。” Human Ancestor has doubts very much, consults to say once more: How should I seek for a new heart?” 人祖很疑惑,再次请教道:“那我该怎么寻找到一颗新的心呢?” Manner Gu sighed: Heart, nowhere , is also everywhere. Seeks the heart, both difficult and easy. By your situation, can obtain a heart now.” 态度蛊叹道:“心,无处在,又无处不在。寻心,既艰难又容易。以你的情况,现在就能得到一颗心。” Human Ancestor great happiness: How told me to obtain quickly?” 人祖大喜:“快告诉我怎么得到?” Manner Gu warned him: This heart, named lonely. The people, you determined that you do want to obtain it? After you obtain it, you will feel the boundless pain and loneliness, even is frightened!” 态度蛊却警告他:“这颗心,名叫孤独。人啊,你确定你要得到它吗?当你得到它之后,你会感受到无边的痛苦、寂寞,甚至是恐惧!” Human Ancestor has not cared the Manner Gu's warning, he continues to closely examine. 人祖没有把态度蛊的警告放在心上,他继续追问。 Manner Gu is not good to disobey the Human Ancestor's order, then replied: You only need in having the night of star, looks up to the sky, any words do not say. When, you can obtain the lonely heart at dawn.” 态度蛊不好违逆人祖的命令,便答道:“你只需要在有星星的夜里,仰望天空,什么话都不要讲。等到天亮时,你就能得到孤独之心了。” That night, is Starry Sky inundates the spatial auspicious day. 当天晚上,就是繁星漫空的良辰。 Human Ancestor according to the Manner Gu's words, sits in the mountain top, looks up to the nighttime sky. 人祖依照态度蛊的话,独自一人坐在山头,仰望夜空。 Before then, he lives difficultly difficult, the time to survive to struggle to rush about, absolutely does not have the time to look up to this beautiful and mysterious starry sky. 在此之前,他生活艰难困难,时刻为了生存而挣扎奔波,根本就没有时间仰望这美丽而又神秘的星空。 Now, he is looking at the starry sky, the train of thought is superficial. involuntarily is thinking itself, thinks oneself like this base and low, so small and weak, is crossing being in a precarious state, ignorant life. 如今,他望着星空,思绪浮泛。不由地想着自己,想到自己这样的卑微,如此的弱小,过着朝不保夕,浑浑噩噩的生活。 Oh, although I had Hope Gu, Strength Force Gu, Rules and Regulations Gus and Manner Gu, but must survive in this natures, was still difficult. Even if were tomorrow died, was not accidental. If I died, this world can remember I? Can some people be joyful for my existence, are some people sad for my departure?” “唉,我虽然是有了希望蛊力量蛊规矩蛊态度蛊,但是要在这片自然中生存,仍旧艰难无比。就算是明天死亡了,也不意外。如果我死了,这个世界会不会记住我?会不会有人为我的存在而喜悦,有人为我的离去而悲伤呢?” Thinks of here, Human Ancestor shook the head. 想到这里,人祖摇了摇头。 In this world, only then his human, where has other people? 这个世界上,只有他一个人类,哪有其他的人呢? Even if there is gu companion, but he still felt carved into bones, engraved onto heart-- to be lonely. 就算是有蛊的陪伴,但他仍旧感受到一种刻骨铭心孤独。 Lonely heart! 孤独之心! At this moment, after Human Ancestor feels is lonely, in his body suddenly had a brand-new will of the people. 这一刻,当人祖感到孤独之后,他的身体中就陡然出现了一颗全新的人心。 Sun rises from the horizon, illuminates the Human Ancestor's face. However Human Ancestor has not felt happy, but feels the boundless pain, desperate, confused, fear. 太阳从天边升起来,照亮人祖的脸。但是人祖却没有感到高兴,而是感到无边的痛楚,绝望,迷茫,还有恐惧。 He cannot withstand this type to be lonely and fear, he felt that the darkness and end approached! 他承受不住这种孤独和恐惧,他感到黑暗和末日都来临了! Therefore his mournfully wails, points a finger, is exhausting own both eyes painfully. 于是他痛苦地哀嚎着,伸出手指,挖掉自己的双眼。 His left eye, falls on the ground, changes to young man. He has golden hair, vigorous and healthy body , he as soon as appears, prostrates oneself in the Human Ancestor's under foot, yelled: Human Ancestor, my father, I am your eldest son Reckless Great Sun.” 他的左眼,落在地上,化作一个少年郎。他有一头的金发,健壮的身躯,他一出现,就拜倒在人祖的脚下,大叫:“人祖啊,我的父亲,我是您的大儿子太日阳莽。” Meanwhile, the Human Ancestor's right eye also changes into a young girl. She supports by the arm the Human Ancestor's arm, said: Human Ancestor, my father, I am your second daughter Ancient Moon's Lonely Shadow.” 同时,人祖的右眼也化为一个少女。她搀扶住人祖的胳膊,说道:“人祖啊,我的父亲,我是您的二女儿古月阴荒。” Human Ancestor laughs, flows the tears from empty eye socket. He said three good characters continually: I had the children, finally can undertake the pain of lonely heart. From now henceforth, some people are joyful for my existence, some people are sad for my departure. Even if I died, you will also remember I.” 人祖哈哈大笑,从空洞的眼窝中流淌出泪水。他连说三个好字:“我有了儿女,终于能承担孤独之心的痛楚了。从今以后,有人为我的存在而喜悦,有人为我的离去而悲伤。我即便死了,你们也会记住我。” Is only......” finally, he long sighed, I lost both eyes, could not see again brightly. From now henceforth, both of you watch this world for me.” “只是……”最后,他长长地叹息一声,“我失去了双眼,再也看不到光明了。从今以后,你们俩替我观看这个世界罢。” ...... …… The heavy rain has gotten down for night, to daybreak, this will stopped. 大雨下了一夜,到了黎明时分,这才堪堪停止。 Fang Yuan left the inn, the pedestrian on street was having heavy, or the sad look all. 方源出了客栈,街道上的行人无不带着沉重、或者悲伤的神色。 That night, the loss of family is heavy. 这一夜,家族的损失不轻。 In fact, Silvergrass Mountain three Great Clan, which has not run away, has not the small damage. 事实上,青茅山大家族,哪一个都没有逃过去,都有不小的损伤。 This Fang Yuan saw that the meritorious military service list was clear. 这点方源看到战功榜就清楚了。 After a night, in the meritorious military service list the sharp decline 25 groups, had sacrificed in wolf tide. Even if has 1-2 survivors, is or the wound or the remnants. 一夜之后,战功榜上锐减了25个小组,都是在狼潮中牺牲掉的。哪怕是有一两位幸存者,亦都是或伤或残。 That group of Ancient Moon Péng, in this row. 古月鹏的那个小组,亦在此列之中。 Hereafter more than ten days, the circumstance is worse, becomes worse and worse. 此后十多天,情势更加恶劣,每况愈下。 First presented bold Lightning Wolf of Hundred Beast King level, has the information to spread, in wolf tide appears intermittently Violent Lightning Wolf of Thousand Beast King level! 先是出现了百兽王级的豪电狼,紧接着又有情报传出,狼潮中隐现千兽王级的狂电狼 Such news, makes going out Rank 2 Gu Master fearful and apprehensive all. 这样的消息,无不让外出的二转蛊师们心惊胆战。 If meets Violent Lightning Wolf, must at least probably have three groups to cooperate, can cope. This has not been counted side Violent Lightning Wolf these common Lightning Wolf groups. 若是遇到狂电狼,必须至少得有三只小组通力合作,才能对付。这还不算上狂电狼身边的那些普通电狼群。 Three Great Clan, have to dispatch Rank 3 Family Elder, deals with the crisis. 大家族,不得不派遣出三转家老,应付危局。 In such a case, Gu Masters every day crosses quite hard and dangerous and long. 在这样的情况下,蛊师们的每天都过得相当艰险和漫长。 Even if were Fang Yuan had Hidden Scale Gu, cautious and solemn. Perhaps after all meets to have electric eye gu Beast King level Lightning Wolf. 即便是方源有了隐鳞蛊,也得小心翼翼了。毕竟说不定就遇到拥有电眼蛊的兽王电狼 Was good because of him formerly, has paid some prices, can utilize Earth Communication Ear Grass. 好在他先前,付出了一些代价,能运用地听肉耳草 This gu detection range is very big, letting him each time to evade the large-scale pack of wolves. 此蛊侦测范围很大,让他每次都能避过大型狼群。 So, Heaven Qi/weather is gradually burning hot, by at the end of July. Although the situation was still less optimistic, under three Great Clan cooperate unceasingly, the circumstance has been controlled. 如此,天气渐渐炎热,到了七月末。虽说情况仍旧不容乐观,但是在三大家族不断地合作之下,情势已经得到控制。 Mountainside somewhere. 山腰某处。 After three Gu Masters of fierce combat, has faced bold Lightning Wolf that was just catching up with. 已经历经激战的三位蛊师,面对着一只刚刚赶来的豪电狼 The aura of death has headed on. 死亡的气息已经扑面而来。 Hateful, primeval essence is insufficient, if 60%, no, so long as 30%, is insufficient to be pursued by it like this!” As Xiong Zhan of team leader, looks at one step is becoming, slowly is close, as if cat play mouse bold Lightning Wolf, has spat bloody water ruthlessly. “可恶,真元不足,若是有六成,不,只要三成,也不至于被它这样追赶!”身为组长的熊毡,望着一步一趋,慢慢接近,仿佛猫戏老鼠般的豪电狼,狠狠地吐了一口血水。 Front is the mountain wall, did not have the escape route, what to do?” A face whiten team member opens the mouth to say. “前面就是山壁,已经没有退路了,怎么办?”一位脸色苍白的组员开口道。 What to do can also? Only can place hopes in the reinforcements. Heard that Sir Bai Ningbing of my clan went out, rushes toward the battlefield.” This came from Gu Master of Bai Family stronghold. “还能怎么办?只能寄希望于援兵了。听说我族的白凝冰大人已经出关,奔赴战场了。”这是来自白家寨的蛊师 Two groups, respectively came from Xiong Village and Bai Family stronghold, they face wolf tide, cooperates, now actually only remaining such three people. 原先有两支小组,分别来自熊家寨白家寨,他们面对狼潮,通力合作,如今却只剩下这么三人。 Counted on that has not known where Bai Ningbing, might as well the draw dies wrestles!” Xiong Zhan clenched teeth, reason that Beast King is fearful , because its body is residing temporarily the gu. I have Plunder Gu, can absorb enemy Gu insect to come out forcefully. Needs to continue to display, motionless. In this, you must protect me.” “指望还不知道在什么地方的白凝冰,还不如平死一搏!”熊毡咬了咬牙,“兽王之所以可怕,是因为它的身上寄居着蛊。我有一只强取蛊,能强行摄取敌人身上的蛊虫出来。只是需要持续施展,一动不动。在此之间,你们要保护好我。” Good!” The other two look at each other one mutually, before standing the Xiong Zhan body, blocked this bold Lightning Wolf for him temporarily. “好!”另外两人相互对视一眼,都站到了熊毡身前,替他暂时挡住这只豪电狼 clear(ly) knows that hoped the small pity, but no one so will be resigned to go. 明知道希望小的可怜,但是谁也不会如此甘心赴死。 Can absorb, has the hope of life! The heaven blesses me!!” Xiong Zhan everywhere fiercely, slowly raises the right hand. “能摄取出来,就有活命的希望!上天保佑我啊!!”熊毡满目狰狞,缓慢地举起右手。 Was lives dies on the gambling in this time! 是生是死就赌在这一次了! A three people of wolf does not know, on the cliff of high place, a youngster of white hair white clothing lightly is looking at this. 三人一狼并不知道,就在高处的悬崖上,一位白发白衣的少年正淡淡地瞧着这一幕。 Life is really bored......” he sits on the ground, a brace is well-grounded, lifts the wine pot to fall toward the mouth. “人生真是无聊啊……”他坐在地上,一手撑着地,一手举着酒壶往口里倾倒。 He pours is actually not liquor, merely is the sweet mountain spring. 他倒出的却不是酒,仅仅是甘甜的山泉。 He does not like drinking, likes drinking water. 他不喜欢喝酒,就喜欢喝水。 This white clothing youngster drinks water, while the good play of looks at under foot. 这位白衣少年一边喝水,一边看着脚下的这场好戏。 War, death. You the so ordinary lives, were too bored. Only then such life and death fierce combat, can add a splendor to your lives. Like this your lives, had the value.” “战吧,死吧。尔等如此平凡的人生,太无聊了。只有这样的生死激战,才能给你们的人生平添出一丝的精彩。这样你们的人生,就有价值了。” He has smiled in the heart lightly, does not have the desire that take action helps one another. 他在心中淡淡地笑了,丝毫没有出手相助的欲望。 Even if he has such ability, even if at the foot of the hill has his Bai Family clansman. 哪怕他有这样的能力,哪怕山脚下就有他白家的族人。 But this So what? 但这又如何呢 To him, lonely is the profoundest darkness, but the kinship light is only a false appearance. 对他来讲,孤独是最深邃的黑暗,而亲情的光只是一种假象。 His Bai Ningbing dry/does will not save others this bored matter! 白凝冰才不会干救人这种无聊的事情呢! ( to be continued ) (未完待续)
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